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\u201cB\u0259zi \u015feyl\u0259r var h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131zdam\u0131 deyim, d\u00fcnyadam\u0131 deyim-bizi idar\u0259 ed\u0259n ki\u00e7ik detallar…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu c\u00fcml\u0259 il\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r Xan\u0131m Anelan\u0131n \u201c\u00dcr\u0259k notu:vanil\u201d roman\u0131… <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dinl\u0259diyim mahn\u0131dand\u0131r: \u201cB\u0259lk\u0259 \u00e7oxdan buldun bir d\u0259va?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…Olsun… D\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259yilm\u0259m\u0259yin cinsi yoxdur, yen\u0259 d\u0259, d\u0259rdi \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yin bir qad\u0131n t\u0259r\u0259fi var. H\u0259yat\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fckl\u0259rinin ipl\u0259ri \u00e7iyinl\u0259rimizd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir, x\u0259yan\u0259td\u0259n ba\u015fqa. Xainl\u0259r d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259mizin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n vurur!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201c\u00dcr\u0259k notu: vanil\u201d roman\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etdi. X\u0259yan\u0259t\u0259 u\u011frayan qad\u0131n xain qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dik dursa da, daxilind\u0259 x\u0131rdalan\u0131r, x\u0131rdalan\u0131r… Vicdan\u0131ndak\u0131 m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 m\u00fctt\u0259him \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr! Bunu G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f bilirdi… Bil\u0259-bil\u0259 d\u0259, \u00f6m\u00fcr c\u0259ng\u0259lliyinin i\u00e7ind\u0259n, qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n qala divarlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n, g\u00fcnahkar axtaranlar\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 da\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldiyi d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f meydanlar\u0131ndan ke\u00e7di, ke\u00e7di, gedib yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131 i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O \u0259t\u0259y\u0259 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 da\u015flar da x\u0131rdayd\u0131… \u0130\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n onun \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259rtikl\u0259r d\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Xan\u0131m Anela bu romanla anlad\u0131r qad\u0131n\u0131n nec\u0259 x\u0131rdaland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131-x\u0131rda\u00e7\u0131ya \u00e7evrildiyini… Bu m\u0259qamda qay\u0131d\u0131b b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fcy\u00fcn sirrini a\u00e7mal\u0131y\u0131q ki, sonra yola davam ed\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…Qay\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yol getdiyimiz deyilmi\u015f, Tanr\u0131m! Qad\u0131n\u0131n gedi\u015fi d\u0259, g\u0259li\u015fi d\u0259 ayr\u0131 c\u00fcr olur… \u201cH\u0259r ged\u0259n qad\u0131n \u0259lini \/Arxaya uzad\u0131b gedir\u201d dey\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259n idin \u015fair diliyl\u0259-yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131na b\u0259l\u0259d olma\u011f\u0131nla \u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259nmi\u015f, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259… Bizs\u0259, h\u0259l\u0259 s\u0259nin b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn ruhumuzdak\u0131 inikas\u0131yla f\u0259xr etm\u0259k c\u0259hdind\u0259yik. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, s\u0259n bizi \u201c\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259b\u0259nz\u0259r yaratd\u0131n\u201d, \u00f6z\u00fcn kimi deyil! \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, biz \u201cyarad\u0131lm\u0131\u015flar\u0131n \u0259\u015fr\u0259fi\u201d olsaq da, qeyri-\u0259\u015fr\u0259f oldu\u011fumuzu yar\u0131m\u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259 d\u0259rk ed\u0259nd\u0259, \u0259n birinci s\u0259nd\u0259n k\u00fcs\u00fcr\u00fck. \u018fn q\u0259rib\u0259si n\u0259dir, bilirs\u0259nmi? K\u00fcsk\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc d\u0259 s\u0259ninl\u0259 ovuduruq…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ah, Tanr\u0131m! \u0130nsan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fcy\u00fc s\u0259nin b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn inikas\u0131d\u0131r, dedim ax\u0131… V\u0259 g\u00fczg\u00fcl\u0259rin bizi qucaqlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qollar\u0131 yoxdur. Xan\u0131m Anelan\u0131n q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f d\u0259 yupyumru bir ruhla do\u011fulmu\u015fdu… \u0130lk g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131yla nazildi ruhu, ilk k\u00fcsk\u00fcnl\u00fckl\u0259 \u00e7atlad\u0131, anas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcyl\u0259 parampar\u00e7a oldu. Bundan sonra ba\u015flad\u0131 bir ruhun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcb\u0259rpa m\u00fcdd\u0259ti…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u018fr\u0259 verildi… \u201cG\u00f6z ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u201d ald\u0131, ruhuna bir k\u00f6lg\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O\u011ful do\u011fdu… Sevindi, sevinci ruhundak\u0131 k\u00f6lg\u0259y\u0259 qalib g\u0259lm\u0259k q\u00fcdr\u0259tind\u0259 olmad\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Evd\u0259n qa\u00e7d\u0131… Q\u0131na\u011fa g\u0259ldi, ruhundak\u0131 k\u00f6lg\u0259 t\u00fcndl\u0259\u015fdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u0259cav\u00fcz\u0259 m\u0259ruz qald\u0131… Susdu, ruhundak\u0131 k\u00f6lg\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb z\u00fclm\u0259t oldu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Z\u00fclm\u0259t… Ruh b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn o biri \u00fcz\u00fc… <\/p>\n\n\n\n
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B\u00fct\u00f6v do\u011fulan yox, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcb\u0259rpa il\u0259-al\u0259tl\u0259r: b\u00fct\u00fcn duy\u011fular, material: ya\u015fananlar-b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u0259\u015f\u0259n ruh d\u00fcnyaya meydan oxuma\u011fa haz\u0131rd\u0131r. V\u0259 d\u0259… Bu ruhun sahibi daxilind\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259l\u0259g\u0259lm\u0259z q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 g\u0259zir. H\u0259r q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131 bat\u0131\u015f\u0131 x\u0131rdal\u0131qd\u0131r… Bu bat\u0131\u015fdan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131lan h\u0259r s\u00f6hb\u0259t x\u0131rda\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qd\u0131r… V\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayan, amma unutmayan qad\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n son ill\u00fcziyas\u0131nda da o bat\u0131\u015f\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hiss edir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
… \u201cQodu-qodu\u201d ad\u0259ti var Novruzda… H\u0259r\u0259 bir pay g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qohum-qon\u015fular\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131na gedir… O qohum-qon\u015fular da \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 pay g\u0259lir… G\u00f6z\u0259l ad\u0259tdir: bir evd\u0259 qaynayan qazandan ham\u0131 dad\u0131r. Lakin bu ad\u0259tin el aras\u0131nda bir d\u0259 kinay\u0259li i\u015fl\u0259dilm\u0259si var. Bir adam bundan-ona, ondan-buna s\u00f6z da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rsa, s\u0259b\u0259bsizc\u0259 burdan-ora, ordan-bura gedib-g\u0259lirs\u0259, soru\u015furlar:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-N\u0259di, \u201cQodu-qodu\u201d oynay\u0131rsan? <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Burda da yap\u0131\u015faq \u201coynamaq\u201d k\u0259lm\u0259sind\u0259n… G\u00f6z\u0259l, dil\u0259yat\u0131ml\u0131 feilimiz burada oyun oynama\u011f\u0131 deyil, Novruzdak\u0131 hadis\u0259ni yenid\u0259n canland\u0131rma\u011f\u0131 ehtiva edir… <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Xan\u0131m Anelan\u0131n G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn ikinci f\u0259slind\u0259 \u00f6z par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f hal\u0131n\u0131 oynay\u0131r… K\u0259d\u0259ri d\u0259, sevinci d\u0259, qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259st\u0259yin\u0259 \u00e7atmayan \u0259li d\u0259-arada zaman v\u0259 b\u0259xt m\u0259saf\u0259si var-b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fcy\u00fcn b\u0259tnind\u0259 \u0259riyib yox olmal\u0131 idi m\u0259ntiql\u0259… Qad\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259ntiq is\u0259 \u00e7ox nadir hallarda \u201c=\u201d i\u015far\u0259siyl\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131r. B\u00fct\u00fcn riyazi i\u015far\u0259l\u0259r-vurma, b\u00f6lm\u0259, toplama, \u00e7\u0131xma-m\u0259hz bundan sonra i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr… X\u0131rdalan\u0131r qad\u0131nlar, x\u0131rdaland\u0131qca \u00f6z duy\u011fular\u0131yla toplay\u0131r \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bildiyind\u0259n art\u0131q d\u0259rdi ruhuna, vurur bir-birin\u0259 hikk\u0259yl\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bi, b\u00f6l\u00fcr \u00f6z \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc sevdiyi kim varsa, onun x\u0259trin\u0259… Bu hal t\u0259krarlan\u0131r, t\u0259krarlan\u0131r, zamans\u0131zla\u015f\u0131r, \u201cs\u0259hv\u201d\u0259 \u00e7evrilir, \u201ca\u011f\u0131ls\u0131zl\u0131q\u201d olub \u00f6rt\u00fcr q\u00fcrurun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc ki, soyuq \u00e7\u0259km\u0259sin ki\u015fi s\u0259rtliyind\u0259n, n\u0259hay\u0259t, olur \u201cQodu-qodu\u201d… \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f… \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 gedib-g\u0259lir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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H\u0259yat\u0131 oldu\u011fu kimi ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q, onsuz da… Ya da b\u0259xt box\u00e7am\u0131zdan tapd\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131zla…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…Mehdiabadda bir u\u015faq tap\u0131l\u0131b, 2 ya\u015fl\u0131… S\u0131\u011f\u0131nacaqdak\u0131lar ad\u0131n\u0131 \u201cTale\u201d qoyublar… Yox, bunu Xan\u0131m Anela yazmay\u0131b. G\u00fcn\u00fcn-5 may\u0131n x\u0259b\u0259r lentind\u0259dir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Xan\u0131m Anela bundan daha real, daha amans\u0131z hadis\u0259l\u0259ri q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 al\u0131b… \u0130ndi dey\u0259n tap\u0131lar ki, \u201cbir u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n at\u0131lmas\u0131ndan daha amans\u0131z n\u0259 ola bil\u0259r ki?\u201d Cavab verim d\u0259: \u201cO u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n he\u00e7 tap\u0131lmamas\u0131…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu m\u0259nada, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi atan b\u0259xt onu tapmad\u0131… \u201cAxtarmad\u0131\u201d demir\u0259m ha, k\u00fcs\u0259y\u0259ndir b\u0259xt, niy\u0259 k\u00fcsd\u00fcr\u00fcm ki yaz\u0131lar\u0131mdan?! \u201cD\u00fcz dur, qara b\u0259xt, \u0259yilm\u0259!\u201d dem\u0259k asand\u0131r, amma b\u0259xtin ta \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n qozbel oldu\u011funu q\u0259bullanmaq ondan da asand\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u0259 bulunan d\u0259valar, n\u0259 bizi idar\u0259 ed\u0259n detallar qad\u0131n x\u0131rda\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda duru\u015f g\u0259tir\u0259 bil\u0259r. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n yeni bir \u201c\u00d6Z\u201d yaradan qad\u0131n\u0131n ilah\u0259l\u0259\u015fm\u0259yi bundad\u0131r! Yeni \u201c\u00d6Z\u201d\u00fc yaradanad\u0259k y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn u\u00e7urumlarda hikk\u0259li c\u0131rmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n, qanayan q\u00fcrurunun izi qal\u0131b; \u015feytanla\u015fma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n da k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259 bu dayan\u0131r!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
….\u201cQad\u0131n ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c\u0131\u201d il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 ara\u015fd\u0131rmalar\u0131m\u0131n sonunda m\u0259ni g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259d\u0259n bu q\u0259na\u0259t idi: qad\u0131n\u0131 qad\u0131n deyil, ki\u015fi ucald\u0131r!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Roman\u0131n sonunda anlad\u0131m ki, Xan\u0131m Anela da bu q\u0259na\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131b; q\u0259l\u0259minin v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sinin ke\u00e7diyi b\u00fct\u00fcn yollara-tarix\u0259 v\u0259 mifologiyaya say\u011f\u0131 duru\u015fundayam! \u00dcmidvaram, n\u00f6vb\u0259ti roman\u0131nda \u201cQad\u0131n x\u0131rda\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131\u201d m\u0259fhumunu \u201c\u00dcr\u0259k notu: vanil\u201dd\u0259ki kimi n\u0259srin olaraq deyil, \u00f6z g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin\u0259 \u0259min olan \u0259rg\u00fcv\u0259n olaraq qoyacaq oxucunun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u201cQad\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131yla…\u201d silsil\u0259sind\u0259n… \u201cB\u0259zi \u015feyl\u0259r var h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131zdam\u0131 deyim, d\u00fcnyadam\u0131 deyim-bizi idar\u0259 ed\u0259n ki\u00e7ik detallar…\u201d Bu c\u00fcml\u0259 il\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r Xan\u0131m Anelan\u0131n \u201c\u00dcr\u0259k notu:vanil\u201d roman\u0131… Dinl\u0259diyim mahn\u0131dand\u0131r: \u201cB\u0259lk\u0259 \u00e7oxdan buldun bir d\u0259va?\u201d …Olsun… D\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259yilm\u0259m\u0259yin cinsi yoxdur, yen\u0259 d\u0259, d\u0259rdi \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yin bir qad\u0131n t\u0259r\u0259fi var. H\u0259yat\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fckl\u0259rinin ipl\u0259ri \u00e7iyinl\u0259rimizd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir, x\u0259yan\u0259td\u0259n ba\u015fqa. Xainl\u0259r […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[175],"tags":[223,224,221,222,90,220],"class_list":["post-51065","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kos-yazisi","tag-qadin-agliyla","tag-qadin-agliyla-silsilsindn","tag-urk-notuvanil","tag-roman","tag-sfa-vli","tag-xanim-anela"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51065","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=51065"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51065\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":51067,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51065\/revisions\/51067"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=51065"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=51065"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=51065"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}