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Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal Nax\u00e7\u0131van B\u00f6lm\u0259sinin R\u0259hb\u0259ri<\/strong>,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nax\u00e7\u0131van D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin”Jurnalistika” ixtisas\u0131 \u00fczr\u0259 IV kurs t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Gec\u0259y\u0259 m\u00f6h\u00fcrl\u0259n\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259rin f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmaq h\u0259v\u0259siyl\u0259 \u0259n inc\u0259 hisl\u0259rl\u0259 toxunuram s\u0259tirl\u0259r\u0259.  Gec\u0259 qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131na r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n ayd\u0131n sabahlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcmidini itirm\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ortal\u0131\u011fa. H\u0259yat\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259rimiz\u0259 da\u015f\u0131yaraq ya\u015famaq v\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n g\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259yind\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131y\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimin barmaqlar\u0131m\u0131n ucuna basaraq ya\u015famaq arzulay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   M\u0259nas\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259diyimiz, \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rimizi a\u011fr\u0131dan bu q\u0259d\u0259r ac\u0131ya r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n ayaqda durma\u011f\u0131m\u0131zla verirki h\u0259yat\u0131n s\u0259d\u0259q\u0259sini. Daha sonra hekay\u0259mizin g\u00f6z\u0259l yaz\u0131lmas\u0131 arzusuyla davam ed\u0259rk\u0259n ya\u015fama\u011fa h\u0259yat\u0131n \u0259n g\u00fccl\u00fc q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131yla ad\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 qo\u015fa \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259sini ist\u0259yirik. \u00dcf\u00fcqd\u0259 \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l u\u00e7urtman\u0131 ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131 bil\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 birlikd\u0259 u\u00e7urtmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259nirik. F\u0259rqin\u0259 varmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z says\u0131z g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259r g\u0259lib gec\u0259nin qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131na qonaq olur. P\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldayaraq “ya\u015famaq \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259ldir ” deyir\u0259m v\u0259  r\u0259sml\u0259rinin \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m \u015fahid oldu\u011fum b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259rin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Gec\u0259 \u0259n parlaq hal\u0131yla toxunub ke\u00e7ir \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259. S\u0259madak\u0131 bu q\u0259d\u0259r parlaq ulduzun  qoynunda ya\u015famaq  xo\u015fuma g\u0259lir. \u018ftrafda d\u0259rin bir s\u0259ssizlik var. Gec\u0259nin qapqara r\u0259nginin alt\u0131ndan imtiyazl\u0131 bir ayd\u0131nl\u0131q s\u0131yr\u0131laraq g\u0259lir h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n tam ortas\u0131na. Ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa olan a\u015final\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u0259ni yenid\u0259n ba\u011flay\u0131r h\u0259yata, zamana v\u0259 sabaha…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

     \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259 dem\u0259si m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmayan hisl\u0259r yaran\u0131r. S\u00f6z ke\u00e7ir\u0259 bildiyim h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 v\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 m\u0259nal\u0131 ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 m\u0259naland\u0131rma\u011f\u0131 hayq\u0131rmaq, q\u0259lb il\u0259 ayd\u0131nl\u0131q nec\u0259 tutulur, g\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 nec\u0259 h\u0259yata toxunulu, gec\u0259nin tam ortas\u0131nda g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc, qaran\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n a\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Gec\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yim g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259rd\u0259n sonra xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259lini ya\u015fay\u0131r indi. B\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t dolu bir g\u00fcn bir anda \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rir . Sanki h\u0259yat bizi yenid\u0259n qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131r. D\u00fcnyan\u0131 isid\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda  ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa ba\u011flan\u0131b qalma\u011f\u0131 arzulay\u0131ram. \u0130lk salam verm\u0259yin sevinci il\u0259 salamlay\u0131ram g\u00fcn\u00fc v\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

     \u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin qoxusu dolur. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k zamanlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan b\u00fct\u00fcn cibl\u0259rim\u0259 doldurmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n yanaqlar\u0131m\u0131 islatma\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7ox isitdiyini hiss edir\u0259m. G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259nl\u0259 torpa\u011fa s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n q\u0259lbim\u0259 \u00e7atark\u0259n \u0259n \u00e7ox sevdiyim ail\u0259m\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n bir d\u0259st\u0259  verm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

 B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259ri v\u0259 ayd\u0131nl\u0131qlar\u0131 topluyaraq h\u0259yat\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 girir\u0259m. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n d\u0259rdiyim bir d\u0259st\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yin suya qoyulmaq hekay\u0259sidir m\u0259ni ayaqda tutan,  torpa\u011f\u0131n qoxusuna a\u015final\u0131\u011f\u0131md\u0131r m\u0259ni c\u0259sur ed\u0259n…        <\/p>\n\n\n\n

    S\u0259tirl\u0259rimin sonu g\u0259lmir. \u018flimi uzatd\u0131\u011f\u0131m h\u0259r yerd\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131 ist\u0259y\u0259n ba\u015fqa \u0259ll\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. Suya qoydu\u011fum \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k d\u0259st\u0259sini onlara verir\u0259m.  Sonra ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r. Biri torpa\u011fa,  biri yana\u011fa s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar, biri insanlara, biri h\u0259yata ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar,  q\u0259lbim\u0259 \u00e7ataraq \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar… Ya\u015famaq arzusu sanki bir azda bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015flarla ba\u015flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal Nax\u00e7\u0131van B\u00f6lm\u0259sinin R\u0259hb\u0259ri, Nax\u00e7\u0131van D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin”Jurnalistika” ixtisas\u0131 \u00fczr\u0259 IV kurs t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si     Gec\u0259y\u0259 m\u00f6h\u00fcrl\u0259n\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259rin f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmaq h\u0259v\u0259siyl\u0259 \u0259n inc\u0259 hisl\u0259rl\u0259 toxunuram s\u0259tirl\u0259r\u0259.  Gec\u0259 qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131na r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n ayd\u0131n sabahlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcmidini itirm\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ortal\u0131\u011fa. H\u0259yat\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259rimiz\u0259 da\u015f\u0131yaraq ya\u015famaq v\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n g\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259yind\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131y\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimin barmaqlar\u0131m\u0131n ucuna basaraq ya\u015famaq arzulay\u0131ram. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-42320","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42320","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=42320"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42320\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":42333,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42320\/revisions\/42333"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=42320"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=42320"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=42320"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}