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Bu \u00fcr\u0259k m\u0259ni n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259hv\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259yir, niy\u0259 m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bu boyda q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259likd\u0259n f\u0259rqli hesab edir\u0259m? Ax\u0131, m\u0259nim kimi insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sevib, se\u00e7\u0259n, ya\u015fayan \u00e7ox varl\u0131q var. Niy\u0259 raz\u0131 deyil\u0259m? Niy\u0259 ya\u015famaq m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tindi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fcni intellekt q\u00fcll\u0259si var Bak\u0131da… O Bak\u0131da ki, m\u0259ni h\u0259m ya\u015fad\u0131r, h\u0259m \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr. M\u0259n X\u0259z\u0259rin t\u0259nhal\u0131q z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259sin\u0259 qap\u0131l\u0131b gedir\u0259m. Bu q\u00fcll\u0259 qara v\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 nax\u0131\u015flarla b\u0259z\u0259dilib. Bir n\u00f6v\u00fc La Sagrada Familiaya b\u0259nz\u0259yir. Q\u0131z\u0131l g\u00fcll\u0259r… \u0130lahi nec\u0259d\u0259 ehti\u015faml\u0131d\u0131rlar. Nec\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131r\u0131r m\u0259ni qotikliyin bu \u0259srar\u0259ngiz simvolistikas\u0131. Ruhum t\u0259slim olur g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259. T\u0259bi\u0259t m\u0259ni Tanr\u0131dan daha \u00e7ox h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yarad\u0131l\u0131\u015f… yarad\u0131c\u0131dan daha valehedici nec\u0259 ola bilir? Da Vin\u00e7inin b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f barmaqlar\u0131ndan daha g\u00f6z\u0259ldir Mona Liza… Tanr\u0131n\u0131n \u0259li il\u0259 yarad\u0131lan bu m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m t\u0259bi\u0259t nec\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, xristianlar\u0131n tanr\u0131s\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259ti, islam\u0131n tanr\u0131s\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 yarad\u0131b… Buddistl\u0259rin tanr\u0131s\u0131 ruhsall\u0131\u011f\u0131, Vikkanlar\u0131n tanr\u0131s\u0131 ekzotikan\u0131… M\u0259n, h\u0259r \u015fey bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259, qa\u00e7\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc atmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m o g\u00f6yd\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n. Qoy beynim k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcls\u00fcn bir s\u00fcni intellekt\u0259 v\u0259 daim, t\u0259krar-t\u0259krar klonlan\u0131m. M\u0259ni arzu ed\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131m. M\u0259nd\u0259n bir d\u0259n\u0259 qoy als\u0131nlar ona h\u0259diyy\u0259. Bax, bu s\u0259nin ist\u0259diyin Qaiad\u0131r… \u0259zizim – desinl\u0259r ona. Ax\u0131, s\u0259n ona heyran idin. Onu s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ald\u0131q… G\u00f6t\u00fcr…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra m\u0259nim sevm\u0259diyim, m\u0259ni sev\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r, ruhlar toxunsun dodaqlar\u0131ma, ruhsuzlu\u011fuma… Bax, onda a\u011fr\u0131 duymayaca\u011fam, \u0259zizim. Bilirs\u0259n niy\u0259 ax\u0131 m\u0259nim ruhum damc\u0131-damc\u0131 t\u00fck\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259 eyni \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 idin. S\u0259n m\u0259ni xilas ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdin… Anna Karenina kimi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc qatar\u0131n alt\u0131na atmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m… Qatar nec\u0259 \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259kib, \u0130lahi… Nec\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaya bilm\u0259yib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc. M\u0259nim ruhsuz b\u0259d\u0259nim bir ne\u00e7\u0259 insan\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259y\u0259rli ed\u0259nd\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt olacaqsanm\u0131? M\u0259nc\u0259, bilirs\u0259n, s\u0259n he\u00e7 o zaman bel\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 sahib ola bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n…D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, s\u0259n, \u0259slind\u0259, he\u00e7 vaxt m\u0259n\u0259 sahib olmam\u0131san…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n Sol… M\u0259n s\u0259ni tan\u0131d\u0131m. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131m m\u0259ni ayd\u0131nlatd\u0131. M\u0259n, \u0259slind\u0259, b\u0259li, b\u0259li, m\u0259n s\u0259ni tan\u0131y\u0131ram… S\u0259n osan, Sol… S\u0259n Annan\u0131 \u0259z\u0259n qatar q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0259ddarsan… B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 son n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 Anna qatara g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00c7\u00fcnki bu son yen\u0259 d\u0259 qatar\u0131n yox, Annan\u0131n se\u00e7imi idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qaia art\u0131q h\u0259r \u015feyin d\u0259yi\u015fdiyinin f\u0259rqind\u0259 idi, getdikc\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Mahiyy\u0259t n\u0259 idi. Sol kim idi. Tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131 onu, \u0259min idi. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu paralel d\u00fcnyalar\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 da\u015f\u0131maq ondan n\u0259 al\u0131rd\u0131. Onu n\u0259y\u0259, hara haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. O harasa haz\u0131rlanmaq ist\u0259yirdimi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Beyninin i\u00e7i bumbuz idi. Getdikc\u0259 bu soyuqluq Qaian\u0131n v\u00fccudunu da keyl\u0259\u015fdirirdi. \u018fll\u0259ri, qollar\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri, ruhu s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxm\u0131rd\u0131. Bunun sonu n\u0259 idi? Bu son Qaian\u0131n s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fclm\u0259si (yeni texnoloji \u00e7a\u011fda art\u0131q ya\u015fayan, n\u0259f\u0259s alanlar s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc) il\u0259 n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259kdimi? Yox, Qaia bunu ist\u0259mirdi, o s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fclm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi, onlar kimi deyildi Qaia. O insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 itirm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. \u0130nsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na d\u0259y\u0259r verirdi. \u0130nsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt idi. \u00c7a\u011f\u0131n \u015fans\u0131 kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n yar\u0131 robotla\u015faraq \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fcy\u00fcn pill\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259lm\u0259k onun t\u0259rzi, arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131 son deyildi. Qaia bilirdi ki, n\u0259 vaxtsa o da buna m\u0259cbur qalacaq. O bunu se\u00e7\u0259rdimi? Ax\u0131, d\u00fcnya g\u00f6z\u0259ldir? D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k, hiss etm\u0259k, n\u0259f\u0259s almaq, n\u0259f\u0259s d\u0259rm\u0259k. Bu g\u00f6z\u0259l d\u00fcnyadan getm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. \u00c7\u0259kilm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi bir k\u0259nara. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu inki\u015fafdan k\u0259narla\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Q\u0131raqda hardasa uzaqlardak\u0131 bir yerd\u0259 qalayd\u0131 ka\u015f. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, nec\u0259 olard\u0131. \u0130nki\u015faf \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xard\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onu orada bu robotlar t\u0259k, yaln\u0131z, rahat buraxard\u0131larm\u0131? Yoxsa m\u0259cbur edil\u0259rdimi onlar kimi olma\u011fa. B\u0259s G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015flandiyaya k\u00f6\u00e7s\u0259ydi… Ax\u0131 ora sad\u0259c\u0259 yuxudayk\u0259n k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259 bilirdi. \u018fb\u0259di olaraq yatmal\u0131 idi onda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259s g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r, onlar buna nec\u0259 baxard\u0131? Ax\u0131, g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r insanlar\u0131 sevmirdil\u0259r. Qaian\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r sad\u0259c\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259hkum zorba, kobud varl\u0131qlar idi. Eyni zamanda maraql\u0131 varl\u0131qlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar hara q\u0259d\u0259r davam ed\u0259c\u0259kdi? Ruhu, b\u0259li, ruhu ciddi t\u0259lat\u00fcml\u0259r ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bunu he\u00e7 kim bilm\u0259m\u0259li idi. Beyni yar\u0131 insan, yar\u0131 robotlar t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n t\u0259dqiq obyektin\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259 bil\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elanlar verilirdi. Art\u0131q onlar bir yol se\u00e7m\u0259li idil\u0259r. Ya zavall\u0131 insan olaraq ya\u015famal\u0131, ya da texnologiya tanr\u0131s\u0131na t\u0259slim olmal\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tanr\u0131yla yar\u0131\u015fan insano\u011flu h\u0259r daim onunla eyni olma\u011f\u0131 arzulam\u0131rd\u0131m\u0131? H\u0259r zaman \u0259b\u0259di ya\u015fam, \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fck \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7abalam\u0131rd\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu \u015fans idi insana, daha \u00e7ox ya\u015fas\u0131n. Babalar\u0131 kimi \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fcy\u00fc tapmadan t\u0259rk etm\u0259k m\u0259cburiyy\u0259tin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin. Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131. B\u0259s \u00e7at\u0131lan \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fck buna d\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdimi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259s insan bu \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fckl\u0259 n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259kdi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya bir g\u00fcn d\u00fcnya f\u0131rlanmaqdan bezs\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f bir g\u00fcn s\u00f6ns\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zil qaranl\u0131q d\u00fcnyada nec\u0259 ya\u015fayacaqd\u0131 insano\u011flu? Qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sevirdi Qaia, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 da, ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131 da… B\u0259s \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onu sevirdimi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm n\u0259 idi, nec\u0259 idi… \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259rk ed\u0259 bilmirdi tam olaraq. Anlam\u0131rd\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc. Bilmirdi, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, ba\u015fqa d\u00fcnyalara a\u00e7\u0131lan qap\u0131 idi \u00f6l\u00fcm?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yox, o ist\u0259mirdi o qap\u0131n\u0131, bilirdi, \u0259min idi ya\u015famaq ist\u0259diyind\u0259n. H\u0259yat g\u00f6z\u0259ldir. Ya\u015famaq, n\u0259f\u0259s almaq, sevm\u0259k, qa\u00e7maq, k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259yin ard\u0131nca el\u0259 m\u0259qs\u0259dsizc\u0259 h\u0259m d\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fcy\u0259 \u00e7atan insanlara tanr\u0131lar deyil\u0259 bil\u0259rdimi? B\u0259s g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r? Onlar kim idi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Titanlar!!! B\u0259li, Titanlar idil\u0259r. B\u0259s Qaia kim idi? Ondan n\u0259 ist\u0259nirdi? Koios v\u0259 Polosun sor\u011fusu h\u0259r zaman Qaia \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn maraql\u0131 idi. Ancaq Qaia bilirdi ki, Titanlardan f\u0259rqli olaraq, Tanr\u0131lar h\u0259r zaman \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczd\u00fcr. Onlar sor\u011fuya \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. H\u0259m d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Sor\u011fu bel\u0259 tanr\u0131lara aid deyildi, ya da sonradan tanr\u0131la\u015fanlara. H\u0259r k\u0259s Tanr\u0131 olmaqda maraql\u0131yk\u0259n, n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Qaia \u00e7\u0259kilirdi G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015flandiyaya t\u0259r\u0259f?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tanr\u0131la\u015fanlar tanr\u0131lar\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259lind\u0259n ala bil\u0259rdil\u0259rmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rin mahiyy\u0259ti n\u0259 idi? Mahiyy\u0259tind\u0259 n\u0259 var idi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r \u015fey mahiyy\u0259t idimi? Ya da mahiyy\u0259td\u0259n ibar\u0259t?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsanlara dan\u0131\u015f\u0131lan na\u011f\u0131llarda robotlar Titanlar idi. Ancaq bu bel\u0259 deyildi. Bunun bel\u0259 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 Qaia g\u00f6z\u0259l bilirdi. B\u0259s Qaia kim idi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Harda dururdu Qaia? Hans\u0131 pill\u0259d\u0259, ya da m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Titanlara \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n ruhu Qaian\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fchit\u0259 yadla\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O bilirdi ki, Titanlar \u00fcr\u0259k da\u015f\u0131m\u0131rlar, amma Titanlar\u0131n ruhu var. D\u00fcn\u0259n\u0259 kimi insan \u0259n ali varl\u0131q idi… Ancaq art\u0131q el\u0259 deyildi… G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r h\u0259r \u015feyi Qaiaya dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Getdikc\u0259 texnologiyan\u0131n k\u00f6l\u0259si olan insan art\u0131q h\u0259r \u015feyi itirmi\u015fdi. Bu is\u0259 insan\u0131n qiyam\u0259ti idi. \u0130nsan yox etmi\u015fdi h\u0259r \u015feyi. Tanr\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Art\u0131q tanr\u0131 kimi insan da \u00fcr\u0259k da\u015f\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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