{"id":47485,"date":"2023-11-03T04:00:00","date_gmt":"2023-11-03T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=47485"},"modified":"2023-11-03T08:36:05","modified_gmt":"2023-11-03T04:36:05","slug":"b%c9%99novs%c9%99-mahmudqizi-yorgunam-mu%c9%99llim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=47485","title":{"rendered":"B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 MAHMUDQIZI.” Yor\u011funam, m\u00fc\u0259llim\u2026 “"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Salam, x\u0259st\u0259liyim\u2026
M\u0259n s\u0259ninl\u0259 n\u0259 eyl\u0259yim?
Bo\u015fa qoyuram, dolmur,
Doluya qoyuram, alm\u0131r.
V\u0259 m\u0259ni kims\u0259 anlam\u0131r\u2026
M\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259y\u0259m;
X\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng, talassemiya,
Epilepsiya v\u0259s.
D\u00fcnyada n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r x\u0259st\u0259lik var?
Ham\u0131s\u0131ndan bir azam.
Ham\u0131s\u0131ndan bir-bir yazam?
Yox, \u00f6mr\u00fcm yetm\u0259z.
X\u0259st\u0259likl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259r kimi.
Qorxum \u00f6lm\u0259k deyil,
Qorxum m\u00f6htacl\u0131q,
Anlay\u0131\u015fa acl\u0131q\u2026
S\u00f6yl\u0259yir\u0259m a\u00e7\u0131q-sa\u00e7\u0131q;
M\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259yin.
Yor\u011funam,
Q\u0131r\u0131q-q\u0131r\u0131q,
b\u0259lk\u0259 par\u00e7a-par\u00e7a\u2026
Ancaq sizi g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259k,
Sev\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fcc\u00fcm var.
Sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u00fcr\u0259m,
Sevdiyiniz g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rim,
Xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcz g\u00f6zl\u0259rim
Sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fcr, \u0259zizl\u0259rim!
Bu \u015feir b\u00fct\u00fcn x\u0259st\u0259likl\u0259rin,
B\u00fct\u00fcn x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin dilidir.
X\u0259st\u0259 olmayan anlamaz, b\u0259llidir.
Can\u0131n\u0131z sa\u011f olsun,
Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z sa\u011f olsun.
X\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ri q\u0131rmay\u0131n,
X\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ri yormay\u0131n.
X\u0259st\u0259liyi d\u0259rs ona,
Siz d\u0259 t\u0259rs olmay\u0131n.
Q\u0131namay\u0131n\u2026
Nec\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259 olub, niy\u0259 olub\u2026
H\u0259yatda h\u0259r \u015fey olur\u2026
\u0130nsan b\u0259z\u0259n yorulur\u2026
Se\u00e7ir x\u0259st\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131,
B\u0259z\u0259n q\u0259sdl\u0259,
B\u0259z\u0259n f\u0259xrl\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259 olur.
Dili uzun olsun,
M\u0259ni siz x\u0259st\u0259 etdiniz desin dey\u0259;
G\u00fcnah ke\u00e7isi tap\u0131ls\u0131n dey\u0259\u2026
Amma b\u0259z\u0259n k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r,
U\u015faqlar, yeniyetm\u0259l\u0259r,
G\u0259ncl\u0259r x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nir\u2026
X\u0259st\u0259likl\u0259r m\u00fc\u0259llimdir.
M\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r bilir\u2026
Kim\u0259 yoluxmaq laz\u0131m.
Kim\u0259 d\u0259rs verm\u0259k laz\u0131m.
Yor\u011funam, m\u00fc\u0259llim,
B\u0259lk\u0259 daha d\u0259rs\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yim?!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Salam, x\u0259st\u0259liyim\u2026M\u0259n s\u0259ninl\u0259 n\u0259 eyl\u0259yim?Bo\u015fa qoyuram, dolmur,Doluya qoyuram, alm\u0131r.V\u0259 m\u0259ni kims\u0259 anlam\u0131r\u2026M\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259y\u0259m;X\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng, talassemiya,Epilepsiya v\u0259s.D\u00fcnyada n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r x\u0259st\u0259lik var?Ham\u0131s\u0131ndan bir azam.Ham\u0131s\u0131ndan bir-bir yazam?Yox, \u00f6mr\u00fcm yetm\u0259z.X\u0259st\u0259likl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259r kimi.Qorxum \u00f6lm\u0259k deyil,Qorxum m\u00f6htacl\u0131q,Anlay\u0131\u015fa acl\u0131q\u2026S\u00f6yl\u0259yir\u0259m a\u00e7\u0131q-sa\u00e7\u0131q;M\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259yin.Yor\u011funam,Q\u0131r\u0131q-q\u0131r\u0131q,b\u0259lk\u0259 par\u00e7a-par\u00e7a\u2026Ancaq sizi g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259k,Sev\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fcc\u00fcm var.Sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u00fcr\u0259m,Sevdiyiniz g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rim,Xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcz g\u00f6zl\u0259rimSizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fcr, \u0259zizl\u0259rim!Bu \u015feir b\u00fct\u00fcn x\u0259st\u0259likl\u0259rin,B\u00fct\u00fcn x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin dilidir.X\u0259st\u0259 olmayan anlamaz, b\u0259llidir.Can\u0131n\u0131z sa\u011f […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-47485","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47485","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=47485"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47485\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":47497,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47485\/revisions\/47497"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=47485"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=47485"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=47485"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}