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Taksi F\u0259xri Xiyaban\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayand\u0131. Qabaqda oturmu\u015f Fuad, arxada \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f Rumiyy\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Fuad iri g\u00fcl d\u0259st\u0259sini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcy\u0259: – G\u00f6zl\u0259, indi g\u0259lirik, – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Burda \u00e7ox dayana bilm\u0259r\u0259m, – dedi, – c\u0259rim\u0259l\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Tez qay\u0131dacay\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xiyabana girdil\u0259r, qara m\u0259rm\u0259rd\u0259n sin\u0259 da\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015e\u00d6VQ\u00dc \u015e\u018fF\u0130ZAD\u018f (1911-1987) yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f m\u0259zara yana\u015fd\u0131lar, g\u00fcl qoydular.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u00f6vq\u00fc \u015e\u0259fizad\u0259nin boyaboy heyk\u0259li onlara z\u0259hml\u0259, bir az da m\u0259z\u0259mm\u0259tl\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131 sanki.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Rumiyy\u0259 yan\u0131ndak\u0131 m\u0259zara naraz\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259r atd\u0131: – El\u0259 bil ayr\u0131 yer q\u0259h\u0259tdi, burda da yana\u015f\u0131 olmal\u0131yd\u0131lar, – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259ki m\u0259zar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

FUAD SALAHLI (1918-1976) yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011f m\u0259rm\u0259r ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u0259rhumun arvad\u0131, heyk\u0259ltara\u015f Solmaz t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n yarad\u0131lm\u0131\u015f qabartma-portret vard\u0131. Fuad Salahl\u0131dan f\u0259rql\u0259ndirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ham\u0131n\u0131n “balaca Fuad” adland\u0131rd\u0131qlar\u0131 Fuad Mehdiyev daxil\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc. T\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259nmi, ya bil\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259nmi, \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fcn\u00fcn heyk\u0259li v\u0259 Fuad Salahl\u0131n\u0131n qabartma-portreti \u0259ks istiqam\u0259td\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131lar, el\u0259 bil bir-birind\u0259n \u00fcz \u00e7evirmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Rumiyy\u0259 b\u0259yaz d\u0259smal\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sildi. Fuad: – Ged\u0259k, – dedi – s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc c\u0259rim\u0259 ed\u0259rl\u0259r. – S\u0259n get, indi g\u0259lir\u0259m. Fuad \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015fa t\u0259r\u0259f add\u0131mlad\u0131. Rumiyy\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n heyk\u0259lin\u0259 bir az da yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. \u018flini heyk\u0259lin ba\u015f\u0131na, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi, s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131, sonra \u00e7\u00f6n\u00fcb iti add\u0131mlarla \u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131. Taksiy\u0259 mindil\u0259r, Fuad s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcy\u0259 \u00fcnvan\u0131 dedi, Rumiyy\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q sezil\u0259n istehzayla:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Oqtay b\u0259yin h\u00fczuruna gedirs\u0259n? – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Qas\u0131m deyib ona xahi\u015fimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Rumiyy\u0259 k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– G\u00f6r, n\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, Qas\u0131m\u0131n minn\u0259t\u00e7iliyin\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131m\u0131z var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fuad dinm\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qas\u0131m ha\u00e7ansa, – Nuh \u0259yyam\u0131nda – \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fcn\u00fcn, ondan sonra da Fuad\u0131n s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc olub. Rumiyy\u0259 onun g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb. \u0130ndi d\u0259 bu ya\u015f\u0131 \u00f6tm\u00fc\u015f, amma pe\u015f\u0259sind\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259n ki\u015fi Oqtay\u0131n s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fcyd\u00fc. B\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259yl\u0259rin\u0259 baxmayaraq, he\u00e7 c\u00fcr Oqtayla rabit\u0259 yarad\u0131 bilm\u0259y\u0259n Fuad, ax\u0131r, Qas\u0131m\u0131n vasit\u0259siyl\u0259 xahi\u015fini ona \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Evl\u0259rinin yan\u0131nda Rumiyy\u0259 taksid\u0259n endi, Fuad yoluna davam etdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Qas\u0131m\u0131n s\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc ma\u015f\u0131n \u0130dar\u0259l\u0259rinin qaba\u011f\u0131nda dayand\u0131, Qas\u0131m:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Oqtay q\u0259de\u015f, unutmam\u0131san ki, bu g\u00fcn Fuad q\u0259de\u015f yan\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oqtay: – Unutmam\u0131\u015fam, – dedi, ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xa bil\u0259c\u0259k n\u00f6vb\u0259n\u00f6v xahi\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rd\u0259n yay\u0131nmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259trafa baxmadan iri add\u0131mlarla idar\u0259nin qap\u0131s\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f yeridi. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259diyi an qad\u0131n s\u0259si e\u015fitdi: – Oqtay!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oqtay qanr\u0131l\u0131b baxd\u0131. Onu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran d\u00fcma\u011f sa\u00e7l\u0131 qad\u0131n idi. Ondan ba\u015fqa s\u0259kid\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259s yoxdu. S\u0259s Oqtaya tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259ldi, h\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259hr\u0259m adam kimi onu ad\u0131yla \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Oqtay diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131 v\u0259 diksindi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u018fsm\u0259r? S\u0259ns\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsm\u0259r yana\u015f\u0131b \u0259lini uzatd\u0131, – m\u0259n\u0259m, – dedi – yax\u015f\u0131 ki tan\u0131d\u0131n. \u00c7ox d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oqtay\u0131n etiraz el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 dili g\u0259lm\u0259di, amma h\u0259m d\u0259 \u018fsm\u0259ri incitm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259di, odur ki, sad\u0259c\u0259: – s\u0259n hara, bura hara? – dedi. – Ha\u00e7an g\u0259lmis\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bir h\u0259ft\u0259 olar. Telefonun cavab vermir, odur ki, s\u0259ni burda g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259li oldum. Bilir\u0259m, ba\u015f\u0131n \u00e7ox qar\u0131\u015f\u0131qd\u0131r. M\u0259ni be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259 q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, bu n\u0259 s\u00f6zd\u00fcr? Ke\u00e7.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130kinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxd\u0131lar. Q\u0259bul ota\u011f\u0131nda h\u0259l\u0259 Fuad Mehdiyevin vaxt\u0131ndan katib\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n Nelli onlara salam verdi. Oqtay ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, \u018fsm\u0259ri i\u00e7\u0259ri buraxd\u0131, sonra \u00f6z\u00fc ke\u00e7di, indic\u0259 verdiyi sual\u0131 t\u0259krar etdi: – Ha\u00e7an g\u0259lmis\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsm\u0259r d\u0259 t\u0259krar\u0259n: – Bir h\u0259ft\u0259 olar, – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Xeyir ola?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Xeyir deyil. E\u015fitm\u0259mis\u0259n? Camal r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 getdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oqtay t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf hissiyl\u0259: – yox, bilmirdim, – dedi, – Allah r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsm\u0259r:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Camal\u0131n v\u0259fat\u0131ndan sonra Moskvada ya\u015famaq \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin oldu biz\u0259, – dedi. – Xumar\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb – q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 deyir\u0259m, – Bak\u0131ya g\u0259lm\u0259li olduq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oqtay bu g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n, \u018fsm\u0259rin bel\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259sind\u0259n, Camal\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259rind\u0259n \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q hissl\u0259r ke\u00e7irirdi, adda-budda, da\u011f\u0131n\u0131q fikirl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259n s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259yirdi, h\u0259r \u015feyi ay\u0131q ba\u015fla d\u0259rk etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsm\u0259r Oqtay\u0131n i\u015f ota\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirirdi. Divarda \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 binalar\u0131, meydanlar\u0131, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri, \u00e7e\u015fidli layih\u0259l\u0259r, M\u0259mm\u0259d \u018fmin R\u0259sulzad\u0259nin iri \u015f\u0259kli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131, m\u0259ni o saat tan\u0131d\u0131n. Bir daha soru\u015fdu: – \u00c7ox d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oqtay n\u0259zak\u0259t namin\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yox, – dedi. – \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, ill\u0259r ke\u00e7ib, ikimizin d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131 a\u011far\u0131b. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik ha\u00e7an v\u0259fat edib?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0130ki ay bundan qabaq. \u0130nfarkt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Son ill\u0259r h\u0259yatlar\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. – Camal\u0131 xaricd\u0259n, diplomatik i\u015find\u0259n geri \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Perestroyka d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 nazir b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00f6hn\u0259 kadrlar\u0131 bir-bir d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Qat\u0131 rus \u015fovinisti idi, Az\u0259rbaycan m\u00fcst\u0259qilliyini elan ed\u0259nd\u0259n sonra: qay\u0131d\u0131n, \u00f6z m\u00fcst\u0259qil \u00f6lk\u0259niz\u0259, – demi\u015fdi Camala. M\u00fcavinl\u0259rind\u0259n biri erm\u0259ni idi. Camal\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fc yoxdu. Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, Camal\u0131 \u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 t\u0259qa\u00fcdl\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131lar. Alt\u0131 ay sonra el\u0259 evd\u0259c\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsm\u0259rin s\u0259si \u0259sdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– El\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda, be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 ke\u00e7indi. He\u00e7 t\u0259cili yard\u0131ma z\u0259ng ed\u0259 d\u0259 bilm\u0259dik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oqtay st\u0259kana su s\u00fcz\u00fcb \u018fsm\u0259r\u0259 uzatd\u0131, \u018fsm\u0259r bir qurtum ald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Araya \u00fcz\u00fcc\u00fc s\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Fuad taksinin hesab\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6d\u0259yib idar\u0259nin qaba\u011f\u0131nda ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn ne\u00e7\u0259 ilini verdiyi idar\u0259nin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7r\u0259ngli bayra\u011f\u0131 dal\u011falan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qap\u0131da \u0259sg\u0259r qiyaf\u0259li, saqqall\u0131 g\u0259nc Fuad\u0131n pasportunu uzun zaman o t\u0259r\u0259f-bu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7evirdi. Sonra qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 siyah\u0131ya bir d\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r at\u0131b n\u0259hay\u0259t:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ke\u00e7in – dedi, – ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259, 5-ci otaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fuad qeyri-ixtiyari:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bilir\u0259m, – dedi, tan\u0131\u015f pill\u0259kanlarla ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxd\u0131. 5-ci ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. Q\u0259bul ota\u011f\u0131 bir q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. Amma katib\u0259 masas\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda onun, Fuad\u0131n vaxt\u0131ndak\u0131 kimi Nelli \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r ya\u015flanm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 tosqunla\u015fm\u0131\u015f Nelli Fuad\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb d\u0259rhal aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131: – Ooo, Fuad Qurbanovi\u00e7, salam, nec\u0259siz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Sa\u011f ol, yax\u015f\u0131yam. S\u0259n nec\u0259s\u0259n, Nelli?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nellinin cavab\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n \u0259lav\u0259 etdi: – Oqtay\u0131n… Oqtay b\u0259yin q\u0259buluna g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. \u00d6z\u00fc bilir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nelli:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– B\u0259li, bilir\u0259m, – dedi, – burda qeyd el\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Amma bir az g\u00f6zl\u0259yin, yan\u0131nda adam var. \u00c7ay?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yox, sa\u011f ol. G\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ke\u00e7ib qar\u015f\u0131dak\u0131 stulda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r tan\u0131\u015f q\u0259bul ota\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdi. Bir el\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fiklik yoxdu. Onun ke\u00e7mi\u015f kabinetinin qap\u0131s\u0131nda Oqtay\u0131n ad-famili, qar\u015f\u0131-q\u0259n\u015f\u0259r ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131nda m\u00fcdirin ad-famili yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: QAFUR \u018fHM\u018fDL\u0130.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fuad g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 inanmad\u0131. Bir vaxt Fuad\u0131n atas\u0131n\u0131 – Qurban ki\u015fini i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015f m\u0259sul raykom i\u015f\u00e7isi, indi d\u0259bd\u0259 olan s\u00f6zl\u0259 qart partokrat Qafur \u018fhm\u0259dov? Xalq c\u0259bh\u0259si iqtidar\u0131nda bel\u0259 m\u00fch\u00fcm v\u0259zif\u0259d\u0259? A\u011flas\u0131\u011fmazd\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0130ndi burda m\u00fcdir Qafur \u018fhm\u0259dovdur? – dey\u0259 Nelliy\u0259 m\u0259nas\u0131z sual verdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nelli ba\u015f\u0131yla t\u0259sdiq etdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ota\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131r? – daha bir m\u0259nas\u0131z sual. Guya yan\u0131na gir\u0259siydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nelli:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yox, – dedi. – Bir azdan g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. Qon\u015fu otaqda namaz q\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fuad: “N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, o vaxt q\u0259rib\u0259 bir \u015f\u0131ltaql\u0131qla o m\u00fch\u00fcm t\u0259dbir\u0259 getm\u0259dim, – dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. – El\u0259 bil m\u0259ni \u015feytan yoldan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131 ki, ora gedib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f etm\u0259. Dem\u0259, bu \u015feytan\u0131n \u0259m\u0259li deyilmi\u015f, m\u0259l\u0259yin i\u015fiymi\u015f. Ora gedib u\u011furlu \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f ets\u0259ydim, m\u00fctl\u0259q m\u0259ni m\u00fcdirin yerin\u0259 t\u0259yin ed\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u018fhm\u0259d N\u0259z\u0259rovun m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si art\u0131q doxsan faiz h\u0259ll olunmu\u015fdu. M\u0259nim \u00fczrs\u00fcz \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015fa g\u0259lm\u0259m\u0259yimi: – bu n\u0259 m\u0259suliyy\u0259tsizlik, n\u0259 saymazl\u0131qd\u0131r, – dey\u0259 pis yozmu\u015fdular. \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fc i\u015f\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fmasayd\u0131, h\u0259l\u0259, y\u0259qin m\u00fcavin v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259n d\u0259 atacaqd\u0131lar. \u018fl-q\u0259r\u0259z, bel\u0259likl\u0259, \u018fhm\u0259d N\u0259z\u0259rovun m\u00fcdirlik v\u0259zif\u0259si bir q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 uzad\u0131ld\u0131. Ta o g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O g\u00fcn Fuad\u0131n yax\u015f\u0131 yad\u0131ndayd\u0131. B\u0259yl\u0259r hakimiyy\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n on g\u00fcn sonra avtomatl\u0131 cavanlar N\u0259z\u0259rovun kabinetin\u0259 girib onu bird\u0259f\u0259lik i\u015fd\u0259n atd\u0131lar. O g\u00fcn Fuad bir balaca soyuqlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, i\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu x\u0259b\u0259ri ona telefonla Nelli \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259h\u0259risi Fuad istefa \u0259riz\u0259sini yaz\u0131b g\u00f6nd\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yax\u015f\u0131 deyibl\u0259r ki, \u015f\u0259r dem\u0259s\u0259n, xeyir g\u0259lm\u0259z. O h\u0259lledici t\u0259dbird\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f etm\u0259m\u0259si – Fuad\u0131n xeyrin\u0259 imi\u015f. Yoxsa, onu da \u018fhm\u0259d N\u0259z\u0259rov kimi m\u00fcdir kabinetind\u0259n avtomatla \u00e7\u0131xaracaqd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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– B\u0259s harda qal\u0131rs\u0131z?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsm\u0259r: – Bir r\u0259fiq\u0259mgild\u0259 – dedi v\u0259 ani t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcdd\u0259n sonra \u0259lav\u0259 etdi: – El\u0259 s\u0259nin yan\u0131na da bu xahi\u015fl\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. S\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa burda \u0259rk ed\u0259c\u0259yim kims\u0259 yoxdu. Deyirl\u0259r, bu s\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259di. Birotaql\u0131 m\u0259nzil ist\u0259yir\u0259m s\u0259nd\u0259n. Harda olur-olsun, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin lap ucqar yerind\u0259. D\u00fczd\u00fc, r\u0259fiq\u0259m deyir, “n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ist\u0259yirsiz, qal\u0131n”. Amma m\u0259n ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m ax\u0131, s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rlar. \u00dc\u00e7 otaqda invalid \u0259ri, \u00f6z\u00fc, iki u\u015fa\u011f\u0131. Lap ki\u00e7ik ota\u011fa da raz\u0131y\u0131q, t\u0259ki ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bir dam olsun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Qafur \u018fhm\u0259dli, ard\u0131nca da \u00e7iyni avtomatl\u0131 yek\u0259p\u0259r bir ki\u015fi q\u0259bul ota\u011f\u0131na daxil oldular. Qafur \u018fhm\u0259dli Fuada g\u00f6zucu baxd\u0131, tan\u0131sa da, tan\u0131mam\u0131\u015f kimi, a\u011f\u0131zucu salam verib t\u0259l\u0259sik ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di. Amma onunla g\u0259l\u0259n saqqall\u0131 ki\u015fi – guman ki, \u018fhm\u0259dlinin cang\u00fcd\u0259ni idi – Fuad\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yallah, Fuad m\u00fc\u0259llim, – dedi, – N\u0259 \u0259c\u0259b s\u0259nd\u0259n bel\u0259? Xeyir ola…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fuad: “G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n bu nam\u0259rbud adam m\u0259ni hardan tan\u0131y\u0131r?” – dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259ni tan\u0131mad\u0131n? Zeydullayam da. Ax\u0131r d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259ninl\u0259 aeroportda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Aeroportda?” Fuad yad\u0131na salma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, avtomatl\u0131 ki\u015fi: – M\u0259n onda nosil\u015fik i\u015fl\u0259yirdim d\u0259, – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

An i\u00e7ind\u0259 Fuad xeyli ixtiyarla\u015fm\u0131\u015f bu yek\u0259p\u0259r adam\u0131, ibtidai m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131, unutmaq ist\u0259diyi pis bir vaqey\u0259yl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 olan \u015f\u0259xsi, \u00e7ox ill\u0259r sonra aeroportda nosili\u015fk kimi rastla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 Zeydullan\u0131 v\u0259 onun i\u015fl\u0259tdiyi “oxartana” s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlad\u0131. – Zeydulla – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– H\u0259ri, Zeydullayam da…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n d\u0259, Fuad yolda\u015f, – yolda\u015f s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131q istehzayla dedi, – kiminin \u0259vv\u0259li, kiminin ax\u0131r\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fuad – B\u0259li, el\u0259dir, – dedi, \u018fhm\u0259dovun cang\u00fcd\u0259nis\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– H\u0259ri, qarda\u015f\u0131m o\u011fluyla qon\u015fudu Qafur b\u0259y, m\u0259ni i\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, can\u0131-ba\u015f\u0131 sa\u011f olsun, partiyas\u0131na da \u00fczv el\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Partiyas\u0131na? \u018fhm\u0259dovun partiyas\u0131 var?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– B\u0259 n\u0259 bilmis\u0259n? “\u0130r\u015fad” partiyas\u0131n qurub da, Qafur b\u0259y. Dindarlar partiyas\u0131d\u0131r, halall\u0131qla i\u015fl\u0259yirik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Oqtay siqaretini odlad\u0131. \u00c7\u0259tin v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 an i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u018fsm\u0259rl\u0259 ta m\u0259kt\u0259b ill\u0259rind\u0259n ba\u015flanan v\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259b boyu davam ed\u0259n, yuxar\u0131 sinifl\u0259rd\u0259 az qala sevgiy\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 \u0259fsus ki, \u00e7evrilm\u0259mi\u015f m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259ri g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan ke\u00e7di. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu saf dostluq m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259ri mehriban ail\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. Amma he\u00e7 k\u0259sin g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259diyi halda, \u018fsm\u0259r ingilis dili m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259ri, ya\u015fca ham\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck olan Camala \u0259r\u0259 getdi. Oqtay da, sinif yolda\u015flar\u0131 – o\u011flanlar v\u0259 q\u0131zlar da – bu nikahdan \u015foka d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Dedi-qodular, g\u00fcmanlar, f\u0259rziyy\u0259l\u0259r, xo\u015f ya b\u0259d niyy\u0259tl\u0259 deyilmi\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259r ba\u015f al\u0131b gedirdi. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra Camal\u0131 Moskvaya apard\u0131lar, oradan da m\u00fcxt\u0259lif xarici \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 diplomatik i\u015f\u0259 ke\u00e7di. T\u0259bii ki, \u018fsm\u0259r d\u0259 \u0259riyl\u0259 birg\u0259 Bak\u0131dan, anas\u0131ndan, \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri\u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259ki k\u00f6hn\u0259 evl\u0259rind\u0259n, m\u0259kt\u0259b yolda\u015flar\u0131ndan tamamil\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131b uzaqla\u015fd\u0131, ba\u015fqa bir al\u0259m\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. V\u0259 yaln\u0131z bir g\u00fcn – Oqtay\u0131n ad g\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259r\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 q\u0259fild\u0259n u\u00e7ub Bak\u0131ya g\u0259ldi – Oqtay\u0131 t\u0259brik etm\u0259k\u00e7\u00fcn. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc bir yerd\u0259 olsalar da, aralar\u0131ndak\u0131 bu qeyri-m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n m\u00fcnasib\u0259t, zaman\u0131n, ictimai m\u00f6vqel\u0259rin, h\u0259yat t\u0259rzinin yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0259dl\u0259r a\u015f\u0131lmad\u0131. \u018fsm\u0259r n\u00f6vb\u0259ti d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259rinin k\u00fcbar h\u0259yat s\u00fcrm\u0259sind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fanda Oqtay n\u0259 is\u0259 cod bir s\u00f6z i\u015fl\u0259tdi v\u0259 aeroportda \u00e7ox soyuq vidala\u015fd\u0131lar. Oqtaya el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, bu s\u0259f\u0259r h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik ayr\u0131l\u0131rlar, bir daha he\u00e7 vaxt, he\u00e7 yerd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Yaln\u0131z s\u0259h\u0259risi g\u00fcn \u018fsm\u0259rd\u0259n q\u0259rib\u0259 bir imzayla – Kamikadze imzas\u0131yla g\u0259l\u0259n teleqram\u0131 alanda Oqtay d\u0259rk etdi ki, \u018fsm\u0259rin zahir\u0259n firavan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z deyilmi\u015f, a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, nisgilini b\u00fcruz\u0259 verm\u0259d\u0259n i\u00e7ind\u0259 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. V\u0259 budur, bax, art\u0131q bir \u00f6m\u00fcr ke\u00e7ib ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra, yaln\u0131z \u0259rini deyil, ill\u0259r uzunu v\u0259rdi\u015f etdiyi h\u0259yat t\u0259rzini d\u0259 itir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra, indi Oqtay\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ya\u015fa dolmu\u015f, solmu\u015f, aciz v\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259ksiz bir qad\u0131n \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Oqtaydan yard\u0131m umurdu v\u0259 n\u0259 yaz\u0131q ki, Oqtay onun xahi\u015fin\u0259 he\u00e7 c\u00fcr \u0259m\u0259l ed\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. S\u0259b\u0259bini \u018fsm\u0259r\u0259 izah etm\u0259k d\u0259 asan i\u015f deyildi. S\u0259b\u0259b is\u0259 ondayd\u0131 ki, Oqtaya t\u0259klif olunan bu v\u0259zif\u0259ni ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k q\u0259bul ed\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi ki, he\u00e7 vaxt qanunazidd he\u00e7 bir i\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, he\u00e7 bir \u015f\u0259xsi dostluq, tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q hissl\u0259rin\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259l qoymayacaq, d\u00fcr\u00fcst i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdir. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 ayr\u0131 bir d\u00fcnyadan g\u0259lmi\u015f \u018fsm\u0259r\u0259 nec\u0259 izah ed\u0259ydi? H\u0259m d\u0259 ax\u0131 Oqtay bu y\u00f6nd\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n add\u0131m atsayd\u0131 bel\u0259, Qafur \u018fhm\u0259dli kimi bir vaxt sital kommunisti, indi qat\u0131 din\u00e7ini nec\u0259 inand\u0131ra, raz\u0131 sala bil\u0259rdi? “Nec\u0259, kimin\u00e7\u00fcn ev ist\u0259yirs\u0259n, m\u0259nfur sovet diplomat\u0131n\u0131n dul qad\u0131n\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn? – dey\u0259c\u0259kdi. – H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 cibind\u0259 rus pasportu g\u0259zdir\u0259n adam\u00e7\u00fcn? B\u0259s minl\u0259rl\u0259 ev n\u00f6vb\u0259si g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131za n\u0259 cavab ver\u0259c\u0259yik? H\u0259l\u0259 m\u0259tbuat\u0131n n\u0259 \u015f\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xaraca\u011f\u0131 bir yana dursun”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 ondayd\u0131 ki, Qafur \u018fhm\u0259dov Qafur \u018fhm\u0259dov olsa da, bu s\u00f6yl\u0259nm\u0259mi\u015f, amma s\u00f6yl\u0259n\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k iradlar\u0131nda haql\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsm\u0259r Oqtay\u0131n t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcdl\u0259rini g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n oxuyurmu\u015f kimi, yor\u011fun v\u0259 \u00fczg\u00fcn bir s\u0259sl\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259tin\u0259 salm\u0131\u015fam, h\u0259mi? – dey\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r ald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oqtay s\u00f6zl\u0259ri sanki k\u0259lb\u0259tinl\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259n dart\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bilirs\u0259n, \u018fsm\u0259r, – s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc davam ed\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Nec\u0259 dey\u0259ydi ki, m\u00fcmk\u00fcns\u00fcz bir \u015fey xahi\u015f edirs\u0259n. – H\u0259yatda ilk, son v\u0259 yegan\u0259 xahi\u015fin\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ist\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, \u0259m\u0259l ed\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsm\u0259r he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259d\u0259n aya\u011fa durdu. \u018fsm\u0259r h\u0259min \u018fsm\u0259r idi – m\u0259\u011frur, s\u00f6z\u00fc bir himd\u0259n anlayan, he\u00e7 bir v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 yalvar-yaxarla he\u00e7 k\u0259sin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u0259yilm\u0259y\u0259n qad\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oqtay: – Dur, – dedi v\u0259 hardansa, v\u0259hyl\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n q\u0259fil fikirl\u0259, az qala qol qald\u0131r\u0131b oynayacaqd\u0131. \u00c7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Sevinc\u0259k:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259nim m\u0259nzilimd\u0259 qalars\u0131z, – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsm\u0259r t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u0259nin m\u0259nzilind\u0259? Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u00c7ox sad\u0259. M\u0259nim ikiotaql\u0131 m\u0259nzilimd\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– B\u0259s s\u0259n, ail\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259nim ail\u0259m yoxdur. T\u0259k\u0259m. Bilmirdin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsm\u0259r, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, bilirdi bunu, bilirdi ki, Oqtay t\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131r. S\u0131rf qad\u0131n mara\u011f\u0131yla Oqtay\u0131n evl\u0259nm\u0259diyini d\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdi. R\u0259fiq\u0259siyl\u0259 h\u0259r telefon s\u00f6hb\u0259tind\u0259 bu bar\u0259d\u0259 m\u00fcf\u0259ss\u0259l m\u0259lumat al\u0131rd\u0131. Amma bununla m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclm\u00fcrd\u00fc ax\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– B\u0259s s\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259nim v\u0259zif\u0259m\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 Zu\u011fulbada H\u00f6kum\u0259t ba\u011f\u0131nda iki ota\u011f\u0131m var, – bunu d\u00fcz deyirdi.  – Onsuz da ilboyu orda qal\u0131ram, – bu is\u0259 yalan idi. Olsa-olsa, ayda bir, ya iki g\u00fcn orda qalmaq imkan\u0131 olurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yox, ax\u0131. – \u018fsm\u0259r h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilmirdi, – bilmirdi ki, n\u0259y\u0259, n\u0259d\u0259n v\u0259 n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn etiraz etsin…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oqtay cibind\u0259n a\u00e7arlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b \u018fsm\u0259r\u0259 uzatd\u0131: – S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcm sizi aparar, \u015feyl\u0259rinizi da\u015f\u0131ma\u011fa da k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259r, – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsm\u0259rin \u00fcz\u00fc sanki i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131, el\u0259 bil son vaxtlar\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131qlar\u0131, qeyri-m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259nliyi, qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131 sif\u0259tind\u0259n silinib getdi, \u0259vv\u0259lki bir az \u015f\u0131ltaq, bir az i\u015fv\u0259li, amma m\u00fclayim v\u0259 mehriban \u018fsm\u0259r oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Boynunu uzad\u0131b Oqtay\u0131n yana\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6pd\u00fc. Oqtay\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccudu gizild\u0259di. \u018flli illik tarixi olan m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 \u018fsm\u0259r ilk d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6p\u00fcrd\u00fc onu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fuad saat\u0131na baxd\u0131, yar\u0131m saatd\u0131 burdayd\u0131, “g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, m\u0259n d\u0259 o vaxtlar q\u0259buluma g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259ri bu q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259tmi\u015f\u0259m?” Xo\u015f bir hissl\u0259 xat\u0131rlad\u0131 ki, ha\u00e7ansa h\u0259min bu Oqtay \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 ilk v\u0259 yegan\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 Fuad\u0131n q\u0259buluna g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259, onu bir d\u0259qiq\u0259 bel\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259tm\u0259mi\u015fdi. El\u0259 bu an Oqtay\u0131n kabinetinin qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259, a\u011f ba\u015fl\u0131 bir qad\u0131n, ard\u0131nca Oqtay \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oqtay:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Salam, Fuad, – dedi, – ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, s\u0259ni bir az g\u00f6zl\u0259tdim, \u00fcz\u00fcrl\u00fc s\u0259b\u0259bim var, \u018fsm\u0259ri tan\u0131mad\u0131n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aman Allah, bu a\u011fsa\u00e7l\u0131 qad\u0131n \u018fsm\u0259r imi\u015f. M\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rind\u0259 o\u011flanlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n, o c\u00fcml\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259 Fuad\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn hay\u0131l-may\u0131l olduqlar\u0131 \u018fsm\u0259r. \u018fsm\u0259r d\u0259 Fuad\u0131 tan\u0131mad\u0131, yad\u0131na salmal\u0131 oldu, sonra::<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Xo\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fck, Fuad, – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Xo\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fck. Nec\u0259s\u0259n…eee… nec\u0259siz \u018fsm\u0259r… xan\u0131m?.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Sa\u011f ol… sa\u011f olun…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayd\u0131n olmad\u0131, – \u018fsm\u0259r Fuada “sizl\u0259” m\u00fcraci\u0259t edir, ya buradak\u0131lar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131yla sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131r. Oqtay \u018fsm\u0259ri qap\u0131yacan \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb Fuad\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259ri \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Buyur…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fuad tan\u0131\u015f kabinet\u0259 girdi, ist\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z ota\u011fa n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131. Divarlardak\u0131 layih\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00f6st\u0259rib:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u0259nin proyektl\u0259rindir? – dey\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r ald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oqtay:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– He\u00e7 biri m\u0259nim deyil – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– ???<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oqtay s\u0259ssiz suala:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ham\u0131s\u0131 r\u0259hm\u0259tlik Fuad Salahl\u0131n\u0131nd\u0131r, – dedi, – \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q, he\u00e7 olmasa, bir ne\u00e7\u0259sini h\u0259yata ke\u00e7ir\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– H\u0259, indi Fuad Salahl\u0131 z\u0259man\u0259nin q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259 x\u0259fif bir istehza hiss el\u0259di Oqtay, odur ki, q\u0259ti \u015f\u0259kild\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Fuad Salahl\u0131 el\u0259 o z\u0259man\u0259nin d\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 idi, – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanki dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa s\u00f6z tapm\u0131rd\u0131lar. Halbuki Fuad, \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259siz, hans\u0131sa, bir i\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. N\u0259hay\u0259t, g\u0259rginliyi aradan qald\u0131rmaq\u00e7\u00fcn Oqtay:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n d\u0259, Fuad, bir vaxt bu otaqda s\u0259n m\u0259ni q\u0259bul edirdin, indi m\u0259n s\u0259ni q\u0259bul edir\u0259m. “Oxartana”n\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259ri Fuad\u0131n yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Kiminin \u0259vv\u0259li, kiminin ax\u0131r\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oqtay:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bo\u015fla g\u00f6r\u0259k, – dedi, – n\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259l-ax\u0131r, can\u0131m? \u0130nan ki, yatsam, yuxuma girm\u0259zdi ki, ha\u00e7ansa bu v\u0259zif\u0259ni tutacam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u0259n tutmay\u0131b, kim tutacaqd\u0131 bu v\u0259zif\u0259ni?! Bu b\u0259yl\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259 yegan\u0259 professional el\u0259 s\u0259ns\u0259n d\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oqtay bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131q verm\u0259d\u0259n:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– B\u0259y t\u0259kid el\u0259di, – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Kim?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– B\u00f6y\u00fck b\u0259y, El\u00e7ib\u0259y, Prezident. Ha\u00e7ansa, bizi Fuad Salahl\u0131 tan\u0131\u015f etmi\u015fdi. Fuad m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259 dost idil\u0259r. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, o vaxtdan yad\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015famm\u0131\u015f. M\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Dedi, din\u00e7il\u0259rin d\u0259st\u0259yin\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131m\u0131z var, odur ki, h\u0259l\u0259lik, Qafur \u018fhm\u0259dlini m\u00fcdir t\u0259yin etmi\u015fik. Amma bel\u0259 m\u00fch\u00fcm yerd\u0259 bizim inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z d\u00fcr\u00fcst, etibarl\u0131 adam\u0131m\u0131z da olmal\u0131d\u0131r. H\u0259m d\u0259 yad\u0131mdad\u0131, r\u0259hm\u0259tlik Fuad Salahl\u0131 s\u0259nd\u0259n a\u011f\u0131zdolusu dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131. \u0130ndi s\u0259n bu v\u0259zif\u0259ni tutsan, onun da ruhu \u015fad olar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 is\u0259, raz\u0131la\u015fmal\u0131 oldum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– D\u00fcz el\u0259mis\u0259n. \u018fb\u00fclf\u0259z b\u0259y do\u011fru se\u00e7im edib. Fuad Salahl\u0131n\u0131n o vaxt h\u0259yata ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015f i\u015fl\u0259rini dir\u00e7\u0259ltm\u0259yiniz d\u0259 do\u011frudur. Amma…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oqtay:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Amma n\u0259? – dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Amma birini qald\u0131rmaq\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131xmaq vacib deyil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Kimi y\u0131xm\u0131\u015f\u0131q ki?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fuad siqaret \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Olar?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Siqaretini odlad\u0131, bir q\u00fcllab vurub:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– El\u0259 \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fc \u015e\u0259fizad\u0259ni… Yan\u0131na da bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– N\u0259 olub ki, \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fc \u015e\u0259fizad\u0259y\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Guya bilmirs\u0259n? Tikdiyi binalar\u0131 bir-bir s\u00f6k\u00fcrl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u015e\u0259h\u0259rin simas\u0131 m\u00fcasirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259lidir d\u0259. Mikay\u0131l H\u00fcseynovun da bir ne\u00e7\u0259 binas\u0131 s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u00c7ox nahaq yer\u0259, s\u0259n memarsan, bilirs\u0259n ki, binalar, h\u0259m d\u0259 d\u00f6vr\u00fcn, epoxan\u0131n r\u0259mzidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– El\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 s\u00f6k\u00fcrl\u0259r d\u0259, deyirl\u0259r ki, Sovet d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rladan he\u00e7 n\u0259 qalmamal\u0131d\u0131r. Do\u011frusu, m\u0259n d\u0259 bu ifrat yana\u015fman\u0131n \u0259leyhin\u0259y\u0259m. Amma \u00e7ox vaxt fikrimi isbat ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. \u018fn \u00e7ox da bu sah\u0259d\u0259 canf\u0259\u015fanl\u0131q ed\u0259n bilirs\u0259n, kimdi? H\u0259min el\u0259 m\u0259nim bu m\u00fcdirim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131, binalar tutal\u0131m, sovet rejiminin timsal\u0131d\u0131r, b\u0259s k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin n\u0259 t\u0259qsiri var?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– B\u0259li, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin. Rima… Rumiyy\u0259… yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 deyir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bilir\u0259m. \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fc \u015e\u0259fizad\u0259nin q\u0131z\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fuad bir q\u0259d\u0259r k\u0259skin \u015f\u0259kild\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– B\u0259li, \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fc \u015e\u0259fizad\u0259nin q\u0131z\u0131d\u0131r. Gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz a\u011flay\u0131r ki, el\u0259 bil atam bunlara d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n k\u0259silib. Binalar\u0131n\u0131 bir-bir s\u00f6km\u0259l\u0259ri b\u0259s el\u0259mir, h\u0259l\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin d\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdiribl\u0259r. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 el\u0259 bil q\u0259sd\u0259n o k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 Fuad Salahl\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 veribl\u0259r. Guya ayr\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 tap\u0131lm\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Fuad Salahl\u0131 o k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131 ax\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fc \u015e\u0259fizad\u0259 d\u0259 o k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– D\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n. Bunu kims\u0259 q\u0259sd\u0259n el\u0259yib. Ax\u0131 sa\u011fl\u0131qlar\u0131nda yola getm\u0259dikl\u0259rini ham\u0131 bilir. Do\u011frusu, m\u0259nim bundan x\u0259b\u0259rim olmay\u0131b. Kims\u0259, kinlinin biri – \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fc \u015e\u0259fizad\u0259nin vaxtil\u0259 Fuad Salahl\u0131ya etdikl\u0259rinin heyfini \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259yib. \u0130ncim\u0259 Fuad, ax\u0131 \u00e7oxlar\u0131 Fuad Salahl\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259, y\u0259ni sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda he\u00e7 bir layih\u0259sinin tikilm\u0259m\u0259sind\u0259 \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fcn\u00fcn barma\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fuad \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fc \u015e\u0259fizad\u0259-Fuad Salahl\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131durmas\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259f\u0259rr\u00fcat\u0131na varmaq ist\u0259m\u0259di, bunun\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi bura. Xahi\u015fi ba\u015fqayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u0259nin yan\u0131na \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259 ilk v\u0259 son xahi\u015fl\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m, – dedi, – he\u00e7 olmasa, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 evin divar\u0131ndan \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fcn\u00fcn xatir\u0259 l\u00f6vh\u0259sini \u00e7\u0131xarmas\u0131nlar. Yoxsa, Rumiyy\u0259 buna d\u00f6zm\u0259z. \u00dcr\u0259k x\u0259st\u0259sidir. Q\u0259zetd\u0259 \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fc haqq\u0131nda yaz\u0131lanlar\u0131 ondan gizl\u0259dir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oqtay ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r o vaxt da vard\u0131, indi d\u0259 var. Fuad, bilirs\u0259n, yalandan s\u00f6z verm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Amma var g\u00fcc\u00fcml\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015facam ki, o l\u00f6vh\u0259ni \u00e7\u0131xarmas\u0131nlar. H\u0259r halda \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fc \u015e\u0259fizad\u0259nin d\u0259, – kim n\u0259 deyir-desin, m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n xidm\u0259tl\u0259ri olub.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fuad aya\u011fa durub \u0259l uzatd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol, Oqtay – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oqtay\u0131n ota\u011f\u0131ndan qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q hissl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. Bir yandan, Oqtay s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yer\u0259 salmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, h\u0259tta \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fcn\u00fcn xidm\u0259tl\u0259rini qeyd etmi\u015fdi. O biri t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n, tam \u0259minlik d\u0259 yoxdu ki, Oqtay ist\u0259s\u0259 bel\u0259 bunun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ala bil\u0259c\u0259k; “h\u0259r halda Rumiyy\u0259ni bir az sakitl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 k\u00f6\u015fkd\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0259zet ald\u0131. Sabir ba\u011f\u0131nda skamyaya \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib q\u0259zetl\u0259r\u0259 baxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Azadl\u0131q” q\u0259zetinin birinci s\u0259hif\u0259sind\u0259 \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fc \u015e\u0259fizad\u0259nin v\u0259 onun, Fuad\u0131n iri \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri verilmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259kill\u0259rin alt\u0131nda “Da\u011f\u0131lan tifaqlar” ba\u015fl\u0131ql\u0131 yaz\u0131n\u0131 oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Sovet memar\u0131 \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fc \u015e\u0259fizad\u0259nin eyb\u0259c\u0259r kommunist \u00fcslubunda layih\u0259l\u0259\u015fdirdiyi binalar bir-bir s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr ki, onun ad\u0131n\u0131 da\u015f\u0131yan k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin d\u0259 ad\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdirilmi\u015f, h\u0259min k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 sovet rejiminin amans\u0131z repressiyalar\u0131na u\u011fram\u0131\u015f, m\u0259hz el\u0259 deputat v\u0259 laureat \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fc \u015e\u0259fizad\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n amans\u0131zcas\u0131na t\u0259qib olunmu\u015f h\u0259qiqi mill\u0259tp\u0259rv\u0259r, dahi memar Fuad Salahl\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131 verilmi\u015fdir. M\u0259nb\u0259 onu da n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131r ki, Fuad Salahl\u0131dan f\u0259rql\u0259ndirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn “balaca Fuad” ayamas\u0131yla tan\u0131nan Fuad Qurbanovi\u00e7 Mehdiyev sovet vaxt\u0131 qay\u0131natas\u0131 h\u0259min o \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fc \u015e\u0259fizad\u0259nin vasit\u0259\u00e7iliyil\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259k v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259r tutmu\u015fdur. Haz\u0131rda t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcd\u00fcr”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n avtomobil ba\u011f\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayand\u0131. Qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, q\u0131vr\u0131m sa\u00e7l\u0131 cavan o\u011flan ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131s\u0131ndan mahn\u0131 e\u015fidildi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yar g\u0259lir g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fuad q\u0259zeti bir k\u0259nara at\u0131b b\u0259rkd\u0259n g\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“S\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u0259-s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u0259 ha…n\u0259di, yar g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 xiz\u0259kl\u0259 g\u0259lir?”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzun zaman g\u00fcl\u00fcr, toxtaya bilmirdi. Ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n cavan o\u011flan \u0259lind\u0259ki q\u0259zeti k\u0259nara at\u0131b g\u00fcl\u0259n adama bax\u0131r, t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nirdi, “g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, q\u0259zetd\u0259 n\u0259 bel\u0259 m\u0259z\u0259li \u0259hvalat yaz\u0131l\u0131b ki, bu ya\u015fl\u0131 ki\u015fi bel\u0259 q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir, u\u011funub gedir?”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

5-8 oktyabr 2023<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Taksi F\u0259xri Xiyaban\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayand\u0131. Qabaqda oturmu\u015f Fuad, arxada \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f Rumiyy\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Fuad iri g\u00fcl d\u0259st\u0259sini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcy\u0259: – G\u00f6zl\u0259, indi g\u0259lirik, – dedi. S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc: – Burda \u00e7ox dayana bilm\u0259r\u0259m, – dedi, – c\u0259rim\u0259l\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259r. – Tez qay\u0131dacay\u0131q. Xiyabana girdil\u0259r, qara m\u0259rm\u0259rd\u0259n sin\u0259 da\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015e\u00d6VQ\u00dc \u015e\u018fF\u0130ZAD\u018f (1911-1987) yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f m\u0259zara yana\u015fd\u0131lar, g\u00fcl qoydular. \u015e\u00f6vq\u00fc \u015e\u0259fizad\u0259nin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-47732","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47732","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=47732"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47732\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":47735,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47732\/revisions\/47735"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=47732"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=47732"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=47732"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}