{"id":53109,"date":"2026-09-03T08:30:00","date_gmt":"2026-09-03T04:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=53109"},"modified":"2026-09-03T12:54:45","modified_gmt":"2026-09-03T08:54:45","slug":"konul-nuriyeva-gozl%c9%99rimin-nuru-hansi-aysan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=53109","title":{"rendered":"K\u00f6n\u00fcl NUR\u0130YEVA.”G\u00f6zl\u0259rimin nuru, hans\u0131 aysan?”"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n C\u018fNUB B\u00fcrosunun R\u0259hb\u0259ri<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni bir sentyabr g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259tdim,
G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 sual, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n da\u011f\u0131n\u0131q,
sanki bir m\u0259kt\u0259bli u\u015faq,
m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131n matd\u0131m- matd\u0131m\u2026
Sentyabr uzaqla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ikimizd\u0259n add\u0131m- add\u0131m,
\u0130ndi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 verir\u0259m sual,\u2014uzun ayr\u0131l\u0131qdan sonra
g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, hans\u0131m\u0131z atacaq ilk add\u0131m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni oktyabr\u0131n dumanl\u0131 havas\u0131 bilirdim,
\u0259lind\u0259ki gitara il\u0259,
oktyabr\u0131n boz buludlar\u0131n\u0131 silirdin,
S\u0259n, h\u0259min g\u00fcn t\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259nim, m\u0259nimdin\u2026
m\u0259ni aldatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmirdim,
dem\u0259 ki, gitara \u00e7alan s\u0259n deyildin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni noyabr\u0131n q\u0259mli notlar\u0131 sand\u0131m,
ya\u011f\u0131\u015f deyildin, amma q\u0259lbim\u0259 ya\u011fd\u0131n.
Noyabr getdi, s\u0259n is\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131n\u2026
Son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 asta dan\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259rdin,
h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 unuda bilmir\u0259m,
niy\u0259 el\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni dekabr bildim, qar bildim, \u015faxta- \u00e7ov\u011fun bildim,
s\u0259nsiz g\u00f6r\u0259n m\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r kimdim?
Sonralar s\u0259ni \u00e7oxdan t\u0259rk etmi\u015fdim,
amma h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 e\u015fq g\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00e7imirdim\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n m\u0259nim yanvar\u0131m oldun, yeni g\u0259ldin,
k\u00f6hn\u0259 ilimi yenil\u0259din,
bir qad\u0131n\u0131n at\u0259\u015fli ruhunu s\u0259rinl\u0259din,
nec\u0259 maraql\u0131 imi\u015fs\u0259n,
n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r el\u0259din\u2026
Bilm\u0259dim ki, yan\u0131mda olsan da,
\u0259slind\u0259 aral\u0131 imi\u015fs\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n fevral oldun,
y\u0259ni, tamamil\u0259 sakit,
\u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n s\u00fckut\u2026
M\u0259n\u0259 vuruldun,
bir qucaq sevgi g\u0259tirdin v\u0259 dedin,
\u2014g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yum v\u0259 sakitc\u0259 ud,
bu h\u0259qiq\u0259tdir, g\u00f6z\u0259lim, deyil saxta \u00fcmid.
\u0130nand\u0131m\u2026
B\u0259z\u0259n m\u00fcasir gitaran\u0131 \u0259v\u0259z ed\u0259 bilir unudulmu\u015f k\u00f6hn\u0259 ud.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 martda s\u0259n g\u0259tirirdin yaz\u0131?
S\u0259n m\u0259nim tale d\u0259ft\u0259rimd\u0259ki
\u0259n m\u0259nal\u0131 yaz\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Apreldin, y\u0259ni d\u0259liydin,
S\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l,
hans\u0131 \u00e7ay\u0131n seliydin?
S\u0259n indi yox, lap \u00e7oxdan g\u0259lm\u0259liydin!
\u018fmin\u0259m ki, indi pe\u015fmansan,
m\u0259ni bir g\u00fcnl\u00fck yox,
\u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck sevm\u0259liydin\u2026
G\u00f6zl\u0259rimin nuru, s\u0259n maysan,
S\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131n,
amma h\u0259yat\u0131mda aysan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n mayla do\u011fuldun,
may\u0131n \u0259kiz tay\u0131san,
G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, hans\u0131 tarixi filmd\u0259ki,
\u0259n q\u0259hr\u0259man o\u011flansan?
Bilmir\u0259m, b\u0259lk\u0259 na\u011f\u0131d\u0131n?
Dey\u0259s\u0259n a\u011f atl\u0131 o\u011fland\u0131n\u2026
B\u0259lk\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn c\u0259sar\u0259tsizl\u0259r,
s\u0259nin g\u0259lm\u0259yinl\u0259 oyand\u0131?
\u018fslind\u0259 s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn narahatam,
m\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u00fcr\u0259yin \u00e7oxmu yand\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130yunun istisi s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259r,
S\u0259rin olar, il\u0131q olar.
Bax da, \u00f6z i\u015findir,
ist\u0259s\u0259n \u0259sdir k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259ri,
daha insanlar q\u0131rmas\u0131nlar \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130yul s\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 susar,
Sakitc\u0259 avqustu pusar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Avqust!!!
\u0130kimizin ay\u0131,
b\u0259lk\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt yay\u0131,
rastla\u015fd\u0131ran iki d\u0259lini,
\u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck qovu\u015fdurar sev\u0259nl\u0259rin \u0259ll\u0259rini.
B\u0259sdir, p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldama qula\u011f\u0131ma,
\u2014avqust olmasayd\u0131, nec\u0259 tapard\u0131 tayl\u0131- tay\u0131n\u0131?
\u2014yax\u015f\u0131, g\u0259l susaq, art\u0131q itirmi\u015f\u0259m aylar\u0131n say\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n C\u018fNUB B\u00fcrosunun R\u0259hb\u0259ri S\u0259ni bir sentyabr g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259tdim,G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 sual, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n da\u011f\u0131n\u0131q,sanki bir m\u0259kt\u0259bli u\u015faq,m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131n matd\u0131m- matd\u0131m\u2026Sentyabr uzaqla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ikimizd\u0259n add\u0131m- add\u0131m,\u0130ndi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 verir\u0259m sual,\u2014uzun ayr\u0131l\u0131qdan sonrag\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, hans\u0131m\u0131z atacaq ilk add\u0131m? S\u0259ni oktyabr\u0131n dumanl\u0131 havas\u0131 bilirdim,\u0259lind\u0259ki gitara il\u0259,oktyabr\u0131n boz buludlar\u0131n\u0131 silirdin,S\u0259n, h\u0259min g\u00fcn t\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259nim, m\u0259nimdin\u2026m\u0259ni aldatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmirdim,dem\u0259 ki, gitara \u00e7alan … <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-53109","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb","latest_post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53109","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=53109"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53109\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":53118,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53109\/revisions\/53118"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=53109"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=53109"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=53109"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}