{"id":39455,"date":"2021-08-31T10:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-08-31T06:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=39455"},"modified":"2021-08-31T10:53:52","modified_gmt":"2021-08-31T06:53:52","slug":"az%c9%99rbaycanli-sair%c9%99-publisist-n%c9%99cib%c9%99-ilkin-nisanli-m%c9%99zar-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=39455","title":{"rendered":"Az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 \u015fair\u0259-publisist N\u0259cib\u0259 \u0130LK\u0130N.\u201dNi\u015fanl\u0131 m\u0259zar&#8221; (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/necibexanim.jpg\" alt=\"\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar v\u0259 Jurnalistl\u0259r Birlikl\u0259rinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidenti T\u0259qa\u00fcd F\u0259ndunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, \u201cAzad q\u0259l\u0259m\u201d \u0259d\u0259bi-b\u0259dii, ictimai-publisistik q\u0259zetinin v\u0259 \u201cAli Ziya\u201d \u0259d\u0259bi-b\u0259dii, elmi-publisistik jurnal\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259sis\u00e7isi v\u0259 ba\u015f redaktoru<\/strong><\/em><br>Ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan kimi dayanaca\u011fa t\u0259r\u0259f t\u0259l\u0259sdi. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 fikirli idi. \u00c7at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259n ortas\u0131ndak\u0131 d\u00fcy\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7ox ciddi bir g\u00f6rk\u0259m verirdi. K\u0259nardan baxanlar bu q\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7iynind\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r bir d\u0259rd y\u00fck\u00fc da\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 asanl\u0131qla hiss edirdil\u0259r. Arxas\u0131nca qarabaqara g\u0259z\u0259n R\u0259van da onun \u00e7\u0259kdiyi bu a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131dan \u00e7oxdan x\u0259b\u0259rdar idi. Qon\u015fu idil\u0259r N\u0259rgizl\u0259. Qibt\u0259 edil\u0259si ziyal\u0131 bir ail\u0259nin \u00f6vlad\u0131 olsa da, qon\u015fu q\u0131z\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131, taleyi R\u0259van\u0131 \u00e7ox \u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bacarsa idi, N\u0259rgiz\u0259 yax\u0131ndan k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259r, onu u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rind\u0259n b\u0259ri i\u00e7ind\u0259n yey\u0259n s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131lardan qurtarard\u0131. Amma nec\u0259? Q\u0131za yax\u0131nla\u015fma\u011fa bel\u0259 c\u00fcr\u0259ti \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0259rib\u0259si d\u0259 bu idi ki, m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n bayram g\u00fcnl\u0259ri il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dar ke\u00e7iril\u0259n \u015f\u0259nlikl\u0259rd\u0259 N\u0259rgizl\u0259 olub-ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, amma k\u0259narda ona yax\u0131nla\u015fma\u011fa \u00e7\u00fcr\u0259t etmirdi. N\u0259 desin, n\u0259yi b\u0259han\u0259 edib yax\u0131nla\u015fs\u0131n? \u201cN\u0259rgiz, olar sizi m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n ev\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcm? Ya da bu g\u00fcn hava yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, m\u0259n d\u0259 institutdan tez \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011fam. B\u0259lk\u0259, d\u0259rsd\u0259n sonra bir az g\u0259z\u0259k? N\u0259rgiz, s\u0259nd\u0259 maraql\u0131 kitablar var? M\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 kitablar \u00e7oxdur. B\u0259lk\u0259, d\u0259yi\u015fib n\u00f6vb\u0259 il\u0259 oxuyaq, d\u00fcnyada ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259ri m\u00fczakir\u0259 ed\u0259k?\u201d B\u00fct\u00fcn bu suallarla h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yorsa da, sonda yen\u0259 susur, t\u0259s\u0259llisi q\u0131z\u0131 k\u0259nardan izl\u0259m\u0259k olurdu. Evd\u0259kil\u0259r d\u0259 onun h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259ki d\u0259yi\u015fikliyi hiss etmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Anas\u0131 M\u0259qbul\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 dedi: \u2013 Bax h\u0259l\u0259, d\u0259rid\u0259n qab\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 bu u\u015faq. G\u00f6r p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n nec\u0259 pusur?. S\u0259rdar ki\u015fi a\u00e7\u0131q s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri sevm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onun s\u00f6zl\u0259rini ciddi qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131b t\u0259mkinl\u0259 cavab verdi:<br>\u2013 Burada pis he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m. Evl\u0259n\u0259n vaxt\u0131d\u0131r: se\u00e7imini \u00f6z\u00fc etsin. N\u0259rgiz d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 q\u0131zd\u0131r, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb zavall\u0131. M\u0259n Yaqubla dan\u0131\u015faram, g\u00f6r\u00fcm bu i\u015f\u0259 nec\u0259 bax\u0131r?<br>R\u0259van\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qar\u015f\u0131 binan\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kilmirdi. Duyurdu ki, N\u0259rgiz d\u0259 onun bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndak\u0131 m\u0259nan\u0131 anlay\u0131r, amma n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 \u00e7ox etinas\u0131zd\u0131r v\u0259 bu etinas\u0131zl\u0131q qorxudurdu onu. Ail\u0259d\u0259ki ciddi probleml\u0259rin N\u0259rgizi k\u0259d\u0259r libas\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 etinas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259bii say\u0131r, n\u0259 vaxtsa onun q\u0259lbin\u0259 yol tapaca\u011f\u0131na inan\u0131rd\u0131.<br>N\u0259rgiz h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi d\u0259rsl\u0259rini haz\u0131rlayandan sonra m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di. Bula\u015f\u0131q qab-qacaq onu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Atas\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi, ki\u00e7ik qarda\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 bac\u0131s\u0131 is\u0259 d\u0259rsl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful idil\u0259r. Analar\u0131 bu evi t\u0259rk edib getdiyi g\u00fcnd\u0259n ev i\u015fl\u0259rinin b\u00fct\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 N\u0259rgizin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 idi. O, ev i\u015fl\u0259ri il\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r ail\u0259d\u0259ki a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n da b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7iynin\u0259 alm\u0131\u015f, u\u015faqlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259sini ist\u0259m\u0259mi\u015fdi. Atas\u0131 h\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r evd\u0259n gedir, ax\u015fam qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131. Zeyn\u0259b evi t\u0259rk edib ged\u0259n g\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u0259ri Yaqub u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131 korluq \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 qoymasa da, onlara m\u0259n\u0259vi dayaq ola bilmirdi. Onun fikrin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, \u0259g\u0259r evd\u0259 soyuducu a\u011fz\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r dolu idis\u0259, dem\u0259k, h\u0259r \u015fey qaydas\u0131nda idi. \u00dcst-ba\u015f\u0131ndan g\u0259l\u0259n z\u0259rif qad\u0131n \u0259tirl\u0259rinin qoxusu, k\u00f6yn\u0259yind\u0259ki r\u0259ngli dodaq boyalar\u0131n\u0131n izi Yaqubun yax\u015f\u0131 &#8220;h\u0259yat&#8221; s\u00fcrm\u0259sind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r verirdi. N\u0259rgiz \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r bunu q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bilmir, ota\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kilib saatlarla a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.Amma zaman ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fdi, ya\u015f\u0131ndan tez b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc, tez aqill\u0259\u015fdi: \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6gey ana \u0259lin\u0259 verm\u0259y\u0259n atas\u0131 il\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli tapd\u0131 N\u0259rgiz. O, yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi ki, anas\u0131 qay\u0131tmayacaq v\u0259 qay\u0131tsa bel\u0259, yenid\u0259n ail\u0259nin bir \u00fczv\u00fc kimi q\u0259bul edilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Anas\u0131n\u0131n ail\u0259ni niy\u0259 t\u0259rk etiyini, hara getdiyini atas\u0131ndan soru\u015fma\u011fa c\u0259sar\u0259ti \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131. Qon\u015fu qad\u0131nlar\u0131n dedi-qodular\u0131na, anas\u0131n\u0131n yad bir ki\u015fiy\u0259 qo\u015fularaq evi t\u0259rk etm\u0259sin\u0259 inana bilmirdi. Ham\u0131 kimi o da anas\u0131n\u0131 sevirdi, g\u00f6z\u0259l simas\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n bir an da olsa, \u00e7\u0259kilmirdi. Gec\u0259l\u0259r \u0259ll\u0259rini ana kimi bac\u0131-qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131na \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k qay\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi, amma \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u0131\u011fal g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n sa\u00e7lar\u0131 da bu qay\u011f\u0131ya m\u00f6htac idi. O ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, gec-tez d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n analar\u0131n yoxlu\u011funu q\u0259bul etm\u0259k \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tindir, amma evini, u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131 at\u0131b-ged\u0259n anan\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tini h\u0259zm etm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 ana haqq\u0131nda \u015feirl\u0259r s\u00f6yl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259, in\u015fa yaz\u0131landa bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 yer tapm\u0131r, x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kir, anas\u0131n\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131\u015flanmaz g\u00fcnah\u0131n\u0131n \u0259zab\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131r, h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcb-dirilirdi N\u0259rgiz.<br>U\u015faql\u0131qdan b\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259kdiyi ac\u0131lar beynind\u0259 y\u00fck\u0259 \u00e7evrilirdi. B\u0259z\u0259n bu y\u00fck ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 davam ed\u0259n g\u00fccl\u00fc ba\u015f a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131na s\u0259b\u0259b olur, \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tutur, bu a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n ke\u00e7ib getm\u0259yini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. \u015eidd\u0259tli a\u011fr\u0131lar ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r bu a\u011frlar be\u015f-on d\u0259qiq\u0259 davam edirdis\u0259, getdikc\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259rin say\u0131 \u00e7oxal\u0131r, onu daha k\u0259skin a\u011fr\u0131lar narahat edirdi. Amma N\u0259rgiz n\u0259 vaxtsa anas\u0131 il\u0259 qovu\u015faca\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259yir, bu a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n da ke\u00e7ib ged\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 inan\u0131rd\u0131.<br>-Salam N\u0259rgiz, &#8211; n\u0259hay\u0259t, R\u0259van anas\u0131 il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259td\u0259n sonra \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcc tap\u0131b ona yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259rgiz d\u00f6n\u00fcb baxsa da, \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki ifad\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259di. Dilucu salam\u0131 ald\u0131. &#8211; Dedikl\u0259rim \u0259hval\u0131n\u0131 , b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Amma ist\u0259yir\u0259m, bil\u0259s\u0259n ki\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\"><li>N\u0259? N\u0259yi bilim? M\u0259nd\u0259n xo\u015fun g\u0259ldiyini? M\u0259niml\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini? M\u0259n he\u00e7 k\u0259si bu f\u00fcrs\u0259td\u0259n istifad\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 qoymaram. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n? \u0130mkan verm\u0259r\u0259m. Ax\u0131 anam\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131mla n\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259si? \u00d6l\u00fcb! \u00d6l\u00fcb o insan. Yoxdur. Bunu bird\u0259f\u0259lik anlay\u0131n, &#8211; N\u0259rgiz \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ixtiyars\u0131z \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. R\u0259van s\u00f6z tapa bilm\u0259di, amma e\u015fitdikl\u0259ri ona c\u0259sar\u0259t verdi:<\/li><li>S\u0259n n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? Bu n\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tdi? G\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259zdim s\u0259nd\u0259n.<\/li><li>Bu s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 dostlar\u0131nla ed\u0259rs\u0259n. D\u0259rs\u0259 ge\u00e7ikir\u0259m, &#8211; deyib N\u0259rgiz yoluna davam etdi. El\u0259 bu vaxt R\u0259van\u0131n arxadan dediyi s\u00f6zl\u0259r qula\u011f\u0131nda cingild\u0259di:<\/li><li>Anamla atam ax\u015fam siz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r.<br>Ax\u015fam qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259n qonaqlar\u0131 N\u0259rgiz h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. Bir azdan Yaqub da g\u0259ldi. Xeyli s\u00f6hb\u0259td\u0259n sonra qon\u015fular mehribanl\u0131qla sa\u011folla\u015fd\u0131lar. \u0130ndi N\u0259rgiz atas\u0131n\u0131n ona n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Atas\u0131 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni a\u00e7ark\u0259n N\u0259rgiz \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259d\u0259n dedi:<\/li><li>Ax\u0131 m\u0259n indi o halda deyil\u0259m, ata. H\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Bir az vaxt ver m\u0259n\u0259, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259liy\u0259m.<\/li><li>Bu, t\u0259biidir. S\u0259n gec-tez ail\u0259 qurmal\u0131san. R\u0259van yax\u015f\u0131 o\u011fland\u0131r. \u018fmin\u0259m ki, s\u0259nin qay\u011f\u0131na qalacaq,- deyib Yaqub yaz\u0131q g\u00f6rk\u0259m ald\u0131, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r sevins\u0259 d\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki k\u0259d\u0259ri gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilm\u0259di.<br>-Yax\u015f\u0131, bir s\u00f6z demir\u0259m. Amma, o g\u0259lsin, sonra\u2026 \u2013 N\u0259rgiz s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bitirm\u0259d\u0259n a\u011flad\u0131.<\/li><li>O g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. G\u0259ls\u0259 d\u0259, m\u0259n q\u0259bul etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r. Gec\u0259n xeyr\u0259 qals\u0131n.<br>N\u0259rgiz bilirdi ki, anas\u0131 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Amma n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 onun geriy\u0259 &#8211; ail\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259yi g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7ib p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni a\u00e7d\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri yen\u0259 d\u0259 R\u0259van\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 toqqu\u015fdu. D\u0259rhal p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni ba\u011flay\u0131b p\u0259rd\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259kdi v\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259ti \u015fidd\u0259tli a\u011fr\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u015f-ba\u015fa qald\u0131. \u201cYox, bel\u0259 olmaz. Atama a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131m bar\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 dem\u0259liy\u0259m. Niy\u0259? Ax\u0131 niy\u0259 deyim? Bils\u0259, d\u0259rhal m\u0259ni h\u0259kim\u0259 aparacaq. M\u0259n is\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m, ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Ya\u015famaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m\u201d,- p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldayaraq \u00fcz\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259 yata\u011fa uzan\u0131b a\u011flad\u0131. Son z\u0259ng t\u0259dbiri bit\u0259nd\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn sonra N\u0259rgiz\u0259 ni\u015fan tax\u0131ld\u0131. Qara buludlar bu ni\u015fan \u015famlar\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u00f6l\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 birg\u0259 ail\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. Qon\u015fular ehtiramla hal-\u0259hval tutdular, \u0259vv\u0259lki g\u00fcnl\u0259r tamamil\u0259 unuduldu. Qohumlar\u0131n da aya\u011f\u0131 yenid\u0259n tan\u0131\u015f evin kandar\u0131na d\u0259ydi. Toya haz\u0131rlaq gedir, ail\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259ri m\u00fczakir\u0259 olunurdu. N\u0259rgiz bu bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f, el\u0259 bil b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, daha da g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u015fmi\u015fdi. \u00d6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n, h\u0259r gec\u0259 onlar\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k h\u0259yat\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 narahat olub d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n Yaqubun da q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. R\u0259van tez-tez N\u0259rgizl\u0259 birg\u0259 g\u0259zintiy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, h\u0259r ikisi xo\u015f anlar ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. R\u0259van onu \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu sev\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259, anas\u0131z ke\u00e7irdiyi o ac\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259ri unutduraca\u011f\u0131na s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi. N\u0259rgizin a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 artanda is\u0259 R\u0259van bunun yax\u015f\u0131 bir \u0259lam\u0259t olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duydu, q\u0131z\u0131n tez-tez \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n getm\u0259sini evd\u0259kil\u0259r\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259t Yaquba da \u00e7atd\u0131.<br>N\u0259rgiz ciddi h\u0259kim n\u0259zar\u0259ti alt\u0131nla saxlan\u0131lmal\u0131, m\u00fcalic\u0259 olunmal\u0131 idi. Lakin bir s\u0259h\u0259r h\u0259kimin qoydu\u011fu diaqnoz ail\u0259nin b\u00fct\u00fcn xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin\u0259 son qoydu. S\u0259rdar h\u0259kim k\u00f6vr\u0259l\u0259r\u0259k: &#8211; V\u0259ziyy\u0259ti \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r, x\u0259st\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 xal salmay\u0131n. Qoy son g\u00fcnl\u0259rini xo\u015fb\u0259xt ya\u015fas\u0131n bar\u0131, &#8211; dedi. N\u0259rgizd\u0259n ba\u015fqa h\u0259r k\u0259s bu a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259st\u0259liyin ad\u0131n\u0131 bilirdi. R\u0259van \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7ox bu b\u0259xtsiz sevgilisin\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131r, yan\u0131ndan bir an bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmir, onu \u00fcmidl\u0259ndirirdi. N\u0259rgiz is\u0259 n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, n\u0259 d\u0259 deyil\u0259n s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 reaksiya verirdi. Ancaq bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 baxb durur, onu d\u0259rd\u0259 salan insan\u0131 arzulay\u0131rd\u0131. O bu arzu il\u0259 d\u0259 R\u0259van\u0131n qollar\u0131 aras\u0131nda h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 bitirdi. Toya haz\u0131rla\u015fan b\u00fct\u00fcn qohumlar d\u0259fnd\u0259 i\u015ftirak etdi. N\u0259rgizi g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k d\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131n qoynuna g\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. R\u0259van uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qapand\u0131. Sevdiyi insan\u0131n yoxlu\u011funu q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Onun ist\u0259yi il\u0259 N\u0259rgizin qara m\u0259rm\u0259rd\u0259n olan ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131na \u201cNi\u015fanl\u0131 m\u0259zar. Ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131 R\u0259vandan \u0259b\u0259di xatir\u0259\u201d s\u00f6zl\u0259ri h\u0259kk edildi. O, tez-tez g\u0259lib m\u0259zar\u0131 ziyar\u0259t edir, g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 ax\u0131daraq t\u0259skinlik tap\u0131rd\u0131. Do\u011fmalar\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 el\u0259 bil m\u0259rm\u0259rd\u0259n boylanan \u015f\u0259kil d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi.<\/li><\/ul>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar v\u0259 Jurnalistl\u0259r Birlikl\u0259rinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidenti T\u0259qa\u00fcd F\u0259ndunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, \u201cAzad q\u0259l\u0259m\u201d \u0259d\u0259bi-b\u0259dii, ictimai-publisistik q\u0259zetinin v\u0259 \u201cAli Ziya\u201d \u0259d\u0259bi-b\u0259dii, elmi-publisistik jurnal\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259sis\u00e7isi v\u0259 ba\u015f redaktoruAd\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan kimi dayanaca\u011fa t\u0259r\u0259f t\u0259l\u0259sdi. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 fikirli idi. \u00c7at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259n ortas\u0131ndak\u0131 d\u00fcy\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7ox ciddi bir g\u00f6rk\u0259m verirdi. 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