{"id":53618,"date":"2026-10-05T11:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-10-05T07:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=53618"},"modified":"2026-10-05T12:52:46","modified_gmt":"2026-10-05T08:52:46","slug":"nurcan-sandal-n%c9%99rd-daslari","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=53618","title":{"rendered":"Nurcan Sandal &#8211; N\u0259rd da\u015flar\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image is-resized\"><a class=\"highslide  \" href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat.az\/uploads\/posts\/2026-10\/screenshot_2026-10-02-22-28-48-711_com_whatsapp-edit.jpg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat.az\/uploads\/posts\/2026-10\/medium\/screenshot_2026-10-02-22-28-48-711_com_whatsapp-edit.jpg\" alt=\"\" style=\"width:840px;height:auto\"\/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong><strong><em>Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n<\/em>\u00a0<em>Ba\u015f redaktor<\/em><\/strong><em><strong>\u00a0m\u00fcavini.<\/strong><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u0259rd da\u015flar\u0131. X\u0259z\u0259r. Qum. Beyind\u0259ki fikirl\u0259ri yuyacaq q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fccl\u00fc dal\u011falar. Kafka.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Oxuyuram:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c\u018flind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi edib g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bilm\u0259diyin yerl\u0259ri t\u0259rk etm\u0259k s\u0259ni pis insan etm\u0259z, Milena.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m, niy\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tindir n\u0259yis\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Beynim xatir\u0259l\u0259ri qurcalay\u0131b k\u00f6hn\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259ri xat\u0131rlay\u0131r. H\u0259, d\u00fcz imi\u015f, bu m\u0259ni pis insan etm\u0259z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u00f6vb\u0259ti s\u0259hif\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cOlmama\u011f\u0131na raz\u0131yam, t\u0259ki olurmu\u015f, al\u0131n\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi olmas\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bu g\u00fcnl\u00fck b\u0259sdir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">M\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259si m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m olsa da, evim u\u00e7uq-s\u00f6k\u00fckd\u00fcr, t\u0259mir\u0259 d\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 var. Amma g\u0259r\u0259k yoxdur\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c7\u00fcnki b\u0259zi evl\u0259rin problemi divarlar\u0131nda olmur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bunu m\u0259n \u00e7ox gec ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Qap\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 k\u00f6hn\u0259 ayaqqab\u0131lar, divardak\u0131 \u00e7at, tavandan sallanan lampan\u0131n h\u0259r k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131\u011f\u0131 x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 s\u0259s\u2026 Bunlar\u0131n he\u00e7 biri m\u0259ni narahat etmirdi. H\u0259tta b\u0259z\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, ev d\u0259 m\u0259nim kimi yorulub. He\u00e7 birimizin d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259si yoxdur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">M\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 bir st\u0259kan su i\u00e7m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qalx\u0131ram. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n X\u0259z\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. Gec\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259niz q\u0259rib\u0259 olur. Qaranl\u0131qda suya baxanda onun harada bitdiyini, g\u00f6y\u00fcn harada ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131rd ed\u0259 bilmirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">B\u0259lk\u0259 insan da el\u0259dir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259 bit\u0259nl\u0259 ba\u015fqas\u0131ndan ba\u015flayan yeri ay\u0131rd ed\u0259 bilmir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u0259rd taxtas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131ram. Alt\u0131 da\u015f\u0131m a\u011f, alt\u0131s\u0131 qara. He\u00e7 vaxt n\u0259rd oynama\u011f\u0131 sevm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Sad\u0259c\u0259 bu da\u015flar\u0131n s\u0259sini sevir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Taqq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Birini yerin\u0259 qoyuram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Taqq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u0130kincini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sonra dayan\u0131b fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">M\u0259n bu da\u015flar\u0131 niy\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 eyni yer\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcr\u0259m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He\u00e7 xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r kims\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259 oynay\u0131b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Telefonu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131ram. \u0130ll\u0259r \u0259vv\u0259l \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f bir foto\u015f\u0259kil qar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. M\u0259n, d\u0259niz, bu ev.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u015e\u0259kil\u0259 uzun-uzad\u0131 bax\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sonra q\u0259rib\u0259 bir \u015fey g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u015e\u0259kild\u0259 m\u0259n t\u0259k deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Arxamda, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin yan\u0131nda bir qad\u0131n dayan\u0131b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00dcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u015e\u0259kli b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00dcr\u0259yim s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c7\u00fcnki o qad\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ynind\u0259ki paltar m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox tan\u0131\u015fd\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Qalx\u0131b yataq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7ir\u0259m. \u015ekaf\u0131n \u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 siyirm\u0259sini a\u00e7m\u0131ram. Sad\u0259c\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayan\u0131b bax\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u0130ll\u0259rdir toxunmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m siyirm\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 bu gec\u0259 onu a\u00e7maq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A\u00e7\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u0130\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259 bir d\u0259ft\u0259r var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yaln\u0131z bir c\u00fcml\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c\u018fg\u0259r bunu oxuyursansa, dem\u0259li, yen\u0259 unutdun.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">G\u00fcl\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sonra g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qal\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c7\u00fcnki d\u0259ft\u0259rin ilk s\u0259hif\u0259sind\u0259 m\u0259nim x\u0259ttiml\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ba\u015fqa bir c\u00fcml\u0259 var:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cBu ev t\u0259mir olunmamal\u0131d\u0131r.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Alt\u0131nda tarix.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">On bir il \u0259vv\u0259l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">V\u0259 daha a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnki o qay\u0131danda h\u0259r \u015fey \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259lidir.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">D\u0259ft\u0259ri ba\u011flay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259nizin s\u0259si fikirl\u0259rimi yuma bilmir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u018fksin\u0259, h\u0259r dal\u011fa sanki n\u0259yis\u0259 geri g\u0259tirir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Qumun alt\u0131nda basd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir xatir\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bir insan\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bir gec\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">V\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259t, niy\u0259 bu evd\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt t\u0259mir\u0259 ehtiyac g\u00f6rm\u0259diyimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">M\u0259n bu evd\u0259 t\u0259k ya\u015fam\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sad\u0259c\u0259 dig\u0259r adam \u00e7oxdan \u00f6l\u00fcb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ya da m\u0259n el\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u0259rd da\u015flar\u0131ndan biri yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Taqq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sonra qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bir d\u0259f\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u0130ki d\u0259f\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc d\u0259f\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 s\u0259si tan\u0131y\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 A\u00e7, m\u0259n\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u018flim qap\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259st\u0259yind\u0259 donub qal\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c7\u00fcnki o s\u0259s on bir ildir e\u015fitm\u0259diyim, amma he\u00e7 vaxt unutmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u0259sdir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">V\u0259 \u0259n d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tlisi d\u0259 budur:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">M\u0259n onun \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>M\u0259nb\u0259: <a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat.az\/\">https:\/\/edebiyyat.az\/<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0Ba\u015f redaktor\u00a0m\u00fcavini. N\u0259rd da\u015flar\u0131. X\u0259z\u0259r. Qum. Beyind\u0259ki fikirl\u0259ri yuyacaq q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fccl\u00fc dal\u011falar. Kafka. Oxuyuram: \u201c\u018flind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi edib g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bilm\u0259diyin yerl\u0259ri t\u0259rk etm\u0259k s\u0259ni pis insan etm\u0259z, Milena.\u201d D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m, niy\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tindir n\u0259yis\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k? Beynim xatir\u0259l\u0259ri qurcalay\u0131b k\u00f6hn\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259ri xat\u0131rlay\u0131r. H\u0259, d\u00fcz imi\u015f, bu m\u0259ni pis insan etm\u0259z. N\u00f6vb\u0259ti s\u0259hif\u0259: \u201cOlmama\u011f\u0131na &hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-53618","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb","latest_post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53618","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=53618"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53618\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":53621,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53618\/revisions\/53621"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=53618"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=53618"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=53618"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}