{"id":4605,"date":"2013-08-27T09:05:42","date_gmt":"2013-08-27T09:05:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=4605"},"modified":"2013-11-16T13:17:22","modified_gmt":"2013-11-16T13:17:22","slug":"s%c9%99rif-agayar-m%c9%99qal%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=4605","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259rif A\u011eAYAR.”Az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131n\u0131n cinsi x\u0259st\u0259liyi”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u00d6t\u0259n h\u0259ft\u0259 rayonda ya\u015fayan dostum m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng vurdu ki, b\u0259s qarda\u015f\u0131m x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nib, anam tab g\u0259tirmir, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bu g\u00fcn Bak\u0131ya yola sal\u0131ram, sabah onlarla \u0259laq\u0259 saxla v\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f, etibarl\u0131 bir h\u0259kimin yan\u0131na apar. Dostum m\u0259ni y\u00fck\u0259 sald\u0131 da bir az: \u201cS\u0259n ordasan dey\u0259 m\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259dim. S\u0259n\u0259 arxeyin\u0259m!\u201d
\n\u201cXub!\u201d deyib sa\u011folla\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdim ki, dostum konturlar\u0131na q\u0131z\u0131rqalanmadan m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259nin t\u0259f\u0259rr\u00fcat\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nQarda\u015f\u0131 ab\u0131rl\u0131 bir u\u015faqd\u0131r. Balacal\u0131qdan kitab-d\u0259ft\u0259r \u0259hli olub. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin yuxar\u0131 sinifl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7atanda Bak\u0131ya – \u0259misigil\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259ribl\u0259r ki, ali m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fs\u0131n. H\u0259r \u015fey qaydas\u0131nda getdiyi bir vaxtda hans\u0131sa nadinc qohumu urcah olub dostumun qarda\u015f\u0131na v\u0259 onu al\u0131b bir restorana apar\u0131b. M\u00f6hk\u0259m i\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259n qad\u0131n ke\u00e7ib. Varl\u0131\u011fa n\u0259 darl\u0131q!
\n\u201c\u00d6m\u00fcrd\u0259n-g\u00fcnd\u0259n o\u011furlanan\u201d bu gec\u0259 dostumun qarda\u015f\u0131na baha ba\u015fa g\u0259lib: o, x\u0259st\u0259liy\u0259 yoluxub!
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 qad\u0131n g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n, cinsi x\u0259st\u0259likl\u0259rd\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 anlamayan bu ab\u0131rl\u0131 k\u0259nd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 utand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan he\u00e7 kim\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259yib. Taa o vaxtacan ki, x\u0259st\u0259liyin \u0259lam\u0259tl\u0259ri d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z h\u0259dd\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131b.
\nSirrini h\u0259mya\u015f\u0131d\u0131 olan \u0259misi o\u011fluna a\u00e7\u0131b. O, \u015f\u0259h\u0259r u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 olsa da problemi t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na h\u0259ll ed\u0259 bilm\u0259yib v\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni anas\u0131na deyib.
\n\u018fmidostlar\u0131n\u0131 da bilirsiniz!
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 dostumun qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n onlarda qalmas\u0131ndan naraz\u0131 imi\u015f…
\nBir vay-\u015fiv\u0259n sal\u0131b ki, x\u0259b\u0259r ild\u0131r\u0131m s\u00fcr\u0259ti il\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn qohumlara yay\u0131l\u0131b.
\nDostumun anas\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc c\u0131r\u0131b, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 yolu\u015fdurub, \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259ri g\u0259ls\u0259 bundan yax\u015f\u0131 idi deyib. Atas\u0131 \u0259lini \u00e7aya-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 uzatmay\u0131b. \u018fmisi onu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 t\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcb v\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131 pozacaqsan dey\u0259 evind\u0259n qovub.
\nU\u015faq son anda onu zibil\u0259 salan qohumunu axtar\u0131b, intihar etm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini bildirib. Qohumu ay\u0131q adamm\u0131\u015f! U\u015fa\u011fa xeyli \u00fcr\u0259k-dir\u0259k verib, h\u0259kim\u0259 aparmaq ist\u0259yib. Bu heynid\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131 z\u0259ng vurub ki, g\u00f6zl\u0259, anam Bak\u0131ya g\u0259lir…
\nG\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck!
\nU\u015faq ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Anas\u0131n\u0131n hal\u0131 ondan da bet\u0259r idi.
\n\u018fvv\u0259l g\u00fclm\u0259k m\u0259ni tutdu. Sonra v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin q\u0259lizliyini g\u00f6r\u00fcb \u00fcr\u0259k-dir\u0259k verdim. Qad\u0131ndan utand\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan a\u00e7\u0131q dan\u0131\u015fa bilmirdim. Amma arada imkan tap\u0131b u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kdim, bu hadis\u0259nin yetkinlik ya\u015fa \u00e7atan ist\u0259nil\u0259n adam\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259ldiyini s\u00f6yl\u0259dim. H\u0259tta \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n bir-iki yalan da uydurdum. Hiss el\u0259dim ki, m\u0259n\u0259 inan\u0131r.
\nTan\u0131\u015f bir h\u0259kimin yan\u0131na getdik. H\u0259kim savadl\u0131 v\u0259 t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259li birisi idi. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259li ba\u015flad\u0131 g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259: \u201cN\u0259 olub \u0259\u0259\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259?! Ki\u015fi deyils\u0259n?!\u201d
\nSonra qad\u0131n\u0131 bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b bir-iki vacib \u015fey soru\u015fdu v\u0259 bizi d\u0259rhal laboratoriyaya g\u00f6nd\u0259rdi.
\nDostumun qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n damar\u0131ndan qan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259ni titr\u0259di, \u00fcr\u0259yi getdi. H\u0259kiml\u0259rin m\u00fcdaxil\u0259si il\u0259 ay\u0131landan sonra is\u0259 m\u0259ni qucaqlay\u0131b a\u011flad\u0131.
\nO, SP\u0130D-\u0259 yoluxdu\u011funu z\u0259nn edir v\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 qorxudan \u00f6l\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nBir yandan x\u0259cal\u0259t, bir yandan qorxu u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 intihar h\u0259ddin\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi.
\nO nadinc qohumuna z\u0259ng el\u0259m\u0259s\u0259 v\u0259 anas\u0131 vaxt\u0131nda g\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kdi.
\nAnalizin n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259ri ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 sevindirdi: sad\u0259 bir yoluxma.
\nAncaq l\u0259ngitdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nH\u0259kim n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00f6zd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n dostumun qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n qoluna girdim. O, ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 dura bilmirdi.
\nH\u0259kim eyn\u0259yin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n tir-tir \u0259s\u0259n u\u015fa\u011fa bax\u0131b, anas\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 almadan uca s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi:
\n\u201c\u0130ndi bu x\u0259st\u0259liy\u0259 tutulmayanlar\u0131 ki\u015fi saym\u0131rlar!\u201d
\nV\u0259 ucadan g\u00fcld\u00fc.
\nDostumun qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259sm\u0259c\u0259si bir andaca yox oldu, r\u0259ngi-rufu yerin\u0259 g\u0259ldi.
\nH\u0259kim ona onca g\u00fcnl\u00fck m\u00fcalic\u0259 yazd\u0131 v\u0259 el\u0259 m\u00fcalic\u0259nin ilk g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131b art\u0131q.
\nAmma nec\u0259 qorxubsa, namaza ke\u00e7ib! ))) Deyir iyn\u0259-d\u0259rman bit\u0259nd\u0259n sonra oruc da tutacam.Tanr\u0131 v\u0259 valideynl\u0259ri qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda el\u0259diyi g\u00fcnah\u0131 yumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn…
\nBax bel\u0259.
\nBu bizik!
\nDanma\u011f\u0131n ad\u0131 yoxdur.<\/p>\n

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\u00d6t\u0259n h\u0259ft\u0259 rayonda ya\u015fayan dostum m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng vurdu ki, b\u0259s qarda\u015f\u0131m x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nib, anam tab g\u0259tirmir, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bu g\u00fcn Bak\u0131ya yola sal\u0131ram, sabah onlarla \u0259laq\u0259 saxla v\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f, etibarl\u0131 bir h\u0259kimin yan\u0131na apar. Dostum m\u0259ni y\u00fck\u0259 sald\u0131 da bir az: \u201cS\u0259n ordasan dey\u0259 m\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259dim. S\u0259n\u0259 arxeyin\u0259m!\u201d \u201cXub!\u201d deyib sa\u011folla\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdim ki, dostum konturlar\u0131na q\u0131z\u0131rqalanmadan […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4605","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4605","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4605"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4605\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4635,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4605\/revisions\/4635"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4605"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4605"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4605"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}