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(USARE DERG\u0130S\u0130 30.Say\u0131)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201c\u0130smimin ne demek oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frendim bug\u00fcn.\u201d dedi ve devam etti k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z; \u201c\u00d6\u011fretmenim, s\u00f6zl\u00fckten kelime bulmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretti, sonra da arkada\u015flar\u0131ma isimlerinin anlamlar\u0131n\u0131 sordu, bilmeyenler s\u00f6zl\u00fckten buldu, benimkisinin anlam\u0131 \u00e7ok g\u00fczel, Mihra; iyiliksever, nazik, ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fc demekmi\u015f.\u201d dedi ve \u201cBaba! Sen bu ismi nas\u0131l buldun?\u201d diye sordu.
Babas\u0131; \u201cMihra ismi toplumda \u00e7ok yayg\u0131n de\u011fil ki daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 duymam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, bir toplant\u0131da konu\u015fmac\u0131lardan birinin isminin Mihra oldu\u011funu duydu\u011fumda ben de merak ettim, anlam\u0131n\u0131 internetten \u00f6\u011frendim.\u201d deyince Mihra; \u201cAma bug\u00fcne kadar bana bunu sen s\u00f6ylemedin!\u201d dedi, babas\u0131; \u201cHakl\u0131s\u0131n\u201d demekle yetindi.
Her \u00e7ocuk gibi Mihra da merakl\u0131yd\u0131 bilmediklerini \u00f6\u011frenmeye, f\u0131rsat bulduk\u00e7a bilmedi\u011fi \u015feyleri sorard\u0131! Bu ismin bilerek se\u00e7ildi\u011fini b\u00f6ylece \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015fti, annesinin bu konudaki g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc de \u00f6\u011frenmeliydi, merak bu ya!
K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z; \u201cPeki, sen kendin mi se\u00e7tin bu ismi, arkada\u015flar\u0131mdan \u00e7oklar\u0131n\u0131n anneleri ya da babalar\u0131 se\u00e7mi\u015fler isimlerini, sen anneme sormad\u0131n m\u0131?\u201d dedi.
Babas\u0131; \u201cOlur mu \u00f6yle \u015fey k\u0131z\u0131m, elbette annenle beraber karar verdik bu isme. Bu t\u00fcr i\u015flere anne ile baba beraber karar verirler.\u201d dedi, Mihra b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f de k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f denilen \u00e7ocuklardand\u0131; \u201cH\u0131mmm. Bu g\u00fczel i\u015fte! Tahmin etmi\u015ftim zaten! Senin gibi birisine de bu yak\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n ya annesi ya da babas\u0131 se\u00e7mi\u015f isimlerini, bence haks\u0131zl\u0131k, di\u011feri \u00fcz\u00fclmez mi?\u201d dedi.
\u201cPeki, bir soru daha sana\u201d, \u201cSiz, iyiliksever, nazik biri olay\u0131m diye mi bana Mihra ismini verdiniz?\u201d dedi, babas\u0131;
\u201cElbette, biz senin iyiliksever, ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fc, nazik birisi olman\u0131 istedi\u011fimiz, hem de g\u00fczel bir isim oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in bu isme karar verdik.\u201d deyince, \u201cBen b\u00f6yle bir olmal\u0131y\u0131m o zaman.\u201d dedi.
Bunlar\u0131 konu\u015furlarken al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f merkezi koridorundan ge\u00e7ip y\u00fcr\u00fcyen merdivenlerle ayakkab\u0131 sat\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n daha \u00e7ok oldu\u011fu kata \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorlard\u0131. I\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 ayakkab\u0131 alacaklard\u0131.
Birka\u00e7 ma\u011fazaya sordular, \u201cI\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 ayakkab\u0131 var m\u0131?\u201d diye. Bu seferki ma\u011fazada buldular.
Mihra denemek i\u00e7in ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131 giydi, tamam, olmu\u015ftu bu i\u015f. \u00c7ok sevindi, d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131n i\u00e7erisinde bir tur bile att\u0131 ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131na bakarak. Sonra, ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131 bir de aya\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in ma\u011fazan\u0131n orta yerindeki, yerden yukar\u0131 do\u011fru uzanan aynan\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda durdu, ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 bir beri bir \u00f6te hareket ettirdi, \u0131\u015f\u0131klar yan\u0131yor mu diye aynadan kontrol etti, y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcnce yan\u0131yordu \u0131\u015f\u0131klar, \u201cHarika! Babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7ok te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim.\u201d dedi. \u201cSadece bana de\u011fil, annene de te\u015fekk\u00fcr etmelisin de\u011fil mi?\u201d dedi babas\u0131. Mihra; \u201cElbette ki ona da te\u015fekk\u00fcr edece\u011fim ama eve var\u0131nca. Hem o daha \u00e7ok \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor. Bak, bug\u00fcn tatil ama o, bizim i\u00e7in evde yemek haz\u0131rl\u0131yor, pastalar yap\u0131yor, melek annem!\u201d dedi.
I\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131 alm\u0131\u015flard\u0131, piyasaya daha yeni \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama arkada\u015flar\u0131ndan giyenler vard\u0131, ka\u00e7 g\u00fcnden beri bu ayakkab\u0131n\u0131n hayalini kuruyordu.
Ma\u011fazadan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131lar, AVM koridorunda ilerliyorlard\u0131; \u201cBaba!\u201d dedi, babas\u0131; \u201cEfendim K\u0131z\u0131m!\u201d diye kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdi. Bir \u015fey s\u00f6yleyece\u011fim ama utan\u0131yorum.\u201d dedi. Babas\u0131; \u201cS\u00f6yle K\u0131z\u0131m, \u00e7ekinme. Bir \u015fey mi isteyeceksin?\u201d dedi. \u201cEvet ama bug\u00fcn ayakkab\u0131 ald\u0131n, \u00e7ok masraf olur de\u011fil mi?\u201d dedi. Babas\u0131; \u201cSen s\u00f6yle bakal\u0131m, duruma g\u00f6re de\u011ferlendiririz.\u201d dedi.
\u201c\u00c7evrende ne g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun, haydi sen bil bakal\u0131m!\u201d deyince, babas\u0131; \u201cBurada \u00e7ok \u015fey g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum, elektronik e\u015fya sat\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131 var, ayakkab\u0131 ma\u011fazalar\u0131, giysi ma\u011fazalar\u0131, \u00e7erezci, \u00e7ikolatac\u0131, var i\u015fte var!\u201d dedi. \u201cBilemedin, onlar i\u015fyerleri, ben sana \u00e7evrende ne g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc sordum, o zaman soruyu \u015f\u00f6yle soray\u0131m; peki, d\u0131\u015far\u0131da hava nas\u0131l?\u201d dedi. Babas\u0131; \u201cNas\u0131l yani, so\u011fuk demek mi istiyorsun?\u201d deyince; \u201cHay\u0131\u0131\u0131r! Yine bilemedin!\u201d dedi. \u201cO zaman sen s\u00f6yle, tamam ben bilemedim.\u201d dedi.
\u201cD\u0131\u015far\u0131da ya\u011fmur ya\u011f\u0131yor de\u011fil mi? Gelirken g\u00f6rd\u00fck, \u015furada bir \u015feyler g\u00f6rm\u00fcyor musun?\u201d derken eliyle de i\u015faret ediyordu, babas\u0131; \u201cAnla\u015f\u0131ld\u0131, sen \u015femsiye istiyorsun!\u201d dedi. \u201c\u015eimdi bildin i\u015fte, bir \u015femsiye almayacak m\u0131s\u0131n? \u00c7ok olursa alma, ba\u015fka zamanda da alabilirsin.\u201d dedi.
Bir ma\u011fazan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde, kovan\u0131n birine b\u00fcy\u00fckler i\u00e7in, birine de k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckler i\u00e7in \u00e7e\u015fit \u00e7e\u015fit desen ve renklerde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015femsiyeler doldurulmu\u015ftu.
\u201cTamam!\u201d dedi babas\u0131, \u201cBen g\u00f6rmemi\u015fim, haydi be\u011fen bakal\u0131m, \u015femsiye de alal\u0131m.\u201d dedi.
Mihra bir \u015femsiye be\u011fendi, babas\u0131 pars\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6dedi.
\u015eemsiyeyi de alm\u0131\u015flard\u0131, d\u0131\u015far\u0131da da ya\u011fmur ya\u011f\u0131yordu, Mihra babas\u0131na; \u201cHaydi gidelim art\u0131k.\u201d dedi.
Otoparka indiler, arabalar\u0131n\u0131 buldular ve bindiler. Otoparktan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131klar\u0131nda, g\u00f6k yar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f da su bo\u015fal\u0131yor gibi ya\u011fmur ya\u011f\u0131yordu.
Kim bilir ka\u00e7 sokaktan, ka\u00e7 caddeden \u00e7o\u011falarak gelen ya\u011fmur sular\u0131, sokak ve caddelere at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f at\u0131klardan \u00f6n\u00fcne gelenleri s\u00fcr\u00fckleyip g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyordu, baz\u0131 yerlerde bord\u00fcrlerin \u00fczerinden a\u015f\u0131yor, kald\u0131r\u0131mlara yay\u0131l\u0131yordu. D\u00fckk\u00e2n sahipleri, sat\u0131\u015fa sunduklar\u0131 meyve ve sebze dolu kasalar\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131ma koyduklar\u0131 i\u00e7in insanlardan bir\u00e7oklar\u0131, kald\u0131r\u0131mdan de\u011fil de yoldan y\u00fcr\u00fcyorlard\u0131. Ta\u015fk\u0131n sular, zavall\u0131lar\u0131n ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131na doluyordu. Kald\u0131r\u0131mdan y\u00fcr\u00fcyenler ise tek s\u0131ra halinde, kimileri ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n ucuna basarak gidiyorlard\u0131. Biraz ilerleyince Mihra heyecanla; \u201cBaba, Baba, bir dur!\u201d dedi. Bir olumsuz durum olmu\u015f ya da g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesiyle babas\u0131; \u201cNe var, ne oldu?\u201d dedi ama cevap alamad\u0131. Babas\u0131 arabay\u0131 sa\u011fa yana\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131, durdu, hi\u00e7bir \u015fey demeden Mihra kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131, arabadan f\u0131rlad\u0131, u\u00e7an bir \u015feyi yakalayacakm\u0131\u015f gibi kollar\u0131n\u0131 yana a\u00e7t\u0131, zaten \u00fcflense u\u00e7acak kadar zay\u0131f, \u00e7elimsiz bir \u00e7ocuktu, \u015femsiyesi de elindeydi, kald\u0131r\u0131ma bast\u0131, fakat sendeledi, kald\u0131r\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131kamad\u0131. Babas\u0131 ne yapacak diye bakarken o b\u00f6yle bir harekette bulundu, babas\u0131 onu b\u00f6yle g\u00f6r\u00fcnce ani bir refleksle arabadan inmek i\u00e7in kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131, ancak yeti\u015fmesi m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fildi!
Bir kad\u0131n, mantosunun ete\u011fiyle, kendi ya\u015flarda \u00e7ocu\u011funu, sicim gibi ya\u011fan ya\u011fmurdan korumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. \u00c7ocuk so\u011fuktan boynunu i\u00e7ine \u00e7ekmi\u015f, b\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fck\u00e7e k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcld\u00fck\u00e7e k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc! \u00c7ocuk \u00f6nde, kad\u0131n arkas\u0131nda, tek s\u0131ra ilerlemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131. Kad\u0131n sendeleyen Mihra\u2019y\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc, kendisine \u00e7ok yak\u0131nd\u0131, k\u0131z tam suya d\u00fc\u015fecekken bir k\u0131vrakl\u0131kla, kendi \u00e7ocu\u011funu b\u0131rakarak onu sa\u011f elinden yakalay\u0131verdi, kendisine do\u011fru \u00e7ekip kucaklad\u0131, kald\u0131r\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. \u0130\u015fler o kadar h\u0131zl\u0131 olmu\u015ftu ki babas\u0131 hen\u00fcz arabadan inebilmi\u015fti. Suya d\u00fc\u015fmekten kurtulan Mihra, hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015f gibi \u015femsiyeyi a\u00e7t\u0131 ve k\u0131z\u0131n eline tutu\u015fturdu. \u00c7ocuk da annesi de babas\u0131 da ne oldu\u011funu anlayamam\u0131\u015flard\u0131, \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n Mihra\u2019ya bak\u0131yorlard\u0131, kad\u0131n ve k\u0131z\u0131 ne diyeceklerini bilememi\u015f durumda sadece ona bak\u0131yorlard\u0131. \u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fczerinden at\u0131p kendisini toparlayan babas\u0131 kad\u0131na seslendi;
\u201cAl\u0131n o \u015femsiyeyi l\u00fctfen, k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131za hediyesidir.\u201d dedi. Kad\u0131n bir Mihra\u2019ya bir babas\u0131na bakt\u0131, sanki bir \u015feyler s\u00f6yleyecek de ne s\u00f6yleyece\u011fini bilemiyordu. Adam tekrar; \u201cAl\u0131n, al\u0131n, l\u00fctfen\u201d dedi, Mihra\u2019ya da \u201cK\u0131z\u0131m sen de gel.\u201d diye seslendi.
Ayakkab\u0131s\u0131na sular dolsa da uzanarak babas\u0131 Mihra\u2019y\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131mdan ald\u0131, arabaya bindiler. \u00c7ocuk ve annesi ne oldu\u011funu hala anlayamam\u0131\u015f durumda onlar\u0131n arkas\u0131ndan bak\u0131yorlard\u0131. Mihra; \u201cBaba k\u0131zd\u0131n m\u0131?\u201d dedi. Babas\u0131; \u201cNi\u00e7in k\u0131zay\u0131m ki, ciddi bir tehlike atlatt\u0131n ama \u00e7ok da g\u00fczel bir i\u015f yapt\u0131n. G\u00fczel i\u015fler ba\u015farmak bazen tehlikeden sonra olur. Aferin, g\u00fczel bir i\u015f yapt\u0131n, seni kutluyorum.\u201d dedi. Mihra; \u201c\u00c7ocu\u011fun kaban\u0131 da yoktu, \u00f6yle g\u00f6r\u00fcnce dayanamad\u0131m, ba\u015fka ne yapabilirdim ki!\u201d dedi. Babas\u0131; \u201c\u00c7ok iyi yapt\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131m, ben mutlu oldum.\u201d dedi. Mihra co\u015farak; \u201cBenim ad\u0131m Mihra, benim ad\u0131m Mihra! Mihra da iyiliksever demek de\u011fil mi?\u201d diyerek elleri havada hayk\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u201cDo\u011frudur.\u201d dedi babas\u0131, \u201cHaydi gidip bir \u015femsiye daha alal\u0131m.\u201d dedi. Mihra; \u201cHay\u0131r babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m, bug\u00fcnl\u00fck bu kadar, her \u015fey tad\u0131nda kals\u0131n!\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(USARE DERG\u0130S\u0130 30.Say\u0131) \u201c\u0130smimin ne demek oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frendim bug\u00fcn.\u201d dedi ve devam etti k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z; \u201c\u00d6\u011fretmenim, s\u00f6zl\u00fckten kelime bulmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretti, sonra da arkada\u015flar\u0131ma isimlerinin anlamlar\u0131n\u0131 sordu, bilmeyenler s\u00f6zl\u00fckten buldu, benimkisinin anlam\u0131 \u00e7ok g\u00fczel, Mihra; iyiliksever, nazik, ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fc demekmi\u015f.\u201d dedi ve \u201cBaba! Sen bu ismi nas\u0131l buldun?\u201d diye sordu.Babas\u0131; \u201cMihra ismi toplumda \u00e7ok yayg\u0131n de\u011fil ki […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[34],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-43643","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-usare"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43643","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=43643"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43643\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":43647,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43643\/revisions\/43647"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=43643"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=43643"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=43643"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}