{"id":40284,"date":"2021-11-16T11:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-11-16T07:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=40284"},"modified":"2021-11-16T13:12:46","modified_gmt":"2021-11-16T09:12:46","slug":"xalq-yazicisi-anar-t%c9%99hmin%c9%99nin-son-sirri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=40284","title":{"rendered":"Xalq yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 ANAR.\u201cT\u0259hmin\u0259nin son sirri\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/ayb.az\/images\/xeber_sekilleri\/30aprel2015\/Anarrr.jpg\" alt=\"\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Bir ayr\u0131l\u0131q, bir \u00f6l\u00fcm<\/em><br><em>He\u00e7 biri olmayayd\u0131.<\/em><br><em>\u00d6l\u00fcm Allah \u0259mridi<\/em><br><em>Ayr\u0131l\u0131q olmayayd\u0131.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tabutu iki t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u00f6rd ki\u015fi \u00e7iyinl\u0259rin\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fc maskal\u0131yd\u0131. \u0130kisi qara, biri \u00e7il-\u00e7il ya\u015f\u0131l maskada. D\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc ki\u015fi maskas\u0131zd\u0131, amma arxadan \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259k olmurdu. Tabutun qapa\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 uzad\u0131lm\u0131\u015f meyit d\u0259 maskal\u0131yd\u0131. Maska \u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcn n\u0259yin\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k? Amma y\u0259qin, ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, el\u0259 q\u0259birqazanlar\u0131 yoluxdurmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tax\u0131blar \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 maskan\u0131. Kim bilir, b\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 koronavirusdan \u00f6l\u00fcb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\"><li><a href=\"https:\/\/kulis.az\/xeber\/poeziya\/mene-umid-yeri-ver-qalmaga-yerim-yoxdur-settar-temucinden-yeni-seirler-39798\">M\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcmid yeri ver, qalma\u011fa yerim yoxdur&nbsp;&#8211; S\u0259ttar Temu\u00e7ind\u0259n yeni \u015feirl\u0259r<\/a><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/kulis.az\/xeber\/senet\/tehminenin-sirrini-gerek-acmayaydi-yazarlar-anarin-yeni-hekayesini-tenqid-etdi-39808\">T\u0259hmin\u0259nin sirrini g\u0259r\u0259k a\u00e7mayayd\u0131 \u2013&nbsp;Yazarlar Anar\u0131n yeni hekay\u0259sini t\u0259nqid etdi<\/a><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/kulis.az\/xeber\/media\/meshur-musiqi-qrupu-sehne-ile-vidalasdi-39615\">M\u0259\u015fhur musiqi qrupu s\u0259hn\u0259 il\u0259 vidala\u015fd\u0131<\/a><\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin tinin\u0259 yeti\u015fdil\u0259r. \u0130\u015f\u0131qforda q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 i\u015f\u0131q yand\u0131. Dayand\u0131lar, ya\u015f\u0131l r\u0259ngli r\u0259q\u0259ml\u0259r bir-bir d\u0259yi\u015firdi: yeddi, alt\u0131, be\u015f, d\u00f6rd, \u00fc\u00e7, iki, bir\u2026 Ya\u015f\u0131l i\u015f\u0131q yand\u0131. Tabutu da\u015f\u0131yanlar s\u0259kid\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin ortas\u0131nda t\u00f6y\u015f\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Tabutu yer\u0259 qoydular. D\u0259rhal polis ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc ald\u0131: Polis d\u0259, t\u0259bii ki, maskal\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Burda tabut saxlamaq olmaz \u2013 dedi \u2013 bura nazirliyin stoyankas\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tabutu sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n da\u015f\u0131yan maskas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. Bu, Murtuz Balayevi\u00e7 idi: \u2013 S\u0259n kiminl\u0259 bel\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? \u2013 dey\u0259 polisin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qabard\u0131 \u2013 M\u0259n polkovnik\u0259m. Onun arxas\u0131ndak\u0131 ki\u015fi d\u0259 maskas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131: \u2013 M\u0259n d\u0259 KQB-nin mayoruyam \u2013 dedi. Dada\u015f idi. Sol t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259ki ki\u015fi d\u0259 maskas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. Polis ri\u015fx\u0259ndl\u0259: \u2013 s\u0259n d\u0259 generalsan y\u0259qin, \u2013 dedi. S\u0259fd\u0259r day\u0131: \u2013 Yox, m\u0259n kassir\u0259m, \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> <strong>M\u0259nb\u0259: <a href=\"https:\/\/ayb.az\">https:\/\/ayb.az<\/a><\/strong> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Polis: \u2013 M\u0259n general-admiral h\u0259rl\u0259mir\u0259m, \u2013 dedi. \u2013 Ham\u0131n\u0131z c\u0259rim\u0259 ver\u0259c\u0259ksiniz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ratsiyas\u0131yla harasa x\u0259b\u0259r el\u0259di. Murtuz Balayevi\u00e7 d\u0259, S\u0259fd\u0259r day\u0131 da, Dada\u015f da bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 yox oldular. Yox, qa\u00e7mad\u0131lar, uzaqla\u015fmad\u0131lar, bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 sirab kimi yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar, havada \u0259riyib itdil\u0259r. Polisin \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 evakuator g\u0259ldi. Sar\u0131 geyimli xidm\u0259t\u00e7il\u0259r tabutu evakuatora y\u00fckl\u0259dil\u0259r. El\u0259 bu an tabutun i\u00e7ind\u0259ki meyit ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Zaur, Zaur, bura g\u0259l!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur \u2013 dem\u0259, tabutu da\u015f\u0131yan d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc adam oymu\u015f \u2013 \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131 \u2013 yox, yox, M\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259sir, g\u0259lmir\u0259m. \u00c7a\u011f\u0131rma, g\u0259lmir\u0259m, M\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259sir!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fir\u0259ngiz Zauru d\u00fcms\u00fckl\u0259yib oyatd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 N\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rsan, Zaur? Dur g\u00f6r\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ovu\u015fdura-ovu\u015fdura:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 N\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m ki? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fir\u0259ngiz:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 N\u0259 bilim? M\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259siri \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131n. M\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259sir s\u0259nin o araq dostundu? Onun bir y\u00fcz ya\u015f\u0131 olar y\u0259qin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Y\u00fcz olmasa da, doxsan\u0131 \u00e7oxdan ke\u00e7ib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Amma yen\u0259 araq i\u00e7m\u0259yind\u0259n qalm\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 H\u0259 d\u0259. Deyir ki, d\u00fcnyada qoca i\u00e7kibazlar qoca h\u0259kiml\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7oxdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fir\u0259ngiz g\u00fcld\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Onun s\u00f6z\u00fc deyil ki. Yad\u0131ndad\u0131r, Parisd\u0259 bir kafey\u0259 getmi\u015fdik. Orda divarda yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r. Biz\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 etdil\u0259r. Xeyli g\u00fcld\u00fck \u2013 Fir\u0259ngiz k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc: \u2013 Eh, n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcnl\u0259r idi\u2026 El\u0259 bil yuxuda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Ola bilsin m\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam bunu M\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259sir\u0259, onun da \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n olub. El\u0259 tez-tez t\u0259krar edir ki\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Durub tualet\u0259 ke\u00e7di, sonra \u0259l-\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yudu, di\u015fl\u0259rini t\u0259mizl\u0259di. Di\u015f m\u0259cununun lap dibi qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00fccl\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131b bir ne\u00e7\u0259 damc\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. \u00abSabah pasta almal\u0131yam\u00bb, \u2013 dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ota\u011fa ke\u00e7ib masan\u0131n arxas\u0131nda oturdu. Fir\u0259ngiz armudu st\u0259kana \u00e7ay s\u00fczd\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Yen\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259rin say\u0131 art\u0131b, \u2013 dedi \u2013 bu koronavirus n\u0259 zibil \u015feymi\u015f. Ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131b \u00e7atacaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur pendir-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kd\u0259n bir di\u015fd\u0259m al\u0131b: \u2013 A\u011fz\u0131v\u0131 xeyirliy\u0259 a\u00e7 \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 G\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259n televizorda n\u0259 deyirl\u0259r? Y\u00fcz faiz s\u00fcbut edibl\u0259r ki, s\u00fcni virusdu, q\u0259sd\u0259n d\u00fcz\u0259ldibl\u0259r \u00c7ind\u0259. B\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya \u0259halisini q\u0131racaqlar. \u00c7in\u0259 n\u0259 var? Yar\u0131lar\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131lsa da, yar\u0131s\u0131 qalacaq \u2013 n\u0259 bilim ne\u00e7\u0259 y\u00fcz milyon. Vay bizim hal\u0131m\u0131za. Ham\u0131m\u0131z \u00f6l\u0259siyik. \u0130nt\u0259has\u0131 geci-tezi var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pendir-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k Zaurun bo\u011faz\u0131nda qald\u0131. \u00c7e\u00e7\u0259di. Loxman\u0131 birt\u0259h\u0259r uddu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Dedim ax\u0131, a\u011fz\u0131v\u0131 xeyirliy\u0259 a\u00e7. \u00d6l\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259yik d\u0259\u2026 \u0130ndid\u0259n niy\u0259 yas tutaq?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fir\u0259ngiz:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Ham\u0131 \u00f6ls\u0259 d\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259sir sa\u011f qalacaq, \u2013 dedi, \u2013 s\u0259ninl\u0259 araq i\u00e7m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur araq m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sini qulaq ard\u0131na vurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Allah a\u011fz\u0131ndan e\u015fitsin, \u2013 dedi. Bir ay olar ki\u015fid\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rim yoxdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Araq i\u00e7m\u0259k\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xm\u0131san?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Yox, s\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015f\u0259m ax\u0131, day dilim\u0259 vurmayacam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7ib geyindi. \u2013 \u00c7\u0131x\u0131b bir az bulvarda hava al\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 G\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k al. H\u0259, bir d\u0259 sar\u0131msaq. Deyirl\u0259r, sar\u0131msaq virusun q\u0259nimidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018fslind\u0259, niyy\u0259ti bulvarda g\u0259zm\u0259k deyil, M\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259sirl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k idi. Yox, i\u00e7m\u0259k\u00e7\u00fcn yox. Fir\u0259ngiz\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi ki, dilin\u0259 vurmayacaq. H\u0259r halda, \u0259n az\u0131 bir-iki ay. M\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259sirl\u0259 is\u0259 bir ay olard\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. B\u0259lk\u0259, aydan da art\u0131q. Bu gec\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc yuxu he\u00e7 c\u00fcr ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131. Zal\u0131m o\u011flu prinsip\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb telefon alm\u0131r. N\u0259inki cib telefonu, he\u00e7 adi ev telefonu da yoxdu. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k evin\u0259 t\u0259\u015frif buyurasan. O da evd\u0259dirs\u0259, y\u0259ni ay\u0131qd\u0131rsa\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259yl\u0259 add\u0131mlad\u0131qca qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na maskal\u0131 adamlar \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. \u2013 \u00c7ox nizam-intizaml\u0131 xalq\u0131m\u0131z var, \u2013 dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u2013 B\u00fct\u00fcn deyil\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 riay\u0259t edir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130nsan sif\u0259tl\u0259ri yaln\u0131z g\u00f6zd\u0259n v\u0259 al\u0131ndan ibar\u0259tdi. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, ancaq g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n insan\u0131 tan\u0131maq olurm\u0131? Hardansa a\u011fl\u0131na b\u0259zi m\u00fcs\u0259lman \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259ki \u00e7adral\u0131 qad\u0131nlar g\u0259ldi. Onsuz da b\u00fct\u00fcn sif\u0259tl\u0259ri qapal\u0131d\u0131r, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, onlar da maska tax\u0131r? \u00c7adran\u0131n alt\u0131ndan, ya \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n? \u00d6z q\u0259rib\u0259 fikrin\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qo\u015fa qala qap\u0131lar\u0131ndan gir\u0259n kimi burnunu kabab iyi \u00e7ald\u0131. Ne\u00e7\u0259 vaxtd\u0131 yolu \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri\u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fi b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f kabab iyind\u0259n r\u0259ncid\u0259 olurdu. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r kababxana n\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdir ax\u0131? Kabab \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 maska tax\u0131r, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n? Kabab\u0131 di\u015fin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259r nec\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ha\u00e7ansa uzaq g\u0259ncliyind\u0259, \u00e7ox-\u00e7ox ill\u0259r bundan \u00f6nc\u0259, i\u015fl\u0259diyi n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7di. Binan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda Z\u0259rdabi ma\u011fm\u0131n-ma\u011fm\u0131n oturmu\u015fdu. Daha do\u011frusu, Z\u0259rdabinin h\u0259l\u0259 o vaxtlardan qalan heyk\u0259li. \u0130ndi bu binada n\u0259\u015friyyat-filan yoxdu. Restoran a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar burda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaura el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, Z\u0259rdabini d\u0259 burda restoran\u0131n qap\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 kimi saxlay\u0131blar \u2013 g\u0259lib-ged\u0259nl\u0259ri qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131b yola sals\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Binan\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ib, dar dalanla \u00fcz\u00fcyuxar\u0131 getm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu da M\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259sirgilin h\u0259y\u0259ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Darvazadan i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di, donub qald\u0131. M\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259sirin birinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259ki ikiotaql\u0131 m\u0259nzilinin divar\u0131nda \u00abMarket\u00bb s\u00f6z\u00fc yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Marketin qap\u0131s\u0131ndan i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi, xudmani d\u00fckan\u0131n pi\u015ftaxtas\u0131nda n\u00f6v-n\u00f6v \u0259rzaq mallar\u0131 d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018fn \u00e7ox da sosiskalar as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 alt\u0131nda \u00abhalal sosiska\u00bb s\u00f6zl\u0259ri yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Orta ya\u015fl\u0131, qarabu\u011fday\u0131 ki\u015fi Zauru g\u00f6r\u00fcb aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, t\u0259l\u0259sik maska taxt\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259p idi. Zaur: \u2013 bax bunu maskada da g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n tan\u0131maq olar, \u2013 dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u00c7\u0259p ki\u015fi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Xo\u015f g\u0259lmisiz, \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur n\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flama\u011f\u0131, nec\u0259 soru\u015fma\u011f\u0131 bilmirdi. Sat\u0131c\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 M\u0259n sizi tan\u0131y\u0131ram Zaur b\u0259y, \u2013 dedi. \u2013 Day\u0131m\u0131n dostusuz. M\u0259n d\u0259 N\u0259sir day\u0131n\u0131n bac\u0131s\u0131 o\u011fluyam da\u2026 Ad\u0131m Rizvand\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 B\u0259s M\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259sir \u00f6z\u00fc,.. \u2013 dey\u0259 Zaur s\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, Rizvan: \u2013 Day\u0131m r\u0259hm\u0259tlik sizd\u0259n hey dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131\u2026 \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; R\u0259hm\u0259tlik? \u2013 Zaur quruyub qald\u0131 \u2013 M\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259sir r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 gedib?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Rizvan t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 B\u0259s bilmirdiz? Bir ay olar r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 getdiyi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur kar\u0131x\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, M\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259sir \u0259b\u0259didir. He\u00e7 vaxt v\u0259fat etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. El\u0259 bayaq Fir\u0259ngizin dediyi s\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Aman Allah, M\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259sir d\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259rmi\u015f. Hannan hana \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lib:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-Yox, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, e\u015fitm\u0259mi\u015fdim, \u2013 dedi v\u0259 yalan dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131 oldu: \u2013 M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 xeyli vaxtd\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259 yat\u0131rd\u0131m, odur ki, x\u0259b\u0259r tutmam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Rizvan:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Allah haqq\u0131, day\u0131m oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn demir\u0259m, \u00e7ox xeyirxah adam idi. Bu evi d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc v\u0259siyy\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Ax\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 k\u0259si yoxdu. M\u0259nim Nardaranda bir balaca d\u00fckan\u0131m var. Oran\u0131 da saxlam\u0131\u015fam, amma dedim \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259 bir balaca d\u00fckan a\u00e7\u0131m. Savab i\u015fdi. Day\u0131m\u0131n da ruhu \u015fad olar. Bir \u015fey almaq ist\u0259s\u0259z, pe\u015fk\u0259\u015fdi siz\u0259, pul-zad da laz\u0131m deyil. Bu sosiskalar\u0131 \u0130randan t\u0259z\u0259 g\u0259tiribl\u0259r, halal mald\u0131. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ist\u0259s\u0259z b\u00fck\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Rizvan \u0259lini sosiskalara sar\u0131 uzatd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Yox, yox, sa\u011f ol, \u2013 dedi. \u2013 Bizd\u0259 sosiska yey\u0259n yoxdu, Allah ki\u015fiy\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kabab iyin\u0259 q\u0259rq olmu\u015f \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri\u015f\u0259h\u0259rin bu q\u0259d\u0259r do\u011fma, tan\u0131\u015f v\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r yad, \u00f6zg\u0259l\u0259\u015fmi\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259riyl\u0259 add\u0131mlayaraq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00abYox, do\u011frudan da, n\u0259dirs\u0259 sirli bir q\u00fcvv\u0259 var, ismar\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yuxular\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6nd\u0259rir. Niy\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259d N\u04d9sir m\u0259hz el\u0259 bu gec\u0259 yuxuma girdi v\u0259 el\u0259 bil hans\u0131 q\u00fcvv\u04d9s\u0259 m\u0259ni bura \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, dostuna ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0259flc\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n fikird\u0259n Zaur eym\u0259ndi. B\u0259lk\u0259 bu yuxu da bir x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131q idi. M\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259sir m\u0259ni \u0259b\u0259s yer\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131 ki\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hara \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131 onu M\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259sir? O d\u00fcnyaya? Zaur daha o d\u00fcnyaya inanm\u0131rd\u0131. Ha\u00e7ansa, \u00e7ox uzaq g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rind\u0259 inan\u0131rm\u0131\u015f ki, \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n sonra da ba\u015fqa bir h\u0259yat var. X\u00fcsusil\u0259 valideynl\u0259rini itir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bununla t\u0259s\u0259lli tap\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130nan\u0131rd\u0131 ki, onlarla hans\u0131sa ba\u015fqa bir al\u0259md\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k. \u00d6z\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu ba\u015fqa al\u0259min varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na inand\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ax\u0131 nec\u0259 ola bil\u0259r, m\u0259n varam, fikrim, zehnim, xatir\u0259l\u0259rim, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rim, duy\u011fular\u0131m var. Bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar nec\u0259 yox ola bil\u0259r? Bu fikird\u0259n t\u0259s\u0259lli tap\u0131rd\u0131 ki, yox, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar bir an i\u00e7ind\u0259 he\u00e7 ola bilm\u0259z. Amma g\u00fcnl\u0259rin bir g\u00fcn\u00fc sad\u0259d\u0259n sad\u0259 bir fikir g\u0259ldi ba\u015f\u0131na v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcmanlar\u0131n\u0131 alt-\u00fcst el\u0259di. Yax\u015f\u0131, s\u0259n d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r hardayd\u0131n? Ba\u015fqa bir d\u00fcnyada? \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, yox. He\u00e7sizlikd\u0259, yoxluqda idin d\u0259\u2026 Valideynl\u0259rinin m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti say\u0259sind\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259ldin o m\u00fcbh\u0259m, qaranl\u0131q he\u00e7sizlikd\u0259n, bir g\u00fcn, gec-tez ora da qay\u0131dacaqsan, qaranl\u0131q, s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz he\u00e7sizliy\u0259. Bu q\u0259fil d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 Zauru sars\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131 ki, ax\u0131r\u0131 he\u00e7sizliy\u0259 yuvarlanan \u00f6mr\u00fcn, h\u0259yat\u0131n he\u00e7 bir m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxmu\u015f. Ay \u00ab\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra bir i\u015f qoyub get!\u00bb, ya n\u0259 bilim \u00abbir a\u011fac \u0259k, ev tik, o\u011ful-u\u015faq sahibi ol\u00bb, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259llidir, aldan\u0131\u015fd\u0131r, v\u0259ssalam. S\u0259n ki, olmayacaqsan, s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra qalan s\u0259nin n\u0259 vecin\u0259, ax\u0131 s\u0259n bunu bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Amma, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, insan t\u0259s\u0259llisiz d\u0259 ya\u015faya bilmir, h\u00f6km\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259skinlik verm\u0259k\u00e7\u00fcn bir \u015fey uydurmal\u0131d\u0131r. Zaur da bir g\u00fcn bunu tap\u0131b sakitl\u0259\u015fdi. G\u0259l el\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259k ki, ba\u015fqa bir d\u00fcnya h\u0259r halda var. Do\u011frudan da, varsa, \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l, bak\u0131l\u0131lar demi\u015f, \u0259miri. Yox, \u0259g\u0259r he\u00e7 bir ba\u015fqa d\u00fcnya m\u00f6vcud deyils\u0259, s\u0259n ki, \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bunu bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Y\u0259ni x\u0259yal q\u0131r\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131na u\u011framayacaqsan. Ba\u015fqa bir d\u00fcnyan\u0131n olmamas\u0131ndan bix\u0259b\u0259r ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyadan\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00abM\u0259n d\u0259 bu ya\u015f\u0131mda g\u00f6r n\u0259l\u0259r bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m\u00bb \u2013 dey\u0259 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131nad\u0131. Ham\u0131s\u0131 h\u0259\u015ftatdand\u0131. N\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 ifad\u0259dir bu. Bunu yaln\u0131z s\u0259ks\u0259n ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 adlayandan sonra anlay\u0131rsan. Ham\u0131s\u0131 h\u0259\u015ftatdand\u0131 \u2013 bildikl\u0259rin, bilm\u0259dikl\u0259rin, qazand\u0131qlar\u0131n, itirdikl\u0259rin\u2026 h\u0259, yax\u015f\u0131 yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k almal\u0131yam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00fckandan t\u0259ndir \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi ald\u0131. Fir\u0259ngiz ancaq bu \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi yeyir. Evl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Lift\u0259 girib alt\u0131nc\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259nin d\u00fcym\u0259sini basd\u0131, lift h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, sar\u0131msaq almay\u0131b. Geri qay\u0131d\u0131b evl\u0259rinin at\u0131ndak\u0131 d\u00fckandan sar\u0131msaq almaq ist\u0259di, amma el\u0259 bu an lift g\u0259lib alt\u0131nc\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 \u2013 onlar\u0131n m\u0259nzili olan m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 dayand\u0131, qap\u0131lar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Bir d\u0259 geri d\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259 \u0259rindi. \u00abEyb etm\u0259z, viruslar da sar\u0131msaqs\u0131z bir g\u00fcn \u00e7ox ya\u015fayarlar\u00bb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O da a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259ldi ki, son zamanlar viruslar haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 onlar\u0131 \u015f\u00fcurlu m\u0259xluq say\u0131r v\u0259 ona el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, bu \u015f\u00fcurlu m\u0259xluqlar \u015f\u00fcurlu sur\u0259td\u0259 insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259hv edib planet\u0259 hakim olma\u011f\u0131 q\u0259rarla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b, bu q\u0259rar\u0131 h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fir\u0259ngiz:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Spartak z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdi, \u2013 dedi, \u2013 s\u0259ninl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Xeyir ola\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 N\u0259 bilim, dedi Zaura vacib s\u00f6z\u00fcm var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 S\u00f6z\u00fc var, \u00f6z\u00fc g\u0259lsin d\u0259 biz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Dedim, dedi bir az nasazam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 N\u0259 olub, olmaya o da\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fir\u0259ngiz Zaurun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q k\u0259sib:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Allah el\u0259m\u0259sin, \u2013 dedi \u2013 Spartak\u0131 tan\u0131m\u0131rsan, nazik \u0259yir\u0259ndi, yan\u0131ndan yel \u00f6t\u0259n kimi \u00aby\u0259qin, antologiyad\u0131\u00bb deyir. Vasvas\u0131n\u0131n biri\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 N\u0259 olub ax\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 N\u0259 bilim vallah. Amma n\u0259dirs\u0259, israrla xahi\u015f etdi ki, bu g\u00fcn ged\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur art\u0131q paltar\u0131n\u0131 soyunmaq ist\u0259yirdi, dayand\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Onda b\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 indi gedim. Ax\u015fam futbol var, Macar\u0131stanla oynay\u0131r\u0131q, evd\u0259 baxmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 \u018fvv\u0259l yem\u0259k ye, sonra get. K\u0259l\u0259m dolmas\u0131 bi\u015firmi\u015f\u0259m. S\u0259n ax\u0131 xo\u015flay\u0131rsan k\u0259l\u0259m dolmas\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur masan\u0131n arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7di, Fir\u0259ngiz x\u00f6r\u0259yi g\u0259tirib bo\u015fqaba \u00e7\u0259kdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 El\u0259 bilirs\u0259n orda Xalabac\u0131 s\u0259ni l\u0259zz\u0259tli x\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 qonaq ed\u0259c\u0259k? Ay-hay.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Xalabac\u0131 dediyinin ad\u0131 Q\u0131zb\u0259s idi. Spartak\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc arvad\u0131. Birinci arvad\u0131n\u0131 bo\u015fam\u0131\u015f, ikinci arvad\u0131 Tamara x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ngd\u0259n v\u0259fat etmi\u015fdi. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n iki il qabaq k\u0259ndd\u0259n uzaq qohumlar\u0131n\u0131n cavan q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 \u2013 Q\u0131zb\u0259si Bak\u0131ya g\u0259tirtmi\u015fdi ki, onlara xidm\u0259t etsin. Tamaran\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n bir il sonra Spartak \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n otuz ya\u015f cavan olan Q\u0131zb\u0259sl\u0259 evl\u0259ndi. Fir\u0259ngiz bunu he\u00e7 c\u00fcr qarda\u015f\u0131na ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaya bilmirdi. G\u00f6r b\u0259db\u0259xt Tamaradan sonra kimi ald\u0131 da, k\u0259nto\u015fu, qulluq\u00e7ular\u0131n\u0131, xalabac\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>El\u0259 o vaxt Spartak bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n bu r\u0259ftar\u0131ndan gileyl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k \u00fcr\u0259yini Zaura bo\u015faltm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Fir\u0259ngiz\u0259 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259dikl\u0259rini yezn\u0259sin\u0259 deyirdi: Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n t\u00fck\u00fc say\u0131 qad\u0131nlar\u0131m, sevgilil\u0259rim olub. Ham\u0131s\u0131 da bir-birind\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l, indi m\u0259nim bu ya\u015f\u0131mda m\u0259n\u0259 qad\u0131n yox, arvad laz\u0131md\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zauru he\u00e7 c\u00fcr ba\u015fa sala bilmirdi ki, qad\u0131n ayr\u0131d\u0131, arvad ayr\u0131. . .<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 Fir\u0259ngizin Q\u0131zb\u0259s\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti d\u0259yi\u015fmirdi ki d\u0259yi\u015fmirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur onu da xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131 ki, ax\u0131 Fir\u0259ngizin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259 bu uzun ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 xasiyy\u0259ti \u00e7ox d\u0259yi\u015fib, el\u0259 bil tamam ba\u015fqa adam olub. Uzaq g\u0259nclikl\u0259rind\u0259, t\u0259z\u0259 evl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 Fir\u0259ngizin s\u0259si \u00e7\u0131xmazd\u0131, kims\u0259 onu dindir\u0259nda q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 q\u0131zarar, sanki dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa s\u00f6z tapmazd\u0131. \u0130ndi ma\u015fallah el\u0259 bil dilotu yeyib. N\u0259 is\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ac olmasa da, Fir\u0259ngizin dadl\u0131 dolmas\u0131n\u0131 l\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259 yedi. D\u00fcz deyirmi\u015fl\u0259r ki, i\u015ftah di\u015f alt\u0131ndad\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Spartak yataqda idi. Q\u0131zb\u0259s \u0259rinin yerini yataq ota\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131nda yox, qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda geni\u015f divan \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Spartak mix\u0259yi pijamada idi. Zaur maskada i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 \u018f\u015f\u015fi, \u00e7\u0131xart bu zibili, \u2013 dedi. \u2013 Bel\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015f olar, adam \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t qalm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fir\u0259ngizin g\u00fcman\u0131 d\u00fcz \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131. Q\u0131zb\u0259s:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Zaur qarda\u015f, \u2013 dedi \u2013 yax\u015f\u0131 piti bi\u015firmi\u015f\u0259m, bir qab \u00e7\u0259kim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol, \u2013 dedi Zaur, \u2013 n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kinirdi, bir yandan qorxurdu ki, \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b onu Fir\u0259ngizin qoydu\u011fu adla \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rar: Xalabac\u0131. Bir yandan da Zaura el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, ad\u0131 Q\u0131zb\u0259s olsa da, ona Q\u0131zb\u0259s (ya Q\u0131zb\u0259s xan\u0131m, Q\u0131zb\u0259s bac\u0131) des\u0259n inciy\u0259r, \u2013 el\u0259 bil t\u0259hqir edirs\u0259n, y\u0259ni yet\u0259r b\u0259sdi, daha q\u0131z ist\u0259mirik. Neyl\u0259m\u0259li ki, be\u015f q\u0131zdan sonra atas\u0131 qoymu\u015fdu ona bu ad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Spartak amiran\u0259 bir t\u0259rzd\u0259: \u2013 Yem\u0259k ist\u0259mir, \u00e7ay g\u0259tir, \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0131zb\u0259s:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Ba\u015f \u00fcst\u0259, Spartak m\u00fc\u0259llim \u2013 dedi \u2013 M\u00fcr\u0259bb\u0259yl\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259c\u0259ksiz? \u00abi\u00e7\u0259c\u0259ksiz\u00bb ikisin\u0259, Zaurla Spartaka yox, t\u0259k el\u0259 Spartaka aiddi. Zaur bilirdi ki, Q\u0131zb\u0259s \u0259riyl\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00absizl\u0259\u00bb dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r. G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fccl\u0259 saxlad\u0131: m\u00fc\u0259llim, siz! G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, yataqda da \u0259rin\u0259 siz v\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim deyir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Spartak: Y\u00fcz qramla nec\u0259s\u0259n, Zaur? \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Yox, dilim\u0259 vurmuram. Fir\u0259ngiz\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 \u018f\u015f\u015fi Fira hardan bil\u0259c\u0259k? \u018fla konyak\u0131m da var, xalis frans\u0131z konyak\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Yox, m\u0259n el\u0259 \u00e7ay i\u00e7\u0259r\u0259m. Fira dedi m\u0259n\u0259 vacib s\u00f6z\u00fcn var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Dey\u0259c\u0259m, t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259. Onda izin ver m\u0259n bir balaca vurum. Yoxsa s\u00f6hb\u0259timiz tutmaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Ax\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259s\u0259n. H\u0259kim icaz\u0259 verir i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Kimdi h\u0259kimin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Spartak bad\u0259y\u0259 viski s\u00fczd\u00fc. \u2013 Buz g\u0259tir, \u2013 dey\u0259 Q\u0131sb\u0259si s\u0259sl\u0259di. \u2013 \u00c7\u0259r\u0259z d\u0259 g\u0259tir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0131zb\u0259s deyil\u0259nl\u0259ri g\u0259tirdi. Masan\u0131n arxas\u0131nda oturdu: \u2013 Fir\u0259ngiz bac\u0131 nec\u0259di?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Sa\u011f olun yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131. Salam\u0131 var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Spartak bad\u0259y\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 par\u00e7a buz atd\u0131, Q\u0131zb\u0259s\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 S\u0259n get \u2013 dedi \u2013 Zaurla s\u00f6hb\u0259tim var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0131zb\u0259s d\u0259rhal otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Spartak:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Sa\u011f ol, \u2013 dey\u0259 viskini bir i\u00e7im\u0259 hortdatd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Fira dedi x\u0259st\u0259s\u0259n, amma g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, kefind\u0259n d\u0259 qalm\u0131rsan:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Spartak:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Bu day son kefimdi, Zaur, \u2013 dedi v\u0259 harasa t\u0259l\u0259sirmi\u015f kimi bad\u0259ni yenid\u0259n l\u0259bal\u0259b doldurub ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Bilirs\u0259n, Zaur, \u2013 dedi, \u2013 m\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131mdan raz\u0131yam. H\u0259r \u015fey olub \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259. Pis g\u00fcnl\u0259rim d\u0259 olub, yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rim d\u0259. \u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131nlarla olmu\u015fam, e\u015fq mac\u0259ralar\u0131-filan, \u0259n d\u0259bli ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131m olub. Pula pul dem\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, varl\u0131-karl\u0131 dost-a\u015fnam, z\u00f6vql\u0259 geyinib-kecinmi\u015f\u0259m. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n h\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. T\u00fcrm\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 yatm\u0131\u015fam, para\u015fan\u0131n yan\u0131nda, b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 be\u015fulduz otell\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fam, m\u0259\u015fhur kazinolarda oynam\u0131\u015fam, udmu\u015fam, uduzmu\u015fam, day n\u0259 deyim, bunlar\u0131 s\u0259n d\u0259 bilirs\u0259n. Y\u0259ni bir qismini bilirs\u0259n, ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yox, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259. Ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 k\u0259s bilmir. Ka\u015f ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00f6mr\u00fc bir d\u0259 ya\u015faya bil\u0259ydim, h\u0259tta t\u00fcrm\u0259siyl\u0259 bel\u0259. Ka\u015f arxada n\u0259 olubsa qar\u015f\u0131da olayd\u0131. Ka\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259si titr\u0259di. Q\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259nmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 N\u0259 olub s\u0259n\u0259? \u2013 dedi. \u2013 H\u0259l\u0259 qabaqda \u00e7ox \u00f6mr\u00fcn qal\u0131b&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Spartak x\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259 q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Hardan? S\u0259ks\u0259n bir ya\u015f\u0131nda? \u00abB\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcm qabaqdad\u0131\u00bb. Bax birc\u0259 bu c\u00fcml\u0259ni dey\u0259 bils\u0259ydim d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn var-d\u00f6vl\u0259tini bu c\u00fcml\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259zdim. Eh, Zaur, s\u0259n n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n ax\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyada?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 M\u0259nim \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc m\u00fczakir\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131san m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Yox, incim\u0259. Qayn\u0131m olsan da, indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r bilmir\u0259m s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 nec\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259yirs\u0259n. Amma m\u0259n s\u0259ni \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Do\u011fru s\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u00fc. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc aparma\u011f\u0131n, g\u00f6z\u00fc toxlu\u011fun, ail\u0259canabl\u0131\u011f\u0131n. Bizim ki\u015fil\u0259r bel\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fc dem\u0259z, amma m\u0259n deyir\u0259m: bac\u0131m\u0131n b\u0259xti g\u0259tirib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Spartak bad\u0259ni \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc d\u0259f\u0259 doldurdu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 \u0130\u00e7ir\u0259m bunu s\u0259nin sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na, \u2013 bad\u0259ni ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi \u2013 a\u011fz\u0131na bir-iki p\u00fcst\u0259 atd\u0131. \u2013 Yad\u0131ndad\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259 sill\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyin? H\u0259, yad\u0131ndad\u0131? \u2013 dey\u0259 s\u0259rxo\u015f inad\u0131yla t\u0259krar etdi. G\u00f6r bu ha\u00e7an idi, ilahi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Bunu niy\u0259 yada sal\u0131rsan ki. G\u00f6r \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r vaxt ke\u00e7ib. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6l\u00fcm-itim olub.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Yox, nahaq yer\u0259 yada salm\u0131ram. \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn bundan qabaq h\u0259kim\u0259 getmi\u015fdim. Ax\u0131r vaxtlar n\u0259dirs\u0259 yadda\u015f\u0131m yaman korlan\u0131b. Bird\u0259n \u0259n adi s\u00f6zl\u0259ri unuduram. El\u0259 bil s\u00f6zl\u0259r m\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b gizl\u0259nir. H\u0259kim k\u00f6hn\u0259 dostumdu, m\u0259ni \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 m\u00fcayin\u0259 etdi. \u00c7ekap deyirl\u0259r, n\u0259 deyirl\u0259r v\u0259 m\u0259lum oldu ki\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur \u0259ndi\u015f\u0259l\u0259ndi. \u00abTupoy olmusan\u00bb deyibs\u0259 d\u0259, bu el\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb ki, x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ngdi, gizl\u0259dirl\u0259r\u00bb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 H\u0259kim bilirs\u0259n n\u0259 dedi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 N\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Dedi s\u0259nd\u0259 altsheymer x\u0259st\u0259liyi ba\u015flan\u0131b v\u0259 bunun qaba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 almaq olmur. Bilirs\u0259n altsheymer n\u0259 dem\u0259kdi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Yadda\u015f\u0131n itm\u0259sidi, dey\u0259s\u0259n, Reyqan da bu x\u0259st\u0259liy\u0259 tutulmu\u015fdu g\u0259r\u0259k ki\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 B\u0259li. Yadda\u015f bird\u0259n yox, t\u0259dric\u0259n, yava\u015f-yava\u015f itir. M\u0259n art\u0131q g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n bird\u0259n hans\u0131sa s\u00f6z\u00fc yad\u0131ma sala bilmir\u0259m. Bayaq s\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 n\u0259 vard\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 N\u0259? Maska?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 H\u0259 d\u0259. Bax bu s\u00f6z bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 yad\u0131mdan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Bu s\u00f6z x\u0259st\u0259likd\u0259n yox, visknin t\u0259siriyl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b yad\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Yox, Zaur, zarafat\u0131n yeri deyil. Bu \u00e7ox ciddi s\u00f6hb\u0259tdi. \u00c7ooox ciddi. H\u0259kim dedi ki, bir-iki aya az qala \u00f6z ad\u0131n\u0131 da unudacaqsan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur bilmirdi n\u0259 desin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Spartak: \u2013 Orda stolun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 siqaret var \u2013 dedi, \u2013 \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n? Birini d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 ver.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259r ikisinin siqaretini al\u0131\u015fqanla odlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Spartak: H\u0259yatda \u00e7ox g\u00fcnahlar\u0131m olub, Zaur, \u2013 dedi. \u2013 D\u00fczd\u00fcr, he\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 pislik el\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Amma olub ki, arvadlar m\u0259nim ucbat\u0131mdan bo\u015fan\u0131blar, ail\u0259l\u0259ri da\u011f\u0131l\u0131b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur f\u0259hml\u0259 bu s\u00f6hb\u0259tin hara gedib \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259xmin etdi, m\u00f6vzunu d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 N\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rin nec\u0259dir e\u2026 onlardan dan\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 N\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rimin adlar\u0131 da b\u0259z\u0259n yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. N\u0259 is\u0259, bu ayr\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259tdi. Yadda\u015f\u0131m tamam s\u0131radan \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015f, s\u0259n\u0259 bir sirri a\u00e7maq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki bu sirr m\u0259nim yadda\u015fs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131mda itib-bata bil\u0259r. Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni, Zaur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 N\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamal\u0131yam s\u0259ni?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Spartak bir an susdu, siqaretd\u0259n d\u0259rin bir qullab al\u0131b yava\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qohum kimi ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131 uzun ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 d\u0259 Spartakla h\u0259r t\u0259kb\u0259t\u0259k g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 Zaurun \u00fcr\u0259yi s\u0259ks\u0259k\u0259d\u0259ydi ki, Spartak bir g\u00fcn bu s\u00f6hb\u0259ti sala bil\u0259r\u2026 Bu m\u00f6vzuya toxunma\u011f\u0131 he\u00e7 c\u00fcr ist\u0259mirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Araya yen\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u00fc, nigaranl\u0131q, t\u0259\u015fvi\u015f dolu s\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. Sonra\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 O g\u00fcn yax\u015f\u0131 yad\u0131ndad\u0131? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu Spartak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Hans\u0131 g\u00fcn?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc keyliy\u0259 qoyma. \u00c7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l bilirs\u0259n hans\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc deyir\u0259m. S\u0259nin m\u0259n\u0259 \u015fill\u0259 vurdu\u011fun g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 \u018fv\u0259zini \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n? \u2013 Zaur yen\u0259 zarafat dal\u011fas\u0131na ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 c\u0259hd etdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Amma Spartak tam ciddiyy\u0259tl\u0259 davam etdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 O g\u00fcn biz T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 m\u0259nim ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131mda ba\u011fdan g\u0259lirdik. Yolda s\u0259ninl\u0259 rastla\u015fd\u0131q. Dal\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 da yad\u0131na sal\u0131m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur: \u2013 Laz\u0131m deyil, \u2013 dedi, \u2013 yad\u0131mdad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir an i\u00e7ind\u0259 uzaq ill\u0259rin duman\u0131ndan s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 o s\u0259hn\u0259. O g\u00fcn\u00fcn h\u0259r saat\u0131, h\u0259r d\u0259qiq\u0259si Zaurun yadda\u015f\u0131na \u0259b\u0259dilik h\u0259kk olunmu\u015fdu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131, tutal\u0131m yad\u0131mdad\u0131, \u2013 dedi, \u2013 n\u0259 olsun?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Spartak bir az \u0259vv\u0259lki adda-budda dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan f\u0259rqli olaraq s\u00f6zl\u0259rini birc\u0259-birc\u0259, aramla v\u0259 ayd\u0131n t\u0259l\u0259ff\u00fcz etdi: \u2013 O olsun ki, \u2013 dedi \u2013 n\u0259 o g\u00fcn, n\u0259 ondan \u0259vv\u0259l, n\u0259 ondan sonra T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 m\u0259nim aramda he\u00e7 bir \u015fey olmay\u0131b. Bilirs\u0259n d\u0259 n\u0259 m\u0259nada deyir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur sanki quruyub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Spartak siqaretini k\u00fclqab\u0131na bas\u0131b s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u2013 N\u0259 gizl\u0259dim, \u2013 dedi. \u2013 Ondan yaman k\u0259sirdim, xo\u015fuma g\u0259lirdi, bu b\u0259y\u0259m g\u00fcnahd\u0131? H\u0259, \u2013 dey\u0259 s\u0259rxo\u015f inad\u0131yla t\u0259krar etdi: \u2013 G\u00fcnahd\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur bu s\u00f6hb\u0259ti davam etdirm\u0259d\u0259n, daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259d\u0259n durub getm\u0259k ist\u0259di. Spartak bunu duymu\u015f kimi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Yox, dayan, getm\u0259, \u2013 dedi, \u2013 h\u0259r \u015feyi bilm\u0259lis\u0259n. Bir g\u00fcn m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259di. Ba\u011fr\u0131m \u00e7atlay\u0131r, \u2013 dedi. \u2013 G\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k. Sevindiyimd\u0259n bilmirdim n\u0259 edim. T\u0259hmin\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t edirdi. \u0130ndi g\u0259lir\u0259m, \u2013 dedim. T\u0259l\u0259sik: yox, yox, \u2013 dedi \u2013 ma\u015f\u0131nla g\u0259l, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xaq, d\u0259niz q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131na ged\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pir\u015fa\u011f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 d\u0259qiq bir yeri dedi, ora s\u00fcrm\u0259yimi ist\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He\u00e7 n\u0259 dinib-dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcm s\u0259ni soru\u015fdum. Biz ayr\u0131ld\u0131q, \u2013 dedi, \u2013 amma n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r soru\u015fdumsa s\u0259b\u0259bini s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259di. Gedib d\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131q. Ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 S\u0259n burda qal ,\u2013 dedi. Uzun zaman sahild\u0259 g\u0259zi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sonra qay\u0131td\u0131 \u2013 ged\u0259k, \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hara, \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdum. He\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Yox, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 sizin ba\u011fa d\u0259y\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb qald\u0131m, Zaur, n\u0259 gizl\u0259dim, telefonla m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131randa da, sonra ma\u015f\u0131nda ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 dey\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259 bel\u0259 bir fikir oyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, m\u0259niml\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259 qurmaq ist\u0259yir. \u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 h\u0259tta qad\u0131n xisl\u0259tinin etibars\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 haqq\u0131nda bir-iki t\u0259mt\u0259raql\u0131 c\u00fcml\u0259 d\u0259 haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Ba\u011f\u0131m\u0131za getm\u0259yi t\u0259klif ed\u0259nd\u0259 bu g\u00fcman bir az da artd\u0131. H\u0259r n\u0259ys\u0259, ba\u011fa g\u0259ldik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Spartak dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca Zaur q\u0259rib\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcy\u00e7\u00fcn bel\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z hissl\u0259r ke\u00e7irirdi. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r il \u00f6tm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, sanki h\u0259r \u015fey unudulmu\u015f, solmu\u015f, s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f, \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n silinib at\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ll\u0259rdi ba\u015fqa bir h\u0259yatla ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 o h\u0259yatdan bu h\u0259yatda he\u00e7 bir iz, soraq qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma indi Spartak o m\u0259\u015fum g\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259f\u0259rr\u00fcat\u0131yla yada sald\u0131qca Zaur \u00e7oxdan unudulmu\u015f h\u0259y\u0259canla, t\u0259la\u015f v\u0259 s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tin davam\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Ba\u011fa girdik. \u0130kinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxd\u0131q. Eyvanda xeyli dayand\u0131, dinib- dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131, uzun-uzun harasa bax\u0131rd\u0131. Quruyub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Ax\u0131 niy\u0259 m\u0259ni bura dart\u0131b g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi? B\u0259lk\u0259, m\u0259nim t\u0259r\u0259fimd\u0259n t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcs g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Spartak susub bad\u0259sin\u0259 viski s\u00fczd\u00fc, amma i\u00e7m\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni, Zaur, \u2013 dedi. \u2013 Bilir\u0259m s\u0259n ona nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, romantik hissl\u0259r b\u0259sl\u0259yirdin. Amma m\u0259n o vaxt romantik deyildim. \u2013 G\u00fcld\u00fc, \u2013 do\u011frusu, he\u00e7 indi d\u0259 romantik deyil\u0259m. Amma s\u0259n z\u0259nn etdiyin kimi pis adam da deyildim, vallah. \u00c7ox-\u00e7ox \u00fczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m, bunu da dem\u0259liy\u0259m. Ona yana\u015fd\u0131m, \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259n yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259dim, an\u0131nda dart\u0131n\u0131b qollar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. M\u0259ni m\u0259z\u0259mm\u0259t d\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259di, ancaq bir s\u00f6z dedi: \u2013 Ged\u0259k \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 B\u0259s bura niy\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdik? Bir az kobud dedim bunu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sakitc\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Vidala\u015fma\u011fa, \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 M\u0259niml\u0259 burda vidala\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 S\u0259ninl\u0259 yox, \u2013 dedi v\u0259 t\u0259krar etdi \u2013 ged\u0259k \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yen\u0259 aral\u0131\u011fa s\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. Bu s\u0259f\u0259r viskid\u0259n bir qurtum ald\u0131, sonra:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 S\u0259nins\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 tamam ba\u015fqa \u015fey g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, Zaur. Bunu s\u0259n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmasayd\u0131m d\u00fcnyadan\u2026 \u2013 S\u0259si titr\u0259di, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam ed\u0259 bilm\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Spartakgild\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda hava art\u0131q qaralm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Zaur qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q hissl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 add\u0131mlay\u0131rd\u0131. Sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fc bir ne\u00e7\u0259 an i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n kino lenti kimi ke\u00e7irdi. Bu etiraf\u0131n bir \u00f6m\u00fcr gecikdiyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. B\u0259lk\u0259 bunu vaxt\u0131nda d\u0259rk ets\u0259ydi, tamam ba\u015fqa bir h\u0259yat ya\u015fayacaqd\u0131. Amma ke\u00e7mi\u015fin \u015f\u0259rti variant\u0131 yoxdu. Olan olmu\u015f, ke\u00e7\u0259n ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. He\u00e7 n\u0259yi qaytarmaq, d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k, ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr y\u00f6n\u0259ltm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. Niy\u0259? N\u0259d\u0259n? Ne\u00e7in? Suallar i\u00e7ind\u0259 bo\u011fulurdu, beyni qaynay\u0131rd\u0131. Spartaka h\u0259m nifr\u0259t edir, h\u0259m minn\u0259tdar olurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Evl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131. Liftin d\u00fcym\u0259sini basd\u0131. Lift i\u015fl\u0259mirdi. Qap\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u2013 Lift i\u015fl\u0259mir \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 H\u0259ri, i\u015fl\u0259mir. \u0130ki saatd\u0131 xarab olub. Sabah usta g\u0259lib d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaur d\u0259rk edirdi ki, iki d\u0259f\u0259 infarkt ke\u00e7irmi\u015f \u00fcr\u0259yil\u0259 alt\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259tin qalxa bil\u0259r&#8230; K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 qala bilm\u0259zdi\u2026 Bu boyda \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 yeri yoxdu. Bu ovqatla balalar\u0131n\u0131n evl\u0259rin\u0259 nec\u0259 ged\u0259ydi? Bir \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu izah ed\u0259 bilm\u0259diyini onlara nec\u0259 ba\u015fa salayd\u0131? B\u0259lk\u0259 yen\u0259 Spartakgil\u0259 qay\u0131ts\u0131n, yox, bu da m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi&#8230; Yegan\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f \u2013 n\u0259yin bahas\u0131na olur-olsun, m\u0259nzilin\u0259 qalxmaqd\u0131. Durdu\u011fu yerd\u0259n alt\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259 yuxar\u0131da onu \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn son s\u0131\u011fna\u011f\u0131, son t\u0259s\u0259llisi, son hayan\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Yava\u015f-yava\u015f pill\u0259kanlar\u0131 qalxmal\u0131yd\u0131. Bu, Zaurun h\u0259yatda b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 son s\u0131na\u011f\u0131, qaytar\u0131las\u0131 son borcu idi. Add\u0131m-add\u0131m pill\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 qalxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Yava\u015f-yava\u015f ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131. Dayand\u0131. T\u00f6y\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc. N\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259rdi. Be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra daha art\u0131q t\u00f6y\u015f\u00fcy\u0259r\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxd\u0131. Burda xeyli m\u00fcdd\u0259t dayanmal\u0131 oldu, sonra yen\u0259 pill\u0259-pill\u0259 qalxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu da d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259. . . N\u0259 qal\u0131b ki? N\u0259f\u0259si k\u0259silirdi. Daha bir add\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><em>31 oktyabr 2021<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><em>M\u00fc\u0259llifd\u0259n:<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018fski personajlar\u0131mla vida hekay\u0259sin\u0259 s\u00f6zard\u0131 yazma\u011fa da ehtiyac var. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t bundan \u0259vv\u0259l hans\u0131 t\u0259dbird\u0259ns\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xark\u0259n iki g\u0259nc \u2013 o\u011flan v\u0259 q\u0131z m\u0259n\u0259 yana\u015fd\u0131lar. Ni\u015fanl\u0131, ya \u0259r arvad idil\u0259r. Bilmir\u0259m. O\u011flan:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Olar siz\u0259 bir sual verim, \u2013 dedi. \u2013 Olar, \u2013 dedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O\u011flan: \u2013 Z\u0259hm\u0259t olmasa s\u0259n k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kil, \u2013 dey\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n qolundan tutub bir az aral\u0131ya apard\u0131. \u2013 \u0130ncim\u0259yin, \u2013 dedi. \u2013 Bir \u015fey soru\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m sizd\u0259n. O ba\u011fda T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 Spartak\u0131n aras\u0131nda bir \u015fey olub? Bilirsiz d\u0259 n\u0259 m\u0259nada?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O\u011flan\u0131n dupduru g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131m, intizarla cavab\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. \u2013 Yox, \u2013 dedim. \u2013 \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, aralar\u0131nda he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O\u011flan\u0131n el\u0259 bil \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi \u00e7\u0131rtlad\u0131. \u2013 \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun, \u2013 deyib sevinc\u0259k q\u0131za t\u0259r\u0259f yolland\u0131. \u2013 G\u00f6rd\u00fcn? B\u0259s m\u0259n n\u0259 deyirdim?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O g\u00fcnd\u0259n xeyli vaxt ke\u00e7di. Bir gec\u0259 yuxumda T\u0259hmin\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. T\u0259hmin\u0259 h\u0259min o q\u0131zd\u0131, sual ver\u0259n o\u011flan\u0131n ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131 (ya arvad\u0131).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 B\u0259s bu \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259 qalmaqdad\u0131r ax\u0131 \u2013 dedi \u2013 o o\u011flana dediyini oxucular\u0131na da \u00e7atd\u0131rsana\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259h\u0259r durub bu hekay\u0259ni yazd\u0131m.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bir ayr\u0131l\u0131q, bir \u00f6l\u00fcmHe\u00e7 biri olmayayd\u0131.\u00d6l\u00fcm Allah \u0259mridiAyr\u0131l\u0131q olmayayd\u0131. Tabutu iki t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u00f6rd ki\u015fi \u00e7iyinl\u0259rin\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fc maskal\u0131yd\u0131. \u0130kisi qara, biri \u00e7il-\u00e7il ya\u015f\u0131l maskada. D\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc ki\u015fi maskas\u0131zd\u0131, amma arxadan \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259k olmurdu. Tabutun qapa\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 uzad\u0131lm\u0131\u015f meyit d\u0259 maskal\u0131yd\u0131. Maska \u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcn n\u0259yin\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k? Amma y\u0259qin, ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, el\u0259 q\u0259birqazanlar\u0131 yoluxdurmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tax\u0131blar \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 maskan\u0131. 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