{"id":52829,"date":"2026-08-20T02:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-08-19T22:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=52829"},"modified":"2026-08-20T12:24:41","modified_gmt":"2026-08-20T08:24:41","slug":"xatir%c9%99n-d%c9%99-yavas-yavas-olurmus-arzu-huseyn","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=52829","title":{"rendered":"\u201cXatir\u0259n d\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00f6l\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f…\u201d \u2013 Arzu H\u00fcseyn"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident m\u00fckafat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131,\u00a0
Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n BAKI B\u00fcrosunun\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/strong>R\u0259hb\u0259ri<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dclviyy\u0259 \u018fb\u00fclf\u0259zq\u0131z\u0131,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u201d portal\u0131n\u0131n X\u00fcsusi Layih\u0259l\u0259r \u015f\u00f6b\u0259si<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t” portal\u0131 isti, soyuq bilm\u0259d\u0259n, istirah\u0259ti sevm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6z rubrikalar\u0131 Sizi yen\u0259 salamlay\u0131r, \u0259ziz izl\u0259yicil\u0259rimiz.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

” Ruhun p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131” rubrikas\u0131 bu d\u0259f\u0259 Arzu H\u00fcseyn poeziyas\u0131n\u0131 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 Siz\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131racaq.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

ARZU H\u00dcSEYN<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eE\u0130RL\u018fR<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcn\u0259nimd\u0259 el\u0259 h\u0259min adamsan,
M\u0259hv el\u0259din ikimizi g\u00fcl kimi!
Bilir\u0259m ki, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ha\u00e7ansa
T\u00f6k\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sel kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n yen\u0259 d\u0259 sevinmir\u0259m o q\u0259m\u0259,
\u00dcr\u0259yin\u0259 da\u015f d\u0259ym\u0259sin sabah da.
Baxmayaraq ac\u0131mad\u0131n s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259,
Dem\u0259din ki, q\u0259lb s\u0131nd\u0131rmaq g\u00fcnahd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eeirl\u0259rim a\u011flad\u0131qca sevindin,
Dedin: “M\u0259n\u0259m o oca\u011f\u0131n t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fc.”
Yazd\u0131qlar\u0131m \u015feirl\u0259r t\u0259k d\u0259rindi,
\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259ki inadlar\u0131n b\u0259stisi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259m, n\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259m, n\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f,
Havadad\u0131r duy\u011fular\u0131m, hissl\u0259rim.
M\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259ni soru\u015fdular dost-tan\u0131\u015f,
Usanmadan, dayanmadan pisl\u0259dim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259rim par\u00e7aland\u0131 min tik\u0259,
\u018fs\u0259bl\u0259rim s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.
Az qal\u0131rd\u0131m h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259m,
Ham\u0131 bildi s\u0259nsiz nec\u0259 a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nec\u0259 aciz, nec\u0259 yor\u011fun, yaral\u0131\u2026
G\u00f6r\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fc, c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m ol, get indi!
Qula\u011f\u0131na g\u0259lib \u00e7atd\u0131m\u0131 bar\u0131,
“Yax\u015f\u0131 oldu bu axma\u011fa” dedinmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcn\u0259nimd\u0259 el\u0259 h\u0259min adamsan,
M\u0259hv el\u0259din ikimizi g\u00fcl kimi!
Bilir\u0259m ki, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ha\u00e7ansa
T\u00f6k\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sel kimi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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G\u00f6z\u00fcn ayd\u0131n, n\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259r rahat,
\u018fll\u0259rimd\u0259n s\u0131\u011fal g\u00f6rm\u0259z sa\u00e7lar\u0131n.
\u00dcr\u0259yini s\u00fcfr\u0259 kimi s\u0259r rahat
Aya\u011f\u0131na, b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 aclar\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 s\u0259r ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259 dad bir tik\u0259,
Doya-doya g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00fcrt qan\u0131n\u0131!
M\u0259n qar\u0131\u015fqa, s\u0259n asud\u0259 \u00e7\u0259yirtk\u0259 \u2014
N\u0259 bilirs\u0259n f\u0259sill\u0259rin qar\u0131n\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259z\u0259bliy\u0259m d\u00fcn\u0259nim\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,
Q\u0259z\u0259bliy\u0259m, n\u0259 gizl\u0259dim, n\u0259 dan\u0131m\u2026
L\u0259n\u0259t olsun astar\u0131na, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259,
T\u00fcp\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m g\u0259rdi\u015fin\u0259 zaman\u0131n!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayaz\u0131y\u0131b fikirl\u0259rim n\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r,
Kimdir m\u0259ni x\u0259yallarda saxlayan?
Amma q\u0259lbim b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259n u\u015faqd\u0131r \u2014
\u00dcmidl\u0259ri da\u015fa d\u0259ys\u0259, a\u011flayan\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kim m\u0259nimt\u0259k yollar\u0131na g\u00fcl s\u0259r\u0259r?
Ver haqq\u0131n\u0131 sevgin\u0259 m\u00f6htaclar\u0131n!
G\u0259li\u015fin\u0259 qucaq a\u00e7maz p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259m,
Yuxulamaz s\u0131\u011fal\u0131mdan sa\u00e7lar\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin k\u00f6z\u0259rdikc\u0259 sin\u0259md\u0259 \u2014
Fill\u0259r kimi \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc bilirmi\u015f*\u2026
S\u0259n i\u00e7imd\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn bir az \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259
Xatir\u0259n d\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00f6l\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcn ayd\u0131n, n\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259r rahat,
\u018fll\u0259rimd\u0259n s\u0131\u011fal g\u00f6rm\u0259z sa\u00e7lar\u0131n.
\u00dcr\u0259yini s\u00fcfr\u0259 kimi s\u0259r rahat
Aya\u011f\u0131na, b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 aclar\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Daha h\u0259yat\u0131nda n\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fam, n\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259k,
Daha \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 bir damc\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z m\u0259nd\u0259n.
Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz \u0259s\u0259r\u0259k,
\u00d6pm\u0259r\u0259m g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha h\u0259yat\u0131nda n\u0259 a\u011facam, n\u0259 yarpaq,
Daha g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan qorumaz k\u00f6lg\u0259m s\u0259ni.
Daha \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi, u\u015faqt\u0259k a\u011flayaraq \u2014
S\u0259sl\u0259m\u0259r\u0259m m\u0259n s\u0259ni\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha dodaqlar\u0131ndan qopmaram bir ad kimi,
Daha n\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259r\u0259m, aramaram m\u0259n s\u0259ni.
G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fs\u0259k d\u0259 yan\u0131ndan \u00f6t\u0259r\u0259m bir yad kimi,
Tan\u0131maram m\u0259n s\u0259ni\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha h\u0259yat\u0131nda n\u0259 s\u0259mayam, n\u0259 torpaq,
Aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 m\u00f6hk\u0259m bas, ba\u015f\u0131na ya\u011fmaz qar\u0131m.
S\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn k\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259 bir s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 u\u00e7mayacaq,
S\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k bitirm\u0259z s\u0259hralar\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u00d6ls\u0259m, heyk\u0259l olacam,
H\u0259l\u0259 sa\u011fam, g\u00f6r m\u0259ni.
Quca\u011f\u0131m istidir, g\u0259l \u2013
Soyutmam\u0131\u015f gor m\u0259ni.
Neynir\u0259m sonra g\u0259ls\u0259n?
B\u0259lk\u0259 sonra olmad\u0131.
B\u0259lk\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
Bir d\u0259 zaman qalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dey\u0259c\u0259k s\u00f6zl\u0259rini box\u00e7a el\u0259,
G\u0259ldiyin yollar\u0131 bax\u00e7a el\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6ls\u0259m, heyk\u0259l olacam,
H\u0259l\u0259 sa\u011fam, sev m\u0259ni.
Gec\u0259nin bir yar\u0131s\u0131
Aparmam\u0131\u015f div m\u0259ni,
Gizl\u0259tm\u0259mi\u015f q\u0259srind\u0259 \u0259jdahalar \u2013
S\u0259n gizl\u0259t m\u0259ni,
Vaxt yoxdur,
Heyk\u0259l ed\u0259c\u0259k h\u0259sr\u0259t m\u0259ni\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pay tut \u015firinliyind\u0259n,
\u0130\u00e7im\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kim \u015firin iyind\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6ls\u0259m, heyk\u0259l olacam,
H\u0259l\u0259 sa\u011fam, tap m\u0259ni.
Anam-atam \u00f6pm\u0259yib,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n sar\u0131l, s\u0259n \u00f6p m\u0259ni.
A\u011flay\u0131m u\u015faq kimi, kirit, anam ol,
Dostum ol, yar\u0131m ol, sonam ol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

He\u00e7 n\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m ki, birc\u0259 do\u011fma qucaq\u2026
Aldat m\u0259ni,
De ki, yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Bahar g\u0259l\u0259 bu da\u011f\u0131n da ba\u015f\u0131na,
Bir \u0259sirlik qar\u0131 axa, sel ola.
A\u011fac\u0131n da, buda\u011f\u0131n da ba\u015f\u0131na,
Yarpaq ola, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k ola, g\u00fcl ola.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259min pal\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, tozunu,
Anam sil\u0259, m\u0259n qurudam, n\u0259 olar.
Bir d\u0259 baxam, d\u00f6n\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259n s\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n,
Atam d\u00f6n\u0259, ev e\u015fiyim \u015f\u0259n ola.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bahar g\u0259l\u0259 bu da\u011f\u0131n da ba\u015f\u0131na,
Sar\u0131 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f, al \u00fcf\u00fcq\u00fc y\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r.
Ya\u015f\u0131llanan qayas\u0131na, da\u015f\u0131na,
\u015eeir yazam, n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 qo\u015fam s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bahar g\u0259l\u0259, q\u0259lbim ola yaza t\u0259n,
D\u00fcnya-al\u0259m g\u00fcl\u00fcstana b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259.
Buz \u00fcr\u0259yim \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7a t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n,
Ya\u015fanmayan baharlar\u0131n yerin\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u201d
(18.08.2026)<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident m\u00fckafat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131,\u00a0Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n BAKI B\u00fcrosunun\u00a0R\u0259hb\u0259ri \u00dclviyy\u0259 \u018fb\u00fclf\u0259zq\u0131z\u0131, \u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u201d portal\u0131n\u0131n X\u00fcsusi Layih\u0259l\u0259r \u015f\u00f6b\u0259si “\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t” portal\u0131 isti, soyuq bilm\u0259d\u0259n, istirah\u0259ti sevm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6z rubrikalar\u0131 Sizi yen\u0259 salamlay\u0131r, \u0259ziz izl\u0259yicil\u0259rimiz. ” Ruhun p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131” rubrikas\u0131 bu d\u0259f\u0259 Arzu H\u00fcseyn poeziyas\u0131n\u0131 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 Siz\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131racaq. ARZU H\u00dcSEYN \u015eE\u0130RL\u018fR D\u00fcn\u0259nimd\u0259 el\u0259 … <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-52829","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb","latest_post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52829","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=52829"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52829\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":52844,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52829\/revisions\/52844"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=52829"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=52829"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=52829"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}