{"id":44936,"date":"2023-03-04T12:30:00","date_gmt":"2023-03-04T08:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=44936"},"modified":"2023-03-04T12:49:25","modified_gmt":"2023-03-04T08:49:25","slug":"x%c9%99yal%c9%99-sevil-m%c9%99nim-polis-qorxum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=44936","title":{"rendered":"X\u0259yal\u0259 SEV\u0130L.&#8221;M\u0259nim polis qorxum\u2026&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/image-8.png\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/image-8-625x1024.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-44939\"\/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><mark>M\u0259n u\u015faql\u0131qdan bu yana polisl\u0259rd\u0259n qorxmu\u015fam. \u018fslind\u0259, polisl\u0259rd\u0259n yox, polis formas\u0131 geyinmi\u015f adamlardan. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r c\u0259sar\u0259tli, m\u00fcbariz xarakterli olsam da, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 polisl\u0259rd\u0259n uzaq g\u0259zmi\u015f\u0259m. S\u0259b\u0259b is\u0259\u2026 S\u0259b\u0259binin t\u0259xmini 30 ya\u015f\u0131 var.<\/mark><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>90-ci ill\u0259r idi- m\u00fcharib\u0259 d\u00f6vr\u00fc. S\u0259f\u0259rb\u0259rlik elan olunmu\u015fdu dey\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259ki b\u00fct\u00fcn cavan ki\u015fil\u0259r orduya c\u0259lb edilirdil\u0259r\u2026Onda atam da cavan idi v\u0259 evimizin yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015f avtobusa q\u0259d\u0259r onun boynundan as\u0131l\u0131b getm\u0259 dey\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131m. \u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259n o q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6pm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, el\u0259 bilirdim dodaqlar\u0131m qopub atam\u0131n yanaqlar\u0131nda qal\u0131b. Avtobusun yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259n qad\u0131nlar\u0131n \u201cbu yaz\u0131qlar da dey\u0259s\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 gedirl\u0259r\u201d p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n atamqar\u0131\u015f\u0131q ham\u0131n\u0131 avtobusdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7\u0131rmaq ke\u015fmi\u015fdi. M\u0259n be\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 u\u015faq h\u0259min g\u00fcn, h\u0259min an atam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 el\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rdim ki? Ham\u0131 kimi geyinm\u0259y\u0259n \u0259mil\u0259ri is\u0259 birinci d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, orda g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. V\u0259 onlar\u0131n \u201cQorxma, biz d\u0259 atanla gedirik. \u0130n\u015fallah sa\u011f-salamat gedib g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yik\u201d dem\u0259l\u0259ri, d\u00fcz\u00fc, m\u0259n\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Atam: \u201cMilis \u0259mil\u0259r olan yerd\u0259 bizl\u0259r\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmaz\u201d,-deyib m\u0259ni anam\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131na vermi\u015fdi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Avtobus t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7ox qorxmu\u015fdum, a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131m. \u018flimd\u0259ki g\u0259linciyim d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u018fll\u0259rimi atama uzad\u0131b \u201cata, getm\u0259, \u0259mi, atam\u0131 aparma\u201d-, deyib var g\u00fcc\u00fcml\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m. S\u0259sim avtobusun m\u00fch\u0259rrikinin s\u0259sind\u0259 bo\u011fulmu\u015fdu\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ancaq atam\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki, s\u0259sind\u0259ki \u00e7ar\u0259sizliyi he\u00e7 vaxt unutmad\u0131m. H\u0259min g\u00fcnd\u0259n polisl\u0259rl\u0259 ilk v\u0259 pis tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m ba\u015flad\u0131. Onlar atam\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n ay\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Taa ki, karantin ba\u015flayanacan.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n \u0259slind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yeti\u015fdirm\u0259yi, inki\u015faf etdirm\u0259yi, qorxular\u0131ma qalib g\u0259lm\u0259yi bacaran biriy\u0259m. Nec\u0259 olub ki, 30 il bu qorxuyla ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 inana bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Karantin d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 polis h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bir par\u00e7as\u0131na \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi. Onlar \u0259l \u00e7atan, \u00fcn yet\u0259n olmu\u015fdular. \u018fslind\u0259 onlar bizi qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 haz\u0131r idil\u0259r. Onlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 bizi qoruya bilm\u0259m\u0259k qorxusu ayd\u0131nca hiss olunurdu. \u00c7\u00fcnki karona \u0259zizl\u0259rimizi s\u0259ssiz, s\u0259das\u0131z \u0259limizd\u0259n al\u0131rd\u0131. Biz qurbana \u00e7evrilm\u0259y\u0259k dey\u0259 gec\u0259sini-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 qatan polisin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na al\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, ancaq yen\u0259 qorxurdum. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n bax\u0131rd\u0131m, h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 polisl\u0259r g\u0259zirdil\u0259r. \u0130caz\u0259 al\u0131b harasa gedirdim, polisl\u0259r yoxlay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 smsl\u0259 \u201cicaz\u0259 al\u0131b\u201d market\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Polisl\u0259r saxlad\u0131lar. Ad, soyad\u0131m\u0131 soru\u015fdular. M\u0259lum oldu ki, icaz\u0259m ke\u00e7\u0259rsizdi. N\u0259yis\u0259 d\u00fczg\u00fcn etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, m\u0259n\u0259 c\u0259rim\u0259 yaz\u0131lmal\u0131d\u0131. Polis qorxumun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 bir d\u0259 c\u0259rim\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, polis qorxum c\u0259rim\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Yad\u0131ma ist\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z 90-c\u0131 ill\u0259r d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yalvarsam da, m\u0259ni e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259n, atam\u0131 aparan polis indi d\u0259 m\u0259ni e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Ancaq polis bu d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259nim s\u0259ssizliyimi e\u015fitdi. El\u0259 atam ya\u015flar\u0131nda biri m\u0259n\u0259 \u201csakitc\u0259 get, evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda sms-i d\u00fczg\u00fcn g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u201d-, dedi. Sad\u0259c\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr el\u0259dim. \u0130st\u0259dim deyim ki, s\u0259n h\u0259min polisl\u0259r kimi deyils\u0259n, ancaq g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, bu polis h\u0259min polisl\u0259ri tan\u0131mayacaq. Onlar\u0131 sad\u0259c\u0259 m\u0259nim u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m-5 ya\u015fl\u0131 q\u0131z tan\u0131y\u0131r\u2026 T\u0259l\u0259sik ev\u0259 getdim. Evimizin \u00fcz\u00fc m\u0259rk\u0259zi yola baxan p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n yola baxd\u0131m. Yen\u0259 h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f polisl\u0259 dolu idi. Ancaq m\u0259n onlardan qorxmurdum. M\u0259n polis qorxumu karantind\u0259 yenmi\u015fdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>X\u0259yal\u0259 Sevil<\/strong>,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin (AYB) \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidenti t\u0259qa\u00fcd fondunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc<\/strong>,\u00a0<strong><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/\">Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131<\/a>n\u0131n G\u018fNC\u018f B\u00fcrosunun R\u0259hb\u0259ri<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>M\u0259n u\u015faql\u0131qdan bu yana polisl\u0259rd\u0259n qorxmu\u015fam. \u018fslind\u0259, polisl\u0259rd\u0259n yox, polis formas\u0131 geyinmi\u015f adamlardan. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r c\u0259sar\u0259tli, m\u00fcbariz xarakterli olsam da, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 polisl\u0259rd\u0259n uzaq g\u0259zmi\u015f\u0259m. S\u0259b\u0259b is\u0259\u2026 S\u0259b\u0259binin t\u0259xmini 30 ya\u015f\u0131 var. 90-ci ill\u0259r idi- m\u00fcharib\u0259 d\u00f6vr\u00fc. S\u0259f\u0259rb\u0259rlik elan olunmu\u015fdu dey\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259ki b\u00fct\u00fcn cavan ki\u015fil\u0259r orduya c\u0259lb edilirdil\u0259r\u2026Onda atam da cavan idi v\u0259 evimizin yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015f [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-44936","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44936","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=44936"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44936\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":44940,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44936\/revisions\/44940"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=44936"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=44936"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=44936"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}