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Qatla\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131ndan yar\u0131bayar\u0131 az \u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 qatla\u015fsayd\u0131lar, \u00e7oxlar\u0131 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 c\u0259nn\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259rdi.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                                                                                                                                   Ben Conson<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 avtobusun qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 bir anda dayanacaqdak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259ri, i\u00e7i O qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q uddu. Bu n\u0259h\u0259ngin salonu isti idi, Onun donmu\u015f sif\u0259tin\u0259 v\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259rar\u0259t hopdu. A\u011fz\u0131ndak\u0131 maskan\u0131 azac\u0131q a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b burnunu azadl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir anda sanki h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tini s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259ndir\u0259n bu q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 n\u0259h\u0259ng ham\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7alxalad\u0131, h\u0259min anda Onun yad\u0131na son kitab\u0131n\u0131n personaj\u0131 olan azman Dev d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. H\u0259min Dev d\u0259 bu avtobus kimi adamlar\u0131 udurdu, amma avtobusdan f\u0259rqli olaraq sonra buraxm\u0131rd\u0131, h\u0259zm edib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259tin\u0259-qan\u0131na \u00e7evirirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Devl\u0259r n\u0259 r\u0259ng olurlar? Na\u011f\u0131llarda qaras\u0131na daha \u00e7ox rast g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, bozu, q\u0259hv\u0259yisi d\u0259 kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r olmu\u015fdu, h\u0259tta bir impressionist frans\u0131z \u015fairin Devi masmavi idi. Amma Onun al\u0259mind\u0259 Devl\u0259r r\u0259ngsiz, \u015f\u0259ffaf idil\u0259r, yell\u0259rind\u0259n, h\u0259nirtil\u0259rind\u0259n duyurdun onlar\u0131. Eyn\u0259n D\u0259rd kimi. G\u00f6z\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z, h\u0259cmsiz v\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kisiz olsa da \u0259n \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n, \u0259n n\u0259hay\u0259tsiz v\u0259 \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r olan D\u0259rd bar\u0259d\u0259 bir ara bir interpretasiya da etmi\u015fdi ki, Dev na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131n, D\u0259rd reall\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u018fzray\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r, adam\u0131 hop dey\u0259r\u0259k udurlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dczb\u0259\u00fcz oturan iki q\u0131z \u2013 idiml\u0259rind\u0259n t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131lar \u2013 ona bax\u0131b n\u0259s\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lda\u015fanda \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 x\u0259fif q\u0131zart\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. He\u00e7 ist\u0259m\u0259zdi k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259-bay\u0131rda tan\u0131ns\u0131n. C\u0259ld maskas\u0131n\u0131 lap yuxar\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259c\u0259n dartd\u0131. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni, yaxud idman\u00e7\u0131 deyil ki, onu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259-bay\u0131rda tan\u0131yalar. M\u00fc\u011f\u0259nniyl\u0259 idman\u00e7\u0131 bu m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259td\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131dan daha urvatl\u0131 pe\u015f\u0259di, onlar\u0131 y\u00fcz minl\u0259r sevir, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n is\u0259 sev\u0259nl\u0259ri t\u0259k-t\u00fck olur. \u00dczl\u0259rin\u0259 televiziyalar\u0131n qap\u0131lar\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011fundan, vizual olaraq da onlar\u0131 \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259t tan\u0131m\u0131r. Amma bu q\u0131zlar dey\u0259s\u0259n tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Olsun ki, hans\u0131sa imza g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdil\u0259r, yeni kitab\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131b imzaladanda b\u0259lk\u0259 bir foto da \u00e7\u0259kdirmi\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130mza g\u00fcnl\u0259ri ild\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 ba\u015f tutan bayram idi Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. H\u0259min g\u00fcn h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259kind\u0259n f\u0259rqli, xeyli mehriban olan arvad\u0131n\u0131n \u015fifonerd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b \u00fct\u00fcl\u0259diyi b\u0259ylik kostyumuyla a\u011f k\u00f6yn\u0259k geyinir, bir c\u00fct qalstuku var, onlardan da birini se\u00e7ib tax\u0131r, vask\u0131lanm\u0131\u015f ayaqqab\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131ndan feyziyab ola-ola, h\u0259l\u0259 \u00fcst\u0259lik, m\u0259kt\u0259bli o\u011flunun ucuzvari \u0259trind\u0259n d\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 p\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131b oxucular\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 gedirdi. H\u0259m m\u0259n\u0259vi dinclik, rahatl\u0131q tap\u0131rd\u0131, diqq\u0259t m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 olmas\u0131, populyarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 Ona qol-qanad a\u00e7d\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131, \u00fcst\u0259lik, be\u015f-on manat da qazana bilirdi. Amma \u0259fsus ki, n\u00f6vb\u0259ti g\u00fcnl\u0259rin adi axar\u0131 pusqudan \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 at\u0131l\u0131nca yen\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lki k\u00f6hn\u0259 hamam-k\u00f6hn\u0259 tas reall\u0131\u011f\u0131na qay\u0131das\u0131 olurdu. Nimda\u015f, yaxas\u0131 v\u0259 bil\u0259kl\u0259ri s\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f penc\u0259k, balaqlar\u0131 g\u00f6yd\u0259 qalan \u015falvar, boyunlu\u011fu qart ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f \u0259zik-\u00fcz\u00fck k\u00f6yn\u0259k, a\u011fz\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ayaqqab\u0131… V\u0259 \u00e7iynind\u0259 d\u0259 \u201cbu g\u00fcn \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k pulum olacaqm\u0131\u201d sual\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz pudluq a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6t\u0259n il pandemiya he\u00e7 imza g\u00fcn\u00fc ke\u00e7irm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 qoymam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O m\u0259s\u0259l var, deyir, H\u0259\u015ft\u0259rxanda d\u0259v\u0259 az imi\u015f kimi, birini d\u0259 b\u0259r\u0259yl\u0259 g\u0259tirdil\u0259r, onun s\u00f6z\u00fc olmas\u0131n, bu koronavirus da bu yandan g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Maskas\u0131n\u0131 bir az da yuxar\u0131 dart\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. Maskan\u0131n mavi r\u0259ngi solub a\u011fappaq olmu\u015fdu, \u00fcst\u0259lik, kirl\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Arvad\u0131na ke\u00e7\u0259n h\u0259ft\u0259 \u201cBunu bir \u0259l yaxala\u201d dey\u0259nd\u0259 \u201cMaska alma\u011fa iyirmi q\u0259pik d\u0259 tapm\u0131rsan?\u201d\u0131n m\u00fcqabilind\u0259 ist\u0259yi g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fslind\u0259, iyirmi q\u0259pik tapa bil\u0259rdi, s\u00f6hb\u0259t bundan getmir, amma iyirmi q\u0259pik d\u0259 iyirmi q\u0259pikdir, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 iki \u00f6z\u00fc kimisini qoysan, bir \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yin pulu el\u0259y\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yana \u00e7evirdi, q\u0131zlarda O olmas\u0131na azac\u0131q da olsun \u00fcmid yeri qoymad\u0131. N\u00f6vb\u0259ti dayanacaqda d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259liydi, durub qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f getdi, avtobus dayananda ilk olaraq oradan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bay\u0131ra tullayan O oldu. Sanki h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n Devin a\u011fz\u0131ndan qurtulurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bura metro \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131 idi, bir aya yax\u0131n idi ki, bura dadanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qeyri-r\u0259smi ad\u0131 \u201c\u0259m\u0259k birjas\u0131\u201d olan bu m\u0259kanda \u00f6z\u00fc kimi i\u015fsizl\u0259r t\u0259sad\u00fcfi qazanc \u00fcmidi il\u0259 yol k\u0259nar\u0131nda dayan\u0131r, yax\u0131nla\u015fan avtomobill\u0259rin i\u015f\u00e7iaxtaran s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcl\u0259rind\u0259n \u201cka\u015f m\u0259ni se\u00e7\u0259ydi\u201d imdad\u0131n\u0131 umurdular. \u0130\u015f\u00e7iaxtaranlar ad\u0259t\u0259n g\u0259ncl\u0259ri, c\u00fcss\u0259lil\u0259ri se\u00e7irdil\u0259r. O v\u0259 Onun kimil\u0259r Allah\u00fcmidin\u0259 qalanlar idil\u0259r, daha \u00e7ox ba\u011f bell\u0259m\u0259y\u0259, y\u00fcng\u00fcl y\u00fck da\u015f\u0131ma\u011fa, zibil y\u0131\u011fma\u011fa yar\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131lar. O, ba\u011f bell\u0259m\u0259yi v\u0259 y\u00fck da\u015f\u0131ma\u011f\u0131 sevmirdi, onur\u011fas\u0131ndan qopan a\u011fr\u0131 ulad\u0131rd\u0131 onu h\u0259min g\u00fcn d\u0259, n\u00f6vb\u0259ti g\u00fcn d\u0259. Qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131 20-30 manata el\u0259diyi bazarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6n\u00fcl xo\u015flu\u011fu il\u0259 yey\u0259 d\u0259 bilmirdi. Amma zibil y\u0131\u011fmaq y\u00fcng\u00fcl i\u015f idi, \u0259lin\u0259 \u0259lc\u0259k tax\u0131b vurhavur giri\u015firdi bu i\u015f\u0259. Zibil y\u0131\u011fmaq sanki h\u0259m d\u0259 onun \u0259sas i\u015fin\u0259 – yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fan i\u015f idi, a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131-filan\u0131 duymazd\u0131. H\u0259tta bir d\u0259f\u0259 i\u015f sora\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 bir m\u00fcdirin q\u0259bulunda olanda F\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259 Diplomunu masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub, xeyrin\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 z\u0259nn ed\u0259r\u0259k bir kitab\u0131n\u0131 da m\u00fcdir\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 etm\u0259k ist\u0259mi\u015fdi. M\u00fcdir d\u0259 demi\u015fdi ki, bu n\u0259di e, yaz\u0131b zibill\u0259yirsiz \u0259traf\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z\u00fckimil\u0259rl\u0259 salamla\u015fd\u0131, \u00e7oxunun onun kimi palto v\u0259 g\u00f6d\u0259k\u00e7\u0259si yox idi, titr\u0259yirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Burdak\u0131lar bir-birini sevm\u0259zdi, ham\u0131 ham\u0131ya \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yin\u0259 bais ola bil\u0259c\u0259k r\u0259qib g\u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Onun salam\u0131na bir-iki yerd\u0259n dilucu \u201c\u0259leyk\u00fcm\u0259\u201d cavab\u0131 g\u0259ldi. B\u00fcz\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u00fcnc\u0259 – k\u00fcl\u0259ktutmaza verdi. Burdak\u0131lardan he\u00e7 k\u0259s Onu tan\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131 dey\u0259 burda rahat idi. Bir k\u00fcnc\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib dururdu, dig\u0259r \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259t kimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131na at\u0131b i\u015f ist\u0259mirdi, abr\u0131ndan-h\u0259yas\u0131ndan utan\u0131rd\u0131. Dig\u0259rl\u0259ri is\u0259 \u00fcnsiyy\u0259tcil idil\u0259r. H\u0259r k\u0259s h\u0259r k\u0259sin yeddi n\u0259sil d\u00f6n\u0259nini bel\u0259 tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Bu rayonludur, \u0259kib-bec\u0259rdiyini satma\u011f\u0131n m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcll\u00fcy\u00fc onu bir tik\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k e\u015fqiyl\u0259 bura g\u0259tirib. Bu birisi rejissordur, Stanislavski dey\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rlar onu. Teatrlar\u0131 ba\u011flan\u0131b dey\u0259 \u0259lacs\u0131zl\u0131qdan bura \u00fcz tutub. Bu da ali t\u0259hsillidir, neyrofizikdir, bu ixtisasa \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir ara b\u0259rb\u0259rlik edib, r\u0259qab\u0259t b\u00f6y\u00fck oldu\u011fundan sonra da yolunu bura sal\u0131b…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qara ma\u015f\u0131n. K\u00f6k, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131mt\u0131l sif\u0259t. \u201c\u0130ki n\u0259f\u0259r laz\u0131md\u0131r, on sot torpaq bell\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k\u201d nidas\u0131. \u0130r\u0259li \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yan k\u0259sl\u0259rin bir-birini it\u0259l\u0259m\u0259si. U\u011fultu v\u0259 s\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u00fcn h\u0259ml\u0259si. \u201cS\u0259n, bir d\u0259 s\u0259n, ged\u0259k\u201d k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 qurba\u011fa g\u00f6l\u00fcn\u0259 da\u015f at\u0131lmas\u0131. Sonra m\u00fch\u0259rrikin s\u0259si, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259si. Sonra n\u00f6vb\u0259ti m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259. Boz ma\u015f\u0131n, zabit\u0259li v\u0259 ac\u0131ql\u0131 sima. \u201cPianino da\u015f\u0131ma\u011fa d\u00f6rd n\u0259f\u0259r\u201d k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259ri. Yen\u0259 \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fma, m\u00fcbariz\u0259. Yen\u0259 se\u00e7ilmi\u015fl\u0259rin qalib \u0259das\u0131, se\u00e7ilm\u0259mi\u015fl\u0259rin m\u0259yusluq demar\u015f\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00f6\u015f cibind\u0259 arvad\u0131n\u0131n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 siyah\u0131 h\u0259r g\u0259lib-ged\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131ndan sonra sanki bir az da a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n sallaq qal\u0131rd\u0131. \u201c\u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k \u2013 2 d\u0259n\u0259. Kartof \u2013 2 kilo. So\u011fan \u2013 2 kilo. \u018ft \u2013 1 kilo. G\u00f6y\u0259rti \u2013 2 d\u0259st\u0259. Marqarin ya\u011f\u0131 \u2013 1 pa\u00e7ka. Q\u0259nd-\u00e7ay da t\u00fck\u0259nib. M\u00fctl\u0259q al. \u018ft\u0259 pulun \u00e7atmasa makaron alarsan, 1 pa\u00e7ka. 5 manat da u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n m\u0259kt\u0259bi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn saxla, pul y\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018ft ehtimal\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 makaron ehtimal\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259kkizd\u0259 biri, onda biri q\u0259d\u0259r olurdu. Amma arvad\u0131 nikbin idi, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u0259ti inadla qeyd edirdi, b\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259tta d\u0259rin\u0259 gedib \u201cdolmal\u0131q \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259si \u0259t\u201d, \u201cbozba\u015fl\u0131q s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u00fc \u0259t\u201d x\u0131rdal\u0131qlar\u0131na da var\u0131rd\u0131. Arvad\u0131 ni\u015fanlanan vaxtlardan nikbin idi. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k evl\u0259rini d\u0259niz\u0259 baxan Neft\u00e7il\u0259r prospektind\u0259n se\u00e7\u0259rdi, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 sovet s\u0259nayesind\u0259n deyil, alman s\u0259nayesind\u0259n man\u015f\u0131rlayard\u0131, h\u0259tta \u201cBilg\u0259hd\u0259 ba\u011f evi\u201d dey\u0259 c\u0259h-c\u0259h vurmas\u0131 da var idi. Bel\u0259 zamanlarda arvad\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131, sanki r\u0259ngb\u0259r\u0259ng i\u015f\u0131q z\u0259rr\u0259cikl\u0259ri \u00fcz\u00fc boyunca qa\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fhm\u0259dlid\u0259 kiray\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f birotaql\u0131, \u015f\u0259raitsiz m\u0259nzil\u0259 g\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 \u201cm\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti \u00e7\u0259tinlikdir, h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq\u201d deyib\u0259n s\u0259brini t\u0259sbeh d\u0259n\u0259l\u0259ri kimi d\u00fcz\u00fcb \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. D\u00fcz on ilin tamam\u0131nda daha m\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259tinin daimi olmas\u0131na inand\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki i\u015f\u0131q qeyb oldu, optimistliyi milyonlarla qiym\u0259ti olan m\u00fclkl\u0259r, avtomobill\u0259r ist\u0259yind\u0259n on iki manatl\u0131q \u0259t ist\u0259yi sayaq ist\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 transfer edildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yeni, 2022-ci il gir\u0259nd\u0259n hava 2021-in dekbabr\u0131ndak\u0131 s\u0259l\u0259finin zaman\u0131ndak\u0131 m\u00fclayimliyind\u0259n el\u0259 d\u0259 uza\u011fa getm\u0259mi\u015fdi, amma s\u00fcbh tezd\u0259n bir q\u0259d\u0259r sazaq duyulur, adam\u0131n s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259rin\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n s\u00fcbh soyu\u011fu \u201csabah\u0131n xeyir\u201d deyirdi. Bird\u0259n, el\u0259 bil, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f do\u011fdu, \u201c\u00e7e\u015fka\u201d deyil\u0259n bir k\u00f6hn\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131nla g\u0259l\u0259n orta ya\u015fl\u0131 ki\u015fi \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 cumanlar\u0131 k\u0259nara it\u0259l\u0259yib \u0259li il\u0259 Onu yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Qarda\u015f, t\u0259z\u0259 ev\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck, ve\u015fl\u0259r da\u015f\u0131nmal\u0131d\u0131r. Ve\u015f dey\u0259nd\u0259, el\u0259 bir \u015fey d\u0259 yoxdur. \u0130yirmi manat ver\u0259c\u0259m. Gedirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gedirs\u0259n d\u0259 s\u00f6zd\u00fcr? O, bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u201c\u00e7e\u015fkaya\u201d sald\u0131. Yola d\u00fcz\u0259ldil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259s\u0259d v\u0259 qibt\u0259 obyekti kimi par\u0131ldad\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259liyi g\u0259ldi d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc yad\u0131na. Onda ki, hekay\u0259l\u0259ri jurnalda d\u0259rc edilmi\u015fdi, \u0259d\u0259bi t\u0259nqid Onun t\u0259rifini g\u00f6y\u0259 qald\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, onda ki, universitetd\u0259 ham\u0131 Onun \u015f\u0259nin\u0259 t\u0259rifl\u0259r deyir, Onu barmaqla g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi, i\u00e7i Ona sevgi m\u0259ktublar\u0131 yazan, ail\u0259 qurmayacaqlar\u0131 t\u0259qdird\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131yaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 izhar ed\u0259n arvad\u0131 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015flar\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn patok, b\u00fct\u00fcn universitet \u201dM\u0259\u015fhur yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 olacaq, Markes kimi \u0259ll\u0259r \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259zdiril\u0259c\u0259k, pula pul dem\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k\u201d d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259siyl\u0259 Ona pax\u0131ll\u0131q edirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi is\u0259 \u201cbirja\u201d yolda\u015flar\u0131 y\u0259qin pax\u0131ll\u0131q etm\u0259kd\u0259dirl\u0259r. \u0130yirmi manat onlar\u0131n yox, Onun qism\u0259ti olacaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn olduqca iri \u0259ll\u0259ri var idi, rulu f\u0131rlatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcyd\u00fcy\u00fc \u0259ll\u0259ri rulu tam g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z etmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cS\u0259n fa\u011f\u0131r adama ox\u015fay\u0131rsan. O biril\u0259r s\u0131rt\u0131qd\u0131lar, adam\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 at\u0131l\u0131rlar. \u0130\u015fl\u0259yib qurtaranda da \u0259lav\u0259 pul ist\u0259yirl\u0259r\u201d k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259riyl\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u00fc sald\u0131, ard\u0131nca da n\u0259s\u0259 bir \u0259hvalat dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-\u0130ni\u015fil qaynatam\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bell\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ikisini aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. S\u0259kkiz sota \u0259lli manat dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Qarda\u015f, bunlar el\u0259 ki i\u015f\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar, da\u015f at\u0131b ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 alt\u0131na tutdular ki, yox, burda i\u015f deyil\u0259nd\u0259n art\u0131qd\u0131r, \u0259llinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 otuz da qoymal\u0131san. N\u0259 q\u0259q\u0259r and-q\u0259s\u0259m el\u0259dim…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yeni roman\u0131n\u0131 yaz\u0131b qurtara bilmirdi. S\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ax\u015fama kimi bu i\u015fl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olurdu, ev\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 i\u015f olan g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 yor\u011funluq, i\u015f olmayan g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259yusluq v\u0259 \u00fcmidsizlik \u0259lind\u0259n q\u0259l\u0259mi al\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Abidi g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi spartal\u0131lar\u0131n istehkamlar\u0131na. \u0130st\u0259yirdi Abid ordak\u0131 yatm\u0131\u015f h\u0259yat\u0131 oyats\u0131n, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f t\u0259f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fc yenil\u0259sin. Orda Abid d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcb qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xa bil\u0259c\u0259k qladiator ist\u0259mi\u015fdi. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na n\u00f6vb\u0259 il\u0259 d\u00f6rd\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ham\u0131s\u0131 pe\u015fman olmu\u015fdu. \u018fn g\u00fccl\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc \u2013 Kostakurtu t\u0259l\u0259b el\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130mperatorun q\u0131z\u0131 Elina seyrangahdan qay\u0131dark\u0259n Abidi g\u00f6r\u00fcb onun yara\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na, \u0259z\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rinin \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tin\u0259 heyran qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131 Kostakurt il\u0259 Abidin d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r tutunca d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fc izl\u0259m\u0259k fikrind\u0259 bulunmu\u015fdu. V\u0259 el\u0259 ki, ba\u015flar k\u0259s\u0259n, qan\u0131 su kimi ax\u0131dan Kostakurt Abidin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, onda zorla ni\u015fanland\u0131\u011f\u0131 Kostakurta nifr\u0259t duyan Elinan\u0131n v\u00fccudunu m\u00fcdhi\u015f bir sars\u0131nt\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bird\u0259n Kostakurt Abid\u0259 qalib g\u0259ls\u0259ydi nec\u0259 olacaqd\u0131? \u0130lk bax\u0131\u015fdan \u0259siri oldu\u011fu bu g\u0259ncin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 o nec\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u0259tir\u0259 bil\u0259rdi ax\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma gerisini yaza bilmirdi he\u00e7 c\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fslind\u0259, m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259td\u0259 kitablar yax\u015f\u0131 sat\u0131lsayd\u0131 el\u0259 kitablar\u0131n g\u0259tirdiyi qazancla dolanard\u0131, ail\u0259sinin yan\u0131nda \u00fcz\u00fcqara olmazd\u0131. Amma kitab oxuyan t\u0259k-t\u00fck idi, varl\u0131-hall\u0131lar\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti kitab g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tur\u015fudurdu, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tur\u015futmayan vars\u0131z-hals\u0131zlar idi ki, onlar\u0131 da cibl\u0259rinin bo\u015flu\u011fu kitablardan yan ke\u00e7irirdi. \u0130nsaf\u0259n, O yax\u015f\u0131 yaz\u0131rd\u0131, bir-iki d\u0259f\u0259 – onda ki, h\u0259yat h\u0259l\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b \u00f6z m\u0259ng\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259 adamlar\u0131n suyunu tam \u00e7\u0131xarmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u2013 iki roman\u0131n\u0131n sinopsisini t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 etdirib xaric\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 200 dollar pul da x\u0259rcl\u0259mi\u015fdi, ordan da m\u00fcsb\u0259t r\u0259yl\u0259r g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, amma bu romanlar\u0131 tam halda t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 etdirm\u0259y\u0259 laz\u0131m olan pul yatsa yuxusuna da girm\u0259zdi, 5 r\u0259q\u0259mi g\u00f6rc\u0259k xaricd\u0259 m\u0259\u015fhurla\u015fmaqla kas\u0131bl\u0131\u011f\u0131n da\u015f\u0131n\u0131 atmaq fikrinin fatih\u0259sini vermi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u015f ver\u0259ni Ona \u201cNu poqodi\u201d cizgi filminin q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131 olan Canavarla Dov\u015fan haqq\u0131nda l\u0259tif\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 Canavar Dov\u015fana deyir ki s\u0259n niy\u0259 karantin qaydalar\u0131n\u0131 pozub…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ail\u0259sini doland\u0131ra bil\u0259c\u0259k i\u015f tapmaq atl\u0131 idi, O piyada. Hara gedirdis\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcqara qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131. \u00dcnvan qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, ora m\u0259ktub yollamas\u0131n: \u201cAli t\u0259hsilli dil\u00e7iy\u0259m. Kitab redaktorlu\u011funu, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 i\u015fini d\u0259 \u0259la bilir\u0259m. Ham\u0131s\u0131 bir yana, \u00fcst\u0259lik, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131yam…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arvad\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259 evl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rind\u0259n birin\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259k fikri d\u0259 ill\u0259r \u00f6td\u00fckc\u0259 x\u00fclya olaraq qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Baho, fikir onu n\u0259 uzaqlara apar\u0131b bel\u0259, \u00e7at\u0131blar ki. K\u00f6hn\u0259 Yasamaldayd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u015f ver\u0259ni onu i\u00e7\u0259ri sald\u0131, h\u0259y\u0259t evi idi, dem\u0259zs\u0259nmi\u015f, burdan \u00e7oxm\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li binaya k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r. Evd\u0259 iki qad\u0131n xeyla\u011f\u0131 var idi, iki 10-12 ya\u015fl\u0131 u\u015faq, bir n\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 ah\u0131l ki\u015fi. Kimin kim olmas\u0131n\u0131n f\u0259rqind\u0259 deyildi, d\u0259rhal q\u0259lbini riqq\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259n i\u015f\u0259 giri\u015fdi: divar boyu qalaqlanm\u0131\u015f, \u00e7oxu kirilc\u0259 olan kitablar\u0131 qutuda \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b qutunun a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 skot\u00e7lamaqdan ibar\u0259t idi onun i\u015fi. Ard\u0131nca qutular\u0131 y\u00fck ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na da\u015f\u0131yacaqd\u0131. Sonra da i\u015f ver\u0259ni v\u0259 bu ah\u0131l ki\u015fiyl\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259kl\u0259\u015fib iri \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 \u2013 \u015fifoneri, stol-stulu v\u0259 \u00e7arpay\u0131lar\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131na y\u00fckl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6hn\u0259 kitablar tozlu idil\u0259r, tez-tez onu asq\u0131rd\u0131rd\u0131lar. Ah\u0131l ki\u015finin birinci d\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 \u201cKorona deyils\u0259n ki?\u201d sual\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259ti h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 \u201cYa haqq s\u0259bir\u201d nidas\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fc\u015fayi\u0259ti il\u0259 kitablarla i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259yind\u0259 idi, aralar\u0131ndak\u0131 lat\u0131n \u0259lifbas\u0131ya olan t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k daha rahat idi. H\u0259r bir kitab\u0131 \u0259lin\u0259 alanda diqq\u0259tl\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131, ad\u0131na, m\u00fc\u0259llifin\u0259 g\u00f6z yetirirdi. B\u0259z\u0259n n\u0259fsini saxlaya bilm\u0259yib kitab\u0131n i\u00e7ini d\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131r, acg\u00f6zl\u00fckl\u0259 bir-iki abzas oxuyurdu da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Burda oxu zal\u0131 a\u00e7mam\u0131\u015f\u0131q, -dey\u0259 ah\u0131l ki\u015fi m\u00fcdaxil\u0259 edib onun q\u0259lbini s\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131sa da sonradan kitab h\u0259zzi yen\u0259 davam etdi. Onsuz da bu c\u00fcr s\u0131nmalara \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi, x\u00fcsus\u0259n, arvad\u0131n\u0131n tez-tez t\u0259krarlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cs\u0259n n\u0259 ki\u015fis\u0259n ki, bir ail\u0259ni doland\u0131ra bilmirs\u0259n\u201d k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 al\u0131\u015fd\u0131qdan sonra ist\u0259nil\u0259n t\u0259hqiri udub, d\u0259rhal \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n rahatca toxtama suyu i\u00e7\u0259 bilirdi. Al\u0131\u015fmaq – b\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0259libd\u0259n art\u0131q qalan \u0259zalar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sib atmaqla ki\u00e7ik q\u0259lib\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fmaq dem\u0259kdir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ara-s\u0131ra ev sahibi yerind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131lm\u0131\u015f taxta qap\u0131n\u0131n astanas\u0131nda durub Onu i\u015f\u0259 ruhland\u0131r\u0131r, h\u00f6km\u0259n d\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259 ruslar\u0131n v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f m\u00fcharib\u0259si q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131 olmu\u015f \u00c7apayevl\u0259 Petka haqq\u0131nda bir l\u0259tif\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 \u00c7apayevl\u0259 Petka Ural \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ev sahibi \u00f6z\u00fc u\u011funub gedirdi, Onun donuq simas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnc\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulay\u0131rd\u0131: -\u00c7atmad\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, Ona \u00e7at\u0131rd\u0131, amma fikri kitablarda idi. Brayan Treysinin sabahk\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rin planlar\u0131n\u0131 nec\u0259 qurmaq bar\u0259sind\u0259ki \u201cKomfort zonas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u201d kitab\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259liyind\u0259 sabahk\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259r bar\u0259d\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r planlar qurard\u0131 ki. \u018fsil serial olard\u0131 bu x\u0259yal planlar\u0131, d\u0259bd\u0259 olan \u201cVarl\u0131lar da a\u011flay\u0131rlar\u201d teleserial\u0131 kimi uzand\u0131qca uzanard\u0131. X\u0259yali \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tin l\u0259zz\u0259ti realdak\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q siray\u0259t edir, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259g\u00fcv\u0259nin art\u0131r, daha h\u0259v\u0259sli olursan, qoltuqlar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131 qarp\u0131zlan\u0131r. X\u0259yallar\u0131 t\u0259ltifl\u0259rd\u0259, Nobel \u00f6d\u00fcl\u00fc m\u0259rasimind\u0259 dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 o vaxtlar. Amma indisind\u0259 sabahk\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 serial n\u0259dir, \u00e7ox ki\u00e7ik q\u0131sametrajl\u0131 film qurur.  U\u015faqlar b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrl\u0259r, x\u0259rcl\u0259r art\u0131r. G\u00fcman\u0131n yaln\u0131z t\u0259sad\u00fcfl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131rsa, z\u0259rur\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n uzaqdasansa, hara kimi ged\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n ax\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ohann H\u00f6tenin \u201cFaust\u201d kitab\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 bir tan\u0131\u015f\u0131na qo\u015fulub Almaniyaya getm\u0259k fikri bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t onu rahat buraxmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131: tan\u0131\u015f\u0131 yaz-yay m\u00f6vs\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259 meyv\u0259 y\u0131\u011fmaqla q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng g\u00fcz\u0259ran v\u0259d edirdi. Di g\u0259l, t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcdl\u0259r Ona m\u00fchacir olma\u011fa imkan verm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Xaric\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rdiyi romanlar\u0131n\u0131n sinopsisl\u0259rin\u0259 m\u00fcsb\u0259t r\u0259y yazan \u0259d\u0259bi t\u0259nqid\u00e7il\u0259rd\u0259n biri d\u0259 alman idi, g\u0259r\u0259k ki, Hofman soyad\u0131nda. H\u0259min Hofman\u0131n \u201cD\u00fcnya \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131nda fikir v\u0259 ideyan\u0131n b\u0259diilikl\u0259 v\u0259hd\u0259ti konteksini k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k yazar\u201d adland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259lib onun v\u0259t\u0259nind\u0259 taxta ye\u015fikl\u0259r\u0259 vi\u015fn\u0259 doldurmas\u0131n\u0131 yolverilm\u0259z hesab etmi\u015fdi, bununla v\u0259t\u0259nin\u0259 utanc g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arabir belini dik\u0259ldirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kitablar… Qal\u0131n, nazik… B\u00f6y\u00fck, ki\u00e7ik… Nadan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015fc\u0259, aqil \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259zmunca f\u0259rql\u0259n\u0259n n\u0259sn\u0259l\u0259r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bird\u0259n sanki g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q g\u0259ldi. Lat\u0131n \u0259lifbas\u0131yla olan kitablardan birinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n sapla\u011f\u0131ndan \u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl r\u0259smi v\u0259 \u201cBir intihar\u0131n prelyudiyas\u0131\u201d k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259ri onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. El\u0259 bil, uzaq, q\u0259rib bir \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 y\u00fcz ildir g\u00f6rm\u0259diyi \u0259n do\u011fma bir adam\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc, kitab\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131, onu qoxulad\u0131. Bu \u0259tir d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259tri idi onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 kitab\u0131yla salamla\u015fd\u0131, \u201cnec\u0259s\u0259n, n\u0259 var-n\u0259 yox\u201d x\u0259b\u0259rini ald\u0131. \u201cNec\u0259 m\u0259skunla\u015fm\u0131san burda? \u00c7ay\u0131n\u0131-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yini verirl\u0259rmi? Darixib el\u0259mirs\u0259n ki?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu m\u00fcnvalla xeyli zaman ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi, s\u0259n dem\u0259. \u0130\u015f ver\u0259ni Onun qoluna toxundu, \u201cDey\u0259s\u0259n kitablarla maraqlan\u0131rsan\u201d s\u00f6yl\u0259di. \u201cBin\u0259 bazar\u0131nda alveril\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olsam da ali t\u0259hsilliy\u0259m, kitab oxuyanam\u201d ayd\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tirib, sonra da h\u0259min kitab\u0131 onun \u0259lind\u0259n ald\u0131, q\u00fcrurla dedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Kitabxanam\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l kitablar\u0131ndand\u0131r. \u00c7ox sevir\u0259m bu yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n kitablar\u0131n\u0131. \u00c7ox i\u00e7d\u0259n yaz\u0131r. Oxumam\u0131san?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fard\u0131. Bu boyda oxucu sevgisi qazanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, nec\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259krars\u0131z hissl\u0259r idi. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fard\u0131 da s\u00f6zd\u00fcr, \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 a\u011flamaq idi bu. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc yana tutdu ki, hal\u0131n\u0131 gizl\u0259tsin. Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 marketd\u0259 \u0259rza\u011f\u0131n qiym\u0259tinin g\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn qalxmas\u0131 m\u00fcqabilind\u0259 bu hala d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Amma hallar\u0131n aralar\u0131nda \u00e7alar f\u0259rqi var idi. O qara \u00e7alar idi, busa a\u011f \u00e7alard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u015f ver\u0259ni dil bo\u011faza qoymurdu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Bu q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131, d\u0259rrak\u0259li olmaq, insan\u0131n i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 bu c\u00fcr, rentgend\u0259ki kimi a\u00e7\u0131b g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259 bilm\u0259k. N\u0259 deyim e. Bunlar h\u00fcn\u0259r, fitri istedad t\u0259l\u0259b edir. Sanki bu yazar bizim d\u00fcnyan\u0131n adam\u0131 deyil. El\u0259 ist\u0259y\u0259rdim ki, onunla \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n tan\u0131\u015f olum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6zl\u0259r nec\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l s\u00f6zl\u0259r idi. \u015eirin \u00e7ay idi, m\u00fcr\u0259bb\u0259 idi, bal idi… Dad\u0131rd\u0131, l\u0259zz\u0259tini b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccudu il\u0259 hiss edirdi, sonra da udurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Titr\u0259k, q\u0259h\u0259rli s\u0259sl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Tan\u0131\u015f olsayd\u0131z, Ona n\u0259 dey\u0259rdiz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u015f ver\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumub sanki d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc s\u0259hn\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qaba\u011f\u0131na g\u0259tirirmi\u015f kimi sif\u0259tin\u0259 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm qonduraraq s\u00f6yl\u0259di:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Dey\u0259rdim ki, siz d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt adam\u0131s\u0131z. Onun \u0259ll\u0259rini s\u0131xandan sonra \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u0259limi yumazd\u0131m. Bilirsiz, onun nec\u0259 qullu\u011funda durard\u0131m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259tta bu q\u0259d\u0259r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allah b\u0259z\u0259n adam\u0131 nec\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z s\u00fcrprizl\u0259 rastla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 desin ki, o adam m\u0259n\u0259m. \u201cDi s\u0131x \u0259ll\u0259rimi, sonra da \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u0259lini yuma. Di dur qullu\u011fumda, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ist\u0259yirs\u0259n\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 rastla\u015fd\u0131lar?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kitabdan ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 hiss\u0259l\u0259ri h\u0259tta \u0259zb\u0259r s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ev sahibi: \u201cOrda, uzaqlarda \u2013 d\u0259nizl\u0259 \u00fcf\u00fcq\u00fcn qovu\u015faca\u011f\u0131nda par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131ndan g\u00f6z qama\u015fan bir m\u00fccr\u00fc as\u0131l\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O m\u00fccr\u00fc qapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7araq onun \u00f6l\u00fc arzular\u0131n\u0131 bir-bir i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc, orada arzular sirli-sehirli s\u0259th\u0259 toxunan kimi canlan\u0131r, dirilirdil\u0259r…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u0259tinlikl\u0259rini d\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131b s\u00f6yl\u0259sin. \u0130yirmi manat n\u0259dir, bu \u015f\u0259xs ona m\u00fctl\u0259q ciddi k\u00f6m\u0259klik ed\u0259 bil\u0259r. Bin\u0259 bazar\u0131nda alver edirs\u0259, ev ala bilirs\u0259, dem\u0259k, imkanl\u0131 adamd\u0131r. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259 evkiray\u0259sinin vaxt\u0131d\u0131r, son \u00fc\u00e7 ay\u0131 \u00f6d\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259yib, \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131blar. \u0130\u015f\u0131q, qaz, su \u00e7ekl\u0259ri \u0259li q\u0131l\u0131ncl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdiribl\u0259r. Ki\u00e7ik u\u015faq da inki\u015fafdan qal\u0131r, ciddi m\u00fcayin\u0259, m\u00fcalic\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ver\u0259r? Bir y\u00fczl\u00fck ver\u0259rmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma yox, kimd\u0259ns\u0259 s\u0259d\u0259q\u0259 ist\u0259m\u0259k yax\u015f\u0131 deyil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

 \u201c\u00d6l\u00fcl\u0259rin dirilm\u0259si v\u0259 diril\u0259rin s\u0131ras\u0131na qat\u0131lmas\u0131 diril\u0259rin yerini darald\u0131rd\u0131. Dirilm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259r q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6lm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n diril\u0259r d\u0259 var idi, yet\u0259rdi ki, onlar\u0131 tap\u0131b yerl\u0259rini d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259ydin…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu s\u0259d\u0259q\u0259 ist\u0259m\u0259k deyil ax\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcdl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 gah qanad a\u00e7\u0131b \u0259nginlikl\u0259r\u0259 u\u00e7urdu, gah da qanadlar\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r, yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ax\u0131 bel\u0259 bir \u015fans bir d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin \u0259lin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259. T\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmur. \u018fg\u0259r bu boyda Bak\u0131da tale g\u0259tirib Onu kitablar\u0131na bu q\u0259d\u0259r vur\u011fun bu \u015f\u0259xsl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131r\u0131bsa, dem\u0259k, b\u0259xt \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b. Bu \u015fansdan yararlanmasayd\u0131, bunu \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaya bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ax\u0131r ki, k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n icaz\u0259siz a\u011f\u0131z q\u0131f\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 yar\u0131b \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 at\u0131ld\u0131lar:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-O adam m\u0259n\u0259m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyib d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ev sahibi ilk d\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tin n\u0259d\u0259n getdiyini ay\u0131rd ed\u0259 bilm\u0259di:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Hans\u0131 adam?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259 davam edib ayd\u0131nl\u0131q g\u0259tirdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-H\u0259min yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131, bu kitab\u0131 yazan adam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fin qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259nm\u0259si, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259sini qara buludlar\u0131n almas\u0131 el\u0259 s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u015f verdi ki.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-S\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259s\u0259n?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131 idi \u0259sil, servantdak\u0131 qablar bel\u0259 cingild\u0259dil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ev yiy\u0259si sif\u0259tind\u0259 anla\u015f\u0131lmaz ifad\u0259 t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n d\u0131rna\u011fa onu s\u00fcz\u0259nd\u0259 O \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 sanki bird\u0259n ay\u0131ld\u0131, lapdan \u00f6z g\u00f6rk\u0259min\u0259 tama\u015fa etdi. Nimda\u015f paltarda onun-bunun qap\u0131s\u0131nda y\u00fck da\u015f\u0131yan d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt adam\u0131… T\u0259zaddan diksindi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cO yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259m\u201d etiraf\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 insanda do\u011furdu\u011fu  t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb, heyr\u0259t an\u0131n\u0131 \u0259n x\u0131rda, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin b\u0259r\u0259lib h\u0259d\u0259q\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131, dilin tutulub s\u00f6z dem\u0259k \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 k\u0259k\u0259l\u0259m\u0259si hal\u0131nacan m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 etdi bir anda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cS\u0259n m\u0259z\u0259l\u0259nirs\u0259n m\u0259niml\u0259?!\u201d k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259rinin s\u0259sl\u0259nm\u0259si il\u0259 ev yiy\u0259sinin iri yumru\u011funu d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259m\u0259si bir-birini izl\u0259dil\u0259r. Bir anda \u00e7ox uca, q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 q\u00fcbb\u0259l\u0259ri b\u0259rq vuran \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tli saray\u0131n yerl\u0259 yeksan olmas\u0131 s\u0259hn\u0259si canland\u0131 Onun g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259, h\u0259tta qulaqbat\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 gurultunu da e\u015fitdi, h\u0259tta u\u00e7qunun yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 toz duman\u0131na da b\u0259l\u0259ndi. Ka\u015f ki dem\u0259zdi. Niy\u0259 dedi ax\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-S\u0259n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259slikl\u0259r\u0259 niy\u0259 \u00e7irkab \u0259l\u0259yirs\u0259n ki?, -deyib ev yiy\u0259si iki add\u0131m at\u0131b onunla burunburuna dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 desin, zarafat el\u0259yirdim? E\u015f\u015f\u0259y\u0259 minm\u0259k bir eyib, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k iki eyib. Bel\u0259d\u0259 lap i\u015fl\u0259ri korlamazd\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Vallah o adam…m\u0259n\u0259m… \u2013 deyib d\u0259 durdu. Geriy\u0259 yolu yox idi. Ma\u011f\u0131l, kitablar\u0131 t\u0259x\u0259ll\u00fcsl\u0259 yazmasayd\u0131, \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t v\u0259siq\u0259sini g\u00f6st\u0259rib bu t\u0259rs o\u011flu t\u0259rsi inand\u0131ra bil\u0259rdi ki h\u0259min yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Bel\u0259 lox say\u0131rsan m\u0259ni?!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Allah el\u0259m\u0259sin. Sizi nec\u0259 inand\u0131r\u0131m ki…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-\u018f, d\u00fcd\u00fck, s\u0259n bilirs\u0259n, qaba\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 kimdi?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bird\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131 boyda olan yumruq sif\u0259tin\u0259 nec\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131sa arxaya \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd metr u\u00e7ub yer\u0259 d\u0259ydi. A\u011fr\u0131dan qovrula-qovrula qald\u0131. D\u0259rhal a\u011fz\u0131nda metal tam\u0131 hiss etdi, yaxas\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015f ed\u0259n isti maye \u00fcz\u00fca\u015fa\u011f\u0131 axma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tapp\u0131lt\u0131 s\u0259sin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n ah\u0131l ki\u015fi m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcb ev sahibin\u0259 sual etdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Neyn\u0259di, o\u011furluq el\u0259di?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ev sahibi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Ka\u015f ki el\u0259 o\u011furluq ed\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn biri bir q\u0259piy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u201cBu d\u0259qiq\u0259 r\u0259dd ol get burdan, s\u0259nin murdar siman\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259yim\u201d tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131na riay\u0259t etm\u0259liydi. On s\u0259kkiz qutu kitab ba\u011flay\u0131b, ma\u015f\u0131na da\u015f\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130\u015fin \u0259sas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb qurtarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma bel\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, he\u00e7 iyirmi manat\u0131n\u0131 da ala bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u00e7in\u0259 el\u0259 bir q\u0259h\u0259r dolmu\u015fdu ki, axan qan\u0131n\u0131 laxtalanma\u011fa qoymurdu, bil\u0259yi il\u0259 burnunu silirdi, amma qan \u015f\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131yla g\u0259lm\u0259yind\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Dem\u0259dim, r\u0259dd ol burdan?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Son \u00fc\u00e7 ay\u0131n pulunu \u00f6d\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi ev sahib\u0259sinin pula uzal\u0131 \u0259lini bo\u015f qoyaraq, marketd\u0259ki q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u201cmilli\u00f6n\u201d cihaz\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda i\u015f\u0131q, qaz, su \u00e7ekl\u0259rini qaytar\u0131b cibin\u0259 d\u00fcrt\u0259r\u0259k, ki\u00e7ik u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 poliklinika kabin\u0259sinin qap\u0131s\u0131ndan m\u0259yus halda geri d\u00f6n\u0259r\u0259k bu evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. G\u00fcc\u00fc ancaq bir tin getm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131. Bir h\u00fcnd\u00fcr hasara k\u00fcr\u0259yini s\u00f6yk\u0259yib yer\u0259 oturdu. Ac\u0131-ac\u0131 a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00f6\u015f cibind\u0259ki q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ng\u0259 boyanm\u0131\u015f bazarl\u0131q siyah\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndan k\u0259skin a\u011fr\u0131 duyurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Qatla\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131ndan yar\u0131bayar\u0131 az \u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 qatla\u015fsayd\u0131lar, \u00e7oxlar\u0131 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 c\u0259nn\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259rdi.                                                                                                                                                    Ben Conson Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 avtobusun qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 bir anda dayanacaqdak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259ri, i\u00e7i O qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q uddu. Bu n\u0259h\u0259ngin salonu isti idi, Onun donmu\u015f sif\u0259tin\u0259 v\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259rar\u0259t hopdu. A\u011fz\u0131ndak\u0131 maskan\u0131 azac\u0131q a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b burnunu azadl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. Bir anda sanki h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tini s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259ndir\u0259n bu q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 n\u0259h\u0259ng […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-44093","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44093","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=44093"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44093\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":44117,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44093\/revisions\/44117"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=44093"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=44093"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=44093"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}