{"id":42709,"date":"2022-12-14T06:00:00","date_gmt":"2022-12-14T02:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=42709"},"modified":"2022-12-14T08:47:09","modified_gmt":"2022-12-14T04:47:09","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-h%c9%99r-seyi-sev%c9%99n-adam-ilin-hekay%c9%99si-musabiq%c9%99si-ucun","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=42709","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.”H\u0259r \u015feyi sev\u0259n adam” (“\u0130lin hekay\u0259si” m\u00fcsabiq\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Kulis.az “\u0130lin hekay\u0259si” m\u00fcsabiq\u0259sind\u0259 i\u015ftirak ed\u0259n <\/b>Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f redakt<\/strong>oru<\/strong> \u015e\u0259fa V\u0259linin “H\u0259r \u015feyi sev\u0259n adam” hekay\u0259sini t\u0259qdim edir.<\/b><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cD\u00fcn\u0259n dekabr\u0131n biri idi. Bu g\u00fcn ikisidir. \u0130ki g\u00fcn aras\u0131ndak\u0131 yegan\u0259 f\u0259rq yaln\u0131z aid edildikl\u0259ri t\u0259qvim r\u0259q\u0259ml\u0259ridir. V\u0259ss\u0259lam! Ba\u015fqa n\u0259? N\u0259 ax\u0131? He\u00e7c\u0259 n\u0259!\u201d – d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n asd\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fckl\u0259r xana yumaqlar\u0131 kimiydi; biri \u00e7\u00f6z\u0259l\u0259ndikc\u0259, o biri d\u0259 yuvarlan\u0131r, birinin ipi \u0259ri\u015f\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259, o birininki ar\u011faca dolan\u0131rd\u0131: \u201cSonra da ad qoyurlar m\u0259n\u0259, ayama tax\u0131rlar \u00f6z al\u0259ml\u0259rind\u0259! El\u0259 bilirl\u0259r, s\u00f6zaras\u0131 dedikl\u0259ri o \u201cqarav\u0259lli\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qanm\u0131ram, an\u015f\u0131rdamm\u0131ram. T\u0259p\u0259niz haqq\u0131 el\u0259! Qurudun \u0259zgintisi kimi \u015feyl\u0259rdi, \u0259\u015f\u015fi, ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n can\u0131nda, ruhunda n\u0259 var-n\u0259 yox, \u00f6m\u00fcr c\u0259mind\u0259 islan\u0131b, \u0259zilib, ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb, x\u0259ng\u0259l\u0259-xa\u015f\u0131la \u00e7il\u0259nib.\u201d-dodaqlar\u0131na \u0259min, bir az da h\u0259yas\u0131z g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f \u00e7il\u0259ndi: \u201cN\u0259 ayamad\u0131 amma! P\u0259h! Yazasan bir A4 s\u0259hif\u0259sin\u0259, \u00e7ap ed\u0259s\u0259n r\u0259ngli printerd\u0259, arxas\u0131n\u0131 t\u00fcp\u00fcrc\u0259kl\u0259yib yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131rasan ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n qa\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n ortas\u0131na birc\u0259-birc\u0259! \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259, iri h\u0259rfl\u0259rl\u0259: \u018fZG\u0130NT\u0130! G\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259 oxuyub g\u00fcl\u0259, ged\u0259n d\u0259!\u201d-\u015faqqanaq \u00e7\u0259kdi…Amma g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fc anl\u0131q oldu, ruhundak\u0131 u\u00e7urumun dibin\u0259 \u00e7oxdan atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf\u00fc silk\u0259l\u0259nib qalxd\u0131, boyunu g\u00f6st\u0259rdi: \u201c\u0130ndi qurud tan\u0131yanm\u0131 qal\u0131b?! Qoyasan el\u0259 marketd\u0259n kau\u00e7uk qabda yaxant\u0131 da\u015f\u0131yalar, ad\u0131n\u0131 da qat\u0131q qoyalar…\u201d

D\u0259rind\u0259n \u201cah\u201d \u00e7\u0259kib g\u00f6zl\u0259rini tavana zill\u0259di. Gerid\u0259 qoydu\u011fu g\u00fcn\u00fcn h\u0259r saat\u0131n\u0131, h\u0259tta h\u0259r an\u0131n\u0131 yad\u0131na salma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Ad\u0259tiydi ba\u015f\u0131 yast\u0131\u011fa g\u0259linc\u0259 divardak\u0131 t\u0259qvimd\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n qara q\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259 \u201cbir qu\u015f!\u201d yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 r\u0259q\u0259m\u0259 aid edil\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlamaq…

…S\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259kiydi; t\u0259mirsiz evind\u0259 yuxudan oyanm\u0131\u015f, suyu yax\u015f\u0131 isitm\u0259y\u0259n q\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131c\u0131ya s\u00f6y\u0259-s\u00f6y\u0259, l\u0259k\u0259li aynaya baxmadan \u0259l-\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yumu\u015f, \u015fokolad ya\u011fl\u0131 yaxmas\u0131n\u0131 yemi\u015f, k\u00fcr\u0259yi enli, qollar\u0131 g\u00f6d\u0259k paltosunu \u0259ynin\u0259 ke\u00e7irib qap\u0131dan e\u015fiy\u0259 at\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yen\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 qaba\u011f\u0131na \u015fal\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259n qad\u0131n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, onu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 i\u015fini dayand\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, \u00e7al\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n uzun sap\u0131na s\u00f6yk\u0259nib ona g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Hans\u0131na g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcrs\u0259n, ay b\u0259db\u0259xt?! – demi\u015fdi k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259n\u0259 birc\u0259 s\u0259rt bax\u0131\u015f ataraq, sonra da paltosunun boyunlu\u011funu yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dayanaca\u011fa \u00e7atd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.

Avtobusda yol\u00e7ulu\u011fu da d\u0259yi\u015film\u0259zliy\u0259 m\u0259hkum idi; it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259n, y\u0131x\u0131lan, oturmaq davas\u0131 ed\u0259n, s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcyl\u0259 dill\u0259\u015f\u0259n s\u0259rni\u015finl\u0259r, k\u0259l\u0259-k\u00f6t\u00fcr yollar, qazandan da\u015fan yarma s\u0131y\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi, dayanacaqdan yolun ortas\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r k\u00f6p\u00fckl\u0259n\u0259n insan s\u0259birsizliyi…

\u0130\u015f yerind\u0259 d\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcla\u00e7an he\u00e7 n\u0259 yox idi… N\u0259 i\u015fini, n\u0259 i\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 sevirdi, maa\u015f\u0131ndan raz\u0131 olan adama is\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun, rast g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi. U\u015faqk\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259mya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131 kimi, kosmonavt olaca\u011f\u0131na \u0259min idi. Yeniyetm\u0259likd\u0259 anlad\u0131 ki, kainat arzular\u0131na s\u0131\u011fa bil\u0259r, amma atas\u0131n\u0131n cibin\u0259 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131r. \u201cDolan\u0131\u015f\u0131q\u201d k\u0259lm\u0259sinin ucundan yap\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn arzular\u0131n\u0131n, x\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259 kimi \u00f6rt\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259rk etm\u0259yinin yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 x\u0259yal q\u0131r\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131 get-ged\u0259 \u00fcmidsizliyinin \u00f6z\u0259yin\u0259 \u00e7evrildi. Bu \u00f6z\u0259k \u00e7atlad\u0131qca, i\u00e7ind\u0259n yeni-yeni u\u011fursuzluqlar, naraz\u0131l\u0131qlar zo\u011f verdikc\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 \u0259cdadlar\u0131ndan qalan, minillikl\u0259r boyunca urvat\u0131n\u0131 itirm\u0259y\u0259n l\u0259n\u0259tli mirasa sar\u0131lma\u011fa-g\u00fcnahkar axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131yla barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n b\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259 tu\u015flama\u011fa. Hikk\u0259li, alacaql\u0131, umacaql\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sinin \u201cborclu\u201dsunu tapmaqda gecikm\u0259di; babas\u0131ndan atas\u0131na, atas\u0131ndan da ona qalan t\u0259mirsiz evin ya\u015fan\u0131las\u0131 olmamas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcnahkar\u0131 evi tik\u0259n b\u0259nna, s\u0259kil\u0259rin \u0259yri-\u00fcyr\u00fc, \u00e7ala-\u00e7uxur olmas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcnahkar\u0131 g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fcz k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259n, avtobusdak\u0131 basabas\u0131n g\u00fcnahkar\u0131 adamlar\u0131 \u201c\u00e7aqq\u0131ldax yunu xarala basan kimi\u201d \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 avtobusa dolduran s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc, sevm\u0259diyi i\u015finin g\u00fcnahkar\u0131 is\u0259 \u201cyediyini danan\u201d bo\u011faz\u0131 idi…

…Dik\u0259lib yerind\u0259 oturdu. D\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n, bir-birind\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 il\u0259 f\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259n alatoran g\u00fcnl\u0259rin, he\u00e7 olmasa, birind\u0259 bel\u0259, g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259yin m\u00fcmk\u00fcns\u00fczl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u0259b\u0259bini axtard\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259yat\u0131nda ilk d\u0259f\u0259… Sa\u011f \u0259lini \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi, qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 dartd\u0131 v\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Can\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259n ani titr\u0259tm\u0259 il\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 susuzlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss etdi v\u0259 aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di. Qulpu q\u0131r\u0131q fincan\u0131n\u0131 su kran\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na tutanda nahar vaxt\u0131 i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n dediyi s\u00f6zl\u0259r yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.

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…\u00dc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259r idil\u0259r: i\u015fi-g\u00fcc\u00fc su borusunu o yan-bu yana s\u00fcr\u00fctl\u0259m\u0259k olan saqqall\u0131 qoca, g\u00fcnd\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259, y\u00fcz d\u0259f\u0259 eyn\u0259yini k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin qoluna sil\u0259n ar\u0131q, uzun o\u011flan, bir d\u0259 o. Qoca \u00e7ay d\u0259ml\u0259yir, o\u011flan fincanlar\u0131 yaxalay\u0131r, o is\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259ri qoynunda dayan\u0131b \u00e7ay i\u00e7m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259birsizl\u0259nirdi. Arabir d\u0259, m\u0259tb\u0259xin qap\u0131s\u0131na n\u0259z\u0259r sal\u0131rd\u0131 ki, kollektivd\u0259n daha he\u00e7 kimin g\u0259lm\u0259m\u0259yind\u0259n \u0259min olsun. \u00c7ay haz\u0131r olan kimi, fincan\u0131n\u0131 doldurub aradan \u00e7\u0131xacaq, \u00f6z ki\u00e7ik kabinetin\u0259 girib qap\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n ba\u011flayacaqd\u0131. Xo\u015flam\u0131rd\u0131 a\u011f\u0131z dey\u0259ni qulaq e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259n y\u0131\u011f\u0131ncaqlar\u0131; bir-iki d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259cbur\u0259n qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 t\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fcn ortas\u0131nda, i\u00e7diyi \u00e7ay\u0131 z\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259, o bir-iki d\u0259f\u0259d\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd epizod xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. Katib\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 \u0259liyl\u0259 oynadaraq g\u00fclm\u0259si, xadim\u0259nin telefonda n\u0259v\u0259sinin \u015f\u0259klini g\u00f6st\u0259rib: \u201cD\u00fcz yeddi ild\u0259n sonra g\u0259lib e! Yeddi il!\u201d – dem\u0259si, m\u00fcdir m\u00fcavinin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 uzanan \u015fam buda\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 d\u0259l\u0259ni g\u00f6st\u0259rib ham\u0131ya sakit olmalar\u0131n\u0131 i\u015far\u0259 etm\u0259si… Bu xatir\u0259 sa\u00e7aqlar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r biri onu hirsl\u0259ndirir, insanlar\u0131n bu q\u0259d\u0259r dolan\u0131\u015f\u0131q d\u0259rdinin i\u00e7ind\u0259, bu q\u0259d\u0259r bozlu\u011fun, r\u0259ngsizliyin i\u00e7ind\u0259 nec\u0259 sevin\u0259 bilm\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259, nec\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259 bilm\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 m\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l qal\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Ba\u011fban day\u0131, \u00e7ay haz\u0131rd\u0131m\u0131? Siyirm\u0259md\u0259 \u015firin k\u00f6k\u0259l\u0259r var, g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb g\u0259lir\u0259m.

Katib\u0259 q\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259tb\u0259xin qap\u0131s\u0131ndan i\u00e7\u0259ri sal\u0131b ucadan soru\u015fdu v\u0259 cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7evrilib g\u00f6zd\u0259n itdi. O, \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259 i\u00e7ini \u00e7\u0259kdi v\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131. O\u011flan yaxalad\u0131\u011f\u0131 fincanlar\u0131 s\u0259liq\u0259 il\u0259 masaya d\u00fczd\u00fc, ehmalca ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 d\u00fcz onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 bax\u0131b:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Birc\u0259 g\u00fcn d\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi, ham\u0131n\u0131 sev!-dedi.

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…\u018flind\u0259ki fincana baxd\u0131, suda \u00f6z \u0259ksini g\u00f6rd\u00fc; \u0259yri-\u00fcyr\u00fc, t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fc doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qa\u00e7mas\u0131na s\u0259b\u0259b oldu. Bo\u015f olan \u0259lini yell\u0259yib fincandak\u0131 suyu birn\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 i\u00e7di v\u0259 fincan\u0131 etina il\u0259 masaya qoyub yerin\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131…

Yuxuya ged\u0259n\u0259d\u0259k o\u011flan\u0131n dediyi c\u00fcml\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc: \u201cBirc\u0259 g\u00fcn d\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi, ham\u0131n\u0131 sev!\u201d S\u0259h\u0259r oyananda da ilk a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n el\u0259 bu c\u00fcml\u0259 idi. Yerinin i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u0259rn\u0259\u015fdi v\u0259 ota\u011fa g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdi. P\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259rin s\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f yerl\u0259rind\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n i\u015f\u0131q g\u00fcn\u00fcn bir boy qalxmas\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259r verirdi. Bir ist\u0259di, z\u0259ngli saat d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259n zavodun i\u015find\u0259ki s\u0259m\u0259r\u0259sizlikd\u0259n gileyl\u0259nsin, tez yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, bu g\u00fcn i\u015f yoxdur-idar\u0259d\u0259 m\u00fcdir m\u00fcavinl\u0259rinin hesabat g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr. \u018flini at\u0131b z\u0259ngli saat\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na tumar \u00e7\u0259kdi v\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u0259n el\u0259 etibarl\u0131 dostsan ki! D\u00fcz, iyirmi yeddi ildir, m\u0259n\u0259 yolda\u015fl\u0131q edirs\u0259n bu \u00f6m\u00fcr yolunda. Atam\u0131n s\u0259ni ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn h\u0259l\u0259 yad\u0131mdad\u0131r. \u2013susdu, diliyl\u0259 dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yalad\u0131 v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumub \u0259lav\u0259 etdi:-Onda on ya\u015fl\u0131 u\u015faq hardan bil\u0259ydi ki, g\u00fcn\u0259 ba\u015flamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259nin hay-haray\u0131na m\u00f6htac qalacaq…

Yen\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131q xatir\u0259l\u0259rini b\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259yib atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131na \u0259l uzatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259ri. Bir h\u00f6vld\u0259 aya\u011fa s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131: \u201cN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r olar ey u\u015faql\u0131q arzular\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlamaq? El\u0259 d\u00fcn\u0259nin k\u0259d\u0259rini \u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259-\u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259 bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn sevincl\u0259rind\u0259n m\u0259hrum olmuramm\u0131?\u201d \u2013dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u00fczyuyana \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131. Yen\u0259 su il\u0131q idi, amma o, bu il\u0131ql\u0131qda n\u0259s\u0259 xo\u015f bir \u015fey hiss el\u0259di. N\u0259 idi bu xo\u015fluq? Qorxa-qorxa, \u00e7\u0259kin\u0259-\u00e7\u0259kin\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131na g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdi. H\u0259r \u015fey eyn\u0259n d\u00fcn\u0259nki kimiydi. Yox… D\u00fcn\u0259nki kimi deyildi ax\u0131. D\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n n\u0259 idi? G\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumub \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 onad\u0259k sayd\u0131, sonra g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131 v\u0259 hamam ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131 daha diqq\u0259tl\u0259 s\u00fczd\u00fc. D\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu yen\u0259 an\u015f\u0131rdammad\u0131, \u0259l-qolunu oynada-oynada m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di. \u015eokoladl\u0131 yaxmas\u0131 da, ax\u015famdan qalan d\u0259m d\u0259 ona l\u0259zz\u0259t el\u0259di. Dama\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 dad qa\u00e7mam\u0131\u015f \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ikinci yaxman\u0131 da d\u00fcz\u0259ltdi, ikinci \u00e7ay\u0131 da s\u00fczd\u00fc.

Qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015f pulqab\u0131ndak\u0131 pullar\u0131 sayd\u0131 v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yeni palto almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l vaxt\u0131n m\u0259hz bu g\u00fcn-dekabr\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc oldu\u011funa q\u0259rar verdi. S\u0259kid\u0259ki su il\u0259 sil\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f \u00e7alalar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n hoppanaraq ke\u00e7di, lap ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda dayand\u0131. \u018fyilib yerd\u0259n bir \u00e7inar yarpa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, onu su dolu \u00e7alan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu. Yarpaq iriydi, uclar\u0131 \u00e7alan\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131nda qald\u0131. \u018ftraf\u0131na baxd\u0131, nisb\u0259t\u0259n ki\u00e7ik yarpaq tapd\u0131, \u00e7alaya onu buraxd\u0131. Amma bu yarpaq da suyun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00fczm\u0259di, el\u0259c\u0259, oldu\u011fu yerd\u0259 qald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bu balaca yax\u015f\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259r.

S\u0259s\u0259 geri \u00e7evrildi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259n \u00e7al\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n sap\u0131n\u0131 qoltu\u011funun alt\u0131nda s\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, bir \u0259liyl\u0259 \u015fal\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc b\u0259rkidirdi, dig\u0259r \u0259liyl\u0259 d\u0259 balaca, uzunsov bir yarpa\u011f\u0131 ona uzatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
-Sa\u011f olasan, xala!

H\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 yarpa\u011f\u0131 ald\u0131 v\u0259 suyun \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 qoydu, \u0259yilib var g\u00fcc\u00fcyl\u0259 \u00fcf\u00fcrd\u00fc. Yarpaq s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 bir qar\u0131\u015fl\u0131q \u00e7alan\u0131n dig\u0259r sahilin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131.
-Zo\u011fal yarpa\u011f\u0131d\u0131r o, y\u00fcng\u00fcld\u00fc, h\u0259m d\u0259, damar\u0131 nazikdi. \u2013dedi k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k.
-Burda zo\u011fal a\u011fac\u0131 var?-heyr\u0259tl\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131na baxd\u0131.
-Budu ey, m\u0259kt\u0259bin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259di.

K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259nin g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi s\u0259mt\u0259 burdu boynunu; on-on be\u015f metr aral\u0131da dekabr\u0131n \u00e7iskinin\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl vermi\u015f, h\u0259r buda\u011f\u0131nda iki t\u0259k, bir c\u00fct sar\u0131 yarpaq g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n zo\u011fal a\u011fac\u0131 vard\u0131.
-Zo\u011fal\u0131n\u0131 da u\u015faqlar yey\u0259r bunun.-\u0130lk a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n fikir s\u00f6z donunu geyinm\u0259kd\u0259 gecikm\u0259di.
-H\u0259.-K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259di: -Sa\u011f olsunlar, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ovuclar\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 uzad\u0131rlar d\u0259mirl\u0259rin aras\u0131ndan.

…Avtobus dayanaca\u011f\u0131na \u00e7atanad\u0259k dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131ndak\u0131 dart\u0131lman\u0131 dayand\u0131rammad\u0131: \u201cK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259nin t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259, y\u00fcz faiz!\u201d-dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259kd\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259di. Dayanacaqda adam az idi. Ya\u015fl\u0131 ki\u015fi taxtas\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131q oturacaqda oturmu\u015fdu, qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259yib siqaret \u00e7\u0259kirdi. G\u0259nc q\u0131z d\u00fcz s\u0259kinin k\u0259nar\u0131nda idi; ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 aral\u0131 qoyub ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sin\u0259sin\u0259 \u0259ymi\u015f, bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 asfaltdak\u0131 \u00e7ata zill\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u0130ki yeniyetm\u0259 o\u011flan dayanaca\u011f\u0131n d\u0259mir dir\u0259yin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259nmi\u015fdi, h\u0259r\u0259si \u00f6z telefonunun ekran\u0131na bax\u0131rd\u0131. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saniy\u0259 o\u011flanlar\u0131 m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 el\u0259di, onlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 anbaan d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n ifad\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 n\u0259 axtaraca\u011f\u0131na q\u0259rar ver\u0259 bilm\u0259diyini anlayanda yen\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di: \u201cH\u0259l\u0259 o ya\u015fdalar…\u201d – d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k yoluna davam el\u0259di. Bu g\u00fcn avtobusa minm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, iki k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 paltar d\u00fckan\u0131nad\u0259k piyada ged\u0259c\u0259kdi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rinin tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u0259l\u0259-k\u00f6t\u00fcr, yamaql\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin add\u0131mlar\u0131na yad olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da sevgisizliy\u0259 yozmaq ist\u0259mirdi, el\u0259-bel\u0259, s\u0259b\u0259bsizc\u0259, m\u0259na axtarmadan piyada gedirdi…

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…T\u0259z\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 paltosunu d\u0259hlizd\u0259ki as\u0131lqandan asanda can\u0131na istilik yay\u0131ld\u0131:
-Evim…-dedi k\u00f6vr\u0259klikl\u0259:-\u00d6z evim. Babam\u0131n \u0259l \u0259m\u0259yi, atam\u0131n s\u0131\u011f\u0131naca\u011f\u0131, anam\u0131n q\u00fcrur yeri…

M\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di. \u00c7aydan\u0131 doldurub qaynama\u011fa qoydu, d\u0259mliyin qapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b k\u00f6hn\u0259 d\u0259min t\u00fcnd qoxusunu ciy\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi. Sonra d\u0259mliyin i\u00e7ind\u0259ki qara\u00e7ay\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n e\u015fiy\u0259-h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259ki kollara t\u0259r\u0259f tullad\u0131. Yad\u0131na i\u015f yerind\u0259ki qoca ba\u011fban\u0131n \u00e7ay d\u0259ml\u0259m\u0259si d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Eyn\u0259n onun kimi, ehmalca d\u0259mliyi yaxalad\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259yi soyumad\u0131, ovcuna su al\u0131b e\u015fiyin\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi, sonra \u00e7ay qa\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, \u00fc\u00e7 \u00e7ay qa\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 qara\u00e7ay t\u00f6kd\u00fc d\u0259mliy\u0259. D\u00f6y\u00fck\u0259-d\u00f6y\u00fck\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259ki dolab\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b-\u00f6rtd\u00fc, n\u0259hay\u0259t, ki\u00e7ik bir kasan\u0131n dibind\u0259 be\u015f mix\u0259k tapd\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb d\u0259mliy\u0259 atd\u0131 v\u0259 \u00e7aydan\u0131n qaynamas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259bri \u00e7atmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb d\u0259hliz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Yataq ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yar\u0131a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131s\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n da\u011f\u0131n\u0131ql\u0131q \u00fcr\u0259yini s\u0131xd\u0131…

\u00c7irkli yataq \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc hamam ota\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 kau\u00e7uk vannaya qoyub \u0259lini yuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Sabunlu \u0259ll\u0259rini bir-birin\u0259 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk s\u00fcrtd\u00fckc\u0259 n\u0259yins\u0259 yenil\u0259ndiyini, d\u0259yi\u015fdiyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, o \u201cn\u0259s\u0259\u201dni axtarmaqdan qorxdu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc danlay\u0131rd\u0131: \u201c\u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6l\u00fcm, h\u0259l\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 urvatl\u0131 ad qoyublar ha! El\u0259 qarav\u0259lliy\u0259m ki, buyam! \u0130ndiy\u0259d\u0259k qorxdu\u011fum bir D\u0259li N\u0259st\u0259nin itiydi. \u0130ndi amma g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n diksinir\u0259m, hoppan\u0131ram i\u00e7imd\u0259n. \u018fri\u015ft\u0259 a\u015f\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259limi kimi, buland\u0131r\u0131ram zehnimd\u0259 n\u0259 varsa. Niy\u0259 ax\u0131? Niy\u0259? El\u0259 bil, bu d\u00fcnyada…Yox…-ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131:-D\u00fcnya \u00e7ox oldu ax\u0131, ay qarav\u0259lli, s\u0259n d\u00fcnyan\u0131n eynin\u0259s\u0259nmi ki? \u2013sulu \u0259lini yell\u0259di, bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 s\u0131\u00e7rayan damlalar\u0131n ard\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb g\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259n getdi, k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin qoluyla g\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fc silm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131: -Lap el\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259, bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 qorxulas\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r adam var ki! Biri el\u0259 \u018fsnat\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131 Lilpar, \u00e7\u0259n\u0259sinin alt\u0131na ke\u00e7dins\u0259, birinci sinifd\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u201ciki\u201d d\u0259 yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. N\u0259t\u0259h\u0259r edirs\u0259, kalap\u0131r kartofu kimi, bi\u015firir, pil\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u0259rir adam\u0131. Vaxt\u0131nda atana, anana dem\u0259diyin n\u0259 sirrin varsa, g\u00f6y d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00e7\u0259 el\u0259yib, b\u00fck\u00fcb qoyursan Lilpar\u0131n ovcuna. Qorxulas\u0131d\u0131rm\u0131? H\u0259!\u201d

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