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\"\"<\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259niz, g\u00f6y, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

– D\u0259nizi h\u0259diyy\u0259 verir\u0259m s\u0259n\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n dedim, s\u0259n baxd\u0131n, s\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259din.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6yl\u0259rin \u015f\u0259f\u0259qi d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259n is\u0259… g\u00f6yl\u0259ri verir\u0259m, – dedin…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayr\u0131ld\u0131q q\u0259rib\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6yl\u0259r e\u015fqim kimi m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259zizdir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayr\u0131ld\u0131q d\u0259nizl\u0259, a\u011f l\u0259p\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nec\u0259 aparasan? D\u0259niz d\u0259nizdir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259nizi verdim ki, s\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259ldiyim sahil\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n bir d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 o m\u0259n\u0259m – dey\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259niml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b, g\u00fcl\u0259s\u0259n bir d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u018fg\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259s\u0259k, biz\u0259 da\u011f olar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedim, ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 bel\u0259 dedim m\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259niz sahilin\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq olar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6yl\u0259rin sahili varm\u0131, gedim m\u0259n?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, ayr\u0131ld\u0131q g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n b\u0259ri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n m\u0259nim e\u015fqim\u0259 \u00e7\u0131raq olasan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun\u00e7\u00fcn verdinmi m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6yl\u0259ri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nd\u0259n g\u00f6yl\u0259r q\u0259d\u0259r uzaq olasan?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

II<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n bir d\u0259niz\u0259m ki, e\u015fqim s\u0259h\u0259rdir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m, \u0259zizim, yen\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nim dal\u011falar\u0131m xatir\u0259l\u0259rdir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qoy \u00e7ats\u0131n q\u0259lbinin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sahill\u0259rin\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsl m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t ki, b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u00fcn\u0259rdir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Co\u015far \u00fcmman kimi t\u0259z\u0259 arzular.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nim dal\u011falar\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

xatir\u0259l\u0259rdir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Orda tufan da var, burul\u011fan da var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259niz\u0259m, e\u015fqimd\u0259n qa\u00e7maq h\u0259d\u0259rdir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n ki, adlay\u0131ram \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fc, \u00e7\u0259m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nim dal\u011falar\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

xatir\u0259l\u0259rdir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gec\u0259 d\u0259, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz d\u0259 tapacaq s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

III<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130st\u0259s\u0259n yuxuna g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m s\u0259nin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m d\u0259niz kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 incil\u0259r \u00e7il\u0259r\u0259m s\u0259nin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7il\u0259r\u0259m d\u0259niz kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yoluna \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259r s\u0259p\u0259r\u0259m h\u0259rd\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259p\u0259r\u0259m d\u0259niz kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130st\u0259s\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6p\u0259r\u0259m h\u0259rd\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6p\u0259r\u0259m d\u0259niz kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ad\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259lbinin sahill\u0259rin\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yazaram d\u0259niz kimi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Sevir\u0259m” s\u00f6yl\u0259s\u0259n bir ax\u015fam m\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Susaram d\u0259niz kimi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Susaram d\u0259niz kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

IV<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnyada sakitlik aramad\u0131m m\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f kimi parla,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259h\u0259r kimi g\u0259l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6yl\u0259rt\u0259k yuxuma g\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n ayl\u0131, ulduzlu g\u00f6yl\u0259r kimi g\u0259l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Adla quca\u011f\u0131ndan gur tufanlar\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n bax\u0131m ax\u015famdan s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Adla a\u011f yoluyla k\u0259hka\u015fanlar\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Parlas\u0131n h\u0259r ulduz xatir\u0259 kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259l, q\u0131\u015f gec\u0259sind\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yaz s\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259nizi g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n ay\u0131rmaq olmaz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonsuz kainat\u0131n \u00fcf\u00fcql\u0259rind\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f vaxt\u0131n\u0131 \u015fim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259rl\u0259 yaz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n g\u0259r\u0259k n\u0259\u011fm\u0259t\u0259k s\u0259ni dinl\u0259y\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n m\u0259nim e\u015fqiml\u0259, \u00fcr\u0259yiml\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6yl\u0259r var, m\u0259n s\u0259ninl\u0259y\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259niz var, s\u0259n m\u0259niml\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130kilikd\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259l b\u00f6l\u0259k d\u00fcnyan\u0131 ikilikd\u0259 biz<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Da\u011f\u0131 s\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qals\u0131n yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 qo\u015fa izimiz<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qara m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011f\u0131 s\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lin evlad\u0131y\u0131q yayla q\u0131\u015f kimi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259sill\u0259r ya\u015fas\u0131n yana\u015f\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birg\u0259 bir yerd\u0259yik g\u00f6zl\u0259 qa\u015f kimi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259r s\u0259nd\u0259 qals\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc, gec\u0259ni \u0259ziz saxlayaq<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f s\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ay m\u0259n\u0259 qals\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Co\u015f\u011fun sell\u0259r kimi birg\u0259 \u00e7a\u011flayaq<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259niz s\u0259nin olsun \u00e7ay m\u0259n\u0259 qals\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bizik bu d\u00fcnyadan s\u0259nil\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bizsiz n\u0259 q\u0131\u015f g\u00fcl\u0259r, n\u0259d\u0259 ki bahar<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yatda h\u0259r \u015feyi b\u00f6l\u0259 bil\u0259rik<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir sevgimiz var…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ay \u00fcr\u0259k<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaralar q\u00f6vr edir t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Niy\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl verdin ona s\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O s\u0259ni sevm\u0259di, s\u0259n niy\u0259 sevdin!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni sevm\u0259y\u0259ni s\u0259n niy\u0259 sevdin!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

E\u015fqin\u0259 m\u0259n qurban gedim ay \u00fcr\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedim, ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 dedim ay \u00fcr\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevm\u0259yir o s\u0259ni, niy\u0259 sevirs\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni sevm\u0259y\u0259ni niy\u0259 sevirs\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 baxmad\u0131n, indi yan \u00fcr\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yan ey m\u0259nim t\u0259k pe\u015fman \u00fcr\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevmirdi o s\u0259ni, niy\u0259 sevirdin!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni sevm\u0259y\u0259ni niy\u0259 sevirdin!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130st\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z m\u0259\u011frur e\u015fqimd\u0259 t\u0259m\u0259nnas\u0131zam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir damla ist\u0259s\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u00fcmman ist\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n ki, bir d\u00fcnyal\u0131q boranam, yazam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birc\u0259 g\u00fcl ist\u0259s\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcstan ist\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n\u0259 ulduz boyda i\u015f\u0131q ver des\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli asiman ist\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ha\u00e7an bir saatl\u0131q g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f ist\u0259s\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018frma\u011fan ist\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6yl\u0259, b\u0259s hardayd\u0131n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n g\u0259ldin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u00fclm\u0259td\u0259n g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 bird\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ecazkar g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc cahan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259mi\u015fdim \u00f6mr\u00fcm boyu m\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6yl\u0259, b\u0259s hardayd\u0131n s\u0259n bu vaxtacan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ke\u00e7ib g\u00f6y d\u0259r\u0259ni,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ya\u015f\u0131l \u00e7\u0259m\u0259ni,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 yax\u0131n g\u0259ldin, el\u0259 uzaqdan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 min il \u0259vv\u0259l g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm s\u0259ni,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259rin su i\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259n buz bulaqdan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 bil \u00fczl\u0259\u015fdim<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ilahi sirl\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu n\u0259 m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259dir, bu n\u0259 heyr\u0259tdir?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fclm\u00fcr ill\u0259, \u0259srl\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259tdir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u00f6hr\u0259 ulduzut\u0259k<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yan\u0131b oba\u015fdan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcf\u00fcql\u0259r a\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n x\u0259yallar\u0131mda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6z a\u00e7mam\u0131\u015fdan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00fcs\u00fcb-bar\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n x\u0259yallar\u0131mda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n g\u0259ldin \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qarl\u0131 q\u0131\u015f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ruhumda ehtiras, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 q\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u0259nn\u0259t qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n el\u00e7i da\u015f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Haz\u0131rd\u0131m min il d\u0259 s\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O n\u0259ydi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u00fclm\u0259td\u0259n g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 bird\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ecazkar g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc cahan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni axtar\u0131rd\u0131m \u00f6mr\u00fcm boyu m\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6yl\u0259 b\u0259s hardayd\u0131n s\u0259n bu vaxtacan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eeir m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir kainatd\u0131r<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eeir m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir kainatd\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun ulduzlar\u0131, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fl\u0259ri var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eeir m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sirli h\u0259yatd\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun \u00f6z sevinci, \u00f6z k\u0259d\u0259ri var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eeir d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r \u00f6z bahar\u0131yla,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ona yol da verir sonsuz asiman.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O ke\u00e7ir t\u0259bii add\u0131mlar\u0131yla,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fcni peykl\u0259rin a\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yoldan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ke\u00e7ir add\u0131m-add\u0131m k\u0259ndd\u0259n, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ulduzlar \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcn nax\u0131\u015f\u0131 kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O ke\u00e7ir ba\u015f\u0131na ya\u011fsa da h\u0259rd\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259nqidl\u0259r meteor ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc ell\u0259rd\u0259n al\u0131b,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qoy u\u00e7sun g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259, o, birn\u0259f\u0259s\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qal\u0131n qatlardak\u0131 yanan peyk olub,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 q\u0259m, ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015feirim geri d\u00f6nm\u0259s\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qol-qanad, a\u00e7sa da ilham,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n ana torpa\u011f\u0131n sin\u0259sind\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 u\u00e7sa da ilham,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u015eeir\u0259 vuruldu\u011fum, de, aym\u0131, ilmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Qad\u0131ns\u0131z ev –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tufandak\u0131 g\u0259midir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Qad\u0131ns\u0131z ev –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

x\u0259st\u0259xana k\u00fcnc\u00fcd\u00fcr,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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S\u0259ni y\u0131x\u0131r, polad kimi o s\u0131nm\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fsiz bir d\u00fcnyad\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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ulduzsuz kainatd\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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S\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259m: sabah\u0131n xeyir!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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– Ay N\u0259bi, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n mu\u011fayat ol s\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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– Sabah\u0131n xeyir!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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