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“\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t” portal\u0131n\u0131n X\u00fcsusi Layih\u0259l\u0259r \u015f\u00f6b\u0259si<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Salam, “\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t” sevimli izl\u0259yicil\u0259ri, sentyabr ay\u0131nda xo\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fck.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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B<\/em>el\u0259likl\u0259, Aysel N\u0259sirzad\u0259nin \u015feirl\u0259rini Siz\u0259 t\u0259qdim edirik.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Gec\u0259nin ba\u011fr\u0131ndan qopmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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balaca bir qay\u0131q<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00fcmid da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131 Yunan adalar\u0131na;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u0259nizin hirsi tutana q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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gah b\u0259md\u0259n, gah da zild\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f sol\u011fun \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u00fcz\u00fcr yer\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsdikc\u0259 d\u0259li r\u00fczgar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yarpaqlar p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yay\u0131n xo\u015f xatir\u0259l\u0259rin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u0259s\u0259r olmad\u0131 bu il.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u00e7\u0259kilib d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrl\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

hicrana yuva olan p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6nl\u0259rin\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259silir k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 boyu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

u\u015faqlar\u0131n s\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u00fc,\u015firin q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259l\u0259ri…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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h\u00fcrm\u00fcr g\u0259lib ged\u0259n\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 hiss ed\u0259n \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcn \u201cSar\u0131 K\u00f6p\u00fck\u201d…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dar\u0131x\u0131r hasar \u00fcst\u0259 dala\u015fqan qara pi\u015fik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir h\u0259ft\u0259dir yuvas\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sahibsiz qoyub gedib,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r v\u0259fas\u0131 olmayan qara toyuq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259bi\u0259t r\u0259sm \u00e7\u0259kir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

insan \u00f6mr\u00fc ya\u015fay\u0131r;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

f\u0259sil-f\u0259sil ayr\u0131l\u0131q…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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yor\u011fun b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 r\u0259ngi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fclm\u0259k s\u0259n\u0259 yara\u015fard\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kim pozdu bu ah\u0259ngi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fg\u0259r b\u00fct\u00fcn arzular<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ka\u015f”la bitirs\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gizl\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

rastlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r yerd\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u00c7ox s\u0259sl\u0259dim, s\u0259sim s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Axtard\u0131m\u0131 he\u00e7 olmasa g\u00f6z\u00fcn, de?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Da\u015f q\u0259lbini ill\u0259r yonta bildimi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u00c7oxmu \u00e7\u0259kdin \u00f6zg\u0259l\u0259rin naz\u0131n, de?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn \u00e7oxun uduzmu\u015fuq, bilir\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevinc verib q\u0259m alm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, bilir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir-birin\u0259 gec qalm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, bilir\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ged\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259z, s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdim sorana,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u00d6zg\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 s\u0259n su\u00e7, g\u00fcnah arama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ayr\u0131l\u0131qm\u0131\u015f taleyimiz bizim d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ax\u0131 o u\u015faq idi<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130thaf: U\u015faqlar evind\u0259 d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n (intihar ed\u0259n) Nurcana<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kims\u0259sizliyin soyuq n\u0259f\u0259si<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dondururdu ruhunu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ruhunu Allah isitsin dey\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ax\u0131 o u\u015faq idi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130sti bir yuva idi, iki xo\u015f k\u0259lm\u0259 k\u0259sm\u0259k<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u0259k ist\u0259yi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u00dc\u015f\u00fcm\u0259zdi ruhu, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259zdi getm\u0259yi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Dincliyi tapar anas\u0131nda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ax\u0131 o u\u015faq idi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fn \u00e7ox u\u015faqlar z\u0259r\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcr bu d\u00f6vrd\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n, x\u0259st\u0259likd\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259nhal\u0131qdan, t\u0259klikd\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevgisizlikd\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nizam\u0131 pozulub –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnya \u0259d\u0259bin itirib<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bildi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O da qorxdu b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259kd\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ax\u0131 o u\u015faq idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Buludlar pamb\u0131q kimi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Buludlar na\u011f\u0131lvari,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Buludlar \u0259ll\u0259 toxunulan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6y sanki ovucunun i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dinc\u0259lir buludun qoynunda g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yorulub ill\u0259rin qa\u00e7aqovunda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r \u015fey bu q\u0259d\u0259r, ruhum,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Axtarma d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ba\u015fqa yolunu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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G\u00f6yd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn, el\u0259 yerd\u0259n boyland\u0131\u011f\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir az bax..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir az sus<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu s\u00fckut h\u0259r s\u00f6zd\u0259n  qiym\u0259tlidir onsuz<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat el\u0259 bu anl\u0131q,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat el\u0259 bir anl\u0131q<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Gec\u0259 s\u00fcbh\u0259 t\u0259slim olar;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u0259m q\u0259lbind\u0259ki \u00fcmid\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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do\u011far g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcz\u00fclm\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Unudanlar\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u015eeh d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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H\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 Allah\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Dil\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi q\u0259mz\u0259li k\u0259d\u0259ri var-<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u00d6z \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 soldururlar qad\u0131nlar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6zg\u0259l\u0259\u015fmi\u015f \u00f6z\u00fcm\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yola dikil\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Arzular\u0131ndan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

geri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn m\u0259nas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131na t\u0259slim olub,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qollar\u0131m\u0131n dizl\u0259rim\u0259 sar\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 vaxtdan ba\u015flad\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu q\u0259d\u0259r olanlara, bit\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00fck\u00fcl\u0259n boynuma \u00e7iyinl\u0259rim sahib \u00e7\u0131xanda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sevdim –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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