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M\u0259n deyil\u0259m yan\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hans\u0131 yerin k\u00fcl\u0259yin\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcn,
hans\u0131 yerin soyu\u011fu var can\u0131nda?
X\u0259yallar\u0131m \u00e7ox da s\u0259n\u0259 sar\u0131l\u0131b,
N\u0259 yaz\u0131q ki, m\u0259n deyil\u0259m yan\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m hans\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 yaray\u0131r
\u018fll\u0259rini isitmirs\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259sim.
S\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n, s\u0259n hopandan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259
N\u0259 s\u00fckutum s\u0259nsiz olur, n\u0259 s\u0259sim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n demi\u015f\u0259m, s\u0259n dey\u0259c\u0259m h\u0259r n\u0259f\u0259s
Bir g\u00fcn \u0259g\u0259r qalmasam da yad\u0131nda.
Birc\u0259 bunu unutmazsan \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck,
M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc tapm\u0131\u015f idim ad\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bir b\u0259han\u0259dir, yaland\u0131r,
G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s d\u0259rib dayanmaq.
\u00d6l\u00fcm kimi kabus olur, bil\u0259s\u0259n,
Gedi\u015fin\u0259 z\u0259rr\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r inanmaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hans\u0131 yerin k\u00fcl\u0259yin\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcn
hans\u0131 yerin soyu\u011fu var can\u0131nda.
X\u0259yallar\u0131m \u00e7ox da s\u0259n\u0259 sar\u0131l\u0131b,
N\u0259 yaz\u0131q ki, m\u0259n deyil\u0259m yan\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259y\u0259
bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 tapsam<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259y\u0259 bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 tapsam,
M\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259y\u0259 bir kims\u0259sizlik,
M\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259y\u0259 bir ada tapsam
Bir bo\u015f ada!
N\u0259 a\u011fac\u0131 olsun, n\u0259 da\u015f\u0131 olsun!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259y\u0259 birc\u0259 yol tapsam,
M\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259y\u0259 bir azca da g\u00fcc.
M\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259y\u0259 \u0259n uzaqlar\u0131!
Kims\u0259nin olmayan uzaqlar!
N\u0259 bir iz burax\u0131m, n\u0259 geri bax\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259rarl\u0131 olsam,
M\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259y\u0259 y\u0131r-y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f ets\u0259m.
M\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xsam.
\u018fll\u0259rim qoynumda q\u0259fil titr\u0259s\u0259!
H\u0259r \u015feyi o k\u00f6hn\u0259 evd\u0259 unutsam!
H\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 yenid\u0259n ba\u015flamaq olar!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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M\u0259n g\u00fcl\u0259 bilmir\u0259m, bilmir\u0259m.
Buludlar\u0131 q\u0259rars\u0131z s\u0259man\u0131n alt\u0131nda.
B\u0259li, m\u0259n bir az da b\u0259dbin adamam.
Amma, amma adam kimi adamam.
G\u00fcnah m\u0259nd\u0259 deyil.
Misal\u00e7\u00fcn, d\u00fcn\u0259n sevgilimin \u015f\u0259klin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m,
i\u00e7im s\u0131zlad\u0131.
Sevgilimi g\u00f6rm\u0259dim.
K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin tinind\u0259 s\u00fcp\u00fcrg\u0259\u00e7i qad\u0131n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.
S\u00f6yk\u0259ndiyi s\u00fcp\u00fcrg\u0259d\u0259n ki\u00e7ik.
Yegan\u0259 daya\u011f\u0131na s\u00f6yk\u0259nmi\u015fdi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Sa\u00e7lar\u0131na s\u00f6yk\u0259nib s\u0259ni sevm\u0259k olar \u00f6l\u00fcnc\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Toxunma o sa\u00e7lara, toxunma \u00f6l\u00fcm g\u0259linc\u0259.
M\u0259n h\u0259yata g\u0259l\u0259n adamlar\u0131n
\u0259n sonuncu d\u0259rd \u00e7\u0259k\u0259ni,
D\u0259rdi d\u0259bd\u0259n salan\u0131yam,
sev\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7oxdu, sevm\u0259y\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ni.
\u0130ndi uzaqlar \u0259n yax\u0131n m\u0259nzildi unudulma\u011fa,
\u0130ndi yax\u0131nlar \u0259n qorxulu uzaql\u0131qd\u0131 m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn.
Q\u0131nama, \u00e7ox \u015fey oldu.
Q\u0131nama he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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B\u00fct\u00fcn t\u0259s\u0259llil\u0259r \u0259n pis s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f kimi s\u0259sl\u0259ndikd\u0259,
Anlay\u0131rsan ki, n\u0259f\u0259sin divar\u0131 \u0259rid\u0259 bilm\u0259z.
\u018fll\u0259rin uzaqba\u015f\u0131 s\u0259feh yumru\u011fu olar\u2026
G\u00f6zl\u0259rin yumulub-a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131qca
qat\u0131 duman b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259r b\u00fct\u00fcn uzaqlar\u0131.
A\u011f ka\u011f\u0131zlar yaz\u0131lar-b\u00fck\u00fcl\u0259r, yaz\u0131lar-b\u00fck\u00fcl\u0259r.
S\u0259tir-s\u0259tir i\u00e7in \u0259riyib ged\u0259r.
\u018friy\u0259r t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259r.
\u00dcr\u0259yin sol t\u0259r\u0259fini b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259z\u2026
H\u0259d\u0259r\u2026h\u0259d\u0259r\u2026h\u0259d\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Bozumtul hava, qa\u011fay\u0131lar v\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u2026
G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f gizl\u0259ndi\u2026
G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi ist\u0259mirik\u2026
Sad\u0259c\u0259 qa\u011fay\u0131lar qanad \u00e7als\u0131n,
Sevgi ritml\u0259ri il\u0259.
Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259rin meh \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 da\u011f\u0131ts\u0131n,
Sahil boyu b\u00fct\u00fcn add\u0131mlar
ayr\u0131l\u0131qlara meydan oxusun,
B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u0259lib ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259r barmaq-barma\u011fa,
n\u0259f\u0259s-n\u0259f\u0259s\u0259.
G\u00f6zl\u0259rim d\u0259nizl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin aras\u0131nda
l\u00f6vb\u0259r sals\u0131n,
A\u011f \u0259ll\u0259rin a\u011f qa\u011fay\u0131lara sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma
qonmaq c\u0259sar\u0259ti versin,
Ba\u015f\u0131n k\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131qca fit ver\u0259n g\u0259mini
bu oyunun hakimi bil\u0259k.
Getm\u0259, dayan!
D\u0259niz va\u011fzal\u0131, d\u0259mir yolu va\u011fzal\u0131ndan
daha h\u00fcznl\u00fcd\u00fcr\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Gec\u0259l\u0259r d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z olur,
S\u0259nsizliyin qal\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259.
\u00dcmidl\u0259rin ayaq ucunda ke\u015fik \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m, adam.
Gec\u0259l\u0259r bir az da d\u0259rin olur,
Gec\u0259l\u0259r bir az da s\u00fckut q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131r
s\u0259nsizliyin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,
Sa\u00e7lar\u0131na d\u0259niz mehi toxunsayd\u0131,
\u018fll\u0259rimi k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rard\u0131nm\u0131?
Susuram \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259qiq\u0259tin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda,
Susuram s\u0259nd\u0259n uzaql\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259,
T\u0259nha adalar kimiy\u0259m bu soyuq g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259,
G\u00f6zl\u0259rim bir a\u011f yelk\u0259nli g\u0259mi g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259,
A\u011f \u0259ll\u0259rini tutmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n uzaqla\u015f\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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O qad\u0131n\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan ya\u015famaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m
bu pay\u0131z s\u00fckutunda.
O qad\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259rim divan\u0259 kimi ox\u015fas\u0131n ist\u0259yir\u0259m.
M\u0259n h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259 t\u0259slim olmam\u0131\u015fam,
M\u0259n h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259 bel\u0259 \u00fcsyankaram.
Vaxt\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7oxunu dal\u011falara uduzsam da,
Yen\u0259 d\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131m d\u0259nizd\u0259n k\u0259silmir.
Yen\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sir\u0259m kims\u0259sizliyim\u0259,
\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc uduzmu\u015f adamlar\u0131n
vaxt\u0131 az olur,
Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, sa\u011folla\u015fmal\u0131y\u0131q\u2026
d\u0259nizi t\u0259k qoya bilm\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc ayaqalt\u0131 ed\u0259nl\u0259r,
\u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131 kimi \u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r.
Birc\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259yin.
H\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz g\u0259mil\u0259r d\u0259niz\u0259 y\u00fckd\u00fcr, dost.
Bu d\u00fcnyada ham\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini
Tanr\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 dikib.
G\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z \u0259ll\u0259ri daha g\u00fccl\u00fc bilirl\u0259r.
Yor\u011fun k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rimiz s\u0259kil\u0259rd\u0259 can verir.
Yor\u011fun g\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz d\u0259 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259 s\u00fcst d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.
Birc\u0259 bulud da yoxdur \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259k altda susaq\u2026
Bu \u00f6mr\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda susmama\u011fa s\u0259b\u0259b yox\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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“G\u00f6zl\u0259rin aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 se\u00e7mir”
dey\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 anlada bilm\u0259dim,
Anlada bilm\u0259dim ayaqlar\u0131ma dola\u015fan
kabusa baxa bilm\u0259diyimi.
H\u0259r yerd\u0259 q\u0131nand\u0131m,
H\u0259r yerd\u0259 \u00f6zg\u0259 oldum.
\u00dcr\u0259yimin \u0259n y\u00fcks\u0259k yerl\u0259rind\u0259ki buzlar da \u0259ridi,
\u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 od d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259.
B\u00fct\u00fcn dayanacaqlarda a\u011fr\u0131lar qalaqlanm\u0131\u015f.
B\u00fct\u00fcn avtobuslardak\u0131 s\u0259rni\u015finl\u0259rin
bir g\u00f6z\u00fc arxada.
\u00d6vlad\u0131n\u0131 yetiml\u0259r evind\u0259 qoyub
ged\u0259n atalar kimi.
Ham\u0131 yalan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r.
Ham\u0131 tezlikl\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259m deyir\u2026
Amma b\u00fct\u00fcn biletl\u0259r birt\u0259r\u0259flidir\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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M\u0259n deyil\u0259m yan\u0131nda Hans\u0131 yerin k\u00fcl\u0259yin\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcn,hans\u0131 yerin soyu\u011fu var can\u0131nda?X\u0259yallar\u0131m \u00e7ox da s\u0259n\u0259 sar\u0131l\u0131b,N\u0259 yaz\u0131q ki, m\u0259n deyil\u0259m yan\u0131nda. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m hans\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 yaray\u0131r\u018fll\u0259rini isitmirs\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259sim.S\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n, s\u0259n hopandan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259N\u0259 s\u00fckutum s\u0259nsiz olur, n\u0259 s\u0259sim. S\u0259n demi\u015f\u0259m, s\u0259n dey\u0259c\u0259m h\u0259r n\u0259f\u0259sBir g\u00fcn \u0259g\u0259r qalmasam da yad\u0131nda.Birc\u0259 bunu unutmazsan \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck,M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc tapm\u0131\u015f idim ad\u0131nda. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-47488","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47488","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=47488"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47488\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":47506,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47488\/revisions\/47506"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=47488"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=47488"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=47488"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}