{"id":4016,"date":"2013-08-07T14:22:19","date_gmt":"2013-08-07T14:22:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=4016"},"modified":"2013-11-16T13:20:49","modified_gmt":"2013-11-16T13:20:49","slug":"nem%c9%99t-tahir-qaraxanli-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=4016","title":{"rendered":"Nem\u0259t Tahir QARAXANLI.Hekay\u0259"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Lal\u0259 xan\u0131m kims\u0259siz qad\u0131n idi.10 il olard\u0131 ki, K\u0259ng\u0259rli ail\u0259sind\u0259 h\u0259m gullug\u00e7u, h\u0259m d\u0259 day\u0259 kimi \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Art\u0131q Lal\u0259 bu ail\u0259nin \u00fczv\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi (Ail\u0259nin ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 G\u0259ray K\u0259ng\u0259rli, onun h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 Tacl\u0131 K\u0259ng\u0259rli, \u00f6vladlar\u0131 O\u011fuz v\u0259 Ayb\u0259niz idi). O\u011fuz v\u0259 Ayb\u0259niz valideynl\u0259rinin i\u015fl\u0259ri il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 vaxtlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7oxunu \u00ab\u015eirin ana\u00bb dedikl\u0259ri Lal\u0259 xan\u0131mla olurdular. Lal\u0259 d\u0259 bu iki u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 do\u011fma bilirdi. Bu ail\u0259y\u0259 xidm\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259ldiyi g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn bir otagl\u0131 evini kiray\u0259 verib burada ya\u015fayrd\u0131. O, ail\u0259d\u0259n, ail\u0259 is\u0259 ondan \u00e7ox raz\u0131 idi.
\nBir g\u00fcn kiray\u0259 haqq\u0131n\u0131 alma\u011fa ged\u0259n Lal\u0259 ax\u015fam\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 ev\u0259 z\u0259ng etdi… D\u0259st\u0259yi Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc:
\n– Ay Lal\u0259, hardasan bac\u0131? Ax\u015fam oldu, h\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131san.
\nLal\u0259:
\n– Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m, bir az i\u015fl\u0259rim var, \u0259g\u0259r icaz\u0259 vers\u0259z, m\u0259n sabah g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m, h\u0259m d\u0259 ki siz\u0259 bir s\u00fcrpirizim var ey!
\n– Xeyir ola, in\u015fallah, ay Lal\u0259?
\n– Xeyirdi xan\u0131m (Lal\u0259 sevinc\u0259k halda cavab verdi).
\n– T\u0259ki xeyir olsun. N\u0259s\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n g\u0259l. U\u015faglar da, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u0259 s\u0259nsiz \u00e7ox dar\u0131x\u0131r\u0131q do\u011frusu.
\n– Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m, h\u0259r \u015feyi xaz\u0131rl\u0131y\u0131b soyuducuya y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fam, ax\u015fam v\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r yem\u0259yiniz var. Sabah da \u00f6z\u00fcm g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m (Lal\u0259 v\u0259 Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b d\u0259st\u0259yi asd\u0131lar).
\nAil\u0259 \u015fam etdikd\u0259n sonra u\u015faglar \u00fcz otaglar\u0131na d\u0259rs \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma\u011fa getdil\u0259r. G\u0259ray v\u0259 Tacl\u0131 is\u0259 televizora bax\u0131r, sabahk\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rini m\u00fczakir\u0259 edirdil\u0259r…
\nS\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n yuxudan oyanan Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m is\u0259 gecikdiyini n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 alaraq (o, biologiya m\u00fc\u0259llimi idi) \u00f6z\u00fc nahar etm\u0259d\u0259n s\u00fcfr\u0259ni haz\u0131rlay\u0131b h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 oyatma\u011fa getdi.
\n– Sabah\u0131n xeyir, G\u0259ray! \u018fzizim, h\u0259r \u015feyi s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fczm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n i\u015f\u0259 gecikir\u0259m, u\u015faglar\u0131 da oyat, yem\u0259k yeyin. Siz\u0259 go\u015fula bilm\u0259diyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla.
\nTacl\u0131 xan\u0131m auditoriyada m\u00fcxazir\u0259 oxuyurdu, bird\u0259n telefionuna z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. Z\u0259ng ed\u0259n u\u015faglar\u0131n\u0131n sin\u0131f r\u0259hb\u0259ri idi.
\n– Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m, ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, naraxat edir\u0259m, amma bunu dem\u0259liy\u0259m. D\u0259rs zaman\u0131 O\u011fuz v\u0259 Ayd\u0259niz \u00f6yd\u00fcl\u0259r, tez t\u0259cili yard\u0131m \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131g, x\u0259st\u0259xanaya apar\u0131r\u0131q.
\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirmi\u015f ana u\u015faglardan \u00fczr ist\u0259yib, \u00e7antasan\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259yi bel\u0259 unudaraq auditoriyadan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131…
\nYar\u0131m saatdan sonra Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m x\u0259st\u0259xanaya \u00e7atanda u\u015faglar\u0131 t\u0259c\u0259z\u0259 g\u0259tirib m\u0259d\u0259sini yumag \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u00fcsusi \u015f\u00fcb\u0259y\u0259 aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m sinif r\u0259hb\u0259rinin telefonda dedikl\u0259rind\u0259n ba\u015fqa onu \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bildi ki, sinif r\u0259hb\u0259ri G\u0259ray b\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 g\u0259d\u0259r z\u0259ng ets\u0259 d\u0259, cavab ver\u0259n olmay\u0131b. T\u0259la\u015f i\u00e7ind\u0259, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 axa-axa Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m da G\u0259ray b\u0259y\u0259, sonra is\u0259 ev telefonuna z\u0259ng etdi. Cavab ver\u0259n olmad\u0131. H\u0259m h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n qaras\u0131na s\u00f6yl\u0259nir, h\u0259m d\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 bir qorxu hiss edirdi…
\nBir saatdan sonra h\u0259kiml\u0259r g\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc. Onlar\u0131n \u00fczl\u0259rind\u0259n h\u0259r \u015fey ayd\u0131n olurdu. Ancaq \u00fcr\u0259yi yanan anan\u0131n ayaglar\u0131 \u0259sir, titr\u0259y\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rini bir-birin\u0259 s\u0131xaraq:
\n– Qadan\u0131z\u0131 al\u0131m, h\u0259kim, balalar\u0131ma n\u0259 olub?
\n– \u00c7ox \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131q, Allah bilir ki, \u0259limizd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259ni etdik, lakin z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259nm\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7ox vaxt ke\u00e7diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onlar\u0131 xilas ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dik.
\nBu s\u00f6zl\u0259r Tacl\u0131 anan\u0131n e\u015fitdiyi son s\u00f6z oldu. F\u0259ryad\u0131 g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 qalxd\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131 anan\u0131n. H\u0259l\u0259 bu, son faci\u0259 deyildi. Anan\u0131 saxlaya bilm\u0259y\u0259n tibb i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259ri v\u0259 sinif r\u0259hb\u0259ri n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rini bilmirdil\u0259r…
\n– Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m, bax\u0131n, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n z\u0259ng edir.
\n\u0130kinci z\u0259ngd\u0259n sonra sinif r\u0259xb\u0259ri telefonu a\u00e7\u0131b Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m\u0131n qula\u011f\u0131na tutdu. Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya \u2013 G\u0259ray, evimiz y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131 \u2013 dedi.
\nYox, telefondak\u0131 G\u0259ray deyildi.
\n– Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m, m\u0259n\u0259m Lal\u0259 (Lal\u0259 d\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcb a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131).
\n– Lal\u0259, sizin d\u0259 art\u0131q x\u0259b\u0259riniz var? G\u0259ray yoldad\u0131r. Telefonunu evd\u0259 qoyub. Can, ay G\u0259ray, nec\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259c\u0259k bu d\u0259rd\u0259???
\n– Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m, siz n\u0259d\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z (A\u011flamaq imkan vermirdi ki, dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n)?
\n– Lal\u0259, O\u011fuzla Ayb\u0259nizin \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc deyir\u0259m. Siz\u0259 kim x\u0259b\u0259r verib?
\n– N\u0259\u0259\u0259?! Aman Allah, bel\u0259 d\u0259 z\u00fcl\u00fcm olar? \u2013 deyib y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131 Lal\u0259.
\n– Lal\u0259, G\u0259ray \u00e7oxdan evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, ona da b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 u\u015falar\u0131n z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ndiyini deyibl\u0259r.
\n– Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m, m\u0259n ev\u0259 gir\u0259nd\u0259 evd\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259s yox idi. Evl\u0259ri y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sizin ota\u011fa ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131ndan gan g\u0259lmi\u015f \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 G\u0259ray b\u0259yi g\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Xan\u0131m, G\u0259ray b\u0259y \u00f6l\u00fcb.
\n\u018flind\u0259n telefon s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m da ruh\u0259n v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259n \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, t\u0259kc\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259si arada g\u0259lib gedirdi…
\nSabah\u0131 g\u00fcn orta palatada \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m ay\u0131landa yan\u0131nda tibb bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 a\u011flamadan sa\u00e7lar\u0131 p\u0131rp\u0131zla\u015f\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f Lal\u0259ni g\u00fcrd\u00fc. Xan\u0131m\u0131n ay\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n Lal\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259yib a\u011flayaraq onun boynunu qucaqlad\u0131:
\n– Allah ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za da\u015f sald\u0131.
\nLal\u0259 n\u0259 g\u0259d\u0259r a\u011flasa da, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 dikilmi\u015f Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m a\u011flamad\u0131. Tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 Lal\u0259ni birt\u0259h\u0259r Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131mdan qopar\u0131b \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131.
\nX\u0259st\u0259xanaya g\u0259lib Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131mdan izahat almaq ist\u0259y\u0259n polis i\u015f\u00e7ilir\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259kiml\u0259r x\u0259st\u0259nin psixoloji v\u0259ziyy\u0259inin pis oldu\u011fun s\u00fcyl\u0259dil\u0259r.
\nM\u0259rhumlar\u0131 m\u0259scidd\u0259 yuduqdan sonra d\u0259fn etdil\u0259r. Yas yerin\u0259 o g\u0259d\u0259r adam g\u0259lmi\u015fdi ki, yas m\u0259rasiminin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 kimi h\u0259r g\u00fcn ma\u011far \u018fn az\u0131nda 5-6 d\u0259f\u0259 dolub-bo\u015fal\u0131rd\u0131. Qohum-gon\u015fu, qohumlarla yana\u015f\u0131 G\u0259ray b\u0259yin \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015firk\u0259td\u0259n \u0259n \u00f6n\u0259mli adamlar g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.
\n\u00ab\u00dc\u00e7\u00bb m\u0259rasimini art\u0131q yola vermi\u015fdil\u0259r. Bu \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u0259 Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m ortal\u0131gda ruh kimi dola\u015f\u0131r, el\u0259 bil ki, n\u0259s\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firdi.
\nAx\u015fam saat 9 olard\u0131. Qap\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259ngi \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131. Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7an Lal\u0259 Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131ma polisl\u0259rin g\u0259ldiyini s\u00fcyl\u0259di.
\n– Qoy, g\u0259lsinl\u0259r, – dedi.
\n– Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m, ax\u015fam\u0131n\u0131z xeyir. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 vaxts\u0131z g\u0259lmi\u015fik, ancag imkan varsa, sizinl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131y\u0131g. S\u0259h\u0259r s\u00fcfr\u0259nizd\u0259n g\u00fct\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259r laboratoriyaya g\u00f6nd\u0259rilib. Ancaq tort at\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131, bo\u015fqablar krant\u0131n alt\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131\u011f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259n n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259r kifay\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259r.
\n– Allah m\u0259nim boynumu q\u0131rs\u0131n, bils\u0259ydim laz\u0131m olacaq, tortu atmazd\u0131m, pi\u015fik kremini yediyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn atd\u0131m, – dedi Lal\u0259.
\nPolis r\u0259isi \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131ma tutub: – Kimd\u0259n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nirsiniz, sizinl\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u00e7ilik ed\u0259n el\u0259 bir adam\u0131n\u0131z varm\u0131???
\nTacl\u0131 xan\u0131m: – Yox, indiy\u0259 kimi he\u00e7 k\u0259sl\u0259 i\u015fimiz olmay\u0131b. Evizimizd\u0259 is\u0259 \u0259n yad adam Lal\u0259dir. O is\u0259 art\u0131q 10 ildir biziml\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r.
\nPolisl\u0259r bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn g\u0259lib h\u0259r iki qad\u0131n\u0131 sor\u011fuya \u00e7\u0259kdikd\u0259n sonra g\u0259ldikl\u0259ri n\u0259tic\u0259ni – f\u0259rzi Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131ma s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259yi g\u0259rara ald\u0131lar.
\n– Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m, \u0259limizd\u0259ki b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259lill\u0259r Lal\u0259 xan\u0131mdan \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 \u0259sas verir.
\n– Yox, ola bilm\u0259z. M\u0259n Lal\u0259d\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259r\u0259m.
\n– Bilirsiz, xan\u0131m, \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 \u0259sas ver\u0259n odur ki, Lal\u0259 xan\u0131m z\u0259ng edib siz\u0259 deyir ki, kiray\u0259 haqq\u0131n\u0131 alma\u011fa getmi\u015fdim, birinci, Lal\u0259 xan\u0131m evin\u0259 getm\u0259yib, ikincisi, kiray\u0259 haqq\u0131n\u0131n vaxt\u0131na h\u0259l\u0259 bir h\u0259ft\u0259 varm\u0131\u015f \u2013 bunu biz\u0259 kiray\u0259\u015fin dedi. Daha bir \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li m\u0259qam \u2013 telefonda deyib ki, siz\u0259 sabah s\u00fcrprizim var. Bu s\u00fcrpriz h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ortal\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu, s\u0259h\u0259r yem\u0259yin\u0259 qat\u0131lan z\u0259h\u0259r ola bil\u0259r. Qalm\u0131\u015f tortun at\u0131lmas\u0131 bunu bir daha s\u00fcbut edir. M\u0259qs\u0259d is\u0259 sizin var-d\u00f6vl\u0259tiniz\u0259 yiy\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259k ola bil\u0259rdi.
\nBu h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259 ox\u015far d\u0259lill\u0259r Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m\u0131 da inand\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. S\u0259hh\u0259ri g\u00fcn Lal\u0259ni \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li \u015f\u0259xs kimi g\u00f6zalt\u0131na ald\u0131lar.
\nBir h\u0259ft\u0259 \u0259rzind\u0259 s\u00fcbutlar\u0131, ara\u015fd\u0131rmadan \u00e7\u0131xan n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259ri Lal\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na qoyub cavab ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Lal\u0259nin is\u0259 dediyi bir s\u00f6z var idi:
\n– M\u0259n qatil deyil\u0259m, yediyim \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259r\u0259m. Ekspertizaya g\u00f6nd\u0259ril\u0259n qidan\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 t\u0259miz \u00e7\u0131xsa da, tortun n\u00fcmun\u0259sini daha daha d\u0259qiq n\u0259tic\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn xaric\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rdil\u0259r (el\u0259 polisl\u0259rin d\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259ndikl\u0259ri tort idi).
\nYuxudan qalxan Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m\u0131n ax\u015famdan a\u011flamaqdan v\u0259 gec yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Yataqdan qalx\u0131b ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr s\u0259liq\u0259y\u0259 salmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di. Evin h\u0259r yerind\u0259 \u0259zizl\u0259rinin xatir\u0259si dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u00abTefal\u00bb \u00e7aydan\u0131 \u0259lin\u0259 g\u00fct\u00fcrd\u00fc, ist\u0259di \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259y\u0259 taxs\u0131n, suyun az oldu\u011fun g\u00f6r\u00fcb doldurma\u011f\u0131 q\u0259rara ald\u0131 krant\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u00e7aydan\u0131n qapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259risin\u0259 baxd\u0131, g\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 inanmad\u0131. \u00c7aydan\u0131 yer\u0259 at\u0131b zala qa\u00e7d\u0131, bilmirdi n\u0259 etsin, a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– Bilirdim bunu Lal\u0259 etm\u0259yib, – dedi.
\nTelefonun d\u0259st\u0259yini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u015f\u00f6b\u0259y\u0259 z\u0259ng etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u0259ll\u0259ri \u0259sirdi. N\u00f6mr\u0259ni y\u0131\u011fana kimi qap\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259ngi \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131. Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m telefonu yer\u0259 qoyub, qap\u0131ya qa\u00e7d\u0131.
\nG\u0259l\u0259n \u015f\u00f6b\u0259 r\u0259isi idi.
\n– Sabah\u0131n\u0131z xeyir, ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n. Sizi narahat edir\u0259m, sizinl\u0259 vacib i\u015fim var.
\n– Yox, narahat etmirsiz. El\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 siz\u0259 z\u0259ng edirdim.
\n– Bilirsiz, Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m, biz yan\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Lal\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n he\u00e7 bir g\u00fcnah\u0131 yox imi\u015f.
\n– M\u0259n art\u0131q bilir\u0259m.
\n– Siz\u0259 \u015f\u00f6b\u0259d\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r veribl\u0259r?
\n– N\u0259yi?
\n– Xaric\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259rdiyimiz n\u00fcmun\u0259nin t\u0259miz \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n\u0131.
\n– Xeyr, m\u0259n ail\u0259min \u00f6l\u00fcm s\u0259b\u0259bini tapm\u0131\u015fam.
\n– Nec\u0259 tapm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z?
\n– G\u0259lin m\u0259niml\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259k.
\nTacl\u0131 xan\u0131m elektrik \u00e7aydan\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fct\u00fcr\u00fcb i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259ki \u00abspiral\u00bb\u0131n alt\u0131nda \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f k\u0259rt\u0259nk\u0259l\u0259ni g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Bax\u0131n, budur m\u0259nim ail\u0259min m\u0259hvin\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b.
\n– Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni, Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m?
\n– M\u0259n, biologiya m\u00fc\u0259llimiy\u0259m. Bilir\u0259m Ki, z\u0259h\u0259rli s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259nl\u0259r, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 k\u0259rt\u0259nk\u0259l\u0259 isti suya sal\u0131nark\u0259n z\u0259h\u0259rini burax\u0131r.
\nO g\u00fcn ax\u015famdan yaz\u0131g G\u0259rayla (Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolur) \u00e7ay d\u0259ml\u0259yib i\u00e7dik, istil\u0259diyimz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259tb\u0259xin n\u0259f\u0259sliyini a\u00e7d\u0131q, yad\u0131m\u0131zdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b \u00f6rtm\u0259d\u0259n yatm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.
\nS\u0259h\u0259r oyananda (Allah m\u0259nim can\u0131m\u0131 als\u0131n) i\u015f\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sdiyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7aydanda galm\u0131\u015f suyu isitdim, \u00e7aydan\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 baxmad\u0131m. \u00c7ox g\u00fcman ki, k\u0259rt\u0259nk\u0259l\u0259 ax\u015fam n\u0259f\u0259slikd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib \u00e7aydan\u0131n l\u00fcl\u0259yind\u0259n i\u00e7in\u0259 girib.
\nArt\u0131g m\u0259n\u0259 olan olub, Lal\u0259 yox, ail\u0259min \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0259b\u0259bkaram. Ged\u0259k, azad ed\u0259k, s\u0259hv etdiyimi deyim, aya\u011f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yalvar\u0131m, m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flas\u0131n.
\n– Daha gecdir, Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m. Lal\u0259 bac\u0131 bu gec\u0259 kameradan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc as\u0131b, bu m\u0259ktubu da siz\u0259 yaz\u0131b.
\n– Aman Allah, daha bir z\u0259rb\u0259. Bu n\u0259 h\u0259yatd\u0131r, ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sk\u0259nliyim ucbat\u0131ndan sevdiyim insan\u0131 itirdim (Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi gedir).
\nBir azdan \u00fcr\u0259k d\u0259rman\u0131 v\u0259 s\u0259rin su il\u0259 polis r\u0259isi Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m\u0131 ay\u0131lda bilir.
\nH\u0259m polisl\u0259rin, h\u0259m d\u0259 Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m\u0131n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259sind\u0259n heyfsil\u0259nib, Lal\u0259nin susmas\u0131ndan \u00e7ox pis olduglar\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Polis r\u0259isi ev sahib\u0259sin\u0259 bir daha ba\u015fsa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 verib getdi.
\nTacl\u0131 xan\u0131m p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin gar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda Lal\u0259nin son m\u0259ktubunu oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131: \u00abD\u00fcz on il bundan \u0259v\u0259l, vaxt\u0131 il\u0259 sevib evl\u0259ndiyim h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m h\u0259r g\u00fcn m\u0259ni v\u0259 o\u011flumu i\u00e7ib d\u00fcyd\u00fcy\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dolana bilmirdik. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 i\u00e7ib m\u0259ni d\u00f6y\u0259nd\u0259 o\u011flum n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da, m\u0259ni onun \u0259lind\u0259n ala bilm\u0259di. Ke\u00e7ib m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 g\u0259tirib, atas\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7aqlay\u0131b \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc. M\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259 d\u0259 cavanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na, m\u0259ni m\u00fcdafi\u0259 etm\u0259yin\u0259 g\u00fcr\u0259 10 il i\u015f verdi. Sizin evd\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 gizl\u0259tmi\u015fdim ki, he\u00e7 bir ail\u0259 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131na bu c\u00fcr hadis\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f insan\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 g\u00fct\u00fcrm\u0259z. H\u0259min g\u00fcn \u2013 siz\u0259 yalan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn o\u011flum h\u0259bsd\u0259n azad olacagd\u0131, o s\u00fcrprizim is\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131m\u0131 sizin yan\u0131n\u0131za g\u0259tir\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259r \u015feyi dan\u0131\u015facagd\u0131m. Bilidim ki, m\u0259ni q\u0259bul ed\u0259c\u0259ksiniz. Lakin h\u0259min ax\u015fam o\u011flumu i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Art\u0131q ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 yox idi. G\u0259lmi\u015fdim sizinl\u0259 sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b ayr\u0131l\u0131m, gedib \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcm. Lakin bu faci\u0259d\u0259n sonra siz\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259k olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015fama\u011fa m\u0259cbur idim. Ax\u0131 siz m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259yat vermi\u015fdiniz. M\u0259n sizin ail\u0259nizi \u00f6ldurm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Bilir\u0259m, b\u0259lk\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259ksiniz ki, azadl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini anlay\u0131b \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc, bu m\u0259ktubla \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc quruya \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131r. Lakin and olsun ki, bizi yaradana, o on il d\u0259mir barmaql\u0131qlarda qal\u0131b \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259n balam\u0131n goruna, m\u0259n sizin ail\u0259nizi \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Haqq\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 halal edin. Sizi \u00e7ox sev\u0259n Lal\u0259\u00bb.
\nP\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f damlalar p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 is\u0259 Tacl\u0131 xan\u0131m\u0131n sol\u011fun yana\u011f\u0131nda iz qoyurdu….<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

  \u201c\u0130sinmi\u015f z\u0259h\u0259r\u201d Lal\u0259 xan\u0131m kims\u0259siz qad\u0131n idi.10 il olard\u0131 ki, K\u0259ng\u0259rli ail\u0259sind\u0259 h\u0259m gullug\u00e7u, h\u0259m d\u0259 day\u0259 kimi \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Art\u0131q Lal\u0259 bu ail\u0259nin \u00fczv\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi (Ail\u0259nin ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 G\u0259ray K\u0259ng\u0259rli, onun h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 Tacl\u0131 K\u0259ng\u0259rli, \u00f6vladlar\u0131 O\u011fuz v\u0259 Ayb\u0259niz idi). O\u011fuz v\u0259 Ayb\u0259niz valideynl\u0259rinin i\u015fl\u0259ri il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 vaxtlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7oxunu \u00ab\u015eirin ana\u00bb dedikl\u0259ri Lal\u0259 xan\u0131mla olurdular. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4016","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4016","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4016"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4016\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5394,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4016\/revisions\/5394"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4016"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4016"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4016"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}