{"id":43972,"date":"2023-01-24T01:00:00","date_gmt":"2023-01-23T21:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=43972"},"modified":"2023-01-24T11:23:47","modified_gmt":"2023-01-24T07:23:47","slug":"s%c9%99bin%c9%99-yusif-onun-adi-n%c9%99-idi-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=43972","title":{"rendered":"S\u0259bin\u0259 YUS\u0130F.”Onun ad\u0131 n\u0259 idi?” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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S\u0259bin\u0259 YUS\u0130F,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Qazax B\u00fcrosunun R\u0259hb\u0259ri.<\/strong> <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cOxucular\u0131n yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131\u201d rubrikas\u0131nda S\u0259bin\u0259 Yusifin  \u201cOnun ad\u0131 n\u0259 idi?\u201d hekay\u0259sini t\u0259qdim edirik. <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu hekay\u0259ni sevgilisini, ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 V\u0259t\u0259n u\u011frunda itirmi\u015f q\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131za h\u0259sr edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Siz he\u00e7 sevdinizmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-B\u0259li, sevdim. V\u0259t\u0259n kimi m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s, torpaq kimi \u0259v\u0259zolunmaz bir sevgi il\u0259 sevdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-B\u0259s indi n\u0259d\u0259n t\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z? \u2013dey\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r ona sual etdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fclzar m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 eyn\u0259yini \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Bizi ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-El\u0259 dem\u0259yin, \u00f6vladlar\u0131m. M\u0259ni siz a\u011flatmad\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u015fl\u0259diyi kollektivd\u0259 istiqanl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, diqq\u0259tcilliyi, mehribanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 se\u00e7il\u0259n G\u00fclzar xan\u0131m t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rin d\u0259 sevimlisi idi. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fcz olsa da, bir o q\u0259d\u0259r z\u0259hmli idi. T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r onun d\u0259rsin\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 haz\u0131r olard\u0131lar. T\u0259dris etdiyi \u0259d\u0259biyyat f\u0259nnin\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck sevgi qat\u0131b \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259rdi t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259. \u0130mtahan vaxt\u0131 G\u00fclzar xan\u0131m\u0131n d\u0259rs dediyi t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r x\u00fcsusil\u0259 se\u00e7il\u0259rdi. Bu il onlar sonuncu kurs idil\u0259r. G\u00fclzar xan\u0131m onlarla h\u0259m ana, h\u0259m bac\u0131, h\u0259m dost idi. Bu s\u0259mimiyy\u0259td\u0259n istifad\u0259 edib t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r G\u00fclzar xan\u0131ma bu sual\u0131 \u00fcnvanlad\u0131lar. Yeni d\u0259rsin m\u00f6vzusu m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t dastanlar\u0131 idi. D\u0259rsi izah ed\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 ona q\u0259fil \u00fcnvanlanan sual\u0131n t\u0259sirind\u0259n ist\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z 30 il \u0259vv\u0259li xat\u0131rlad\u0131. M\u00fcharib\u0259nin odlu-alovlu ill\u0259rini. Qaraba\u011f\u0131n i\u015f\u011fal olundu\u011fu o a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131-ac\u0131l\u0131 ill\u0259ri xat\u0131rlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-\u018fzizl\u0259rim, siz h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l ill\u0259rini \u2013 g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rini ya\u015fay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z. Siz baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z h\u0259r n\u0259 varsa, siz\u0259 bir s\u00f6z s\u00f6yl\u0259yir: \u201cSevgi\u201d! Siz xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u0259ncl\u0259rsiniz ki, art\u0131q Qaraba\u011f i\u015f\u011faldan azad olunub. Allah \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259rimiz\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin. Qazil\u0259rin, zabitl\u0259rin, \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rin canlar\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 sa\u011flam olsun. M\u0259nim sevdiyim insan da zabit idi. V\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r an \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r idi. Qaraba\u011f i\u015f\u011fal olunmu\u015fdu. Qaraba\u011f\u0131n i\u015f\u011fal\u0131na d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmirdi. M\u00fcst\u0259qil Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131nda t\u0259hsil alan ilk zabitl\u0259rd\u0259n idi. Biz onunla eyni yurdun \u00f6vladlar\u0131 idik. \u0130nstitut ill\u0259ri Bak\u0131da tan\u0131\u015f olmu\u015fduq. O v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259r g\u0259nc idi. Qaraba\u011f\u0131n i\u015f\u011fal\u0131 ona da a\u011f\u0131r t\u0259sir etmi\u015fdi. Bu itki il\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fa bilmirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, olar bir sual verim?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Buyur, q\u0131z\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Onun ad\u0131 n\u0259 idi? Niy\u0259 \u00f6z ad\u0131n\u0131 demirsiniz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Bilirs\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131m, onun haqq\u0131nda niy\u0259 \u00f6z ad\u0131 il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131ram? \u00c7\u00fcnki o V\u0259t\u0259n amal\u0131 il\u0259 ya\u015fayan Q\u0259hr\u0259man idi. Onun \u00f6z\u00fc bir yana, ad\u0131 da m\u0259nim qibl\u0259mdir. M\u0259n onu \u00f6z ad\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmad\u0131m. M\u0259n ona V\u0259t\u0259n Sevgim deyirdim. El\u0259 siz d\u0259 onu bu adla tan\u0131y\u0131n. Bizi bir d\u0259y\u0259r birl\u0259\u015fdirmi\u015fdi \u2013 V\u0259t\u0259n! H\u0259rbi Akademiyan\u0131 bitirdi v\u0259 \u00f6n c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259yinat ald\u0131. \u0130kimiz d\u0259 \u00e7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt idik. \u0130kimiz d\u0259 ali t\u0259hsilimizi ba\u015fa vurmu\u015fduq. 4 il idi tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131q bir-birimizi. O, m\u0259n\u0259 sevm\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259tdi. Yad\u0131n\u0131zda saxlay\u0131n, V\u0259t\u0259ni sev\u0259n ki\u015fil\u0259r sevgil\u0259rin\u0259 sadiq olurlar. H\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7ox m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli olurlar h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131. M\u0259n sevgini d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 sevdim. O m\u0259ni h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 qoruma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bak\u0131da oxudu\u011fumuz  ill\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc k\u0259ndimizd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi hiss etdim. \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259nim arxamda o dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onunla bir yerd\u0259 add\u0131m atanda el\u0259 bilirdim, \u0259l atsam g\u00f6yd\u0259ki ulduzlar\u0131 bel\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki onunla G\u00f6yl\u0259r d\u0259 \u0259l\u00e7atan idi. H\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 deyirdim: Yatsayd\u0131m, bel\u0259 bir xo\u015fb\u0259xt h\u0259yat yuxuma da g\u0259lm\u0259zdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z sevgim\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259ydi. \u00c7\u00fcnki bizim sevgimiz bir ba\u015fqa idi. O, m\u0259niml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, he\u00e7 yolun da x\u0259b\u0259ri olmazd\u0131. El\u0259 Abbas Tufarqanl\u0131n\u0131n dediyi kimi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259d\u0259m qoyub yar ba\u011f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 g\u0259l, el\u0259 get, yol incim\u0259sin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259k\u0259r l\u0259bl\u0259rind\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 bus\u0259 ver,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dodaq t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259sin, dil incim\u0259sin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O da g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rdi ki, yol da incim\u0259zdi. Ham\u0131dan x\u0259b\u0259rsiz, b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r bir sevgi ya\u015fad\u0131q. \u0130nstitutu bitirdik. O, \u00f6n c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 yolland\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 k\u0259ndimiz\u0259. O vaxtlar mobil telefonlar sat\u0131\u015fa yeni g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. H\u0259r adamda yox idi. Yanvar ay\u0131 idi. Ev telefonumuza z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. O, idi. M\u0259zuniyy\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259ldiyini, m\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini dedi. M\u0259n d\u0259 evd\u0259n r\u0259fiq\u0259ml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f ad\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m.  M\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259mizin qurtaraca\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. El\u0259 bil d\u00fcnyan\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 verdil\u0259r. \u00c7ox az s\u00f6hb\u0259t etdik. Dedi, bird\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259n olar, sonra atangil\u0259 dey\u0259n olar. O, ist\u0259mirdi ki, m\u0259nim haqq\u0131mda kims\u0259 bir k\u0259lm\u0259 art\u0131q s\u00f6z dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. Sevgisinin ucal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan idi. M\u0259ni h\u0259r add\u0131mda qoruma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u018flind\u0259ki h\u0259diyy\u0259 qutusunu m\u0259n\u0259 verib sa\u011folla\u015fd\u0131. Onu el\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m qucaqlad\u0131m ki. Polad kimi m\u00f6hk\u0259m idi. \u018ftrini h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 unutmam\u0131\u015fam. C\u0259nn\u0259tin \u0259tri var idi onda. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qurulay\u0131b davam etdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Ev\u0259 g\u0259lib h\u0259diyy\u0259ni a\u00e7anda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, bir mobil telefon var, bir d\u0259 bir m\u0259ktub. M\u0259ktubda yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: \u201cS\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyada \u0259n \u00e7ox g\u00fcv\u0259ndiyim insansan. S\u0259n\u0259 inan\u0131ram. \u0130nan\u0131ram ki, s\u0259n sevgimiz\u0259 sadiqs\u0259n. S\u0259n m\u0259nim n\u0259f\u0259sims\u0259n. N\u0259f\u0259ssiz durmaq olmur. Bu telefonu s\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 etdim ki, he\u00e7 olmasa h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsa s\u0259nin s\u0259sini, n\u0259f\u0259sini e\u015fidim\u201d. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ham\u0131dan gizlin, ham\u0131dan x\u0259b\u0259rsiz h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 ona z\u0259ng ed\u0259rdim. Ayr\u0131lmaq ist\u0259m\u0259zdim. Vaxt el\u0259 tez g\u0259l\u0259rdi ki. Onunla dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259r el\u0259 qiym\u0259tli idi ki. Telefonda onun n\u0259f\u0259sini duyanda d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt insan\u0131 olurdum. H\u0259min g\u00fcn anam m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ev i\u015fi g\u00f6rd\u00fcrs\u0259 bel\u0259 yorulmazd\u0131m. Bilirsinizmi, sevgi insan\u0131 g\u00fccl\u00fc edir. M\u0259n onunla birlikd\u0259 el\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fc idim ki…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00f6y\u00fck \u00fcmidl\u0259, b\u00f6y\u00fck arzu il\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim qovu\u015faca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcn\u00fc. Bir g\u00fcn ax\u015fam saat 8-d\u0259 atam x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Apar\u0131c\u0131 xan\u0131m\u0131n dediyi c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259ri e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fcnya g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 qarald\u0131: \u201cBu g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r saatlar\u0131nda erm\u0259nistan ordusu t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n at\u0259\u015fk\u0259s yenid\u0259n pozulub. N sayl\u0131 H\u0259rbi Hiss\u0259nin zabiti d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 snayperd\u0259n \u015e\u0259hid olub\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7anda x\u0259st\u0259xanada idim. O zaman art\u0131q h\u0259r k\u0259s x\u0259b\u0259r tutdu bizim sevgimizd\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ondan m\u0259n\u0259 bir m\u0259zar\u0131 yadigar qal\u0131b, bir sevgimiz, bir d\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O m\u0259nim d\u00fcnyam idi. D\u00fcnyam\u0131 da apard\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onunla birlikd\u0259 add\u0131mlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r indi m\u0259nim \u0259n isti yuvamd\u0131r. Siz\u0259 bir m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tim var: El\u0259 sevin ki, he\u00e7 vaxt heyf dem\u0259yin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, siz heysl\u0259nm\u0259diniz? T\u0259k qald\u0131n\u0131z. T\u0259k ya\u015fland\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun heyf dem\u0259dim. \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259n bir Q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 sevdim. Kim deyir ki, m\u0259n t\u0259k qald\u0131m. M\u0259n V\u0259t\u0259n boyda bir sevgiy\u0259 sahib\u0259m!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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S\u0259bin\u0259 YUS\u0130F, Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc. Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Qazax B\u00fcrosunun R\u0259hb\u0259ri. \u201cOxucular\u0131n yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131\u201d rubrikas\u0131nda S\u0259bin\u0259 Yusifin  \u201cOnun ad\u0131 n\u0259 idi?\u201d hekay\u0259sini t\u0259qdim edirik.  Bu hekay\u0259ni sevgilisini, ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 V\u0259t\u0259n u\u011frunda itirmi\u015f q\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131za h\u0259sr edir\u0259m. -Siz he\u00e7 sevdinizmi? -B\u0259li, sevdim. V\u0259t\u0259n kimi m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s, torpaq kimi \u0259v\u0259zolunmaz bir sevgi il\u0259 sevdim. -B\u0259s indi n\u0259d\u0259n t\u0259k […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-43972","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43972","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=43972"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43972\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":44014,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43972\/revisions\/44014"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=43972"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=43972"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=43972"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}