{"id":47055,"date":"2023-09-15T04:00:00","date_gmt":"2023-09-15T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=47055"},"modified":"2023-09-15T08:22:12","modified_gmt":"2023-09-15T04:22:12","slug":"ulviyy%c9%99-%c9%99bulf%c9%99zqizinin-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=47055","title":{"rendered":"\u00dclviyy\u0259 \u018fb\u00fclf\u0259zq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Can\u0131n sa\u011f olsun, can\u0131n sa\u011f olsun!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yoxlu\u011funda q\u0259l\u0259mim iti bir b\u0131\u00e7aq,
He\u00e7 \u0259ll\u0259rimd\u0259 onu ist\u0259mir.
O da can atmaz, \u0259ll\u0259r ondan qa\u00e7aq\u2026
Saniy\u0259\u00f6l\u00e7\u0259n mat\u0259m havas\u0131nda s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr,
D\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259r “m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m yas\u0131” davam etdirir.
Aritimiya saat\u0131 \u00e7oxdan unutdurub\u2026
Saat sevgid\u0259n m\u0259hrum olmu\u015f bir qoca,
Bu qoca \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131nl\u0131qla \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc arzular,
Arzu \u018fzrailin g\u0259li\u015find\u0259 bayram\u2026
\u00d6l\u00fcm qurtulmaqm\u0131, de bu b\u0259ladan?
Ruhun sevdiyin \u00f6l\u00fcm alarm\u0131?
Suallar\u0131m qula\u011f\u0131nda ild\u0131r\u0131m misal\u0131.
Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, \u00e7ox yordum s\u00fckutunu\u2026
El\u0259 bil divarla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram ax\u0131,
Yen\u0259 d\u0259 divara s\u00f6yk\u0259nm\u0259k olar.
S\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259n\u0259n yerd\u0259 \u00e7abalar\u2026
As\u0131ram \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259rd k\u0259ndirind\u0259n,
Can\u0131n sa\u011f olsun, can\u0131n sa\u011f olsun!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qara q\u0131\u015f yuxusuna, a\u011f boya taxta \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oxuyuram g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n,
Q\u0259lbinin a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n.
G\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 canlan\u0131r,
Oxudu\u011fum m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259..
N\u0259 \u00e7oxdur qara boya,
\u00c7oxmu sevirs\u0259n onu?!
Boyan\u0131b qara r\u0259ngd\u0259,
Q\u0259lbinin divarlar\u0131.
Qara libas geyinib,
Titr\u0259y\u0259n damarlar\u0131.
Q\u0259lbinin lap k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259,
Pasl\u0131 sand\u0131q gizl\u0259nib.
\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qara kilid.
\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6z q\u0259lbind\u0259n,
Gizl\u0259tdiyin sirmi var?!
Ax\u0131 q\u0259lbindir, dostum,
Gizl\u0259ts\u0259n d\u0259 anlayar.
Bir izn ver, s\u0259n Allah,
A\u00e7\u0131m m\u0259n o sand\u0131\u011f\u0131.
Niy\u0259 x\u0259sis olmusan?!
Payla\u015fsana m\u0259niml\u0259.
Dilin ba\u015fqa s\u00f6z deyir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259lbin boynuna alm\u0131r.
S\u00f6yl\u0259, g\u00f6r\u00fcm bir zaman,
A\u011f boyan\u0131 sevdinmi?!
N\u0259l\u0259ri gizl\u0259yirs\u0259n?
G\u00f6zl\u0259ri k\u0259d\u0259r \u0130nsan.
Q\u00fcss\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 sar\u0131l\u0131,
Onumu izl\u0259yirs\u0259n?!
G\u0259l izn ver g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259,
M\u0259ni als\u0131n q\u0259lbin\u0259.
Qara boya t\u0259l\u0259sik
A\u011f boyaya b\u00fcr\u00fcns\u00fcn.
Ala-qaranl\u0131qda he\u00e7,
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcnm\u00fc n\u0259 olur?
Gec\u0259yl\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r gizli
Vallah, qol-boyun olur.
G\u00f6z\u00fcn s\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz
Qap\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131.
Budur ke\u00e7dim q\u0259lbin\u0259,
Sand\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.
Kilid yaman qorxaqd\u0131,
\u0130ndi bildim sand\u0131qda
Sevgi \u00f6z\u00fc dustaqd\u0131.
M\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259n bu dustaq
\u018ftrafa nur sa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.
Qara \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131,
Y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.
Budur q\u0259lbin divar\u0131,
Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131ya boyand\u0131.
Qara q\u0131\u015f yuxusuna
A\u011f boya “taxta \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259yal adl\u0131 d\u00fcnyada var olmaqd\u0131r ya\u015famaq<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Unutmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7abalamaq,
unutdu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb unutmamaqd\u0131r unutmaq.
G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259kk olmu\u015f siman\u0131 silm\u0259y\u0259 c\u0259hd,
g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 c\u0259za verm\u0259k- ac\u0131 suda ac\u0131madan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                 bo\u011fmaqd\u0131r  xat\u0131rlamaq.<\/code><\/pre>\n\n\n\n
Xo\u015fb\u0259xt obraza d\u00f6n\u00fcb
h\u0259qiq\u0259t misras\u0131nda mat\u0259m \u00e7adras\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u0259kdir,
yas tutmaq.
Dilind\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259 ” Kimdir o? ” s\u00f6yl\u0259yib
q\u0259lbind\u0259 \u0259zizl\u0259m\u0259kdir,
d\u0259lic\u0259sin\u0259 ba\u011flanmaq.
Zaman\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc acizc\u0259sin\u0259
f\u0259da etm\u0259kdir,
A\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 azd\u0131r\u0131b onun varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na sar\u0131lmaqd\u0131r, f\u0259dakar olmaq.
B\u0259xtinin ayaqlar\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,
Onu qaytarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259sl f\u0259ryadd\u0131r, m\u0259zlumt\u0259k yalvarmaq.
N\u0259dir? N\u0259dir ax\u0131 quru n\u0259f\u0259s almaq?
Ruhunu ondan ayr\u0131 v\u00fccud adl\u0131 m\u0259ng\u0259n\u0259d\u0259 s\u0131xmaqd\u0131r ya\u015famaq.
Ondan uzaq x\u0259yal d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda -” z\u00fclm s\u0259lt\u0259n\u0259tind\u0259” ya\u015famaqd\u0131r var olmaq!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Buxar d\u00f6vr\u00fcm<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u0259nim k\u0259d\u0259rimin dili tutulub,
S\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259yir ya\u015fananlar\u0131.
S\u0259nins\u0259,sevginin dili uzundur
Durmadan bildirir \u00f6z hissl\u0259rini.
M\u0259nim qulaqlar\u0131m h\u0259v\u0259sd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb
Ba\u011flay\u0131b qap\u0131s\u0131n d\u0259mir z\u0259ncirl\u0259,
S\u0259nin qulaqlar\u0131n \u00e7ox h\u0259v\u0259slidir
G\u00f6zl\u0259yir s\u0259simi u\u015faq h\u0259v\u0259siyl\u0259.
Dilimi \u00e7\u0259kic\u0259 g\u0259l d\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259 s\u0259n,
O k\u00f6vr\u0259k q\u0259lbini m\u0259n s\u0131nd\u0131rmay\u0131m.
Q\u0259z\u0259bli \u00e7\u0259kici nec\u0259 saxlay\u0131m?
Ax\u0131 nec\u0259 edim, s\u0259ni q\u0131rmay\u0131m\u2026
S\u0259man\u0131n b\u0259z\u0259yi-G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n,
Nur kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n bir z\u00fclm\u0259t\u0259m m\u0259n.
\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u0259 buz tutmu\u015f G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fmi laz\u0131m?
B\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 gizl\u0259n\u0259r min k\u0259d\u0259r, min q\u0259m,
Saxta part\u0131l\u0131n\u0131n sa\u00e7aqlar\u0131nda.
Susubdur ilham\u0131m, yazmaz q\u0259l\u0259mim,
G\u0259l m\u0259nd\u0259n bahara t\u0259rif ist\u0259m\u0259.
G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259 boranl\u0131 q\u0131\u015fd\u0131r,
Yaz m\u0259ni q\u0259lbin\u0259 qara n\u00f6qt\u0259t\u0259k,
Ax\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdim, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259 izim\u0259,
\u0130ndiki g\u0259lmis\u0259n, son d\u0259f\u0259 dinl\u0259
Yalanlar d\u0259ryas\u0131, q\u0259m ota\u011f\u0131nda,
Ke\u00e7ib \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m s\u00fcfr\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131nda.
Bir dayan, s\u00fcfr\u0259m\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fma s\u0259n,
Yox, q\u0259ddar deyil\u0259m, ist\u0259mir\u0259m m\u0259n.
Ac\u0131dan, k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n qidalanasan,
Gec\u0259ni \u0259ynin\u0259 gey\u0259n qad\u0131n\u0131
G\u00f6zl\u0259rin \u0259b\u0259di sev\u0259 bil\u0259rmi?
De onlar doymazm\u0131 bu qaranl\u0131\u011fa?
Buz par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131na a\u015fiq olanlar
D\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259zl\u0259r ki, soyuqlu\u011funa,
Buz v\u0259rdi\u015fkar\u0131d\u0131r soyuq \u015faxtan\u0131n
Alovlu n\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259 buxara d\u00f6n\u0259r.
\u018flini atsan da, tuta bilm\u0259zs\u0259n
Buxar\u0131n qanad\u0131 s\u0259man\u0131 sev\u0259r,
Sevgi d\u0259ryas\u0131yd\u0131 m\u0259sk\u0259nim m\u0259nim.
E\u015fqd\u0259n yananlara s\u0259rinlik idim,
O soyuq \u015faxtaya a\u015fiq olark\u0259n
Billm\u0259zdim sevdas\u0131 buza d\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259r.
El\u0259 tilsimdir ki, pozulmaz sehri
Deyirl\u0259r qorxusu ” \u00fc\u00e7\u0259” ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r,
D\u0259ryada g\u00fcnl\u0259rim indi xatir\u0259
\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u0259n uzun d\u00f6vr\u00fc buz imi\u015f.
G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f n\u0259f\u0259sil\u0259 gecik\u0259n insan,
\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn sonudur, \u00e7ox gec qalm\u0131san.
Buz d\u00f6vr\u00fcm \u0259riyir, can verir art\u0131q,
Bilir\u0259m d\u0259ryada yerim yox m\u0259nim
S\u0259malar g\u00f6zl\u0259yir buxar d\u00f6vr\u00fcm\u00fc!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Can\u0131n sa\u011f olsun, can\u0131n sa\u011f olsun! Yoxlu\u011funda q\u0259l\u0259mim iti bir b\u0131\u00e7aq,He\u00e7 \u0259ll\u0259rimd\u0259 onu ist\u0259mir.O da can atmaz, \u0259ll\u0259r ondan qa\u00e7aq\u2026Saniy\u0259\u00f6l\u00e7\u0259n mat\u0259m havas\u0131nda s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr,D\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259r “m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m yas\u0131” davam etdirir.Aritimiya saat\u0131 \u00e7oxdan unutdurub\u2026Saat sevgid\u0259n m\u0259hrum olmu\u015f bir qoca,Bu qoca \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131nl\u0131qla \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc arzular,Arzu \u018fzrailin g\u0259li\u015find\u0259 bayram\u2026\u00d6l\u00fcm qurtulmaqm\u0131, de bu b\u0259ladan?Ruhun sevdiyin \u00f6l\u00fcm alarm\u0131?Suallar\u0131m qula\u011f\u0131nda ild\u0131r\u0131m misal\u0131.Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, \u00e7ox yordum s\u00fckutunu\u2026El\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-47055","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47055","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=47055"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47055\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":47067,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47055\/revisions\/47067"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=47055"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=47055"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=47055"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}