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Bu ilin \u0259sas \u0259d\u0259biyyat hadis\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n biri d\u0259 Qubada ke\u00e7iril\u0259n SilkWay Beyn\u0259lxalq \u018fd\u0259biyyat Festival\u0131n\u0131n Az\u0259rbaycan turu oldu ki, 32 final\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259n ibar\u0259t Antologiya \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n il \u201cAz\u0259rkitab\u201d Yay\u0131nlar\u0131nda n\u0259\u015fr olunacaq. Festival\u0131n r\u0259smi media d\u0259st\u0259k\u00e7isi olan \u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u201d portal\u0131 antologiyaya daxil edil\u0259c\u0259k \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 oxucular\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131\u015f edir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130smay\u0131lova N\u0259rgiz R\u0259fail q\u0131z\u0131 (Nargis)<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tanr\u0131logiya<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ac\u0131nacaql\u0131 \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259ri il\u0259 dolub da\u015fan kabuslar\u0131 Qaian\u0131 yuxu \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t qoymu\u015fdu. Yuxular\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131n haradan g\u0259ldiyini anlaya bilmirdi. Alt\u0131 g\u00fcn idi ki, v\u0259ziyy\u0259t bel\u0259 idi. Alt\u0131 g\u00fcn idi ki, m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259-m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259 bir anlay\u0131\u015f yaran\u0131rd\u0131 beynind\u0259. 6 g\u00fcn idi ki, yuxular\u0131nda yas\u0259m\u0259n me\u015f\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 g\u0259zi\u015firdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Me\u015f\u0259nin d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rin\u0259 do\u011fru ir\u0259lil\u0259dikc\u0259 \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259ri getdikc\u0259 \u00e7oxal\u0131rd\u0131. Y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131, diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc Qaia. Ruhunu sarma\u015f\u0131qvari burul\u011fanlar s\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131… B\u00fct\u00fcn beyin h\u00fcceyr\u0259l\u0259rini u\u015faqk\u0259n k\u0259ndl\u0259rind\u0259ki ala k\u0259rdil\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc sar\u0131 alaq otlar\u0131 bas\u0131rd\u0131 sanki… H\u0259min alaq otlar\u0131 getdikc\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131 t\u0259f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc… D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rinin b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fir\u0259sini sorurdu… D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259ri inki\u015fafs\u0131z qal\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259 is\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131. Tamamlanmayan q\u0131r\u0131q-q\u0131r\u0131q h\u0259yat kadrlar\u0131ndan ibar\u0259t idi, bir anda i\u00e7in\u0259 d\u0131\u011f\u0131rland\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu tan\u0131\u015f olmayan d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O g\u00fcn d\u0259 bel\u0259 oldu. Az\u0259rl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fanda yen\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu yeni d\u00fcnyan\u0131n a\u011fu\u015funda hiss etdi.  Qarma\u015f\u0131q, rabit\u0259siz fikir ya\u011fmurunu dola\u015f\u0131q c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 ona da \u00e7atd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 sevmirdi. \u018fslind\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259sl\u0259 \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t qurmaq v\u0259 uzun-uzun s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k, m\u00fczakir\u0259l\u0259r aparmaq do\u011frudan da \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin idi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ancaq b\u0259zi insanlarla \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t n\u0259f\u0259s almaq kimi \u00f6n\u0259mli idi. Bu zaman insan\u0131n ciy\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259, ruhuna oksigen dolur… H\u0259min g\u00fcn d\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sik \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rini y\u00f6nl\u0259ndirirdi ona. Az\u0259r onun da eynil\u0259 buna b\u0259nz\u0259r hisl\u0259r ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 bunu m\u00fctl\u0259q yazmal\u0131 olduqlar\u0131n\u0131n vacibliyini vur\u011fulayaraq d\u0259st\u0259yi t\u0259l\u0259sik asm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Niy\u0259 yazmal\u0131 idi? \u00c7\u00fcnki b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, el\u0259 t\u0259k \u00e7ar\u0259 yazmaqd\u0131…. Daha n\u0259h\u0259ng \u00e7oxlu\u011fa, multi qatlara, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 meta yoxlu\u011fa meydan oxumaqd\u0131 yazmaq… Qaia bir zamanlar tramvalar\u0131n\u0131 yazan \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Yazmaq insan\u0131 rahatlad\u0131rd\u0131. Bir n\u00f6v, terapiya idi yazmaq… Bununla ba\u011fl\u0131 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 elmi ara\u015fd\u0131rma oxumu\u015fdu zaman\u0131nda…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yazma\u011fa el\u0259 bu z\u0259rif tramvas\u0131ndan ba\u015flayacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lk \u00f6nc\u0259 onu son 5-6 ayda narahat edib, t\u0259\u015fvi\u015f\u0259 salan yuxular\u0131n\u0131 yazmaq ist\u0259yirdi… Yas\u0259m\u0259nli me\u015f\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flayacaq idi yazma\u011fa… N\u0259 idi onu me\u015f\u0259y\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259y\u0259n? Bu, kabus idimi? Halusinasiyam\u0131? O \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131 n\u0259 idi b\u0259s? Ger\u00e7\u0259k idi el\u0259 bil. Oyananda qulaq p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 180 desibel s\u0259sl\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rm\u0131\u015flar kimi hiss edirdi… Bilirdi ki, ara\u015fd\u0131rmalar 180 desibelin raket at\u0131lark\u0259n raketin verdiyi s\u0259s g\u00fcc\u00fcnd\u0259 olmas\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n edib. Buna m\u0259ruz qalmaq is\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tdir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu, yas\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259rin \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131 idi? Yas\u0259m\u0259n a\u011faclar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sirdil\u0259r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qaia bunun s\u0259b\u0259bini soru\u015furdu ordan-bura, burdan-ora qa\u00e7araq. Qan, t\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131 yuxular\u0131nda. A\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cK\u0259sm\u0259yin, yas\u0259m\u0259n a\u011faclar\u0131n\u0131!\u201d dey\u0259r\u0259k yalvar\u0131rd\u0131… Yas\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259r k\u0259silirdi… Hun \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131n sular\u0131 b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259yi r\u0259ng\u0259 boyan\u0131rd\u0131… Qaia  gah \u00e7aya, gah da me\u015f\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131rd\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc. He\u00e7 kim \u0259l saxlam\u0131rd\u0131. Torpa\u011f\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi s\u0259ks\u0259k\u0259d\u0259 idi, az qal\u0131rd\u0131 k\u00f6ks\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n yerind\u0259n. \u0130y v\u0259 dad bilm\u0259sini itirirdi Qaia. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin yan\u0131q qoxusunu, yas\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259rin qan\u0131n\u0131n iyini  hiss etmirdi. Hun \u00e7ay\u0131ndan he\u00e7 bir dad ala bilmirdi art\u0131q. N\u0259 is\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015firdi. Paralel d\u00fcnyayam\u0131 s\u0131\u00e7ram\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ruhu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hun \u00e7ay\u0131 getdikc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 deltalar yarad\u0131rd\u0131… Bu yeni d\u00fcnya daha Hakslinin dediyi kimi c\u0259sur deyildi… Bu d\u00fcnya ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015fdi, qudurmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yas\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259r k\u0259silirdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hun \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131n r\u0259ngi art\u0131q h\u0259r zaman yas\u0259m\u0259n r\u0259ngind\u0259 olacaq \u2013 deyirdi g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f sa\u00e7l\u0131 adam. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi qama\u015fd\u0131ran bir nur q\u00fczehli qi\u015fa \u0259z\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rimi y\u0131\u011faraq b\u0259b\u0259yimi darald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kim idi bunlar? Adlar\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259r almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131m… Ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131 eyni idi… Onlar\u0131 sad\u0259c\u0259 r\u0259q\u0259ml\u0259r f\u0259rql\u0259ndirirdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 1, G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 2, G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 3…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Robotla\u015fm\u0131\u015f t\u0259x\u0259yy\u00fcl\u00fcn m\u0259hsulu bu sistem m\u0259ni \u00fcrk\u00fcd\u00fcrd\u00fc…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 1 i\u00e7l\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259n z\u0259hmli olan\u0131 idi… A\u011faclar\u0131 eyni s\u00fcr\u0259td\u0259 k\u0259ss\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, o sanki f\u0259rqli bir kin b\u0259sl\u0259yirdi yas\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nidir – dedi G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 1…G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 z\u0259hmqar\u0131\u015f\u0131q biclik b\u0259rq vurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 2: B\u0259li, ilk olaraq  g\u00f6z\u0259l qoxu anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131 deyil\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r, bitkil\u0259r yada d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 3: G\u00f6z\u0259l olan h\u0259r \u015fey insan\u0131 t\u0259nb\u0259l edir… \u0130nsanl\u0131q t\u0259nb\u0259lliyin da\u015f\u0131n\u0131 atmal\u0131d\u0131r… G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f yan\u0131r… Vaxta az qal\u0131r. Birazdan tamamil\u0259 yan\u0131b k\u00fcl olacaq… Yeni g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fl\u0259r tapmal\u0131y\u0131q…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 1: Ulduzlar\u0131 yand\u0131rma\u011f\u0131n zaman\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131b… Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyadak\u0131 \u015f\u0259ffafl\u0131q yox edilm\u0259lidir… \u0130lk olaraq sular boyanmal\u0131d\u0131r… B\u00fct\u00fcn yas\u0259m\u0259n a\u011faclar\u0131 k\u0259silm\u0259lidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Bunlar\u0131 k\u0259ss\u0259niz taml\u0131q v\u0259 v\u0259hd\u0259t it\u0259c\u0259k…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 1: Hahahaha…Sentimental, melanxolik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131…Yas\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259r v\u0259 v\u0259hd\u0259t anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131? G\u00f6z\u0259llik n\u0259 vaxtdan taml\u0131\u011f\u0131 qidaland\u0131r\u0131b, onun m\u0259rk\u0259zin\u0259 \u00e7evrilib?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-“G\u00f6z\u0259llik ayr\u0131 -ayr\u0131 elementl\u0259rd\u0259 deyil, birinin dig\u0259rin\u0259, y\u0259ni \u0259l\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n, bil\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u0259lin, b\u00fct\u00fcn qola g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6n qolun v\u0259 sonda b\u00fct\u00fcn hiss\u0259l\u0259rin dig\u0259rl\u0259rin g\u00f6r\u0259 ah\u0259ngdar nisb\u0259tind\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131r”- deyib Eko…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-H\u0259r deyil\u0259n do\u011frudurmu? H\u0259r do\u011fru insanlar v\u0259 bizl\u0259r \u2013Bubululular \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn do\u011frudurmu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Bu n\u0259 soyuqqanl\u0131l\u0131qd\u0131r? G\u00f6z\u0259llik n\u0259 vaxtdan t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 hesab olunur? D\u00fcnyan\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259llik xilas ed\u0259c\u0259k… G\u00f6z\u0259l qoxular, rahiy\u0259l\u0259r, dadlar…Qad\u0131nlar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u0259llik tanr\u0131\u00e7as\u0131 Afroditaya \u0259saslanan Hesiod, o k\u0259s ki, eram\u0131zdan \u0259vv\u0259l VIII \u0259srd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131b, g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin m\u0259nb\u0259yinin qad\u0131nlar oldu\u011fu q\u0259na\u0259tind\u0259dir.Hesiodun fikrinc\u0259, ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131cda sonsuz v\u0259 kompleks bir Xaos var idi. Xaosun q\u0131z\u0131 Nyks v\u0259 o\u011flu Erebosdan (y\u0259ni Yeralt\u0131) v\u0259 Eros (y\u0259ni E\u015fq) d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259ldil\u0259r v\u0259 xaosu g\u00f6z\u0259llik  \u0259v\u0259z etdi. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 kainat g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin t\u0259c\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 3: Yas v\u0259 Minin faci\u0259sini unutmusunuz dey\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-El\u0259  bir faci\u0259 yoxdu… Kim yaz\u0131b onu? Esxil? Sofokl? Evripid? Jan Rasin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-G\u0259l s\u0259n\u0259 bunu dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m… Sonras\u0131na \u00f6z\u00fcn q\u0259rar ver… Emosiyalarla yox, analiz qabiliyy\u0259ti il\u0259 \u015f\u0259rh et…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mifologiyaya g\u00f6r\u0259 K\u00fcknar me\u015f\u0259sinin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l xan\u0131mlar\u0131 Yas v\u0259 Minin \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259ti b\u00fct\u00fcn Bibl v\u0259 Ya ell\u0259rind\u0259 dill\u0259rd\u0259 dastan imi\u015f. Bir g\u00fcn Ya elinin kral\u0131 Qrenyun K\u00fcknar me\u015f\u0259sind\u0259 ova \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. Na\u011f\u0131l edilir ki, Qrenyun b\u00fct\u00fcn heyvanlar\u0131n dilini bilirmi\u015f v\u0259 ovda ik\u0259n dinc\u0259lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u00f6yk\u0259ndiyi xarabal\u0131qda bayqu\u015flardan iki g\u00f6z\u0259lin hekay\u0259tini e\u015fidir.  Kral ovdan qay\u0131dar-qay\u0131tmaz, t\u0259l\u0259sik bu iki g\u00f6z\u0259lin sora\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011f\u0131na and i\u00e7ir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259tin tarix boyu axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fey h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi tapmaq v\u0259 onun arxas\u0131nca qa\u00e7maq olub. Ancaq g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi, g\u00f6z\u0259li tapmaq t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, he\u00e7 kim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn kifay\u0259t etm\u0259yib v\u0259 h\u0259r zaman \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259lin\u0259 \u00e7atmaq h\u0259d\u0259fl\u0259nib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n d\u0259, ovdan qay\u0131dan Qrenyun qiyaf\u0259sini d\u0259yi\u015fib Bibl elin\u0259 tacir kimi daxil olur. Ya elinin x\u0259zin\u0259sinin \u0259n nadir almazlar\u0131n\u0131 da Hermes markal\u0131 \u00e7antas\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr. \u201cHermes s\u0259firl\u0259rin, \u00e7obanlar\u0131n, car\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n v\u0259 yolda olanlar\u0131n himay\u0259\u00e7isidir. Magiya, \u0259lkimya v\u0259 astrologiyan\u0131 himay\u0259 edir. \u0130lahlar\u0131n el\u00e7isi v\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259rin ruhunun Aidin d\u00fcnyas\u0131na aparan b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7idir (buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259, onu h\u0259m d\u0259 Psixopomp, y\u0259ni “ruhlar\u0131n b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7isi” adland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar). C\u0259ldlikd\u0259, hiyl\u0259g\u0259rlikd\u0259 v\u0259 o\u011furluqda tay\u0131-b\u0259rab\u0259ri yoxdur\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bibl elin\u0259 varid olduqda, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fl\u0259 yar\u0131\u015facaq parlaql\u0131qdak\u0131 almazlar\u0131 satma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r. \u00d6nc\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259tdiyi adamlar \u015faiy\u0259 yay\u0131rlar ki, b\u0259s Bibl kral\u0131n\u0131n saray\u0131nda he\u00e7 bel\u0259 almazlar yoxdur. Bu almazlar Bibl kral\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn  x\u0259zin\u0259sin\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259rdir. Almazlar\u0131n \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259ti v\u0259 s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259t krala \u00e7at\u0131r. \u018fyan-\u0259\u015fr\u0259f\u0259 s\u00f6z verir ki, o almazlar\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc bu g\u00fcn x\u0259zin\u0259sin\u0259 daxil ed\u0259c\u0259k. Bibl Kral\u0131 \u0130sg\u0259nd\u0259r, Qrenyunu h\u00fczuruna d\u0259v\u0259t edir. N\u0259 and-aman edirs\u0259, tacir almazlar\u0131 satm\u0131r ki, satm\u0131r. N\u0259hay\u0259t kral kor-pe\u015fman soru\u015fur ki, almazlara qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131q n\u0259 ist\u0259yir? N\u0259 ist\u0259s\u0259, s\u00f6z verir ki, ver\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u00fcnki art\u0131q Bibl kral\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fc yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u018fyan-\u0259\u015fr\u0259f kral\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 etimad g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259yib, f\u0131s\u0131n-f\u0131s\u0131n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, onu la\u011fa qoyub, x\u0131s\u0131n-x\u0131s\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Kral h\u0259r \u015feyi g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc… Verdiyi s\u00f6zd\u0259n pe\u015fman olsa da, \u201cSonrak\u0131 pe\u015fman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q fayda vermir\u201d…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya Kral\u0131 Qrenyun da bel\u0259 f\u00fcrs\u0259ti \u0259ld\u0259n verm\u0259zdi. Tez krala Bibl elinin iki g\u00f6z\u0259lini, Yas v\u0259 Mini ist\u0259diyini  deyir. Bu, kral\u0131 q\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ndirir. Ancaq kral yen\u0259 tuta bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n birini vermi\u015fdi… Bu d\u0259f\u0259 is\u0259 bu s\u00f6z\u00fc A\u011f saraydak\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259clisd\u0259 \u0259yan-\u0259\u015fr\u0259f\u0259 vermi\u015fdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bel\u0259likl\u0259 Yas v\u0259 Min Ya elinin tacirin\u0259 (\u0259slind\u0259 kral\u0131na) h\u0259diyy\u0259 olunur. Qrenyun bic-bic g\u00fcl\u00fcr. Art\u0131q bu iki g\u00f6z\u0259l xan\u0131m say\u0259sind\u0259 Ya elinin g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi analar\u0131na, igidliyi atalar\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n dill\u0259r\u0259 dastan o\u011ful v\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131 do\u011fulacaq idi. Qrenyun  Yas v\u0259 Mini karetas\u0131na \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdirib Ya elin\u0259 do\u011fru getm\u0259kd\u0259 olsun. \u0130ndi siz\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r verim Yas v\u0259 Mind\u0259n. Ata-analar\u0131ndan, sevimli oylaqlar\u0131ndan, yurd-yuvalar\u0131ndan bu \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 zorla qopard\u0131lan q\u0131zlar xiff\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kirdil\u0259r. Yol boyu g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n damlayan ya\u015flar h\u0259r yeri b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259yi r\u0259ng\u0259 boyay\u0131rd\u0131. Ke\u00e7dikl\u0259ri yerd\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k solurdu. Bu b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259yi g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn sevgini, g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi, xo\u015f rahiy\u0259l\u0259ri yuyub yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n silirdi. Ke\u00e7dikl\u0259ri h\u0259r oyla\u011f\u0131 quru \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7evir\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 yava\u015f-yava\u015f b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259vi keyfiyy\u0259tl\u0259rini d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 qeyb\u0259 do\u011fru \u00e7\u0259kib apar\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qrenyun ke\u00e7diyi ell\u0259rin z\u00fcmr\u00fcd ya\u015f\u0131l\u0131 oylaqlar\u0131n\u0131 bo\u015f, \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rini quraq g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik yerin\u0259 naraz\u0131l\u0131q ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r k\u0259s qa\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131r, dayanmadan \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Mal-m\u00fclk toplamaq h\u0259v\u0259si, h\u0259rislik ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlardan. Bu yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131rm\u0131? – D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc Qrenyun… Bibl ell\u0259rinin torpaqlar\u0131 Qrenyuna c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259mi xat\u0131rlatma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qrenyun nec\u0259 olmu\u015fdu ki, bu el\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 bunlar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi? Bunun s\u0259b\u0259bini \u00f6nc\u0259likl\u0259 h\u0259d\u0259fin\u0259 \u00e7atma\u011fa konsantre olmas\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Art\u0131q h\u0259r \u015feyi \u0259ld\u0259 etmi\u015fdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259, Bibl ell\u0259ri ona bel\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131c\u0131 g\u0259lirdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 bu iki g\u00f6z\u0259l\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, ya da diqq\u0259tind\u0259n yay\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 buralar, bilmirdi. Bildiyi v\u0259 \u0259min oldu\u011fu t\u0259k ger\u00e7\u0259k o idi ki, bu q\u0131zlar art\u0131q Ya elinin idi. Ya elin\u0259 \u00e7atanda kral q\u0131zlar\u0131 h\u0259r\u0259m a\u011fas\u0131na tap\u015f\u0131racaq, \u00f6z\u00fc is\u0259 qalibiyy\u0259tini qutlayacaqd\u0131. Onun g\u00f6st\u0259ri\u015fi il\u0259 q\u0131zlar kralam\u0259xsus haz\u0131rlanmal\u0131 idil\u0259r. Ya elin\u0259 \u00e7atan kimi kral d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckl\u0259rini icra etdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r\u0259m a\u011fas\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259yi r\u0259ngd\u0259 incil\u0259r t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n Yas v\u0259 Mini g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259, \u00f6nc\u0259 bu g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259r qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bihu\u015f oldu, dizl\u0259ri titr\u0259di, sonra b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259n\u0259vi keyfiyy\u0259tl\u0259rini itirdi, q\u0259lbi B\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259hraya d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Yas v\u0259 Minin ayaq qoydu\u011fu h\u0259r torpaq, k\u00f6n\u00fcl s\u0259hrala\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Ad\u0259t\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 Yas v\u0259 Min kralla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 7 g\u00fcn paklanmal\u0131, Ya ell\u0259rinin ad\u0259t-\u0259n\u0259n\u0259sin\u0259 uy\u011fun t\u0259liml\u0259ndirilm\u0259li idil\u0259r. Bu 7 g\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 vaxt\u0131n\u0131 ey\u015f-i\u015fr\u0259td\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u0259n kral  f\u0259rqind\u0259 deyildi ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn Ya ell\u0259ri v\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259ri s\u0259hrala\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131b. Art\u0131q s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259t h\u0259r yeri b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bibl elinin iki g\u00f6z\u0259li gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz inci kimi g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcll\u0259r solurdu, qu\u015flar bala \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131r, b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259r c\u0259h-c\u0259h vurmurdu. Xalq aya\u011fa qalxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qrenyundan onlar\u0131 geri g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259yi, ya da \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259yi t\u0259l\u0259b edirdil\u0259r. Bibl elind\u0259 d\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t eyni idi. \u0130nsanl\u0131q getdikc\u0259 m\u0259hv olurdu. Qrenyun b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara o q\u0131zlar\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259b oldu\u011funa inanm\u0131rd\u0131. Xalq q\u0131zlar\u0131 cadug\u0259r adland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qrenyun gec\u0259 olanda h\u0259r\u0259m a\u011fas\u0131n\u0131 yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-M\u0259n\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131 g\u0259tir – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r\u0259m a\u011fas\u0131n\u0131n sir-sif\u0259ti eyb\u0259c\u0259r hal alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, Qrenyun bundan narahat olma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu q\u0131zlar h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 cadug\u0259r idil\u0259r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sini \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. D\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259r sonra, yenid\u0259n h\u0259r\u0259m a\u011fas\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131n\u0131 taqq\u0131ldatmas\u0131 Qrenyunu ger\u00e7\u0259k d\u00fcnyaya qaytard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yas v\u0259 Min kral\u0131n \u00e7\u0259hray\u0131 yaqutlarla b\u0259z\u0259dilmi\u015f ota\u011f\u0131na daxil olanda Qrenyunun g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qama\u015fd\u0131. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t g\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259ri a\u011fr\u0131dan s\u0131z\u0131ldad\u0131. Yava\u015f-yava\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda el\u0259 bil iki p\u0259ri q\u0131z\u0131 dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bunlar, nadir g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 m\u0259xsus Bibl g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259ri idil\u0259r. Qrenyun hiss etdi ki, axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tap\u0131b. Yas v\u0259 Minin xo\u015f rahiy\u0259si b\u00fct\u00fcn qoxular\u0131 \u0259sir edirdi. G\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259ri b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259ri  qurudurdu. Qrenyun tez boynundak\u0131 ametist da\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131. Bunu ona atas\u0131 h\u0259diyy\u0259 etmi\u015fdi. Bu da\u015f onu h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n qoruyacaqd\u0131. Qrenyun yava\u015f-yava\u015f sehrl\u0259ndiyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. Bir k\u00f6n\u00fcld\u0259n min k\u00f6n\u00fcl\u0259 bu iki g\u00f6z\u0259l\u0259 a\u015fiq olmu\u015fdu. Q\u0131zlar da ilk d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, bel\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 ki\u015fi g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Qul v\u0259 k\u0259niz kimi g\u0259tirildikl\u0259rini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r kral\u0131n sevimlisi olacaqlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fckd\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn qad\u0131nlarda oldu\u011fu kimi, onlar\u0131n da kralla birg\u0259 olduqda \u00fczl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259r a\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.T\u0259klikd\u0259 is\u0259 yen\u0259 qan-ya\u015f t\u00f6km\u0259y\u0259 davam etdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qrenyun q\u0131zlarla yeddi il ke\u00e7irdi. Yeddi il saraydan \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131. Bu yeddi ild\u0259 14 \u00f6vlad\u0131 oldu. H\u0259r biri el\u0259 bil bir ay par\u00e7as\u0131 idi. Qrenyun 7 ilin sonunda saraydan \u00e7\u0131xanda Ya elini viran qalm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fc. El\u0259 bil \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri qurdlar yemi\u015fdi. H\u0259r yer de\u015fik-de\u015fik idi. \u0130nsanlar x\u0259st\u0259likl\u0259rd\u0259n \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kirdil\u0259r. Bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00fclm\u00fcr, dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r, xeyirxahl\u0131q etmirdil\u0259r. Qrenyun hiss etdi ki, art\u0131q kral olma\u011f\u0131n bel\u0259 el\u0259 bir \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259ti qalmay\u0131b. Xarabal\u0131qlar i\u00e7ind\u0259 qalan Ya elinin xalq\u0131 Qrenyunu s\u00f6y\u00fcb, da\u015f-qalaq edirdi. At\u0131lan bozumturaq kas\u0131b da\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259sirind\u0259n, bahal\u0131 Ametist ovulub yer\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Can\u0131n\u0131 zorla xilas ed\u0259n kral atas\u0131na, elin\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etdiyini anlay\u0131b sars\u0131ld\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcnah\u0131 onu bu q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259y\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Yas v\u0259 Mini \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259yi q\u0259rara ald\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn Ya eli kimi kral da getdikc\u0259 v\u0259h\u015fil\u0259\u015firdi. Kral\u0131n \u0259mri il\u0259, \u201ccadug\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm!\u201d dey\u0259-dey\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck tonqal qurma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. El\u0259 tonqal ki, h\u0259l\u0259 yer \u00fcz\u00fc yer \u00fcz\u00fc olandan bel\u0259 \u015fey g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Yas v\u0259 Min anlad\u0131 ki, bundan qurtulu\u015f yoxdur. Kral onlar\u0131 m\u0259hv ed\u0259c\u0259k… G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n qan, ya\u015f t\u00f6km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar. G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 sel, su olub, tonqal\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc. B\u00fct\u00fcn Ya eli su alt\u0131nda qald\u0131. Qrenyun daxil, b\u00fct\u00fcn Ya \u0259halisi t\u0259l\u0259f oldu. \u00d6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 Qrenyunu itir\u0259n Yas v\u0259 Min \u00f6zl\u0259rini sel\u0259 buraxd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya elinin m\u0259hv x\u0259b\u0259ri Bibl elin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131qda, \u00f6zl\u0259rini t\u0259l\u0259sik k\u00f6m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ora \u00e7atd\u0131ran xalq t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbd\u0259n yerind\u0259c\u0259 donub qald\u0131. Ya elinin yerind\u0259 xo\u015f rahiy\u0259li b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259yi g\u00fcll\u0259rl\u0259 dolu a\u011faclar ucalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu g\u00fcll\u0259r el\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l idil\u0259r ki, qoxular\u0131 el\u0259 m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m idi ki, Bibl eli bir d\u0259 yurd-yuvas\u0131na qay\u0131tmad\u0131. \u00d6m\u00fcrl\u0259rini bu a\u011faclara qulluq etm\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259sr etdil\u0259r. Bu \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 yas\u0259m\u0259n dem\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn o a\u011faclar\u0131n alt\u0131nda oturub, uzaqlara zill\u0259dil\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rini. \u018fkin-bi\u00e7in olmad\u0131. Evl\u0259rd\u0259 yem\u0259k bi\u015fm\u0259di. Kotanlar i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259di, mal-qara sa\u011f\u0131lmad\u0131… N\u0259hay\u0259t, Bibl v\u0259 Ya yox oldu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ey \u00f6l\u00fc – Osiris, ke\u015fi\u015fin a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Horusun g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn nurunu qoyuram. Ey \u00f6l\u00fc – Osiris, sa\u00e7lar\u0131na Horusun g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qoyuram…\u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Yas\u0259m\u0259n l\u0259n\u0259tli \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kdir. O deyir ki, ya s\u0259n, ya da m\u0259n!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Bu n\u0259 c\u0259hal\u0259tdir bel\u0259? Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni, ya s\u0259n, ya m\u0259n? Bu inancd\u0131r ax\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 batil… Bunun he\u00e7 bir elmi s\u00fcbutu yoxdur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 1: B\u0259li, el\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, o, s\u0259n\u0259 mifologiyadan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fslind\u0259 Bubu planetinin sakinl\u0259ri g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin faci\u0259l\u0259r\u0259, t\u0259nb\u0259lliy\u0259, \u0259tal\u0259t\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b oldu\u011funu elmi-n\u0259z\u0259ri c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n s\u00fcbut edibl\u0259r. H\u0259r g\u00fcn ortalama  ne\u00e7\u0259 qad\u0131n \u00f6z g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin\u0259 vaxt ay\u0131r\u0131r, bilirs\u0259nmi? Buna h\u0259m vaxt, h\u0259m d\u0259 maliyy\u0259 gedir. G\u00f6z\u0259llik sad\u0259c\u0259 hiss edilir. O, insan\u0131 ya\u015fatm\u0131r, qidaland\u0131rm\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcr\u0259m, g\u00f6z\u0259llik ruhu qidaland\u0131r\u0131r. Auran\u0131 kamill\u0259\u015fdirir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 1: Harada yaz\u0131l\u0131b bu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-\u201cMisirin \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259r kitab\u0131nda\u201d…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 1: \u00d6l\u00fcl\u0259r, ehhh… \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259r? Kim\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r ax\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259r…Yox olmu\u015f \u0259zgin ruhlar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 2: B\u0259s bunu kim deyib s\u0259n\u0259? G\u00f6z\u0259lliyin ruhu qidaland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131? Yas\u0259m\u0259n a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n seksuall\u0131\u011f\u0131 n\u0259h\u0259ngl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259n \u0259trinin z\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rdarsan b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-M\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s kitablar… Hans\u0131 seksuall\u0131q?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 2: Sizin yaradll\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n qaranl\u0131q s\u0259b\u0259bi. Ac\u0131nacaql\u0131… V\u0259 sizin z\u0259ifliyiniz, hahaha….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 1: Bax insan, biz art\u0131q \u00f6z kitablar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yaratm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Hans\u0131 kitablard\u0131r onlar?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 1: \u201cTranshumanologiya\u201d, \u201cTanr\u0131logiya\u201d…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Anlay\u0131ram… Tanr\u0131 da yas\u0259m\u0259ni yarad\u0131b…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 3: Hans\u0131 Tanr\u0131? S\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rsan ey dost!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-M\u0259n sizin dostunuz deyil\u0259m… Siz q\u0259ddars\u0131n\u0131z…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 3: \u018fslind\u0259 siz insanlar daha da q\u0259ddars\u0131n\u0131z! Bizd\u0259n qat-qat daha \u00e7ox…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 1: Anlaya bilm\u0259rs\u0259n bizi v\u0259 kitablar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131. Bunu bilm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gizli G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f \u0259lifbas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259li, kitab\u0131 x\u00fcsusi kodlarla beynin\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259lis\u0259n. Bu is\u0259 sizin kimi insanlara a\u00e7\u0131qlanmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Bizim kimi? \u0130nsanlar\u0131 m\u0259nc\u0259 \u00e7ox a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 1: G\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u00fck. Sad\u0259c\u0259, art\u0131q kainat d\u0259yi\u015fib…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-B\u0259s Tanr\u0131logiya n\u0259dir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 1: Bunu m\u0259n izah ed\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m… Bu, Tanr\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tanr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 almaq elmidir. Bir n\u00f6v\u00fc \u00f6z planetl\u0259rimizin tanr\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7evrilm\u0259k amal\u0131d\u0131r. N\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6z evimizin a\u011fal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lin\u0259 ver\u0259k? Niy\u0259 ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n qanunlar\u0131 il\u0259 idar\u0259 olunaq? Onun verdiyi q\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259 kifay\u0259tl\u0259n\u0259k? Tanr\u0131n\u0131n yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u011f\u0131mlarda s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259n\u0259k?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Tanr\u0131ya qar\u015f\u0131 g\u0259lm\u0259yin n\u0259tic\u0259si a\u011f\u0131r olar. Bu, m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s kitablarda a\u00e7\u0131qca b\u0259yan olunub.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 1: \u00d6z m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s kitablar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ax\u0131… G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259nmi, g\u00f6z\u0259llik vaxt itkisidir? Bayaqdan s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259ris\u0259 izah etm\u0259y\u0259 saatlar ay\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam. S\u0259ns\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 anlamam\u0131san… Beynini m\u0259\u015f\u011ful ed\u0259n birc\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 var, o da yas\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259rdir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Saatlar? Biz c\u0259mi 10 d\u0259qiq\u0259dir ki, s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirik…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f 1: Yox, 10 d\u0259qiq\u0259 deyil, art\u0131q 10 saatdan art\u0131qd\u0131r. Siz k\u00f6hn\u0259 nizam\u0131n insanlar\u0131 zaman anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ks olunmalar\u0131n\u0131 duyursunuz. Biz is\u0259 zaman\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc idar\u0259 edirik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259l\u0259sik saata baxd\u0131m. Do\u011furdan da, 10 saata yax\u0131n idi ki, s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdik. Hiss edirdim ki, hals\u0131zla\u015f\u0131ram… Y\u00fcz faiz acl\u0131qdan t\u0259zyiqim d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201c…Ancaq Paraklet g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259ni b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259 y\u00f6n\u0259ld\u0259c\u0259k. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmayacaq. O, n\u0259 e\u015fits\u0259, dey\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r ver\u0259c\u0259kdir\u201d. (Yuhanna, Bab16, ay\u0259: 13)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi q\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131… N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 oyanmaq ist\u0259mirdim. Yuxular\u0131ma qay\u0131tma\u011f\u0131 arzulay\u0131rd\u0131m. D\u00fcnyada ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131m \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259, beynim\u0259, ruhuma a\u011f\u0131r t\u0259sir etmi\u015fdi. A\u011fz\u0131ma q\u0259d\u0259r dolmu\u015fdum. H\u0259r an da\u015facaqd\u0131m. B\u0259z\u0259n intihar \u0259n do\u011fru se\u00e7imdir deyirdim. N\u0259s\u0259 olsa intihar ed\u0259r\u0259m deyirdim \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259. Bunu bel\u0259 unudulmamaq  \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn etm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259. B\u0259z\u0259n \u201cAlacaqaranl\u0131q\u201ddak\u0131 kimi adrenalinli \u015feyl\u0259r etm\u0259k ke\u00e7irdi k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 itmi\u015f m\u0259ni, g\u00f6r\u0259r\u0259r\u0259m dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. \u0130tirm\u0259k… itir\u0259-itir\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259lm\u0259k, b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k, \u00f6lm\u0259k… \u0130tirm\u0259nin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131, uzaqla\u015fana do\u011fru b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n ist\u0259m\u0259 daha \u00e7ox arzulama ehtiras\u0131… Bir vaxtlar s\u0259nin olana qar\u015f\u0131 duyulan dar\u0131xmaq hissi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yas\u0259m\u0259n a\u011faclar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131 il\u0259 dolub da\u015fan yuxular\u0131m, a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 r\u00f6yalar\u0131m m\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f amans\u0131zca dart\u0131rd\u0131. A\u011flar antidepresantlar, sedativ t\u0259rkibli d\u0259rmanlar q\u0259bul edib yatmaq ist\u0259yirdim. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n, d\u00fcnyam\u0131n d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n nizam\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rk etmirdim. M\u0259i\u015f\u0259t qay\u0131\u011flar\u0131m, sosial rifah\u0131m\u0131 t\u0259min ed\u0259c\u0259k uydurmalar\u0131mla ke\u00e7\u0259n saatlar\u0131m… H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131ma qoydu\u011fum m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259rim, a\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m da\u011flar\u0131m… H\u0259r \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u0259qs\u0259din, realla\u015fan arzumun ard\u0131nda gizl\u0259n\u0259n daxili s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131m. Xo\u015fb\u0259xt ola bilm\u0259m\u0259l\u0259rim. Bilirdim, art\u0131q h\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259kdi. Bundan sonras\u0131 bund\u00e0n \u0259vv\u0259l\u0259 q\u0259tiyy\u0259n b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Yuxular\u0131mdan d\u00fcnyaya uzanan k\u00f6rp\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 dola\u015fan ba\u015f\u0131pozuq ruhumun rahatl\u0131\u011fa qovu\u015fmas\u0131 laz\u0131m idi. Ya o t\u0259r\u0259flik, ya da bu t\u0259r\u0259flik olmal\u0131 idim. Bilirdim ki, h\u0259r g\u00fcn d\u0259yi\u015fir\u0259m. Texnologiyan\u0131n h\u0259r z\u0259rr\u0259m\u0259 hakim oldu\u011fu d\u00fcnyada m\u0259n sentimental abdal kimi dolan\u0131rd\u0131m. Tutmu\u015fdum yuxular\u0131m\u0131n g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00fc k\u0259ndirind\u0259n, s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm daxilimd\u0259ki bo\u015flu\u011fu dolduracaq \u00fcmidin arxas\u0131na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsan kimdi? M\u0259n kim\u0259m? Bir g\u00fcn insan d\u0259rk ed\u0259c\u0259kdi \u0259slind\u0259 n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6nd\u0259rildiyini… D\u00fcnya il\u011f\u0131mvari ekzotikas\u0131 il\u0259 ruhumuzu \u0259sirl\u0259rdir \u0259sir \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259sir edir. Ke\u00e7ici g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259r\u0259 al\u00fcd\u0259 ruhumuz x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nib. S\u00fcstl\u0259\u015fib ruhumuz. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz \u00e7uxurunda b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb. R\u0259ngimiz avaz\u0131y\u0131b. Dizl\u0259rimiz taq\u0259td\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. Qulaqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n biri durmadan cingild\u0259yir. Biri bizi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r… Tanr\u0131m\u0131? Bubulularm\u0131? \u015eeytanm\u0131? Xaronmu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xaronu da bezdirmi\u015fdi b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 Tanr\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tanr\u0131 kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r hakimiyy\u0259t s\u00fcrm\u0259yibmi? S\u0131ra bizd\u0259 idi b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259.. Bo\u015funam\u0131 yarad\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131q? Do\u011fulub, yetkinl\u0259\u015fib, yeyib, seksl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olub, \u00e7oxalmaq v\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnm\u00fc?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tanr\u0131 il\u0259 yeni bir oyun ba\u015flad\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bunu insanlar yox Bubulular h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irirdil\u0259r. \u0130nsan\u0131n sevdiyi h\u0259r \u015feyi, b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259ri yava\u015f-yava\u015f yox ed\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259m d\u0259. Tanr\u0131logiya el\u0259 bu idimi? Tanr\u0131 da yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l, \u0259n m\u0259sum \u015feyl\u0259ri bu c\u00fcr m\u0259hv etmirdimi? Bir k\u00f6rp\u0259nin can\u0131na susam\u0131rm\u0131? Ya da  k\u00f6rp\u0259ni \u0259fv etdikd\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fu\u015funa dartm\u0131rm\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cN\u0259 b\u0259xtiyard\u0131r s\u00fclh car\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u00fcnki onlar Tanr\u0131n\u0131n  o\u011fullar\u0131 adlanacaqlar\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Maqdalal\u0131 M\u0259ry\u0259ml\u0259 t\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 sevi\u015fdikd\u0259n sonram\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdi bunu \u0130sa?….Niy\u0259 katolikl\u0259r sevilm\u0259y\u0259 layiqlik n\u0259z\u0259riyy\u0259sini fahi\u015f\u0259 v\u0259 h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 kimi iki kateqoriyaya b\u00f6l\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r? Biri x\u0259yan\u0259t, dig\u0259ri s\u0259daq\u0259t, biri z\u0259f\u0259r dig\u0259ri m\u0259\u011flubiyy\u0259tmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yuxuma girirdi h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u0130sa… El\u0259 hey \u00c7obanla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar…Ortaq yol yox idi… M\u0259n idimmi meraca ged\u0259n, yoxsa \u0130sa idimi m\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201c\u0130sa: \u201cTanr\u0131 t\u0259kdir\u201d!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7oban: \u201cAh, b\u0259li, \u0259g\u0259r tanr\u0131 varsa, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259kdir. Amma iki d\u0259n\u0259 olsa, daha yax\u015f\u0131 olard\u0131. Biri canavar, dig\u0259ri quzu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, biri \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259n, dig\u0259ri \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, biri m\u0259hkum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, dig\u0259ri c\u0259llad \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yuxular\u0131mla beynim\u0259 bir n\u0259qqa\u015f ustal\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259n\u0259n kodlar m\u0259ni z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259yirdimi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bubulularla ke\u00e7irdiyim ekzotik d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259r (yaxud saatlar) m\u0259ni tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, iyini, dad\u0131n\u0131, \u0259hval-ruhiyy\u0259sini bilm\u0259diyim bir boyutam\u0131 apar\u0131rd\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kim idi bu Bubulular?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bubu planetin sakinl\u0259ri idil\u0259rmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yoxsa bir y\u0131\u011f\u0131n mutantm\u0131? Yoxsa bir beyin il\u011f\u0131m\u0131, hal\u00fcs\u00fcnas\u0131yam\u0131\u2026 \u00c7ox ger\u00e7\u0259k idi ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131m. Bunu hiss edirdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Paskal\u0131n qumar\u0131\u201d\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259riyy\u0259sini  t\u0259tbiq ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m yuxular\u0131ma\u2026 N\u0259z\u0259riyy\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 Allaha inanmaq inanmamaqdan daha s\u0259rf\u0259lidir. Allah h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n var olsa, sonsuz m\u00fckafatlar qazanacaq, m\u00f6vcud olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259qdird\u0259 is\u0259 he\u00e7 bir itkimiz olmayacaq. Real d\u00fcnyadan qopu\u015flar ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131m. Daxil\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259viyyata, g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 olan meylim v\u0259 h\u0259m d\u0259 Tanr\u0131ya i\u00e7imd\u0259ki q\u0131r\u011f\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m, q\u0259z\u0259bim\u2026 Yeni Tanr\u0131m\u0131 yarad\u0131lacaqd\u0131? Tanr\u0131n\u0131 insanm\u0131 yaradacaqd\u0131r? Bu d\u0259f\u0259 oyun t\u0259rsin\u0259mi olacaqd\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tanr\u0131m\u0131 insan\u0131 yaratd\u0131, insanm\u0131 Tanr\u0131n\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bubulular hans\u0131 idi? Tanr\u0131m\u0131, insanm\u0131, mutantm\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n kim idim? Niy\u0259 m\u0259n? M\u0259n d\u0259 Xaron idimmi? Ruhlar\u0131n ke\u00e7idind\u0259 dayanan b\u0259db\u0259xt Xaronmu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yox m\u0259n icra ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim bu amans\u0131z v\u0259zif\u0259ni\u2026 X\u0259yallar\u0131m var m\u0259nim\u2026Do\u011frudan, hardad\u0131 indi onlar? Niy\u0259 art\u0131q x\u0259yal qura bilmir\u0259m. X\u0259yal qurdu\u011fum h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 axtar\u0131\u015f \u00e7ubu\u011fu il\u0259 asanca \u00e7atm\u0131ramm\u0131? N\u0259y\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131 art\u0131q x\u0259yallar? \u0130nsan da, Tanr\u0131 da, Bubulular da g\u00fclm\u00fcrd\u00fcm\u00fc x\u0259yallara? \u0130nsan olmaq h\u0259m d\u0259 x\u0259yal qurmaq, dar\u0131xmaq, sevm\u0259k d\u0259 deyildimi? Niy\u0259 getdikc\u0259 utan\u0131rd\u0131q hisl\u0259rimizd\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yoxsa texnologiyan\u0131n bel\u0259 s\u00fcr\u0259tli inki\u015faf\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131, m\u0259n\u0259viyyat\u0131 m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259ti \u00e7\u0131xmaz girdaba s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259yir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yoxsa xilas do\u011frudan da y\u00fcks\u0259k elmi naliyy\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259, nanotexnologiya, metatexnalogiyalarla g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tanr\u0131n\u0131n taxt\u0131n\u0131 f\u0259th etm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 a\u011fu\u015funu a\u00e7acaqd\u0131m\u0131 o? Q\u0259bul ed\u0259c\u0259kdimi m\u0259\u011flubiyy\u0259ti?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yoxsa onlar\u0131 yen\u0259mi c\u0259zaland\u0131racaqd\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birc\u0259 qiyam\u0259td\u0259mi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259kdi g\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259? Onda da \u0259n n\u0259h\u0259ng da\u011f\u0131nt\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnm\u00fc? \u0130nsan\u0131n qiyam\u0259ti n\u0259 zaman ba\u015flay\u0131r? B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar \u0259slind\u0259 domino t\u0259siri deyilmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cYax\u0131n \u015e\u0259rqd\u0259 \u0130slam \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259r\u0259b bahar\u0131 adlanan siyasi-ictimai h\u0259r\u0259katlar buna g\u00f6z\u0259l n\u00fcmun\u0259dir. 2010-cu ild\u0259 Tunisd\u0259 xalq \u00fcsyan\u0131 \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 ba\u015flayan \u0259r\u0259b bahar\u0131 bir \u00e7ox \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 xalq\u0131n h\u00f6kum\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 \u00fcsyan\u0131 il\u0259 inki\u015faf ed\u0259r\u0259k Misir, Liviya, Y\u0259m\u0259n, Suriya kimi \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259 siray\u0259t edib\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bubuluar\u0131n yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yeni sistem Tanr\u0131n\u0131n milyonlarca \u0259srdir qurdu\u011fu nizam\u0131 pozacaq, d\u0259yi\u015fdir\u0259c\u0259k, metan\u0259z\u0259riyy\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7evirib, idar\u0259 olunan ed\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…Daxilimd\u0259ki b\u00f6y\u00fck qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131 oyad\u0131rd\u0131 bu yuxular v\u0259 m\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn bir az daha s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259nirdim ona do\u011fru. Yatmaq ist\u0259yirdim\u2026 Onlar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k onlarla dola\u015fmaq, onlardan \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k\u2026Amma birc\u0259 yas\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259y\u0259ydil\u0259r ka\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yas\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259r m\u0259nim u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m idi\u2026\u0130lk \u015fill\u0259sini  it lal\u0259si deyil\u0259n, yana\u011f\u0131nda iri qara xal da\u015f\u0131yan o \u00e7\u00f6l \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yini d\u0259rdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yemi\u015fdi \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m. M\u0259n ilk d\u0259f\u0259 onda qorxmu\u015fdum. G\u00fccs\u00fcz t\u0259k hiss etmi\u015fdim. Evd\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131q bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni\u2026 Z\u0259if g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259kdik. M\u0259n idim \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259ri. \u201cBal\u0131q ba\u015fdan qoxar\u201d dey\u0259c\u0259kdi yenid\u0259n  \u201catalar\u201d\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259mi\u015fdim o ki\u015fini\u2026 H\u0259min il a\u011f\u0131r \u0259zabla \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Sevinmi\u015fdim. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u0259 sevinmi\u015fdim. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ona nifr\u0259t edir\u0259m bir yabani \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn k\u00f6rp\u0259y\u0259 qalxan \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259\u2026B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 it lal\u0259si l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259mi\u015fdi onu\u2026 M\u0259n inan\u0131rd\u0131m l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qabil Habilin qarda\u015f\u0131 oldu\u011fu kimi Osirisin d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni v\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.  Ra ilk d\u0259f\u0259 Misir torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131randan b\u0259ri Xeyir v\u0259 \u015e\u0259r bir-birin\u0259 meydan oxuyur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir g\u00fcl \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn nifaq, m\u00fcharib\u0259, nifr\u0259t yaran\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259rin m\u0259hvin\u0259 dair d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncl\u0259rind\u0259 haql\u0131 idi Bubulular\u2026 Tanr\u0131 da bel\u0259 etmirdimi? M\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259lini l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259m\u0259dimi? B\u0259s Liliti?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cS\u0259nd\u0259 he\u00e7 bir  t\u0259qsir yoxdu, allahlard\u0131r bunu ed\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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