{"id":41460,"date":"2022-08-29T13:00:00","date_gmt":"2022-08-29T09:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=41460"},"modified":"2022-08-29T13:00:51","modified_gmt":"2022-08-29T09:00:51","slug":"xalq-sairi-n%c9%99riman-h%c9%99s%c9%99nzad%c9%99-%c9%99dibin-evi-poema","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=41460","title":{"rendered":"Xalq \u015fairi N\u0259riman H\u018fS\u018fNZAD\u018f.&#8221;\u018fdibin evi&#8221;\u00a0(Poema)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/photo_7422.jpg\" alt=\"\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Atam \u00e7ox vaxt ciddi s\u00f6z\u00fc zarafatla deyirdi.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><em>Hafiz Pa\u015fayev<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>I<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u00e7\u0259ri\u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259 bir \u00fcnvan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>divarda bir yaz\u0131: &#8220;\u018fdibin evi&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Orda n\u0259 t\u0259mt\u0259raq, n\u0259 d\u0259stgah-filan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00f6r kimin evidir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o, kimin evi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fikrim uzaqlara u\u00e7du bu d\u0259md\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>aylar\u0131, ill\u0259ri d\u0259yi\u015fdi tamam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6rd\u00fcm, m\u0259n yerimd\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ba\u015fqa bir al\u0259md\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>h\u0259sb-haldayam&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bizim Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar \u0130ttifaq\u0131nda<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015feir m\u0259clisin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc yolum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018fsg\u0259r \u015finelind\u0259 getmi\u015fdim onda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0259n d\u0259 o k\u00fcrs\u00fcd\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015feir oxudum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mir C\u0259lal m\u00fc\u0259llim qabaq s\u0131rada,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0259ni alq\u0131\u015flay\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O n\u0259s\u0259 deyirdi d\u00f6n\u00fcb arada,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ona da, kim is\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>n\u0259s\u0259 deyirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Havas\u0131 tutmu\u015fdu b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>do\u011fmal\u0131q g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm m\u0259n o g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mirz\u0259 \u0130brahimov<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftn1\">[1]<\/a>&nbsp;ordayd\u0131 o g\u00fcn,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ordayd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>t\u0259nqid\u00e7i M\u0259mm\u0259d C\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n onda itirdim anam\u0131, onda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>n\u0259 deyim taleyin q\u0259fil q\u0259sdin\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259n burax\u0131landa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bilm\u0259dim, he\u00e7 kimin<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>gedim \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259 \u0259limi q\u0131zd\u0131rma\u011fa bir ocaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>n\u0259 arxamda s\u00f6yk\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 bir qaya!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f n\u0259 vaxt do\u011facaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>onda bax\u0131b sevinirdim d\u00fcnyaya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00fcz\u00fc, d\u00fcz g\u00f6rs\u0259 d\u0259, d\u00fcz dem\u0259yibl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0259zb\u0259r \u00f6yr\u0259ndiyim b\u0259zi kitablar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 a\u011f\u0131l ver\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>d\u00f6zs\u00fcn bir q\u0259d\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>h\u0259yatda tale d\u0259, t\u0259sad\u00fcf d\u0259 var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/img.edebiyyatqazeti.az\/uploads\/16215333294288343401_1000x669.jpg\" alt=\"\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>II<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mir C\u0259lal kimiydi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Allah t\u0259r\u0259fi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m kims\u0259sizl\u0259r kims\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ona \u0130ttifaqdan<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftn2\">[2]<\/a>&nbsp;veril\u0259n evi<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o da m\u0259n\u0259 verdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>atam \u0259v\u0259zi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259ni s\u0259brl\u0259 dinl\u0259yirdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>e\u015fitdiyi xahi\u015f olsun, ya sual.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; \u0130\u015f axtarma, adam axtar, &#8211; deyirdi<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bil\u0259nd\u0259 ki, m\u0259n i\u015fsiz\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mir C\u0259lal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir d\u0259f\u0259 rektora o m\u0259nd\u0259n dedi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Dedim ki, \u015fairdi, xo\u015f oldu ona.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sonra bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>apard\u0131 m\u0259ni \u00f6z<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>kafedras\u0131na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nim pedaqoji f\u0259aliyy\u0259tim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o vaxtdan ba\u015flay\u0131r b\u0259lk\u0259 n\u0259 deyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O vaxtdan qalxd\u0131m m\u0259n o pill\u0259l\u0259ri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bak\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00f6vl\u0259t<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Universitet ill\u0259ri!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Orda qarda\u015f dedim, o kafedrada,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Xalid\u0259, T\u0259hsin\u0259, Abdullaya da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259zif\u0259 bac\u0131yd\u0131 laborant\u0131m\u0131z,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>c\u0259dv\u0259li, \u0259zb\u0259rd\u0259n bil\u0259rdi o q\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>III<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Sizin Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar \u0130ttifaq\u0131n\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>s\u0259hvini d\u00fcz\u0259ltdi Mir C\u0259lal \u0259mi&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O evd\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m xeyir-duan\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>a\u00e7d\u0131, varaqlad\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fc q\u0259lbimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Aid\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftn3\">[3]<\/a>&nbsp;m\u0259n unutmad\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir \u015fey\u0259 mat qald\u0131m, bilm\u0259dim n\u0259d\u0259n, &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hardak\u0131 \u0259limd\u0259n al\u0131nd\u0131 haqq\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o s\u0259s &#8211; qula\u011f\u0131ma g\u0259ldi yenid\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tanr\u0131 g\u00fcc\u00fcnd\u0259di deyirl\u0259r insan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>onun verdiyi n\u0259, ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 n\u0259ydi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Atas\u0131gild\u0259ydi Arif o zaman, &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ail\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259, bir ail\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn e\u015fitdim ki, dedil\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mir C\u0259lal borc al\u0131b kimd\u0259ns\u0259, y\u0259qin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tikil\u0259n evl\u0259rin gedib birin\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ad\u0131n\u0131 yazd\u0131r\u0131b o\u011flu Arifin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Eyvana \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 k\u00f6rp\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>tale qism\u0259tiydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>halal ruziydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6y\u0259 boylan\u0131rd\u0131 yer ulduzlar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>h\u0259r\u0259si bir g\u0259ncin b\u0259xt ulduzuydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qa\u015f\u0131q g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi Mir C\u0259lal biz\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ham\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdi q\u0131z\u0131l suyuna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bilm\u0259dim n\u0259 oldu, sonra n\u0259 is\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>evd\u0259n yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, mat qald\u0131m buna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nas\u0131 ba\u015fqayd\u0131 o h\u0259diyy\u0259nin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>duydu\u011fum gizli bir a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Al\u0131b g\u0259tir\u0259r\u0259m, \u015fair\u0259 deyin&#8221;, &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Arif m\u00fc\u0259llimin ismar\u0131\u015f\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nd\u0259n soru\u015fmay\u0131n, ne\u00e7\u0259ydi ya\u015f\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>h\u0259l\u0259 ya\u015f g\u0259lirdi ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dc\u00e7 ya\u015f m\u0259nd\u0259n ki\u00e7ik, b\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015f\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015fah \u00e7inar kimiydi ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Keld\u0131\u015f<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftn4\">[4]<\/a>&nbsp;Moskvadan g\u0259lmi\u015fdi o vaxt,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>diqq\u0259t d\u0259 ba\u015fqayd\u0131 r\u0259smi qona\u011fa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Cavan alimiydi Akademiyada,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Arif \u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 onda qaba\u011fa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onlar\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, elmi s\u00f6hb\u0259ti,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>soru\u015fsan, indi d\u0259 yad\u0131nda durur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259in ki, c\u00fcml\u0259nin bir epiteti,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>b\u0259z\u0259n bir eyham da he\u00e7 unudulmur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Adi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259sin, bu adi deyil,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>u\u00e7ur o ill\u0259r\u0259 indi d\u0259 fikrim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu, t\u0259kc\u0259 xatir\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259ti deyil,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>insan taleyidi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0259n dedikl\u0259rim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>IV<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018fdib\u0259<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftn5\">[5]<\/a>&nbsp;sad\u0259ydi m\u0259rhum atan\u0131z,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir az q\u00fcrurluydu, bir az da m\u0259\u011frur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259n d\u0259, Elmira<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftn6\">[6]<\/a>&nbsp;da ox\u015fay\u0131bs\u0131n\u0131z,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o\u011ful-q\u0131z, n\u0259 f\u0259rqi, g\u00f6zd\u0259n oxunur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bel\u0259c\u0259, h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r o i\u015f\u0259 gedib,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>onun h\u0259r salam\u0131, bir g\u00fcl t\u00f6hf\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O, iki d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 xahi\u015f\u0259 gedib,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir K\u0259b\u0259 yoluydu, m\u0259nc\u0259, h\u0259r\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 ev ver\u0259nd\u0259 &#8211; birinci xahi\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>P\u00fcst\u0259<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftn7\">[7]<\/a>&nbsp;xan\u0131m\u0131yd\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcyd\u00fc v\u0259 m\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mir C\u0259lal Mehdiyl\u0259<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftn8\">[8]<\/a>&nbsp;k\u00f6hn\u0259 dost imi\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0259n bel\u0259 anlad\u0131m s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Mir C\u0259lal, adlar\u0131n siyah\u0131s\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>gecdi, g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Yox, Mehdi&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Gecdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Mehdi, g\u0259nc \u015fairdi, unutma onu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Mir C\u0259lal&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Yox, Mehdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Gecikib&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Yox, Mehdi g\u0259ncdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130ndi d\u0259 o an\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>h\u00f6km ona yad\u0131yd\u0131, o an da m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O son imtahan\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>order ona qald\u0131, \u00fcnvan da m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n onda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, n\u0259 da\u015f, n\u0259 d\u0259mir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>insan d\u00f6zd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259z o d\u0259md\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn sevindiyim yad\u0131ma g\u0259lmir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>he\u00e7 vaxt, \u00fcmidimi itirm\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ancaq e\u015fitmi\u015f\u0259m, axtaran tapar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00f6z\u00fcn ya a\u011f\u0131nda, ya qaras\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 inansa, insan da\u011f \u00e7apar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bu s\u00f6z d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r, el aras\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>V<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir musiqi m\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259 m\u00fcdir\u0259! &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Elmira xan\u0131m\u0131n ilk v\u0259zif\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sonra g\u00f6r\u00fcrl\u0259r ki, q\u0131z\u0131n o yer\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>n\u0259 meyli var\u0131ym\u0131\u015f, n\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Evd\u0259 Mir C\u0259lala gedib deyirl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>q\u0131z da \u00f6z s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131r: &#8211; Ata,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nd\u0259n qabaqk\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259bs el\u0259yibl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m, gedib m\u0259n orda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ata dinl\u0259di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>evd\u0259 d\u0259, i\u015fd\u0259 d\u0259 o, h\u0259ssas\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Nec\u0259, musiqi\u00e7i?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sual deyildi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>b\u0259lk\u0259 c\u0259miyy\u0259t\u0259 istehzas\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onu tutmasayd\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u0259n bir i\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir az incis\u0259ydi, kimd\u0259ns\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259n, &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm, g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>s\u00f6z\u00fc s\u0259tiralt\u0131 dey\u0259rdi \u00fcz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; H\u0259r k\u0259s bel\u0259 gets\u0259, tutular, &#8211; dedi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>e\u015fid\u0259n olmad\u0131 s\u0259sini onun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; \u0130deal bir d\u00f6vl\u0259t qurmaq ist\u0259di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>q\u0259dimd\u0259 \u0130sk\u0259nd\u0259r, sonra \u018fflatun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O odun \u00fcst\u0259ydi, o k\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00fcst\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc qabaqk\u0131 \u00e7a\u011flar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259diyi bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00fcst\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ba\u015fs\u0131zlar, mill\u0259ti ba\u015fs\u0131z qoydular.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Niy\u0259 unudulub Nargin adas\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>niy\u0259 X\u0259z\u0259r lald\u0131, dal\u011falar\u0131 lal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qatil\u0259 &#8211; dedil\u0259r ell\u0259r atas\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0259sl el atas\u0131, budur, Mir C\u0259lal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259rraf g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 oxunan fikir<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>el\u0259 bilirdim ki, bir yox, ikiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O da Konfusit\u0259k<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftn9\">[9]<\/a>&nbsp;bir m\u00fct\u0259f\u0259kkir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o da Qandi<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftn10\">[10]<\/a>&nbsp;kimi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir m\u00fcdrikiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O g\u00fcn q\u0259buluna getdi nazirin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ba\u015fqa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu daha yoxuydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 o i\u015fd\u0259n azad el\u0259yin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ikinci,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r xahi\u015fi buydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nazir Mir C\u0259lala h\u00f6rm\u0259t el\u0259di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0259vv\u0259l ota\u011f\u0131na d\u0259v\u0259t el\u0259di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yer t\u0259klif el\u0259di, \u00e7ay g\u0259tizdirdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Siz xo\u015f g\u0259libsiniz, &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o bir d\u0259 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nazir asta dedi s\u00f6z\u00fc bir q\u0259d\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ist\u0259di s\u0131nmas\u0131n bu g\u0259li\u015find\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Xahi\u015f\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259, i\u015f ist\u0259y\u0259ll\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>siz xahi\u015f etdiniz<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00e7\u0131xard\u0131n i\u015fd\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nazirin sonuncu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri buydu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>nazir Mir C\u0259lal\u0131n oxucusuydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O, bir avtoqrafla, kitab ist\u0259di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; M\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 qoy olsun \u0259lyazman\u0131zdan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sonra t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; G\u00f6nd\u0259rin, dedi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>i\u015fd\u0259n azad olan o q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131zdan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O vaxtdan \u00e7ox ke\u00e7ib, d\u0259yi\u015fib zaman,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>h\u0259yatda n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r k\u0259sir g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259 Mir C\u0259lal kimi g\u00f6z\u00fctox insan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>n\u0259 o nazir kimi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>nazir g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>VI<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;\u018fdibin evi&#8221;nd\u0259 ba\u015fqayd\u0131 h\u0259yat,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>sa\u011f ol, \u015e\u0259f\u0259q xan\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bu cah-bu c\u0259lal,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0259ll\u0259rin toxunan h\u0259r eksponat,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>dil a\u00e7\u0131b deyir ki, sa\u011fd\u0131 Mir C\u0259lal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ona h\u00f6rm\u0259t qoyub akademikl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259s\u0259ri, m\u00fchazir\u0259si&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7ox \u015feyi soru\u015fub \u00f6yr\u0259nibdil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>h\u0259l\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ADU-dak\u0131 adic\u0259 d\u0259rsi&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di arada bir d\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hafiz, oyaq idi fikri, diqq\u0259ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259ni \u015e\u0259f\u0259q xan\u0131m ay\u0131ltd\u0131 des\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>inan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>etiraf da s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; \u015eair, unutmaram m\u0259n bu diqq\u0259ti,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>daim sal\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z bu evi yada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Siz\u0259 Mir C\u0259lal\u0131n m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir \u0259fsan\u0259 kimi ya\u015fay\u0131r o da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, sin\u0259si doludur q\u0131z\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>b\u0259lk\u0259, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131 var?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n d\u0259 dinm\u0259dim ki, qoy o dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>h\u0259r q\u0259lbin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir s\u00f6z\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Bir d\u0259 bir insanl\u0131q d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259si var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>elmi d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259l\u0259r hardasa tutmur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Burda insan kimi xat\u0131rlay\u0131rlar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>onu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mir C\u0259lal\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>h\u00f6rm\u0259t d\u0259 budur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130nsan \u0259v\u0259zsizdi dedim d\u00fcnyada,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>c\u0259miyy\u0259t &#8211; bir seldi s\u0259sli-soraql\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130nsan axtar\u0131bd\u0131 qoca Sokrat da,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>insanlar i\u00e7ind\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0259li\u00e7\u0131raql\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He\u00e7 k\u0259sin k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131z toxunmad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>i\u015f\u0131qla doluydu k\u00f6n\u00fcl al\u0259mi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n bir q\u0259r\u0259z, kin oxunmad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yen\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u015f\u0131qla doluydu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>k\u00f6n\u00fcl al\u0259mi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>VII<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b-\u00f6rt\u00fcl\u0259n bir \u00e7arpay\u0131da,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>qatlay\u0131b yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dcst\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00f6rtd\u00fcm arada,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mir C\u0259lal g\u00f6r\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f s\u0259n dem\u0259, bunu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 minn\u0259tdarl\u0131q el\u0259di Hafiz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>durub ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 o boyda alim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nim diqq\u0259timd\u0259n \u00e7ox dedi Hafiz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>diqq\u0259tim tutubmu\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 Hafiz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0259lbimd\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r hissl\u0259r oyand\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>a\u00e7\u0131b s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259rdim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>dan\u0131\u015f, des\u0259ydin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onda Mir C\u0259lal\u0131n m\u0259n aspirant\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>s\u0259n d\u0259 Moskvan\u0131n t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259siydin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bilm\u0259dim, hayandan \u0259sdi o yell\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o ba\u015f \u0259yilm\u0259di \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t\u0259, ada;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>F\u0259xri xiyabanda d\u0259fn el\u0259dil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>f\u0259xrimiz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir f\u0259xri ad almasa da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Mir C\u0259lal, hans\u0131d\u0131 \u0259n \u015fah \u0259s\u0259rin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dedi: ail\u0259mdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>f\u0259xri ad\u0131yla!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir q\u0259l\u0259m sahibi m\u00fct\u0259f\u0259kkirin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u015fifahi<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>hesabat\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018frd\u0259bil deyil\u0259n s\u0259fal\u0131 bir yer,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Arazdan o yana &#8211; bir mahal olub.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Arazdan bu yana ke\u00e7iribdil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mir C\u0259lal olub.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Xeyird\u0259 kims\u0259siz, \u015f\u0259rd\u0259 t\u0259kiydim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>harda axtar\u0131rd\u0131n o g\u00fcn s\u0259n m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130nsanlar i\u00e7ind\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yerd\u0259 t\u0259kiydim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00f6yd\u0259nmi g\u0259lmi\u015fdin, g\u00f6rd\u00fcn s\u0259n m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir fikir tapanda, sevinir\u0259m m\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>deyir\u0259m, bax budur s\u00f6zl\u0259rin \u015fah\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onu pozanda da sevindirirs\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tanr\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yeni fikir verirs\u0259n ax\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcm o c\u00fcr deyilmi\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015fairlik taledir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00f6m\u00fcr deyilmi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>VIII<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yax\u0131n dostlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u0131xmaz yad\u0131ndan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mir C\u0259lal &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>x\u0259lv\u0259td\u0259 \u015famt\u0259k yan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O zaman &#8220;F\u00fczuli&#8221; t\u0259dqiqat\u0131ndan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bertels<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftn11\">[11]<\/a>, Moskvada maraqlan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sonralar Bak\u0131da olanda bel\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>deyirl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 daim t\u0259l\u0259sib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u0259lib akademik Mir C\u0259lalgil\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>orda \u00e7ay da i\u00e7ib,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k d\u0259 k\u0259sib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onun damar\u0131nda ba\u015fqayd\u0131 qan\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>tale qism\u0259tiydi Araz-K\u00fcr boyu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O Tayl\u0131, bu Tayl\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir canda ya\u015fatd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mir C\u0259lal, nec\u0259s\u0259n, dey\u0259n olmad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>h\u0259yata, d\u00fcnyaya n\u0259 dedin, ustad?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O Tayda, bu Tayda yiy\u0259n olmad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yiy\u0259lik el\u0259din, ustad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hardan bil\u0259ydin, q\u0131z n\u0259v\u0259n bir g\u00fcn,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qalib S\u0259rk\u0259rd\u0259nin sevdiyi m\u0259l\u0259k, &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qalxacaq \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Xudaf\u0259rinin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o Taya, bu Taya \u0259l el\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Haqq\u0131n d\u0259rgah\u0131nda, bu n\u0259di, \u015fair,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bu sirli d\u00fcnyada niy\u0259 sirr olmur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu da taledimi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Taledir, \u015fair,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir an sonran\u0131n da h\u00f6km\u00fc bir olmur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015eanl\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131 bel\u0259ydi onun,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>eyham s\u0259mimiydi, s\u00f6z s\u0259mimiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018fn \u00e7\u0259tin anlarda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u0259mir yumru\u011fun,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>44 G\u00fcn &#8211; tarixi bir t\u0259qvimiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Min il \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrd\u00fc o Tayda mill\u0259t,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u0259rdi sin\u0259sini alova, oda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dilind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di \u0130slam, \u015e\u0259ri\u0259t,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>minb\u0259rd\u0259n deyil\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>dualar\u0131 da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nd\u0259n soru\u015fursan, qoy deyim n\u0259dir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o q\u0259dim d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ilk yadigar\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir &#8211; H\u0259zr\u0259t \u018flinin dedikl\u0259ridi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir d\u0259 &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259rin \u015fah k\u0259lamlar\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u00f6y\u00fck\u00e7\u00f6l<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftn12\">[12]<\/a>&nbsp;g\u00f6r, harda d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc yad\u0131ma,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yar\u0131 i\u015f\u0131qdad\u0131, yar\u0131 k\u00f6lg\u0259d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O da bir ruh kimi ya\u015fay\u0131r, amma<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259fi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0259n\u0259m, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259n e\u015fit, s\u0259simi g\u00f6yl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;m\u00fctl\u0259q&#8221; olan yerd\u0259, bir &#8220;nisb\u0259t&#8221; d\u0259 var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018fsrd\u0259n-\u0259sr\u0259 bir s\u00f6z, bir x\u0259b\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>n\u0259sild\u0259n-n\u0259sil\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0259man\u0259t d\u0259 var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>IX<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya\u015fay\u0131r insan\u0131n qan yadda\u015f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>n\u0259dirs\u0259, bilmir\u0259m, amma \u0259v\u0259zsiz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O evd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o halal s\u00fcfr\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0259nim d\u0259 \u00f6z yerim var\u0131yd\u0131, Hafiz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onda s\u0259firiydin, ilk s\u0259firimiz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>d\u00fcnyan\u0131n qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q z\u0259man\u0259siydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259nin d\u0259 \u00f6z yerin var\u0131yd\u0131, \u015f\u0259ksiz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o da &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Klintonun<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftn13\">[13]<\/a>&nbsp;ail\u0259siydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Biz s\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fck televizordan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u0259ldi m\u0259ktubun da, Bak\u0131ya bir g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259, dar\u0131x\u0131ram, &#8211; yaz\u0131rd\u0131n ordan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>burdak\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0259d\u0259bi s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yax\u015f\u0131 yad\u0131mdad\u0131, qoy indi deyim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>d\u0259v\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015fdin, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bizi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hikm\u0259tiydi<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftn14\">[14]<\/a>,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259mm\u0259diydi<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftn15\">[15]<\/a>,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0259niydim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u0259l, qaytar o \u015feir m\u0259clisimizi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259n ax\u0131 r\u0259ssamsan, \u0259lind\u0259 f\u0131r\u00e7a,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir sa\u011flam g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u0259 xalq acd\u0131, Hafiz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Atan Mir C\u0259lal\u0131n satiras\u0131 da<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>s\u0259nin \u015farjlar\u0131na<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u00f6htacd\u0131, Hafiz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Vaxt da &#8211; ke\u00e7diyimiz \u00f6m\u00fcr yoludur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ana s\u00fcd\u00fc kimi o halal\u0131nd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nim ilk \u015feirl\u0259r kitab\u0131m durur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>onun da \u00f6n s\u00fcz\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mir C\u0259lal\u0131nd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7oxu, Mir C\u0259lal\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o\u011flanlar i\u00e7ind\u0259, q\u0131zlar i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onu, atal\u0131lar ata say\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0259n t\u0259kiydim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>atas\u0131zlar i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O, harda olsayd\u0131, haqq\u0131n s\u0259siydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00fcnd\u00fcz dincliyi yox, gec\u0259 yuxusu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mill\u0259tin yar\u0131s\u0131 &#8211; t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259siydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>qalan yar\u0131s\u0131 da &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00f6z oxucusu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>X<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir m\u0259ktub yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, bir az sevinc\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130ran s\u0259firliyi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bak\u0131da &#8211; \u015e\u0259hriyar g\u00fcn\u00fc ke\u00e7ir\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>orda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u0259brizd\u0259 d\u0259 &#8211; Mir C\u0259lal g\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015e\u0259kil d\u0259 se\u00e7mi\u015fdim, kitab da verdim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir \u0259lyazmas\u0131 da apard\u0131m o g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mir C\u0259lala h\u0259sr el\u0259diyim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0259nim \u015ferim idi, o g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Deyirdim, q\u0131rx milyon Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>s\u0259kkiz milyonu da \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ls\u0259k, &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bizi g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259kdi g\u00f6z\u00fc, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tehran da<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bak\u0131ya \u0259l eyl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onda tariximiz \u00e7\u0131xacaq \u00fcz\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>do\u011fma balas\u0131y\u0131q, biz d\u0259 Araz\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu \u015fanl\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n o g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0259nim misralar\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>salam apars\u0131n!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bak\u0131dan Tehrana m\u0259ktub getm\u0259di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 qald\u0131q burda biz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259, Abbas\u0259li m\u00fc\u0259llim dedi, &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bizim<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130randak\u0131 \u00f6z s\u0259firimiz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Araz\u0131, s\u0259rh\u0259di bizd\u0259n qorudu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>fars da yorulmad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bu tayda rus da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130ki b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u0259kd\u0259n S\u00f6hrab<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftn16\">[16]<\/a>&nbsp;da qorxdu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>onun cavan dostu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sayman Aruz<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftn17\">[17]<\/a>&nbsp;da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n indi bildim ki, d\u00fcnya yuxuymu\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o kimin evidir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00f6r, kimin evi?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nim al\u0131n yaz\u0131m b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 buymu\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Allah\u0131m, n\u0259 deyir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;\u018fdibin evi&#8221;?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O deyir: yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q itmir d\u00fcnyada,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0259b\u0259di \u0259kilir torpa\u011fa, da\u015fa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya\u015fa, yax\u015f\u0131lar\u0131n haqq\u0131d\u0131, ya\u015fa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mir C\u0259lal m\u00fc\u0259llim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0259nd\u0259n sonra da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>\u0130yun-iyul, 2022<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftnref1\">[1]<\/a>&nbsp;<em>O ill\u0259rd\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar \u0130ttifaq\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259dri, Xalq yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftnref2\"><em><strong>[2]<\/strong><\/em><\/a>&nbsp;<em>Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftnref3\"><em><strong>[3]<\/strong><\/em><\/a>&nbsp;<em>Arif Pa\u015fayevin xan\u0131m\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftnref4\"><em><strong>[4]<\/strong><\/em><\/a>&nbsp;<em>4 &#8211; SSR\u0130 Elml\u0259r Akademiyas\u0131n\u0131n o vaxtk\u0131 Prezidenti<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftnref5\">[5]<\/a>&nbsp;Mir C\u0259lal\u0131n ortanc\u0131l q\u0131z\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftnref6\">[6]<\/a>&nbsp;Mir C\u0259lal\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0131z\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftnref7\">[7]<\/a>&nbsp;P\u00fcst\u0259 xan\u0131m &#8211; Mir C\u0259lal\u0131n xan\u0131m\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftnref8\">[8]<\/a>&nbsp;Mehdi H\u00fcseyn &#8211; Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar \u0130ttifaq\u0131n\u0131n o ill\u0259rd\u0259ki s\u0259dri, Xalq yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftnref9\"><em><strong>[9]<\/strong><\/em><\/a>&nbsp;<em>\u00c7in filosofu<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftnref10\"><em><strong>[10]<\/strong><\/em><\/a>&nbsp;<em>Hind filosofu<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftnref11\">[11]<\/a>&nbsp;<em>SSR\u0130 Elml\u0259r Akademiyas\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259qiqi \u00fczv\u00fc<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftnref12\">[12]<\/a>&nbsp;<em>G\u0259nc yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftnref13\">[13]<\/a>&nbsp;<em>AB\u015e-\u0131n o ill\u0259rd\u0259ki Prezidenti<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftnref14\"><em><strong>[14]<\/strong><\/em><\/a>&nbsp;<em>Hikm\u0259t Ziya<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftnref15\"><em><strong>[15]<\/strong><\/em><\/a>&nbsp;<em>M\u0259mm\u0259d Araz<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftnref16\"><em><strong>[16]<\/strong><\/em><\/a>&nbsp;<em>C\u0259nubi Az\u0259rbaycan \u015fairi S\u00f6hrab Tahir<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/#_ftnref17\"><em><strong>[17]<\/strong><\/em><\/a>&nbsp;<em>C\u0259nubi Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n g\u0259nc \u015fairi Sayman Aruz<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>M\u0259nb\u0259:&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/\">https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Atam \u00e7ox vaxt ciddi s\u00f6z\u00fc zarafatla deyirdi. Hafiz Pa\u015fayev I \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri\u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259 bir \u00fcnvan, divarda bir yaz\u0131: &#8220;\u018fdibin evi&#8221;. Orda n\u0259 t\u0259mt\u0259raq, n\u0259 d\u0259stgah-filan, g\u00f6r kimin evidir, o, kimin evi. Fikrim uzaqlara u\u00e7du bu d\u0259md\u0259, aylar\u0131, ill\u0259ri d\u0259yi\u015fdi tamam. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm, m\u0259n yerimd\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, ba\u015fqa bir al\u0259md\u0259, h\u0259sb-haldayam&#8230; Bizim Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar \u0130ttifaq\u0131nda \u015feir m\u0259clisin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc yolum. 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