{"id":4873,"date":"2013-08-31T11:19:24","date_gmt":"2013-08-31T11:19:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=4873"},"modified":"2013-11-16T13:15:30","modified_gmt":"2013-11-16T13:15:30","slug":"nem%c9%99t-tahir-qaraxanli-hekay%c9%99-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=4873","title":{"rendered":"Nem\u0259t Tahir QARAXANLI.Hekay\u0259"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u018frhun d\u0259rsd\u0259n g\u0259ldi.Anas\u0131 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r xahi\u015f ets\u0259 d\u0259, O, yem\u0259yini ota\u011f\u0131nda yey\u0259c\u0259yini bildirdi. Ka\u011f\u0131z kimi a\u011farm\u0131\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259, q\u00fctbd\u0259 batan g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f kimi s\u00f6nm\u0259kd\u0259 olan ya\u015f\u0131l g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 n\u0259inki yem\u0259y\u0259, he\u00e7 ya\u015fama\u011fa da h\u0259v\u0259s yox idi.Art\u0131q onun 13 ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. Atas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc 2-ci sinifd\u0259 oxuyanda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Atas\u0131 il\u0259 anas\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck sevgi ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f, h\u0259r c\u00fcr \u00e7\u0259tinlik v\u0259 mane\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 baxmayaraq \u00f6z m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131b ail\u0259 qurmu\u015fdular. Atas\u0131 dolan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u0259tinliyin g\u00f6r\u00fcb xarici \u00f6lk\u0259y\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 getmi\u015fdi. \u0130lk vaxtlar yax\u015f\u0131 da qazan\u0131rd\u0131: h\u0259r ay pul yollay\u0131r, 5-6 aydan bir is\u0259 ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rdi. Lakin art\u0131q ne\u00e7\u0259 il idi ki, atas\u0131 evl\u0259rin\u0259 qay\u0131tm\u0131r, ild\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259rdi: \u0130\u015fl\u0259rinin pis getdiyini g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 imkan olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdi \u018frhungil\u0259. Atas\u0131n\u0131n yoxlu\u011funda – bu ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015feyl\u0259r d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi, \u00e7ox s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131lar \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdil\u0259r. N\u0259hay\u0259t son zamanlar anas\u0131n\u0131n i\u015fl\u0259ri d\u00fcz\u0259lmi\u015fdi. (Ofisd\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 \u018frhunun anas\u0131). \u018fv\u0259ll\u0259r is\u0259 qohumlar\u0131n, yax\u0131nlar\u0131n hesab\u0131na dolan\u0131rd\u0131lar, \u00e7\u0259tin d\u0259 olsa.
\n Anas\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 \u018frhunu d\u0259rs\u0259 qoyar, onu ev\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn is\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan qon\u015fular\u0131ndak\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259llimd\u0259n xahi\u015f etmi\u015fdi. \u0130\u015f\u0259 gir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra anas\u0131n\u0131n \u018frhuna diqq\u0259ti, qy\u011f\u0131s\u0131 ist\u0259r- ist\u0259m\u0259z azalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n D\u0259rsd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n \u018frhun ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7\u0259r \u00f6z p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n X\u0259z\u0259ri, parkdak\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131l a\u011faclar\u0131 seyr ed\u0259r, bir g\u00f6z\u00fc is\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259ldiyi yola dikil\u0259rdi. (Onu h\u0259yata ba\u011flayan is\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n X\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin do\u011fmas\u0131n\u0131 seyr etm\u0259k v\u0259 yeml\u0259diyi s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r idi.) K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin o ba\u015f\u0131ndan anas\u0131n g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi tez g\u0259lib qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7ar, anas\u0131 qap\u0131dan gir\u0259n kimi boynuna sar\u0131lar, onu \u00e7oxlu \u00f6p\u0259rdi.
\n Anas\u0131n\u0131n i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldiyi aylar olard\u0131. Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 \u018frhun anas\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Binalar\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda xarici ma\u015f\u0131n saxlad\u0131. Anas\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, g\u00fcl\u0259r \u00fczl\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259kil\u0259r\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 deyib ev\u0259 do\u011fru g\u0259ldi…
\n \u018frhunun n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri b\u0259r\u0259ldi, \u00fcr\u0259yi \u0259sdi, q\u0131l\u00e7lar\u0131 qurudu sanki. H\u0259r g\u00fcnki, kimi qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7maq yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Qap\u0131 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fckd\u0259n sonra birt\u0259h\u0259r g\u0259lib qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Anas\u0131n\u0131n boynunu qucaqlamaq \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 sual dolu bax\u0131\u015fla anas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131:
\n -N\u0259 olub balam, niy\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7mam\u0131san, n\u0259 ba\u015f verib?
\n -Ana o ma\u015f\u0131n kimin idi,h\u0259?
\n -H\u0259r \u015fey ayd\u0131nd\u0131r. Ay m\u0259nim q\u0131sqanc balam. O bizim \u015firk\u0259tin ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131d\u0131r. M\u00fcdirin tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 ind\u0259n bel\u0259 m\u0259ni ev\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259k, narahat olma balam.
\n Anas\u0131na bu c\u00fcr sual verdiyi\u00e7\u00fcn, ondan \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259ndiyi\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259min g\u00fcn \u00e7ox utanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u018frhun.
\n Ancaq \u018frhun yan\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Anas\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tir\u0259n bu ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc bir m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n sonra onlar\u0131n evin\u0259 ayaq a\u00e7d\u0131, onun g\u0259li\u015fi il\u0259 evl\u0259rind\u0259n h\u00fczur, s\u0259mimiyy\u0259t, mehribanl\u0131q yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. N\u00f6vb\u0259ti sual\u0131nda anas\u0131 : \u201cm\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n? \u201c s\u0259nin yax\u015f\u0131 geyimin , yem\u0259yin, yax\u015f\u0131 ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu q\u0259d\u0259r z\u0259hm\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m, s\u00f6z g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr\u0259m. Sa\u011f olsunlar m\u0259ni i\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcbl\u0259r, minn\u0259tdarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bildirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ev\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t edir\u0259m, burda n\u0259 var ki?
\n Atan evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ne\u00e7\u0259 ildi, n\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259m\u0259lli z\u0259ngi var, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki, ev\u0259 bir \u015fey g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259yi, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 z\u0259ng edir\u0259m, telefonu bir rus qad\u0131n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr.Harda oldu\u011funu soru\u015fanda, onun evd\u0259 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259yir, h\u0259r dd\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259ni bir b\u0259han\u0259 il\u0259 yola verir. \u00d6z\u00fc z\u0259ng eliy\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 q\u0131sa olaraq bizim hal\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259r al\u0131r, v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin h\u0259l\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 deyir, b\u00fct\u00fcn suallar\u0131m\u0131 cavabs\u0131z qoyur, h\u0259l\u0259 utanmadan bizi \u00e7ox sevdiyini deyir , b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar bo\u015f yaland\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fc rus qad\u0131nlarla kef eliyir,g\u00fcn ke\u00e7irir,bizi \u00e7ox sevs\u0259 yan\u0131m\u0131zda olard\u0131,qay\u011f\u0131m\u0131za qalard\u0131, gedib ora yan verib y\u0131x\u0131lmazd\u0131\u201d cavab\u0131n\u0131 verdi. Bundan sonra \u018frhun dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131z oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131, daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 il\u0259 maraqlanmad\u0131. Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn art\u0131q el\u0259 bil. \u018fn d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli anlar is\u0259, anas\u0131n\u0131n i\u015fd\u0259n qay\u0131tmas\u0131, yan\u0131nda a\u00e7\u0131q-sa\u00e7\u0131q geyimli r\u0259fiq\u0259si v\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ki\u015fi il\u0259 ev\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259si idi. Evd\u0259ki s\u0259rxo\u015f v\u0259 m\u0259nas\u0131z dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fm\u0259l\u0259r, kravat c\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131, ehtiras\u0131n v\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259tin qat\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 olan qad\u0131n s\u0259sl\u0259ri \u018frhun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259sl c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m \u0259zab\u0131 idi.Onlar ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n kimi, o, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda gizl\u0259d\u0259r, qulaqlar\u0131na pamb\u0131q t\u0131xayard\u0131, art\u0131q onun q\u0259lbind\u0259 sabaha olan u\u015faq \u00fcmidl\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bu ev , bu ya\u015fam, bu h\u0259yat t\u0259rzi ona he\u00e7 n\u0259 k\u0259sb etmirdi. Art\u0131q ne\u00e7\u0259 vaxtd\u0131 anas\u0131na \u201c Ana \u201d dediyi onunla bir stol arxas\u0131nda oturdu\u011fu yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u00e7\u0259kdiyi \u0259zablar, onun \u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f ar\u0131q sif\u0259tind\u0259, solmu\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259, susmu\u015f dilind\u0259 \u0259ks olunurdu, d\u0259rsd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n kimi \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259r ota\u011f\u0131na, d\u0259rsl\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qatma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015far, anas\u0131n\u0131 ota\u011fa g\u0259tirdiyi \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yin \u00e7oxunu is\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 qonan s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 yedizdir\u0259rdi, qalan vaxt\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 X\u0259z\u0259ri seyr etm\u0259kl\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u0259rdi. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 yen\u0259 anas\u0131 il\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259ldi, bunun s\u0259b\u0259bi is\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259sinin anas\u0131na z\u0259ngi olmu\u015fdu: M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat d\u0259rsind\u0259 \u015fagirdl\u0259r\u0259 \u201c x\u0259yan\u0259t n\u0259dir? \u201d m\u00f6vzusunda in\u015fa yazma\u011f\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018frhunun in\u015fa d\u0259ft\u0259rind\u0259 bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri oxumu\u015fdu m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 : \u201cX\u0259yan\u0259t b\u00f6y\u00fck sevgid\u0259n yaran\u0131r. Zamanla nifr\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7evrilr. Bunun n\u0259tic\u0259si is\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259m. M\u0259n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck x\u0259yan\u0259t\u0259m…
\n -Bu n\u0259 s\u00f6zd\u00fcr yazm\u0131san \u018frhun? S\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?
\n – S\u0259n niy\u0259 atama x\u0259yan\u0259t edirs\u0259n?
\n – M\u0259n x\u0259yan\u0259t edir\u0259m t\u0259kc\u0259. O m\u0259n art\u0131q ne\u00e7\u0259 ildir x\u0259yan\u0259t edir. Bizi burda at\u0131b gedib, hal\u0131m\u0131zdan x\u0259b\u0259ri bel\u0259 yoxdur. G\u00fcnd\u0259 bir qad\u0131nla ya\u015fay\u0131r. Ax\u0131 m\u0259n d\u0259 insanam. \u0259n \u0259sas\u0131 qad\u0131nam, hissl\u0259rim var.
\n -Onun s\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etdiyi d\u0259qiq deyil,fakt budur ki, s\u0259n ona da, m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t edirs\u0259n!
\n -D\u0259qiq deyil? B\u0259s h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m o qad\u0131nlar kimdir? B\u0259li ham\u0131n\u0131z bir bezin q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131s\u0131z- ki\u015fisiniz.
\n -D\u00f6z\u0259rdin d\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259bini \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259rdin,ged\u0259rdin dal\u0131nca, b\u0259lk\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 problemi var, ba\u015f\u0131 d\u0259rdd\u0259dir.
\n -El\u0259 bilirs\u0259n getm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259dim? H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259nd\u0259 \u201cdal\u0131nca g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m\u201d dedim. N\u0259s\u0259 problemin varsa de s\u0259ni and verir\u0259m, \u00f6z can\u0131ma \u2013 soru\u015fdum.
\n M\u0259n\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, bird\u0259n dal\u0131nca g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n, ondan sonra m\u0259nd\u0259n incim\u0259.M\u0259n onu h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259rdim. Nec\u0259ki, Qaraba\u011f sava\u015f\u0131nda 5 il yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259dim.Valideynl\u0259rimin b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u0259zyiql\u0259rin\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m.Do\u011fmalar\u0131mla d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n oldum ondan \u00f6tr\u00fc. Adam\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259 Allah var o da s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u00fcz \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. G\u0259ldi ail\u0259 qurduq. Ona h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyirdim. M\u0259n\u0259 yalan dan\u0131\u015fma, x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259, s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015fey ed\u0259r\u0259m.\u201d
\n -O s\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etmi\u015fdi? \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu q\u0259d\u0259r al\u00e7altmayayd\u0131n, d\u0259rsd\u0259, h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 u\u015faqlar il\u0259 \u201cAnan poz\u011fun, fai\u015f\u0259dir, s\u0259n bizim yan\u0131m\u0131za g\u0259lm\u0259, biziml\u0259 oynama\u201d dem\u0259yin\u0259 \u015f\u0259rait yaratmayayd\u0131n. Ba\u015fqa qad\u0131nlar kimi ba\u015fqas\u0131yla ail\u0259 qurayd\u0131n.
\n Anas\u0131 \u018frhuna bir \u015fill\u0259 vurub \u201c Yet\u0259r, yet\u0259r ! Qar\u015f\u0131mda durub ba\u015f\u0131ndan b\u00f6y\u00fck dan\u0131\u015fma,m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015fey v\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s \u00f6l\u00fcb, m\u0259n n\u0259 edir\u0259ms\u0259 s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn edir\u0259m. H\u0259tta \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc sat\u0131ram, e\u015fitdin?!\u201d
\n G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na bo\u011fulmu\u015f \u018frhun: \u201c M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015feyi ba\u015fqa yolla da etm\u0259k olard\u0131, \u0259sl ana odur ki, atan\u0131n yoxlu\u011funda \u00f6vlad \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259m ata, h\u0259m ana olsun. Ancaq s\u0259n bunu bacarmad\u0131n, s\u0259nd\u0259n q\u0259lbim o q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0131n\u0131b ki, s\u0259n\u0259 nifr\u0259t bel\u0259 ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n?\u201d
\n Bunlar\u0131 dey\u0259r\u0259k ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7mi\u015f v\u0259 bir g\u00fcn \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u018frhun. Bu c\u00fcr ya\u015fama\u011fa davam edirdil\u0259r, buna ya\u015famq dem\u0259k olard\u0131sa.
\n… \u00c7antas\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 qoyub paltar\u0131n\u0131 soyuna- soyuna p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na g\u0259ldi, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 inanmad\u0131 \u00e7ox d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli bir \u015fey olmu\u015fdu:
\n Ax\u015famdan \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi x\u0131rdalay\u0131b p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin a\u011fz\u0131na qoymu\u015fdu.O,h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 ed\u0259rdi,p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni a\u00e7\u0131q qoyard\u0131 ki,b\u0259sl\u0259diyi s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 balalar\u0259na da\u015f\u0131s\u0131n.Ancaq ax\u015fam hava soyuq oldu\u011fu \u00fcc\u00fcn p\u0259n\u0259cr\u0259ni \u00f6rtm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.\u00c7\u0259r\u0259yi g\u00f6r\u0259n s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 el\u0259 bilib ki,yen\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131r.\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rparaq b\u0259rk z\u0259d\u0259l\u0259yib…
\n\u018frhun s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ni \u0259lin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc,\u00e7ox pis \u0259zilmi\u015fdi.\u018frhun a\u011flay\u0131r,n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdi.Ax\u0131 onun s\u0259hvi ucbat\u0131ndan bir dostu m\u0259hv olacaq,bala s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r anas\u0131z qalacaqd\u0131r..
\nS\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 son d\u0259f\u0259 \u018frhunun g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 mehriban v\u0259 nigaran bir bax\u0131\u015fla bax\u0131b can\u0131n\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131…
\nSanki mehribanca bax\u0131\u015flar \u018frhuna minn\u0259tdarl\u0131q v\u0259 bu pislik dolu d\u00fcnyadan can\u0131n\u0131 qurtarma\u011f\u0131n sevinci,
\nnigaranc\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 is\u0259 bu \u0259dal\u0259tsiz d\u00fcnyada yetim balalar\u0131n\u0131n qalmas\u0131 idi.
\n \u00d6lm\u00fc\u015f s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ni ba\u011fr\u0131na bas\u0131b,g\u00f6zl\u0259ri tavana tikilmi\u015f halda s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 kimi yatmad\u0131 \u018frhun.
\nTezd\u0259n evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131…
\nS\u0259h\u0259r yem\u0259yini haz\u0131rlayan anas\u0131\u018frhunu oyatmaq \u00fcc\u00fcn ota\u011fa getdi,lakin \u018frhun yox idi.D\u0259li oldu sanki..
\nN\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259kdi?Hara ged\u0259 bil\u0259rdi?Yax\u0131nl\u0131qda n\u0259 yax\u0131n qohumlar\u0131,n\u0259 d\u0259 tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131 var idi.
\nM\u0259hl\u0259d\u0259, m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 v\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u018frhunu \u00e7ox axtard\u0131,amma g\u00f6rd\u00fcm dey\u0259n yox idi…
\nN\u0259hay\u0259t,\u018frhunun g\u00fcnd\u0259liyinin aras\u0131ndan tap\u0131lan m\u0259ktub h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 bir az da olsa ayd\u0131nl\u0131q g\u0259tirdi: \u201cM\u0259nim s\u0259hvim ucbat\u0131ndan sevdiyim varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n birini itirdim. Bu s\u0259hvimi he\u00e7 bir b\u0259han\u0259yl\u0259 yoluna qoya bilm\u0259zdim. T\u0259k \u00e7ar\u0259m onunla birg\u0259 ikinci dostumun \u2013 sirda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131na getm\u0259k idi. S\u0259nd\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq m\u0259n sevdiyimin ard\u0131nca getm\u0259yi bacar\u0131ram. Etdiyim s\u0259hvl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r diksins\u0259m d\u0259 s\u0259n m\u0259nim anamsan v\u0259 s\u0259ni \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m…M\u0259ni axtarma.\u201d
\n Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra X\u0259z\u0259r d\u0259nizind\u0259n bir u\u015faq meyiti tap\u0131lmas\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259ri yay\u0131ld\u0131.
\n \u018flind\u0259 bir s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 , d\u00f6\u015f cibind\u0259 is\u0259 valideynl\u0259rinin toy \u015f\u0259kli…
\n K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 ham\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n fai\u015f\u0259 kimi tan\u0131nan d\u0259li qad\u0131n\u0131n kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259 yaxas\u0131ndan tutub \u201cbalam\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259mis\u0259n? B\u00f6y\u00fck sevgi, nifr\u0259t v\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t\u201d -dem\u0259si \u015f\u0259h\u0259rf\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olmu\u015fdu…
\n Bu hadis\u0259d\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il sonra Moskvada m\u00fcbahis\u0259 n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 bir erm\u0259nini \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k 14 il h\u0259bs c\u0259zas\u0131 alan bir ki\u015fi 8 il sonra amnistiyaya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131. Qatardan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00f6\u011fma v\u0259t\u0259nin\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, ne\u00e7\u0259 vaxtd\u0131 telefonla da olsa s\u0259sini e\u015fitm\u0259diyi do\u011fmalar\u0131na qovu\u015faca\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt idi…. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

SEVG\u0130…N\u0130FR\u018fT…X\u018fYAN\u018fT…! \u018frhun d\u0259rsd\u0259n g\u0259ldi.Anas\u0131 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r xahi\u015f ets\u0259 d\u0259, O, yem\u0259yini ota\u011f\u0131nda yey\u0259c\u0259yini bildirdi. Ka\u011f\u0131z kimi a\u011farm\u0131\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259, q\u00fctbd\u0259 batan g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f kimi s\u00f6nm\u0259kd\u0259 olan ya\u015f\u0131l g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 n\u0259inki yem\u0259y\u0259, he\u00e7 ya\u015fama\u011fa da h\u0259v\u0259s yox idi.Art\u0131q onun 13 ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. Atas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc 2-ci sinifd\u0259 oxuyanda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Atas\u0131 il\u0259 anas\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck sevgi ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f, h\u0259r c\u00fcr \u00e7\u0259tinlik v\u0259 mane\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4873","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4873","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4873"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4873\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4876,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4873\/revisions\/4876"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4873"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4873"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4873"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}