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\u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u201d portal\u0131 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 Varisin \u201cQu qu\u015funun son r\u0259qsi\u201d adl\u0131 hekay\u0259sini t\u0259qdim edir. Bu hekay\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 dil\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 edilib, Rum\u0131niya, T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 v\u0259 Rusiya kimi \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259d\u0259bi portallarda v\u0259 antalogiyalarda d\u0259rc edilib. <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ax\u0131r d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f Allaha t\u0259r\u0259fdir!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ham\u0131 Allah\u0131n h\u00fczuruna qay\u0131dacaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(\u201cQurani-K\u0259rim\u201d Ali-\u0130mran sur\u0259si, 28-ci ay\u0259)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cBir d\u0259 qay\u0131t v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yad\u0131na sal\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(C\u0259lal\u0259ddin Rumi)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Kim idi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 N\u0259 bilim, bir Allah b\u0259nd\u0259siydi. Susuzlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Tez-tez udqunur, cadar-cadar olmu\u015f doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 diliyl\u0259 islad\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Simas\u0131 nec\u0259ydi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Sif\u0259ti uzunsovuydu, amma bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 yast\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 B\u0259s \u0259yin-ba\u015f\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Nimda\u015f\u0131yd\u0131. Pla\u015f\u0131 da, panamas\u0131 da \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb getmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Su verdinmi ona?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Verm\u0259yib neyn\u0259y\u0259siydim? Yezid\u0259m m\u0259g\u0259r? Allah\u0131n suyudur da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Y\u0259qin ki, son damlas\u0131nad\u0259k i\u00e7di, h\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Q\u0259rib\u0259dir ki, yox. Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 dondurub fincan\u0131 xeyli s\u00fczd\u00fc, sonra da \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qaytararaq getdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bilmir\u0259m, bayaqdan iki k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259mi, \u00fc\u00e7 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259mi ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259m. Piyada g\u0259zib dola\u015fmaqdan xo\u015fum g\u0259lir. Add\u0131mlar\u0131mla s\u0259kil\u0259rin da\u015f ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 yarmaq sevimli m\u0259\u015f\u011fuliyy\u0259timdir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu zaman yaranan taqq\u0131lt\u0131 qulaqlar\u0131m\u0131 s\u0259si q\u0259buletm\u0259 qabiliyy\u0259tini tam olaraq ortaya qoyma\u011fa vadar edir. Add\u0131mlar\u0131n yer\u0259 bas\u0131lmas\u0131 a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259min anda beynin v\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yin y\u00fckl\u0259nm\u0259si d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259sind\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 oldu\u011fu kimi, s\u0259ki da\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc v\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kisind\u0259n d\u0259 as\u0131l\u0131 olur. N\u0259tic\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r add\u0131m\u0131n taqq\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259s tembri f\u0259rql\u0259nir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6rm\u0259 buca\u011f\u0131mda hey d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259kd\u0259 olan bina, a\u011fac, avtomobil, insan siluetl\u0259ri canl\u0131 olduqlar\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 h\u0259rd\u0259n butafora kimi, sad\u0259c\u0259, g\u00f6z aldatma\u011fa xidm\u0259t edir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu g\u00fcn x\u00fcsusi g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u00fcr. U\u011furlar\u0131 s\u0131ralad\u0131qdan sonra m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259kd\u0259dir ki, yerin\u0259 yetirdiyim x\u00fcsusi missiyama do\u011fru daha bir ne\u00e7\u0259 add\u0131m ir\u0259lil\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n s\u0131radan bir adam deyil\u0259m. Ha\u00e7ansa d\u00fcnyan\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259yim q\u0259tiyy\u0259tim m\u0259ni bir az da m\u0259mnunla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Saat\u0131n \u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259ri 18:30-u g\u00f6st\u0259rir. C\u0259mi bir saat yar\u0131ma \u201cSonalar g\u00f6l\u00fc\u201d baleti ba\u015flay\u0131r. Heyf ki, dostum N.-i tapa bilm\u0259dim ki, m\u0259niml\u0259 tama\u015faya getsin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cibimd\u0259ki s\u0131ra 13, yer 13 qeydl\u0259ri apar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f biletimi  barma\u011f\u0131mla rahatlay\u0131ram. Bileti alanda \u0259sla 13-l\u0259rin f\u0259rqind\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Amma h\u0259r halda, 13-l\u0259r diqq\u0259t t\u0259l\u0259b el\u0259yirl\u0259r. \u018fn az\u0131ndan, barma\u011f\u0131m biletin s\u0259thinin r\u0259q\u0259ml\u0259r h\u0259kk edilmi\u015f qeyri-hamar hiss\u0259sin\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259kl\u0259 13-l\u0259rin adilikd\u0259n bir ba\u015f yuxar\u0131 olmas\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259r verir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cM\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxuyanda u\u015faqlar \u00f6nc\u0259 qaralama d\u0259ft\u0259rind\u0259 yaz\u0131b-pozurdular, yaln\u0131z d\u00fczg\u00fcn n\u0259tic\u0259 \u0259ld\u0259 etdikd\u0259 yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011flama d\u0259ft\u0259r\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z h\u0259yat\u0131 yazmaq\u00e7\u00fcn Allah biz\u0259 c\u0259mi bir d\u0259ft\u0259r verib. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 burada yaz\u0131b-pozmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. Burada s\u0259hvl\u0259r pozulmaz. G\u0259r\u0259k \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259s\u0259-\u0259s\u0259, y\u00fcz \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcb bir bi\u00e7\u0259-bi\u00e7\u0259 el\u0259 yazasan ki, pozma\u011fa ehtiyac\u0131n qalmas\u0131n\u201d, \u2013 dedi nimda\u015f ki\u015fi. V\u0259 c\u0259ld d\u0259 soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 S\u0259nin, t\u0259bii ki, h\u0259m a\u011flama, h\u0259m d\u0259 qaralama d\u0259ft\u0259rin var idi, h\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cH\u0259\u201d, \u2013 dey\u0259 m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u00e7ini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k davam etdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Valideynl\u0259rim h\u0259dd\u0259n art\u0131q kas\u0131b olduqlar\u0131ndan m\u0259n\u0259 iki d\u0259ft\u0259r alma\u011fa g\u00fccl\u0259ri \u00e7atmazd\u0131. He\u00e7 vaxt qaralama d\u0259ft\u0259rim olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan m\u0259n s\u0259hv etm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259hkum idim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Pas…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Sissonne…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131zlar, do\u011frudan da, qu qu\u015flar\u0131 idil\u0259r. B\u0259mb\u0259yaz, t\u00fcl paltarda iki s\u0131ra d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Bir s\u0131ra barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ucuyla ir\u0259lil\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 dig\u0259r s\u0131ra geriy\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fll\u0259rini yana a\u00e7\u0131b yell\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Bu qanad\u00e7\u0131rpma p\u0259nc\u0259l\u0259rin yerl\u0259 \u00fcnsiyy\u0259tini nizamlay\u0131r, dabanlar\u0131n yer\u0259 toxunu\u015f h\u0259sr\u0259tini daha uzun\u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fc edirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259hn\u0259nin t\u0259n ortas\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015f naziksaqqal ki\u015fi barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259riyl\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131 y\u00f6n\u0259ldir, arabir d\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 deyirdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Pas…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Temps…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Sissonne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259ri inc\u0259, ayaqlar\u0131 uzun, boyas\u0131z dodaqlar\u0131 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, s\u00fcrm\u0259siz g\u00f6z-qa\u015flar\u0131 qapqarayd\u0131 q\u0131zlar\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bell\u0259ri \u00fcz\u00fck h\u0259lq\u0259sind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259rdi sanki.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259l\u0259 naz-q\u0259mz\u0259l\u0259ri, \u0259dalar\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259l\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259r q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259 t\u0259rav\u0259tl\u0259ri…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Naziksaqqal q\u0131\u015fq\u0131raraq s\u0259hn\u0259arxas\u0131 s\u0259mt\u0259 qanr\u0131ld\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Q\u0131zlar, saat s\u0259kkiz\u0259 az qald\u0131, m\u0259\u015fqi tamamlamal\u0131y\u0131q! Kardebalet, tempi a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131r\u0131q, get-ged\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr\u00fck. Korifey g\u0259lir!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun s\u00f6zl\u0259rinin \u0259ks-s\u0259das\u0131n\u0131 yararaq qara t\u00fcl geyimd\u0259 bir huri-m\u0259l\u0259k f\u0131rf\u0131ra kimi f\u0131rlana-f\u0131rlana s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 daxil oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O q\u0259d\u0259r inc\u0259, g\u00f6z\u0259l idi ki, bahar s\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qonmu\u015f \u015feh damlas\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259liy\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu g\u00fcn insanlar\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259si n\u0259s\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r tutqun g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dostum N. o g\u00fcn t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n metroya minibmi\u015f, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 xarab imi\u015f. Deyir, ham\u0131 sanki qay\u011f\u0131l\u0131, fikirli, d\u0259rdliydi. H\u0259r\u0259nin d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131 \u00f6z mobil telefonuna qar\u0131\u015f\u0131bm\u0131\u015f. Amma ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259, metrodak\u0131lar\u0131n sif\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm \u0259skik olmazm\u0131\u015f. Ham\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 n\u0259vazi\u015f g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259rmi\u015f, xo\u015f ovqat b\u0259x\u015f ed\u0259rmi\u015f…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, dostum N. d\u0259 s\u0131radan adam deyil. \u00d6lk\u0259nin \u015eimal \u015e\u0259rqind\u0259ki n\u0259h\u0259ng d\u0259rya\u00e7an\u0131n layih\u0259l\u0259ndirm\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259  ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q edir. G\u00f6r\u0259n, indi neyn\u0259yir? Bu c\u00fcr tama\u015fan\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u0259ng vururam, cavab vermir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Paris\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259ydi. H\u0259m yor\u011funlu\u011funu \u00e7\u0131xarma\u011fa, h\u0259m d\u0259 qulaqlar\u0131na dinclik verm\u0259y\u0259. Yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 jurnalistl\u0259r bo\u011faza y\u0131\u011f\u0131blar. D\u0259rya\u00e7an\u0131n tikintisi zaman\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131lan b\u00f6y\u00fck me\u015f\u0259 massivin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, qurudulan x\u0131rda g\u00f6l\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 hey h\u00fccuma m\u0259ruz qal\u0131r. Ay n\u0259 bilim, flora da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131, fauna m\u0259hv oldu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O g\u00fcn bir q\u0259zet yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, me\u015f\u0259nin m\u0259hv edilm\u0259siyl\u0259, g\u00f6l\u00fcn qurudulmas\u0131yla ba\u011fl\u0131 minl\u0259rl\u0259 qu\u015fu t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259rya\u00e7an\u0131n g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259yi xeyird\u0259n is\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fan yoxdur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yax\u015f\u0131, Paris\u0259 gedibs\u0259 d\u0259, b\u0259s niy\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r el\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n gedib?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

… Do\u011frudan da, bu g\u00fcn insanlar \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259dirl\u0259r. Qoluma toxunan bu nataraz o\u011flan he\u00e7 \u00fczr d\u0259 ist\u0259m\u0259di. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fan o \u0259r-arvada bax, he\u00e7 k\u0259si vecl\u0259rin\u0259 alm\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259s o bir b\u00fck\u00fcm zibili g\u0259tirib s\u0259kinin k\u0259nar\u0131na qoyan qad\u0131na n\u0259 dey\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Saat\u0131m\u0131n \u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259ri 18:54-\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rir. Tama\u015faya bir saatdan bir q\u0259d\u0259r art\u0131q vaxt qald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u0259n 13-c\u00fc c\u0259rg\u0259nin 13-c\u00fc yeri tam ortad\u0131rm\u0131? S\u0259hn\u0259ni nec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259nci d\u0259f\u0259dir ki, balet\u0259 gedir\u0259m, amma h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 Opera v\u0259 Balet Teatr\u0131n\u0131n tama\u015fa zal\u0131ndak\u0131 yerl\u0259rin d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc beynim\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fslind\u0259, bel\u0259 d\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259nim beynim daha ciddi informasiyalar\u0131n qoruyucu kameras\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elm v\u0259 texnikan\u0131n inki\u015faf\u0131, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 iqtisadi h\u0259ml\u0259l\u0259r n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 ekoloji tarazl\u0131\u011f\u0131n pozulmas\u0131 atmosferin stratosfer qat\u0131ndak\u0131 azon t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259sinin get-ged\u0259 nazilm\u0259sin\u0259 g\u0259tirib \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b, bu b\u0259llidir. Amma inki\u015faf\u0131 dayand\u0131ra bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik ax\u0131. Odur ki, Yer k\u00fcr\u0259sinin tavan\u0131 hesab edil\u0259n v\u0259 yeri meteoritl\u0259rin, dig\u0259r k\u0259nar cisiml\u0259rin da\u011f\u0131d\u0131c\u0131 t\u0259sirind\u0259n qoruyan atmosferin xilas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onu t\u0259\u015fkil ed\u0259n hava qat\u0131n\u0131n  t\u0259bii t\u0259rkibin\u0259 m\u00fcdaxil\u0259 etm\u0259yin yolunu tapmaq \u00fczr\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do\u011frudan da, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdirm\u0259yin astanas\u0131ndayam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259l\u0259 vaxta var. Bir st\u0259kan q\u0259hv\u0259 i\u00e7m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yar\u0131mzirz\u0259mid\u0259ki kafey\u0259 daxil oluram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ofisiant daimi m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ri oldu\u011fumdan he\u00e7 n\u0259 soru\u015fmay\u0131b qar\u015f\u0131ma bir fincan t\u00fcrk q\u0259hv\u0259si v\u0259 q\u0259ndqab\u0131nda \u015f\u0259k\u0259r tozu qoyur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, d\u0259rya\u00e7a tikil\u0259rk\u0259n qurudulan g\u00f6ll\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259skunla\u015fm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 il\u0259 \u00fczl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f qu\u015flar aras\u0131nda Qu qu\u015flar\u0131 da varm\u0131? Yoxsa, Qu qu\u015flar\u0131 o t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259skunla\u015fm\u0131rlar?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qon\u015fu masadak\u0131 g\u0259ncl\u0259rin s\u0259sl\u0259ri kafenin yar\u0131mqaranl\u0131q s\u00fckutunun bakir\u0259liyini pozmaqdad\u0131r:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 E\u015fitmis\u0259n, d\u00fcn\u0259n Sabun\u00e7uda bir ki\u015fi arvad\u0131n\u0131, qay\u0131natas\u0131n\u0131, qay\u0131nanas\u0131n\u0131, bir d\u0259 iki qayn\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259yib \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Do\u011frudan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 H\u0259. Bayaq da \u201cEuronews\u201dda g\u00f6st\u0259rdil\u0259r ki, Avstraliyada bir manyak m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 soxularaq 13 m\u0259kt\u0259blini q\u0259tl\u0259 yetirib…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 13?! \u2013 dey\u0259 qeyri-ixtiyari qon\u015fu masaya sual \u00fcnvanlay\u0131ram…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sual\u0131m fincandan burula-burula qalxan bu\u011fu t\u0259n ortadan yar\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cSahild\u0259n bir ovuc qum g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259yim g\u0259r\u0259k idi. Yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b o qumu d\u0259n\u0259-d\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm, zaman\u0131m\u0131 itirdim. Halbuki sizl\u0259r qumu ovuclay\u0131b g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz\u201d, \u2013 s\u00f6yl\u0259di nimda\u015f pla\u015fl\u0131, nimda\u015f panamal\u0131 uzunsov sif\u0259tin\u0259 yast\u0131 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 natarazl\u0131q g\u0259tir\u0259n nimda\u015f ki\u015fi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 N\u0259 dediniz?! \u2013 dey\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259diyinin m\u0259\u011fzini anlama\u011f\u0131n f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmadan etinas\u0131zl\u0131qla soru\u015fdum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b ovcunun i\u00e7ind\u0259ki d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t x\u0259tl\u0259rini g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Bu x\u0259tl\u0259r h\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259k toru kimi bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c\u0131 v\u0259 sonu dibsiz u\u00e7uruma b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n labirintin i\u00e7ind\u0259 itib-batm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Na\u011f\u0131llardanm\u0131, yaxud hans\u0131sa d\u00fcnyadanm\u0131 g\u0259lmi\u015f, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b oradan od p\u00fcsk\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259k \u0259jdahayla ha\u00e7ansa rastla\u015faca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 a\u011fl\u0131ma bel\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131ra bilm\u0259zdim. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 harada, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin \u0259n m\u0259rk\u0259zi, gur yerind\u0259: Behbudov prospektinin ortas\u0131nda \u2013 d\u00f6rdt\u0259k\u0259r v\u0259 ikiayaqla h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ed\u0259n n\u0259sn\u0259l\u0259rin aras\u0131nda. Yox, m\u0259ni qara basm\u0131rd\u0131: Qara, q\u0259hv\u0259yi, sar\u0131 v\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131l\u0131n azac\u0131q par\u0131lt\u0131 \u0259lav\u0259 edilmi\u015f \u00e7alarlar\u0131 il\u0259 r\u0259ngl\u0259nmi\u015f n\u0259h\u0259ng v\u0259 \u0259caib m\u0259xluq. Oydu. A\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 a\u00e7mam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, t\u0259bii ki, odu da h\u0259l\u0259 p\u00fcsk\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flamam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u015e\u00fcurumdak\u0131 v\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131mdak\u0131 obrazlar\u0131n f\u0259rqini yox etm\u0259k\u00e7\u00fcn qeyri-ixtiyari onun yap\u0131\u015fqan kimi olan boynuna d\u0131rma\u015f\u0131b (bu c\u0259sar\u0259t m\u0259n\u0259 haradan g\u0259ldi, anlaya bilmir\u0259m) \u0259ll\u0259rimi soxaraq bir-birin\u0259 kip p\u0259r\u00e7im olunmu\u015f dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 aralad\u0131m, sonra bir-birin\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015f qarmaq di\u015fl\u0259rini bir-birind\u0259n dart\u0131b qopard\u0131m. A\u011fz\u0131 tam olaraq a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, amma od g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Odu \u00f6z\u00fcm axtar\u0131b tapas\u0131 oldum. Al\u0131\u015fqan\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7axma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ha \u00e7\u0259kdim, yanmad\u0131qda trotuar boyunca y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f zir-zibild\u0259n t\u0259p\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldib onu odlayan donqarbel  dalandar\u0131n k\u00f6m\u0259yin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131m, at\u0259\u015find\u0259n o\u011furlay\u0131b \u0259jdahan\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na  d\u00fcrtd\u00fcm. At\u0259\u015f alovlanmad\u0131, yaln\u0131z q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131m kimi arabir parlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bel\u0259 olduqda \u018fjdahan\u0131n boynunu s\u0131x\u0131b b\u0259r\u0259lmi\u015f, h\u0259d\u0259q\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 tu\u015f g\u0259ldim. Qan s\u0131zm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 bir q\u0259z\u0259b, nifr\u0259t axtard\u0131m, amma axtar\u0131\u015flar\u0131m bo\u015fa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Orada sonsuz laqeydlik vard\u0131, bigan\u0259lik v\u0259  soyuqluq vard\u0131. Da\u015fla\u015fm\u0131\u015f ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yumruqlad\u0131m, barmaqlar\u0131m\u0131 c\u0131r\u0131q-c\u0131r\u0131q el\u0259y\u0259n cod sif\u0259tini c\u0131rma\u011fa c\u0259hd etdim, ancaq v\u00fcc\u00fcd\u00fcnda a\u011fr\u0131 yarada bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259fild\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, bu \u018fjdaha m\u0259n\u0259 kimis\u0259 xat\u0131rlad\u0131r. H\u0259r halda, bu sif\u0259ti, x\u00fcsus\u0259n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ax\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u0259ndl\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 o da  sulanm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131rpa-q\u0131rpa m\u0259n\u0259 zill\u0259di, sanki m\u0259n d\u0259 ona tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259ldim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ani n\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259rm\u0259d\u0259n sonra o, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bir q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 toplay\u0131b, ovurdlar\u0131n\u0131 \u015fi\u015firdib, r\u0259ngd\u0259n-r\u0259ng\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k ist\u0259yimi yerin\u0259 yetirm\u0259y\u0259 \u2013 od p\u00fcsk\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Od topa-topa, lopa-lopa sa\u011fa-sola at\u0131l\u0131r, d\u0259ydiyi, yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259d\u0259fi al\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu qorxulu hal\u0131yla \u0259jdaha d\u0259rhal \u0259trafdak\u0131larda \u015fok effekti yaratd\u0131. \u018ftrafdak\u0131lar vahim\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259, t\u0259la\u015fla \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015faraq aradan \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Basaba\u015f d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, d\u00f6rdt\u0259k\u0259rlil\u0259r bir-birin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131l\u0131b bir-birini \u0259zdi, d\u00f6rdayaql\u0131lar bir-birini it\u0259l\u0259yib, y\u0131x\u0131b tapdalama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir anda \u0259zilib-tapdalanm\u0131\u015f bu n\u0259sn\u0259l\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 \u0259caib-q\u0259raib hala d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uff… M\u0259n neynir\u0259m ax\u0131, ilahi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu ki bir anda h\u0259r \u015feyi v\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259si m\u0259hv ed\u0259c\u0259k…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259h\u015f\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u018fjdahaya t\u0259r\u0259f atd\u0131m, yuxar\u0131 d\u0131rma\u015f\u0131b \u0259ll\u0259riml\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131ndak\u0131 odu s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 c\u0259hd el\u0259dim. Barmaqlar\u0131m\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 c\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131 s\u0259si artd\u0131qca \u0259r\u015f\u0259 qalxmaqdayd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201c\u00d6lm\u0259mi\u015f do\u011fulmaq yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, ya\u015fama\u011fa macal tapm\u0131rsan, yerim\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259nirs\u0259n. Yax\u015f\u0131 yeriy\u0259 bils\u0259n u\u00e7maqla m\u00fckafatland\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r, bacarmasan s\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u0259kl\u0259 c\u0259zaland\u0131r\u0131l\u0131rsan. Gah a\u011f-qara, gah da r\u0259ngb\u0259r\u0259ng d\u00fcnyan\u0131n isti-soyuq, \u015firin-ac\u0131 t\u0259zadlar\u0131n\u0131 gec\u0259li-g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u00fc h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n yor\u011fan-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259yi edib, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 adl\u0131 bal\u0131\u015fa dayay\u0131b sonsuz v\u0259 fasil\u0259siz g\u00f6zl\u0259ntil\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rsan. Pisin yax\u015f\u0131 olmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k sonucda pisin lap pis olmamas\u0131yla t\u0259s\u0259lli tap\u0131rsan…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yox, do\u011frudan da, \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015f do\u011fulmaq yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, ya\u015fama\u011fa macal tap\u0131rsan h\u0259r halda. Amma do\u011fulmam\u0131\u015f \u00f6lm\u0259k \u00e7ox d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tlidir\u201d, \u2013 dedi nimda\u015f ki\u015fi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259 bird\u0259n q\u0131y\u011fac\u0131 bax\u0131\u015flarla m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131b soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 S\u0259n hans\u0131lardansan? Birincil\u0259rd\u0259n, ikincil\u0259rd\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu q\u0131rsaqq\u0131z\u0131n yaxamdan ha\u00e7an \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259yini t\u0259xmin ed\u0259mm\u0259dim. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u00f6yd\u00fcm, n\u0259 cavab ver\u0259c\u0259yimi bilm\u0259dim. \u00d6z\u00fc k\u00f6m\u0259yim\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131, dedi, s\u0259n d\u0259, \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259siz, ham\u0131 kimi birincil\u0259rd\u0259ns\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir q\u0259d\u0259r ri\u015fx\u0259ndl\u0259: \u201cD\u00fcnyan\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n, h\u0259?\u201d \u2013 sual\u0131n\u0131 verib cavab  g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259di: \u201cHavan\u0131, torpa\u011f\u0131, suyu z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n beyni z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r daha t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259lidir\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259si x\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 g\u0259ls\u0259 d\u0259 nitqi s\u0259list idi. Dedi, ham\u0131n\u0131z eyni \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcd\u0259, eyni bi\u00e7imd\u0259siniz. Eyni c\u00fcr yat\u0131r, durur, eyni c\u00fcr yeyib-i\u00e7ir, eyni c\u00fcr t\u0259bii ehtiyaclar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6d\u0259yirsiniz. Eyni c\u00fcr aldad\u0131r, eyni c\u00fcr x\u0259yan\u0259t edirsiniz. Yar\u0131n\u0131z eyni c\u00fcr Allaha ibad\u0259t el\u0259yir, yar\u0131n\u0131z eyni c\u00fcr \u015feytana xidm\u0259t edirsiniz. Do\u011fulma\u011f\u0131n\u0131z, doqquz ay b\u0259tnd\u0259 i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya can atman\u0131z da eynidir, \u00f6lm\u0259yiniz, doqquz d\u0259qiq\u0259 \u018fzray\u0131la can verm\u0259yiniz d\u0259. Sevginiz d\u0259 nifr\u0259tiniz q\u0259d\u0259rdir, xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyiniz d\u0259 b\u0259db\u0259xtliyiniz \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259dir. Toy-b\u00fcsat\u0131n\u0131zla yas\u0131n\u0131z da eyni boydad\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259fild\u0259n sif\u0259tini bozard\u0131b soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259 vaxt yem\u0259k yeyib qarn\u0131n\u0131 doydurmusan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qeyri-ixtiyari qolumdak\u0131 saata bax\u0131b bayaq \u201cElml\u0259r\u201d metrosunda yediyim lava\u015faras\u0131 d\u00f6n\u0259ri xat\u0131rlayaraq \u201c\u00dc\u00e7 saat \u00f6nc\u0259\u201d, \u2013 s\u00f6yl\u0259dim (H\u0259tta orada \u2013 kafenin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda titr\u0259k \u0259lini ir\u0259li uzadaraq dil\u0259n\u0259n m\u0259sum bax\u0131\u015fl\u0131 g\u0259lin\u0259 d\u00fcz 5 manat verdiyimi d\u0259 dil\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259k ist\u0259dim, amma c\u0259ld d\u0259 fikrimd\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131m).<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259sla qopmayaca\u011f\u0131na bu d\u0259f\u0259 tam \u0259min olub dar k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti m\u0259hdudla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f n\u0259qliyyat kimi lap s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 B\u0259s, ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259 vaxt \u00fcr\u0259yini, q\u0259lbini qidaland\u0131rm\u0131san? \u2013 sual\u0131 il\u0259 m\u0259ni it\u0259l\u0259yib dar dalana dir\u0259di. M\u0259hdudla\u015fm\u0131\u015f h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tim b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn dayand\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eablon cavab verib d\u0259 pafosla bu cavaba n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r r\u0259ng qatsam bel\u0259 nimda\u015f ki\u015fini raz\u0131 sala bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yimi anlay\u0131b, sad\u0259c\u0259, susdum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qara qu qu\u015funun r\u0259qsi sanki a\u011f qu qu\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259fsunlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ham\u0131s\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri iril\u0259nmi\u015f halda onun plastika v\u0259 mimika m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259lliyinin sehrind\u0259 donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fll\u0259r gah qanadlara d\u00f6n\u00fcr, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131, gah da nazikl\u0259\u015fib l\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7evrilirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Libas\u0131n\u0131n qara r\u0259ngind\u0259n qara \u00e7alarlar \u015f\u0259f\u0259q kimi yay\u0131laraq da\u015f-divara d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz a\u011f libaslar\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na hopmaqdayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Naziksaqqal \u0259ll\u0259rini bir-birin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b h\u0259y\u0259canla q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Tanr\u0131m! Bu n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259llikdir bel\u0259! Korifey, c\u0259ld  kulis arxas\u0131na!!!  S\u0259n\u0259 baxa bilmir\u0259m! Kardebalet, t\u0259nt\u0259n\u0259 yarad\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, \u015f\u0259nlik yarad\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, c\u0259ld! M\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m bir \u015f\u0259nlik!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qara qu qu\u015fu s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 p\u0259r\u00e7im olan v\u0259 he\u00e7 c\u00fcr getm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 zorla h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tirib yava\u015f-yava\u015f s\u0259hn\u0259nin d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rin\u0259 yan ald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011f qu qu\u015flar\u0131 yenid\u0259n iki s\u0131rada q\u0131y vura-vura s\u00fczm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Naziksaqqal el\u0259 hey q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Pas de chat!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Pas de ciseaux!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Pas de poisson!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fjdahan\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131 od p\u00fcsk\u00fcrm\u0259kd\u0259ydi. Yanan \u0259ll\u0259riml\u0259 odu s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u0259k c\u0259hdl\u0259rim \u0259b\u0259s idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir anda onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n d\u0259 \u015fim\u015f\u0259k \u00e7ax\u0131b d\u0259qiq z\u0259rb\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 od lavas\u0131n\u0131 bu d\u0259f\u0259 xeyli aral\u0131dak\u0131 \u00fcnvanlara s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u018ftrafdak\u0131 binalar, a\u011faclar, ma\u015f\u0131nlar, adamlar da odland\u0131lar, c\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131yla yanma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cUff… Aman Allah, m\u0259n neyn\u0259dim ax\u0131!\u201d, \u2013 deyib \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259y\u0259-l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259y\u0259 get-ged\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n od k\u00fctl\u0259sini yal\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u0259k acizliyin\u0259 qap\u0131lmaqdayd\u0131m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259fild\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259rini yan\u0131q iyi b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Tama\u015fa zal\u0131 t\u00fcst\u00fcy\u0259 q\u0259rq olma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131zlar \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131nl\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259 m\u0259\u015fqi dayand\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Naziksaqqal g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259n\u0259n v\u0259 get-ged\u0259 alova b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n zala zill\u0259yib q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Yan\u011f\u0131n, yan\u011f\u0131n! Personal! Biz yan\u0131r\u0131q!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cG\u00f6z g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc beyin\u0259, bir d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259lidir. G\u00f6zd\u0259n beyin\u0259 v\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 do\u011fru uzanan siqnal eskalatoru ikiistiqam\u0259tlidir. Amma n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 ill\u0259r \u00f6td\u00fckc\u0259 g\u00f6z yaln\u0131z bir istiqam\u0259t\u0259 m\u0259lumat \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr: beyin\u0259! N\u0259tic\u0259d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k m\u0259lumats\u0131zl\u0131qdan get-ged\u0259 kor\u015fal\u0131r, da\u015fla\u015f\u0131r\u201d, \u2013 s\u00f6yl\u0259di h\u0259min ki\u015fi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedi ki, diqq\u0259t ets\u0259n, da\u015fla\u015fm\u0131\u015f insan\u0131 da\u015f binalardan, d\u0259mirl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f insan\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131nlardan, taxtala\u015fm\u0131\u015f insan\u0131 a\u011faclardan se\u00e7\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259 onu da \u0259lav\u0259 etdi ki, \u0259t effektli yanm\u0131r, taxtasa d\u0259mir v\u0259 da\u015f qar\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 at\u0259\u015ff\u0259\u015fanl\u0131\u011fa b\u0259nz\u0259r bir \u015fey yarada-yarada g\u00f6zox\u015fayan t\u0259rzd\u0259 yand\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201c\u00c7\u0259kdiyiniz pe\u015fman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q ahlar\u0131 t\u00f6r\u0259tdiyiniz g\u00fcnahlar\u0131 \u0259sla s\u0131\u011fortalamaz\u201d, \u2013 s\u00f6yl\u0259di h\u0259min ki\u015fi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259 q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k \u0259ks-s\u0259da ver\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259 b\u0259yan etdi ki, h\u0259r birinizin g\u00fcnah say\u0131n\u0131z sizi yand\u0131racaq alovu gurla\u015fd\u0131ran n\u00f6y\u00fct \u00fcmman\u0131d\u0131r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dostum N.-i dalbadal y\u0131\u011fmaqdayd\u0131m, telefonunu g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fcrd\u00fc ki g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259hay\u0259t, s\u0259si g\u0259ldi. X\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n q\u0131r\u0131q-q\u0131r\u0131q e\u015fidil\u0259n s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n b\u0259d\u0259nimd\u0259 qan\u0131m dondu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr el\u0259yirs\u0259n… Parisd\u0259 \u2013 M\u00fclen Rujda \u0259jdaha peyda olub…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259s-k\u00fcy, q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rt\u0131, ah-of s\u0259dalar\u0131 \u0259r\u015f\u0259 qalxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u00fcst\u00fcd\u0259n s\u0259man\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 qat\u0131 bir t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259 yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qara qar\u011falar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck bir d\u0259st\u0259si \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259min o t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259y\u0259 vurur, sonra geri \u00e7\u0259kilib yenid\u0259n h\u0259ml\u0259 edirdi. H\u0259r h\u0259ml\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 qar\u011falar t\u00fcst\u00fc t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259sini acg\u00f6zl\u00fckl\u0259 dimdikl\u0259yirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qa\u00e7anlar a\u011f\u0131na-bozuna baxm\u0131rd\u0131lar, qad\u0131nlar, u\u015faqlar, qocalar bel\u0259 taptan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259n, yerind\u0259 donub qalan t\u0259k bir qaralt\u0131 diqq\u0259timi c\u0259lb etdi. Bayaq d\u00f6n\u0259r yediyim kafenin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm qad\u0131n idi. \u018flini a\u00e7\u0131b s\u0259d\u0259q\u0259 dil\u0259diyi v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259ydi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Balerinalar ac\u0131\u015fan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ovu\u015fdura-ovu\u015fdura, \u00f6sk\u00fcr\u0259-osk\u00fcr\u0259 birt\u0259h\u0259r \u00f6zl\u0259rini zaldan foyey\u0259, oradan da \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 ata bildil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Naziksaqqal ki\u015fi onlar\u0131 it\u0259l\u0259yib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yol a\u00e7araq zal\u0131 \u0259n birinci t\u0259rk etmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qara qiyaf\u0259li q\u0131z is\u0259 s\u00f6vq-t\u0259bii kreslolardan m\u0259hz hans\u0131n\u0131n yan\u011f\u0131na s\u0259b\u0259b  olmas\u0131 f\u0259rqin\u0259 varark\u0259n t\u00fcl paltar\u0131n\u0131 alov diliml\u0259rin\u0259 tu\u015f g\u0259tirmi\u015f, d\u0259rhal da al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yan\u011f\u0131n\u0131 t\u00f6r\u0259d\u0259n 13-c\u00fc c\u0259rg\u0259nin 13-c\u00fc yerind\u0259ki kreslo qara qu qu\u015funu ovlamas\u0131n\u0131 alov diliml\u0259rini daha y\u00fcks\u0259y\u0259 ucaltmaqla qeyd edirdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lll<\/p>\n\n\n\n

… Q\u0259fild\u0259n od p\u00fcsk\u00fcrm\u0259kd\u0259 olan \u018fjdahan\u0131n olduqca tan\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ifad\u0259sinin haradan m\u0259n\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259ldiyini xat\u0131rlad\u0131m. Bu bax\u0131\u015flar yamyast\u0131yd\u0131. Upuzun sif\u0259tini yana t\u0259r\u0259f \u0259ym\u0259kd\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259 haradasa, bir q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 nimda\u015f\u0131yd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u201d portal\u0131 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 Varisin \u201cQu qu\u015funun son r\u0259qsi\u201d adl\u0131 hekay\u0259sini t\u0259qdim edir. Bu hekay\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 dil\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 edilib, Rum\u0131niya, T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 v\u0259 Rusiya kimi \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259d\u0259bi portallarda v\u0259 antalogiyalarda d\u0259rc edilib.  Ax\u0131r d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f Allaha t\u0259r\u0259fdir! Ham\u0131 Allah\u0131n h\u00fczuruna qay\u0131dacaqd\u0131r. (\u201cQurani-K\u0259rim\u201d Ali-\u0130mran sur\u0259si, 28-ci ay\u0259) \u201cBir d\u0259 qay\u0131t v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yad\u0131na sal\u201d (C\u0259lal\u0259ddin Rumi) […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-42659","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42659","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=42659"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42659\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":42662,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42659\/revisions\/42662"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=42659"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=42659"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=42659"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}