{"id":51588,"date":"2026-06-18T09:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-06-18T05:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=51588"},"modified":"2026-06-18T10:57:47","modified_gmt":"2026-06-18T06:57:47","slug":"gunay-miri-g%c9%99l-barisaq","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=51588","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnay M\u0130R\u0130.”\u201cG\u0259l bar\u0131\u015faq\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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S\u0259m\u0259ninin ya\u015f\u0131l n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 gizl\u0259nir zaman,
torpaq yadda\u015f kimi \u2014 n\u0259yi unutmursa, onu c\u00fcc\u0259rdir.
M\u0259nim i\u00e7imd\u0259 d\u0259 bir ad var,
s\u00fckutun alt\u0131nda boy atan bir k\u00f6k kimi,
d\u0259rinl\u0259rd\u0259, amma canl\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu gec\u0259 \u015famlar yan\u0131r,
i\u015f\u0131q yaln\u0131z qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131 deyil,
insan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 gizl\u0259n\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd\u00fc d\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rir.
H\u0259r alov bir dil kimidir \u2014
amma m\u0259nim dilim s\u0259nin ad\u0131nda susur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u015faqlar\u0131n yumurta d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fc
d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n sad\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259tini xat\u0131rlad\u0131r:
qab\u0131q s\u0131nmadan i\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z.
M\u0259n is\u0259 \u00f6z i\u00e7imd\u0259
s\u0131nmaqla b\u00fct\u00f6v qalmaq aras\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nin bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n \u2014
donmu\u015f g\u00f6l\u00fcn \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ki nazik buz kimi,
alt\u0131nda h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t var, \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u00fckut.
Bir add\u0131m atsan,q\u0131r\u0131lacaq,
amma o add\u0131m
s\u0259nin q\u00fcrurunun s\u0259rh\u0259dind\u0259 dayan\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Torba at\u0131lan qap\u0131lar
unudulmu\u015f arzular\u0131n d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcd\u00fcr bu gec\u0259.
Ka\u015f m\u0259n d\u0259 bir qap\u0131 olayd\u0131m \u2014
s\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd\u00fcn\u00fc qoyub ged\u0259rdin kandar\u0131ma,
v\u0259 he\u00e7 dem\u0259d\u0259n anlayard\u0131q:
b\u0259z\u0259n hissl\u0259r
s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l yeti\u015fir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tonqal qalx\u0131r g\u00f6y\u0259 do\u011fru \u2014
od h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yuxar\u0131 qalx\u0131r,
insan is\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 yananla a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r.
M\u0259n s\u0259ni atmad\u0131m o oda,
\u00e7\u00fcnki b\u0259zi adlar yanm\u0131r,
yaln\u0131z daha d\u0259rin\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131r k\u00fcl\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259m\u0259ni kimi ba\u015flamaq \u2014
bu, sad\u0259c\u0259 yenil\u0259nm\u0259k deyil,
\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc torpa\u011fa etibar etm\u0259kdir.
Q\u00fcrur \u2014 da\u015f kimidir,
\u00fcr\u0259k is\u0259 su:
da\u015f susur,
su is\u0259 yol tap\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n
s\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259mi\u015f bir c\u00fcml\u0259y\u0259m s\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259,
yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalm\u0131\u015f bir fikir kimi.
S\u0259n is\u0259
deyilm\u0259y\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da\u015f\u0131yan s\u00fckutsan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259l\u2026
tonqal\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259
k\u00f6lg\u0259ni arxada qoydu\u011fun kimi,
i\u00e7ind\u0259ki s\u0259rtliyi d\u0259 burax.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259l\u2026
bu gec\u0259 zaman\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc yum\u015fal\u0131r,
torpaq bel\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259l\u2026
Novruz xatir
susqunlu\u011fun yerin\u0259
\u00fcr\u0259yi se\u00e7\u0259k.
G\u0259l bar\u0131\u015faq\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

S\u0259m\u0259ninin ya\u015f\u0131l n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 gizl\u0259nir zaman,torpaq yadda\u015f kimi \u2014 n\u0259yi unutmursa, onu c\u00fcc\u0259rdir.M\u0259nim i\u00e7imd\u0259 d\u0259 bir ad var,s\u00fckutun alt\u0131nda boy atan bir k\u00f6k kimi,d\u0259rinl\u0259rd\u0259, amma canl\u0131\u2026 Bu gec\u0259 \u015famlar yan\u0131r,i\u015f\u0131q yaln\u0131z qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131 deyil,insan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 gizl\u0259n\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd\u00fc d\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rir.H\u0259r alov bir dil kimidir \u2014amma m\u0259nim dilim s\u0259nin ad\u0131nda susur. U\u015faqlar\u0131n yumurta d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n sad\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259tini xat\u0131rlad\u0131r:qab\u0131q s\u0131nmadan […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-51588","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51588","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=51588"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51588\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":51590,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51588\/revisions\/51590"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=51588"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=51588"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=51588"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}