{"id":48481,"date":"2024-02-19T11:00:00","date_gmt":"2024-02-19T07:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=48481"},"modified":"2024-02-19T21:53:07","modified_gmt":"2024-02-19T17:53:07","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-22","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=48481","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/S\u0259fa-V\u0259liyeva.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/S\u0259fa-V\u0259liyeva.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-48294\" width=\"698\" height=\"693\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/S\u0259fa-V\u0259liyeva.png 300w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/S\u0259fa-V\u0259liyeva-150x150.png 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 698px) 100vw, 698px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, \u201c\u0130lin g\u0259nci\u201d m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f redaktoru<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130ndiy\u0259d\u0259k tan\u0131d\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00fcl \u0259tri axtar\u0131blar, yaz havas\u0131 axtar\u0131blar, k\u0259d\u0259r n\u0259mi\u015fliyi axtar\u0131blar. M\u0259n d\u0259 onlara qo\u015fulmu\u015fam; \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259, t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259-t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259, duy\u011fular i\u00e7ind\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131la-dura\u2026 \u00c7ox sonralar anlam\u0131\u015fam \u015feird\u0259 el\u0259 \u015feir \u0259tri axtarmaq laz\u0131m oldu\u011funu. Onda da qay\u0131d\u0131b batm\u0131\u015fam \u0259fsan\u0259l\u0259rin, r\u0259vay\u0259tl\u0259rin d\u0259rinliyin\u0259, \u00fcz\u00fcyuxar\u0131 qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fam mifologiyan\u0131n yamac\u0131 boyunca. &nbsp;Zirv\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259ni saf, \u0259hlill\u0259\u015fdirilm\u0259mi\u015f yaratmaq e\u015fqi g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.&nbsp;<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; Bu m\u0259qamda etdiyim \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, daxilind\u0259ki safl\u0131qda Xeyirl\u0259 \u015e\u0259rin eyni boyda oldu\u011funu bil\u0259nl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn anla\u015f\u0131lan olacaq. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, he\u00e7 anlayan\u0131m olmayacaq\u2026&nbsp;<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131m! Yaradan\u0131n sevdiyi m\u0259kand\u0131r\u2026 Yoxsa b\u00fct\u00fcn xalqlar\u0131n mifologiyas\u0131nda \u201cTanr\u0131lar\u0131n m\u0259sk\u0259ni\u201d oldu\u011funa dair i\u015far\u0259tl\u0259r tapmazd\u0131q. Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131m! Yaradan\u0131n \u00f6z yaratmaq e\u015fqind\u0259n s\u0259xav\u0259tl\u0259 ovuclay\u0131b s\u0259pdiyi m\u0259kand\u0131r\u2026 Yoxsa \u00e7obanlar\u0131 nax\u0131r\u0131 \u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 aparanda holavar oxumazd\u0131lar, n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259r qoyun sa\u011fma\u011fa ged\u0259nd\u0259 saya\u00e7\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259ri dem\u0259zdil\u0259r&#8230;Yoxsa bu xalq\u0131n ruhunda bu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259rin \u015feiriyy\u0259t olmazd\u0131.&nbsp;<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; \u0130nsan\u0131n daxilind\u0259kinin ruhunda \u0259ks olunmas\u0131d\u0131r \u015feir. H\u0259, \u015e\u0259r d\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00fczg\u00fcl\u0259nir. Sevgi \u015feirl\u0259rinin \u015e\u0259ri ayr\u0131l\u0131qd\u0131r\u2026C\u0259nab ayr\u0131l\u0131q\u2026Xan\u0131m ayr\u0131l\u0131q\u2026Ulu ayr\u0131l\u0131q\u2026Tanr\u0131n\u0131n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ayr\u0131l\u0131q\u2026Tanr\u0131tan\u0131maz ayr\u0131l\u0131q\u2026 &nbsp;<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; \u015eeirl\u0259rimd\u0259 &nbsp;ayr\u0131l\u0131qla davam \u00e7ox olub. Ax\u0131rda bar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam\u2026Ayr\u0131 \u0259lac vard\u0131 ki?! \u015e\u0259ri q\u0259bullanaraq ya\u015fama\u011fa m\u0259hkumuq. &nbsp; \u015eair K\u0259nan Ayd\u0131no\u011flu \u015feirl\u0259rinin birind\u0259 deyir: \u201cD\u00f6ym\u0259 qap\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bizim, ayr\u0131l\u0131q!\u201d &nbsp;\u018fg\u0259r &nbsp;misran\u0131n sonundak\u0131 nida i\u015far\u0259si olmasayd\u0131, bunu \u015fairin ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa yalvar\u0131\u015f\u0131 kimi anlayard\u0131q. V\u0259 d\u0259, bir a\u015fiqin ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa yalvarmas\u0131n\u0131 acizlik sanard\u0131q. \u018fn yax\u015f\u0131 m\u0259nada, n\u0259ciblik. Nida i\u015far\u0259si is\u0259 onu g\u00f6st\u0259rir ki, K\u0259nan qarda\u015f\u0131m &nbsp;ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa \u0259rk edir. \u0130nsan\u0131n \u015e\u0259r\u0259 etdiyi \u0259rkd\u0259dir b\u0259z\u0259n \u201ch\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6z do\u011frusu\u201d.&nbsp;<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; \u00d6z do\u011frumuzu itirdiyimiz yer d\u0259 daxilimizdir. Biz o do\u011frunu bizim olan Xeyirl\u0259 \u015e\u0259rin m\u00fcharib\u0259 meydan\u0131nda itiririk. \u0130tiyi bildiyi do\u011frular olan insan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc Gehenna d\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 hiss etm\u0259si m\u00fctl\u0259qdir\u2026 Ham\u0131m\u0131z yan\u0131r\u0131q &nbsp;i\u00e7imizd\u0259ki Gehenna d\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 zaman-zaman laz\u0131ms\u0131z, g\u0259r\u0259ksiz bir n\u0259sn\u0259 kimi. \u201cH\u0259yat dolu adam\u201d obraz\u0131 yarad\u0131r\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n. Bu obraz\u0131 t\u0259qdim etm\u0259k asand\u0131r, amma yaratma\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u0259tinliyini, \u0259zab\u0131n\u0131 bir bizi Yaradan bilir, bir d\u0259 biz. &nbsp;Bu &nbsp;laz\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131q hissind\u0259n qurtuldu\u011fumuz an\u0131n sevincini ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z an \u0259n s\u0259mimi oldu\u011fumuz and\u0131r. &nbsp;Bu da K\u0259nan Ayd\u0131no\u011flunun \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcz s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tl\u0259 dolu misralar\u0131:&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m odundan qurtulmu\u015fam m\u0259n,<br>M\u0259nimt\u0259k sevinib, \u015fad olan varm\u0131?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; \u0130ntihar ed\u0259nl\u0259rin \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259tinin \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 bu sevincin g\u0259lm\u0259si gecikir. &nbsp; \u201c\u0130ntihar &nbsp;acizlikdir\u201d, \u201cintihar son \u00e7ar\u0259dir\u201d, \u201cintihar se\u00e7imdir\u201d kimi t\u0259rifl\u0259r \u00f6z yerind\u0259, amma m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn \u201cintihar t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259kdir\u201d. A\u011f g\u00fcn\u00fcn qara g\u00fcnl\u0259rin sonunda g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini bil\u0259-bil\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259yi se\u00e7m\u0259k yerin\u0259, t\u0259l\u0259sk\u0259nlikl\u0259rinin qurban\u0131 olur intihar ed\u0259nl\u0259r.&nbsp;<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; \u201cM\u0259n sevinc\u0259 gecikdim\u201d dem\u0259k absurddur. He\u00e7 bir insan qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u201csevinc\u201d v\u0259 \u201ck\u0259d\u0259r\u201d adl\u0131 iki qap\u0131 olanda k\u0259d\u0259ri se\u00e7m\u0259z. \u00c7ox sonralar &nbsp;k\u0259d\u0259ri se\u00e7m\u0259yinin ad\u0131na \u201cf\u0259dakarl\u0131q\u201d des\u0259 bel\u0259, inanmay\u0131n. Yegan\u0259 \u015fans\u0131 k\u0259d\u0259ri se\u00e7m\u0259k olub. \u00c7\u00fcnki sevinc qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7ar\u0131 ona \u00e7atmaqda gecikib\u2026 H\u0259, gecik\u0259n biz deyilik, biz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rdir. Biz t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259yi bilirik ancaq, t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259diyimiz anlar\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 \u201cgecikm\u0259k\u201d qoyuruq.&nbsp;<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; Biz\u0259 gecik\u0259nl\u0259rin c\u0259midir d\u00fcnya. \u0130nsana \u00e7atma\u011fa gecikdiyi h\u0259r an \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 vaxtsa d\u00fcnya pe\u015fman olacaq. T\u0259s\u0259lli deyil, arzudur dediyim. K\u0259nan qarda\u015f\u0131m da bunu arzulay\u0131b n\u0259 vaxtsa: \u201cV\u0259d\u0259 g\u0259lib, gec olanda, D\u00f6y\u0259c\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00fcnya\u201d. &nbsp;Ka\u015f\u2026&nbsp;<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; \u2026Ka\u015f, biz\u0259 gecik\u0259n h\u0259r \u015fey \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnya ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6y\u0259ydi el\u0259!&nbsp;<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; \u2026Ocaq qurmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn 3 da\u015f se\u00e7il\u0259r. Se\u00e7dik, adlar\u0131na \u201carzu\u201d, \u201c\u00fcmid\u201d, \u201csevgi\u201d dedik. Sonra oca\u011fa ba\u015f-ba\u015fa iki k\u00f6s\u00f6v qoyduq \u201cXeyir\u201d v\u0259 \u201c\u015e\u0259r\u201d adl\u0131. Ba\u015flad\u0131q zamandan g\u00fcn o\u011furlama\u011fa-k\u00f6s\u00f6vl\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr \u00fcf\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259\u2026<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; \u2026Qalad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ocaqda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz yand\u0131q, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 \u015feir \u0259tri ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Min \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr!&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br>\u015e\u0259fa V\u0259li (2024, \u015e\u0259ki)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, \u201c\u0130lin g\u0259nci\u201d m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f redaktoru \u0130ndiy\u0259d\u0259k tan\u0131d\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00fcl \u0259tri axtar\u0131blar, yaz havas\u0131 axtar\u0131blar, k\u0259d\u0259r n\u0259mi\u015fliyi axtar\u0131blar. M\u0259n d\u0259 onlara qo\u015fulmu\u015fam; \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259, t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259-t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259, duy\u011fular i\u00e7ind\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131la-dura\u2026 \u00c7ox sonralar anlam\u0131\u015fam \u015feird\u0259 el\u0259 \u015feir [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-48481","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48481","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=48481"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48481\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":48482,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48481\/revisions\/48482"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=48481"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=48481"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=48481"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}