{"id":39196,"date":"2021-08-07T03:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-08-06T23:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=39196"},"modified":"2021-08-07T09:36:05","modified_gmt":"2021-08-07T05:36:05","slug":"gork%c9%99mli-az%c9%99rbaycanli-yazici-eyvaz-zeynalov-qiyasli-gilasi-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=39196","title":{"rendered":"G\u00f6rk\u0259mli Az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 Eyvaz ZEYNALOV.&#8221;Qiyasl\u0131 gilas\u0131&#8221; (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/193156_4bo76tuftq.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/193156_4bo76tuftq.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-39203\"\/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Anam x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fc A\u011fdam, do\u011fulub boya-ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00e7oxunu ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 Qiyasl\u0131 k\u0259ndi dilind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fc. H\u0259r gec\u0259 yuxusunda k\u0259ndimizi, ba\u011f-ba\u011fatl\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259t-bacam\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdi. Sonra b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc haval\u0131 kimi \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcyn\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131: &#8220;Vallah, nec\u0259 qoyub g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259ms\u0259, ham\u0131s\u0131 yerind\u0259di. Erm\u0259ni adam deyil? Ax\u0131 niy\u0259 da\u011f\u0131tmal\u0131d\u0131? Bayqu\u015f xarabal\u0131q sev\u0259r. Yesin-i\u00e7sin, ya\u015fas\u0131n d\u0259 b\u0259y kefind\u0259. D\u0259d\u0259si-babas\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259diyi g\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb&#8221;.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Bu gec\u0259 s\u0259nn\u0259n yen\u0259 k\u0259ndimizd\u0259ydim. Darvazam\u0131z\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda avtobusdan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi qon\u015fumuz Telli arvad b\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Dedi, a\u011f\u0131z, hardas\u0131n\u0131z? Gilas\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 niy\u0259 y\u0131\u011fm\u0131r, qurd-qu\u015fa yem el\u0259yirsiz? G\u00f6z\u00fcm qon\u015fular\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tini g\u0259zdi. Bizd\u0259n ba\u015fqa ham\u0131n\u0131n gilas\u0131 d\u0259rilmi\u015fdi. S\u0259s\u0259 qon\u015fular t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb g\u0259ldil\u0259r. Qon\u015fu rayonlara, k\u0259ndl\u0259r\u0259 geniy\u0259n, \u00f6l\u00fcb-it\u0259n bildikl\u0259rimizin ham\u0131s\u0131 burdayd\u0131. G\u00fcl\u015f\u0259n xalay\u0131n s\u0259nn\u0259n oxuyan q\u0131z\u0131na g\u00f6z\u00fcm sata\u015fd\u0131. Dedim, ay can\u0131yanm\u0131\u015f, s\u0259n he\u00e7 yek\u0259lm\u0259mis\u0259n ki? \u0130ncimi\u015f qay\u0131td\u0131, o\u011flundan b\u0259ri bax! \u00c7\u00f6nd\u00fcm ki, s\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259 onun boydasan. Mat\u0131m-qutum qurudu. Bu vaxt darvazam\u0131z\u0131n arxas\u0131ndan s\u0259sini e\u015fitdim: &#8220;U\u015fa\u011fa ba\u015f qo\u015fma, g\u0259l g\u00fcn qalxmam\u0131\u015f gilas\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 y\u0131\u011faq&#8221;. Bax\u0131ram, boyaboy s\u0131ralanm\u0131\u015f gilas a\u011faclar\u0131m\u0131z ham\u0131s\u0131 insan kimi qa\u015f-qabaql\u0131d\u0131. Evl\u0259ndiyimiz il atay\u0131n \u0259kdiyi gilas a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlad\u0131m, \u00f6p\u00fcb-ox\u015fad\u0131m. Qurvan olum, dedim, bizd\u0259n k\u00fcsm\u0259yin, Allah erm\u0259niy\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259t el\u0259sin! A\u011fac qollar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda canland\u0131. Sonra gilas a\u011fac\u0131nda gilas y\u0131\u011f\u0131r, yeyirdim&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; B\u0259s y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n gilas\u0131 neyn\u0259din? &#8211; Q\u0131z\u0131m atmaca atd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Bax, oras\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259dim. Amma dad\u0131 el\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi \u015fip\u015firin, q\u0259nd kimiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Y\u0131x\u0131lmaqdan qorxmad\u0131n? &#8211; S\u00f6hb\u0259ti uzatmaq xatirin\u0259 soru\u015fdum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Yox, &#8211; deyib g\u00fcld\u00fc, &#8211; yuxu bir m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259di, bala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anam ke\u00e7mi\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlayanda, o ill\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fanda \u0259hval\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131r, g\u00fcmrahla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Bazara gilas \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, &#8211; q\u0131z\u0131m dedi. &#8211; Heyifsil\u0259nm\u0259, atam al\u0131b g\u0259tir\u0259r, yey\u0259rik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Eh, m\u0259n Qiyasl\u0131 gilas\u0131n\u0131n tamarz\u0131s\u0131yam. O, ba\u015fqa bir dad-tamd\u0131. El\u0259 bilir\u0259m, bir d\u0259 yes\u0259m, \u00f6lm\u0259r\u0259m.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; N\u0259n\u0259, indiy\u0259c\u0259n a\u011f\u0131zda dad-tam qalar? G\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 ildi Qiyasl\u0131 gilas\u0131 yemirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ne\u00e7\u0259 ildi n\u0259di? &#8211; N\u0259v\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259mkirdi. &#8211; A\u011fz\u0131mda deyir\u0259m, bu gec\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259timizd\u0259 gilas y\u0131\u011f\u0131r, gilas yeyirdim&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>***<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 Qurd qap\u0131s\u0131ndan S\u0259d\u0259r\u0259k &#8220;talku\u00e7kas\u0131&#8221;n\u0131n yan\u0131ndak\u0131 &#8220;Meyv\u0259li&#8221;y\u0259 s\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Bazarda mer-meyv\u0259 ayaq tutub yeriyirdi. G\u00f6z\u00fcm gilas axtar\u0131rd\u0131. Pi\u015ftaxta arxas\u0131ndak\u0131lar yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb canlan\u0131r, mallar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rifl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qiyasl\u0131 gilas\u0131n\u0131n dad\u0131-tam\u0131 az-\u00e7ox m\u0259nim d\u0259 dama\u011f\u0131mda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qa\u00e7aqa\u00e7 vaxt\u0131 ikinci sinifd\u0259 oxuyurdum. K\u0259nd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131yd\u0131m. Meyv\u0259 vaxt\u0131 y\u0131x\u0131lar, \u015fik\u0259st olar\u0131q dey\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qada\u011fa qoysalar da, ax\u015fama q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011faclar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m. \u00c7\u0259tini g\u00f6zd\u0259n o\u011furlan\u0131ncayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qiyasl\u0131da o h\u0259y\u0259t yoxdu, 5-6 gilas a\u011fac\u0131 olmas\u0131n. Havay\u0131 demirdil\u0259r, Qiyasl\u0131 &#8211; qap\u0131s\u0131 gilasl\u0131! Gilas a\u011fac\u0131 olmayan\u0131 qiyasl\u0131 saymazd\u0131lar. Qiyasl\u0131 gilas\u0131 adla deyil\u0259rdi. \u018fmim o\u011flu il\u0259 gilas satma\u011fa ged\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, A\u011fdam bazar\u0131nda hara baxsan, Qiyasl\u0131 gilas\u0131yd\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yi gilas ist\u0259y\u0259n Qiyasl\u0131 gilas\u0131 al\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Biri \u0259mim o\u011flu, gilas vaxt\u0131 qiyasl\u0131 cavanlar\u0131n\u0131n keyfi ala buludda c\u00f6vlan ed\u0259rdi. Adi siqareti b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259z, harda bahal\u0131 filtrli siqaret var, ondan al\u0131b f\u0131sq\u0131rdard\u0131lar. Bazar\u0131n yan\u0131nda, Qiyasl\u0131 avtobus dayanaca\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 \u00fczb\u0259\u00fczd\u0259ki M\u0259hinin \u00e7ayxanas\u0131nda p\u00fcrr\u0259ngi \u00e7ay qabaqlar\u0131nda, &#8220;Marlbora&#8221; damaqlar\u0131nda \u00f6t\u00fcb-ke\u00e7\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259rli q\u0131zlara baxar, bildir\u00e7inin b\u0259yliyini ya\u015fayard\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Yan ke\u00e7m\u0259, b\u0259ri dur g\u00f6r\u00fcm n\u0259 axtar\u0131rsan, \u0259mo\u011flu? &#8211; Suyu\u015firin sat\u0131c\u0131 \u0259liyn\u0259n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 meyv\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00f6st\u0259rib \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Ya\u015fda\u015f olard\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Gilas, &#8211; dedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Be\u00e7\u0259 bal\u0131 kimi \u015firin gilas m\u0259nd\u0259, &#8211; \u015f\u0259stl\u0259 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Anam m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259nd kimi \u015firinini alma\u011f\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131b, qarda\u015f, &#8211; g\u00fcl\u00fcb dedim. &#8211; Hara gilas\u0131d\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Qaraba\u011f, &#8211; dedi, &#8211; dad\u0131na bax, \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259, alver\u00e7i deyil\u0259m, g\u0259tiriciy\u0259m, ba\u011f\u0131m\u0131n m\u0259hsuludu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yer\u0259 salmad\u0131m, birini yedim. Haqq\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u0259, dadl\u0131yd\u0131. D\u0259rdimi d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Qiyasl\u0131 gilas\u0131 axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259dim. \u018flini-\u0259lin\u0259 vurub b\u0259rkd\u0259n dedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Pah attonnan! T\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259 bax. S\u0259ni m\u0259n\u0259, m\u0259ni d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 Allah \u00fcrcah el\u0259yib. Yediyin Qiyasl\u0131 gilas\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; A\u011f el\u0259m\u0259, &#8211; etiraz\u0131m\u0131 bildirdim. &#8211; Qiyasl\u0131 erm\u0259ni i\u015f\u011fal\u0131ndad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Qarda\u015f can\u0131, s\u0259hvs\u0259n. Qiyasl\u0131 bizd\u0259di. M\u0259n Qiyasl\u0131da oluram, n\u0259inki bu gilas\u0131, satd\u0131\u011f\u0131m meyv\u0259l\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z h\u0259y\u0259timd\u0259n y\u0131\u011f\u0131b g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; \u018f\u015fi, ay\u0131bd\u0131, h\u0259l\u0259 bilmirs\u0259n alacam, yoxsa yox, yalandan and i\u00e7irs\u0259n. \u00d6z\u00fcn d\u0259 deyirs\u0259n, g\u0259tiricis\u0259n? &#8211; \u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc bozartd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sat\u0131c\u0131 \u0259s\u0259bi halda penc\u0259yinin qoltuq cibini e\u015f\u0259l\u0259di. Pasportunu \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b g\u00f6st\u0259rdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; \u0130nanm\u0131rsan? Oxu, burda n\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Oxudum. Adam, do\u011frudan da, Qiyasl\u0131 k\u0259ndind\u0259ndi. Ancaq A\u011fdam\u0131n deyil, B\u0259rd\u0259nin Qiyasl\u0131 k\u0259ndind\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, qarda\u015f, &#8211; m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni ayd\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu d\u0259f\u0259 gilassatan t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 \u00fczrxahl\u0131q el\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; M\u0259n d\u0259 A\u011fdamda Qiyasl\u0131 k\u0259ndinin oldu\u011fundan x\u0259b\u0259rsiz\u0259m, &#8211; dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anla\u015f\u0131lmazl\u0131q aradan qalxandan sonra 2 kilo gilas \u00e7\u0259kdirdim. Pulunu g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259di, zorla verdim. Dal\u0131mca g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; \u015eirin a\u011f\u0131zla! Anana den\u0259n, k\u0259nd\u00e7imizd\u0259n alm\u0131\u015fam, Qiyasl\u0131 gilas\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>***<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; S\u0259n\u0259 Qiyasl\u0131 gilas\u0131 alm\u0131\u015fam, &#8211; qap\u0131dan gir\u0259n gimi anama dedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Hara gilas\u0131?.. &#8211; Bayaq m\u0259n gilassatana bozaran kimi indi d\u0259 anam m\u0259n\u0259 bozard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Daha uzatmad\u0131m, gilas\u0131 hardan, kimd\u0259n ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Bir anda anam\u0131n q\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131m gilas\u0131 suya verib g\u0259tirinc\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 ba\u015f vurdu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; H\u0259, B\u0259rd\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 bir Qiyasl\u0131 k\u0259ndi var. Atan r\u0259hm\u0259tlik ha\u00e7ansa m\u0259n\u0259 o k\u0259ndd\u0259 bir qohumu ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdi. &#8211; Yerind\u0259 dik\u0259ldi. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri yen\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Narahat oldum. E\u015fitmi\u015fdim ki, insan, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonu yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca daha art\u0131q ke\u00e7mi\u015fi il\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0131z\u0131m gilas\u0131 yey\u0259-yey\u0259 t\u0259rifl\u0259di:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; N\u0259n\u0259, bir bax, lap q\u0259nd kimi \u015firindi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anam gilasdan birini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb a\u011fz\u0131na qoydu. Di\u015fl\u0259yib tams\u0131nd\u0131. Handan-hana ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulay\u0131b dedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Dadl\u0131 gilasd\u0131, amma o deyil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Qiyasl\u0131 gilas\u0131d\u0131 d\u0259, &#8211; q\u0131z\u0131m \u015feytanl\u0131q el\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Quzum, &#8211; n\u0259v\u0259sini \u00e7\u0259kib yan\u0131nda oturtdu, &#8211; y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bu k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn yataqxanas\u0131nda s\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa ne\u00e7\u0259 Ayt\u0259n adl\u0131 q\u0131z var?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; \u0130ki, &#8211; q\u0131z\u0131m dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; S\u0259nc\u0259, bu \u00fc\u00e7 Ayt\u0259nin hans\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 daha \u0259zizdi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, m\u0259n! S\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yims\u0259n, m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259nin!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0131z\u0131m n\u0259n\u0259sini, o da n\u0259v\u0259sini qucaqlay\u0131b \u00f6pd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ana, &#8211; dedim, &#8211; tezlikl\u0259 torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z azad olunacaq. Ham\u0131 kimi biz d\u0259 \u00f6z yurd-yuvam\u0131za qay\u0131daca\u011f\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anam k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259kl\u0259 kifay\u0259tl\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>***<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qa\u00e7q\u0131nkom z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Bizi t\u0259brik edir, ail\u0259 \u00fczvl\u0259rimizin say\u0131, yurd-yuvam\u0131za d\u00f6nm\u0259k ist\u0259yib-ist\u0259m\u0259diyimizl\u0259 maraqlan\u0131rd\u0131. Ordumuz erm\u0259ni i\u015f\u011fal\u0131na son qoymu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0259rkd\u0259n:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, ist\u0259yirik, &#8211; dedim. &#8211; Minalardan t\u0259mizl\u0259sinl\u0259r, getm\u0259y\u0259 icaz\u0259 versinl\u0259r, g\u00fcn\u00fc bu g\u00fcn u\u00e7a-u\u00e7a qay\u0131dar\u0131q!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anam soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Kimdi, n\u0259 deyirdi? &#8211; Ba\u015fa sald\u0131m. &#8211; Buralarda, qocalar evind\u0259-filanda bir yer ay\u0131rsayd\u0131lar, m\u0259n getm\u0259zdim, &#8211; dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7a\u015f\u0131b qald\u0131m. Bunu bu ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 \u00f6z yurd-yuvas\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259ti il\u0259 qovrulan anam\u0131n dilind\u0259n e\u015fidirdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Niy\u0259, ana? \u00d6z elin\u0259-obana getm\u0259k ist\u0259mirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Elim-obam qal\u0131b?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n qurub-tik\u0259c\u0259k, c\u0259nn\u0259t\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Qorxuram, o\u011ful.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; N\u0259d\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Gedib o k\u0259nd-k\u0259s\u0259yimi, ev-e\u015fiyimi g\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n. Buna d\u00f6zm\u0259r\u0259m, \u00fcr\u0259yim partlayar. M\u0259n\u0259 c\u0259nn\u0259t yox, o k\u0259nd-k\u0259s\u0259yim laz\u0131md\u0131. S\u0259ni q\u0131nam\u0131ram, amma bir gilas\u0131 tap\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259 ver\u0259 bilm\u0259din. B\u0259s d\u00fcnya boyda k\u0259ndimi, adamlar\u0131n\u0131, k\u0259ndimiz u\u011frunda \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015f \u0259rimin q\u0259brini m\u0259n\u0259 kim ver\u0259c\u0259k? Onlar\u0131 bird\u0259f\u0259lik itirm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxuram.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Daha din\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Anam x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fc A\u011fdam, do\u011fulub boya-ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00e7oxunu ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 Qiyasl\u0131 k\u0259ndi dilind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fc. H\u0259r gec\u0259 yuxusunda k\u0259ndimizi, ba\u011f-ba\u011fatl\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259t-bacam\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdi. Sonra b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc haval\u0131 kimi \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcyn\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131: &#8220;Vallah, nec\u0259 qoyub g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259ms\u0259, ham\u0131s\u0131 yerind\u0259di. Erm\u0259ni adam deyil? Ax\u0131 niy\u0259 da\u011f\u0131tmal\u0131d\u0131? Bayqu\u015f xarabal\u0131q sev\u0259r. Yesin-i\u00e7sin, ya\u015fas\u0131n d\u0259 b\u0259y kefind\u0259. D\u0259d\u0259si-babas\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259diyi g\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb&#8221;. 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