{"id":50555,"date":"2026-02-20T08:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-02-20T04:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=50555"},"modified":"2026-02-20T13:48:35","modified_gmt":"2026-02-20T09:48:35","slug":"xanim-anela-m%c9%99saf%c9%99-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=50555","title":{"rendered":"Xan\u0131m ANELA.”M\u0259saf\u0259” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f redaktoru<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birinci add\u0131m: t\u0259rketm\u0259<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fccl\u00fc hissl\u0259rin oldu\u011fu yerd\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtliy\u0259 yer yoxdur. B\u0259z\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m, m\u0259g\u0259r insan yaln\u0131z \u00f6z hissl\u0259rind\u0259n z\u00f6vq al\u0131r v\u0259 bu hissi ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xo\u015fb\u0259xt hiss edir. G\u00fccl\u00fc, \u0259l\u00e7atmaz m\u0259saf\u0259li bir hissi ya\u015famaqsa h\u0259r insana n\u0259sib olmur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259saf\u0259… \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r bu s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6n\u0259ms\u0259m\u0259zdim, lakin indi beynimd\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox g\u0259zib-dolanan, m\u0259ni incid\u0259n bir s\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7evrilib \u2013 m\u0259saf\u0259. \u00d6n\u0259mli olan onun ya\u015famas\u0131d\u0131r, s\u0259nd\u0259n uzaq olsa da ya\u015famas\u0131… Bu g\u00fcn m\u0259saf\u0259li sevgiy\u0259 bir tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 bax\u0131b, olanlar\u0131 d\u0259rind\u0259n hiss ed\u0259r\u0259k d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, sanki \u00f6z\u00fcm ya\u015fay\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam kimi q\u0259bul ed\u0259r\u0259k…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki sevgili, lakin insan deyil, h\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz, b\u0259z\u0259n \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259t verm\u0259diyimiz a\u011faclar… H\u0259min ucqar k\u0259ndin k\u0259nar\u0131ndak\u0131 torpaq sah\u0259sind\u0259 bu iki a\u011facdan ba\u015fqa a\u011fac g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ymirdi. Bu a\u011faclar\u0131 sah\u0259nin yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 evin sahibi \u0259kmi\u015fdi. Yay g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259kin-bi\u00e7in i\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n daldalan\u0131b k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 dinc\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi. Onlar\u0131 yana\u015f\u0131 deyil, aral\u0131 \u2013 m\u0259saf\u0259li \u0259kmi\u015fdi. Uzaqdan seyr ed\u0259, g\u00f6r\u0259 bilirdil\u0259r bir-birl\u0259rini bu iki ki\u00e7ik a\u011fac. Amma \u00fcmidl\u0259rini \u00fczm\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. H\u0259r il bir az daha b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckc\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar, qol budaqlar\u0131 artd\u0131qca sevinirdil\u0259r. G\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn, aybaay, ilb\u0259il m\u0259saf\u0259l\u0259ri gerid\u0259 qoyurdular. \u00dcmidl\u0259 ya\u015fayaraq, qovu\u015facaqlar\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k b\u00f6y\u00fck, yetkin a\u011fac olmu\u015fdular art\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

     Yaz g\u0259ldi, daha da uzad\u0131 budaqlar, lakin qovu\u015fmalar\u0131na bir yaz daha g\u0259r\u0259kdi sevgilil\u0259rin. Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qarl\u0131 \u015faxtal\u0131 daha bir q\u0131\u015f ke\u00e7irm\u0259li idil\u0259r. Ancaq eyni havadan qidalanmaq, bir-birl\u0259rinin h\u0259r il ya\u015f\u0131lla\u015f\u0131b \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259m\u0259yini g\u00f6rm\u0259k yet\u0259rli idi sanki. G\u00fccl\u00fc hissl\u0259r\u0259 sahib olub dil\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259dikl\u0259ri halda bunu hiss etdir\u0259 bilirdil\u0259r bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 sevgilil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

     S\u0259rt q\u0131\u015f \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yetirmi\u015fdi. Vaxtil\u0259 bu a\u011faclar\u0131 torpa\u011fa qovu\u015fduran evin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259n bu d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259libaltal\u0131, mi\u015farl\u0131 g\u0259ncl\u0259r peyda oldu hardansa. T\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd el\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n a\u011faclardan birini k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n baltalay\u0131b apard\u0131lar… Dilsiz-a\u011f\u0131zs\u0131z sevgili he\u00e7 n\u0259 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259di… Yaln\u0131z h\u0259min evin dam\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xan t\u00fcst\u00fcy\u0259 bax\u0131b a\u011flad\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r. \u00c7ar\u0259siz v\u0259 d\u0259rdli…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zaman \u00f6z i\u015fini g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Yen\u0259 yaz g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Ancaq t\u0259k qalan sevgili \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi yarpaqlay\u0131b-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259m\u0259mi\u015fdi. Bir h\u0259ft\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131n idi ki, t\u0259nha a\u011fac\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sin\u0259 sevgili olan q\u0131z-o\u011flan da ayaq a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. A\u011fac\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc c\u0131z\u0131b \u00f6z adlar\u0131n\u0131 yazsalar da, t\u0259nha a\u011fac a\u011fr\u0131 hiss etmirdi. Onu incid\u0259n bu iki sevgilini birlikd\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00f6rm\u0259k idi. Budaqlar\u0131 yava\u015f-yava\u015f quruyurdu. H\u0259r yoldan ke\u00e7\u0259n qurumu\u015f budaqlardan q\u0131r\u0131b yer\u0259-g\u00f6y\u0259 tullay\u0131rd\u0131. V\u0259 yen\u0259 q\u0131\u015f v\u0259 yen\u0259 o insanlar… Ancaq daha a\u011flam\u0131rd\u0131 t\u0259nha a\u011fac. H\u0259min insanlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 bu d\u0259f\u0259 sevindi. H\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcb-dirilib \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kd\u0259ns\u0259, bird\u0259f\u0259lik m\u0259hv olmaq, bu \u0259zabdan qurtulmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Balta boynuna dayananda son d\u0259f\u0259 sevgilisi il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 ke\u00e7irdiyi ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 bahar\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131 v\u0259 onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 qaranl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259 m\u0259nc\u0259 insan birc\u0259 q\u0259na\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259r: Ondan uzaqda olsan da, aran\u0131zda m\u0259saf\u0259l\u0259r olsa da, onunla eyni kainat\u0131, eyni havan\u0131, eyni hissi payla\u015fmaqdan xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik hissi duymal\u0131san. O ya\u015fad\u0131qca s\u0259n d\u0259 varsan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130kinci add\u0131m: qovu\u015fma<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259z\u0259n t\u0259bi\u0259tin \u00f6z\u00fc m\u0259saf\u0259l\u0259ri yox etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn biz\u0259 ikinci h\u0259yat, ya da ikinci \u015fans verir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…Torpaq sah\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n birind\u0259, bir ail\u0259 tax\u0131l s\u0259pir, balaca u\u015faqlarsa oyana bu yana qa\u00e7araq oynay\u0131rlar. Gizl\u0259npa\u00e7 oynayan u\u015faqlardan biri \u2013 balaca q\u0131z otlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 gizl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fark\u0259n otlardan he\u00e7 se\u00e7ilm\u0259y\u0259n yenic\u0259 ba\u015f qald\u0131rm\u0131\u015f a\u011fac\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 oturub onu q\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n f\u0259rqin\u0259 varm\u0131r. Balaca q\u0131z t\u0259bi\u0259t\u0259n a\u011faclar\u0131 \u00e7ox sevirdi, amma indi x\u0259b\u0259r tutunca \u00e7ox pis oldu bapbalaca a\u011fac\u0131n q\u0131r\u0131lma\u011f\u0131na. Cibind\u0259n d\u0259smal\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b q\u0131r\u0131lan buda\u011f\u0131 yerin\u0259 ili\u015fdirib ba\u011flad\u0131. Evd\u0259n g\u0259tirdiyi yer-yem\u0259yin i\u00e7ind\u0259n su g\u0259tirib a\u011facc\u0131\u011faz\u0131n dibin\u0259 t\u00f6kd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu\u011fda art\u0131q c\u00fcc\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 atas\u0131 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bu\u011fdan\u0131 suvarma\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 balaca q\u0131z da ona qo\u015fulub g\u0259lir, art\u0131q b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k \u00fczr\u0259 olan a\u011faca qulluq edirdi. H\u0259r q\u0131\u015f g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 donmas\u0131n dey\u0259 a\u011fac\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131ca b\u00fck\u00fcrd\u00fc. Aylar d\u00f6n\u00fcb il olurdu. Balaca q\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckc\u0259 a\u011facc\u0131\u011faz da onunla b\u0259rab\u0259r ilb\u0259il boy at\u0131rd\u0131. Art\u0131q balaca deyildi, qollu-budaql\u0131 s\u00f6y\u00fcd olmu\u015fdu. Amma \u00e7ox t\u0259nha idi s\u00f6y\u00fcd… \u018ftraf\u0131nda ba\u015fqa a\u011fac yox idi, ancaq insanlar. Birc\u0259 tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131, bu da ona qulluq ed\u0259n q\u0131z idi. M\u00f6hk\u0259m dost olmu\u015fdular. Q\u0131z g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n gizl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 onu meh vursun dey\u0259 a\u011fac budaqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259sdir\u0259rdi, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fanda budaqlar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131xla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b q\u0131z\u0131 gizl\u0259d\u0259rdi. Q\u0131z olmayanda budaqlar\u0131n\u0131 kefsiz-k\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fcz sallayard\u0131; onu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259s\u0259 sevincind\u0259n yarpaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 x\u0131\u015f\u0131ldayard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 q\u0131z b\u0259yaz g\u0259linlikd\u0259 g\u0259ldi a\u011fac\u0131n yan\u0131na, bu d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259k deyildi sevgilisi il\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Sevgilisin\u0259 a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi, sonra vidala\u015f\u0131b a\u011fac\u0131 \u00f6pd\u00fc. Sevgilisinin \u0259lind\u0259n tutdu v\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etm\u0259d\u0259n qay\u0131d\u0131b getdi. A\u011fac bu gedi\u015fin son oldu\u011funu bilirdi v\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r buda\u011f\u0131ndan, h\u0259r yarpa\u011f\u0131ndan t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n ya\u015f damc\u0131lar\u0131 \u00f6z k\u00f6kl\u0259rin\u0259 ax\u0131rd\u0131, sanki \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli verm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini \u00fcmid ed\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6z\u00fc yolda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 s\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcn, ancaq q\u0131zdan x\u0259b\u0259r yox idi. A\u011faca qulluq ed\u0259c\u0259k, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 onun varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259rdar olan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kim d\u0259 yox idi. T\u0259nhal\u0131\u011fa q\u0259rq olmu\u015f a\u011fac g\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcnd\u0259n quruma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. G\u00fcnl\u0259rin bir g\u00fcn\u00fc b\u0259rk tufan qopdu v\u0259 a\u011fac\u0131 k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. Q\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yetirdi, ancaq art\u0131q gec idi… A\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n can verdiyini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n sanki \u00fcr\u0259yi da\u011fland\u0131, haldan-hala d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Q\u0259fild\u0259n a\u011fac\u0131n k\u00f6k t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n balaca s\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcn c\u00fcc\u0259rdiyini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 sanki i\u015f\u0131q g\u0259ldi. Bu ikinci h\u0259yat, ikinci \u015fans dem\u0259k idi… G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sil\u0259-sil\u0259 balaca s\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc ana k\u00f6kd\u0259n ay\u0131r\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 apard\u0131. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 evin h\u0259y\u0259tin\u0259 g\u0259tirib \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l gu\u015f\u0259sind\u0259 torpa\u011fa basd\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 \u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k, b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb anandan da qollu-budaql\u0131 olacaqsan. Biz h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 birlikd\u0259 ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131q. U\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131z s\u0259ninl\u0259, balaca s\u00f6y\u00fcdl\u0259rinl\u0259 dost olacaqlar, \u2013 q\u0131z balaca s\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131b sevgilisin\u0259 sar\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

2013, iyul<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f redaktoru. Birinci add\u0131m: t\u0259rketm\u0259 G\u00fccl\u00fc hissl\u0259rin oldu\u011fu yerd\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtliy\u0259 yer yoxdur. B\u0259z\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m, m\u0259g\u0259r insan yaln\u0131z \u00f6z hissl\u0259rind\u0259n z\u00f6vq al\u0131r v\u0259 bu hissi ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xo\u015fb\u0259xt hiss edir. G\u00fccl\u00fc, \u0259l\u00e7atmaz m\u0259saf\u0259li bir hissi ya\u015famaqsa h\u0259r insana n\u0259sib olmur. M\u0259saf\u0259… \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r bu s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6n\u0259ms\u0259m\u0259zdim, lakin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-50555","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50555","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=50555"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50555\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":50561,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50555\/revisions\/50561"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=50555"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=50555"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=50555"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}