{"id":53692,"date":"2026-10-10T17:53:55","date_gmt":"2026-10-10T13:53:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=53692"},"modified":"2026-10-10T17:53:56","modified_gmt":"2026-10-10T13:53:56","slug":"tale-bizim-n%c9%99yimizdir-ki","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=53692","title":{"rendered":"Tale bizim n\u0259yimizdir ki?!"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

(\u201c\u00dcnvan\u0131m\u0131 tapan kitablar\u201d silsil\u0259sind\u0259n…) <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cS\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259ktub yazacam…\u201d Xuraman Muradova <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\t\u201cM\u0259nd\u0259n uzaqdad\u0131r bu pay\u0131z yen\u0259…\u201d Bir \u015feirimd\u0259 bel\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b… \u201cYazm\u0131\u015fam…\u201d dem\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr Yaradana-yazd\u0131rana. \u0130nsan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 f\u0259sil d\u0259 uydura bil\u0259rmi\u015f… \u201cRuhum bahard\u0131r!\u201d deyimi, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, zaman\u0131n t\u0259bi\u0259t \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259sini inkar etm\u0259yimizin \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck t\u0259s\u0259llisidir. Bizim\u00e7\u00fcn-t\u0259bi\u0259tin bir par\u00e7as\u0131 olan b\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u00e7\u00fcn qalib h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 t\u0259bi\u0259tdir ax\u0131 m\u0259ntiql\u0259! Dem\u0259k, m\u0259ntiq\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 \u00e7almaq\u00e7\u00fcn hissl\u0259rimiz\u0259 qulaq as\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 uydurmal\u0131ym\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\t\u201c\u00dcr\u0259k notu: vanil\u201d… Bu kitab\u0131 yen\u0259 oxudum. Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131m\u0131z Xan\u0131m Anelan\u0131n indiy\u0259d\u0259k oxudu\u011fum \u0259n a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 \u0259s\u0259ridir. H\u0259r\u00e7\u0259nd, onun adi bir Feysbuk payla\u015f\u0131m\u0131nda da g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259r k\u0259d\u0259r tapmaq olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\t\u201cA\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 \u0259s\u0259r…\u201d K\u0259sir, do\u011fray\u0131r b\u0259z\u0259n bir obraz\u0131n taleyi-bir bax\u0131rsan, qanayan ruhuna m\u0259lh\u0259m olan yen\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcns\u0259n; yap\u0131\u015fmal\u0131san \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n, \u00e7\u0259kib \u00e7\u0131xarmal\u0131san bataql\u0131q qoxuyan k\u00f6hn\u0259 d\u0259rd quyusunun i\u00e7ind\u0259n. Xan\u0131m Anelan\u0131n ba\u015f q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131-G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u0259s\u0259r boyu buna c\u0259hd edir. Bacar\u0131rm\u0131? Bir oxucu kimi cavab\u0131m: H\u018f! Bir yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 kimi is\u0259, bu \u0259minlikd\u0259 deyil\u0259m. Dilucu m\u0131z\u0131ldan\u0131ram: B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\tBir d\u0259 taleyin G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na Barat\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xarmas\u0131 var. Sevdikl\u0259rimizi h\u0259diyy\u0259, sev\u0259nl\u0259rimizi tumar san\u0131r\u0131q ha, insanp\u0259rv\u0259rliyimizin \u0259n s\u0259mimi hal\u0131 el\u0259 buradad\u0131r. Barat taleyin G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin sa\u00e7lar\u0131na tumar \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k c\u0259hdiydi. Di g\u0259l, tale bunu da sonad\u0259k etm\u0259y\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc olmad\u0131. V\u0259 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin taled\u0259n k\u00fcsm\u0259y\u0259 haqq\u0131 \u00e7atmad\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\t\u00c7\u00fcnki… \u201cTale bizim n\u0259yimizdir ki?!\u201d \u018fsl k\u00fcsk\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fcn \u00fcnvan\u0131 \u0259sl umuland\u0131r!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cN\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r, ay m\u0259nim olmayan\u0131m?\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u0259zahir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\t\u00dcr\u0259yimizin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ki\u00e7ik qeyd ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmaq \u015fans\u0131m\u0131z olsayd\u0131… M\u0259nc\u0259, o ka\u011f\u0131za he\u00e7 kim \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yazmazd\u0131. Ham\u0131 arzusunun, \u00fcmidinin \u015f\u0259klini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rdi. Halbuki, zaman t\u0259r\u0259zisind\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n insan ruhunda pe\u015fmanl\u0131qlar v\u0259 utanmaqlar arzudan da, \u00fcmidd\u0259n d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259lir. H\u0259l\u0259-h\u0259l\u0259, qeyri-k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kildiyi t\u0259r\u0259ziy\u0259 ruh qoyan m\u0259nim ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131md\u0131rsa, \u0259min olun, pe\u015fmanl\u0131qlar daha \u00e7oxdur \u00f6m\u00fcr heyb\u0259sind\u0259. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\tGed\u0259nl\u0259rin arxas\u0131nca q\u00fcrur atmaq bir ovuc… Qay\u0131danlar\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131na qan r\u0259ngli x\u0259yal q\u0131r\u0131ql\u0131qlar\u0131 s\u0259rm\u0259k d\u00fcj\u00fcn-d\u00fcj\u00fcn… \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n k\u0259m-k\u0259sir qalma\u011f\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l tablosunu bu ikic\u0259 c\u00fcml\u0259 izah edir. \t\u201c\u00dcr\u0259k notu:vanil\u201dd\u0259 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin portreti el\u0259 budur, \u0259slind\u0259. Sad\u0259c\u0259, Xan\u0131m Anela r\u0259ssam (yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 b\u0259dii s\u00f6zl\u0259 \u0259d\u0259bi r\u0259sm \u00e7\u0259k\u0259ndir) f\u0259hmiyl\u0259 tez-tez bu portret\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259yi\u015fir; oxucu qal\u0131r k\u00f6lg\u0259-i\u015f\u0131q oyununun anla\u015f\u0131lmaz sehrind\u0259. \u018fs\u0259rin oxucuya \u00e7atma sirri kimin hans\u0131 i\u015f\u0131qda hans\u0131 k\u00f6lg\u0259nin n\u0259 gizl\u0259tdiyini g\u00f6rm\u0259 bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\tBarat obraz\u0131n\u0131n \u0259s\u0259r\u0259 (\u0259s\u0259rin ikinci ad\u0131n\u0131 \u201cG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin taleyi\u201d kimi oxusaq) g\u0259tirilm\u0259si Xan\u0131m Anelan\u0131n qad\u0131n taleyinin sonrak\u0131 m\u00fcdaxil\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 qapal\u0131 olmas\u0131n\u0131n n\u00f6vb\u0259ti \u0259d\u0259bi izah\u0131d\u0131r. \u201cC\u00fcc\u0259y\u0259 s\u00fcd qism\u0259t olsayd\u0131, anas\u0131ndan olard\u0131\u201d dey\u0259n ulular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n t\u0259f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259 miras\u00e7\u0131s\u0131y\u0131q biz. N\u0259d\u0259n, nec\u0259 qa\u00e7a bils\u0259k d\u0259, bu mirasdan qa\u00e7maq a\u011fl\u0131m\u0131za bel\u0259, g\u0259lmir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\tV\u0259 Barat\u0131n xatir\u0259siyl\u0259 dinl\u0259n\u0259n mahn\u0131lar… M\u00fc\u0259llif oxucuya \u201ct\u0259s\u0259lli dey\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nma\u011fa mahn\u0131lar da var\u201d deyir. Lakin… El\u0259 mahn\u0131lar var ki, d\u00fcn\u0259n t\u0259s\u0259lli idi, bu g\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131dan. Bizim olmayanlar\u0131n yerind\u0259ki yara s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r b\u0259zi mahn\u0131lar. A\u011fr\u0131mayaq dey\u0259, dinl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n d\u0259 qorxuruq…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…Taleyin biz\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131n xoxan\u0131 kimi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cKendime tuzak g\u00fcnlerim…\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sinan Ak\u00e7\u0131l<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\t\t\u201cYola qoyulursansa, geriy\u0259 boylanmaq z\u0259iflikdir\u201d. \u00c7ox m\u0259nas\u0131z c\u00fcml\u0259dir. Getm\u0259k he\u00e7 d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 c\u0259sar\u0259t simvolu say\u0131lm\u0131r. Getm\u0259k qa\u00e7maqd\u0131r h\u0259m d\u0259… H\u0259qiq\u0259tin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259, acizliyin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7in\u0259, vicdan t\u0259r\u0259zisinin gah o yana-gah bu yana \u0259yil\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd\u00fcn\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fca\u011f, aln\u0131a\u00e7\u0131q baxa bilm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, getm\u0259k yegan\u0259 \u00e7ar\u0259 olur. \tXan\u0131m Anelan\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 \u0259s\u0259rind\u0259 bunu da ya\u015fad\u0131q b\u0259rab\u0259r: oxucu \u015e\u0259fa v\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 \u015e\u0259fa olaraq. Qad\u0131n olaraqsa, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259dik G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin gedi\u015fin\u0259… Burda haql\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131q onu. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f bir qad\u0131n kimi el\u0259 bunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi h\u0259mcinsind\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\tG\u00f6zl\u0259yirdimi? Yox, bu sual\u0131 Xan\u0131ma verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m… Cavab m\u00fc\u0259llifin zehnind\u0259 yox, oxucunun – burada cinsind\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq- anlama, hiss etm\u0259 qabiliyy\u0259tind\u0259dir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\t\u201c\u00dcr\u0259k notu: vanil\u201di bir d\u0259 oxuyaca\u011famm\u0131? Bilmir\u0259m… Sad\u0259c\u0259, ondan \u0259min\u0259m ki, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259, ruhumda, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259md\u0259 qoydu\u011fu iz h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 orada olacaq-yeddi qala\u00e7aya aparan yegan\u0259 k\u0259nd c\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131 kimi; ot basacaq, su yuyacaq, s\u00fcr\u00fc tapdayacaq, amma \u0259n usta l\u0259pir\u00e7id\u0259n qa\u00e7mayacaq c\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131n s\u0259mti. Bir \u0259d\u0259bi \u0259s\u0259rin batinini tapmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yola \u00e7\u0131xan l\u0259pir\u00e7i is\u0259 el\u0259 yazma\u011f\u0131 bacaran oxucudur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259fa V\u0259li (2026, oktyabr)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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(\u201c\u00dcnvan\u0131m\u0131 tapan kitablar\u201d silsil\u0259sind\u0259n…) \u201cS\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259ktub yazacam…\u201d Xuraman Muradova \u201cM\u0259nd\u0259n uzaqdad\u0131r bu pay\u0131z yen\u0259…\u201d Bir \u015feirimd\u0259 bel\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b… \u201cYazm\u0131\u015fam…\u201d dem\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr Yaradana-yazd\u0131rana. \u0130nsan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 f\u0259sil d\u0259 uydura bil\u0259rmi\u015f… \u201cRuhum bahard\u0131r!\u201d deyimi, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, zaman\u0131n t\u0259bi\u0259t \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259sini inkar etm\u0259yimizin \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck t\u0259s\u0259llisidir. Bizim\u00e7\u00fcn-t\u0259bi\u0259tin bir par\u00e7as\u0131 olan b\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u00e7\u00fcn qalib h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 t\u0259bi\u0259tdir ax\u0131 m\u0259ntiql\u0259! Dem\u0259k, m\u0259ntiq\u0259 … <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[175],"tags":[246,90,247,220],"class_list":["post-53692","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kos-yazisi","tag-unvanimi-tapan-kitablar-2","tag-sfa-vli","tag-urk-notu-vanil","tag-xanim-anela","latest_post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53692","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=53692"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53692\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":53694,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53692\/revisions\/53694"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=53692"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=53692"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=53692"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}