{"id":39197,"date":"2021-08-07T04:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-08-07T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=39197"},"modified":"2021-08-07T09:37:23","modified_gmt":"2021-08-07T05:37:23","slug":"gork%c9%99mli-az%c9%99rbaycanli-yazici-eyvaz-zeynalov-ilan-balasi-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=39197","title":{"rendered":"G\u00f6rk\u0259mli Az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 Eyvaz ZEYNALOV.&#8221;\u0130lan balas\u0131&#8221; (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/193156_4bo76tuftq.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/193156_4bo76tuftq.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-39203\"\/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Erm\u0259nil\u0259r x\u0259yan\u0259t n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 \u0259l\u0259 ke\u00e7irdikl\u0259ri \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fc da\u011f\u0131d\u0131r, yand\u0131r\u0131r, da\u015f\u0131n\u0131, d\u0259mirini, t\u0259pili-t\u0131xal\u0131 evl\u0259rini, var-d\u00f6vl\u0259tini talan edib, ma\u015f\u0131n karvanlar\u0131 il\u0259 Erm\u0259nistana da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131lar. H\u0259m d\u0259 yaman t\u0259l\u0259sirdil\u0259r. \u00c7ox duru\u015f g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 inanm\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u018fslind\u0259, Qaraba\u011f\u0131n bu dilb\u0259r gu\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 ayaq basa bildikl\u0259rin\u0259 bir m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259, yuxu kimi bax\u0131rd\u0131lar. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r bir zaman A\u011fdam\u0131n el\u0259 t\u0259kc\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 za\u011f-za\u011f \u0259sirdil\u0259r&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Erm\u0259ni d\u0131\u011fas\u0131 A\u015fotun q\u0259rib\u0259 f\u0259all\u0131\u011f\u0131, art\u0131q-\u0259skik h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri \u0259sg\u0259r yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. El\u0259 bil h\u0259minki A\u015fot deyildi. Ba\u015fqalar\u0131 \u0259l-qapa giri\u015fdiyi halda o, t\u0259pili-t\u0131xal\u0131 saraylara, sahibsiz bahal\u0131, q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng ma\u015f\u0131nlara g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ucuyla da baxm\u0131rd\u0131. Onu \u0259n \u00e7ox maraqland\u0131ran \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin Sar\u0131t\u0259p\u0259 adlanan yerind\u0259 \u0259lli-altm\u0131\u015f il \u00f6nc\u0259 tikilmi\u015f ikim\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li, yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259t evl\u0259riydi. Bir-bir onlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na dolan\u0131r, n\u0259yis\u0259 \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcb-bi\u00e7ir, g\u00f6t\u00fcr-qoy edir, sonra rus balas\u0131 tank\u00e7\u0131 \u0130van\u0131 haraylay\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ey, \u0130van, o \u0259jdahan\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259ri d\u00f6nd\u0259r! &#8211; Do\u011frudan da, bu tank \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 gir\u0259n g\u00fcnd\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 binan\u0131 \u0259jdaha kimi udmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Yen\u0259 n\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rdi, A\u015fot?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u015fot barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ev\u0259 tu\u015flay\u0131b v\u0259h\u015fi bir s\u0259sl\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; U\u00e7urt, anas\u0131n\u0131 a\u011flat bu evin!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; B\u0259lk\u0259 daha b\u0259sdi, heyifdi, A\u015fot?.. &#8211; \u0130van yalan\u00e7\u0131 can\u0131\u00adyananl\u0131qla ona sata\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Halbuki \u0259l-aya\u011f\u0131 gici\u015f\u0259n u\u015faq kimi bekar dayana bilmir, u\u00e7urub-da\u011f\u0131tmaqdan h\u0259zz al\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ara, b\u0259s olanda \u00f6z\u00fcm dey\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m!.. &#8211; A\u015fot avtomat\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131b, amiran\u0259 yell\u0259dirdi. Y\u0259ni s\u00f6z g\u00fcl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yolda\u015flar\u0131 onu m\u0259sx\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 qoyurdular:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Yoxsa qula\u011f\u0131na s\u0259s d\u0259yib, q\u0131z\u0131l k\u00fcp\u0259si axtar\u0131rsan, A\u015fot?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Biz\u0259 d\u0259 bir \u015fey \u00e7atacaqm\u0131?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Toz duman\u0131 seyr\u0259lib \u0259traf ayd\u0131nla\u015fan kimi A\u015fot ir\u0259li cumurdu. Gore\u015f\u0259n kimi viran\u0259likd\u0259 saatlarla e\u015f\u0259l\u0259nir, da\u015f\u0131n-qumun aras\u0131nda n\u0259s\u0259 axtar\u0131rd\u0131. Tapmayanda balas\u0131 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f kimi burnunu sallayaraq dinm\u0259z-s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259z, qa\u015f-qabaql\u0131 halda ordan aralan\u0131rd\u0131. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t kims\u0259y\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131r, h\u00fcznl\u00fc, fikirli g\u0259zib-dolan\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 ki, n\u00f6vb\u0259ti ikim\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li evi g\u00f6rd\u00fc, g\u00f6yg\u00f6z kosa kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259ri t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n al\u0131\u015f\u0131b-yan\u0131r, p\u0259r-p\u0259r \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn A\u015fot arzusuna \u00e7atd\u0131. \u0130kim\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li evl\u0259rd\u0259n birinin xarabal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ist\u0259diyini tapd\u0131. Bu, adi da\u015f\u00e7apan, b\u0259nna baltas\u0131yd\u0131. A\u011fac sapl\u0131-zadl\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Arxas\u0131nca s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n d\u0131\u011falar onu d\u00f6vr\u0259y\u0259 ald\u0131lar. T\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 soru\u015fdular:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Bu n\u0259di, ara?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u015fot baltan\u0131 x\u00fcsusi vasvas\u0131l\u0131qla, s\u0259yl\u0259 silib-t\u0259mizl\u0259di. \u018fziz balas\u0131 kimi ba\u011fr\u0131na basd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Siz bunun q\u0259dir-qiym\u0259tini bilm\u0259zsiniz, &#8211; dedi. Sonra onlara baltan\u0131n k\u00fcp\u00fcnd\u0259 erm\u0259ni \u0259lifbas\u0131 il\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yaz\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. &#8211; Bax\u0131n, oxuyun, Qabrielyan Samvel! &#8211; \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 onlarla birlikd\u0259 oxudu. &#8211; H\u0259, nec\u0259di sizin\u00e7\u00fcn?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259 rus balas\u0131 \u0130van, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259li avtomatl\u0131 erm\u0259ni d\u0131\u011falar\u0131 bir \u015fey ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Mat-m\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Samvel kimdi, ara?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; M\u0259nim babam!.. &#8211; A\u015fot yumru\u011funu f\u0259xrl\u0259 ar\u0131q, taxta sin\u0259sin\u0259 d\u00f6yd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Yox, ara&#8230; &#8211; Yen\u0259 inanmad\u0131lar. &#8211; Bizi barma\u011f\u0131na dolama, &#8211; dedil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; M\u0259zh\u0259b haqq\u0131!.. &#8211; Bu saat A\u015fot erm\u0259ni d\u0131\u011falar\u0131n\u0131 dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 inand\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bac\u0131s\u0131ndan bel\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ara, c\u00fcv\u0259lla\u011f\u0131, b\u0259s burda, t\u00fcrk\u00fcn torpa\u011f\u0131nda n\u0259 g\u0259zir?.. &#8211; Erm\u0259ni d\u0131\u011falar\u0131 qar\u011fa-quz\u011fun kimi qar\u0131lda\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u015fot bic-bic g\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Bu ev m\u0259nim babam\u0131n evidi!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Bahoo!.. Ara, bu olmad\u0131 d\u0259!.. &#8211; D\u0131\u011falar c\u0131rrad\u0131lar. &#8211; Yoxsa yen\u0259 x\u0259lv\u0259t\u0259 sal\u0131b o z\u0259hrimar tut ara\u011f\u0131ndan d\u00fct deyinc\u0259 vurmusan, kefin yuxar\u0131d\u0131?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; M\u0259zh\u0259b haqq\u0131, dilim\u0259 d\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259yib! &#8211; A\u015fot a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 qula\u011f\u0131nacan ay\u0131r\u0131b d\u0131\u011falara sar\u0131 hovxurdu. &#8211; G\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fcz?.. \u2013 D\u0131\u011falar bir az sakitl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. &#8211; Bunu m\u0259n siz\u0259 deyir\u0259m, bura q\u0259dim erm\u0259ni \u015f\u0259h\u0259ridi. &#8211; A\u015fot ciddi \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 b\u0259yan etdi. &#8211; Atam dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, babamgil m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259c\u0259n bu evd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131b. M\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n sonra t\u00fcrkl\u0259r biz erm\u0259nil\u0259ri bu yerl\u0259rd\u0259n, isti yurd-yuvalar\u0131ndan g\u00fccl\u0259 qovmu\u015flar&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; S\u0259n hans\u0131 m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, A\u015fot? &#8211; Kims\u0259 dilini dinc saxlamad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ara, hans\u0131 olacaq, 1941-45-d\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ara, b\u0259s n\u0259 \u0259c\u0259b indiy\u0259c\u0259n bunlar bizim tarix kitablar\u0131nda yaz\u0131lmay\u0131b?.. &#8211; Ba\u015fqa biri \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Sovetin, kommunistl\u0259rin d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259ri \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xartmaq, yazmaq qada\u011fand\u0131, ay tupoy&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; B\u0259s bunlar\u0131 s\u0259n hardan bilirs\u0259n?.. Baban dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Heyif ki, babam\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, &#8211; A\u015fot t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259ndi. &#8211; Dedim ax\u0131, u\u015faq vaxt\u0131 atam dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u0131\u011falar el\u0259 bil yanlar\u0131ndak\u0131 \u0130van\u0131 bird\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcb ay\u0131ld\u0131lar. G\u00f6z-qa\u015fla onu bir-birin\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Olar, olar&#8230; &#8211; deyib t\u0259sdiql\u0259dil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Olar n\u0259di, ara?.. &#8211; A\u015fot hirsl\u0259ndi. &#8211; M\u0259n faktla, s\u00fcbutaln\u0131-dakumentaln\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; A\u015fot, o biri evl\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 b\u0259zil\u0259rinin xarabal\u0131qlar\u0131nda xa\u00e7 i\u015far\u0259l\u0259ri vard\u0131, b\u0259s bu n\u0259 dem\u0259kdi?.. &#8211; D\u0131\u011falardan biri maraqland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u015fot lov\u011fa-lov\u011fa \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dartd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ara, n\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131bo\u015f adams\u0131n\u0131z? B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar ham\u0131s\u0131 onu g\u00f6st\u0259rir ki, A\u011fdam erm\u0259ni \u015f\u0259h\u0259ridi d\u0259! &#8211; \u018fslind\u0259, A\u015fotun ba\u015f\u0131 babas\u0131n\u0131n baltas\u0131n\u0131 axtarma\u011fa qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ba\u015fqa \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 fikir verm\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; B\u0259s onda baban\u0131n evini u\u00e7urtma\u011fa niy\u0259 raz\u0131 olurdun, ay gicb\u0259s\u0259r?.. &#8211; M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni ucundan-qula\u011f\u0131ndan anlayan \u0130van soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Gic \u00f6z\u00fcns\u0259n! Ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr dedikl\u0259rimi siz\u0259 nec\u0259 s\u00fcbut ed\u0259ydim? \u0130nanmayacaqd\u0131n\u0131z ax\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131, indi bu baltan\u0131 neyniy\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n? Muzey\u0259 t\u0259hvil ver\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Bu balta bir yox ey, on evd\u0259n d\u0259 qiym\u0259tlidi! &#8211; A\u015fot dedi. &#8211; Onu Erm\u0259nistana atama g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Yataqda x\u0259st\u0259 yat\u0131r, g\u00f6z\u00fc yoldad\u0131. G\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015f\u0259m ki, babam\u0131n evini axtar\u0131b tapaca\u011fam. Babam baltan\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259, A\u011fdam\u0131 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za he\u00e7 c\u00fcr inanmayacaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir yana baxanda A\u015fotda g\u00fcnah yoxdu. Atas\u0131 q\u0259sd\u0259n, bil\u0259-bil\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi dola\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fslind\u0259, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 tamam ba\u015fqa c\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>***<br><\/strong><br>N\u0259bi ki\u015fi n\u0259silli-n\u0259cab\u0259tli, bu \u0259trafda say\u0131l\u0131b-se\u00e7il\u0259n ki\u015fil\u0259rd\u0259ndi. Ha\u00e7ansa Erm\u0259nistandan Samvel adl\u0131 bir erm\u0259ni il\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k k\u0259smi\u015f, o\u011flunun kirv\u0259si el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Samvel bu t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259r\u0259 acl\u0131q ill\u0259rind\u0259, m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n sonra dadanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259n\u0259ti b\u0259nnal\u0131qd\u0131. \u0130sti aylarda k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fc bu t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259r\u0259 sal\u0131r, gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz yoruldum dem\u0259d\u0259n i\u015fl\u0259yir, h\u00f6rg\u00fc h\u00f6r\u00fcr, ev tikir, puldan-paradan toplay\u0131b q\u0131\u015fa \u00e7\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z yerin\u0259-yurduna qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131. Ax\u0131r vaxtlar g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 Qaragen adl\u0131 balaca o\u011flunu da yan\u0131nca g\u0259tirirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130nsaf\u0259n, Samvel \u00f6z s\u0259n\u0259tini sev\u0259n mahir b\u0259nna idi. Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 bu \u0259trafda N\u0259bi ki\u015finin ikim\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259lisini ucaltm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ona x\u00fcsusi can yand\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, \u00e7ox z\u0259hm\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi. Odu ki, h\u0259dd\u0259n ziyad\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 al\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u00f6rg\u00fcn\u00fc tamam-kamal ax\u0131ra \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131b qurtaranda N\u0259bi ki\u015fi h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259, tut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda yax\u015f\u0131 bir stol a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 can d\u0259rman\u0131 d\u00fczd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Samvel tut, zo\u011fal ara\u011f\u0131ndan i\u00e7ib \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 hallanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259t\u0259r\u0259n-p\u0259t\u0259r\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc-s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bilmirdi. N\u0259bi ki\u015fi kirv\u0259sini h\u0259l\u0259 bu c\u00fcr g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Samvel arabir \u00e7\u0259ng\u0259l-b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 yer\u0259 qoyur, araqla dolu bad\u0259ni yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131raraq b\u0259rkd\u0259n:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; N\u0259bi ki\u015fi, &#8211; deyirdi, &#8211; s\u0259n el\u0259 bilirs\u0259n bu ev s\u0259nin evindi? S\u0259n\u0259 tikmi\u015f\u0259m? Yox, yan\u0131l\u0131rsan. &#8211; Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulay\u0131rd\u0131. &#8211; Bu evi m\u0259n m\u0259xsusi \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tikmi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259nim evimdi. \u0130nanm\u0131rsan o\u011flum Qaragend\u0259n soru\u015f. &#8211; O\u011flunu g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. &#8211; D\u00fcz demir\u0259m, Qaragen?.. &#8211; Guya o\u011flu n\u0259s\u0259 qan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qaragenin is\u0259 l\u0259ziz yem\u0259k-i\u00e7m\u0259kd\u0259n, buz kimi ev kompotundan, c\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr meyv\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u015fqa g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr, qula\u011f\u0131na he\u00e7 n\u0259 girmirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259bi ki\u015fi d\u0259 kirv\u0259sinin n\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131ldatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcz-\u0259m\u0259lli k\u0259sdirmirdi. Daha do\u011frusu, mil\u00e7\u0259k v\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 kimi saya-hesaba alm\u0131rd\u0131. Onun da kefi tamam \u00f6zg\u0259 bir ala buluddayd\u0131. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259-g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259dir, kirv\u0259sinin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259sdiql\u0259yirdi. H\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firdi ki, kopolunun tut ara\u011f\u0131, s\u0259n yamanca \u015feys\u0259n, lap si\u00e7an\u0131 pi\u015fiyin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qald\u0131ransan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, \u00f6z evindi, a kirv\u0259! Ha\u00e7an aya\u011f\u0131n bu t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, qap\u0131m \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 taybatay a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Uzun s\u00f6z\u00fcn g\u00f6d\u0259yi, lap ax\u0131rda, halalla\u015f\u0131b darvazadan \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015fanda N\u0259bi ki\u015fi Samvelin qolundan yap\u0131\u015faraq saxlad\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Kirv\u0259, b\u0259s h\u0259c\u0259m\u0259tl\u0259rin han\u0131? Qoyub gedirs\u0259n?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Samvel o\u011furluq \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yaxalanm\u0131\u015f adam kimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirdi. \u018fl-aya\u011f\u0131 \u0259sdi, dil-doda\u011f\u0131 t\u0259pidi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ara, n\u0259 h\u0259c\u0259m\u0259t, n\u0259 zad?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259bi ki\u015fi yen\u0259 f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmad\u0131. Zarafata yozdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; A kirv\u0259, dedim, ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7m\u0259 d\u0259. &#8211; Sonra \u00e7\u00f6n\u00fcb u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131 haraylad\u0131. &#8211; Ay u\u015faq, bax\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn kirv\u0259nin h\u0259c\u0259m\u0259tl\u0259ri orda hardad\u0131? Tap\u0131n g\u0259tirin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011flu oran\u0131-buran\u0131 \u00e7ox axtarandan sonra Samvelin k\u00f6hn\u0259 torbas\u0131n\u0131 tap\u0131b g\u0259tirdi. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 x\u0131rda-xuru\u015f \u015feyl\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Da\u015f\u00e7apan baltas\u0131n\u0131 tapmad\u0131m, ata&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ara, ver b\u0259ri&#8230; &#8211; Samvel torbas\u0131n\u0131 qap\u0131b tez aradan \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Kirv\u0259, t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259. &#8211; N\u0259bi buraxmad\u0131. &#8211; Ay\u0259, oralarda olacaq. \u0130yn\u0259 deyil ki, itsin! Yax\u015f\u0131 axtar\u0131n. Bizim evd\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 itm\u0259z&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O\u011flu gedib t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n \u0259libo\u015f qay\u0131td\u0131. N\u0259bi ki\u015finin t\u0259rs damar\u0131 tutdu. Arvad-u\u015fa\u011fa qo\u015fulub \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 axtard\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn y\u0131rt\u0131q-de\u015fiy\u0259 baxsalar da, balta tap\u0131lmad\u0131 ki, tap\u0131lmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Kirv\u0259, sezonu ba\u015fa vurub ev\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131n m\u0259qamda bu, he\u00e7 yax\u015f\u0131 \u0259lam\u0259t deyil. &#8211; N\u0259bi ki\u015finin el\u0259 bil nitqin\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 dolmu\u015fdu. &#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131-yax\u015f\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015f, yad\u0131na sal g\u00f6r\u0259k ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 baltan\u0131 hara qoymusan? Ax\u0131 balta s\u0259nin \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k a\u011fac\u0131nd\u0131. Onu el\u0259 bel\u0259 qoyub ged\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Samvelin cavab verm\u0259y\u0259 hal\u0131 qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qoyun kimi durub g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u00fc. R\u0259ngi-ruhu avaz\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu hal\u0131 N\u0259bi ki\u015fini yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259ndirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Allahdan olan kimi o\u011flu Qaragen bird\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u0259n dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; N\u0259bi \u0259mi, m\u0259n bilir\u0259m atam da\u015f\u00e7apan\u0131 hara qoyub&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Hara qoyub, a bala?.. &#8211; N\u0259bi ki\u015fi sevinc\u0259k soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Divara h\u00f6rd\u00fc&#8230; &#8211; U\u015faq bir g\u00f6z\u00fc atas\u0131nda qorxa-qorxa k\u0259k\u0259l\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Nec\u0259?.. &#8211; N\u0259bi ki\u015fi heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ara-s\u0131ra erm\u0259ni ustalar\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259nd-k\u0259s\u0259kd\u0259, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 y\u00fcz oyundan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 v\u0259 meydanlarda, b\u00f6y\u00fck, n\u0259z\u0259ri c\u0259lb etm\u0259y\u0259n h\u00f6kum\u0259t tikilil\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259, c\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr ni\u015fan\u0259, r\u0259mz, iz qoyduqlar\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitmi\u015fdi. Ancaq yatsa yuxusuna da girm\u0259zdi ki, bel\u0259 bir i\u015f onun da ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259r&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ki\u015finin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri birc\u0259 anda qan \u00e7ana\u011f\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Q\u0131z\u0131l qu\u015f kimi \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131y\u0131b Samveli bo\u011fazlad\u0131. \u00c7at\u0131 il\u0259 \u0259l-aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ataqlad\u0131. \u0130t \u00f6l\u00fcs\u00fc kimi s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb tut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na atd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; K\u00f6p\u0259yo\u011flu, de g\u00f6r\u00fcm bu n\u0259 dem\u0259kdi?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Samvel a\u011flay\u0131b qan-ya\u015f t\u00f6kd\u00fc. Yalvar\u0131b-yaxard\u0131, a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya tikdiyi evl\u0259r\u0259 xa\u00e7 i\u015far\u0259si, erm\u0259nic\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f c\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr l\u00f6vh\u0259l\u0259r, r\u0259mzl\u0259r qoydu\u011funu boynuna ald\u0131. Guya bunlar ham\u0131s\u0131 hans\u0131sa erm\u0259ni t\u0259\u015fkilat\u0131n\u0131n gizli tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131yd\u0131. Onu m\u0259cbur edirdil\u0259r&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; \u018f, qurumsaq, buna g\u00f6r\u0259 pul-para al\u0131rd\u0131n?.. &#8211; N\u0259bi ki\u015fi Samvelin sif\u0259tin\u0259 t\u0259rs bir \u015fapalaq ili\u015fdirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; M\u0259zh\u0259b haqq\u0131 yox!.. &#8211; Samvel and i\u00e7di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Tfu, s\u0259nin m\u0259zh\u0259bin\u0259!.. &#8211; N\u0259bi ki\u015fi murdar \u0259t\u0259 t\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi t\u00fcp\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u2013 Bu, n\u0259 azard\u0131, \u0259, siz mill\u0259ti tutub?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Samvel s\u00f6yl\u0259di ki, bu ni\u015fanlar g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k n\u0259sill\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259n i\u015far\u0259l\u0259r, kodlard\u0131. Ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u0259v\u0259zsiz d\u0259lil-s\u00fcbuta \u00e7evril\u0259c\u0259kdi. Erm\u0259nil\u0259rin bu torpaqlarda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, h\u0259tta bu torpaqlar\u0131n erm\u0259nil\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259xsus oldu\u011funu s\u00fcbuta yetir\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Samvelin say\u0131qlamalar\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259n N\u0259bi ki\u015fini bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 d\u0259li bir g\u00fclm\u0259k tutdu. \u015eaqqana\u011f\u0131na qon\u015fular t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb g\u0259ldil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; A b\u0259dbaxt, &#8211; dedi, &#8211; el\u0259 bilirsiniz g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin tarix\u00e7il\u0259ri d\u0259 indikil\u0259r kimi manqurt olacaqlar? \u018fksin\u0259, bu \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 tapanda bir daha inanacaqlar ki, erm\u0259nil\u0259r, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n, t\u00fcrkl\u0259rin n\u00f6k\u0259ri, f\u0259hl\u0259si, bi\u00e7in\u00e7isi, b\u0259nnas\u0131, bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, qab dibi yalayanlar\u0131 olublar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259bi ki\u015fi sonra o\u011fluna dedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ordan lapatkan\u0131 bura g\u0259tir, \u0259. &#8211; Samvel\u0259 sar\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc. &#8211; H\u0259, kirv\u0259, dem\u0259k, sizin o murdar g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k n\u0259sill\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259lil-s\u00fcbut laz\u0131md\u0131. Neyn\u0259k, m\u0259n bu saat t\u0259z\u0259 bir b\u00fcn\u00f6vr\u0259 qazaca\u011fam, s\u0259ni d\u0259 diri-diri ora h\u00f6rd\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, erm\u0259ni c\u0259s\u0259di g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 daha qiym\u0259tli \u0259\u015fyayi-d\u0259lil say\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Beli \u0259lin\u0259 al\u0131b bir t\u0259pke\u015f vuranda Qaragen cikk\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc atas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 atd\u0131. Onu b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk qucaqlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259bi ki\u015finin xasiyy\u0259tin\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259d olan qon\u015fular yax\u0131nla\u015fm\u0131r, kirimi\u015fc\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 durub h\u0259ngam\u0259nin n\u0259 il\u0259 qurtaraca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Bilirdil\u0259r ki, qar\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131n, qaba\u011f\u0131na durma\u011f\u0131n xeyri yoxdu. S\u00f6zl\u0259ri s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6tk\u0259m deyildi, zorlar\u0131, g\u00fccl\u0259ri d\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcnd\u0259n. Dediyi dedikdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Handan-hana yen\u0259 arvad\u0131 d\u00f6zm\u0259di, ir\u0259li yeriyib yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259rinin qaba\u011f\u0131na atd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; N\u0259bi, bir q\u0259l\u0259tdi ata-babas\u0131ynan el\u0259yib, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k tutmu\u015fu k\u00f6rp\u0259sin\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259bi ki\u015finin \u0259l-qolu bo\u015fal\u0131b yan\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; G\u0259r\u0259k s\u0259n qar\u0131\u015fmayayd\u0131n, arvad, &#8211; dedi. &#8211; \u0130lan\u0131n a\u011f\u0131na da l\u0259n\u0259t, qaras\u0131na da. &#8211; Q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259 t\u00fcp\u00fcrd\u00fc. &#8211; \u0130lan balas\u0131ndan t\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259n ilan olar. &#8211; \u018fyilib arvad\u0131n\u0131n yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yerd\u0259n qald\u0131rd\u0131. &#8211; Qurban olsun bu camaata! &#8211; B\u00f6y\u00fcr-ba\u015fdak\u0131lara \u00e7\u00f6nd\u00fc. &#8211; \u018fl-aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131n, it kimi qovun getsin. Bir d\u0259 bu t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259rl\u0259ns\u0259, tik\u0259sini qula\u011f\u0131 boyda el\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Samvel \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn yor\u011fan-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259kd\u0259 titr\u0259dib-q\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131. D\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn d\u0259rdini dilin\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259d\u0259n can\u0131n\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Erm\u0259nil\u0259r x\u0259yan\u0259t n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 \u0259l\u0259 ke\u00e7irdikl\u0259ri \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fc da\u011f\u0131d\u0131r, yand\u0131r\u0131r, da\u015f\u0131n\u0131, d\u0259mirini, t\u0259pili-t\u0131xal\u0131 evl\u0259rini, var-d\u00f6vl\u0259tini talan edib, ma\u015f\u0131n karvanlar\u0131 il\u0259 Erm\u0259nistana da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131lar. H\u0259m d\u0259 yaman t\u0259l\u0259sirdil\u0259r. \u00c7ox duru\u015f g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 inanm\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u018fslind\u0259, Qaraba\u011f\u0131n bu dilb\u0259r gu\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 ayaq basa bildikl\u0259rin\u0259 bir m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259, yuxu kimi bax\u0131rd\u0131lar. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r bir zaman A\u011fdam\u0131n el\u0259 t\u0259kc\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 za\u011f-za\u011f \u0259sirdil\u0259r&#8230; Erm\u0259ni d\u0131\u011fas\u0131 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-39197","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39197","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=39197"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39197\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":39206,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39197\/revisions\/39206"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=39197"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=39197"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=39197"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}