{"id":49275,"date":"2024-12-28T08:00:00","date_gmt":"2024-12-28T04:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=49275"},"modified":"2024-12-28T09:44:00","modified_gmt":"2024-12-28T05:44:00","slug":"q%c9%99m-karvani-rafiq-yusifoglunun-poemasi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=49275","title":{"rendered":"Q\u0259m karvan\u0131\u00a0&#8211; Rafiq Yusifo\u011flunun poemas\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/Rafiq-Yusifoglu.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/Rafiq-Yusifoglu.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-49279\" width=\"704\" height=\"704\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/Rafiq-Yusifoglu.jpg 351w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/Rafiq-Yusifoglu-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/Rafiq-Yusifoglu-150x150.jpg 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 704px) 100vw, 704px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>&#8220;M\u0259n\u0259m ki, qafil\u0259salari karivani-q\u0259m\u0259m&#8221;&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><em>M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d F\u00fczuli<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sev\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 verib Tanr\u0131 su,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130ndi d\u0259rk edir\u0259m m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ey b\u00f6y\u00fck F\u00fczuli &#8211; s\u0259n\u0259t Tanr\u0131s\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bizd\u0259n \u0259sirg\u0259m\u0259 s\u0259xav\u0259tini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m, ax\u0131 n\u0259 sirdir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130nc\u0259 k\u0259lam\u0131n\u0131n dad\u0131 azalm\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir \u015fair \u00fcr\u0259yi ne\u00e7\u0259 \u0259srdir<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yan\u0131r i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in, odu azalm\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bax\u0131b kainata m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t il\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259sr\u0259t i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda hey k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259n ulu e\u015fqinin \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tiyl\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259cnunun e\u015fqin\u0259 yuxu g\u0259tirdin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u00f6z\u0259rdi q\u0259lbind\u0259 s\u00f6z i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ke\u00e7ib \u0259srl\u0259ri, bizi yand\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hicran\u0131n z\u00fclm\u0259ti sev\u0259nl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qaranl\u0131q d\u00fcnyan\u0131 i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nd\u0259n sevgilimin \u00fcz\u00fc d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259nin dilin il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0259z\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimin odu s\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015eeirinin oduna al\u0131\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 bigan\u0259 qala bilm\u0259r\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u0259ydim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259nint\u0259k s\u0259n\u0259tkar ola bilm\u0259r\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131, s\u0259nin kimi sev\u0259 bil\u0259ydim&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>***<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Yar\u0259b, bir ilahi m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t il\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259ni d\u0259rk etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram m\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yim e\u015fq il\u0259 g\u0259ls\u0259 d\u0259 dil\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259nin rizan il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram m\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130zn ver, qan\u0131mda haqq nuru axs\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00f6z\u0259r\u0259m, olsa da yar\u0131m hikk\u0259li.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qoy sevgi ruhumu odlara yaxs\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259nin d\u0259rgah\u0131na t\u0259miz, pak g\u0259lim&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>F\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r al\u0131\u015f\u0131r h\u0259r g\u00fcn ah\u0131mdan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevgi qanad\u0131nda g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 u\u00e7um.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018ffv et F\u00fczulini, ke\u00e7 g\u00fcnah\u0131mdan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130lahi, sevm\u0259kdir m\u0259nim d\u0259 su\u00e7um&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0259lbimd\u0259 k\u00f6z\u0259rir gizli bir inam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Eh, s\u0259nsiz bir g\u00fcn\u00fc ax\u0131, neyl\u0259r\u0259m?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yoxdur bu d\u00fcnyadan ayr\u0131 t\u0259m\u0259nnam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yar\u0131mdan yar\u0131m\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b eyl\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u015fiq g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 nec\u0259 saxlayar? &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dolaram, yad\u0131ma, yar, s\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ad\u0259tdir, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 zar-zar a\u011flayar<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0259ribin yad\u0131na v\u0259t\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir \u00fcr\u0259k sin\u0259d\u0259 bat\u0131bsa yasa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Etdiyin c\u0259falar m\u0259g\u0259r azd\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sin\u0259md\u0259 min t\u0259n\u0259 oxu olmasa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259k t\u0259nhal\u0131qdan dar\u0131xmazd\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0259s s\u0259n\u0259 v\u0259fas\u0131z nec\u0259 deyim m\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hicrind\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyim s\u0259fa deyilmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nd\u0259n ki c\u0259fan\u0131 \u0259sirg\u0259mirs\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>El\u0259 bu \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 v\u0259fa deyilmi?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0259xt ulduzu sand\u0131m qara g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onlar\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259n iraq eyl\u0259m\u0259!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018fzizim, amand\u0131r, parlaq \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018f\u011fyar m\u0259clisin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131raq eyl\u0259m\u0259!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259nin q\u0259mz\u0259 oxun m\u0259ni yaralar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ancaq ki, \u00f6lm\u0259r\u0259m, y\u00f6n\u00fcm b\u0259ridir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ba\u011fr\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda olan yaralar<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>C\u00fcnunluq da\u011f\u0131n\u0131n q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ridir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0259z\u0259n k\u00f6vr\u0259lir\u0259m, \u00fcr\u0259k da\u015f deyil,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130ndi varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma hopan alovdur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n qanl\u0131 ya\u015f deyil,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n qopan alovdur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>El-al\u0259m dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r m\u0259nim s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130ndi a\u011f\u0131l qoyur h\u0259r yet\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Eh, e\u015fq\u0259 salm\u0131\u015fam \u00f6z\u00fcm-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n etm\u0259zdi, etdim m\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O qara g\u00f6zl\u0259rin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 dur ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yin sirrini a\u00e7a, s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ham\u0131 v\u00fcsal ist\u0259r, a\u015fiq odur ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hicran b\u0259las\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b eyl\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Peyman ba\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131q ikilikd\u0259 biz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O m\u0259nd\u0259n c\u0259fan\u0131 k\u0259m eyl\u0259y\u0259rmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qafil, n\u0259 \u00e7a\u015fm\u0131san, ax\u0131 s\u0259b\u0259bsiz<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 yana\u011f\u0131 n\u0259m eyl\u0259y\u0259rmi?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00fcnyan\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn deyil,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259n, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r onlar itidir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nd\u0259ki n\u0259f\u0259s d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn deyil,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir g\u00f6z\u0259l p\u0259rinin \u0259man\u0259tidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259br\u0259 n\u00f6qt\u0259 qoydu qara xal\u0131yla,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u0259rman\u0131m tap\u0131lmaz, el\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sa\u011faltd\u0131 ham\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z v\u00fcsal\u0131yla,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hicran b\u0259las\u0131yla h\u0259l\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259y\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin ki, bit\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onu \u00f6z \u0259liml\u0259 d\u0259rdim, ay t\u0259bib!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc nahaqdan salma z\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259n bil\u0259n d\u0259rd deyil d\u0259rdim, ay t\u0259bib!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn p\u0259ri\u015fan oldu\u011fun yet\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259kim, xo\u015fdur m\u0259n\u0259 yar yolunda q\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u015fiqin d\u0259rdin\u0259 d\u0259rman ets\u0259l\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onun x\u0259st\u0259liyi artar d\u0259mb\u0259d\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yan\u0131ql\u0131 nal\u0259m\u0259 qulaq tut m\u0259nim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u0259rdimi dem\u0259y\u0259 eh, m\u0259n aciz\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Seyr et g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131, ey bulud, m\u0259nim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>El\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259 ki, s\u0259nd\u0259n aciz\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yar bizi yad edib, n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f, n\u0259 din,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O g\u0259l\u0259n yollar\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcm sevincl\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Odlu g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259n \u00f6z s\u0259rvimin<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Aya\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131na s\u0259pim sevincl\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ah\u0131mdan f\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r titr\u0259yir za\u011f-za\u011f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7\u0259tin ki, bu yoldan d\u00f6n\u0259, &#8211; deyirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7oxdur e\u015fq oduna tutulan, ancaq<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Leyli s\u0259n\u0259, M\u0259cnun m\u0259n\u0259 deyirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u0259rdim y\u00fcz d\u0259rmandan art\u0131qd\u0131r, t\u0259bib,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>C\u00fcnunluq yolundan m\u0259ni \u0259yl\u0259m\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yar vuran yaraya d\u0259rman eyl\u0259yib,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259ni \u015firin z\u00f6vqd\u0259n m\u0259hrum eyl\u0259m\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130nc\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00fclt\u0259k solayd\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu x\u0259zan m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn bahar, yaz olar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Min can\u0131m olayd\u0131, qurban olayd\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259n\u0259 miniyl\u0259 d\u0259, bir can az olar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u0259l, h\u0259r \u015f\u0259ffaf suyu bulaq bilm\u0259 s\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Axan g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin qaynar ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nahaq gizl\u0259yirs\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259nd\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin m\u0259h\u0259k da\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ac\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259rin d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 bal dad\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Odur d\u0259rdl\u0259rimin d\u0259vas\u0131, g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259nin o p\u0259ri\u015fan sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndad\u0131r<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn qu\u015funun yuvas\u0131, g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yax\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259yimi h\u0259sr\u0259t, intizar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>V\u00fcsal\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr d\u0259n-d\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Y\u0259qin ki, yaqutt\u0259k qiym\u0259tim artar<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ba\u011fr\u0131m\u0131n qan\u0131na boyand\u0131qca m\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259ni \u0259ridibdir hicran \u0259l\u0259mi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nahaqdan danlama, g\u00fcl\u00fcm, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ah\u0131m\u0131n t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fc tutar al\u0259mi<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Birc\u0259 yol g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259m parlaq \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q axanda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dilim topuq \u00e7al\u0131r, d\u0259yi\u015fir hal\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ba\u011fr\u0131m par\u00e7alan\u0131r s\u0259n h\u0259r baxanda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fcnd\u0259 bir ciy\u0259ri de, hardan al\u0131m?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259rim s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn qanl\u0131 ya\u015f t\u00f6k\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 r\u0259hmi g\u0259l\u0259r dilsiz da\u015f\u0131n da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259cnunda olsayd\u0131 f\u0259\u011fan\u0131m \u0259g\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yuva qurard\u0131m\u0131 qu\u015flar ba\u015f\u0131nda?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n sevda yolunda t\u0259kc\u0259y\u0259m, t\u0259kc\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259m deyil yardan g\u0259l\u0259n q\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r c\u0259fan\u0131 \u00e7ox eyl\u0259dikc\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>E\u015fqin d\u0259 l\u0259zz\u0259ti art\u0131r d\u0259mb\u0259d\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259ba bu d\u0259rdimi yay\u0131b al\u0259m\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Deyib ki, verir\u0259m e\u015fq yolunda can.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>E\u015fq r\u00fcsval\u0131\u011f\u0131 ay\u0131bd\u0131r dem\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ay zahid, r\u00fcsvayi-al\u0259m olarsan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>E\u015fqsiz o s\u0259da olmazd\u0131 neyd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6r nec\u0259 yand\u0131r\u0131r? &#8211; Bir d\u0259m tut qulaq!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ah\u0131mdan ulduzlar al\u0131\u015far g\u00f6yd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Murad\u0131m\u0131n \u015f\u0259mi al\u0131\u015fmaz, ancaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Vur\u011funu oldu\u011fum o nazikb\u0259d\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259ni \u00f6z ard\u0131nca dart\u0131r g\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bid\u0259rd t\u0259dbirini e\u015fitdiyimd\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259 d\u0259rdim d\u0259 art\u0131r g\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nal\u0259ml\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131 oyad\u0131ram m\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He\u00e7 k\u0259s m\u00f6hk\u0259m yatm\u0131r s\u0259n yatan kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259r an v\u00fcsal\u0131na can at\u0131ram m\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0259rib v\u0259t\u0259nin\u0259 can atan kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O \u0259tirli sa\u00e7lar da\u011f\u0131l\u0131b yen\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mi\u015fki-\u00c7in d\u0259 verm\u0259z onun buyini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u011fl\u0131m s\u00f6z k\u0259s\u0259nd\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259ndir m\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nec\u0259 t\u0259rk eyl\u0259yim yar\u0131n kuyini?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0259lbim\u0259 vurdu\u011fun yara g\u00f6yn\u0259d\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ona \u00f6z \u0259liml\u0259 m\u0259n duz s\u0259pmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hicrind\u0259 g\u00f6yd\u0259ki ulduzlar q\u0259d\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n torpa\u011fa ulduz s\u0259pmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz dey\u0259rdim s\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yad\u0131ma yen\u0259 d\u0259 o g\u00fcnl\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259nin tell\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131qca \u015fan\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nim can telim\u0259 d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>V\u0259fas\u0131z d\u00f6vrand\u0131r, verir \u0259ziyy\u0259t,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>C\u00fcnunlarda g\u00f6rm\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131, s\u0259hra!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259n suya h\u0259sr\u0259ts\u0259n, m\u0259n yara h\u0259sr\u0259t,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259n ey sev\u0259nl\u0259rin p\u0259nah\u0131, s\u0259hra!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc pas tutmaz, \u00f6ts\u0259 d\u0259 min il,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130lahi, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r odlan\u0131m, yan\u0131m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nd\u0259 can qoymay\u0131b bu \u015feyda k\u00f6n\u00fcl,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Verim bir g\u00f6z\u0259l\u0259, qurtars\u0131n can\u0131m!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ax\u0131r ki, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 baxmad\u0131 f\u0259l\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Vuruldu bir t\u0259z\u0259 g\u00fcli-r\u0259nay\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259ni iyn\u0259 kimi inc\u0259ldib f\u0259l\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sald\u0131 iplik kimi uzun sevday\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ah\u0131mla, nal\u0259ml\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl da\u011flad\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u0259rdl\u0259r p\u0259rvan\u0259t\u0259k doldu qoynuma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir s\u0259n\u0259m z\u00fclf\u00fcn\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl ba\u011flad\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>C\u00fcnunluq z\u0259nciri ke\u00e7di boynuma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hicran\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc ets\u0259 d\u0259 yar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kims\u0259y\u0259 uymad\u0131m, &#8211; s\u0259daq\u0259ti g\u00f6r!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qiyam\u0259t g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259m yar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Saqi, s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn g\u0259l qiyam\u0259ti g\u00f6r!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Meh \u0259sdi, titr\u0259di k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn simi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Meyv\u0259siz buda\u011fa bar g\u0259ldi, b\u0259lk\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00fcbh\u0259 saxlay\u0131bd\u0131r hicran q\u0259tlimi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131nca yar g\u0259ldi, b\u0259lk\u0259?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>X\u0259yala dalm\u0131\u015fam, n\u0259dir \u0259lac\u0131m? &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tamarz\u0131 qalm\u0131\u015fam v\u00fcsal dad\u0131na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0259lbimin d\u0259rdini de, kim\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131m? &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nt\u0259k yanan varm\u0131 hicran oduna?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0259lbim ist\u0259yir ki, nur sal\u0131b ayt\u0259k<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259nin ke\u015fiyind\u0259 gec\u0259 dayans\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259rv qam\u0259tini g\u00f6r\u00fcbs\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fcl\u00fcstan i\u00e7ind\u0259 nec\u0259 dayans\u0131n?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O nec\u0259 sevgidi, yand\u0131r\u0131b-yaxmaz?! &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sev\u0259nl\u0259r iman\u0131, dini neyl\u0259y\u0259r?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n hilal\u0259 baxmaz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ay \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fc neyl\u0259y\u0259r?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qollar\u0131 qandall\u0131 bir \u00e7\u0131raq susur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6z\u0259lim, baxm\u0131rm\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 z\u00fclf\u00fcn?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dcz\u00fcm\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131qk\u0259n sevda qap\u0131s\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Niy\u0259 q\u0131f\u0131l vurub \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 z\u00fclf\u00fcn?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Boynuma salsa da, hicran qolunu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0259nz\u0259tm\u0259 bir quru x\u0259yala m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u0259rk ed\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m sevda yolunu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu yol yetiribdir kamala m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Alovlar p\u00fcsk\u00fcr\u0259n q\u0259lbimin ba\u015f\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Buxar etm\u0259s\u0259ydi g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 n\u0259mi, &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131b-yumunca, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir anda tutard\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn al\u0259mi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u0259rdimi duyana d\u0259rd oldu d\u00fcnya,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>E\u015fqim\u0259 bir n\u0259f\u0259r g\u00fcl\u0259n qalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131nda q\u0259rq oldu d\u00fcnya,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sil\u0259n qalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259n g\u0259ldin \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259, ilk bahar kimi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259rdim \u00fcr\u0259yimi yaz ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qa\u015flar\u0131m yelk\u0259nsiz qay\u0131qlar kimi<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Az qal\u0131r q\u0259rq ola g\u00f6z\u00fcm ya\u015f\u0131na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015eehmidir, b\u0259rq vurur g\u00fcl yana\u011f\u0131nda? &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevincd\u0259n k\u00f6vr\u0259l\u0259r, b\u0259b\u0259yin dolar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u00f6km\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 v\u00fcsal \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hicran g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259yin olar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dan\u0131\u015fa bilmir\u0259m, od tutub dilim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m sevdal\u0131 d\u0259nizdir m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onu b\u0259x\u015f el\u0259yib m\u0259n\u0259 sevgilim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u0259rdim \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n \u0259zizdir m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0259lbimi isid\u0259n s\u00f6z nuru olur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259k arzulay\u0131r bar doda\u011f\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qasid g\u0259tirdiyi s\u00f6z quru olur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qoy onlar s\u00fcz\u00fcls\u00fcn yar doda\u011f\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yarpa\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fcbd\u00fcr titr\u0259y\u0259n \u0259lim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>E\u015fqin havas\u0131yla g\u00f6r, \u0259sir nec\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yar deyib yan\u0131na s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r g\u0259lim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bilmirmi m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn yox g\u00fcnd\u00fcz, gec\u0259?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Z\u00fclf\u00fcn\u00fc y\u0131\u011f yana, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcm,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130sitsin q\u0259lbimi bir qaynar n\u0259f\u0259s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yar\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131nda olsayd\u0131 yerim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kaf\u0259r\u0259m, c\u0259nn\u0259t\u0259 eyl\u0259s\u0259m h\u0259v\u0259s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>E\u015fqiml\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m q\u0259rq olub z\u0259r\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bura h\u0259r sev\u0259nin g\u00fczar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259n \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 durdu\u011fum yer\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Min il c\u0259nn\u0259t qu\u015fu u\u00e7sa, yeti\u015fm\u0259z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yan\u0131mdan bir x\u0259fif k\u00fcl\u0259k ke\u00e7ibdir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yim &#8211; titr\u0259y\u0259n pay\u0131z nan\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259rin k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc v\u0259t\u0259n se\u00e7ibdir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr ki, nurlan\u0131b q\u0259m viran\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nasehin dediyi s\u00f6z\u0259 uymay\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sev\u0259nl\u0259r qoy, m\u0259nim sirda\u015f\u0131m olsun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259zar\u0131m \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 qoymay\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yar\u0131m\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259si ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131m olsun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259ni lal\u0259\u00fczl\u00fcm \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc, da\u011flar!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7\u0259tin ki, m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r dad\u0131ma yet\u0259!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ey bulud, s\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259 a\u011fla,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0259lk\u0259 k\u0259f\u0259nimd\u0259 lal\u0259l\u0259r bit\u0259!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Vuruldum, h\u00f6rm\u0259tim a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qism\u0259t \u00f6zg\u0259l\u0259rin, ad m\u0259nim oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dcz\u00fcm\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l can\u0131ma bir q\u0259nim oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015feh g\u00fcl\u0259n k\u00f6rp\u0259 b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u0259\u015fn\u0259 oldu\u011fumu hardan bilirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r, yerl\u0259rd\u0259 b\u0259\u015f\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u011flay\u0131r hal\u0131ma, &#8211; s\u0259ns\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcrs\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>R\u0259hmdil g\u00f6rm\u0259dim g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131zlar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fcl xars\u0131z, g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r c\u0259fas\u0131z deyil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ay \u00fcr\u0259k, incim\u0259, v\u0259fas\u0131zlar\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, h\u0259sr\u0259ti v\u0259fas\u0131z deyil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ah \u00e7\u0259kdin, \u00fcr\u0259yim yarpa\u011fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dem\u0259 bu x\u0259z\u0259lin yiy\u0259si yoxmu\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u00f6lg\u0259nin x\u0259trin\u0259 torpa\u011fa d\u00f6nd\u00fcm,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u00fcllur qam\u0259tinin k\u00f6lg\u0259si yoxmu\u015f&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Z\u0259ngin\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m s\u0259ni sev\u0259nd\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00f6vl\u0259tim g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131, var\u0131m g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yolunun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 ucalm\u0131\u015fam m\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir e\u015fq a\u011fac\u0131yam, bar\u0131m &#8211; g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259nin t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcn nur oldu qanda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0259lbim\u0259 yenilm\u0259z q\u00fcdr\u0259t g\u0259tirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qiym\u0259ti yox imi\u015f e\u015fqin cahanda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m ona da \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t g\u0259tirdi&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevgilin yoldad\u0131r, daha n\u0259 d\u0259rdin?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u011flama, taleyin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcls\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>V\u00fcsal m\u00fcjd\u0259sin\u0259 can\u0131n\u0131 verdin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0259s n\u0259 ver\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n yar \u00f6z\u00fc g\u0259ls\u0259?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yad\u0131ma da\u011flar\u0131n maral\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O, m\u0259nim \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn sultan\u0131 oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fczar\u0131m yar\u0131mdan aral\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259zar\u0131m ayr\u0131l\u0131q zindan\u0131 oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Meyv\u0259 arzulad\u0131 divan\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcn kimi n\u00fcbar g\u00f6rm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Doland\u0131m ba\u011flar\u0131, axar sulart\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259rv qam\u0259tint\u0259k \u00e7inar g\u00f6rm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Aya\u011f\u0131n incis\u0259, sin\u0259m \u00fcst\u0259 g\u0259z,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tapdala, bir x\u0259zan yarpa\u011f\u0131 kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir, pak ola bilm\u0259z<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>C\u0259nn\u0259t aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n torpa\u011f\u0131 kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yim tab etm\u0259z h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131na,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0131ymaram k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n yar\u0131m mat ola.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tez-tez getmir\u0259m ki, onun yan\u0131na,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qorxuram itl\u0259ri narahat ola.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Canan\u0131n \u0259liyl\u0259 can al\u0131n\u0131bd\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>De\u015fib \u00fcr\u0259yimi m\u00fcjgan \u015fe\u015fp\u0259ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kirpiyi oxuyla f\u0259th olunubdur<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>E\u015fqin s\u0259lt\u0259n\u0259ti, e\u015fqin ki\u015fv\u0259ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0259lbimi \u00e7\u0259kibdir dara g\u00f6zl\u0259rin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0259rq vurub m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t k\u0259hk\u0259\u015fan\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131b, bu \u00fcz\u00fc qara g\u00f6zl\u0259rim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259ni x\u0259cil edib s\u0259nin yan\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0259lbimi d\u00fcnyada k\u0259d\u0259r ya\u015fatd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r e\u015fqin\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6kd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r o q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 da\u015f atd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Y\u0131\u011f\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259mxan\u0259 tikdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 \u015fim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259r \u00e7ax\u0131b,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rsam, dilim al\u0131\u015far.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f oca\u011f\u0131m\u0131n yerin\u0259 bax\u0131b,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259sih\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259, k\u00fcl\u00fcm al\u0131\u015far!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nasehin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yax\u015f\u0131 bilir\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Al\u0259mi \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u00fcr m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018fg\u0259r mey i\u00e7m\u0259s\u0259m, d\u0259rdd\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259sih\u0259t \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0131sqancl\u0131q odunda al\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6rd\u00fcm g\u00f6z izi var sol\u011fun \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dad\u0131ma \u00e7atmasa bad\u0259 qay\u0131qt\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7oxdan q\u0259rq olmu\u015fdum q\u0259m d\u0259nizind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevgili yardam\u0131, \u00e7evrilib yada?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kim a\u00e7ar qap\u0131m\u0131, k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018flimd\u0259n i\u015f g\u0259lm\u0259z qoca d\u00fcnyada<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nazl\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259ml\u0259ri sevm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018fg\u0259r duya bils\u0259n, g\u00fcnt\u0259k sad\u0259y\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259sih\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259 h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259, tiry\u0259kzad\u0259y\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u0259sir ed\u0259 bilmir h\u0259r z\u0259h\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k aram\u0131\u015fam g\u0259zib g\u00fcl\u015f\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevgini ba\u015f\u0131ma bir tac alm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l xal\u0131na g\u00f6z\u00fcm d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>El\u0259 bil d\u00fcnyadan x\u0259rac alm\u0131\u015fam&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>E\u015fq Qaf da\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259yib belini,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>V\u0259d\u0259siz qocal\u0131q haqlay\u0131b bizi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, tuta bildik canan \u0259lini,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t \u015f\u00f6vql\u00fc saxlay\u0131b bizi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0259sdir, s\u0259rv kimi ucald\u0131n g\u00f6y\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018fyil, ba\u015f\u0131n d\u0259y\u0259r, do\u011frudur s\u00f6z\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00fcnya qap\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r\u0131q dey\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>F\u0259l\u0259k q\u0259ddimizi \u0259yibdir bizim&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>***<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn r\u0259qibi qorxuya sal\u0131b,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018fzmin \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 bir d\u00fcy\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259kib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259rin g\u00fcl \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcb z\u00f6vq al\u0131b,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>C\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fc yaral\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yin \u00e7\u0259kib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259f\u0259sin \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kli bahar kimidir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00fcnya g\u00fcl\u015f\u0259nin\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 bax\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259nin h\u0259r bir misran damar kimidir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yinin qan\u0131 onlarda ax\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn m\u0259nas\u0131 nec\u0259 d\u0259rindir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ruhundur onlara d\u0259rinlik ver\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Deyir\u0259m, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259rindir<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ba\u011fdad xurmas\u0131na \u015firinlik ver\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>X\u0259zan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 ilk bahar oldun,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nasehin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dinl\u0259m\u0259rik biz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0259m \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k i\u015find\u0259 biz\u0259 yar oldun,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259rd olsa, inl\u0259m\u0259rik biz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Babam, yetm\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259 nazl\u0131 yara s\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 nur \u0259l\u0259mis\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qo\u015fun \u00e7\u0259km\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259 bir diyara s\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00fcnyan\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 f\u0259th el\u0259mis\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sa\u011f ol, b\u0259xtiyaram \u015feirin, s\u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259r misran q\u0259lbimi nura b\u0259l\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tale g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259ri s\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6rm\u0259yi m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 qism\u0259t el\u0259di&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><strong>M\u0259nb\u0259:\u00a0<a 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