{"id":44692,"date":"2023-02-22T06:00:00","date_gmt":"2023-02-22T02:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=44692"},"modified":"2023-02-22T08:18:13","modified_gmt":"2023-02-22T04:18:13","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-d%c9%99ri-ayaqqabinin-ucuyla-isildaboc%c9%99k-oldurm%c9%99y%c9%99-d%c9%99y%c9%99rmi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=44692","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.”D\u0259ri ayaqqab\u0131n\u0131n ucuyla i\u015f\u0131ldab\u00f6c\u0259k \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rmi?”"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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\u201c<\/span>G\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, \u201c\u0130lin g\u0259nci\u201d m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f redaktoru<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u201d portal\u0131 g\u0259nc imza \u015e\u0259fa V\u0259linin \u201cBiz kimik?\u201d essesini oxucular\u0131na t\u0259qdim edir. <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lk d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n kim olub v\u0259 n\u0259 haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb? \u018fb\u0259di suallardan daha biri… V\u0259 bizi – insanlar\u0131 \u00e7e\u015fidl\u0259y\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259hz bel\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di suallard\u0131r. Cavab\u0131n\u0131 bilmir\u0259m, amma \u0259min\u0259m ki, ilk d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 d\u0259 “m\u0259n kim\u0259m?” sual\u0131 cilv\u0259l\u0259nirdi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259triniz\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259sin “\u00e7e\u015fidl\u0259n\u0259n insanlar” dem\u0259yim. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcnc\u0259 bu da olur. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259yin d\u0259 \u0259leyhin\u0259 deyil\u0259m; g\u0259ldiyim q\u0259na\u0259tl\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259min m\u0259hsuludur. \u0130nsanlar \u00e7e\u015fidl\u0259ndikc\u0259, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 “d\u00f6vr” adl\u0131 dolab\u0131n g\u00fczg\u00fcl\u00fc dolablar\u0131nda “s\u0259liq\u0259yl\u0259” d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr. P\u0259rak\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259ri yaln\u0131z d\u00f6vr\u00fcn qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fiyind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz. “Biz kimik?” sual\u0131 o p\u0259rak\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rin xammal\u0131d\u0131r… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ma\u011faradak\u0131 ulu babam \u00f6z\u00fc haqq\u0131nda n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firdi, kolxozun t\u00fct\u00fcn sah\u0259sind\u0259 toxa d\u00f6y\u0259n n\u0259n\u0259m \u0259l-\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yudu\u011fu \u00e7aydak\u0131 \u0259ksind\u0259 kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc, bilmir\u0259m. Amma m\u0259n h\u0259r yeni g\u00fcnd\u0259 yeni bir “m\u0259n”l\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f oluram. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir g\u00fcn me\u015f\u0259d\u0259ki itburnu \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yinin \u0259trin\u0259 valeh olan, sabah\u0131s\u0131 g\u00fcl d\u00fckan\u0131ndan \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259tir s\u0259pilmi\u015f g\u00fcl almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u00f6vb\u0259y\u0259 durand\u0131r i\u00e7imd\u0259ki “m\u0259n”. Mikroavtobusdak\u0131 k\u0259ndli  xalan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n qoxuya \u00fcr\u0259yi bulanan, supermarketd\u0259 “T\u0259bii qat\u0131q” yaz\u0131l\u0131 plastik qutunu i\u015f\u0131\u011fa tutub “i\u00e7ind\u0259kil\u0259r” b\u00f6lm\u0259sini diqq\u0259tl\u0259 oxuyan “m\u0259n”d\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kdiyim d\u0259 az deyil… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259ri ayaqqab\u0131m\u0131n ucuyla i\u015f\u0131ldab\u00f6c\u0259k \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259n, sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259d\u0259 “t\u0259bi\u0259ti qoruyaq” ha\u015fta\u011f\u0131 payla\u015fan d\u00f6vr\u00fcn insan\u0131yam m\u0259n. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc tan\u0131maq\u00e7\u00fcn, sad\u0259c\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259yim zamana ehtiyac\u0131m var, bilir\u0259m. Amma son model telefonuma g\u0259l\u0259n mesaj\u0131n s\u0259si \u0259n i\u00e7\u0259ri otaqdan da e\u015fidilir. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bils\u0259 d\u0259, “bilir\u0259m” dem\u0259y\u0259 ar ed\u0259n insanlar\u0131 oxuyuruq kitablarda; “\u00e7ox oxuyaq, \u00e7ox bil\u0259k” \u015f\u00fcar\u0131yla “bilmir\u0259m” dem\u0259y\u0259 ar edirik. Bilm\u0259diyimizd\u0259n a\u011f\u0131zdolusu, \u015f\u00f6vql\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bundand\u0131r. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rimizi d\u0259 bel\u0259 cilalay\u0131r\u0131q… Amma bu cila almaz cilas\u0131 deyil, uza\u011f\u0131, su s\u0131zd\u0131ran bir divar\u0131n m\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti cilalanmas\u0131d\u0131r.  Axar suyun qaba\u011f\u0131nda da\u011f dayanmaz… Demi\u015fk\u0259n, Norve\u00e7d\u0259 da\u011flar\u0131n alt\u0131ndan su s\u0131z\u0131r, yax\u0131n 15 ild\u0259 80 metrlik sunami yaranaca\u011f\u0131 ehtimal\u0131 var. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018f\u015f\u015fi, biz\u0259 n\u0259 ey, Norve\u00e7d\u0259n? Qlobal istil\u0259\u015fm\u0259 biz\u0259 qal\u0131b?! Son statusumu b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259n day\u0131m q\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 don al\u0131b. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, qiym\u0259ti ne\u00e7\u0259y\u0259dir? O g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 qon\u015fumuz q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng iki torba dolusu bazarl\u0131qla g\u0259ldi evin\u0259. Y\u0259qin, anas\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259qa\u00fcd kart\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131b \u0259lind\u0259n… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz deyin, bu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259, “m\u0259n kim\u0259m?” sual\u0131na cavab axtarma\u011fa vaxt qal\u0131r?  Yox! Stefan Zweig “D\u00fcnyaya a\u00e7\u0131lan qap\u0131: kitab” \u0259s\u0259rind\u0259 texnologiyan\u0131n he\u00e7 vaxt kitaba qalib g\u0259lm\u0259diyini yaz\u0131b. M\u0259n onun bu \u0259s\u0259rini “s\u0259sli kitab” kimi internetd\u0259n dinl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cT\u0259zadlar\u0131n u\u015faqlar\u0131y\u0131q biz…” T\u0259s\u0259llimiz\u0259 bax… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201c\u0130nsan\u0131q biz…” B\u0259han\u0259miz\u0259 bax… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

“S\u0259hv etm\u0259k ham\u0131n\u0131n haqq\u0131d\u0131r…” – deyirdi bir Hollivud filminin q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131… B\u0259ra\u0259timiz\u0259 bax…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Oxumaqdan ba\u015flar\u0131 xarab olanlar\u0131n” \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ndirdiyi d\u00fcnyada, el\u0259 onlar\u0131n yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u0259rind\u0259n qalan heyk\u0259ll\u0259rinin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00e7\u0259kim edirik. \u00d6z \u00e7\u0259kdiyimizi d\u0259 nadir\u0259n b\u0259y\u0259nirik. \u00d6zg\u00fcv\u0259nimiz hamam ota\u011f\u0131nda pop musiqisi oxumaq q\u0259d\u0259rdir \u00e7ox vaxt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cM\u0259n kim\u0259m?” sual\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 verdikd\u0259 cavabs\u0131z qalm\u0131r\u0131q, yox… Amma verdiyimiz cavablar\u0131n he\u00e7 birind\u0259n \u0259min deyilik… H\u0259tta, ad\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259diyimizd\u0259 bel\u0259 bir anl\u0131q t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn s\u0259b\u0259bi var: biz \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc tan\u0131m\u0131r\u0131q. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015fqas\u0131yla getdiyimiz bahal\u0131 restoranda bir h\u0259ft\u0259lik qazanc\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bir ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n cibin\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr\u00fck yar\u0131m saatda… Qon\u015fumuzun xo\u015funa g\u0259lsin dey\u0259 onun sevdiyi r\u0259ngd\u0259 g\u00f6d\u0259k\u00e7\u0259 al\u0131r\u0131q. \u00c7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rimiz add\u0131mlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131na yox, h\u0259r 50 ild\u0259n bir eyni \u015feyi “yeni d\u0259b” kimi s\u0131r\u0131yanlar\u0131n bank hesablar\u0131na “xidm\u0259t edir”. Xidm\u0259t demi\u015fk\u0259n, evimiz\u0259, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131m\u0131za, evd\u0259ki \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131m\u0131za h\u0259sr edirik \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc; halbuki b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar insanlara xidm\u0259t etm\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yarad\u0131l\u0131b. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u00f6yn\u0259lik yem\u0259yin pulunu bir h\u0259ft\u0259y\u0259 qazanan adam\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131saq, bir daha add\u0131m\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 o bahal\u0131 restorana atmar\u0131q… G\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fcz? Tan\u0131m\u0131r\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc… He\u00e7 tan\u0131m\u0131r\u0131q… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cM\u0259n kim\u0259m?” sual\u0131ndak\u0131 “m\u0259n”i tan\u0131saq, onunla dost olsaq, onun qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131na qalsaq, sonrak\u0131 etapda “biz” anlam\u0131n\u0131 qavraya bil\u0259rik. “Biz” u\u011frunda edil\u0259n h\u0259r f\u0259dakarl\u0131q sonunda sa\u011flam c\u0259miyy\u0259t\u0259, keyfiyy\u0259tli h\u0259yata apar\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259m n\u00f6vl\u0259rimizin (ki, t\u0259bi\u0259td\u0259 biz d\u0259 canl\u0131 n\u00f6v\u00fcy\u00fck) \u0259lini “biz”d\u0259n \u00e7oxdan \u00e7\u0259kdiyi, “m\u0259n”i yanl\u0131\u015f anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir d\u00f6vrd\u0259 “biz kimik?” sual\u0131na cavab axtarmaq c\u0259sar\u0259tdirmi? C\u0259sar\u0259tlil\u0259ri qorxaqlar\u0131n f\u0259ndi yenir h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259… Ayd\u0131nl\u0131qd\u0131rm\u0131? P\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259ri aynalar\u0131 qapatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn icad edibl\u0259r z\u00fclm\u0259ti sev\u0259nl\u0259r… V\u0259 d\u0259 yaman bahad\u0131r p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259r… Bahal\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259cburidir, \u00fcst\u0259lik… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Demi\u015fk\u0259n, i\u015f ota\u011f\u0131mdak\u0131 p\u0259rd\u0259ni yenil\u0259s\u0259m, bar\u0131… Yeni p\u0259rd\u0259d\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l,  p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259 sald\u0131r\u0131m, b\u0259lk\u0259? O taxta qap\u0131 son model p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sin\u0259 uyu\u015facaqm\u0131? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

…Bu da m\u0259n\u0259 “Didro effekti”…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…\u0130ndi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz deyin, bu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, bu q\u0259d\u0259r anlatma\u011fa c\u0259hd etdim, kim oldu\u011fumu anlad\u0131n\u0131zm\u0131? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bilir\u0259m cavab\u0131n\u0131z\u0131. B\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259rfl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259: “YOX!” <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nolar, bizd\u0259n d\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259r, qoy bir az da bizd\u0259n sonrak\u0131lar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u00fcn: “Biz kimik?”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, \u201c\u0130lin g\u0259nci\u201d m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f redaktoru \u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u201d portal\u0131 g\u0259nc imza \u015e\u0259fa V\u0259linin \u201cBiz kimik?\u201d essesini oxucular\u0131na t\u0259qdim edir.  \u0130lk d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n kim olub v\u0259 n\u0259 haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb? \u018fb\u0259di suallardan daha biri… V\u0259 bizi – […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-44692","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44692","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=44692"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44692\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":44711,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44692\/revisions\/44711"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=44692"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=44692"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=44692"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}