{"id":39575,"date":"2021-09-13T10:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-09-13T06:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=39575"},"modified":"2021-09-13T13:16:54","modified_gmt":"2021-09-13T09:16:54","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-gul-v%c9%99-onun-gulu-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=39575","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.”G\u00fcl v\u0259 onun \u201cG\u00dcL\u201d\u00fc”"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, \u201c\u0130lin g\u0259nci\u201d m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f redaktoru<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6zg\u00fcv\u0259n duy\u011fumun yet\u0259rinc\u0259 olmamas\u0131ndan \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m.
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El\u0259 bilmi\u015f\u0259m ki, n\u0259 ets\u0259m, n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fsam, m\u00fctl\u0259q alternativ variant\u0131 vard\u0131r. Bu variant is\u0259 ancaq v\u0259 ancaq pe\u015fmanl\u0131q g\u0259tirir v\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259rfl\u0259rl\u0259 h\u0259r add\u0131mda qar\u015f\u0131ma \u201cKA\u015e\u201d yaz\u0131r. Amma o, el\u0259 deyil. Etdikl\u0259rinin, dedikl\u0259rinin, h\u0259tta, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn v\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rinin d\u0259 arxa fonunda bir \u0259minlik vard\u0131r. M\u0259n\u0259 bug\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u201cyanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131mla da q\u00fcrur duyuram, \u00e7\u00fcnki m\u0259nimdir\u201d – dedird\u0259c\u0259k bir \u00f6zg\u00fcv\u0259ni qazand\u0131ran ikinci adamd\u0131r.

Hekay\u0259l\u0259rimin birind\u0259 onun obraz\u0131n\u0131 yaratmaq ist\u0259rdim. Bunu bacaraca\u011f\u0131ma \u0259min olmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. O, diqq\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n \u0259d\u0259bi imzan\u0131 aray\u0131r-axtar\u0131r, kitab\u0131n\u0131 tap\u0131r, pul verib al\u0131r, g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 oxuyur, analiz edir, fikirl\u0259rini m\u0259qal\u0259 \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 m\u0259tbuatda \u00e7ap etdirir, sonra pul verib h\u0259min m\u0259tbuat vasit\u0259sini d\u0259 (jurnal, q\u0259zet, almanax) al\u0131r, apar\u0131r m\u00fc\u0259llifin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 edir. B\u0259hs etdiyim \u0259d\u0259biyyat sevdal\u0131s\u0131 G\u00fclnar S\u0259mad\u0131r. Onunla ba\u011fl\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259rim \u00e7oxdur, lap \u00e7ox.

M\u00fcxt\u0259lif zamanlar\u0131n m\u00fcxt\u0259lif kadrlar\u0131nda g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bir G\u00dcL s\u00f6z\u00fc var. M\u0259n ona el\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t edir\u0259m: A G\u00dcL!

2016-c\u0131 ild\u0259 \u201caybKitab\u201d layih\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7ap olunan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc kitab\u0131na da bu ad\u0131 verdi G\u00fclnar S\u0259ma: \u201cG\u00dcL\u201d. O kitab\u0131n h\u0259r v\u0259r\u0259qinin elektron variant\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, \u00e7ap\u0131n\u0131 nec\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim. Ke\u00e7iril\u0259n t\u0259qdimatlar\u0131n he\u00e7 birind\u0259 is\u0259 i\u015ftirak ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. Anam demi\u015f, \u201cb\u0259z\u0259n n\u0259yis\u0259 n\u0259y\u0259s\u0259 qurban verm\u0259k laz\u0131m g\u0259lir\u201d. Yox, m\u0259n \u201cG\u00fcl\u201d\u00fc he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 qurban verm\u0259dim, sad\u0259c\u0259 onu zamana s\u0131\u011fd\u0131ra bilm\u0259dim. Aprel ay\u0131nda \u00e7ap olunan kitab m\u0259n\u0259 ad g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 – iyulun 22-d\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 olundu. \u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l h\u0259diyy\u0259m idi. Birn\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 oxudum kitab\u0131. Tan\u0131\u015f misralar idi. \u201c\u00c7obanaldadan\u201d \u015feirini \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m. O \u015feiri ilk d\u0259f\u0259 \u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat q\u0259zeti\u201dnd\u0259 oxuyanda G\u00fclnar S\u0259maya bir m\u0259ktub da yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.

Ad\u0259t\u0259n, \u0259lim\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kitablar\u0131 oxuyub bitirinc\u0259 \u015f\u0259xsi kitabxanamdak\u0131 kitablar\u0131n yan\u0131na (utanaraq deyim ki, karton qutulara) qoyuram. N\u0259 sirrdis\u0259, \u201cG\u00dcL\u201d h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u015fkaf\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n m\u0259niml\u0259 \u201cs\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fir\u201d. Arada g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259yir\u0259m, sevdiyim v\u0259 \u0259zb\u0259r bildiyim misralar\u0131 tap\u0131ram, onlar\u0131 bir d\u0259 oxuyuram, sonra kitab\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcb yerin\u0259 qoyuram, ba\u015flay\u0131ram z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259. G\u00fclnar deyir ki, \u201cnaz\u0131yla oynad\u0131m ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131n\u201d. Sonra da \u00f6zg\u00fcv\u0259nini bel\u0259 s\u0259rgil\u0259yir: \u201cAyr\u0131l\u0131q m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259yat t\u0259rzidi\u201d.
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M\u0259nim \u015feirl\u0259rimin \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259tind\u0259 sev\u0259nin iztirablar\u0131 var. G\u00fclnar\u0131n bir \u015feirin\u0259 rast g\u0259ldim, orda sevgid\u0259n \u015fikay\u0259tl\u0259n\u0259n poetik obraz\u0131n cavab\u0131 \u00e7ox orijinal \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 verilir:

N\u0259 olsun ki, bacarm\u0131ram,
\u00dcr\u0259yimc\u0259 sevm\u0259yi d\u0259…
S\u0259n sevdin, d\u0259yi\u015fdin n\u0259yi?!
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G\u00fclnar\u0131n \u015feirind\u0259 folklora m\u00fcraci\u0259t \u00e7oxdur. Bu, yenilik deyil. Xalq\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u0259d\u0259biyyata sevgiyl\u0259 yana\u015fmas\u0131, h\u0259r add\u0131mda bir s\u00f6z qo\u015fulmas\u0131 sevindirici v\u0259 q\u00fcrurvericidir. V\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat tariximizd\u0259 xalq \u00f6rn\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259n qaynaqlanaraq yarad\u0131lan \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r d\u0259 az deyil. Lakin G\u00fclnar\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 folklor n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n birba\u015fa istifad\u0259 olunmur. Sanki xalq\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n s\u00f6z x\u0259zin\u0259sin\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 olunur. Bu i\u015far\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259 v\u0259 onun yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0259dii n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259r f\u0259rqlilikdi. \u0130nan\u0131ram ki, \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n t\u0259dqiqat\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 m\u00fctl\u0259q bu fikrim\u0259 diqq\u0259t ay\u0131racaqlar. Fikrimi \u0259sasland\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn G\u00fclnar\u0131n misralar\u0131ndan misal da g\u0259tirir\u0259m:

G\u00fcnd\u0259 bir yol bostan\u0131na da\u015f ataq,
Qoy h\u0259ft\u0259l\u0259r, aylar bizd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n.<\/strong>

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Bir sevgi n\u0259\u011fm\u0259si z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 etdin,
D\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n qu t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259.<\/strong>

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Bir q\u0131z vard\u0131 bizim k\u0259ndd\u0259,
Reyhan kimi g\u00f6z\u00fc qara.<\/strong>

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T\u00fcrkan\u0259 sevgi g\u00f6r\u0259r,
B\u00fct\u00fcn n\u0259lv\u0259-n\u0259silin.<\/strong>

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Nux ulular misd\u0259n g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f yapmad\u0131.
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Q\u0259rib\u0259 bir n\u00fcans da var ki, \u00e7ox adam G\u00fclnar\u0131 \u015fair kimi yox, \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u015f\u00fcnas kimi tan\u0131y\u0131r. Bu, m\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0131c\u0131q oyad\u0131r. \u201cQay\u0131tma\u201d, \u201cKi\u201d, \u201cDeyilmi?!\u201d, \u201cBir q\u0131z\u201d, \u201cVar\u201d kimi \u015feirl\u0259rin m\u00fc\u0259llifini tan\u0131namaq, \u0259n az\u0131ndan, \u0259d\u0259biyyat tariximizin \u00e7a\u011fda\u015f s\u0259hif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00f6z imzas\u0131n\u0131n varolu\u015funa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan g\u0259ncl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcnahd\u0131r. Bu g\u00fcnah\u0131 yuma\u011f\u0131n t\u0259k bir yolu var: \u201cG\u00dcL\u201d\u00fc oxumaq!

\u201cUlduz\u201d jurnal\u0131n\u0131n may n\u00f6mr\u0259sind\u0259 is\u0259 G\u00fclnar S\u0259ma m\u0259ni \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndirm\u0259yi bacard\u0131. \u201cAyr\u0131l\u0131q b\u0259han\u0259si\u201d adl\u0131 \u015feiri oxuyandan sonra onun bir \u015fair kimi hans\u0131 g\u00fcc\u0259 sahib oldu\u011funa v\u0259 m\u0259nim indiy\u0259d\u0259k bunu d\u0259rk etm\u0259m\u0259yim\u0259, sad\u0259c\u0259, heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndim. O \u015feird\u0259 G\u00fclnar yaz\u0131r ki:

S\u0259b\u0259bsiz b\u0259han\u0259l\u0259rin
N\u0259tic\u0259sini alq\u0131\u015flamaqdan ba\u015fqa
Se\u00e7imin qalm\u0131r.
Yox, \u0259g\u0259r h\u0259l\u0259 b\u0259han\u0259l\u0259r qal\u0131bsa,
Onda, bu, ayr\u0131l\u0131q olmur.<\/strong>

\u0130st\u0259rdim ki, G\u00fclnar S\u0259ma haqq\u0131nda \u00e7ox yaz\u0131m. Lap \u00e7ox… Amma h\u0259rd\u0259n dem\u0259k ist\u0259dikl\u0259rin qa\u00e7\u0131b \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131r, orda el\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259kc\u0259sin\u0259 boyun b\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r ki, t\u0259rp\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 q\u0131ym\u0131rsan. N\u0259 deyim… Bacarsam, m\u00fctl\u0259q v\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q hekay\u0259l\u0259rimin birind\u0259 \u201cG\u00fcl v\u0259 onun \u201cG\u00dcL\u201d\u00fc\u201d haqq\u0131nda yazaca\u011fam. Tanr\u0131 n\u0259sib etsin!

G\u0259nc\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, \u201c\u0130lin g\u0259nci\u201d m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f redaktoru M\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6zg\u00fcv\u0259n duy\u011fumun yet\u0259rinc\u0259 olmamas\u0131ndan \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m.El\u0259 bilmi\u015f\u0259m ki, n\u0259 ets\u0259m, n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fsam, m\u00fctl\u0259q alternativ variant\u0131 vard\u0131r. Bu variant is\u0259 ancaq v\u0259 ancaq pe\u015fmanl\u0131q g\u0259tirir v\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259rfl\u0259rl\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-39575","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39575","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=39575"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39575\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":39580,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39575\/revisions\/39580"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=39575"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=39575"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=39575"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}