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Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n<\/em>\u00a0Ba\u015f redaktor<\/em><\/strong>\u00a0m\u00fcavini.<\/strong><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u00e7ar, ev, telefon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

  \u00dc\u00e7 s\u00f6z. \u00dc\u00e7 adi s\u00f6z. K\u0259nardan baxanda he\u00e7 birinin alt\u0131nda dayan\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 bel\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259z. Amma b\u0259zi s\u00f6zl\u0259rin m\u0259nas\u0131 l\u00fc\u011f\u0259td\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131r. Onlar\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131n\u0131 insan yaln\u0131z ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131ndan \u00f6yr\u0259nir.<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n

  Deyirl\u0259r, insan he\u00e7 kim\u0259 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi \u015feyl\u0259ri yazanda rahatlay\u0131r. M\u0259n is\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, b\u0259zi \u015feyl\u0259r var, onlar\u0131 yazmaq bel\u0259 etiraf etm\u0259kdir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 insan b\u0259z\u0259n ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda susur. Yazma\u011fa s\u00f6z\u00fc olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yox, yazaca\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qorxdu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yuxar\u0131dak\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 s\u00f6z\u00fcn h\u0259r birinin arxas\u0131nda uzun-uzad\u0131 c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259r var. H\u0259tta b\u0259zil\u0259rinin arxas\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00f6v bir hekay\u0259. Amma q\u0259rib\u0259dir, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yazsam da, c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259r tam al\u0131nm\u0131r. Sanki s\u00f6zl\u0259r bir yer\u0259 \u00e7atanda dayan\u0131r. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259zi hissl\u0259rin dili yoxdur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cA\u00e7ar\u201d \u2014 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259diyim, amma qay\u0131tma\u011fa c\u0259sar\u0259t etm\u0259diyim yerl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cEv\u201d \u2014 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 divarlar\u0131 yox, i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259siz hiss etdiyin bir insan\u0131n ad\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cTelefon\u201d \u2014 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini bildiyin halda g\u00f6zl\u0259diyin z\u0259ngl\u0259r, yaz\u0131lmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildiyin halda a\u00e7\u0131b baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r, silm\u0259y\u0259 \u0259lin g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259rdir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra anlay\u0131ram ki, m\u0259n \u0259slind\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 s\u00f6z yazmam\u0131\u015fam. \u00dc\u00e7 ayr\u0131 yadda\u015f yazm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsan bir ne\u00e7\u0259 c\u00fcml\u0259nin alt\u0131nda h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n \u0259zil\u0259 bil\u0259rmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma bilir\u0259m ki, b\u0259z\u0259n bir c\u00fcml\u0259 ill\u0259rl\u0259 gizl\u0259dil\u0259n h\u0259qiq\u0259ti \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xarma\u011fa kifay\u0259t edir. B\u0259z\u0259n bir ad, bir tarix, bir \u201charadasan?\u201d sual\u0131 insan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn sakitliyini da\u011f\u0131da bilir. B\u0259z\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015f vermir, sad\u0259c\u0259 telefonun ekran\u0131 i\u015f\u0131qlan\u0131r v\u0259 insan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00e7oxdan basd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u015fey yenid\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s alma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fn q\u0259rib\u0259si d\u0259 budur: insan h\u0259r \u015feyi unutmur, sad\u0259c\u0259 b\u0259zi \u015feyl\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rtm\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259nir. Sonra bir g\u00fcn tamamil\u0259 t\u0259sad\u00fcfi bir s\u00f6z h\u0259min \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fc qald\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259 s\u0259n yenid\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259lki yerind\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

He\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259yibmi\u015f kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 insan\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feyl\u0259r yox, ya\u015fand\u0131qdan sonra onlara verdiyi s\u0259ssizlik yorur. \u00c7\u00fcnki dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r \u015fey i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bir yer tap\u0131r. Biri yadda\u015f olur, biri pe\u015fmanl\u0131q, biri h\u0259sr\u0259t, biri q\u0259z\u0259b\u2026 V\u0259 bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra insan \u00f6z i\u00e7ind\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 unudur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bu \u00fc\u00e7 s\u00f6z\u0259 baxanda m\u0259n art\u0131q \u201ca\u00e7ar\u201d, \u201cev\u201d, \u201ctelefon\u201d g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n qay\u0131tma\u011f\u0131, qalma\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259yi g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r t\u0259r\u0259fi budur: insan b\u0259z\u0259n n\u0259yi itirdiyini bilir, amma onu niy\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131r ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc bel\u0259 izah ed\u0259 bilmir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259zi \u015feyl\u0259rin izah\u0131 yoxdur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sad\u0259c\u0259 ad\u0131 var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u00e7ar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ev.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Telefon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nb\u0259: https:\/\/edebiyyat.az\/<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0Ba\u015f redaktor\u00a0m\u00fcavini. A\u00e7ar, ev, telefon.   \u00dc\u00e7 s\u00f6z. \u00dc\u00e7 adi s\u00f6z. K\u0259nardan baxanda he\u00e7 birinin alt\u0131nda dayan\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 bel\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259z. Amma b\u0259zi s\u00f6zl\u0259rin m\u0259nas\u0131 l\u00fc\u011f\u0259td\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131r. Onlar\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131n\u0131 insan yaln\u0131z ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131ndan \u00f6yr\u0259nir.   Deyirl\u0259r, insan he\u00e7 kim\u0259 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi \u015feyl\u0259ri yazanda rahatlay\u0131r. M\u0259n is\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, b\u0259zi \u015feyl\u0259r var, onlar\u0131 yazmaq … <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-53340","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb","latest_post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53340","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=53340"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53340\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":53365,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53340\/revisions\/53365"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=53340"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=53340"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=53340"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}