{"id":50603,"date":"2026-02-27T19:50:50","date_gmt":"2026-02-27T15:50:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=50603"},"modified":"2026-02-27T19:50:50","modified_gmt":"2026-02-27T15:50:50","slug":"m%c9%99ni-qinamaq-sansi-verir%c9%99m-siz%c9%99dusunc%c9%99-dong%c9%99l%c9%99ri-silsil%c9%99sind%c9%99n","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=50603","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259ni q\u0131namaq \u015fans\u0131 verir\u0259m siz\u0259!(\u201cD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 d\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259ri\u201d silsil\u0259sind\u0259n)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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\tAna olmaq… M\u0259n bu ifad\u0259ni sin\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259k i\u015fl\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259rin ki\u015fil\u0259r\u0259 haqs\u0131zl\u0131q etdiyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sind\u0259y\u0259m. M\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn bu ifad\u0259nin \u0259sli budur: \u201cValideyn olmaq!\u201d Anal\u0131q v\u0259 atal\u0131q, \u0259g\u0259r bioloji bax\u0131mdan baxmasaq, \u00f6hd\u0259likdir. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, h\u0259yat\u0131n davam etm\u0259si b\u0259z\u0259n t\u0259sad\u00fcfl\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 as\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r… T\u0259sad\u00fcfl\u0259ri y\u0131\u011faq ba\u015fqa bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 torbas\u0131na, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flayaq, zehnimizin k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259y\u0259k, ad\u0131n\u0131 da qoyaq: \u201cDursun!\u201d \tBiz \u015f\u00fcurlu \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 bu \u00f6hd\u0259liyi \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015faq… \t\u00c7ox yox, birc\u0259 h\u0259ft\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259l kim\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131n, meymun balas\u0131ndan payla\u015f\u0131m edirdi (Punch). Anas\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n t\u0259rk edilmi\u015f, dig\u0259r meymunlar\u0131n yax\u0131na qoymad\u0131qlar\u0131 makaka meymunu… D\u00fcnya virtual \u201ca\u011flad\u0131\u201d, \u201cd\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc\u201d meymun balas\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259. O g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n, a\u011flayan biri oldumu? \tM\u0259\u015fhur markalardan biri meymunun s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259diyi, arada s\u00f6yk\u0259ndiyi meymun oyunca\u011f\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n oyuncaqlar istehsal etdi. Ad\u0131n\u0131 da qoydu: \u201cPunch`un anas\u0131\u201d. Bayaqdan meymun balas\u0131na \u201ca\u011flayan\u201dlar o oyuncaqdan ald\u0131lar u\u015faqlar\u0131na… Qar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131xan r\u0259yl\u0259ri d\u0259 oxudum, payla\u015f\u0131mlara da g\u00f6z atd\u0131m. Birc\u0259 a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 r\u0259y vard\u0131, onu da ki\u015fi yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: \u201cKapitalizm budur; s\u0259n anan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xarsan, kapitalizm s\u0259nin anan\u0131 satar\u201d. \tKi\u015fi deyil\u0259m, (ki\u015fil\u0259rin qad\u0131nlara n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259n daha m\u0259ntiqli v\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259ri oldu\u011fu kimi d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ndirdiyi elmi olaraq s\u00fcbut olunub, m\u00fcbahis\u0259 m\u00f6vzusu bel\u0259, deyil) amma h\u0259qiq\u0259ti d\u0259 gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. M\u0259nim g\u00f6zl\u0259rim d\u0259 dolmad\u0131 makak balas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rin\u0259 baxanda. Normal qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131m… M\u0259n \u00f6z sinif yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n 13 ya\u015f\u0131nda ana olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u015fahidi olan insanam… M\u0259n onun da \u00f6z q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 13 ya\u015f\u0131nda \u0259r\u0259 verdiyini, 28 ya\u015f\u0131nda n\u0259n\u0259 olmas\u0131yla \u00f6y\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc, m\u0259n\u0259 sonsuz oldu\u011fuma g\u00f6r\u0259 t\u0259n\u0259 etdiyini h\u0259yati hadis\u0259 kimi qar\u015f\u0131lam\u0131\u015f insanam. M\u0259n bir gec\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259d\u0259k Tanr\u0131 Atayla, T\u0259bi\u0259t Anayla qism\u0259tim (kimin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259, qism\u0259tsizliyim) \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259sbihal edib, s\u0259h\u0259r sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259d\u0259 asfalt \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u00e7\u0131lpaq k\u00f6rp\u0259 \u015f\u0259kli g\u00f6r\u0259n qad\u0131nam… \tBununla bel\u0259, makaka a\u011flamad\u0131m… \u018fksin\u0259, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, anas\u0131n\u0131n qoynunda \u0259zizl\u0259n\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n daha g\u00fccl\u00fc olacaq o! Daha \u0259zmli, daha q\u00fcvv\u0259tli, \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259r\u0259 sin\u0259 g\u0259rm\u0259k m\u0259qam\u0131nda daha c\u0259sur olacaq o! V\u0259 k\u0259nardan m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 edinc\u0259, bu hal\u0131 u\u015faqlarda da g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. \u0130mitasiya edilmi\u015f sevgil\u0259r u\u015faqlar\u0131 z\u0259if edir… \tH\u0259, burda siz\u0259 m\u0259ni q\u0131namaq \u015fans\u0131 verir\u0259m! \u201cS\u0259n n\u0259 qan\u0131rsan u\u015faqla nec\u0259 davranmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r?!\u201d sual\u0131 haz\u0131rd\u0131r zehninizd\u0259, bilir\u0259m. Laz\u0131m olan andaca dilinizd\u0259n e\u015fiy\u0259 at\u0131l\u0131r bu sonundak\u0131 nida i\u015far\u0259si \u0259minlik bildir\u0259n c\u00fcml\u0259… Unutmay\u0131n, immunitet t\u0259kc\u0259 fiziki b\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259 deyil, zehind\u0259 d\u0259 formala\u015fa bilir. Bu c\u00fcml\u0259y\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 antikorlar var d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rimd\u0259 art\u0131q… \tM\u0259ni q\u0131naya bil\u0259rsiniz, h\u0259! Amma \u015eahan\u0259 M\u00fc\u015ffiqi \u201cR\u0259q\u0259msal \u201canal\u0131q\u201d\u201d yaz\u0131s\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 q\u0131naya bilm\u0259zsiniz! G\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcz \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz, amma haqq\u0131n\u0131z \u00e7atm\u0131r buna! O, g\u00f6z\u0259l anad\u0131r! O, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n qad\u0131nd\u0131r! O, h\u0259yata can\u0131 yanan insand\u0131r! O, m\u0259nsubu oldu\u011fu c\u0259miyy\u0259tin d\u0259yi\u015fik d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n ilm\u0259l\u0259rinin f\u0259rqind\u0259 olan, bu ilm\u0259l\u0259ri yerb\u0259yer etm\u0259yi arzulayan, buna \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015fd\u0131r! \tYediyi yem\u0259yin dad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xarmam\u0131\u015f \u00e7\u0259kib payla\u015fanlar\u0131 anlamaq ist\u0259y\u0259r\u0259m. Ziyar\u0259t etdiyi tarixi, dini m\u0259kan\u0131n abu-havas\u0131n\u0131 ruhundan s\u00fczd\u00fcrm\u0259mi\u015f \u015f\u0259kil, video \u00e7\u0259kib payla\u015fanlara da g\u00fcz\u0259\u015ft ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. Amma \u0259l boyda u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r an\u0131n\u0131, h\u0259yat\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k c\u0259hdl\u0259rini, yediyini-i\u00e7diyini, g\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc-a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kib d\u0259qiq\u0259ba\u015f\u0131 payla\u015fanlar\u0131, \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 m\u0259nada, q\u0131nay\u0131ram. O videolara g\u0259l\u0259n r\u0259yl\u0259r, at\u0131lan emojil\u0259r, videonun artan payla\u015f\u0131m say\u0131 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n eynin\u0259 d\u0259 deyil, sizin \u201cham\u0131 m\u0259ni b\u0259y\u0259nsin\u201d acg\u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcz v\u0259 yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zd\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnki camaatdan \u201cay n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l valideyns\u0259n!\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259yirsiniz. Halbuki, bu c\u00fcml\u0259nin \u0259n s\u0259mimisini el\u0259 \u00f6z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131z, o da 30 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra dey\u0259c\u0259k… H\u0259, qar\u015f\u0131dak\u0131 30 il sizin valideynlik \u00f6hd\u0259liyinizi nec\u0259 yerin\u0259 yetir\u0259c\u0259yiniz bar\u0259d\u0259 suallarla dolu olacaq. \t\u201cM\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 valideyn olmu\u015fam!\u201d c\u00fcml\u0259sini \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 ancaq t\u0259s\u0259lli mahiyy\u0259tind\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz. O da, yen\u0259, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131z 30 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra… \u0130ndi etdiyinizin \u2013u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6z u\u015faq d\u00fcnyas\u0131ndan qopar\u0131b \u201csosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259\u201d adl\u0131 qaynar qazan\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 atma\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n ikinci ad\u0131 da var biz g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259lil\u0259rd\u0259. Deyim, onu da \u00f6yr\u0259nin: g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015flik! V\u0259 bu g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015flik u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ehtiva etmir ha! Sizin h\u0259yat\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259diyinizin, insan amilini tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n, daim t\u0259rif\u0259 olan acl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc vahididir! \tS\u0259mimiyy\u0259tim\u0259 kim n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r inanar, bilmir\u0259m. He\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc kim\u0259s\u0259 n\u0259yl\u0259s\u0259 s\u00fcbut etm\u0259k ehtiyac\u0131m da yoxdur. Amma ham\u0131n\u0131n balas\u0131n\u0131n xo\u015fb\u0259xt olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn u\u015faqlar\u0131n u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 u\u015faq kimi ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yir\u0259m. V\u0259 ali t\u0259hsilli pedaqoq, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 kimi siz\u0259 bir m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t c\u00fcml\u0259si yaz\u0131ram, valideynl\u0259r: u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fczd\u0259n \u00e7ox sevin, bunu bacar\u0131n! \tB\u00fct\u00fcn u\u015faqlar b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k tapacaq, yatma\u011fa bir \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131 olacaq, amma h\u0259yat g\u00f6st\u0259rir ki, c\u0259miyy\u0259tin b\u00fct\u00fcn f\u0259rdl\u0259ri sevgini tan\u0131m\u0131r. Bunun g\u00fcnah\u0131n\u0131 valideynl\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m! X\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259, analarda… M\u0259ni q\u0131namaqda s\u0259rb\u0259stsiniz, analar! Do\u011fma\u011f\u0131 bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zla \u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259kd\u0259ns\u0259, ana olma\u011f\u0131n t\u0259vaz\u00f6karl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fasan\u0131z, q\u0131na\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda da sevgi sezil\u0259r! M\u0259nim sizi q\u0131nad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kimi… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ana olmaq… M\u0259n bu ifad\u0259ni sin\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259k i\u015fl\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259rin ki\u015fil\u0259r\u0259 haqs\u0131zl\u0131q etdiyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sind\u0259y\u0259m. M\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn bu ifad\u0259nin \u0259sli budur: \u201cValideyn olmaq!\u201d Anal\u0131q v\u0259 atal\u0131q, \u0259g\u0259r bioloji bax\u0131mdan baxmasaq, \u00f6hd\u0259likdir. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, h\u0259yat\u0131n davam etm\u0259si b\u0259z\u0259n t\u0259sad\u00fcfl\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 as\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r… T\u0259sad\u00fcfl\u0259ri y\u0131\u011faq ba\u015fqa bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 torbas\u0131na, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flayaq, zehnimizin k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259y\u0259k, ad\u0131n\u0131 da qoyaq: \u201cDursun!\u201d Biz \u015f\u00fcurlu \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 bu \u00f6hd\u0259liyi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[175],"tags":[174,113,173,90],"class_list":["post-50603","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kos-yazisi","tag-dusunc-donglri-silsilsi","tag-esse","tag-mni-qinamaq-sansi-verirm-siz","tag-sfa-vli"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50603","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=50603"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50603\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":50605,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50603\/revisions\/50605"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=50603"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=50603"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=50603"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}