{"id":43114,"date":"2022-12-23T10:00:00","date_gmt":"2022-12-23T06:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=43114"},"modified":"2022-12-23T15:57:45","modified_gmt":"2022-12-23T11:57:45","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-intizar-seirl%c9%99ri-v%c9%99-qiriq-q%c9%99lb-toplayicisi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=43114","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.” \u0130ntizar \u015feirl\u0259ri v\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131q q\u0259lb toplay\u0131c\u0131s\u0131… “"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, \u201c\u0130lin g\u0259nci\u201d m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f redaktoru<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Da\u015fl\u0131, dar k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin birind\u0259n dig\u0259rin\u0259 adlad\u0131qca aya\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 rezin \u00e7\u0259km\u0259nin s\u0259si d\u0259yi\u015firdi; bayaq c\u0131r\u0131ldayan \u00e7\u0259km\u0259 indi pi\u015fik miyoltusuna b\u0259nz\u0259r bir a\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Qoca bu s\u0259sl\u0259ri min il idi ki, e\u015fidirdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Min il oldu ha!-dey\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di v\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b be\u015fm\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li binan\u0131n k\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259 k\u00f6s\u00f6v\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131: -Bir, iki…\u00dc\u00e7… H\u0259, d\u0259qiq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259dir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n i\u015f\u0131q s\u0259kinin ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, amma burda da yerini rahatlaya bilm\u0259mi\u015f,  iki t\u0259k-bir c\u00fct da\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yk\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, titr\u0259m\u0259si k\u0259sm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Qoca heyb\u0259sini i\u015f\u0131\u011fa \u0259man\u0259t eyl\u0259di v\u0259 ehtiyatla, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxa-baxa divar\u0131n dibin\u0259-p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin alt\u0131ndak\u0131 qaranl\u0131a\u011fa do\u011fru ir\u0259lil\u0259di. G\u00fcman\u0131 \u00e7in \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131; burda da q\u0131r\u0131q q\u0259lb vard\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            …\u00c7ox sonralar, qocan\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131 x\u0259fifl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6l\u0259ziyib, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259p\u0259ri yesir olanda n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rini ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131b dan\u0131\u015facaqd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-H\u0259min gec\u0259 be\u015fm\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li binada t\u0259k birc\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q vard\u0131. D\u00fcnya yatan vaxt oyaq olan\u0131n q\u0259lbinin q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ill\u0259rin t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259si \u00f6yrt\u0259mi\u015fdi m\u0259n\u0259… V\u0259 el\u0259, \u0259liml\u0259 qoydu\u011fum kimi d\u0259 tapd\u0131m o gec\u0259nin q\u0259nim\u0259tini-q\u0131r\u0131q q\u0259lbi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259 n\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, babacan?-N\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rin \u0259n d\u0259c\u0259linin dili dinc durmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– … \u201cSona \u0130ntizar\u201d yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…-Qoca yadda\u015f x\u0259rit\u0259sind\u0259 i\u015far\u0259l\u0259diyi yeri tez tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131na o q\u0259d\u0259r sevinmi\u015fdi ki, \u201c\u0130ntizar\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dem\u0259yind\u0259 bel\u0259, bir \u015f\u0259nlik vard\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            ***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u015eeir\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl ver\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259ndir o… Bildiyini, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc, lap el\u0259  g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yumub ruhunu \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131\u011f\u0131 nam\u0259lumluqlar\u0131 da \u015feirl\u0259 anlad\u0131r. Yaz\u0131r ki: \u201cArada \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n gah k\u00fcs, gah bar\u0131\u015f, Hissl\u0259rin d\u00fcz\u00fcls\u00fcn qoy s\u0259tirl\u0259r\u0259\u2026\u201d  \u015eeiri \u201cd\u00fcz\u00fcb-qo\u015fanlardan\u201d f\u0259rqli olaraq, misralar\u0131n hissl\u0259rin son ucu oldu\u011funu d\u0259rk edir. Bu d\u0259rketm\u0259 onun xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyidirmi?  Cavab\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259til\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n sualdan yaxa qurtarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc tuturam n\u00f6vb\u0259ti \u015feir\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n hardan bil\u0259s\u0259n n\u0259dir m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dualar etm\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259ndinmi s\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Ola bil\u0259r ki, dua etm\u0259k hans\u0131sa f\u00f6vq\u0259l g\u00fcc\u00fcn buyru\u011fu olsun, amma ona n\u0259yi, nec\u0259 s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rma\u011f\u0131 insan \u00f6vlad\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc k\u0259\u015ff edib. V\u0259 m\u0259nc\u0259, hissl\u0259rin\u0259 qudsal donu geyindirm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259hz bundan sonra ba\u015flay\u0131b… Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259, duan\u0131 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r \u00fclvi, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti d\u0259 dua q\u0259d\u0259r toxunulmaz, s\u00f6zqonmaz saymaq q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259lib….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Amma insan\u0131n d\u00fcnyadan k\u00fcsd\u00fcy\u00fc, olub-bit\u0259ni g\u00fcnahkar \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cf\u0259l\u0259yin\u201d aya\u011f\u0131na yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 vaxtlar da olur ki, bel\u0259 anlar he\u00e7 bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 dolab\u0131na s\u0131\u011fm\u0131r; qap\u0131 dal\u0131ndak\u0131 ki\u00e7ik, siyirm\u0259li, taxta oturaca\u011f\u0131n  dabanke\u015f as\u0131lan \u0259yri mismar\u0131 b\u0259s edir ki, zehnind\u0259ki dur\u011funlu\u011fun bo\u011fazl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7ir\u0259s\u0259n. M\u0259hz bel\u0259  zamanlarda do\u011fulur \u201c\u0259n adi \u015feirl\u0259r\u201d:  \u201cBir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n ki, g\u00f6z\u00fcn qaral\u0131r, Daha d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259yir sin\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            ***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Q\u0131r\u0131q q\u0259lb toplay\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 kimi \u00f6m\u00fcr ke\u00e7ir\u0259n qoca taxta \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259li p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259,  n\u0259lb\u0259kid\u0259 yanan \u015fama bax\u0131r, h\u0259min gec\u0259y\u0259 aid n\u0259s\u0259 tapaca\u011f\u0131na olan \u00fcmidini itirm\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u015f\u0259l\u0259yirdi. Burnunun \u00fcst\u00fc q\u0131r\u0131\u015fanda, dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259narlar\u0131 asta-asta b\u00fck\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259c\u0259l n\u0259v\u0259 onun axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259lini uzad\u0131b babas\u0131n\u0131n yun corablar\u0131n\u0131n ucunu dart\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Babacan! S\u00f6yl\u0259… S\u00f6yl\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-H\u0259min gec\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259ydi ki,  q\u0259lbi q\u0131r\u0131lan birinin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 evd\u0259n mahn\u0131 s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Mahn\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-H\u0259…-Qoca oynaqlar\u0131 \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 qarmaqlad\u0131, sonra pe\u015fmanlad\u0131, \u00e7\u0259n\u0259sini sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259yib inams\u0131zl\u0131qla p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:-Mahn\u0131 deyildi, \u0259slind\u0259… \u015eeir idi…Amma q\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fc mahn\u0131 kimi oxuyurdu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            ***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u201cX\u0259yal\u0131na s\u00f6yl\u0259, bir d\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131ma Qoy s\u0259nsiz g\u0259lm\u0259sin, s\u0259nsiz \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n…\u201d-\u00fcsyan edir Sona \u0130ntizar… \u00d6z qurdu\u011fu x\u0259yallar\u0131 s\u0259liq\u0259yl\u0259, nizamla y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6n\u00fcl r\u0259finin \u0259n \u00fcst g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxark\u0259n,  nataraz, h\u0259yat\u0131n \u0259ynin\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n, r\u0259ngi qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q x\u0259yal\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259rk\u0259n g\u00fcc\u00fc el\u0259 buna \u00e7at\u0131r. Sonra b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcmidl\u0259rini d\u0259st\u0259l\u0259yir, c\u0259sar\u0259tini ba\u011f edib \u00fcmid \u015f\u0259l\u0259si qurur, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bu \u015f\u0259l\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyur, boyunu h\u0259min o nataraz x\u0259yala uzad\u0131r (\u0259lini uzatma\u011f\u0131 q\u00fcruruna x\u0259yan\u0259t say\u0131r amma…),  ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131r: \u201cM\u0259n s\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 n\u0259 olmu\u015fam, b\u0259s?\u201d S\u0259sini is\u0259 t\u0259kc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc, bir d\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f q\u0259lbini heyb\u0259sind\u0259 da\u015f\u0131yan o qoca e\u015fidir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u201c\u015eeirimin h\u0259r s\u0259tri s\u0259nd\u0259n b\u0259hs edir\u2026\u201d \u00dcz tutdu\u011fu \u201cs\u0259n\u201di d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc yarad\u0131b…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u201cBir \u015feir yaz, q\u0259l\u0259m, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f, Misralar b\u0259z\u0259nsin t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259r\u0259.\u201d T\u0259kl\u0259ndiyi \u00f6m\u00fcr d\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc tutan birc\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259mi qal\u0131r \u015fairin…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            ***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Qoca n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259diyi na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n sonunda g\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 alman\u0131 b\u00f6l\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015fdis\u0259 d\u0259,  na\u011f\u0131ldak\u0131 sehir u\u015faqlar\u0131n \u201c\u015firin yuxuya batmas\u0131na\u201d yetmi\u015fdi. Qoca da yatmaq, minillikl\u0259rin yadda\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 s\u0131n\u0131q-salxaq n\u0259f\u0259slikl\u0259rind\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259ri t\u0259pil\u0259n xatir\u0259l\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n yay\u0131nmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Bacarm\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Dey\u0259s\u0259n, bu q\u0131\u015f gec\u0259si umdu\u011fumdan da uzun olacaq ax\u0131…-T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131 v\u0259 ip corablar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki nax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131, \u015fam i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na tutdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            …S\u0259h\u0259r n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259ri qocan\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f, amma n\u0259f\u0259ssiz tapd\u0131lar. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin bu\u011funda birc\u0259 c\u00fcml\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: \u201cQ\u0259lbl\u0259r q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131qca \u015fairl\u0259r susmayacaq…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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            \u201cG\u00fcl- \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kli ba\u011fsan, M\u0259n torlu \u00e7\u0259p\u0259r, Biz ayr\u0131 do\u011fulduq\u2026\u201d B\u0259z\u0259n e\u015fq da\u015f\u0131n \u015f\u0259lal\u0259y\u0259, \u015f\u0259lal\u0259nin d\u0259 intihar\u0131na b\u0259ar\u0259t qazand\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259bi\u0259t\u0259 a\u015fiq oldu\u011fundan ba\u015fqa  he\u00e7 bir m\u0259na da\u015f\u0131m\u0131r. V\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259, davamedici zaman formas\u0131nda ya\u015fayan insan  solmu\u015f \u00fcmid \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yin\u0259 yas saxlamaq \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259, dibin\u0259 bir ovuc daha sevgi t\u00f6k\u00fcr, bir xo\u015f s\u00f6z daha deyir… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Q\u0131r\u0131q q\u0259lb toplay\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 olan qoca Sona \u0130ntizar\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 m\u0259hz bu h\u0259qiq\u0259ti tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…  Babalar\u0131ndan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259man\u0259ti-q\u0131r\u0131q q\u0259lbl\u0259ri toplama\u011f\u0131 n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259yi bacarma\u011f\u0131n xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi il\u0259 sonuncu n\u0259f\u0259sini havaya sovurmu\u015fdu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            N\u0259v\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015f-ba\u015fa verib i\u015f\u0259 hardan ba\u015flayacaqlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. D\u0259c\u0259l n\u0259v\u0259 \u00e7oxbilmi\u015f ifad\u0259yl\u0259 demi\u015fdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Gec\u0259l\u0259r i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rin alt\u0131na v\u0259  parkdak\u0131 oturacaqlar\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131\u015fda quru qalan t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rin\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259liyik!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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