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S\u0259lim milyonluq \u015f\u0259h\u0259r m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rinin birind\u0259 dil-\u0259d\u0259biyyat m\u00fc\u0259llimi idi. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n indiki vaxt\u0131nda \u015fagirdl\u0259r onu \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirdi v\u0259 bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc iki etm\u0259zdil\u0259r. Bu g\u00fcn-sabah ya\u015f\u0131 \u0259llini haqlayacaq. Cavan vaxtlar\u0131nda az-az uydurdu\u011fu – yeri g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259, g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259, \u015feir yaz\u0131rd\u0131. Ancaq he\u00e7 k\u0259sin bundan x\u0259b\u0259ri yox idi, yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259ri \u00f6z\u00fc oxuyub kef el\u0259yirdi – o \u015feirl\u0259r h\u0259sr etdiyi q\u0131z\u0131n da elmi-g\u00fcman\u0131 \u00e7atmazd\u0131. S\u0259lim bu i\u015fi o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00f6vl\u0259t sirri s\u0259viyy\u0259sind\u0259 gizli saxlayard\u0131 ki, adam h\u0259rd\u0259n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nirdi ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, onun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u015feir yazmas\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259ri varm\u0131?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259lim s\u0259birli olsa da, c\u0131rtdaqozlu\u011fu da vard\u0131, x\u0131rda bir haqs\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6r\u0259 ucundan tutub ged\u0259-ged\u0259 az qala, b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259ti g\u00fcnahkar \u00e7\u0131xardar, bir prokuror \u0259das\u0131, hikk\u0259siyl\u0259 onun c\u0259zaland\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259y\u0259rdi. Ancaq bel\u0259 bir mexanizm yox idi ax\u0131, indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259ti kim c\u0259zaland\u0131r\u0131b? H\u0259m d\u0259 bu, kims\u0259nin bacaraca\u011f\u0131 i\u015f deyildi – Allahdan ba\u015fqa…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 onu b\u0259rk narahat edirdi, dem\u0259k olar ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rin \u015fagirdl\u0259rin aya\u011f\u0131na verilm\u0259si il\u0259 he\u00e7 c\u00fcr bar\u0131\u015fa bilmirdi. D\u00fczd\u00fc, bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259nin \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n onun h\u00f6rm\u0259tin\u0259, \u015fagirdl\u0259ri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n sevilm\u0259sin\u0259 he\u00e7 bir d\u0259xli yox idi, ancaq \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259ki b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r ordusu t\u0259k S\u0259limd\u0259n ibar\u0259t deyildi ax\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, \u00fcr\u0259k q\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir-iki n\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 deyirmi\u015f ki, m\u0259nim tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir yer var, h\u0259rd\u0259n qalx\u0131b ordan saatlarla, diqq\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya bax\u0131ram, ham\u0131 gedir; yava\u015f ged\u0259n, t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n, s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n… ancaq hara getdikl\u0259rini bilmirl\u0259r, \u00e7\u00fcnki tez-tez dayan\u0131b geri bax\u0131rlar, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nir\u0259m – \u00e7ox q\u0259lizdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcr\u0259k q\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir-iki n\u0259f\u0259r S\u0259lim\u0259 dey\u0259nd\u0259 ki, bir d\u0259f\u0259 o yer\u0259 qalxanda bizi apar, biz d\u0259 ordan baxaq, g\u00f6r\u0259k d\u00fcnyada n\u0259 var, n\u0259 yox, “olmaz” deyirmi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Niy\u0259 olmaz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Olmaz d\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ax\u0131, niy\u0259 olmaz d\u0259, biz d\u0259 bil\u0259k…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– A ki\u015fil\u0259r, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 olmaz ki, orda sizin havan\u0131z \u00e7atmaz, bo\u011fulars\u0131n\u0131z, \u00fcr\u0259yiniz qalxar. Ordan k\u0259ll\u0259-mayallaq olub, t\u0259k\u0259r kimi diyirl\u0259n\u0259rsiniz d\u0259r\u0259nin dibin\u0259. Bir d\u0259 yad\u0131n\u0131zda saxlay\u0131n: o m\u0259n dediyim yer biradaml\u0131qd\u0131, biradaml\u0131q. Yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 milyard adam var?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u00c7oxdu, \u00e7oxdu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bax, h\u0259r adam\u0131n heyl\u0259 bir yeri var, n\u0259 vaxt ist\u0259s\u0259, ora qalx\u0131b d\u00fcnyaya baxa bil\u0259r; ancaq adamlar\u0131n \u00e7oxu o yuxar\u0131dak\u0131 yerinin harda oldu\u011funu bilmir. Bu, h\u0259l\u0259 haras\u0131d\u0131 ki? Adamlar\u0131n \u00e7oxu… adamlar\u0131n \u00e7oxu… bilmirl\u0259r ki, yuxar\u0131da heyl\u0259 bir yerl\u0259ri var, ee… d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t budu, bu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259lim h\u0259r g\u00fcn tezd\u0259n o biradaml\u0131q yerin\u0259 qalx\u0131r, d\u00fcnyaya tama\u015fa el\u0259yir, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015f evin\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131r ki, hava i\u015f\u0131qlanar, onu g\u00f6r\u00fcb-eliy\u0259n olmas\u0131n. \u015eeir yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6vl\u0259t sirri s\u0259viyy\u0259sind\u0259 gizli saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi, y\u00fcks\u0259klikd\u0259ki yerini d\u0259 ham\u0131dan yay\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, son vaxtlar \u00e7ox k\u00f6vr\u0259k olmu\u015fdu; bu, ya m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259td\u0259n, ya da z\u0259ifliyind\u0259n do\u011furdu – adamlara yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lirdi, onlara ac\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131, b\u0259lk\u0259 do\u011frudan adamlar yaz\u0131q g\u00fcn\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. B\u0259z\u0259n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131ndan girib aya\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131 ki, kimins\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm g\u00f6rs\u00fcn, rahatla\u015fs\u0131n – \u0259ksini g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 bir az da a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131b geri qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131, ev\u0259 girm\u0259yi il\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131 bir olurdu, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapa bilmirdi; \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapa bilm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 \u0259lac\u0131 qal\u0131rd\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b d\u00fcnyaya baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 o biradaml\u0131q yerin\u0259. Ora is\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259d\u0259n art\u0131q qalxmaq olmazd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 be\u015f-alt\u0131 ayda, dem\u0259k olar ki, durdu\u011fu yerd\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, d\u0259rdini he\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 dey\u0259 bilmirdi, salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 i\u00e7in\u0259. S\u0259lim, nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, i\u00e7ind\u0259n yaralanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, m\u00fchit onu i\u00e7ind\u0259n vurmu\u015fdu. \u0130\u00e7 yaras\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259s g\u00f6r\u0259 bilmirdi, ax\u0131 o, bu yaras\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 ham\u0131dan gizl\u0259dirdi, utan\u0131rd\u0131; ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, bu bar\u0259d\u0259 kim\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fsa, ya ona g\u00fcl\u00fcb arxada \u0259l\u0259 \u00e7alacaq, ya da \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nib orda-burda dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r ki, o s\u00f6z…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259limin \u00fcr\u0259k q\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131, simsar hesab el\u0259diyi iki n\u0259f\u0259r var: birinin boyu \u00e7ox h\u00fcnd\u00fcr olsa da, a\u011fl\u0131 topu\u011funda deyildi, ikincisi g\u00f6d\u0259k adam idi, ancaq \u00e7oxbilmi\u015f deyildi. V\u0259 onlar ikisi d\u0259 \u00e7ox yax\u0131n dost idil\u0259r, arvad-u\u015faq da bir-birini tan\u0131y\u0131r, get-g\u0259ll\u0259ri vard\u0131. Onlar \u015f\u0259h\u0259r m\u0259hl\u0259sinin park\u0131na g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xanda \u00e7ox g\u00fclm\u0259li g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r – \u0259g\u0259r uzun g\u00f6d\u0259yin \u0259lind\u0259n tutsayd\u0131, gend\u0259n baxanlar el\u0259 bil\u0259rdi ki, ata-balad\u0131lar v\u0259 ata balas\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b. He\u00e7 k\u0259s bilmirdi ki, “bala atas\u0131ndan” ya\u015f yar\u0131m b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fc – \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, bu onlar\u0131 tan\u0131mayanlara aiddi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu c\u00fctl\u00fckd\u0259n ba\u015fqa S\u0259limin g\u00fcman\u0131 he\u00e7 kim\u0259 g\u0259lmirdi. C\u00fctl\u00fcy\u00fcn d\u0259 ona b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u00f6rm\u0259ti vard\u0131: – Az\u0259rbaycanda bir m\u00fc\u0259llim varsa, o da S\u0259lim m\u00fc\u0259llimdi… ki\u015finin o\u011flu d\u0259ryad\u0131 d\u0259rya… adam n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u015feir \u0259zb\u0259r bil\u0259r… ba\u015f deyil eee, maqnitafondu, maqnitafon…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n vasit\u0259siyl\u0259 son alt\u0131 aydak\u0131 durumu il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dar yax\u015f\u0131 bir h\u0259kim d\u0259 tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, t\u0259xmin\u0259n, on-on iki seans q\u0259bul ed\u0259nd\u0259n sonra xeyli \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Ax\u0131rda is\u0259 h\u0259kim ona dedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u0259lim m\u00fc\u0259llim, he\u00e7 bir t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259-filan yoxdu, siz g\u00fccl\u00fc adams\u0131n\u0131z, bundan sonra \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz \u00f6z h\u0259kiminiz olmal\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ax\u0131, nec\u0259? – S\u0259lim bir az da gen-bol h\u0259kim m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259ti ist\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u0259lim m\u00fc\u0259llim, biz sizin yan\u0131n\u0131za bir adam qo\u015fa bilm\u0259rik ki, o, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 sizinl\u0259 olsun… siz \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin m\u00fcxt\u0259lif yerl\u0259rind\u0259 o l\u00f6vh\u0259y\u0259 rast g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259siniz, dey\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc ba\u015fqa t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7evirsin – bu, m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil, yoxsa, m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 var… yen\u0259 siz\u0259 seans verib pulumu alaram d\u0259… Ax\u0131, siz do\u011frudan yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z… Fikir verm\u0259yin…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– H\u0259kim… o yerl\u0259rin ad\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib d\u0259ll\u0259kxana qoymaq olmaz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Y\u0259qin ki, olar? – H\u0259kim qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015flikl\u0259 dill\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, onu kim eliy\u0259 bil\u0259r? – \u00fcmidl\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259n bil\u0259n baksovet eliy\u0259 bil\u0259r… icra hakimiyy\u0259ti…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259lim h\u0259kimin yan\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b t\u0259k-t\u0259nha xeyli g\u0259zib-doland\u0131, uzun-uzad\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr-qoy el\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bu q\u0259rara g\u0259ldi ki, Bak\u0131 \u015e\u0259h\u0259r \u0130cra Hakimiyy\u0259tin\u0259 \u0259riz\u0259yl\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t el\u0259sin… H\u0259… bir d\u0259 \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t v\u0259siq\u0259si il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 Prezident Aparat\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcvafiq \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sin\u0259 geni\u015f bir teleqram g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259liydi. S\u0259lim\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, burda b\u00f6y\u00fck yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131q var, nec\u0259 y\u0259ni \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t v\u0259siq\u0259si – \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131-b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fc on milyondan bir az art\u0131q adam ya\u015fay\u0131r, dem\u0259li, bunlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259tdi?! Biz tarix yazanlara, tarixi yaradanlara da \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t dey\u0259k – \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t v\u0259siq\u0259si ver\u0259k, kanalizasiya t\u0259mizl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259?! B\u0259s, f\u0259rq?! \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 n\u0259 boyda f\u0259rq…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bird\u0259n S\u0259lim\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, m\u0259ktubun da, teleqram\u0131n da cavab\u0131 g\u0259lib, h\u0259r ikisi d\u0259 m\u00fcsb\u0259t h\u0259ll olunub. A\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259ldi v\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 inand\u0131, el\u0259 inand\u0131 ki, el\u0259 bil a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259lib. Sonra da “niyy\u0259tin hara, m\u0259nzilin ora” atalar misal\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131 – bu, lap yerin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 onun kefi k\u0259ll\u0259-\u00e7arxa vurdu… S\u0259limin bel\u0259 xasiyy\u0259ti d\u0259 vard\u0131 – b\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259vi c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n \u0259liyal\u0131n olsa da, \u00f6z\u00fc-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259k qoymurdu, k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259yirdi, \u0259l uzad\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259lim evind\u0259ki yaz\u0131 stolunun siyirtm\u0259sini \u00e7\u0259kib s\u0259liq\u0259 il\u0259 qatlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u0259rpici \u015fagird d\u0259ft\u0259rinin v\u0259r\u0259qini a\u00e7\u0131b, ordak\u0131 siyah\u0131n\u0131 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u015firin t\u0259nb\u0259llik hopsa da, t\u0259slim olmad\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ki\u015fi ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015fi yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qoymaz… \u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259 ki\u015filik u\u011frunda d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n, c\u0259misi s\u0259kkizi qal\u0131b… uza\u011f\u0131, iki saatl\u0131q i\u015fin qal\u0131b, m\u00f6hk\u0259m ol, – d\u0259hlizd\u0259ki yumru g\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcn “\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259” g\u00fcld\u00fc, el\u0259 bil di\u015fl\u0259rini g\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259tdi gec\u0259d\u0259n xeyli ke\u00e7mi\u015f evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gedirdi, s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131. Arvad\u0131 ondan \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi, ancaq he\u00e7 n\u0259 demirdi, aradan p\u0259rd\u0259ni g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi, h\u0259l\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi, g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi ki, g\u00f6rs\u00fcn i\u015fin ax\u0131r\u0131 n\u0259 il\u0259 qurtaracaq. “Gec\u0259d\u0259n xeyli ke\u00e7mi\u015f evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259n, s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n, xoruz banlamam\u0131\u015f qay\u0131d\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259n ki\u015fi hara ged\u0259 bil\u0259r? Ya o\u011furlu\u011fa, ya adam \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259, ya da ki, \u00f6zg\u0259 arvad yan\u0131na ged\u0259r… ba\u015fqa hara var ki, hara ged\u0259… Gec\u0259nin q\u0131rt yar\u0131s\u0131nda kitabxana i\u015fl\u0259mir… kababxana i\u015fl\u0259mir… N\u0259 bilim, bir az da d\u00f6z\u00fcm, g\u00f6r\u0259k noolur… D\u00f6zm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, ax\u0131racan d\u00f6z\u00fcm”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 S\u0259liml\u0259 ikic\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259hlizd\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131b; bir g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n ev\u0259 qay\u0131danda, bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 gec\u0259yar\u0131 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259nd\u0259 – \u00e7\u00fcnki S\u0259lim el\u0259 sakit-sakit gedib-g\u0259lirdi ki, he\u00e7 k\u0259s duyuq d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fc – lap ruh kimi gedib-g\u0259lirdi. H\u0259r iki halda arvad soru\u015fanda ki, gec\u0259nin bu vaxt\u0131 xeyir ola – cavab\u0131 bel\u0259 olmu\u015fdu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0130\u015fim var… s\u0259n narahat olma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…Gec\u0259 saat d\u00f6rd\u00fcn yar\u0131s\u0131-zad\u0131 olard\u0131. S\u0259lim ba\u015f\u0131nda uzun dimdikli papaq, g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 qara eyn\u0259k d\u0259ll\u0259kxanaya yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b qoltuq cibind\u0259ki \u00e7\u0259kici \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131, sa\u011f \u0259li il\u0259 “Ki\u015fi salonu” yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 l\u00f6vh\u0259y\u0259 nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131sa, \u00e7ilik-\u00e7ilik oldu, \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ki\u015fi salonu… \u0130ndi ki\u015fi var, salon da ola?!. Kas\u0131b itinin ad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f qoyan kimi…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259lim h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 “Ki\u015fi salonu” yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 l\u00f6vh\u0259ni qoltu\u011funda g\u0259zdirdiyi \u00e7\u0259kicl\u0259 vurub \u00e7ilik-\u00e7ilik el\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131, bir az fasil\u0259 ver\u0259nd\u0259n sonra p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131dan bir az yuxar\u0131 tonda \u00fc\u00e7 k\u0259lm\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 el\u0259yirdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Qaraba\u011fs\u0131z ki\u015fi olmaz!!!”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcr\u0259yi soyumurdu, sonuncu \u0259lav\u0259sini d\u0259 edirdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“S\u0259lim! S\u0259n d\u0259 ki\u015fi deyils\u0259n!!! Bird\u0259n el\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n… \u00c7a\u015fma, haaa!!!”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…S\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n evin\u0259-e\u015fiyin\u0259 qay\u0131danda arvad\u0131 d\u0259hlizd\u0259 onu qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bu vaxt\u0131 xeyir ola, ay S\u0259lim? – Q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u0259rin\u0259 zill\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0130\u015fim var… s\u0259n narahat olma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arvad\u0131n s\u0259bri lap \u00e7oxdan t\u00fck\u0259nib yer\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– B\u0259s, s\u0259nin bu i\u015fin n\u0259 vaxt qurtaracaq? – Arvad\u0131 S\u0259limd\u0259n onu rahatlayacaq bir cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bu g\u00fcn… bu g\u00fcn qurtard\u0131… S\u0259n narahat olma…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arvad\u0131 S\u0259limin boynuna sar\u0131l\u0131b i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131rd\u0131, onun boynu island\u0131, bu duzlu n\u0259mlikd\u0259n S\u0259limin \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 bir d\u00fcnya i\u015f\u0131q \u015f\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 axd\u0131, ancaq bu \u015f\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131n\u0131 S\u0259limd\u0259n, bir d\u0259 arvad\u0131ndan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kim e\u015fitm\u0259di…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…S\u0259lim son alt\u0131 ayda, b\u0259lk\u0259 otuza q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259ll\u0259kxanan\u0131n “ki\u015fi salonu”nu \u00e7\u0259kicl\u0259 vurub \u00e7ilik-\u00e7ilik el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Hardasa \u00fcr\u0259yinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 lap dibind\u0259 unudurdu ki, m\u0259nas\u0131z i\u015fl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011fuldur, ancaq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilmirdi. Adam\u0131n inanma\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lmirdi ki, i\u015fdi-\u015fay\u0259d, Qaraba\u011f n\u0259 vaxtsa azad edils\u0259 bel\u0259, S\u0259lim dayanmayacaq – o q\u0259ti sur\u0259td\u0259 \u0259min idi ki, ki\u015fi yoxdu, v\u0259ss\u0259lam!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 v\u0259 b\u0259zi saytlarda, h\u0259tta bir-iki d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 televizorda x\u0259b\u0259r vermi\u015fdil\u0259r ki, guya bir m\u00fct\u0259\u015f\u0259kkil d\u0259st\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin m\u0259rk\u0259zi k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259ki d\u0259ll\u0259kxanalara maddi z\u0259r\u0259r vurur v\u0259 polis \u0259m\u0259liyyat t\u0259dbirl\u0259ri ke\u00e7irs\u0259 d\u0259, h\u0259l\u0259lik cinay\u0259tkar\u0131n izin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilmir. Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, S\u0259lim \u0259l\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015fdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arvad\u0131 son vaxtlar S\u0259limd\u0259n bir balaca \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi: “El\u0259 bil ki, ki\u015fi n\u0259s\u0259 birt\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259yir ee, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259…” Sonra da \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259skinlik verirdi: “noolub, g\u00fcl kimi ki\u015fidi…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259lim son aylar bu i\u015fl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful oldu\u011fu m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 bir \u015fey g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi – g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi ki, bu i\u015f n\u0259 vaxt fa\u015f olsa, k\u00fctl\u0259vi informasiya vasit\u0259l\u0259ri, sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259r bu bar\u0259d\u0259 yazsalar, kimliyi bilinm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, onu t\u0259rifl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, ruhland\u0131racaqlar. Ancaq tam \u0259ksini g\u00f6rd\u00fc, ad\u0131 bilinm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 ham\u0131 onu q\u0131nay\u0131rd\u0131, t\u0259nbeh el\u0259yirdi. Bu, S\u0259limi sars\u0131td\u0131 v\u0259 ke\u00e7irdiyi sars\u0131nt\u0131 ona yol g\u00f6st\u0259rdi: gec\u0259nin q\u0131rt yar\u0131s\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259ll\u0259kxanan\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131na, tan\u0131nmas\u0131n dey\u0259 \u0259yri-\u00fcyr\u00fc x\u0259tl\u0259 bel\u0259 bir m\u0259ktub da yaz\u0131b qoydu: “Bu n\u0259 add\u0131? Ki\u015fi salonu –  indi ki\u015fi var ki, salonu da olsun?!” S\u0259limin bu \u015fanl\u0131 m\u0259ktubu sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 yol tapandan sonra yerind\u0259n duran onu m\u00fcdafi\u0259 edib t\u0259rifl\u0259yirdi, az qala onun \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 tost da deyirdil\u0259r: “Halal olsun. Ki\u015fi adamd\u0131. Onu tan\u0131sayd\u0131m, \u0259lind\u0259n \u00f6p\u0259rdim”. H\u0259tta orta ya\u015fl\u0131 bir qad\u0131n yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, “adam\u0131n bel\u0259 \u0259ri ola… b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r onun arvad\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259lim bu r\u0259yl\u0259ri oxuduqca \u00fcr\u0259yi da\u011fa d\u00f6ns\u0259 d\u0259, sevincini yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q hesab el\u0259yirdi – ax\u0131, he\u00e7 k\u0259s bilmirdi ki, bu t\u0259rifnam\u0259l\u0259r onun \u00fcnvan\u0131na idi. X\u00fcsusil\u0259, orta ya\u015fl\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 qibt\u0259 dolu s\u0259tirl\u0259r: “Ka\u015f arvad bil\u0259ydi ki, o m\u0259n\u0259m…” Ancaq bir b\u00f6y\u00fck, m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m t\u0259s\u0259llisi d\u0259 vard\u0131 ki, camaat onun t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259tta bu da, S\u0259limin tam rahat olmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn kifay\u0259t etm\u0259mi\u015fdi. “Ki\u015fi salonu” m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259ni \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 i\u015f\u011fal el\u0259yib g\u00fcnd\u0259m\u0259 \u00e7evirmi\u015fdi v\u0259 get-ged\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 daha da q\u0131z\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu \u00e7alxalanman\u0131n m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 is\u0259 bir nam\u0259lum \u015f\u0259xs dayan\u0131rd\u0131, he\u00e7 k\u0259s onu tan\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131, ancaq h\u0259r k\u0259s onu tan\u0131maq ist\u0259yirdi – onu birc\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259r tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131 – S\u0259limin \u00f6z\u00fc…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ancaq S\u0259lim az qal\u0131rd\u0131 ortas\u0131ndan \u00e7atlas\u0131n – bu bar\u0259d\u0259 kim\u0259s\u0259 \u0259trafl\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259yib sakitl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi; \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 bel\u0259 bir adam\u0131n axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131nda idi, ancaq tapa bilmirdi. B\u00fct\u00fcn qohum-\u0259qr\u0259bas\u0131, dost-tan\u0131\u015f\u0131 n\u00f6vb\u0259 il\u0259, s\u0259liq\u0259-sahmanla g\u0259lib onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qaba\u011f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7di, qorxdu, he\u00e7 birin\u0259 etibar etm\u0259di, h\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 bir “q\u0259mi\u015f” qoydu v\u0259 uzun “axtar\u0131\u015f-\u0259m\u0259liyyat t\u0259dbirl\u0259rind\u0259n” sonra el\u0259 bil n\u0259s\u0259 tapd\u0131: arvad… bir d\u0259 piyada g\u0259z\u0259nd\u0259 ata-balaya ox\u015fayan \u00fcr\u0259k q\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 o c\u00fctl\u00fck. Bu da, bir problem yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, indi d\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 arvadla c\u00fctl\u00fcy\u00fcn aras\u0131nda… Onun \u00fcr\u0259k q\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu c\u00fctl\u00fck, arvadla m\u00fcqayis\u0259d\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 k\u00f6yn\u0259k ondan uzaq idi. “El\u0259 arvad ham\u0131s\u0131ndan yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131 vallah, u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131n anas\u0131d\u0131 d\u0259… o yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131…” Tam q\u0259rara g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015f bir fikir d\u0259 p\u0131rtday\u0131b ortal\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131: “ax\u0131, deyirl\u0259r, arvad\u0131n bo\u011faz\u0131nda h\u00fclqum olmur… c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259-gora olsun… m\u0259n onun bo\u011faz\u0131na h\u00fclqum qoyduranam?!” Yad\u0131na bu g\u00fcn qad\u0131nlar aras\u0131nda d\u0259bd\u0259 olan kosmetik \u0259m\u0259liyyat d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. T\u0259l\u0259sik q\u0259rar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259lim \u00e7ayxanada t\u0259k-t\u0259nha oturub “calaq” i\u015fin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131, \u00e7ay i\u00e7\u0259-i\u00e7\u0259 siqareti siqaret\u0259 calay\u0131rd\u0131. D\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131 kimi \u00fcr\u0259k q\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 o c\u00fctl\u00fcy\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi – tez-tez d\u0259 saat\u0131na bax\u0131rd\u0131. Onun bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tind\u0259n sonra gend\u0259n baxanlar bu q\u0259rara g\u0259lmi\u015fdil\u0259r ki, S\u0259lim m\u00fc\u0259llim kimis\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. \u018fslind\u0259 bu c\u00fctl\u00fcy\u00fcn g\u00fcnah\u0131 yox idi, S\u0259lim \u00f6z\u00fc tez g\u0259lmi\u015fdi; onun ad\u0259ti idi, b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 on-on be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259 tez ged\u0259r, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131 vaxt tamam olandan sonra da, uza\u011f\u0131, on be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259rdi, g\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259ydi, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259rdi. He\u00e7 vaxt he\u00e7 k\u0259si g\u00f6zl\u0259tm\u0259diyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259, he\u00e7 vaxt he\u00e7 k\u0259si g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259zdi, uza\u011f\u0131, on-on be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u00fctl\u00fck S\u0259limin stoluna yax\u0131nla\u015fan kimi Uzun saat\u0131na bax\u0131b soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u00c7oxdan g\u0259lmisiniz? – \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n \u0259lav\u0259 etdi, – biz vaxt\u0131nda g\u0259lmi\u015fik, – \u00e7\u00f6n\u00fcb G\u00f6d\u0259yin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Oturun, oturun… m\u0259n tez g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m… oturun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzunla G\u00f6d\u0259yin birlikd\u0259 \u00e7ayxanaya t\u0259\u015frif g\u0259tirm\u0259l\u0259ri el\u0259 bil ki, \u00e7ay i\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm yaxd\u0131, h\u0259tta kims\u0259 yax\u0131n stollar\u0131n e\u015fid\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yi bir t\u0259rzd\u0259 dill\u0259ndi d\u0259: “ata-balad\u0131lar, ee… ata-bala g\u0259ldi…” Halbuki yuxar\u0131da dediyimiz kimi bala atadan ya\u015fca b\u00f6y\u00fck idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– U\u015faqlar, siz\u0259 i\u015fim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, – S\u0259lim ehtiyatla \u0259trafa n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u0259lim m\u00fc\u0259llim, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz d\u0259 bilirsiniz ki, siz\u0259 n\u0259 boyda h\u00f6rm\u0259timiz var, – Uzun G\u00f6d\u0259yin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxan kimi dostu ba\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 onun dedikl\u0259rini t\u0259sdiql\u0259di, – biz haz\u0131r, – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259lim onlar\u0131 birinci d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi diqq\u0259tl\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m, nec\u0259 deyim? – S\u0259lim narahatl\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259 idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ay S\u0259lim m\u00fc\u0259llim, biz \u00f6zg\u0259 deyilik ki, biz\u0259 s\u00f6z dem\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn haz\u0131rla\u015fas\u0131n\u0131z, – bu d\u0259f\u0259 G\u00f6d\u0259k qaba\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, Uzundan d\u0259st\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131, – nec\u0259 x\u0259trin ist\u0259yir, el\u0259 d\u0259, deee…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– U\u015faqlar, sizin i\u00e7inizd\u0259 kimins\u0259 sirri var? – S\u0259lim q\u0259fil soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u00fctl\u00fck t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 bir-birinin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131b n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rini bilm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, S\u0259lim onlara k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Y\u0259ni dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, sirr saxlaya bilirsiniz? – Uzunun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131, Uzun da G\u00f6d\u0259yin, el\u0259 bil ondan n\u0259s\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6d\u0259k dedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– O bax\u0131r n\u0259 sirdi d\u0259… – \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 S\u0259limin, sonra da Uzunun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzun dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– D\u00fcz deyir… O bax\u0131r n\u0259 sirdi… Ail\u0259 sirri var, d\u00f6vl\u0259t sirri var… n\u0259 bilim, vallah…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u00fctl\u00fcy\u00fc maraq g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, S\u0259lim d\u0259 bunu hiss el\u0259diyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 x\u0131rtdaya-x\u0131rtdaya qal\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259rini d\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u00fc, bu t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 “nahaq yer\u0259 onlar\u0131 bura \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m, indi n\u0259 deyim, nec\u0259 deyim… qorxuram” fikri onu el\u0259 bil ki, divara dir\u0259yib s\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131 – qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 s\u0131x\u0131la-s\u0131x\u0131la…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ax\u0131r ki, dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– U\u015faqlar, m\u0259n\u0259 sabaha q\u0259d\u0259r vaxt verin… fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259liy\u0259m, – S\u0259lim onlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxmadan aya\u011fa durub \u00e7ay\u0131n pulunu verib getdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u00fctl\u00fck, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 g\u00f6zd\u0259n it\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r S\u0259limin dal\u0131nca, sonra da bir-birinin sif\u0259tin\u0259 baxa-baxa qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259limin x\u0259b\u0259ri yox idi ki, r\u0259ngi qapqarad\u0131. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259n kimi arvad\u0131 onun qaba\u011f\u0131na yeriyib h\u0259y\u0259canla dedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ay S\u0259lim, noolub s\u0259n\u0259… niy\u0259 bu g\u00fcnd\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yava\u015f… u\u015faqlar e\u015fid\u0259r… noolub ki, m\u0259n\u0259… – d\u0259hlizd\u0259ki g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131b \u00e7\u0259n\u0259sini d\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fclvari \u0259ll\u0259\u015fdirdi. Sonra yataq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7ib arvad\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131; arvad t\u0259l\u0259sik, el\u0259 bir az da qad\u0131n ist\u0259kl\u0259ri il\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc S\u0259lim\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131, qap\u0131n\u0131 da arxadan ba\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259lim c\u00fctl\u00fckl\u0259 el\u0259diyi s\u00f6hb\u0259ti t\u0259xmin\u0259n, arvad\u0131 il\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259di. S\u0259limin dedikl\u0259ri c\u00fctl\u00fcy\u00fc hans\u0131 hala salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131sa, arvad\u0131 da o v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 qoydu. Ax\u0131rda \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc arvada tutub p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ay q\u0131z, m\u0259n\u0259 sabaha q\u0259d\u0259r vaxt ver… fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259liy\u0259m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sabah\u0131 g\u00fcn S\u0259lim yen\u0259 \u00e7ayxanada c\u00fctl\u00fckl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, d\u00fcn\u0259nki g\u00fcn yenid\u0259n t\u0259krar olundu. Ax\u0131rda da dedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– U\u015faqlar, m\u0259n\u0259 bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 vaxt verin… fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259liy\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra da \u00e7ay\u0131n pulunu verib ev\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Yen\u0259 g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131b arvad\u0131 yataq ota\u011f\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131; arvad\u0131 bu d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259d\u0259n, he\u00e7 bir ist\u0259yi olmadan S\u0259limin yan\u0131na g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ancaq, m\u0259nim bir yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 kimi x\u0259b\u0259rim olmad\u0131 ki, S\u0259lim arvad\u0131na n\u0259s\u0259 dedi, ya dem\u0259di…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n da x\u0259b\u0259ri olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feyl\u0259r \u00e7ox olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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S\u0259lim milyonluq \u015f\u0259h\u0259r m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rinin birind\u0259 dil-\u0259d\u0259biyyat m\u00fc\u0259llimi idi. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n indiki vaxt\u0131nda \u015fagirdl\u0259r onu \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirdi v\u0259 bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc iki etm\u0259zdil\u0259r. Bu g\u00fcn-sabah ya\u015f\u0131 \u0259llini haqlayacaq. Cavan vaxtlar\u0131nda az-az uydurdu\u011fu – yeri g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259, g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259, \u015feir yaz\u0131rd\u0131. Ancaq he\u00e7 k\u0259sin bundan x\u0259b\u0259ri yox idi, yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259ri \u00f6z\u00fc oxuyub kef el\u0259yirdi – o \u015feirl\u0259r h\u0259sr etdiyi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-49875","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49875","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=49875"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49875\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":49885,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49875\/revisions\/49885"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=49875"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=49875"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=49875"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}