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B\u0259s s\u0259nin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn [ba\u015fqa s\u00f6zl\u0259, h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n davam\u0131] ad\u0131 n\u0259 olacaq?
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\u0130nsan uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t susur. \u018ftraf\u0131ndak\u0131 insanlara q\u0259lbind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259ri s\u00f6yl\u0259mir, susur, susur\u2026 H\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259xas s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259ri olur. Sonra \u00f6l\u00fcr! Bu \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u0259n alic\u0259nab\u0131 olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


H\u0259r k\u0259sin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131r: biri saxtakar, biri yalan\u00e7\u0131, v\u0259dinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 durmayan, insan\u0131 yar\u0131yolda buraxan, biri s\u00f6zl\u0259rin m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sliyini anlamayan, “m\u00fcbariz\u0259m v\u0259 \u0259dal\u0259tliy\u0259m” deyib, yaln\u0131z \u00f6z m\u0259nafeyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n, y\u0259ni yolsuzlar!<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Biri sakit, m\u0259\u011frur, h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 q\u00fcrurla davam ed\u0259n, \u00e7oxlar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6rm\u0259diyi alaq otlar\u0131nda sevinc tapa bil\u0259n, kamill\u0259\u015fm\u0259kd\u0259n yorulmayan, ucalmaqdan, \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259kd\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fct\u0259hlild\u0259n usanmayan, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 v\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131ndak\u0131lara g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f olan\u2026
Ba\u015fqa s\u00f6zl\u0259 des\u0259k, yolu olan. Yolu olmaq d\u0259rin anlay\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Yolsuzluq sevgisizlikdir. Sevgisiz insan\u0131n says\u0131z qap\u0131s\u0131, says\u0131z evi, says\u0131z adam\u0131 olar. Amma he\u00e7 biri onun olmaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


H\u0259tta sevgi duy\u011fusundan m\u0259hrum insan da \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 v\u0259 \u00e7ox sevir. Amma cahil, yen\u0259 cahildir: h\u0259yat\u0131 ona sevdir\u0259n n\u0259sn\u0259l\u0259ri v\u0259 \u015f\u0259xsl\u0259ri yen\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcr. Hikk\u0259 insan\u0131 l\u0259yaq\u0259tli \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 qoymur, ya\u015fama\u011fa qoymad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi. Alic\u0259nabl\u0131\u011f\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni hikk\u0259dir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n: Rafiq Ta\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcn ucbat\u0131ndan getdi, F\u00fczuli k\u0259lm\u0259nin k\u0259d\u0259rind\u0259n getdiyi kimi, T\u0259hmin\u0259ni sevgi, y\u0259ni Zaur apard\u0131, Anna Karenina kimi. Kafka yarad\u0131c\u0131 b\u0259dbinliyin qurban\u0131 oldu, N\u0259simi, Kamyu, Sart m\u00f6vcudlu\u011fun mahiyy\u0259tin\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259rini f\u0259da etdil\u0259r, Nit\u015fe t\u0259nha f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259nin.
Bethoveni musiqi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t yol\u00e7usu etdi, R\u0259sulzad\u0259ni azadl\u0131q e\u015fqi, Hac\u0131 \u015eahini Allah sevgisi, M\u00fcbariz \u0130brahimovu v\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Noolsun ki, adi insansan, b\u0259s s\u0259n n\u0259y\u0259 a\u015fiqs\u0259n, kim\u0259 vurulmusan?! B\u0259s s\u0259nin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn ad\u0131 n\u0259 olacaq? B\u0259s s\u0259n bu h\u0259yatdan o biri h\u0259yat\u0131na n\u0259 aparacaqsan?
\u018fslind\u0259 he\u00e7 kim adi deyil, d\u0259rindir, qaranl\u0131qd\u0131r, m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259bdir v\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q g\u00f6z\u0259ldir\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Kims\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u0259tin oldu\u011funu gizl\u0259dir, kims\u0259 do\u011frudan da bu h\u0259yat\u0131n n\u0259bzini tuta bilir. M\u0259n\u0259 bu h\u0259yat, bu \u00f6m\u00fcr kimi z\u00fclm ikinci n\u0259s\u0259 ola bilm\u0259z. Ta balacal\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0259kdiyim m\u0259n\u0259vi v\u0259 ruhi \u00e7\u0259tinlik bu g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259 gah qarda\u015f\u0131m, gah anam, gah o\u011flum \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259k, sad\u0259c\u0259 formas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib. Mahiyy\u0259t h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 eynidir: a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 empati, ba\u015fqas\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 maddi imkanlar\u0131n\u0131 son q\u0259piyin\u0259 kimi qoymaq, sonda qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirilm\u0259m\u0259k, \u0259n sonda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcnahland\u0131rmaq, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259tinliyind\u0259 v\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rind\u0259 yalquzaq kimi ulamaq. Yenid\u0259n dir\u00e7\u0259lm\u0259k, yenid\u0259n \u0259traf\u0131n\u0131n ucbat\u0131ndan s\u0131f\u0131rdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k, yenid\u0259n asminoq kimi h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259 yaradaraq k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259k, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc unutmaq, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yollar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na h\u0259ll etm\u0259k. Tamamil\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259ksiz, k\u00fcr\u0259yini s\u00f6yk\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k kims\u0259nin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rk ed\u0259r\u0259k, n\u00f6vb\u0259ti \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fc\u015f\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259yatla \u00fczb\u0259-sur\u0259t \u00e7\u0131rmaqla\u015fmaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Amma h\u0259yat\u0131n ba\u015fqa \u00fcz\u00fc d\u0259 var v\u0259 m\u0259n indi onu ya\u015fay\u0131ram: tamamil\u0259 rahat, tamamil\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt, vicdanl v\u0259 ruhu t\u0259rt\u0259miz, kims\u0259nin yan\u0131nda ba\u015f\u0131a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fcg\u00f6lg\u0259li olmayan, b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259rd\u0259n sonra \u00f6z azad \u201cm\u0259n\u201d ini yaradan, onun \u0259lind\u0259n tutan, ir\u0259liy\u0259 v\u0259 \u00f6z m\u0259n\u0259vi g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u0259 inanan qad\u0131n\ud83c\udf38
Y\u0259ni, tam s\u0259mimiy\u0259m v\u0259 bu fikir indi a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259yib, ill\u0259rdi bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m: \u00f6l\u00fcm m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin h\u0259yatdan qurtulu\u015f olacaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


N\u0259hay\u0259t, m\u0259ni yoran fikirl\u0259rd\u0259n, \u0259ld\u0259n salan i\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n, q\u0259lbimi q\u0131ran \u00e7oxsayl\u0131 adamlardan qurtulacam. Bu h\u0259yatla bacarm\u0131ram v\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yalandan c\u0259sar\u0259tli v\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259dim. D\u00fcr\u00fcst oldu\u011fum, \u00f6z\u00fcm oldu\u011fum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, m\u0259n\u0259vi al\u0259mimi tam a\u00e7\u0131q etiraf etdiyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn azca q\u00fcrurluyam h\u0259tta- bu fikirl\u0259ri b\u0259lk\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r demi\u015fdim, b\u0259lk\u0259 n\u0259 vaxtsa da dey\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, bu g\u00fcn v\u0259 indi demir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki, indi h\u0259yat m\u0259ni yox, m\u0259n onu idar\u0259 edir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki Nit\u015fenin dediyi kimi, uzun yolu olan c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259ml\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z c\u0259nn\u0259timi yaratm\u0131\u015fam<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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B\u0259s s\u0259nin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn [ba\u015fqa s\u00f6zl\u0259, h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n davam\u0131] ad\u0131 n\u0259 olacaq? \u0130nsan uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t susur. \u018ftraf\u0131ndak\u0131 insanlara q\u0259lbind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259ri s\u00f6yl\u0259mir, susur, susur\u2026 H\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259xas s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259ri olur. Sonra \u00f6l\u00fcr! Bu \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u0259n alic\u0259nab\u0131 olur. H\u0259r k\u0259sin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131r: biri saxtakar, biri yalan\u00e7\u0131, v\u0259dinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 durmayan, insan\u0131 yar\u0131yolda buraxan, biri s\u00f6zl\u0259rin m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sliyini anlamayan, “m\u00fcbariz\u0259m v\u0259 \u0259dal\u0259tliy\u0259m” deyib, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-51155","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51155","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=51155"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51155\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":51191,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51155\/revisions\/51191"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=51155"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=51155"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=51155"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}