{"id":40705,"date":"2022-04-25T07:00:00","date_gmt":"2022-04-25T03:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=40705"},"modified":"2022-04-25T14:14:19","modified_gmt":"2022-04-25T10:14:19","slug":"abdulla-saiq-anabaci","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=40705","title":{"rendered":"Abdulla \u015eA\u0130Q.”Anabac\u0131”"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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M\u0259\u015f\u011f\u0259l\u0259md\u0259n geri d\u00f6n\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Gec\u0259ki ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u00e7uxurlarda g\u00f6lm\u0259\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ensiz bir s\u0259ki il\u0259 gedirdim. Bu vaxt qar\u015f\u0131ma ar\u0131q, yamaql\u0131 bir \u00e7ar\u015faba b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f qad\u0131n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Altm\u0131\u015f ya\u015flar\u0131nda olan bu qad\u0131n \u00e7ar\u015fab\u0131 alt\u0131ndan damarlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u00fc \u0259li il\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 bir ka\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 uzadaraq:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 \u041e\u011flum, al bu ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 oxu, g\u00f6r kim\u0259 \u00e7atacaq? \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri el\u0259 yan\u0131ql\u0131 bir s\u0259sl\u0259, el\u0259 miskin bir t\u0259rzd\u0259 dedi ki, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 hiss etdiyim a\u011fr\u0131dan b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccudum titr\u0259di. G\u00f6zl\u0259rim d\u0259rhal g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 dikildi. Ruhunun, q\u0259lbinin iki dumanl\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259si olan o donuq, o s\u00f6n\u00fck g\u00f6zl\u0259r altm\u0131\u015f illik s\u0259fil h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n ac\u0131, f\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 tarixind\u0259n n\u0259l\u0259r s\u00f6yl\u0259mirdi? Altm\u0131\u015f x\u0259zan\u0131n \u015fahidi olan o \u015fikay\u0259t\u00e7i g\u00f6zl\u0259r h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n u\u00e7urumlu v\u0259 tikanl\u0131 yollar\u0131nda y\u0131x\u0131la-y\u0131x\u0131la s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc zaman ona da\u015f q\u0259lbi il\u0259 laqeyd baxan milyonlarla g\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259r anlatm\u0131rd\u0131?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n\u0259 uzatm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu \u00f6z\u00fc q\u0259d\u0259r sol\u011fun, sar\u0131 ka\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131b oxudum: \u201cAtababa Qulu o\u011flu alt\u0131 ba\u015f ail\u0259 sahibidir\u201d. Ka\u011f\u0131zda yaln\u0131z bu c\u00fcml\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 ona uzadaraq:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 N\u0259n\u0259, Atababa kimdir? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qad\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 dik baxaraq:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 M\u0259nim o\u011flumdur, \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bud\u0259f\u0259ki s\u0259sind\u0259 bir dirilik, bir \u00fcmid \u0259s\u0259ri vard\u0131, simas\u0131 indi ba\u015fqa bir r\u0259ng, ba\u015fqa bir \u015f\u0259kil alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yen\u0259 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lki t\u0259rzd\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Bu, kim\u0259 \u00e7atacaq, s\u0259n onu oxu! \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 N\u0259n\u0259, o x\u00fcsusda bir \u015fey yaz\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131r, \u2013 dedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qad\u0131n\u0131n qollar\u0131 \u00fcmidsiz bir halda yan\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Allah\u00fc \u0259kb\u0259r! Bir h\u0259ft\u0259dir ki, bu ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 yazd\u0131r\u0131b ba\u015fa \u00e7\u0131xarda bilmir\u0259m, \u2013 dey\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc bulud kimi qarald\u0131. Ruhunu s\u0131zladan h\u0259zin \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nt\u0131lara, q\u0259lbini inl\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259rin yaralara t\u0259rc\u00fcman olmayan bu ka\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 iki barma\u011f\u0131 aras\u0131nda s\u0131xaraq \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131n bir halda:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 B\u0259s m\u0259n n\u0259 edim? \u2013 dey\u0259 yava\u015fca p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259fal\u0259tin canl\u0131 bir heyk\u0259li olan o qar\u0131n\u0131n alm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu v\u0259ziyy\u0259t m\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. \u041ena baxaraq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Bu zavall\u0131 qar\u0131 altm\u0131\u015f illik \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn ac\u0131 f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259sinin x\u00fclas\u0259si olan o ifad\u0259ni ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259krar etmi\u015fdi?! \u201cB\u0259s m\u0259n n\u0259 edim?\u201d Ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 bu dumanl\u0131 v\u0259 qaranl\u0131q sual cavabs\u0131z qalaraq, \u00fcr\u0259yinin d\u0259rin gu\u015f\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6m\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc?! \u201cB\u0259s m\u0259n n\u0259 edim?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 bu kar v\u0259 dilsiz m\u00fchitd\u0259n bu ac\u0131 sual\u0131na cavab ala bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259l\u0259 bu qar\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcdl\u00fc v\u0259 \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131n v\u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131mda durur, h\u0259yat\u0131n qorxunc ild\u0131r\u0131mlar\u0131 il\u0259 alt-\u00fcst olan arzular\u0131 kimi \u00f6lg\u00fcn, boynub\u00fck\u00fck ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131na bax\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 N\u0259n\u0259can! \u2013 dedim, \u2013 g\u0259l biz\u0259 ged\u0259k, s\u0259n\u0259 ist\u0259diyin ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 yazaram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259rab\u0259r ev\u0259 g\u0259ldik, oturdu, ail\u0259 \u00fczvl\u0259ri il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f oldu. Anamla d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fdi, ta u\u015faql\u0131qdan b\u0259ri onu a\u011f\u0131r yumruqlar\u0131 il\u0259 \u0259z\u0259n d\u0259rdl\u0259rini, f\u0259lak\u0259tl\u0259rini bir-bir dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Sonra d\u0259rind\u0259n i\u00e7ini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 \u041e\u011flum, m\u0259n deyim, s\u0259n yaz! \u2013 dedi, \u2013 m\u0259nim o\u011flum va\u011fzalda qulluq el\u0259yir (\u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 uzaqlar\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k), orada bir m\u0259kt\u0259b var, orada oxuyur. Yaz ki, m\u0259nim o\u011flumun he\u00e7 k\u0259si yoxdur. M\u0259n iki q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131, iki d\u0259 n\u0259v\u0259mi saxlay\u0131ram. S\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, \u00fc\u00e7 ayd\u0131r naxo\u015fdur, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcb-q\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 N\u0259n\u0259, bu \u0259riz\u0259ni oraya n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn verirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Qulluq versinl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Va\u011fzalda o\u011flun n\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259dir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 \u041enu bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Bu ka\u011f\u0131z kim\u0259 veril\u0259c\u0259k?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Na\u00e7alnik\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n


\u2013 Hans\u0131 na\u00e7alnik\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 M\u0259n oxumu\u015f adam deyil\u0259m, onu s\u0259n bilirs\u0259n. Yax\u015f\u0131, s\u0259n na\u00e7alniki tan\u0131y\u0131rsan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 N\u0259n\u0259, na\u00e7alnik \u00e7oxdur, hans\u0131 na\u00e7alnik\u0259 yaz\u0131lacaq, onu bilm\u0259liyik, \u2013 dedim. D\u0259rin bir s\u00fckut…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 N\u0259n\u0259, s\u0259n get ev\u0259, o\u011flundan bunlar\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n. Birinci, bu \u0259riz\u0259 kim\u0259 veril\u0259c\u0259k, ikinci, o\u011flun n\u0259 i\u015f ist\u0259yir v\u0259 harada ist\u0259yir, sabah bu zaman g\u0259l, ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 yazaram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qoca qad\u0131n susdu, bir az d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b dedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2212 S\u00f6z\u00fcm yoxdur, ancaq bilmir\u0259m, bu \u0259riz\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131nda n\u0259 var ki, bu g\u00fcn on g\u00fcnd\u00fcr yaz\u0131l\u0131b ba\u015fa g\u0259lmir. \u018flind\u0259ki k\u00f6hn\u0259lmi\u015f ka\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Bax, bunu bir n\u0259f\u0259r bir h\u0259ft\u0259y\u0259 yaz\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259 verdi, o da deyirs\u0259n ki, bir i\u015f\u0259 yaram\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 N\u0259n\u0259, onu kim yaz\u0131bd\u0131r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 N\u0259 bilim, s\u0259nin kimi bir o\u011flan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 N\u0259n\u0259, get bunlar\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n, g\u0259l, sabah ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 yazaram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 N\u0259 bilim, \u00f6mr\u00fcn uzun olsun. \u0130ndi deyirs\u0259n, sabah g\u0259lim… Yax\u015f\u0131… z\u0259hm\u0259t verdim, sa\u011f ol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u041e birisi g\u00fcn ev\u0259 g\u0259ldiyim zaman n\u0259n\u0259 oturub m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Ruhunun \u0259n inc\u0259 tell\u0259rin\u0259 toxundum. Zavall\u0131 qar\u0131 yaralanm\u0131\u015f di\u015fi aslan kimi inl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259ri cox dal\u011f\u0131n, sonra get-ged\u0259 \u015firin bir dill\u0259 qeyb etmi\u015f oldu\u011fu g\u0259ncliyind\u0259n, sevgi v\u0259 sevinc dolu bahar g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, \u0259yl\u0259ndik. H\u0259tta ad\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259ndik. Ad\u0131 Anabac\u0131 idi. N\u0259hay\u0259t, ortal\u0131\u011fa yen\u0259 \u0259riz\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si at\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 N\u0259n\u0259, dedikl\u0259rimi o\u011flundan \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bildinmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u041e, q\u0259ti bir s\u0259sl\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 \u00d6yr\u0259ndim, o\u011flum. S\u0259n yaz ki, na\u00e7alnik o\u011fluma bir ka\u011f\u0131z versin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 N\u0259 ka\u011f\u0131z versin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Ka\u011f\u0131z versin ki, o, yoxsuldur. Alt\u0131 ba\u015f adam saxlay\u0131r, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 q\u0131zd\u0131rma i\u00e7ind\u0259 yan\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 N\u0259n\u0259, o ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 na\u00e7alnik vermir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Yox, s\u0259n yaz ki, na\u00e7alnik versin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

 Hans\u0131 na\u00e7alnik?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 N\u0259 bilim, s\u0259n el\u0259 na\u00e7alnik yaz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qollar\u0131m \u00fcmidsiz bir halda yan\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bir anama baxd\u0131m, bir d\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259r\u0259k Anabac\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zucu s\u00fczd\u00fcm. \u041e da heyr\u0259tl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Anam dedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 \u041e\u011flum, qalx, Anabac\u0131 il\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r get, o\u011flu \u0259hvalat\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 desin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anabac\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcl kimi a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Ay atana r\u0259hm\u0259t, bel\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qalxd\u0131m, b\u0259rab\u0259r getdik, yolda soru\u015fdum:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 N\u0259n\u0259, eviniz haradad\u0131r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 \u0130kinci k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 var ha… (\u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 uzaqlar\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k) orada oluruq. Cox uzaq d\u00f6y\u00fcl. M\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn buralardan g\u0259lib ke\u00e7ir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xeyli getdikd\u0259n sonra dar bir dalan ba\u015f\u0131nda Anabac\u0131n\u0131n evin\u0259 yeti\u015fdik. Ki\u00e7ik, qaranl\u0131q bir ota\u011fa girdik. \u041etaq kas\u0131b d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nmi\u015f, d\u00f6rd-be\u015f \u015f\u0259lp\u0259d\u0259n ibar\u0259t idi. Bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 Anabac\u0131n\u0131n c\u0259hr\u0259si dururdu. \u041eta\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259 o\u011flu Atababa yata\u011f\u0131nda uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0131zd\u0131rman\u0131n bo\u011fucu p\u0259nc\u0259si alt\u0131nda uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n b\u0259ri \u0259riyib qurumaqda olan bu g\u0259ncin san b\u0259nizinin yanaq s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259ri c\u0131xm\u0131\u015f, qal\u0131n qara qa\u015flar\u0131 alt\u0131nda r\u0259ngsiz g\u00f6zl\u0259ri s\u00f6n\u00fck-s\u00f6n\u00fck par\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anabac\u0131 qap\u0131dan ic\u0259ri girinc\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 bel\u0259 imkan verm\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k titr\u0259k v\u0259 \u015fikay\u0259tli bir s\u0259sl\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n


\u2013 Atababa, ba\u015f\u0131n \u00fcc\u00fcn, s\u0259n dediyin kimi demi\u015fdim. Bu o\u011flan \u201cel\u0259 ka\u011f\u0131z yaz\u0131lmaz\u201d, \u2013 deyir. \u0130ndi g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m. S\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn de, yazs\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259nc utancaq bir v\u0259ziyy\u0259t ald\u0131. M\u0259n\u0259 yer g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Buyur, otur! \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q, sonra \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 tutaraq:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 \u041en g\u00fcnd\u00fcr gedir-g\u0259lir, bu ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 yazd\u0131r\u0131b ba\u015fa \u00e7\u0131xara bilmir,\u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259hay\u0259t, m\u0259lum oldu ki, x\u0259st\u0259liyin\u0259 dair ev idar\u0259sind\u0259n bir v\u0259siq\u0259 alaraq bir \u0259riz\u0259 il\u0259 xidm\u0259t etdiyi idar\u0259y\u0259 verib, pul v\u0259 \u0259rzaq ist\u0259yirmi\u015f. Anabac\u0131n\u0131n anlada bilm\u0259diyi m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 bundan ibar\u0259t imi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259siq\u0259ni v\u0259 \u0259riz\u0259ni yaz\u0131b verdim. Raz\u0131 qald\u0131lar. \u0415v\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rk\u0259n Anabac\u0131 q\u0131z\u011f\u0131n dualarla m\u0259ni qap\u0131ya q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. X\u0259st\u0259 o\u011fluna s\u0259rf etm\u0259k \u00fcc\u00fcn ovcuna bir q\u0259d\u0259r pul basd\u0131m. Alm\u0131rd\u0131. Zor-g\u00fcc q\u0259bul etdirdim. \u041e, utancaq v\u0259 titr\u0259k bir s\u0259sl\u0259: \u201cYaman g\u00fcn g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n, o\u011flum, in\u015fallah, m\u0259n d\u0259 x\u0259cal\u0259tind\u0259n c\u0131xaram\u201d, \u2013 dedi. Biz ayr\u0131ld\u0131q. Lakin onun buraxm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu xatir\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 zehnimd\u0259n silinm\u0259mi\u015f, q\u0259lbimd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131, onu h\u0259r g\u00fcn xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu hadis\u0259d\u0259n d\u00f6rd ay kecdi. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 q\u0259lbimd\u0259 o m\u0259sum qocan\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k, onunla dan\u0131\u015fmaq arzusu g\u00fcnd\u0259n-g\u00fcn\u0259 art\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259\u015f\u011f\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259, ya ev\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rk\u0259n daima g\u00f6zl\u0259rim k\u00fcc\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 onu axtar\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00fcnortadan sonra idi, qap\u0131 yava\u015fca a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, i\u00e7\u0259ri qoca v\u0259 z\u0259if bir v\u00fccud girdi. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm: Anabac\u0131… \u041e saat yerimd\u0259n s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131m, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, oturdu, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. S\u00f6hb\u0259timiz cox uzand\u0131. Sonra \u00e7ar\u015fab\u0131 alt\u0131ndan bir corab c\u0131xar\u0131b:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Al, bunu s\u0259nin \u00fcc\u00fcn toxumu\u015fam, \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Corab\u0131 al\u0131b:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Sa\u011f ol, n\u0259n\u0259, q\u0131\u015f g\u0259lib, soyuqlar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, m\u0259ni unutmam\u0131s\u0131z, \u2212 deyinc\u0259 m\u0259\u011frur bir s\u0259sl\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Bir \u015fey deyil, \u00f6z\u00fcm toxumu\u015fam, \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz toxudu\u011funuz \u00fcc\u00fcn qiym\u0259tlidir, \u2013 dedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir az sonra bu qoca v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcn qad\u0131na \u0259l tutmaq m\u0259qs\u0259di il\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r pul verm\u0259k ist\u0259rk\u0259n dik-dik \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxd\u0131. S\u0259rt bir s\u0259sl\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Bu n\u0259dir? M\u0259n bunu s\u0259n\u0259 satmaq \u00fcc\u00fcn g\u0259tirm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. \u041enun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bazar var. Bunu s\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259x\u015fi\u015f g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m, \u2013 dey\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rini \u00e7ar\u015fab\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda bir-birin\u0259 s\u0131xaraq saxlad\u0131. \u041e bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri dey\u0259rk\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki ild\u0131r\u0131mlar ta q\u0259lbimin icind\u0259 partlayan kimi oldu, yoxsul, miskin bildiyim bu qar\u0131n\u0131n bu q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0259h\u0259r v\u0259 hidd\u0259ti qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda biixtiyar titr\u0259dim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r zaman h\u00fczn, iztirabla m\u0259ni yaralayan bu miskin qad\u0131n bu d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259\u011frurlu\u011fu il\u0259 m\u0259ni qorxutdu. Bir daha \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131m. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259h\u0259r v\u0259 hidd\u0259t q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131n yerin\u0259 v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259rini bitirmi\u015f olanlara m\u0259xsus q\u00fcrur r\u0259ngi \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rinin bax\u0131\u015f\u0131, ziyas\u0131 q\u0259lbinin rahat-rahat d\u00f6y\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. He\u00e7 bir zaman g\u00f6rm\u0259diyim bu r\u0259ng, bu i\u015f\u0131q n\u0259d\u0259n do\u011fmu\u015fdu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n


\"\"M\u0259n indi yaln\u0131z bunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, bu sirri k\u0259\u015ff etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m ki, bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 Anabac\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si qula\u011f\u0131mda t\u0259krar s\u0259sl\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 \u041e\u011flum, s\u0259n\u0259 isti k\u00f6yn\u0259k toxumaq ist\u0259yirdim, kas\u0131bl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc qara olsun, yunum, ipim \u00e7atmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu da \u00e7oxdur, n\u0259n\u0259can, – dedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Yox, o\u011flum, yox! \u2013 dedi v\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki o r\u0259ng d\u0259rhal insafs\u0131z bir \u0259l t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n silinmi\u015f kimi oldu. \u00c7\u00f6hr\u0259si r\u0259ngd\u0259n-r\u0259ng\u0259 gir\u0259n qad\u0131n\u0131n bu hallar\u0131 indi m\u0259n\u0259 bir \u00e7ox \u015feyl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlad\u0131r, bir \u00e7ox k\u00f6hn\u0259 dastanlar\u0131 anlad\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6hn\u0259 n\u0259slin son q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 olan bu qad\u0131n h\u0259l\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131mda oturmu\u015f, m\u0259n\u0259 meydan oxuyur, h\u0259m d\u0259 ata-babadan qalma ke\u00e7mi\u015f \u0259xlaq v\u0259 s\u0259ciyy\u0259l\u0259rini b\u00fct\u00fcn hal v\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri il\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 anlad\u0131rd\u0131. Art\u0131q yar\u0131m \u0259sr \u0259vv\u0259lin canl\u0131 tarixi olan bu qad\u0131n n\u0259z\u0259rimd\u0259 daha b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, daha canlanm\u0131\u015f, sanki m\u0259n\u0259: \u201cYoxsul olsam da, q\u0259lbim geni\u015f, ruhum ucad\u0131r\u201d, \u2013 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. \u00c7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l, bunu m\u0259n d\u0259 etiraf edir\u0259m. Lakin, ey y\u00fcks\u0259k qad\u0131n, s\u00f6yl\u0259, altm\u0131\u015f illik s\u0259fil bir h\u0259yat\u0131n s\u0259n\u0259 y\u00fckl\u0259mi\u015f oldu\u011fu a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fckl\u0259r belini b\u00fckm\u00fc\u015f, g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin nurunu alm\u0131\u015f, dizl\u0259rini taq\u0259tsiz etmi\u015f oldu\u011fu halda, nec\u0259 olmu\u015f ki, q\u0259lbin\u0259, ruhuna toxunmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131r? S\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 bunu anlat!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

M\u0259\u015f\u011f\u0259l\u0259md\u0259n geri d\u00f6n\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Gec\u0259ki ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u00e7uxurlarda g\u00f6lm\u0259\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ensiz bir s\u0259ki il\u0259 gedirdim. Bu vaxt qar\u015f\u0131ma ar\u0131q, yamaql\u0131 bir \u00e7ar\u015faba b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f qad\u0131n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Altm\u0131\u015f ya\u015flar\u0131nda olan bu qad\u0131n \u00e7ar\u015fab\u0131 alt\u0131ndan damarlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u00fc \u0259li il\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 bir ka\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 uzadaraq: \u2013 \u041e\u011flum, al bu ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 oxu, g\u00f6r kim\u0259 \u00e7atacaq? \u2013 dedi. Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri el\u0259 yan\u0131ql\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-40705","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40705","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=40705"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40705\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":40709,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40705\/revisions\/40709"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=40705"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=40705"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=40705"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}