{"id":49333,"date":"2025-01-23T08:00:00","date_gmt":"2025-01-23T04:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=49333"},"modified":"2025-01-30T14:09:58","modified_gmt":"2025-01-30T10:09:58","slug":"sairl%c9%99r-oyaq-qalir-xalq-sairi-n%c9%99riman-h%c9%99s%c9%99nzad%c9%99nin-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=49333","title":{"rendered":"\u015eairl\u0259r oyaq qal\u0131r\u00a0&#8211; Xalq \u015fairi N\u0259riman H\u0259s\u0259nzad\u0259nin \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/img.edebiyyatqazeti.az\/news\/2025\/01\/photo_12746.jpg?v=MjAyNS0wMS0yMSAxNToxNDoxNg==\" alt=\"\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>M\u0259nb\u0259:\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/\">https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/<\/a><\/strong><strong>D\u0259mir Yumruq&nbsp;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>S\u0259rk\u0259rd\u0259miz<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>H\u00f6rm\u0259tli Hafiz Pa\u015fayev\u0259<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir s\u0259ad\u0259t mehi \u0259sir&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0259srin yeni havas\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u0259mir Yumruq S\u0259rk\u0259rd\u0259miz&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>do\u011fulubdu art\u0131q, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O d\u0259rs al\u0131b Atas\u0131ndan, Babas\u0131ndan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir d\u0259 Ulu Babas\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qucaqda yox, arzularda,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ist\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259 o b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>zaman adl\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259llimi,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>a\u00e7\u0131q-ayd\u0131n, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259li,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0259s\u0259n yel\u0259, da\u015fan sel\u0259&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o, siyasi bir ad verir.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onun uzaqg\u00f6r\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fc,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>duyan q\u0259lbi, yazan \u0259li&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rin tarixin\u0259&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>tarixi m\u0259lumat verir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Cilv\u0259l\u0259nir, r\u0259ng\u0259 girir&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>d\u00fcnya b\u0259z\u0259n r\u00f6ya kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u0259mir Yumruq S\u0259rk\u0259rd\u0259miz&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dan yerin\u0259 &#8211; bir \u015feh g\u0259lib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda Yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>x\u0259rit\u0259si &#8211; d\u00fcnya kimi.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0259\u015f\u0259rin d\u0259 taleyin\u0259&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yeni bir cavabdeh g\u0259lib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259n h\u0259kim g\u0259lib<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Uzman h\u0259kim Musa K\u0131l\u0131\u00e7a<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>(N\u0259\u011fm\u0259 m\u0259tni)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259n h\u0259kim g\u0259lib,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00f6r kim g\u0259lib &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Musa K\u0131l\u0131\u00e7.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir e\u015fq g\u0259lib, h\u0259v\u0259s g\u0259lib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018frdo\u011fan\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259n&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>isti, do\u011fma n\u0259f\u0259s g\u0259lib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Musa K\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 \u0130lham dedi<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ilk d\u0259f\u0259 bu dostlu\u011fa&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0259n d\u0259 bir car\u00e7\u0131yam dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0259ndl\u0259r\u0259 tale yazma\u011fa&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>haqdan ara\u00e7\u0131yam dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yer i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131, hava g\u00f6z\u0259l,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259kim m\u0259lh\u0259mi t\u0259r-t\u0259miz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qo\u015fulun, qo\u015fulun biz\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Musa K\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259miz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259\u011fm\u0259 biz\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259lh\u0259m siz\u0259!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Arif Mehmandosta<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259\u011fm\u0259 oxuyurdu Arif yolboyu,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0259ni ovsunlayan o s\u0259sd\u0259 n\u0259ydi?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O\u011flu Atillan\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259k toyu<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Araz sahilind\u0259&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir t\u0259nt\u0259n\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onda G\u00fcnay xan\u0131m bir ana kimi&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>oynad\u0131, yorulub doyana kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fatim\u0259 xan\u0131m da &#8211;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>qalxd\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259si&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>qo\u015fulub oynad\u0131 ona n\u0259v\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ham\u0131 sevinirdi &#8211; dost, qohum olan,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00f6p\u00fcrd\u00fc Arifin a\u011f sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259nim sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma b\u0259nz\u0259r o sa\u00e7lar&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0259nim d\u0259&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ruhumu ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Mu\u011fanl\u0131 \u0259fsan\u0259si<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qas\u0131m Abdullayev\u0259 minn\u0259tdarl\u0131q<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qas\u0131m m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t, ehtiram,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o, qarda\u015f\u0259v\u0259zi, dost\u0259v\u0259ziymi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir m\u00fch\u0259ndis kimi m\u0259n tan\u0131y\u0131ram,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>s\u0259n dem\u0259,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mu\u011fanl\u0131 \u0259fsan\u0259siymi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015e\u0259xsi b\u00fcdc\u0259sind\u0259n k\u0259sib bir q\u0259d\u0259r&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>q\u0259bristan yoluna yetirib n\u0259z\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir hasar \u00e7\u0259kdirib yollar uzunu,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yerd\u0259n t\u0259mizl\u0259di yerin tozunu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan, pal\u00e7\u0131qdan aman yoxuydu,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>k\u0259nd d\u0259 atas\u0131na r\u0259hm\u0259t oxutdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0259s sonra?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mu\u011fanl\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xanas\u0131! &#8211;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>dem\u0259yib x\u0259rcini h\u0259l\u0259 bir k\u0259s\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; He\u00e7 k\u0259s naxo\u015flay\u0131b, x\u0259st\u0259 olmas\u0131n, &#8211;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>deyirl\u0259r,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>deyibmi k\u0259ndd\u0259 kim\u0259s\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sad\u0259 bir insand\u0131 Qas\u0131m m\u00fc\u0259llim,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>d\u0259rsd\u0259 &#8211; t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259k a\u00e7\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kafedra m\u00fcdrit\u0259k &#8211; m\u00fcdrik, m\u00fclayim,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>professor, &#8211; deyib, sualla\u015f\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qas\u0131m m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t, ehtiram,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o, qarda\u015f\u0259v\u0259zi, dost\u0259v\u0259ziymi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir m\u00fch\u0259ndis kimi m\u0259n tan\u0131y\u0131ram,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>s\u0259n dem\u0259,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mu\u011fanl\u0131 \u0259fsan\u0259siymi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Xatir\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131ma<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0131z\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng vurur:&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ata, nec\u0259s\u0259n? &#8211; deyir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>s\u0259sini b\u0259x\u015f el\u0259yir.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z al\u0259mimd\u0259&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>qoruyuram o s\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ata ziyar\u0259tidi, &#8211;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ya\u015fa, \u00f6vlad T\u00f6hf\u0259si!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bak\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>12.12.2024<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi g\u0259tir\u0259n q\u0131z<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi aparan q\u0131z!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi g\u0259tir\u0259n q\u0131z!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dib\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00fcl \u0259kib,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi bitir\u0259n q\u0131z!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yorulmas\u0131n o \u0259ll\u0259r,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f il\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259l\u0259ri sil\u0259n q\u0131z!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin r\u0259fiq\u0259si,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259n q\u0131z!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>\u015eairl\u0259r oyaq qal\u0131r<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Bir i\u015fin varm\u0131, \u015fair,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>nec\u0259 ke\u00e7ir g\u00fcnl\u0259rin?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>El\u0259 ki, i\u015f yerimi&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00f6yr\u0259ndil\u0259r, bildil\u0259r, &#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-Yen\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n qar\u0131\u015far,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>i\u015f yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131, &#8211; deyirl\u0259r.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u0259brik d\u0259 el\u0259yirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>X\u0259b\u0259rsizdi, t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf, &#8211;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir para oxucular, &#8211;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>oxudu\u011fu misran\u0131n&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ne\u00e7\u0259 variant\u0131 var.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015eairl\u0259r oyaq qal\u0131r, &#8211;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>n\u0259 bir v\u0259r\u0259q a\u011f qal\u0131r, &#8211;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn arxas\u0131nca&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n tapanacan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tapa bildinmi, ha\u00e7an?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pozursan yaza-yaza,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yaz\u0131rsan poza-poza.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Soru\u015fma n\u0259d\u0259n, niy\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qay\u0131t g\u00f6r\u00fcm geriy\u0259,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>hardayd\u0131, o qafiy\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Bir dekan var\u0131yd\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ba\u015f laborant G\u00fcldan\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>xatir\u0259sin\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir Dekan var\u0131yd\u0131, bel\u0259, birt\u0259h\u0259r,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00f6z\u00fc se\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259ni ayaqlayard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u00fc\u0259llim, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u015fi\u015f\u0259r,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>rektoru g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 ar\u0131qlayard\u0131.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259rd\u0259n stoluna yumruq vurard\u0131,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>dey\u0259rdi, Dekanam, o da t\u0259z\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Oxlov udan kimi dimdik durard\u0131,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>daimi bir nida i\u015far\u0259siydi.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir prorektorun ke\u00e7\u0259r yan\u0131ndan,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>biz birik, des\u0259 d\u0259, ayr\u0131 g\u0259z\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6st\u0259ri\u015f ver\u0259rdi onun ad\u0131ndan,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>gedib \u0259l tutanda, dizi \u0259s\u0259rdi.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Biz\u0259 gah toxunar, gah ili\u015f\u0259rdi,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir az \u0259s\u0259biydi, bir az da q\u0131vraq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>F\u0259nnini bilmir\u0259m, nec\u0259 bilirdi,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015f\u0259rikli d\u0259rslik d\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 bir vaxt.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ham\u0131dan a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131, ham\u0131dan t\u0259miz,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ham\u0131dan f\u0259rql\u0259n\u0259n inadkar\u0131yd\u0131.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O da t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259d\u0259n alma\u011fa h\u0259ris,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>k\u00f6hn\u0259 i\u015f yerind\u0259n ad\u0259tkar\u0131yd\u0131.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tez-tez yoxlay\u0131rd\u0131 Ba\u015f laborant\u0131,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yerind\u0259 yoxdursa, t\u0259cili iclas.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yuxar\u0131-a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259r \u00e7atard\u0131,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>telefon \u0259lind\u0259 m\u00fcsb\u0259t bir obraz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Rektorun \u0259mril\u0259 getdi o dekan,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00f6rd\u00fck h\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc zal\u0131m h\u0259yat\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Biz\u0259 salam verdi, salam almayan,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dekan insan oldu, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz ayd\u0131n!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yanvar, 2002-ci il<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>\u015e\u0259lal\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n yeniyetm\u0259 bir cavan,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>s\u0259n bir az u\u015faq olayd\u0131n.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n ay\u0131q, t\u0259mkinli, filan,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>s\u0259n yen\u0259 \u015f\u0131ltaq olayd\u0131n.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O \u015f\u0259lal\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>qatayd\u0131n bu &#8220;Can!&#8221; s\u0259sini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u00e7ayd\u0131n s\u0259n o g\u00f6zl\u0259ri,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o Tanr\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sini!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 baxayd\u0131n,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yand\u0131rayd\u0131n-yaxayd\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yuxum g\u0259lir, dey\u0259ydin,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0259ni sehrl\u0259y\u0259rdin.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Laylay\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7alayd\u0131m,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>u\u00e7ayd\u0131n, ucalayd\u0131n.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Budaqlar\u0131 \u0259y\u0259ydim,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00fcnd\u0259n k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259y\u0259ydim.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6zd\u0259n, n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n uzaq,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>s\u0259n yuxulu, m\u0259n oyaq.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dey\u0259ydim, ay durnalar,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>oxumay\u0131n, oyanar&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>N\u0259v\u0259m N\u0259riman H\u0259s\u0259nzad\u0259y\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O\u011flum, c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 bir az ay\u0131q ol,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bilir\u0259m, h\u0259yatda onsuz da paksan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259ni t\u0259rifl\u0259m\u0259,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0259n\u0259 layiq ol,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>s\u0259n onda m\u0259nsiz d\u0259 tan\u0131nacaqsan.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onda dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, filank\u0259sdi bu,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015fair N\u0259riman\u0131n o\u011ful n\u0259v\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259 deyim,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ba\u015fqa bir yolun da yoxdu,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ax\u0131, baban\u0131n da s\u0259ns\u0259n \u0259v\u0259zi.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259ni danan olsa yan\u0131nda s\u0259nin,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>sus, s\u0259br deyibl\u0259r aparar, o\u011flum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dcz\u00fc qara olsun bu z\u0259man\u0259nin, &#8211;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0259n kim\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tanr\u0131n\u0131 danan var, o\u011flum.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kimins\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b yuxusu,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>kims\u0259, naraz\u0131d\u0131 \u00f6z taleyind\u0259n.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qoy s\u0259nin sabah\u0131n u\u011furlu olsun,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>salam indid\u0259n!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ay g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fcz<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Saat 5-\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bir az qal\u0131r s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259ri&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yay\u0131lacaq \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00fcnya \u00f6z yuxusundan&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>oyanacaq bir azdan,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>sonra s\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7acaqsan.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259 bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>gir\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259ri,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>s\u00fcfr\u0259ni a\u00e7acaqsan,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>sonra da d\u0259rm\u0259nl\u0259ri&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bax, bel\u0259c\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz, ay SEV\u0130NC!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 minn\u0259tdaram,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ay g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fcz, ay SEV\u0130NC!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>16 iyul, 2024<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gec\u0259 saat 05:40<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>D\u0259rdi\u015f<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>(N\u0259\u011fm\u0259 m\u0259tni)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259nd\u0259n nigaran qalm\u0131\u015fam,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>insaf\u0131n hardad\u0131, d\u0259rdi\u015f?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259n hardasan, m\u0259n ordayam,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>can\u0131m da ordad\u0131, d\u0259rdi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259n \u0259zizim, mehriban\u0131m,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>nec\u0259 susum, nec\u0259 dan\u0131m?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259nsiz g\u00fcn\u00fcm-g\u00fcz\u0259ran\u0131m&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00f6z\u0259 bir p\u0259rd\u0259di, d\u0259rdi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc saxla yad\u0131nda,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ovsun var s\u0259nin ad\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u00f6lg\u0259m aya\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yan\u0131nda &#8211; yerd\u0259di, d\u0259rdi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>S\u0259nin<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yan\u0131nda deyil\u0259m, g\u0259l\u0259m g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc k\u00f6nl\u00fcmc\u0259 ox\u015fayam s\u0259nin.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018flind\u0259n yap\u0131\u015fam, qolundan tutam,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>naz\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flayam s\u0259nin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u0259bi\u0259t d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 nola, birt\u0259h\u0259r,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n qay\u0131da, dola birt\u0259h\u0259r.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pay\u0131z\u0131 vermi\u015f\u0259m yola birt\u0259h\u0259r,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bu q\u0131\u015f\u0131 qoynunda q\u0131\u015flayam s\u0259nin.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u0259klikl\u0259r oxuyur da\u015fda, qayada,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>s\u0259ni d\u0259 k\u0259kliyin s\u0259si oyada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir q\u0259m g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n q\u0259mli d\u00fcnyada,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0259n d\u0259 sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ya\u015fayam s\u0259nin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>\u00dc\u00e7 qarda\u015f na\u011f\u0131l\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>U\u015faqlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onlar \u00fc\u00e7 qarda\u015f\u0131yd\u0131,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>b\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015f &#8211; ba\u015f\u0131yd\u0131.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ortanc\u0131l &#8211; ortadayd\u0131,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ki\u00e7iyin\u0259 &#8211; atayd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>sa\u011f v\u0259 salamat\u0131yd\u0131.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ki\u00e7iyi &#8211; sad\u0259, h\u0259ssas,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yolda\u015f\u0131 &#8211; darda qoymaz&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hans\u0131 alic\u0259nabd\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hans\u0131 sad\u0259di, safd\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Varm\u0131 bir xeyirxah\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu d\u00fcnyadan agah\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Se\u00e7in, deyin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>n\u0259 des\u0259niz, y\u00fcz\u0259-y\u00fcz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015e\u0259rik\u0259m m\u0259n d\u0259 siz\u0259,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u0259l\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259timiz\u0259&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 ba\u015flayaq,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qalibi alq\u0131\u015flayaq.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>M\u0259nb\u0259:\u00a0https:\/\/edebiyyatqazeti.az\/D\u0259mir Yumruq&nbsp; S\u0259rk\u0259rd\u0259miz H\u00f6rm\u0259tli Hafiz Pa\u015fayev\u0259 Bir s\u0259ad\u0259t mehi \u0259sir&nbsp; \u0259srin yeni havas\u0131ndan. D\u0259mir Yumruq S\u0259rk\u0259rd\u0259miz&nbsp; do\u011fulubdu art\u0131q, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr! O d\u0259rs al\u0131b Atas\u0131ndan, Babas\u0131ndan, bir d\u0259 Ulu Babas\u0131ndan. 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