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            \u015e\u0259h\u0259rin \u0259n k\u0259nar m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259sind\u0259, qaranl\u0131q bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 yava\u015f add\u0131m s\u0259sl\u0259ri durmadan k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259ni d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259yirdi. Bu anda k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 it-pi\u015fik s\u0259sl\u0259ri d\u0259 duyulmaqda idi. Zibil bu yerl\u0259rd\u0259 sanki k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi. \u0130t-pi\u015fikl\u0259rs\u0259 zibil qutular\u0131n\u0131 e\u015f\u0259l\u0259yir, \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 yem axtar\u0131r, n\u0259yis\u0259 b\u00f6l\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 insanlar kimi dala\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Onlar\u0131n h\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fm\u0259si, arabir bo\u011fu\u015fmas\u0131 yava\u015f-yava\u015f add\u0131mlayan adam\u0131 he\u00e7 narahat etmirdi. Ara m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n is\u0259 \u0259trafa pis t\u00fcst\u00fc h\u0259r ax\u015fam oldu\u011fu kimi yen\u0259 d\u0259 yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s g\u00fcn batandan sonra pis i\u015fl\u0259rini aradan qald\u0131r\u0131rm\u0131\u015fcas\u0131na onlar\u0131 yand\u0131r\u0131b g\u00f6y\u0259 sovurma\u011fa can at\u0131rd\u0131lar. Pis qoxu is\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn bu eyb\u0259c\u0259rlikl\u0259rin \u0259n d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tlisi kimi bu yerl\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Add\u0131m s\u0259sl\u0259ri \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin bu iraq m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259sind\u0259ki \u0259n son qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259lib bir anl\u0131q dayanm\u0131\u015f kimi oldu. Qaranl\u0131qdan \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259n bu kimliyi nam\u0259lum adam n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259di, a\u00e7an olmad\u0131. He\u00e7 bilm\u0259k d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin idi ki, i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 kims\u0259 var, ya yox. Adam da bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 c\u0259hd etdikd\u0259n sonra bir \u015fey \u0259ld\u0259 etm\u0259yib yenid\u0259n \u00fcfun\u0259t dolu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin qoynuna at\u0131ld\u0131. Bu andan sonra n\u0259inki bu m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259ni, b\u00fct\u00fcnl\u00fckl\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri k\u0259skin soyuq da \u00e7ul\u011fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. D\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 hava s\u0259rt idi. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 havan\u0131n s\u0259rtliyi insanlar\u0131n bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259ki s\u0259rtliyi kimi k\u0259skin v\u0259 amans\u0131z idi. Bu havan\u0131n soyuqlu\u011fu nec\u0259 olurdu ki, daha da s\u0259rtl\u0259\u015fdirdi, amans\u0131zl\u0131q qazan\u0131rd\u0131?! Bel\u0259 bir sual da insanlar\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sini he\u00e7 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful etmirdi. Soyuq anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259sl mahiyy\u0259tini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n onu ya\u015fama\u011fa ad\u0259tk\u0259rd\u0259 olmu\u015fuq, amma h\u0259qiqi m\u0259nada bilmirdik ki, soyuq \u0259sl h\u0259qiq\u0259td\u0259 n\u0259 olan \u015feydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Soyuq \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u0259k deyil, soyuq donmaq da deyil. Soyuq \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fcn, \u015faxtan\u0131n \u0259n iti b\u0131\u00e7aqt\u0259kin s\u0259ni isid\u0259c\u0259k olan bir evinin, isti yuvan\u0131n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman duydu\u011fun hisdir. Onu da yaln\u0131z bel\u0259 havalarda qap\u0131lar \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 olan bu kimi adamlar duya bil\u0259rl\u0259r. \u0130sti yuvas\u0131nda oturub isti \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259r bilm\u0259z, onlarla evi bo\u015f olan, sad\u0259c\u0259 birind\u0259 ya\u015fayan v\u0259 dig\u0259rl\u0259ri qap\u0131s\u0131 q\u0131f\u0131ll\u0131 qalan o insan deyil\u0259n varl\u0131q is\u0259 he\u00e7 anlamaz, anlamaq da ist\u0259m\u0259z. Bax bel\u0259 bir soyuq, \u015faxtal\u0131 bir g\u00fcn idi. El\u0259 bir g\u00fcn ki, dediyimiz insanlar onun d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tini anlamaqdan m\u0259hrum idil\u0259r, onlar isti evl\u0259rind\u0259 oturub isti \u00e7aylar\u0131n\u0131 l\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259 udumlay\u0131rd\u0131lar, h\u0259tta k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin, xiyabanlar\u0131n b\u0259yaz qar\u0131na bax\u0131b l\u0259zz\u0259t d\u0259 al\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bel\u0259 bir g\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259, do\u011frudan da, el\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fc k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259sirdi v\u0259 da\u011flardan insan d\u0259risini k\u0259s\u0259n soyuq qar g\u0259lirdi ki, sanki q\u0259z\u0259bi tutmu\u015fdu. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fccl\u00fc bir soyuqda, qarl\u0131-\u015faxtal\u0131 havada \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259sind\u0259 t\u0259k-t\u0259nha bir adamsa yoluna ara verm\u0259d\u0259n davam edirdi. Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin ara-b\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 bir o idi, bir d\u0259 olsa-olsa ins-cins…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259k-t\u0259nha h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ed\u0259n adam olduqca fikirli-fikirli v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 he\u00e7 bilm\u0259d\u0259n hara gedirmi\u015fc\u0259sin\u0259 bir d\u00f6ng\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. K\u00fcl\u0259yin v\u0131y\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 da, hans\u0131sa yax\u0131n-uzaq da\u011flar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndan g\u0259tirdiyi dondurucu qar da sanki ona q\u0259nim k\u0259silmi\u015fdi. Adam arada bir \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u201cS\u0259n n\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n bizd\u0259n, bizimki biz\u0259 b\u0259s etmirmi?!\u201d kimi c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 deyinirdi. Budur, o, d\u00f6ng\u0259ni d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 k\u00fcncd\u0259, zibil qutusunu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 daldalanacaq etmi\u015f bir \u0259yya\u015fla da qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            B\u0259s \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 tez-tez rastla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bu \u0259yya\u015f kim idi, bilirsinizmi?! Yox, onu tan\u0131mazs\u0131n\u0131z, y\u0259qin. Bilmirsiniz, b\u0259lk\u0259, b\u0259zil\u0259riniz g\u00f6r\u00fcbs\u00fcn\u00fcz, amma onu \u00f6t\u0259ri tan\u0131y\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, bilirsiniz. Ax\u0131 siz h\u0259r zaman bir \u0259yya\u015fa \u00f6t\u0259ri baxm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z, ona he\u00e7 diqq\u0259t yetirm\u0259misiniz. \u0130caz\u0259 verin biz dey\u0259k: \u018fyya\u015f insan\u0131n \u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 n\u00f6qt\u0259sidir. Bir insan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r r\u0259himsiz ola bil\u0259r, bax o, o zaman \u0259yya\u015fa \u00e7evril\u0259r. Bu g\u0259z\u0259n adam\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda da bel\u0259 bir insan, daha do\u011frusu, insan\u0131n \u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 n\u00f6qt\u0259sind\u0259 b\u0259rq\u0259rar olmu\u015f bir varl\u0131q dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Adam-s\u0259rk\u0259rdan v\u0259 \u018fyya\u015f. Nec\u0259 d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r bir qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fma!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Adam ona yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 xeyli s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz baxd\u0131qdan sonra soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Ad\u0131n n\u0259dir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fyya\u015f is\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rmadan cavab verdi, dedi ki, ad\u0131m V\u0259h\u015fi, Xortdan, At\u0131lm\u0131\u015f… He\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m ad\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu h\u0259yatdan k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n nifr\u0259t ed\u0259n adam\u0131n cavab\u0131 adam\u0131 narahat etdi, ax\u0131 onun da bu g\u00fcn g\u0259ldiyi v\u0259ziyy\u0259t bel\u0259c\u0259 \u0259yya\u015fl\u0131qla ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fyya\u015f cavan o\u011flan idi, amma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc bu \u00e7irkab onu sanki ah\u0131l bir insana \u00e7evirmi\u015fdi. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxanda bir zamanlar onun nec\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l oldu\u011fu, g\u0259nc xan\u0131mlar\u0131n diqq\u0259tini nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yi sezilirdi. Amma indi o g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-De g\u00f6r\u00fcm, ne\u00e7\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131n var?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Ya\u015f? M\u0259ni \u0259l\u0259 sal\u0131rsan. N\u0259 ya\u015f!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fyya\u015f g\u00fcld\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-M\u0259n ya\u015fay\u0131ramm\u0131 ki, ya\u015f\u0131m da olsun. R\u0259dd ol burdan! Nifr\u0259t edir\u0259m insanlara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fyya\u015f bir insan bel\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k, s\u0259sini duymaq ist\u0259mirdi. O, \u0259lind\u0259ki butulkadan son xortumu da \u00e7\u0259kib b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 adama do\u011fru f\u0131rlad\u0131r:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-R\u0259dd ol, dedim s\u0259n\u0259!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Adam t\u0259k-t\u0259nha yoluna davam etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Soyuq yen\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fc idi, t\u0259bi\u0259t\u0259 hakim k\u0259silmi\u015fdi. S\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f a\u00e7\u0131lmaq \u00fczr\u0259dir, insanlar daha isti \u00e7aylar\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ib k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 ax\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Bir azdan k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 u\u015faqlar da g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259yir, onlar qar topu oynay\u0131rd\u0131lar, s\u0259sl\u0259r, \u015f\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r is\u0259 \u0259trafa yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Art\u0131q g\u00fcnortaya do\u011fru yem\u0259kxanalardan isti hava, g\u00f6z\u0259l qoxular da yay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259. Adam arabir dayan\u0131r, istinin v\u0259 yem\u0259yin qoxusunu i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kirdi. B\u0259s yolda t\u0259k-t\u0259nha g\u0259z\u0259n bu adam kimi idi? N\u0259 vaxtsa bir n\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 i\u00e7ini a\u00e7\u0131b t\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-M\u0259n bir s\u0259rk\u0259rdanam, dil\u0259nir\u0259m, h\u0259m d\u0259 evsiz-e\u015fiksiz\u0259m. D\u00f6\u015f\u0259yim oturacaqlar, beton d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259l\u0259r, \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131l \u00f6rt\u00fckl\u0259rdi. Yast\u0131\u011f\u0131m yoldan tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir plastik su butulkas\u0131. Yor\u011fan\u0131m yayda olmur, pay\u0131zda s\u0259xav\u0259tli a\u011faclar\u0131n yarpa\u011f\u0131, q\u0131\u015fda buludlar v\u0259 ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 itirdiyim q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n b\u0259yaz libas\u0131t\u0259k a\u011fappaq olan qar olur. Dostum yoxdu, ham\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 xor bax\u0131r. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nim is\u0259 bir v\u0259fas\u0131z d\u00fcnyad\u0131. Birin\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015ft\u0131ra bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi q\u0259d\u0259r verib, dig\u0259rini l\u00fct-\u00fcryan burax\u0131b. Birinin onlarla i\u00e7i bo\u015f qalan ev-e\u015fiyi, imar\u0259ti, dig\u0259rinin gec\u0259l\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 bir daxmas\u0131 da yox. D\u00fcnya budu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Adam d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259, insan y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox olan yollara. Dil\u0259nir:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Allah x\u0259trin\u0259 m\u0259ni geri \u00e7evirm\u0259yin. Acam, ist\u0259yir\u0259m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biri he\u00e7 baxm\u0131rd\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259. Bel\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n o incimirdi he\u00e7, dig\u0259ri s\u00f6y\u00fcr, t\u0259hqir edirdi. \u201c\u0130til c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259\u201d… \u201cR\u0259dd ol burdan…\u201d \u201c\u018fclaf…\u201d. Bir kims\u0259 d\u0259 pul verirdi, on q\u0259pik, iyirmi q\u0259pik… Bir manat… \u00e7ox zaman da it\u0259 atar kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Adam d\u0259mir, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 ka\u011f\u0131z pullar al\u0131rd\u0131. Amma o, \u0259slind\u0259, bu pullar\u0131 he\u00e7 ist\u0259mirdi, ist\u0259mirdi bunu insanlardan. \u201cAx\u0131, m\u0259n pul \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dil\u0259nmir\u0259m\u201d,-deyirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259s bu s\u0259rk\u0259rdan v\u0259 o \u018fyya\u015f n\u0259 ist\u0259yirdi?! Ah, onlar\u0131 bir anlaya bils\u0259k, d\u00fcnya qurtulu\u015fa varacaq. Onlar, t\u0259bi\u0259tin b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar kimi onlar\u0131n da pay\u0131na verdiyi ruzid\u0259n, b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259td\u0259n ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. \u0130st\u0259yirdil\u0259r ki, onlar\u0131 da anlaya bil\u0259k. Onlar bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 bel\u0259 bir insana \u00e7evrilm\u0259yibl\u0259r ki, bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259 bizl\u0259rin he\u00e7 mi g\u00fcnah\u0131 yoxdur? \u0130nsan yarad\u0131lm\u0131\u015flar\u0131n \u0259n \u0259\u015fr\u0259fi deyilmi?! Yarad\u0131lm\u0131\u015flar\u0131n \u0259n \u0259\u015fr\u0259fi olan insan bel\u0259mi h\u00f6rm\u0259t\u0259, r\u0259ftara layiq g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u0259lidir? Heyhat! Heyhat ki, heyhat!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…Adam bax bel\u0259 bir d\u00fcnyada, bel\u0259 bir soyuq, qarl\u0131-\u015faxtal\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u0259 etinazs\u0131zl\u0131qdan pay\u0131n\u0131 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ona \u0259zab ver\u0259n, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, havan\u0131n soyuqlu\u011fundan \u00e7ox insanlar\u0131n bigan\u0259liyi, soyuq m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti idi. Bel\u0259 bir v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 o, a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r yolunda davam edirdi, \u00e7ox d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259li idi, sanki h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n, h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00fcmidini k\u0259smi\u015fdi. Siz he\u00e7 h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n, h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00fcmidini k\u0259s\u0259n adam g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hava is\u0259 getdikc\u0259 soyumaqda davam edirdi. T\u0259bi\u0259ti isid\u0259n G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f bu n\u0259hs g\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259likd\u0259n he\u00e7 do\u011fmad\u0131 da. \u0130nsanlar isti evl\u0259rind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar, i\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259n qay\u0131td\u0131lar, yollar, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r, xiyabanlar dolub-da\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 art\u0131q g\u00fcn ba\u015fa \u00e7atmaq \u00fczr\u0259 idi. Budur, \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 qaranl\u0131q da \u00e7\u00f6km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b. H\u0259r k\u0259s isti yuvas\u0131na t\u0259l\u0259sir. \u015eaxtal\u0131 hava kimi onlar da nec\u0259 s\u0259rt v\u0259 soyuqdurlar, ilahi. Adam is\u0259 yen\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 t\u0259k-t\u0259nha. O, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131b, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr, yox daha \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u0259k m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259sini d\u0259 \u00e7oxdan adlay\u0131b, o donurdu. Add\u0131mlar\u0131 da yava\u015f\u0131y\u0131b, art\u0131q ayaqlar\u0131 add\u0131mlam\u0131r, onun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxm\u0131r, s\u00fcr\u00fctl\u0259nirdi. Bir azdan adam yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r, o, art\u0131q \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn p\u0259nc\u0259sind\u0259 idi. Bu yetmi\u015f ya\u015f\u0131na l\u00f6vb\u0259r vurmu\u015f bu ki\u015fi indi y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b yer\u0259. Qar da amans\u0131zcas\u0131na ya\u011fmaqda davam edirdi. \u0130nanmayacaqs\u0131n\u0131z, adam \u00f6l\u00fcm aya\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259d\u0259n istini hiss edir, b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 bir istilik hopma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131b, b\u0259d\u0259n art\u0131q donmurdu. Bu anda onun g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ya\u015f axd\u0131. S\u0259n dem\u0259, bu h\u0259yat\u0131n ona son z\u0259rb\u0259si imi\u015f. Bu \u0259c\u0259l t\u0259ri imi\u015f onu bas\u0131b. V\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm, bir g\u00fcn ham\u0131n\u0131 haqlayacaq o \u0259c\u0259l ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015fdi. Siz nec\u0259, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc ki, \u00f6l\u00fcm qurtulu\u015fdur?! Adam bel\u0259c\u0259 qurtuldu ona \u0259zab ver\u0259n h\u0259yatdan. Amma yen\u0259 t\u0259k-t\u0259nha idi. Yan\u0131nda onu sev\u0259n, onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011flayan, ah-nal\u0259 qoparan yox idi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, bel\u0259si daha yax\u015f\u0131 idi.   <\/p>\n\n\n\n

…\u0130ndi qar daha g\u00fccl\u00fc ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Budur, bir azdan o, adam\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc sanki a\u011f k\u0259f\u0259n kimi \u00f6rtm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

  Nax\u00e7\u0131van Muxtar RESPUBL\u0130KASI.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

            \u015e\u0259h\u0259rin \u0259n k\u0259nar m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259sind\u0259, qaranl\u0131q bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 yava\u015f add\u0131m s\u0259sl\u0259ri durmadan k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259ni d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259yirdi. Bu anda k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 it-pi\u015fik s\u0259sl\u0259ri d\u0259 duyulmaqda idi. Zibil bu yerl\u0259rd\u0259 sanki k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi. \u0130t-pi\u015fikl\u0259rs\u0259 zibil qutular\u0131n\u0131 e\u015f\u0259l\u0259yir, \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 yem axtar\u0131r, n\u0259yis\u0259 b\u00f6l\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 insanlar kimi dala\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Onlar\u0131n h\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fm\u0259si, arabir bo\u011fu\u015fmas\u0131 yava\u015f-yava\u015f add\u0131mlayan adam\u0131 he\u00e7 narahat etmirdi. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-43118","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43118","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=43118"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43118\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":43121,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43118\/revisions\/43121"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=43118"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=43118"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=43118"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}