{"id":50871,"date":"2026-04-15T04:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-04-15T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=50871"},"modified":"2026-04-15T09:59:46","modified_gmt":"2026-04-15T05:59:46","slug":"ilah%c9%99-seferzade-h%c9%99r-seyd%c9%99n-onc%c9%99-soz-vardi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=50871","title":{"rendered":"\u0130lah\u0259 S\u018fF\u018fRZAD\u018f.\u201cH\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 s\u00f6z vard\u0131”"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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\u0130nsan xo\u015fb\u0259xtliy\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 olmayanda onu hiss edir. Vaxtil\u0259 Bukovski d\u0259 t\u0259xmin\u0259n bel\u0259 bir c\u00fcml\u0259 demi\u015fdi: \u201cD\u00fcnyaya xo\u015fb\u0259xt olma\u011fa g\u0259lm\u0259diyimizi anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z an xo\u015fb\u0259xt olma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r\u0131q\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc aldatma i\u015find\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r mahir oldu\u011fu onun xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyinin miqdar\u0131 il\u0259 d\u00fcz m\u00fct\u0259nasibdir. F\u0259q\u0259t \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yalanlar \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n dey\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczl\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259mirik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r\u00e7\u0259nd insan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dediyi yalan\u0131 etiraf ed\u0259rk\u0259n bel\u0259 y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 yeni g\u00f6z\u00fck\u00f6lg\u0259li v\u0259 ars\u0131z yalanlar uydurur. T\u0259f\u0259rr\u00fcatlar yum\u015fald\u0131l\u0131r, s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259yi\u015fdirilir, b\u0259zi qisiml\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6z yumulur, b\u0259zi dostlar b\u0259ra\u0259t qazan\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara baxmayaraq, yalanlar\u0131 etiraf ed\u0259 bil\u0259nl\u0259r ist\u0259nil\u0259n halda a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131d\u0131rlar. \u00c7\u00fcnki t\u0259f\u0259rr\u00fcatlar\u0131n c\u0259mind\u0259n yaranan m\u00fcbh\u0259m m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 baya\u011f\u0131 ger\u00e7\u0259kd\u0259n daha d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259zdir. \u018fsl yalan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 t\u0259f\u0259rr\u00fcatlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaras\u0131nda gizlidir. Bu h\u0259yatda \u0259sl ger\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 is\u0259 tab g\u0259tir\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k insan\u2026 Yoxdur! X\u00fclas\u0259, aldanaraq xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmaq yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u0259n z\u0259rif v\u0259 m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl kontrastd\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xo\u015fb\u0259xt insan ya \u00f6z a\u011fl\u0131ndan m\u0259mnun bir d\u0259lidir, ya da \u00f6z d\u0259liliyind\u0259n m\u0259mnun bir a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131. \u00dcst\u0259lik, h\u0259r d\u0259li v\u0259 ya h\u0259r a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 kimi bir azca da q\u00fcrursuzdur. \u00c7\u00fcnki q\u00fcrur insan\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ay\u0131ran \u015f\u0131q v\u0259 m\u0259\u011frur bir divard\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yatlar\u0131 boyunca he\u00e7 b\u00f6y\u00fck bir k\u0259d\u0259r v\u0259 aldan\u0131\u015f ya\u015famam\u0131\u015f k\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259 rast g\u0259lm\u0259k olur. Bu xo\u015fb\u0259xt adamlar ba\u015flar\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k \u0259n qorxulu \u015feyin \u00f6z yax\u015f\u0131 talel\u0259ri oldu\u011fundan x\u0259b\u0259rsizdirl\u0259r. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u201ch\u0259yat\u201d dediyimiz bu bir gedi\u015flik \u015fans oyunu h\u0259min adamlar\u0131n b\u0259xtini ya unudub, ya da xat\u0131rlama\u011fa g\u0259r\u0259k duymay\u0131b. \u018flq\u0259r\u0259z, z\u0259rl\u0259ri taxtan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 at\u0131lmay\u0131b. B\u00fct\u00fcn oyun boyunca z\u00f6vq v\u0259 arxay\u0131nl\u0131q ya\u015fatd\u0131qdan sonra \u0259ld\u0259 qalan \u201ctuz\u201d kart\u0131 kimi x\u0259cal\u0259tli \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcr\u00fcbl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u0259s\u0259rd\u0259 oxumu\u015fdum ki, q\u0259dim yunanlar\u0131n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s kitab\u0131 q\u0259bul edil\u0259n \u201c\u0130liada\u201dn\u0131n \u0259n \u00e7ox heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndir\u0259n n\u00fcanslar\u0131ndan biri fani insanlar\u0131n \u0259b\u0259di Tanr\u0131lar\u0131 qovalad\u0131qlar\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259tta b\u0259z\u0259n onlarla m\u00fcbahis\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 girdikl\u0259ri m\u0259qamlard\u0131r. \u018fslind\u0259, tanr\u0131larla bel\u0259 bir s\u0259mimiyy\u0259t v\u0259 yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ehtiyac\u0131m\u0131z varm\u0131\u015f! \u00dcst\u0259lik, bunu, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, onlar da arzulay\u0131blar. Bu ita\u0259tkar, \u00fcz\u00fcyola k\u00f6l\u0259liyimiz, bu s\u0259fil yaltaql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z v\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 tab g\u0259tir\u0259n ruhsuzlu\u011fumuzla, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, onlar\u0131 t\u0259ng\u0259 g\u0259tiririk? Yoxsa q\u0259dim d\u00f6vr\u0259 nisb\u0259t\u0259n tarixin ir\u0259lil\u0259y\u0259n \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131nda bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259nmi art\u0131q g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259yib qeyb\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kildil\u0259r, yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n ilim-ilim itdil\u0259r?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cH\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 s\u00f6z vard\u0131, s\u00f6z Tanr\u0131yla idi v\u0259 s\u00f6z Tanr\u0131yd\u0131 \u201d \u2013dey\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r \u0130ncil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pis ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c deyil. H\u0259tta dey\u0259rdim ki, s\u00f6z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyilmi\u015f \u0259n uy\u011fun d\u00fcsturdur. \u00c7\u00fcnki s\u00f6zl\u0259r sehirdir v\u0259 sehrbazl\u0131q Tanr\u0131 \u0259m\u0259lidir. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il sonra postmodern f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 eyni s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 istinad etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cH\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 s\u00f6z vard\u0131 v\u0259 s\u00f6z Tanr\u0131yd\u0131.\u201d B\u0259s sonra n\u0259 oldu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

He\u00e7, \u00f6nc\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259ri k\u0259sildi, sonra musiqi, sonra r\u0259qs\u2026 N\u0259hay\u0259t, \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259 bitdi! D\u00fcnyadan z\u00f6vq ala bilm\u0259 qabiliyy\u0259timiz tarixin \u0259n qaranl\u0131q s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fc. Biz xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259traf\u0131, \u0259n ba\u015fda is\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc aldatma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131q. Yalanlardan ibar\u0259t yeni v\u0259 uzaqdan zurnas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si xo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259n d\u00fcnya yaratd\u0131q. Bel\u0259c\u0259 riyakarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n t\u0259m\u0259li d\u00fcr\u00fcstl\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131na qoyuldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259yin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu bilmir\u0259m. Bil\u0259c\u0259yimi d\u0259 sanm\u0131ram. \u00dcst\u0259lik, bilm\u0259yim g\u0259r\u0259kdiyini d\u0259 he\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcr\u0259m… Bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lah\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rzad\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u0130nsan xo\u015fb\u0259xtliy\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 olmayanda onu hiss edir. Vaxtil\u0259 Bukovski d\u0259 t\u0259xmin\u0259n bel\u0259 bir c\u00fcml\u0259 demi\u015fdi: \u201cD\u00fcnyaya xo\u015fb\u0259xt olma\u011fa g\u0259lm\u0259diyimizi anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z an xo\u015fb\u0259xt olma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r\u0131q\u201d. \u0130nsan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc aldatma i\u015find\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r mahir oldu\u011fu onun xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyinin miqdar\u0131 il\u0259 d\u00fcz m\u00fct\u0259nasibdir. F\u0259q\u0259t \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yalanlar \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n dey\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczl\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259mirik. H\u0259r\u00e7\u0259nd insan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dediyi yalan\u0131 etiraf […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-50871","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50871","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=50871"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50871\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":50882,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50871\/revisions\/50882"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=50871"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=50871"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=50871"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}