{"id":41298,"date":"2022-07-21T04:00:00","date_gmt":"2022-07-21T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=41298"},"modified":"2022-07-21T09:04:48","modified_gmt":"2022-07-21T05:04:48","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-aldanib-sari-r%c9%99ngin-moht%c9%99s%c9%99mliyin%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=41298","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.”Aldan\u0131b sar\u0131 r\u0259ngin m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259mliyin\u0259”"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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“A\u015fd\u0131m-da\u015fd\u0131m” buda\u011f\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 qay\u00e7\u0131lay\u0131b<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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… “ill\u0259r a\u015f\u0131b, aylar a\u015f\u0131b,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

xatir\u0259nl\u0259 qucaqla\u015f\u0131b”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u0259tir\u0259rmi bu yanvarda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

v\u00fcsal\u0131 \u015fam a\u011fac\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“…sar\u0131 r\u0259ngdi h\u0259sr\u0259ti…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259n\u0259m ox\u015fayard\u0131 \u015fam\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi \u015fam\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259ti d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u00c7ox k\u00f6hn\u0259 xatir\u0259di…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aldan\u0131b sar\u0131 r\u0259ngin m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259mliyin\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rimin k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n ya\u015fayan \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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…\u00e7ox k\u00f6hn\u0259 x\u0259rit\u0259di…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6lm\u0259y\u0259n \u00fcmidl\u0259r\u0259 may a\u011f\u0131s\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Se\u00e7diyim h\u0259r h\u0259rfl\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yeni c\u0131\u011f\u0131r a\u00e7\u0131ram,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O c\u0131\u011f\u0131ra da\u015f d\u00fcz\u00fcb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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…a\u011fl\u0131m yoxdu, bilir\u0259m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki tozlar\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fll\u0259rimi xat\u0131rla…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qar\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259 “s\u00f6z qo\u015fub”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Deyikli” \u00fcmidind\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00fcsd\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eeirimi xat\u0131rla…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259 bir g\u00fcn…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir l\u0259\u00e7\u0259kd\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Rast g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n qurumu\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k qanad\u0131na…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ad\u0131m d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r yad\u0131na…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…Sevirdim s\u0259ni, \u00fcmid,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcmidin inad\u0131na…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Telefonum nax\u0131\u015f-nax\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6rp\u0259 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259riyl\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dualar\u0131mda qar\u011f\u0131\u015f:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“\u00dcmidin \u00f6ls\u00fcn, \u00fcmid…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6ls\u00fcn \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

He\u00e7 s\u0259ni bel\u0259 sev\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bel\u0259 s\u00f6y\u0259n oldumu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ad\u0131nla g\u00fcn ba\u015flayan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Balam”…-dey\u0259n oldumu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…\u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczs\u0259n, bilir\u0259m….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

He\u00e7 sonda da \u00f6lm\u00fcrs\u0259n…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…s\u0259n\u0259 mesaj yaz\u0131ram…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaz\u0131b-yaz\u0131b silir\u0259m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flama, \u00fcmidim…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zaval ver \u00fcmidim\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…a\u011fl\u0131m yoxdu, bilir\u0259m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu gec\u0259 bonzay \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan \u00fcz\u00fc solub ged\u0259c\u0259k…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…qocal\u0131ram…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flimd\u0259di cavanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m-<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-\u015f\u0259kill\u0259rin \u0259n g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259yi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir az bax\u0131b a\u011flayaram,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xat\u0131rlay\u0131b g\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259m d\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fc…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…bir d\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n

MRT \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fc…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…bu gec\u0259 yaman gec\u0259di…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu gec\u0259 m\u0259ni \u00fcz\u0259c\u0259k…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011fr\u0131m\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131k\u0259sici,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcmidimi ay k\u0259s\u0259c\u0259k…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dar g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Geyindiyim t\u0259s\u0259llil\u0259r:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu gec\u0259 bonzay \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan \u00fcz\u00fc solub ged\u0259c\u0259k…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin \u0259ynin\u0259 dar g\u0259lir dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131m;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259sr\u0259t p\u0259hriz tan\u0131m\u0131r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimi \u00e7ox \u00fcz\u00fcr s\u0259nsiz g\u00fcn\u0259 baxma\u011f\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131lar \u00fcz\u00fcr g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn gil\u0259sind\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra g\u0259lib dem\u0259 ki: “D\u0259rdim d\u0259niz tan\u0131m\u0131r…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Getdin ha…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O g\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fcnortas\u0131 yad\u0131nda?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir ovuc q\u0259m y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n \u00e7iynind\u0259ki \u00e7antaya…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra mesaj yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“N\u0259s\u0259 yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b?”…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Utanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m yazma\u011fa, indi deyim, indi bil,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir ovuc d\u0259n unutdun sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131n ucunda…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l sevgi \u015feiri<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzaqlara yaz\u0131lar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevgil\u0259rin \u015fairi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259rdd\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259z,  \u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yamya\u015f\u0131l sevgil\u0259rin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ntihar na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Qara sevda” adlanar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Qoynunda yol g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“A\u011f atlar” qanadlanar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 muradd\u0131, n\u0259 add\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“G\u00f6y alma”d\u0131  butalar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcld\u00fcrm\u0259di, a\u011flatd\u0131-<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arzumun eyvan\u0131nda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qalan “Q\u0131z\u0131l alma”lar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi hans\u0131 na\u011f\u0131l\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m ki, m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu gec\u0259 rahat yatasan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 bir laylay deyim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fzib suya qat\u0131m s\u0259ni<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131ma batasan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcz\u00fc d\u00f6nd\u00fc \u015fah o\u011flunun<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259lib a\u00e7mad\u0131 sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259n…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O div d\u0259 unutdu m\u0259ni…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Al\u0131b qoymad\u0131 can\u0131m\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“\u018fc\u0259l” adl\u0131 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sin\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n d\u0259 unutdun…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n d\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Unutdun ki, yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r mesaj\u0131n sonunda \u00fc\u00e7 n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259 t\u0259k\u0259m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu t\u0259kliyin \u0259lind\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n\u0259 \u015feir yaz\u0131ram…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaz\u0131ram ki:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l sevgi \u015feiri<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzaqlara yaz\u0131lar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevgil\u0259rin \u015fairi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259rdd\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259z, \u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eair x\u0259yal\u0131nda \u00fcz\u0259n g\u0259miy\u00e7\u00fcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ssiz okeana d\u00f6n\u0259r gec\u0259l\u0259r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qa\u011fay\u0131 h\u0259sr\u0259ti \u015feir oxuyar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzaqdan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259r yarasa g\u00f6z\u00fc…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mayak \u00fcmidiyl\u0259 bayraq toxuyar<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Buludu k\u0259m olan g\u00f6y\u00fcn alt\u0131nda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir q\u0131p\u00e7aq q\u0131z\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra o bayra\u011f\u0131 alar \u0259lin\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

At\u0131lar x\u0259yal\u0259n e\u015fq d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir q\u0131p\u00e7aq igidi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Unudar b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn nakaml\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc qanadar g\u00fcl tikanlar\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…\u015fair x\u0259yal\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259nha g\u0259misi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011flar h\u0259sr\u0259tin\u0259 qa\u011fay\u0131lar\u0131n…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259kl\u0259n\u0259r ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7ardaqda;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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At\u0131lar gec\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259dikl\u0259rim…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259yali g\u0259mid\u0259 q\u0131p\u00e7aq igidi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

E\u015fq\u0259 \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fyilib p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldar q\u0131p\u00e7aq q\u0131z\u0131na:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-t\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u00fc piratd\u0131, e\u015fqd\u0259n oxuyur…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…\u015fair x\u0259yal\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259nha g\u0259misi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gec\u0259-okeanda t\u0259kdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, \u201c\u0130lin g\u0259nci\u201d m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f redaktoru \u015eam a\u011fac\u0131na sarma\u015f\u0131b “A\u015fd\u0131m-da\u015fd\u0131m” buda\u011f\u0131… Sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 qay\u00e7\u0131lay\u0131b Torpa\u011f\u0131na t\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f\u0259m… … “ill\u0259r a\u015f\u0131b, aylar a\u015f\u0131b, xatir\u0259nl\u0259 qucaqla\u015f\u0131b” g\u0259tir\u0259rmi bu yanvarda v\u00fcsal\u0131 \u015fam a\u011fac\u0131? “…sar\u0131 r\u0259ngdi h\u0259sr\u0259ti…” N\u0259n\u0259m ox\u015fayard\u0131 \u015fam\u0131… \u0130ndi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-41298","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/41298","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=41298"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/41298\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":41315,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/41298\/revisions\/41315"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=41298"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=41298"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=41298"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}