{"id":45301,"date":"2023-03-27T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2023-03-27T12:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=45301"},"modified":"2023-03-27T17:55:40","modified_gmt":"2023-03-27T13:55:40","slug":"m%c9%99n-yazanlar-seir-yox-tanrinin-mocuz%c9%99si-ibrahim-ilyaslinin-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=45301","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259n yazanlar \u015feir yox, Tanr\u0131n\u0131n m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259si&#8230;\u00a0&#8211; \u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131n\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/image-4.png\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/image-4.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-45306\"\/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nim vecsiz d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bir k\u0259siyl\u0259 i\u015fim yox,<br>M\u0259n haqqa tap\u0131nm\u0131\u015fam &#8211; m\u0259nim Allah var\u0131md\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n yazanlar \u015feir yox, Tanr\u0131n\u0131n m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259si &#8211;<br>A\u011faca, da\u015fa, suya, oda m\u0259ktublar\u0131md\u0131!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0259l\u0259m, d\u0259ft\u0259r &#8211; d\u00f6rd divar,<br>Sevinc, q\u0259m, giley g\u00fczar\u2026<br>\u015eeir qo\u015fma\u011fa n\u0259 var?! &#8211;<br>\u015eair olmaq z\u00fcl\u00fcmd\u00fc!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kim\u0259 n\u0259, kim\u0259m, n\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m? &#8211;<br>H\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259n bax\u0131r, adamam.<br>D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n b\u0259d \u0259m\u0259li<br>Adamdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r &#8211; adamam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6y\u0259 tor atan deyil\u0259m,<br>Yerd\u0259 qarsatan deyil\u0259m.<br>N\u0259 vurub-tutan deyil\u0259m,<br>N\u0259 el\u0259 fa\u011f\u0131r adamam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sin\u0259m &#8211; qalxan, dilim &#8211; s\u00fcng\u00fc,<br>Q\u0259ddim &#8211; a\u011fac, \u0259ll\u0259rim &#8211; g\u00fcl.<br>M\u0259n dumandan, \u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n y\u00fcng\u00fcl,<br>M\u0259n da\u011fdan a\u011f\u0131r adamam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Do\u011fran\u0131ram budaq-budaq,<br>T\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr\u0259m yarpaq-yarpaq.<br>M\u0259n kefi k\u00f6k, dama\u011f\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f,<br>M\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fc ya\u011f\u0131r adamam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Haqq\u0131n g\u00f6rk\u00fc &#8211; ODam, SUyam.<br>Haqqa varan bir yol\u00e7uyam.<br>M\u018fN\u0259m, S\u018fN\u0259m, Oyam-buyam,<br>Adamam, ax\u0131r, adamam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kimdi m\u0259ni s\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tanr\u0131m, g\u00f6r\u0259n m\u0259n kim\u0259m,<br>N\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m bu d\u00fcnyada? &#8211;<br>Bir pay\u0131 quru torpaq,<br>\u00dc\u00e7 pay\u0131 su d\u00fcnyada!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ad\u0131m pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r ad\u0131,<br>\u00d6z\u00fcm adi bir adam.<br>Bir d\u0259 bu adilikd\u0259n<br>Bezib \u00e7\u0131xan f\u0259ryadam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0259n\u015f\u0259rind\u0259 durdu\u011fum,<br>Aynadak\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259mmi?<br>Ruhum m\u0259n\u0259 dard\u0131m\u0131,<br>M\u0259n ruhuma bin\u0259mmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018fvv\u0259l-ax\u0131r deyil\u0259n<br>Bir \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc-bi\u00e7i varm\u0131?<br>Varsa b\u0259s \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fczl\u00fck<br>N\u0259di, bilm\u0259k olarm\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu cismi-can varl\u0131qd\u0131,<br>Yoxluq divan\u0259siy\u0259m.<br>La \u0130lah\u0259 \u0130ll\u0259llah! &#8211;<br>Kimdi m\u0259ni s\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259nin qovu\u015fmal\u0131<br>iki yerin var<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259 tez inad\u0131na da\u015f d\u0259ydi bel\u0259,<br>N\u0259 tez inam\u0131na d\u0259yib qay\u0131td\u0131n?<br>Yen\u0259mi a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yin k\u0259sdi?<br>Yen\u0259mi baxt\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6y\u00fcb qay\u0131td\u0131n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qo\u015fulub getdinmi durna d\u0259sin\u0259,<br>Bir kims\u0259 yolundan saxlamad\u0131 ki?<br>Buludlar \u00fcz qoydu Yer k\u00fcr\u0259sin\u0259,<br>G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc yerind\u0259n laxlamad\u0131 ki?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 ad varsa, ad qoyan da var, &#8211;<br>B\u0259lk\u0259 da\u011flar d\u0259r\u0259, d\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r da\u011fd\u0131r?<br>B\u0259lk\u0259 bu a\u011flard\u0131 el\u0259 qaralar,<br>B\u0259lk\u0259 bu qaralar el\u0259 d\u00fcma\u011fd\u0131r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fcl\u00fcrs\u0259n, g\u00fclm\u0259li burda n\u0259 var ki? &#8211;<br>Ancaq a\u011flamal\u0131 bir \u015fey d\u0259 yoxdur.<br>G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6yn\u0259dir r\u0259ngi, &#8211;<br>Bir az bu s\u00f6hb\u0259tin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7oxdur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259, bir d\u0259 azadl\u0131q deyirdin ax\u0131,<br>El\u0259 bir s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259t g\u0259zir arada.<br>S\u0259nin azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n ax\u0131r,<br>\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259n axacaq bundan sonra da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018flind\u0259 olsayd\u0131 \u00f6z ixtiyar\u0131n;<br>\u00c7oxdan ilim-ilim itm\u0259liydin ki.<br>Ax\u0131 bu \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 can\u0131m-ciyar\u0131m,<br>S\u0259n hans\u0131 m\u0259nzil\u0259 yetm\u0259liydin ki?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu mizan-t\u0259r\u0259zi d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin,<br>Y\u0259ni bu g\u00f6rkl\u0259r d\u0259 a\u011f yaland\u0131m\u0131?<br>\u018fn\u0259lhaqq! &#8211; \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131ran bir m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tin,<br>Yen\u0259 s\u0259lt\u0259n\u0259ti ya\u011fmaland\u0131m\u0131?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259 bir k\u00f6m\u0259k dil\u0259, n\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli um,<br>Ondan adamlarda y\u0131\u011f\u0131n-y\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131.<br>S\u0259nin qovu\u015fmal\u0131 iki Yerin var, &#8211;<br>O s\u0259nin Tanr\u0131n v\u0259 T\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259ni bu q\u0259l\u0259md\u0259n qoru, ilahi<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u00fcfr m\u0259nlik deyil\u2026 \u018fst\u0259\u011ff\u00fcrullah! &#8211;<br>S\u0259n\u0259 can at\u0131ram, s\u0259n\u0259, ilahi!<br>\u015eeytan barda\u015f qurub k\u00fcr\u0259yimizd\u0259,<br>Aman vermir g\u0259l\u0259k din\u0259, ilahi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Burdan da\u015flay\u0131rsan, o yandan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r,<br>Ordan t\u0259pinirs\u0259n, burda haz\u0131rd\u0131.<br>D\u00fcn\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, masamda<br>\u018fyl\u0259\u015fib yerim\u0259 \u015feir yaz\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u015f\u0259 y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcrs\u0259n &#8211; i\u015f yerind\u0259di,<br>D\u00fckana girirs\u0259n &#8211; vitrind\u0259n bax\u0131r.<br>Meyxanadan qovub r\u0259dd el\u0259yirs\u0259n,<br>M\u0259scidin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gah \u0259ziz dost kimi girir qollara,<br>Gah qar\u015f\u0131 s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 top dal\u0131ndad\u0131.<br>Gah dil\u0259n\u00e7i misal \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r yollara,<br>Gah milyon\u00e7u misal qul hal\u0131ndad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir \u0259li g\u00f6yd\u0259l\u0259n saraylar tikir,<br>Bir \u0259li ehmalca qaz\u0131r alt\u0131n\u0131.<br>S\u00f6y\u00fcr\u0259m, \u0259limd\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259 n\u0259 g\u0259lir,<br>H\u0259r\u00e7i-p\u0259t\u0259rinin yeddi qat\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>El\u0259 qucaqlay\u0131b yer k\u00fcr\u0259sini,<br>Bir k\u00fcnc\u00fc-buca\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r yad\u0131ndan.<br>\u015e\u0259rqd\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259 alovland\u0131r\u0131r,<br>Q\u0259rbd\u0259 dil-dil \u00f6t\u00fcr &#8220;bar\u0131\u015f&#8221; ad\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yerd\u0259 sahibidi k\u00fcll-ixtiyar\u0131n,<br>Bildiyi m\u0259krdi, duydu\u011fu kindi.<br>\u015eahlar \u0259n sevimli oyuncaqlar\u0131,<br>R\u0259iyy\u0259t ovcunda plastilindi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yoxmu bu gedi\u015fin d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, yoxmu,<br>Yoxmu bu g\u0259rdi\u015fin sonu, ilahi?!<br>Bu \u015feird\u0259 \u015feytan barma\u011f\u0131 varsa,<br>M\u0259ni bu q\u0259l\u0259md\u0259n qoru, \u0130lahi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130ndi<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7\u0259kdim q\u0259mini d\u0259, n\u0259\u015f\u0259sini d\u0259,<br>T\u00fck\u0259tdim, d\u00fcnyada bekaram indi.<br>N\u0259 q\u0259lbim a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r, n\u0259 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm g\u00fcl\u00fcr,<br>He\u00e7 n\u0259yn\u0259n uyu\u015fmur he\u00e7 haram indi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>R\u00f6yada pir babam s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dedi,<br>S\u00f6z dem\u0259di, s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dedi.<br>&#8220;Y\u0131\u011fma g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc&#8221;- dedi,<br>Yer\u0259 \u015fah, g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 n\u00f6k\u0259r\u0259m indi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u0259rvi\u015f olamad\u0131m, d\u0259rvi\u015fmisalam,<br>Ay\u0131b\u0131ma koram, a\u011fl\u0131ma lalam.<br>H\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcb hasar\u0131m, qurulub qalam, &#8211;<br>Ad\u0131m \u0130brahim\u0259 \u015fikaram indi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u0259l, k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u0259 bir s\u00f6z deyim<br>M\u0259nim y\u00fck\u00fcm a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, dost,<br>M\u0259nn\u0259n yola varamazsan.<br>M\u0259nim g\u00f6y\u00fcm sa\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, dost,<br>S\u0259n alt\u0131nda duramazsan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n gah yoxam, gah da varam,<br>Qarda odam, odda qaram.<br>Quluna aciz h\u00fcnkaram,<br>Niy\u0259, n\u0259d\u0259n &#8211; soramazsan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259di \u0259yrind\u0259 d\u00fcz &#8211; deyim,<br>N\u0259di birind\u0259 y\u00fcz &#8211; deyim.<br>G\u0259l, k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u0259 bir s\u00f6z deyim:<br>Bir d\u0259 m\u0259ni aramazsan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>M\u0259nb\u0259: <a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/\">https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>M\u0259nim vecsiz d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bir k\u0259siyl\u0259 i\u015fim yox,M\u0259n haqqa tap\u0131nm\u0131\u015fam &#8211; m\u0259nim Allah var\u0131md\u0131. M\u0259n yazanlar \u015feir yox, Tanr\u0131n\u0131n m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259si &#8211;A\u011faca, da\u015fa, suya, oda m\u0259ktublar\u0131md\u0131! Q\u0259l\u0259m, d\u0259ft\u0259r &#8211; d\u00f6rd divar,Sevinc, q\u0259m, giley g\u00fczar\u2026\u015eeir qo\u015fma\u011fa n\u0259 var?! &#8211;\u015eair olmaq z\u00fcl\u00fcmd\u00fc! Tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q Kim\u0259 n\u0259, kim\u0259m, n\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m? &#8211;H\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259n bax\u0131r, adamam.D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n b\u0259d \u0259m\u0259liAdamdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r &#8211; adamam. G\u00f6y\u0259 tor [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-45301","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45301","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=45301"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45301\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":45307,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45301\/revisions\/45307"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=45301"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=45301"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=45301"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}