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Evimiz\u0259 qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir sakitlik vard\u0131. Tut a\u011fac\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259tin ortas\u0131nda \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tl\u0259 ucal\u0131rd\u0131. S\u00fcbh \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259ri h\u0259l\u0259 tut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131x budaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yara bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u0130\u015f\u0131q yarpaqlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan x\u0131rda q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259r hal\u0131nda h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nirdi. Otlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki \u015feh damc\u0131lar\u0131 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 kimi par\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. Bir k\u00fcncd\u0259 toyuqlar torpa\u011f\u0131 e\u015f\u0259l\u0259yir, hasar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qonmu\u015f s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 dimdiyini qanad\u0131na s\u00fcrt\u00fcrd\u00fc. H\u0259rd\u0259nbir g\u00fccl\u0259n\u0259n meh, a\u011fac\u0131n yarpaqlar\u0131n\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r, k\u00f6lg\u0259sini h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 su kimi dal\u011faland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Haradansa yeni bi\u00e7ilmi\u015f otun t\u0259z\u0259 qoxusu g\u0259lirdi. A\u011fac\u0131n \u0259n qal\u0131n buda\u011f\u0131ndan yo\u011fun ipl\u0259 as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f k\u00f6hn\u0259 y\u00fck ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259k\u0259ri asta-asta yell\u0259nirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259t boyu ayaqyal\u0131n qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131m. Torpa\u011f\u0131n il\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131 dabanlar\u0131ma hopur, \u015feh damc\u0131lar\u0131 ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131 q\u0131d\u0131qlay\u0131rd\u0131. Anam qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda dayan\u0131b d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r qad\u0131n\u0131 kimi m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi. M\u0259n qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a ya\u015f\u0131l darvazaya \u00e7atd\u0131m. \u018flimi c\u0259ft\u0259y\u0259 uzatd\u0131m. Doqqaza \u00e7\u0131xmaq, hasar\u0131n o \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 n\u0259 oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 bu an anam m\u0259ni s\u0259sl\u0259di:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ay bala…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259sind\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki mehribanl\u0131q vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n d\u00f6nm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u0259ft\u0259ni a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 basd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arxadak\u0131 s\u0259s bir d\u0259 g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ay ba-laaaa…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma bu d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259min s\u0259s deyildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanki kims\u0259 anam\u0131n s\u0259sinin i\u00e7in\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131 doldurmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Haray yuxunun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015f\u0131l darvaza g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259riyib yox oldu. Haray getdikc\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc. O \u0259vv\u0259l tut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n budaqlar\u0131na ili\u015fdi, sonra yarpaqlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb h\u0259y\u0259tin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 yay\u0131ld\u0131. Bir anda qu\u015flar\u0131n s\u0259si k\u0259sildi. K\u00fcl\u0259k d\u0259 dayand\u0131. H\u0259tta el\u0259 bildim tut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259si d\u0259 yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ay ba-laaaa…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O s\u0259sd\u0259 el\u0259 bir a\u011fr\u0131 vard\u0131 ki, el\u0259 bil h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n yox, lap g\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u0259lirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flim c\u0259ft\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qald\u0131. Ya\u015f\u0131l darvaza a\u00e7\u0131lmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi a\u00e7anda n\u0259f\u0259sim sin\u0259m\u0259 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131rd\u0131. Qar\u015f\u0131mda n\u0259 tut a\u011fac\u0131 vard\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131l darvaza.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u00fctub\u0259t iyi ver\u0259n dar yataqxana ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n tavan\u0131na bax\u0131rd\u0131m. Qap\u0131m\u0131z taybatay a\u00e7\u0131q idi. Anam\u0131 otaqda g\u00f6rm\u0259dim. D\u0259hlizd\u0259 ayaq s\u0259sl\u0259ri bir-birini qovur, qap\u0131lar a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131l\u0131r, yen\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Qad\u0131nlar t\u0259l\u0259sik n\u0259s\u0259 dey\u0259-dey\u0259 pill\u0259l\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Yataqdan qalx\u0131b qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f getdim. D\u0259hliz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xanda sement d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n dabanlar\u0131ma qalxan \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259 yuxunun son izl\u0259rini d\u0259 i\u00e7imd\u0259n sildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O d\u0259hliz m\u0259nim u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n x\u0259rit\u0259si idi. M\u0259n d\u00fcnyan\u0131 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 h\u0259min d\u0259hliz boyunca tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. H\u0259r qap\u0131 m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ayr\u0131 bir rayon, ayr\u0131 bir tale idi. H\u0259yat\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn yollar\u0131 o uzun d\u0259hlizd\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b el\u0259 orada da bitirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sa\u011f qon\u015fumuz F\u00fczulid\u0259n idi. Sol t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015f ail\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131. D\u0259hlizin sonunda is\u0259 a\u011fdaml\u0131lar ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259n uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t el\u0259 bilirdim ki, F\u00fczuli, K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r v\u0259 A\u011fdam bir-birind\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 add\u0131m aral\u0131da yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n rayonlard\u0131r. Rayonlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda yollar yox idi. Sad\u0259c\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259 taxta qap\u0131lar vard\u0131. H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r o qap\u0131lar bir-bir a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Bir otaqdan qaynar \u00e7ay\u0131n iyi g\u0259lirdi, ba\u015fqa otaqdan q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f so\u011fan\u0131n qoxusu. D\u0259hlizin o biri ba\u015f\u0131nda k\u00f6rp\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Kims\u0259 radionun s\u0259sini bir az da art\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Kims\u0259 vedr\u0259sini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb hamama n\u00f6vb\u0259 tutma\u011fa gedirdi. O vaxt m\u0259n el\u0259 bilirdim ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn evl\u0259r bel\u0259 olur. Yataqxanan\u0131n ucsuz-bucaqs\u0131z h\u0259y\u0259ti m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Onun h\u00fcdudlar\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259tin d\u0259mir darvazas\u0131ndan o yana ke\u00e7mirdi. El\u0259 bilirdim darvazan\u0131n o \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259 yen\u0259 bel\u0259 yataqxanalar, uzun d\u0259hlizl\u0259r, bir-birin\u0259 biti\u015fik otaqlar, ortaq hamam, ortaq m\u0259tb\u0259x, eyni qoxular, eyni s\u0259sl\u0259r var… \u015e\u0259h\u0259r m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u0259rit\u0259d\u0259 yox idi. \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259nim u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m ucsuz-bucaqs\u0131z h\u0259y\u0259ti olan bir yataqxanan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 ke\u00e7irdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcyuxar\u0131 bir u\u011fultu qalxd\u0131. A\u011f\u0131z dey\u0259ni qulaq e\u015fitmirdi. Saata baxd\u0131m. Saat doqquz idi. Dem\u0259li, n\u0259 su, n\u0259 d\u0259 yard\u0131m n\u00f6vb\u0259si idi. \u018fynimi d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 \u0259rindim. Gec\u0259 paltar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 paltomu \u0259ynim\u0259 ke\u00e7irib h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259y\u0259tin ortas\u0131nda izdiham var idi. Anam \u0259lind\u0259 bir dol\u00e7a su il\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015f, yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bir ucu il\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini silirdi. Bir qad\u0131n yan\u0131ql\u0131-yan\u0131ql\u0131 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Onun s\u0259si izdiham\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n qalx\u0131b, yataqxanan\u0131n dam\u0131na d\u0259yib sonra adamlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bir az aral\u0131da iki n\u0259f\u0259r n\u0259y\u0259s\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259ri adamlar\u0131n \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259n ke\u00e7ib havada \u0259riyir, dualar k\u00fcl\u0259yin i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Amma b\u00fct\u00fcn bu s\u0259sl\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259n bir ad tez-tez ayr\u0131l\u0131b qula\u011f\u0131ma d\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Elsev\u0259r”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130zdiham\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim Elsev\u0259ri axtard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fvv\u0259l \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n tan\u0131mad\u0131m. Bir anl\u0131q el\u0259 bildim, s\u0259hv adama bax\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra g\u00f6z\u00fcm ba\u015f\u0131na sata\u015fd\u0131. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 yox idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nim tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m Elsev\u0259rin sa\u00e7lar\u0131 vard\u0131 ax\u0131. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 vard\u0131. B\u0259z\u0259n aln\u0131na t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259rdi, b\u0259z\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259k onlar\u0131 da\u011f\u0131dar, Elsev\u0259r d\u0259 barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 daraq edib onlar\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131 geri darayard\u0131. M\u0259n onun sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Elsev\u0259rin sa\u00e7lar\u0131 onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn bir hiss\u0259si idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi is\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131 tamam ba\u015fqa g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc – t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 q\u0131rx\u0131lm\u0131\u015f qoyun kimi \u00e7\u0131lpaq v\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259. H\u0259tta \u00e7irkin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u0259vv\u0259lki g\u00f6zl\u0259r idi. Qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndak\u0131 o nazik x\u0259tt, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 sa\u011f yana\u011f\u0131nda yaranan \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259klik d\u0259 yerind\u0259 idi. Dem\u0259li, Elsev\u0259r idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011f k\u00f6yn\u0259k geyinmi\u015fdi. K\u00f6yn\u0259yin yaxas\u0131n\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 d\u00fcym\u0259 a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131 yen\u0259. Elsev\u0259r ilk d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxd\u0131. M\u0259n onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, ya yox, bilmir\u0259m. Amma o m\u0259n\u0259 baxanda \u0259vv\u0259lki Elsev\u0259r\u0259 bir az da ox\u015fad\u0131. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 bu d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259ki Elsev\u0259ri yox, ba\u015fqa bir Elsev\u0259ri xat\u0131rlad\u0131m – sa\u00e7lar\u0131 olan Elsev\u0259ri; s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r d\u0259hlizd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n, qap\u0131lar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259ri uzad\u0131b kimis\u0259 axtaran Elsev\u0259ri. Ayaq s\u0259sl\u0259rind\u0259n kimin g\u0259ldiyini bilm\u0259yin m\u00fcmk\u00fcn oldu\u011fu o uzun d\u0259hlizd\u0259 onun add\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ba\u015fqalar\u0131ndan ay\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elsev\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rg\u0259nin \u0259n fasonlu o\u011flanlar\u0131ndan idi.  H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r ham\u0131dan tez oyan\u0131b d\u0259hlizin ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00fcmumi \u0259l\u00fczyuyan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259li g\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda dayanard\u0131. Ovcuna bir az \u015firin \u00e7ay t\u00f6k\u00fcb sa\u00e7lar\u0131na \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r, sonra dara\u011f\u0131 asta-asta qara tell\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259zdir\u0259rdi. El\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 daranard\u0131 ki, sanki bir telin d\u0259 yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 haqq\u0131 yox idi. \u00dct\u00fcl\u00fc “mokri\u015fok” \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131 geyin\u0259r, k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin yaxas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259r, ayaqqab\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259ki d\u0259smalla bir d\u0259 sil\u0259rdi. Elsev\u0259r g\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan ayr\u0131l\u0131b pill\u0259l\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 gizl\u0259ndiyim qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b d\u0259hlizin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 boylanard\u0131m. O, h\u0259y\u0259ti ke\u00e7ib ged\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc ondan \u00e7\u0259km\u0259zdim. Ad\u0131n\u0131 qoya bilm\u0259dyim q\u0259rib\u0259 hissl\u0259r ke\u00e7irirdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elsev\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131m b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc el\u0259 bil. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc b\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0131z hesab edirdim. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, Elsev\u0259r m\u0259nim \u0259rimdir. S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r onu i\u015f\u0259 yola sal\u0131ram. Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda dayan\u0131b arxas\u0131nca bax\u0131ram. Bir azdan ax\u015fam olacaq, o da \u0259lind\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k ev\u0259 qay\u0131dacaq.  Elsev\u0259r is\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlardan x\u0259b\u0259rsiz idi. O, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dik tutub h\u0259y\u0259tin o ba\u015f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f ged\u0259r, m\u0259n is\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 asta-asta \u00f6rt\u00fcb ota\u011fa qay\u0131dard\u0131m. O s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rin m\u0259sum sirrini Allahla \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kim bilmirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonralar e\u015fitdim ki, Elsev\u0259r qon\u015fuluqdak\u0131 ba\u011f evl\u0259rind\u0259n birinin sahibinin q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 sevir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yay aylar\u0131nda Elsev\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rg\u0259nin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 tapmaq \u00e7\u0259tin olard\u0131. G\u00fcn batana q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0131zgilin ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259nd\u0259v\u0259rind\u0259 f\u0131rlanar, ax\u015fam d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi ba\u015f\u0131 f\u0259n\u0259rli maqnitofonunu p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin a\u011fz\u0131na qoyub s\u0259sini ax\u0131ra q\u0259d\u0259r a\u00e7ard\u0131. Bir azdan Seda Sayanla G\u00fcrkan Pekerin mahn\u0131s\u0131 otaqdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b d\u0259hlizl\u0259r\u0259, d\u0259hlizl\u0259rd\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 yay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn yataqxana ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, h\u0259min mahn\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Seviyor musun?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Seviyorum…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bir daha s\u00f6yle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Seviyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra Seda Sayan\u0131n s\u0259si d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rg\u0259nin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 \u0259ks-s\u0259da verirdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ben de seni, sevgilim…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mahn\u0131 qurtaran kimi yenid\u0259n ba\u015flayard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elsev\u0259rin m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rg\u0259y\u0259 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131rd\u0131. Dar otaqlara, r\u00fctub\u0259tli d\u0259hlizl\u0259r\u0259, s\u0131n\u0131q p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 s\u0131\u011fmayan bu sevgi h\u0259r ax\u015fam mahn\u0131ya \u00e7evrilib b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 yay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Surxay baba \u0259sas\u0131na s\u00f6yk\u0259nib ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulayard\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ay\u0259, bunlar bir q\u0259rara g\u0259l\u0259 bilmirl\u0259r? S\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n soru\u015fur: “Beni seviyor musun?” O da deyir: “Seviyorum” dana.  Ta bu k\u00f6p\u0259yin q\u0131z\u0131 n\u0259 e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259yir? “\u018fyaxlar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda \u00f6l\u00fcm” desin? Ba\u015f\u0131m getdi. S\u0259nin ya\u015f\u0131nda m\u0259n…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n kims\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 Surxay baban\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ay ki\u015fi, d\u0259ym\u0259, cavan u\u015faqd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Surxay baba d\u0259rhal co\u015fard\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Pah! El\u0259 bil biz cavan olmam\u0131\u015f\u0131q. \u0130ntahas\u0131, bizd\u0259 ab\u0131r-h\u0259ya vard\u0131! Biz ki\u015fi kimi sevmi\u015fik.  Bunlar da qal\u0131blar bir “seviyorum”un \u00fcmidin\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elsev\u0259r he\u00e7 vaxt cavabs\u0131z qalmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib ucadan dey\u0259rdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– H\u0259, Surxay baba… O pamb\u0131q kollar\u0131n\u0131n dili olsayd\u0131, g\u00f6r n\u0259l\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259y\u0259t bir anda g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u0259 q\u0259rq olard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Surxay baban\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc p\u00f6rt\u0259r, \u0259lind\u0259ki \u0259san\u0131 yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b hirsl\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Sarsaq o\u011flu, sarsaq! Boynuna boz qatma \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcm! – deyib taxta budkas\u0131na girib qap\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259rk \u00e7\u0131rpard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elsev\u0259r is\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015f kimi maqnitofonun s\u0259sini bir az da art\u0131rar, dirs\u0259yini p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259yib uzaqlara baxard\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 oturub \u00fcz\u00fcyuxar\u0131 Elsev\u0259r\u0259 tama\u015fa ed\u0259r, sonra sirrim yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r, durub qa\u00e7ard\u0131m p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin alt\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 Elsev\u0259ri d\u0259hlizd\u0259 maykas\u0131z g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Hamamdan t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00c7iynind\u0259 ya\u015f d\u0259smal vard\u0131. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan damc\u0131layan su boynundan sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. O, m\u0259ni h\u0259r zamank\u0131 kimi g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. M\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259candan yerimd\u0259 donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u00dcr\u0259yim q\u0259rib\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. N\u0259 qa\u00e7a bilirdim, n\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc ondan \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilirdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yataqxanada sirr saxlamaq olmurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dib-dib\u0259 olan otaqlar\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7ox vaxt \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fcrd\u00fc. X\u00fcsusil\u0259 isti yay gec\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 b\u00fcrk\u00fc il\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259nin yegan\u0259 yolu qap\u0131lar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q qoymaq idi. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n hava ota\u011fa \u00e7atana q\u0259d\u0259r yorulur, tavandan as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f k\u00f6hn\u0259 ventilyator is\u0259 isti havan\u0131 bir k\u00fcncd\u0259n o biri k\u00fcnc\u0259 da\u015f\u0131maqdan ba\u015fqa bir i\u015f g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yataqxanan\u0131n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki\u00e7ik oldu\u011fu daha \u00e7ox gec\u0259l\u0259r bilinirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Burda ham\u0131 yatandan sonra h\u0259yat ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr davam edirdi. Gec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn s\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kilir, otaqlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 qalan s\u0259sl\u0259r daha ayd\u0131n e\u015fidilirdi. Bir ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131 idis\u0259, ham\u0131 bilirdi ki, orada ba\u015fqa s\u00f6hb\u0259t var. B\u0259z\u0259n \u0259r-arvad\u0131n u\u015faqlardan, qon\u015fulardan, ham\u0131dan gizl\u0259nib bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259lik \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 saxlad\u0131qlar\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259t. Amma qap\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131 olsa da, p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar divarda qalm\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259s bir otaqdan o birin\u0259 rahatl\u0131qla ke\u00e7irdi. S\u00f6zl\u0259r ayd\u0131n e\u015fidilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, s\u0259sin \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n n\u0259yins\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlay\u0131rd\u0131q. Sonra s\u0259h\u0259r qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r, h\u0259r \u015fey yen\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz d\u0259 h\u0259min s\u0259sl\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fck. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimizd\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015fiklikl\u0259ri \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131nda tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elsev\u0259r yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 o\u011flan idi, \u00e7ox yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n o vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r el\u0259 bilirdim ki, g\u00f6z\u0259l adamlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na pis he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z. Onlar na\u011f\u0131llardak\u0131 kimi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u015f\u0259r\u0259 qalib g\u0259lib ax\u0131rda g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirl\u0259r. M\u0259n d\u0259 Elsev\u0259ri h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 el\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131m: p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin a\u011fz\u0131nda, maqnitofonun s\u0259sini ax\u0131ra q\u0259d\u0259r a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f, dirs\u0259yini p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259yib uzaqlara baxan…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elsev\u0259r ged\u0259nd\u0259n bir g\u00fcn sonra yataqxana yen\u0259 \u00f6z \u0259vv\u0259lki ritmin\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r su n\u00f6vb\u0259si yen\u0259 tezd\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. Vedr\u0259l\u0259r k\u00f6hn\u0259 ka\u00e7alkan\u0131n alt\u0131nda bir-birinin ard\u0131nca d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr, kimin vedr\u0259sinin \u0259vv\u0259l g\u0259ldiyi \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qad\u0131nlar m\u00fcbahis\u0259 edirdil\u0259r. M\u00fcbahis\u0259l\u0259r tez-tez olmasa da, b\u0259zi g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 s\u00f6z s\u00f6z\u00fc g\u0259tirir, s\u0259s-k\u00fcy b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr, ax\u0131rda sa\u00e7 yolma\u011fa q\u0259d\u0259r gedib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Su n\u00f6vb\u0259si yataqxanan\u0131n \u0259n m\u00fch\u00fcm hadis\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n biri idi. S\u0259h\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc a\u00e7mam\u0131\u015f suyun s\u0259sini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fck. Su g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259t bir anda canlan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Su g\u0259ldi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu iki s\u00f6z b\u00fct\u00fcn yataqxanan\u0131 aya\u011fa qald\u0131rma\u011fa b\u0259s edirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qap\u0131lar a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r, vedr\u0259l\u0259r cingild\u0259yir, u\u015faqlar pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131r, qad\u0131nlar bir-birin\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259nirdi. Kims\u0259 yuxulu-yuxulu pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, kims\u0259 yuxar\u0131dan q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 yer saxlamas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yirdi. B\u0259z\u0259n bir vedr\u0259nin yeri \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 el\u0259 dava d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, adam el\u0259 bil\u0259rdi s\u00f6hb\u0259t vedr\u0259d\u0259n yox, evd\u0259n gedir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Su is\u0259 he\u00e7 kimin t\u0259r\u0259fini saxlam\u0131rd\u0131, g\u0259lirdi. Bir az ax\u0131rd\u0131, sonra k\u0259silirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra yard\u0131m n\u00f6vb\u0259l\u0259ri ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131.  Yard\u0131m g\u0259tir\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda ba\u015fqa bir “m\u00fcharib\u0259” olurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzaqdan yard\u0131m g\u0259tir\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si e\u015fidil\u0259n kimi h\u0259y\u0259tin adamlar\u0131 bir anda d\u0259yi\u015firdi. Bir az \u0259vv\u0259l otaqlar\u0131n\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda sakitc\u0259 oturan qad\u0131nlar bu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 torbalar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7\u0131r, u\u015faqlar\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259yir, kimin harada dayanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hesablay\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259n birinci g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yalan deyirs\u0259n, m\u0259n s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n burdayam!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u018flini \u00e7\u0259k torbadan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u0259n \u00f6z pay\u0131n\u0131 alm\u0131san!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259n almam\u0131\u015fam, and olsun!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kims\u0259 yard\u0131m qutusunun ikisini qucaqlay\u0131r, o biri ucundan dart\u0131rd\u0131. Qutular \u0259ld\u0259n-\u0259l\u0259 ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 kartonun k\u0259nar\u0131 \u0259zilir, i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259ki paketl\u0259rin x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 e\u015fidilirdi. N\u00f6vb\u0259 ba\u015flayana q\u0259d\u0259r ham\u0131 bir-birinin qon\u015fusu idi. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 “ay bac\u0131”, “ay xala”, – dey\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259n adamlar\u0131n n\u00f6vb\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259rinin tonu d\u0259yi\u015firdi. Bir az \u0259vv\u0259l g\u00fcl\u0259n adam\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc b\u0259rkiyirdi. Sakit qad\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si qalx\u0131r, ya\u015fl\u0131 adamlar dirs\u0259kl\u0259ri il\u0259 izdiham\u0131 aralay\u0131r, u\u015faqlar b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259rin ayaqlar\u0131 aras\u0131nda itib-bat\u0131rd\u0131. N\u00f6vb\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini bat\u0131ran h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bir s\u0259s olard\u0131. O da L\u0259tif\u0259 xalan\u0131n s\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u0259tif\u0259 xala h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 ham\u0131dan qaba\u011fa ke\u00e7m\u0259yi bacar\u0131rd\u0131. Su n\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0259 bel\u0259 idi, yard\u0131m n\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0259. Kimin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na ke\u00e7s\u0259, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131b he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015f kimi dayan\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra kims\u0259 etiraz ed\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259lini sin\u0259sin\u0259 qoyub:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ay bala, m\u0259n qoca arvadam, evd\u0259 iki yetim saxlay\u0131ram, – deyirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– L\u0259tif\u0259 xala, ke\u00e7\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 qaba\u011fa ke\u00e7din.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fam o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u0259tif\u0259 xala il\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u00fcbahis\u0259 etm\u0259k m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 uduzmaq kimi bir \u015fey idi. Ona s\u00f6z \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. S\u0259n bir c\u00fcml\u0259 deyirdin, o \u00fc\u00e7 c\u00fcml\u0259 il\u0259 cavab verirdi. S\u0259n ikincini dem\u0259y\u0259 macal tapmam\u0131\u015f, art\u0131q s\u00f6hb\u0259tin ba\u015fqa yerind\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc adam\u0131 da g\u00fcnahkar \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015f olurdu. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 onunla \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n adamlar bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t dir\u0259\u015fir, sonra s\u0259sl\u0259ri yava\u015f-yava\u015f azal\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anam bu vurhavurun i\u00e7ind\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 k\u0259narda dayanard\u0131. 2 il olmu\u015fdu art\u0131q amma h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 qaba\u011fa ke\u00e7m\u0259yi bacarm\u0131rd\u0131, kims\u0259nin qolundan tutub “m\u0259nim d\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131m var” dey\u0259 bilmirdi. Bel\u0259 yerl\u0259rd\u0259 el\u0259 bil bir \u015fey ist\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 d\u0259rdinin b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00fcbut etm\u0259li olurdun. Anam is\u0259 bunu q\u0259tiyy\u0259n bacarm\u0131rd\u0131. \u018flind\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259 par\u00e7a torbas\u0131 il\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. H\u0259min g\u00fcn kimins\u0259 insaf\u0131 olub – \u0130mkan verin, bu qad\u0131n da yard\u0131m pay\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrs\u00fcn. \u018fri m\u00fcharib\u0259 \u0259lilidir! – dem\u0259s\u0259ydi, anam h\u0259min ay \u0259libo\u015f qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O s\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 dey\u0259n \u00e7ox vaxt L\u0259tif\u0259 xala olurdu. H\u0259min L\u0259tif\u0259 xala ki, be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259l birinin qaba\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onunla az q\u0131r\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Anam qaba\u011fa ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 L\u0259tif\u0259 xala ham\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anam h\u0259min ay \u0259libo\u015f qay\u0131tmad\u0131. Amma m\u0259n bu d\u0259f\u0259 sevin\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r yard\u0131m g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 torban\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan h\u0259r \u015fey m\u0259ni sevindir\u0259rdi. \u015e\u0259k\u0259r, makaron, bir az ya\u011f. Bakku\u015f, taxta pe\u00e7enyenin is\u0259 \u00f6z sevinci vard\u0131. Anam torban\u0131 a\u00e7anda m\u0259n d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 i\u00e7in\u0259 sal\u0131b baxard\u0131m. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 baxmad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsanlar yava\u015f-yava\u015f da\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Kims\u0259 un torbas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7iynin\u0259 atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, kims\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutub pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259 qalx\u0131rd\u0131. Uzaqdan h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 L\u0259tif\u0259 xalan\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi. H\u0259y\u0259t \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi s\u0259sli-k\u00fcyl\u00fc idi. Amma bu s\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259n bir s\u0259s \u0259skikliyi hiss olunurdu – Elsev\u0259rin maqnitofonunun s\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 onun olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerl\u0259r\u0259 daha \u00e7ox baxma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u018fvv\u0259l h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m. Sonra p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259, sonra d\u0259hliz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259z\u0259n kims\u0259 pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 yuxar\u0131 qalxanda ayaq s\u0259sl\u0259rini dinl\u0259yirdim. Add\u0131mlar yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir t\u0259rp\u0259ni\u015f olurdu. El\u0259 bil indic\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda o g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259k. Add\u0131mlar ke\u00e7ib gedirdi. M\u0259n yen\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259hlizd\u0259 kimins\u0259 maqnitofonu i\u015f\u0259 sald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitdim. \u00dcr\u0259yim el\u0259 s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcnd\u00fc ki, yerimd\u0259 donub qald\u0131m. S\u0259s bir az da y\u00fcks\u0259ldi. M\u0259n qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131m. Amma Elsev\u0259r deyildi, ba\u015fqa biri idi. Mahn\u0131 da eyni mahn\u0131 deyildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 d\u0259 bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda dayan\u0131b  ota\u011fa qay\u0131td\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yataqxanan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n bir yer bo\u015falm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn h\u0259min bo\u015flu\u011fun yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ir, h\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 i\u00e7imd\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 qopurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra qad\u0131nlar su n\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259, ki\u015fil\u0259r budkan\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda siqaret \u00e7\u0259k\u0259-\u00e7\u0259k\u0259 ondan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Ax\u015famlar h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi u\u015faqlar da p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lda\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Ham\u0131 eyni hadis\u0259nin f\u0259rqli hekay\u0259l\u0259rini dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259n hans\u0131na inanaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmirdim. El\u0259 bil bir gec\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir Elsev\u0259r yox, ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 Elsev\u0259r yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259n is\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b Elsev\u0259rin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 idi. Ba\u015f\u0131nda f\u0259n\u0259ri olan o k\u00f6hn\u0259 maqnitofon da g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259fil hardansa Seda Sayan\u0131n s\u0259si e\u015fidildi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ben de seni, sevgilim…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma bu d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259min s\u0259s deyildi. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 sevinc kimi yay\u0131lan mahn\u0131 indi quyunun dibind\u0259n g\u0259lirdi. Yuxar\u0131 qalxma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca yar\u0131 yolda ili\u015fib qal\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259min il pay\u0131z yataqxanaya bir q\u0259d\u0259r tez g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri a\u00e7anda otaqlara soyuq dolurdu. S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r adam\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcr, gec\u0259l\u0259r u\u015faqlar yor\u011fanlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kirdil\u0259r. Pay\u0131z g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259bi\u0259t kimi, yataqxanan\u0131n da s\u0259sl\u0259ri d\u0259yi\u015firdi. Yayda a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131lardan bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fan s\u0259sl\u0259r indi qap\u0131lar\u0131n arxas\u0131nda qal\u0131rd\u0131. Sobalar\u0131n qoxusu d\u0259hliz\u0259 yay\u0131l\u0131r, ya\u015f paltarlar\u0131n iyi n\u0259m divarlara hopurdu. Yay boyu a\u00e7\u0131q qalan qap\u0131lar bir-bir \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Paltar s\u0259ril\u0259n k\u0259ndirl\u0259rd\u0259 art\u0131q qal\u0131n jaketl\u0259r, yun corablar, u\u015faqlar\u0131n balaca yamaql\u0131 \u015falvarlar\u0131 yell\u0259nirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011faclar\u0131n yarpaqlar\u0131 da d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. On g\u00fcn qabaq ya\u015f\u0131l olan a\u011fac\u0131n bir buda\u011f\u0131nda art\u0131q sar\u0131 yarpaqlar g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. A\u011fac sakitc\u0259 qocal\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n is\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b Elsev\u0259rin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m. Ax\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 x\u0259fif meh \u0259sdi. Elsev\u0259rin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sinin p\u0259rd\u0259si asta-asta t\u0259rp\u0259ndi. \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 balaca bir \u00fcmid i\u015f\u0131ldad\u0131. Y\u0259qin Elsev\u0259r g\u0259lib. El\u0259 h\u0259min vaxt o biri t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n bir s\u0259s g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dur, ged\u0259k \u015eahbula\u011fa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Suyu qan, ya\u015f bula\u011fa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biri s\u0259n de, biri m\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00f6k\u0259k qan-ya\u015f bula\u011fa…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yerimd\u0259 donub qald\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanki bayat\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n yox, \u00e7ox uzaqdan g\u0259lirdi. S\u00f6zl\u0259r p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 toxunub geri qay\u0131d\u0131r, sonra g\u0259lib i\u00e7imd\u0259 hans\u0131sa yer\u0259 ili\u015firdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n o bayat\u0131n\u0131 \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r d\u0259 e\u015fitmi\u015fdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma h\u0259min g\u00fcn ilk d\u0259f\u0259 onun i\u00e7ind\u0259ki k\u0259d\u0259ri bu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259rind\u0259n hiss edirdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259y\u0259tin ortas\u0131nda duran qoca \u00e7inar a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259si adamlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. He\u00e7 kim o k\u00f6lg\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259mirdi. Qad\u0131nlar p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lda\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. S\u00f6zl\u0259r yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qal\u0131rd\u0131. Bu yataqxanada c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 adamlar kimi k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn idi. He\u00e7 biri m\u0259nzilin\u0259 \u00e7ata bilmirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ad\u0259t\u0259n ax\u015fam bu saatlarda h\u0259y\u0259tin ki\u015fil\u0259ri radionun s\u0259sin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n, siyas\u0259td\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131. Amma h\u0259min ax\u015fam nam\u0259lum bir \u0259l ham\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 qapam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bizim h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6z itkisi vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birinin \u0259ri \u0259sir idi, birinin o\u011flu c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259. Bir ba\u015fqas\u0131 ill\u0259rdir x\u0259b\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Kims\u0259 h\u0259r ax\u015fam p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin qaba\u011f\u0131nda dayan\u0131b d\u0259niz\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f bax\u0131rd\u0131. Sanki o t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 bir x\u0259b\u0259r g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259kdi. H\u0259min g\u00fcn d\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259t adamlarla dolu idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kims\u0259 vedr\u0259 yuyurdu. Kims\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n paltar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259ndird\u0259n y\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Bir qad\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 bax\u0131b bird\u0259n dedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0130ndi bizim h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259ki narlar yeti\u015fib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan biri soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Hans\u0131 nar?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– O biri a\u011fac\u0131n yan\u0131ndak\u0131. Q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131d\u0131 indi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

He\u00e7 kim cavab verm\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bak\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259yi h\u0259y\u0259tin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib paltarlar\u0131, k\u0259ndirl\u0259ri s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131r, d\u0259nizin duzlu qoxusunu da \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 g\u0259tirirdi. Anam d\u00f6\u015f\u0259yin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturub corab yamay\u0131rd\u0131. Corab\u0131n daban\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r nazikl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi ki, iyn\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 par\u00e7an\u0131n ba\u015fqa yerind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130pi di\u015finin aras\u0131nda qopar\u0131b yenid\u0259n saplay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ota\u011f\u0131n bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 sovetd\u0259n qalma r\u0259ngiz televizorda x\u0259b\u0259r apar\u0131c\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 yay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Bu g\u00fcn at\u0259\u015fk\u0259s rejiminin pozulmas\u0131 n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 c\u0259bh\u0259nin bir s\u0131ra istiqam\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 at\u0131\u015fma ba\u015f verib…” <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Televizor dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

He\u00e7 kim ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131. Bu x\u0259b\u0259r art\u0131q ne\u00e7\u0259 ildir h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259ydi. El\u0259 bir x\u0259b\u0259r idi ki, adam onu e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi televizora t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7m\u0131rd\u0131. U\u015faqlar oynama\u011f\u0131 dayand\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131. Qad\u0131nlar \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259ki i\u015fi yer\u0259 qoymurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

At\u0259\u015fk\u0259s pozulurdu. At\u0131\u015fma ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131, sonra yen\u0259 dayan\u0131rd\u0131. V\u0259 h\u0259yat davam edirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anam corab\u0131 tikib qurtar\u0131b k\u00f6yn\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yuxar\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259n bir qad\u0131n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya s\u0259sl\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u00fcr\u0259yya, m\u0259nim vedr\u0259mi g\u00f6rm\u0259mis\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 apar\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si ota\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 sakit-sakit dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rin b\u0259zil\u0259ri m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck adam s\u00f6zl\u0259ri idi. Amma art\u0131q bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn m\u0259nas\u0131n\u0131 ham\u0131dan yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdim. C\u0259bh\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elsev\u0259r ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bu s\u00f6z m\u0259nim i\u00e7imd\u0259 ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr s\u0259sl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anam\u0131n yan\u0131nda uzan\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 onun qoluna s\u00f6yk\u0259mi\u015fdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259fil h\u0259min s\u0259h\u0259r yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Elsev\u0259rin getdiyi g\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm yuxunu xat\u0131rlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ana…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– H\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259n o g\u00fcn yuxuda evimizi g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anam iyn\u0259ni par\u00e7aya sanc\u0131b iki-\u00fc\u00e7 saniy\u0259 \u0259lini saxlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Hans\u0131 evi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u00d6z evimizi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Hans\u0131 \u00f6z evimizi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– A\u011fdamdak\u0131 evi deyir\u0259m d\u0259. H\u0259y\u0259timizd\u0259ki tut a\u011fac\u0131 da yerind\u0259 idi. Ona d\u0259ym\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. M\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131m. S\u0259n qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n. \u018fynind\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131l donun vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anam bir az susub m\u0259n\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

 – Tut a\u011fac\u0131 deyirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– H\u0259. B\u00f6y\u00fck idi. H\u0259y\u0259tin ortas\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yell\u0259nc\u0259k d\u0259 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anam qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131b bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saniy\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ay bala, s\u0259nin kanallar\u0131n yen\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b. Hardansa  yen\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 tutub g\u0259tirib, qoymusan bizim h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra yor\u011fan\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bizim h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 n\u0259inki tut a\u011fac\u0131, he\u00e7 a\u011fac olmay\u0131b. Sa\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda bir \u0259min ev tikmi\u015fdi, solumuzda o birisi \u0259min. Ortada balaca bir yer var idi, orda da vurhavurda d\u0259d\u0259n hamam tikdirirdi. \u00c7imm\u0259k qism\u0259t olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Amma m\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– G\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n, g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n d\u0259… Di, y\u0131x\u0131l yat. S\u0259h\u0259r ba\u011fa ged\u0259c\u0259yik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Hans\u0131 ba\u011fa?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Qambay m\u00fc\u0259llimin ba\u011f\u0131na. Qonaqlar\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. H\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u0259l g\u0259zdirm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r. S\u0259ni d\u0259 aparacam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bu soyuqda?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anam \u00e7iynini \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Varl\u0131 adam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u011f\u0131n m\u00f6vs\u00fcm\u00fc olmur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anam i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc. Otaq qaranl\u0131\u011fa q\u0259rq oldu. Amma m\u0259nim g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 o tut a\u011fac\u0131 dayan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O gec\u0259 yen\u0259 o h\u0259y\u0259ti g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Tut a\u011fac\u0131 yen\u0259 yerind\u0259 idi. Amma bu d\u0259f\u0259 yell\u0259nc\u0259k q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. K\u0259ndiri k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259 asta-asta h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edirdi. S\u0259h\u0259r oyananda uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t tavana baxd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anam\u0131n d\u00fcn\u0259n dediyi s\u00f6z yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Bizim h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 he\u00e7 a\u011fac olmay\u0131b.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259s m\u0259n bu a\u011fac\u0131 haradan tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 do\u011frudan da, o  tut a\u011fac\u0131 bizim deyildi. B\u0259lk\u0259 o h\u0259y\u0259t he\u00e7 vaxt bizim olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma m\u0259n onu ill\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6z evim kimi xat\u0131rlad\u0131m. M\u0259nim u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n x\u0259rit\u0259sind\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 bir tut a\u011fac\u0131 var. Alt\u0131nda q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir yell\u0259nc\u0259k. K\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259 asta-asta h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ed\u0259n bir k\u0259ndir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259 uzaqlardan g\u0259l\u0259n bir s\u0259s:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ben de seni sevgilim…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Evimiz\u0259 qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir sakitlik vard\u0131. Tut a\u011fac\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259tin ortas\u0131nda \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tl\u0259 ucal\u0131rd\u0131. S\u00fcbh \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259ri h\u0259l\u0259 tut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131x budaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yara bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u0130\u015f\u0131q yarpaqlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan x\u0131rda q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259r hal\u0131nda h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nirdi. Otlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki \u015feh damc\u0131lar\u0131 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 kimi par\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. Bir k\u00fcncd\u0259 toyuqlar torpa\u011f\u0131 e\u015f\u0259l\u0259yir, hasar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qonmu\u015f s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 dimdiyini qanad\u0131na s\u00fcrt\u00fcrd\u00fc. H\u0259rd\u0259nbir g\u00fccl\u0259n\u0259n meh, a\u011fac\u0131n … <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-53293","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb","latest_post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53293","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=53293"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53293\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":53312,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53293\/revisions\/53312"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=53293"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=53293"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=53293"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}