{"id":48069,"date":"2023-12-14T06:00:00","date_gmt":"2023-12-14T02:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=48069"},"modified":"2023-12-14T14:08:49","modified_gmt":"2023-12-14T10:08:49","slug":"ayriligin-ilk-gunu-bir-s%c9%99h%c9%99r-h%c9%99r-yerind%c9%99n-t%c9%99rk-edilirdi-nargis","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=48069","title":{"rendered":"Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n ilk g\u00fcn\u00fc…\u00a0– Bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r h\u0259r yerind\u0259n t\u0259rk edilirdi…\u00a0– NARG\u0130S"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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El\u00e7in \u0130sg\u0259nd\u0259rzad\u0259nin \u201cM\u0259nim \u015eu\u015fa dastan\u0131m\u201d \u2013 \u201cZ\u0259f\u0259r poemas\u0131\u201d haqq\u0131nda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaz\u0131ma m\u0259ni \u0259n \u00e7ox t\u0259sirl\u0259ndir\u0259n misralarla ba\u015flamaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. H\u0259r zaman oldu\u011fu kimi “\u018fd\u0259biyyat q\u0259zeti”ni k\u00f6\u015fkd\u0259n al\u0131b Bak\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n sevdiyim hiss\u0259sind\u0259, Tarqovuda bir kafed\u0259, kofemd\u0259n yudumlayaraq v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. Qar\u015f\u0131ma “M\u0259nim \u015eu\u015fa dastan\u0131m” – “Z\u0259f\u0259r poemas\u0131” \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. G\u00f6zucu poemaya baxd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eu\u015fa m\u0259nim d\u0259 h\u0259ssas yerimdir. \u015eu\u015faya dair oxudu\u011fum h\u0259r \u015feyi diqq\u0259tl\u0259 v\u0259 qorxaraq oxuyuram. \u015eu\u015fa el\u0259 m\u00f6vzudur ki, onu v\u0259sf ed\u0259n g\u0259r\u0259k layiqinc\u0259 bunu bacars\u0131n. \u015eu\u015fa el\u0259 bir g\u00f6z\u0259ldir ki, g\u0259r\u0259k onu t\u0259svir ed\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259llik bilicisi olsun… Eyni zamanda \u015eu\u015fa m\u0259b\u0259ddir, m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sdir… G\u0259r\u0259k Allah da h\u0259min \u015f\u0259xs\u0259 v\u0259sf ed\u0259 bilm\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fc b\u0259x\u015f etsin…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“M\u0259nim \u015eu\u015fa dastan\u0131m” – “Z\u0259f\u0259r poemas\u0131”nda x\u00fcsusil\u0259 bu misralar m\u0259ni \u00e7ox t\u0259sirl\u0259ndirdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n ilk g\u00fcn\u00fc…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r h\u0259r yerind\u0259n t\u0259rk edilirdi –<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00f6y\u00fcnd\u0259n,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

sular\u0131ndan,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

yollar\u0131ndan, evl\u0259rind\u0259n…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fikrimc\u0259, t\u0259rk edili\u015fi v\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259d\u0259biyyatda v\u0259 r\u0259ssaml\u0131qda bu t\u0259rzd\u0259 ifad\u0259 ed\u0259n olmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ox \u015feyl\u0259r olacaqd\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r uzun bir ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

            q\u0259d\u0259m qoyurdu,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259r t\u0259rk edirdi.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaxud:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin \u00fcmidini d\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb gedirdik,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

sabahlar\u0131n\u0131 da \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb gedirdik,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

el\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc d\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb gedirdik,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

b\u0259lk\u0259, he\u00e7 bilm\u0259d\u0259n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb gedirdik.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin bu \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n, sular\u0131ndan, yollar\u0131ndan t\u0259rk olunmas\u0131 anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya n\u0259h\u0259ng informasiya \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr, burada romantiklik, duy\u011fusall\u0131q var, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259. G\u00f6yl\u0259rind\u0259n t\u0259rk olunmaq anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131 da \u00e7ox \u00f6n\u0259mli i\u015far\u0259dir. G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc h\u0259r daim m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s q\u0259bul olunub. Mifologiyada, dind\u0259, \u0259d\u0259biyyatda G\u00f6y – tanr\u0131 dem\u0259kdir, azadl\u0131q dem\u0259kdir. 30 illik h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n sonra \u015eu\u015fan\u0131 ziyar\u0259t ed\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259s, El\u00e7inin bu poemada \u0259slind\u0259, n\u0259 dediyini \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l anlayar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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V\u0259h\u015fi erm\u0259nil\u0259rin \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259rini bir zavall\u0131, murdar qurd kimi g\u0259mir\u0259r\u0259k nec\u0259 m\u0259hv etdiyini g\u00f6r\u00fcr. Binalar… bir zaman s\u0259s, musiqi, s\u0259n\u0259t, \u0259d\u0259biyyat, hakimiyy\u0259t, ail\u0259, dost, sevgili olan binalar, ilahi, nec\u0259 d\u0259 v\u0259h\u015fic\u0259sin\u0259 yox edilib… Bar\u0131lar da\u011f\u0131d\u0131l\u0131b…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eu\u015fadayk\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolaraq qabarl\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 da\u011f\u0131d\u0131lm\u0131\u015f divar\u0131 yenid\u0259n qurma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan f\u0259hl\u0259nin m\u0259n\u0259 uzatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 alman\u0131n balacal\u0131\u011f\u0131, c\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 diqq\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi. Alman\u0131n bu c\u00fcr c\u0131rla\u015fmas\u0131 m\u0259ni k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259ndirmi\u015fdi. Do\u011frudan da, \u015eu\u015fa h\u0259r yerind\u0259n t\u0259rk edilmi\u015fdi o qanl\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir xeyli uca qam\u0259tli a\u011faca baxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m v\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Bu alma s\u0259n\u0259 yara\u015fm\u0131r, he\u00e7 yara\u015fm\u0131r h\u0259m d\u0259. Bax biz qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Art\u0131q \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l b\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rini ver\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n… Almadan g\u0259l\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259tir, birc\u0259 o \u0259tir \u00fcmid vermi\u015fdi m\u0259n\u0259. \u018fmin idim ki, El\u00e7inin misralar\u0131nda \u0259ks olunan zorla t\u0259rk edil\u0259n o \u015f\u0259h\u0259r, yenid\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 – m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s g\u00fcnl\u0259rin\u0259, Az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259ki g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin\u0259, ehti\u015fam\u0131na qay\u0131dacaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eu\u015fada do\u011fulan, \u0259srar\u0259ngiz t\u0259bi\u0259tin alud\u0259\u00e7isin\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259n v\u0259 amans\u0131zl\u0131qla o torpaqlardan qopar\u0131lan, yurd-yuvas\u0131na h\u0259sr\u0259t qalan insanlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015eu\u015fan\u0131 t\u0259svir etm\u0259k \u00e7ox h\u0259ssas m\u00f6vzudur, bir o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin. El\u00e7in \u0130sg\u0259nd\u0259rzad\u0259nin “\u018fd\u0259biyyat q\u0259zeti”nd\u0259 yay\u0131nlanan “M\u0259nim \u015eu\u015fa dastan\u0131m” – “Z\u0259f\u0259r poemas\u0131” sadalad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu fikirl\u0259rin \u0259n bariz n\u00fcmun\u0259sidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eu\u015fa adl\u0131…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevgili d\u0259rdim \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r h\u0259r yerd\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131ma,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

sevgili k\u0259d\u0259rim \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaxud:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir v\u0259t\u0259n nec\u0259 sevilir?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra anlad\u0131q.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir v\u0259t\u0259nin ad\u0131 nec\u0259 sevilir?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra anlad\u0131q.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u00e7ox \u015feyi anlad\u0131q…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u00e7in \u0130sg\u0259nd\u0259rzad\u0259nin yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olan h\u0259r k\u0259s, \u015fairin yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, el\u0259 g\u0259ncliyind\u0259n bu g\u00fcn\u0259d\u0259k davam ed\u0259n bir h\u0259sr\u0259t simfoniyas\u0131 duyurlar. Bu h\u0259sr\u0259tin ad\u0131 Qaraba\u011fd\u0131r – \u015eu\u015fad\u0131r. Texnika v\u0259 filologiya elml\u0259ri doktoru olan El\u00e7in \u0130sg\u0259nd\u0259rzad\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q – t\u00fcrk\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fck m\u0259fkur\u0259si il\u0259 daim gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz v\u0259t\u0259ni u\u011frunda \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Onun texnika sah\u0259sind\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc i\u015fl\u0259rl\u0259 tan\u0131yanlar, ruhunun d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rind\u0259 gizl\u0259n\u0259n emosional \u015fairi g\u00f6rm\u00fcrl\u0259r. Ancaq damarlar\u0131nda axan qanla eyni s\u00fcr\u0259td\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ed\u0259n v\u0259 h\u0259r daim t\u0259krarlanan h\u0259sr\u0259ti ham\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb tan\u0131y\u0131b…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“M\u0259nim \u015eu\u015fa dastan\u0131m” – “Z\u0259f\u0259r poemas\u0131” bir \u00e7ox m\u0259qamlarla \u015eu\u015faya yaz\u0131lan \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259n f\u0259rql\u0259nir. Burada t\u00fcrk\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fckd\u0259 \u0259sas m\u00f6vzu olan “ana”, “analar\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131”, “analar\u0131n ah\u0131 tutar” kimi fikirl\u0259r \u00f6n plandad\u0131r. Yaran\u0131\u015fdan V\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 ana eyni tutulur, onlar m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s varl\u0131qlar kimi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 qoyulur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu d\u0259m anam dill\u0259ndi,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

            h\u0259m d\u0259 nec\u0259 dill\u0259ndi,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u0259ni Allaha \u0259man\u0259t verir\u0259m, \u015eu\u015fam.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Analar \u015eu\u015fan\u0131 Allaha \u0259man\u0259t etdi.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allah bu \u0259man\u0259ti<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 vaxtsa geri qaytarmal\u0131yd\u0131, n\u0259 vaxtsa…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eu\u015fa analar\u0131n \u0259man\u0259tiydi Allaha!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259dim t\u00fcrkl\u0259rd\u0259 “Ana haqq\u0131, Tanr\u0131 haqq\u0131d\u0131r” – deyilib. Ana m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s olmasayd\u0131, Qazan xan d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n el-obas\u0131ndan t\u0259kc\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259m\u0259zdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anam \u015eu\u015fayd\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

analar \u015eu\u015fa olmu\u015fdu bu ayr\u0131l\u0131qda.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanki dill\u0259r\u0259 dastan \u015eu\u015fa t\u0259bi\u0259ti bu g\u00fcn yenid\u0259n canlan\u0131r, yenid\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n c\u0131rla\u015fan Xar\u0131b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259r boy at\u0131r. Qay\u0131d\u0131\u015fla, h\u0259m d\u0259 n\u0259h\u0259ng qay\u0131d\u0131\u015fla bu g\u00fcn \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n s\u0259mas\u0131 sanki \u00f6z do\u011fma – t\u00fcrk\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcy\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259ks etdir\u0259n o d\u0259rin mavisin\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131r. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 is\u0259 El\u00e7in \u0130sg\u0259nd\u0259rzad\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr. \u00c7\u00fcnki o \u015eu\u015fan\u0131 ta u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan tan\u0131y\u0131r, \u0259zb\u0259r bilir. Bu poema h\u0259m d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ilkdir v\u0259 \u00f6n\u0259mlidir ki, \u015eu\u015fal\u0131 bir insan eyni \u0259s\u0259rd\u0259 h\u0259m h\u0259sr\u0259ti, h\u0259m v\u00fcsal\u0131, h\u0259m k\u0259d\u0259ri, h\u0259m sevinci, t\u0259rk edili\u015fi v\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck qay\u0131d\u0131\u015f\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259rin g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 pafossuz, oldu\u011fu kimi, hiss etdiyi, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc, t\u0259rk edili\u015fin d\u0259, B\u00f6y\u00fck Qay\u0131d\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u015eahidi kimi, realist \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 \u0259ks etdirib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n ged\u0259nl\u0259r ruh olub qay\u0131td\u0131lar,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259nd\u0259n ged\u0259nl\u0259r \u00f6l\u00fcb qay\u0131td\u0131lar,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259nd\u0259n ged\u0259nl\u0259r<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u015eu\u015fa olub qay\u0131td\u0131lar, \u015eu\u015fam!<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

El\u00e7in \u0130sg\u0259nd\u0259rzad\u0259nin \u201cM\u0259nim \u015eu\u015fa dastan\u0131m\u201d \u2013 \u201cZ\u0259f\u0259r poemas\u0131\u201d haqq\u0131nda Yaz\u0131ma m\u0259ni \u0259n \u00e7ox t\u0259sirl\u0259ndir\u0259n misralarla ba\u015flamaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. H\u0259r zaman oldu\u011fu kimi “\u018fd\u0259biyyat q\u0259zeti”ni k\u00f6\u015fkd\u0259n al\u0131b Bak\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n sevdiyim hiss\u0259sind\u0259, Tarqovuda bir kafed\u0259, kofemd\u0259n yudumlayaraq v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. Qar\u015f\u0131ma “M\u0259nim \u015eu\u015fa dastan\u0131m” – “Z\u0259f\u0259r poemas\u0131” \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. G\u00f6zucu poemaya baxd\u0131m. \u015eu\u015fa m\u0259nim d\u0259 h\u0259ssas yerimdir. \u015eu\u015faya dair oxudu\u011fum […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-48069","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48069","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=48069"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48069\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":48075,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48069\/revisions\/48075"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=48069"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=48069"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=48069"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}