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   C\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131n q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n bu hamar da\u015f, vaxtil\u0259 da\u011flar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndan ax\u0131b \u00e7a\u011flaya-\u00e7a\u011flaya bu yerl\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck bir \u00e7aydan yadigar qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Havalar yax\u015f\u0131 ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f, duman olmayanda, o\u011flan h\u0259r gec\u0259 me\u015f\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lir, bu da\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturub papiros yand\u0131r\u0131r, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, me\u015f\u0259nin h\u0259nirtisin\u0259 qulaq as\u0131r<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, g\u00f6yd\u0259n otlar\u0131n, yarpaqlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z damlalar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, pal\u00e7alan\u0131b cingild\u0259yir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu cingilti ona yuxuda e\u015fitdiyi musiqini and\u0131r\u0131r. O, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yuxuda musiqi e\u015fidir v\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259-q\u0259rib\u0259 r\u0259ngl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcr. S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r bu musiqini, r\u0259ngl\u0259ri yad\u0131na salmaq ist\u0259yir, lakin he\u00e7 bir \u015fey xat\u0131rlaya bilm\u0259yib \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259kir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z x\u0131rda v\u0259 s\u0259ssiz add\u0131mlarla a\u011faclar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b o\u011flana yana\u015fanda o, yerind\u0259n qalx\u0131r, salam verm\u0259d\u0259n, dinm\u0259z-s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259z penc\u0259yini \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b q\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7iynin\u0259 sal\u0131r. Q\u0131z h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259-bil\u0259 nazik paltarda g\u0259lir ki, o\u011flan\u0131n penc\u0259yin\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcns\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu gec\u0259 q\u0131z gecikir, ay lap yuxar\u0131 qalxanda, a\u011faclar\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259ri q\u0131salanda g\u0259lir. G\u0259lir v\u0259 uzaqda dayan\u0131r. O\u011flan durur, penc\u0259yinin d\u00fcym\u0259l\u0259rini a\u00e7a-a\u00e7a q\u0131za yana\u015f\u0131r… Q\u0131z\u0131n \u0259ynind\u0259ki a\u011f yun jaketi g\u00f6r\u00fcb penc\u0259yini \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131r, n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir, ancaq demir, geri d\u00f6n\u00fcb da\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturur. V\u0259 bird\u0259n ona el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, eynil\u0259 yuxuda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc kimi, indic\u0259 a\u011faclar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan qara bir duman q\u0131vr\u0131la-q\u0131vr\u0131la ax\u0131b q\u0131z\u0131 aparacaq, o is\u0259 he\u00e7 bir m\u00fcqavim\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259 bilm\u0259yib oturdu\u011fu yerd\u0259c\u0259 \u00e7apalayacaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xeyli ke\u00e7ir. Q\u0131z a\u011faca s\u00f6yk\u0259nib, budaqlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan g\u00f6y\u0259 bax\u0131r. O\u011flan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b papirosunu \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sakitlikdir. Haradasa, uzaqlarda qurba\u011falar bo\u015f-bo\u011fazl\u0131q edirl\u0259r. Ay\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 qocaman pal\u0131dlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb sanki o\u011flan\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131 alt\u0131na a\u011f t\u00fcl s\u0259rmi\u015fdir. Tez-tez koldan-kola s\u0131\u00e7rayan x\u0131rdaca gec\u0259 k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259rinin a\u011f qanadlar\u0131 i\u015f\u0131lday\u0131r. O\u011flana el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, bunlar ay\u0131n \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131ndan qopub ovuc-ovuc havaya s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n mirvari d\u0259n\u0259l\u0259ridir. Dey\u0259s\u0259n bird\u0259n meh \u0259sir, yuxar\u0131da, o\u011flan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yarpaqlar x\u0131\u015f\u0131lda\u015f\u0131r. Yarpaqlar tez d\u0259 susurlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131r:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ulduz axd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flan ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr ki, q\u0131z bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri el\u0259-bel\u0259, yaln\u0131z aradak\u0131 g\u0259rgin v\u0259 dar\u0131xd\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 s\u00fckutu pozmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyir. D\u00fcn\u0259n gec\u0259 d\u0259 o, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 ulduzdan ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, sonra o\u011flan\u0131n cavab verm\u0259diyini, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b hey papiros \u00e7\u0259kdiyini g\u00f6r\u00fcb yersiz-yersiz g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f v\u0259 ged\u0259n\u0259 kimi qonaqlar\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Be\u015f-alt\u0131 g\u00fcn bundan qabaq atas\u0131 M\u0259d\u0259t m\u00fc\u0259llimin k\u00f6hn\u0259 dostunun o\u011flu onlara qonaq g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Q\u0131z\u0131n dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, cavan qonaq bu yax\u0131nlarda d\u00fcnya s\u0259yah\u0259tind\u0259n qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r g\u00fcn ev yiy\u0259l\u0259rini ba\u015f\u0131na toplay\u0131b q\u0259rib\u0259-q\u0259rib\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r el\u0259yirdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z yax\u0131na g\u0259lib o\u011flanla \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz dayan\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Niy\u0259 dinmirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– He\u00e7… S\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u0259k, qona\u011f\u0131n\u0131z n\u0259 deyir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u00c7ox \u015fey. D\u00fcnyan\u0131 dolan\u0131b g\u0259lib. El\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r ki…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flan q\u0131z\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rini yox, s\u0259sini dinl\u0259yir. O, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 edir. Bu s\u0259s\u0259 qulaq asa-asa g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumur, x\u0259yal\u0131nda q\u0131z\u0131n sif\u0259tin\u0259 bax\u0131r. Onun nazik qara qa\u015flar\u0131 var. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bir r\u0259ngd\u0259 olmur, s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r tutqun g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, ax\u015famlar is\u0259 el\u0259 bil mavi i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7\u0131r. O\u011flana el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir-birinin ard\u0131nca says\u0131z-hesabs\u0131z ulduzlar ax\u0131r. Dan\u0131\u015fanda \u0259lini \u00e7\u0259n\u0259sin\u0259 apar\u0131r, \u015f\u0259had\u0259t barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qatlay\u0131b alt doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ortas\u0131na qoyur, tez-tez g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcn\u00fcr. N\u0259d\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirs\u0259 etsin, el\u0259 bilirs\u0259n ki, na\u011f\u0131l dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yen\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 qulaq asm\u0131rsan? – dey\u0259 q\u0131z soru\u015fur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Qula\u011f\u0131m s\u0259nd\u0259dir. – O\u011flan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131r. – N\u0259 deyir qona\u011f\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0130taliyadan \u00e7ox dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Deyir ki, italyan q\u0131zlar\u0131 \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259ldil\u0259r, lap m\u0259l\u0259k kimi. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc kafed\u0259 oturub limonad i\u00e7irl\u0259r. Deyir ki, Romada q\u0259rib\u0259 restoranlar var, l\u00fct arvadlar oynay\u0131rlar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– El\u0259 \u015fey ola bilm\u0259z, – dey\u0259 o\u011flan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulay\u0131r. – Qona\u011f\u0131n\u0131z yalan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z s\u0259sini ucald\u0131b n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 hirsli-hirsli cavab verir:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yalan-zad demir. \u00d6z\u00fcn bizd\u0259 olsayd\u0131n, e\u015fid\u0259rdin. Eh, \u0259lq\u0259r\u0259z, b\u00fct\u00fcn dedikl\u0259ri na\u011f\u0131la b\u0259nz\u0259yir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bizim na\u011f\u0131llarda m\u0259n n\u0259 restorana rast g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m, n\u0259 d\u0259 l\u00fct arvadlara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259n \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 deyir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z k\u0259sik-k\u0259sik n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131r. O\u011flan birc\u0259 anl\u0131\u011fa onu \u00e7\u0131lpaq t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir. Lakin ona el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, utand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ucu da q\u0131zar\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z soru\u015fur:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u0259n ist\u0259rdinmi \u0130taliyaya ged\u0259s\u0259n?
– M\u0259nim \u0130taliyada n\u0259 i\u015fim var?
– El\u0259-bel\u0259. G\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259.
– Niy\u0259 ist\u0259m\u0259zdim, pis olmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z g\u0259zi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r. Onun ayaqlar\u0131 alt\u0131nda qal\u0131b \u0259zil\u0259n yarpaqlar\u0131n x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131ndan yax\u0131ndak\u0131 a\u011fac\u0131n budaqlar\u0131 aras\u0131ndan bir qu\u015f p\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 qalx\u0131b o d\u0259qiq\u0259 d\u0259 yox olur, el\u0259 bil qaranl\u0131\u011fa da\u015f at\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr ki, \u00e7ox zaman bel\u0259 olur. G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n ki, yad bir n\u0259f\u0259s, sakitliyini, rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 pozan g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z v\u0259 yeni bir s\u0259s s\u0259ni yuxudan el\u0259yir, yuvandan did\u0259rgin sal\u0131r, bu balaca qu\u015f kimi buda\u011f\u0131ndan qopub qaranl\u0131qda yoxa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rsan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Niy\u0259 oturmusan? – dey\u0259 o\u011flan t\u0259z\u0259 papiros \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b yand\u0131r\u0131r. Kibritin z\u0259if i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda da\u015f birc\u0259 anl\u0131\u011fa par\u0131lday\u0131r. Sanki bu soyuq par\u0131lt\u0131 o\u011flandan soru\u015fur ki, q\u0131z\u0131n yeri niy\u0259 bo\u015fdur? O\u011flan q\u0131za bax\u0131r. – G\u0259l \u0259yl\u0259\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z cavab verir:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Da\u015f soyuqdur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flan fikirl\u0259\u015fir ki, \u0259vv\u0259l\u0259r q\u0131z saatlarla da\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturub ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 onun \u00e7iynin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259rdi. Dey\u0259rdi ki, bu bizim da\u015f\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Qona\u011f\u0131n\u0131z \u00e7ox qalacaq?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Allah bilir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Niy\u0259 g\u0259libl\u0259r ki?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z ir\u0259li yeriyib yen\u0259 o\u011flanla \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz dayan\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Anas\u0131 deyir ki, o\u011flum evl\u0259nm\u0259k fikrin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 rayon yerind\u0259n q\u0131z almaq ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 q\u0131z q\u0259h\u0259tdir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Deyir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r q\u0131zlar\u0131 \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n min f\u0131r\u0131ldaqdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Q\u0259l\u0259t el\u0259yir!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Q\u0259l\u0259t-zad el\u0259mir. D\u00fcz deyir. – Q\u0131z geri d\u00f6n\u00fcr, yen\u0259 g\u0259zi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r, sonra bayaq durub g\u00f6y\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259 dayanaraq a\u011faca s\u00f6yk\u0259nir v\u0259 soru\u015fur:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bilmir\u0259m s\u0259nin niy\u0259 ondan xo\u015fun g\u0259lmir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259n dedim ki, xo\u015fum g\u0259lmir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z cavab vermir. O\u011flan papirosunu yer\u0259 tullay\u0131r, tapdalay\u0131b s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcr. Soru\u015fur:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– G\u00f6zalt\u0131s\u0131 varm\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Allah bilir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Susurlar. Ay\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131ndan bulud ke\u00e7ir. \u018ftraf qaranl\u0131qla\u015f\u0131r. Pal\u0131dlar\u0131n i\u015f\u0131ldayan g\u00f6vd\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z olur. Yarpaqlar\u0131n torpa\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 nax\u0131\u015flar vurmu\u015f k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259ri el\u0259 bil buxarlan\u0131b havaya qalx\u0131r. Yen\u0259 meh \u0259sir, ancaq bu d\u0259f\u0259 meh el\u0259 bil \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7mir, a\u011faclar\u0131n budaqlar\u0131na ili\u015fib qal\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hava s\u0259rinl\u0259\u015fir. O\u011flan qalx\u0131b penc\u0259yini q\u0131za verm\u0259k ist\u0259yir. Ancaq bird\u0259n yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr ki, q\u0131z\u0131n \u0259ynind\u0259 yun jaketi var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131, qona\u011f\u0131n\u0131z n\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259tin sahibidir? – dey\u0259 bir azdan o\u011flan s\u00fckutu pozur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Elml\u0259r namiz\u0259didir. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da var…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u0259n\u0259tini soru\u015furam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Dedim d\u0259. Elml\u0259r namiz\u0259di… – Q\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259si bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fir, el\u0259 bil batm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, indi a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r. O, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b yen\u0259 budaqlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan g\u00f6y\u0259 bax\u0131r v\u0259 davam edir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Oxuyanda eyn\u0259k tax\u0131r… Qal\u0131n-qal\u0131n kitablar oxuyur. H\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131rx\u0131r. \u00c7ox m\u0259d\u0259ni adamd\u0131r… Bir d\u0259f\u0259 bizim \u00e7ayxanaya getmi\u015fdi, el\u0259-bel\u0259, yolu d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Qay\u0131danda dedi ki, sizin rayonun ki\u015fil\u0259rind\u0259 m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t-zad yoxdur. \u018fll\u0259rini d\u0259 yumurlar, ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u0259li kird\u0259n qapqara qaral\u0131b. Deyir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilmir, q\u0131z\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131nda qoyur:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Qona\u011f\u0131n\u0131za de ki, o \u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259ki kir deyil, torpa\u011f\u0131n r\u0259ngidir, – deyir v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6z s\u0259sin\u0259 heyr\u0259t edir. O, \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u0131zla bel\u0259 s\u0259rt dan\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r, dey\u0259s\u0259n o\u011flandan qorxur. O\u011flan is\u0259 yen\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259ki yan\u011f\u0131n\u0131 t\u00fcst\u00fc il\u0259 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi, papirosunu d\u0259rind\u0259n s\u00fcm\u00fcr\u00fcr. T\u00fcst\u00fc bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 dalay\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri dolanda o, ciy\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259 xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z bir istilik hiss edir. N\u0259f\u0259si k\u0259sil\u0259-k\u0259sil\u0259 \u00f6sk\u00fcr\u00fcr. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi, indi d\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n t\u0259l\u0259sik add\u0131mlarla yax\u0131na dey\u0259c\u0259yini g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. Ancaq q\u0131z yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259n. El\u0259 bil bu bo\u011fuq \u00f6sk\u00fcr\u0259yi he\u00e7 e\u015fitmir d\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flan g\u00fccl\u0259 sezil\u0259n bir istehza il\u0259 soru\u015fur:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Qona\u011f\u0131n\u0131z papiros \u00e7\u0259kirmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yox.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Niy\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Niy\u0259si yoxdur ki!.. Ki\u015fi can\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259drini bilir d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 susurlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Meh get-ged\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259nir. Yarpaqlar\u0131n x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 yekn\u0259s\u0259q u\u011fultuya \u00e7evrilir. O\u011flan\u0131n burnuna n\u0259mli v\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f bir iy dolur. Bu, me\u015f\u0259nin qurtaraca\u011f\u0131nda axan \u00e7ay\u0131n sa\u011f sahilin\u0259 yax\u0131n, yar\u0131ya q\u0259d\u0259r suya batm\u0131\u015f n\u0259h\u0259ng qayalar\u0131n ya-y\u00f6r\u0259sind\u0259n sallanan yosunlar\u0131n iyidir. \u00abSabah ya\u011f\u0131\u015f olacaq\u00bb – dey\u0259 o\u011flan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr. \u00c7\u00fcnki bu k\u00fcl\u0259k yen\u0259 d\u0259 uzaqlardan, \u00fcf\u00fcq boyu uzanan qarl\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131n arxas\u0131ndan n\u0259h\u0259ng, k\u00f6m\u00fcr kimi qara buludlar\u0131 g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259k, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f \u0259n az\u0131 iki g\u00fcn \u015f\u0131rha\u015f\u0131r t\u00f6k\u0259c\u0259k, me\u015f\u0259nin bu yerind\u0259 pal\u00e7\u0131q diz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xacaqd\u0131r.
Q\u0131z evd\u0259 oturub yen\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rli qona\u011f\u0131n \u0130taliyadan, Yunan\u0131standan etdiyi s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri dinl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, o is\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r ala-qaranl\u0131qda durub i\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259k, d\u0259rsini deyib, \u015f\u0259r qar\u0131\u015fan vaxt\u0131 yor\u011fun-a\u011fr\u0131n ev\u0259 qay\u0131dacaq, s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n qal\u0131b soyumu\u015f \u00e7aydan birc\u0259 st\u0259kan i\u00e7ib \u00fcz\u00fcqoylu \u00e7arpay\u0131ya s\u0259ril\u0259c\u0259kdir. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi, yen\u0259 d\u0259 o, k\u00fcl\u0259yin hidd\u0259tl\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin tutqun \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131\u011f\u0131 iri ya\u011f\u0131\u015f damlalar\u0131n\u0131n bo\u011fuq tapp\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131na qulaq asacaq, q\u0131ll\u0131 boynundan salan\u0131b, x\u0259\u015fil kimi yum\u015faq torpa\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 ilansaya\u011f\u0131 q\u0131vr\u0131lan uzun, pasl\u0131 z\u0259ncirini s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259-s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259, da\u015fa-k\u0259s\u0259y\u0259 vura-vura, darvazan\u0131n, hasar\u0131n \u0259yri m\u0131xlar\u0131na ili\u015fdir\u0259-ili\u015fdir\u0259 evin h\u0259nd\u0259v\u0259rind\u0259 olanan, yaz\u0131q-yaz\u0131q ulayan qoca k\u00f6p\u0259yin s\u0259si onu \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdir\u0259c\u0259kdir. H\u0259r \u015feyi qat\u0131 dumana b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 havan\u0131n r\u00fctub\u0259ti onun da balaca ota\u011f\u0131na dolub yor\u011fan-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259yi soyudacaq, k\u00fcncd\u0259 mis qazan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259ki \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi yum\u015faldacaqd\u0131r. O, yaln\u0131z gec\u0259 rahat olacaqd\u0131r. Yuxuda yen\u0259 musiqi e\u015fid\u0259c\u0259k, q\u0259rib\u0259-q\u0259rib\u0259 r\u0259ngl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259kdir. G\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b \u0259traf\u0131 isid\u0259nd\u0259, yollar\u0131n, c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131n pal\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131 qaysaqlan\u0131b quruyanda, me\u015f\u0259d\u0259n yen\u0259 otlar\u0131n \u015firin qoxusu qalxanda g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n onlar bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rmi?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flan papiros yand\u0131r\u0131r, kibriti k\u0259nara tullay\u0131r. Kibrit yanar b\u00f6c\u0259k kimi bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t otlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda parlad\u0131qdan sonra s\u00f6n\u00fcr. O\u011flan n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcn\u00fcr. Soru\u015fur:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Dem\u0259k bizim rayon qona\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n xo\u015funa g\u0259lmir, h\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Niy\u0259 g\u0259lmir?.. Deyir \u00e7ox s\u0259fal\u0131 yerdir. \u0130taliyada bir ada var, lap ora ox\u015fay\u0131r… – Q\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131ndan yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259ldir. Ay\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. O\u011flana el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, q\u0131z\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131na says\u0131z hesabs\u0131z q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131mlar t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na ba\u011flay\u0131b g\u00fccl\u0259 e\u015fidil\u0259c\u0259k bir halda k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr v\u0259 dill\u0259nir:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Atam deyir ki, \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 bel\u0259 a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 o\u011flan g\u00f6rm\u0259yib. Anam da onu yaman t\u0259rifl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flan yerind\u0259n qalx\u0131r, ancaq birc\u0259 add\u0131m qaba\u011fa at\u0131b dayan\u0131r. Hans\u0131 bir q\u00fcvv\u0259s\u0259 onu q\u0131za yax\u0131nla\u015fma\u011fa qoymur. Soru\u015fur:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u0259nin nec\u0259, xo\u015funa g\u0259lirmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Kim?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u015e\u0259h\u0259r u\u015fa\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– N\u0259 bilim… – Q\u0131z bird\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sir. \u00c7\u00fcnki haradasa, lap yax\u0131nl\u0131qda it h\u00fcr\u00fcr. O\u011flan hiss edir ki, s\u00f6hb\u0259tin bu m\u0259qam\u0131nda itin h\u00fcrm\u0259si q\u0131z\u0131 sevindirir. O\u011flan geri d\u00f6n\u00fcb t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n oturur v\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcr\u0259yi tan\u0131\u015f vur\u011fu il\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r. Atas\u0131n\u0131n c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259n qara x\u0259b\u0259ri g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 onun \u00fcr\u0259yi eynil\u0259 bel\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Lakin o zaman d\u0259rdd\u0259n, a\u011f\u0131r itkid\u0259n, kims\u0259sizlikd\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc, b\u0259s indi n\u0259d\u0259n?.. O\u011flan he\u00e7 bir \u015fey da\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr. Yaln\u0131z s\u00f6vq-t\u0259bii il\u0259 hiss edir ki, indic\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 ciddi br hadis\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259c\u0259k, dolan bulud bo\u015falacaq. O, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b q\u0131za bax\u0131r. K\u00fct bir \u00fcr\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr ki, indi onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda \u0259n az\u0131 minillik bir m\u0259saf\u0259 var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Niy\u0259 oturmursan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Dedim d\u0259… Da\u015f soyuqdur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flan yaln\u0131z indi hiss edir ki, do\u011frudan da, da\u015f soyuqdur. Bu soyuqluqdan onun b\u0259d\u0259ni od tutub yan\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z yax\u0131na g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yaman yorulmu\u015fam, m\u0259n gedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Niy\u0259 yorulmusan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z n\u0259s\u0259 deyir, o\u011flan he\u00e7 bir \u015fey e\u015fitmir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00fcl\u0259k yuxar\u0131da, a\u011faclar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bo\u011fuq-bo\u011fuq u\u011fulday\u0131r. \u00abSabah m\u00fctl\u0259q ya\u011f\u0131\u015f olacaq\u00bb – dey\u0259 o\u011flan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f da\u015f\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131ndak\u0131 torpa\u011f\u0131 yum\u015faldacaq, x\u0131rda otlar\u0131n \u00e7oxunu k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b aparacaq, onun da, q\u0131z\u0131n da l\u0259pirl\u0259rini yuyub yox ed\u0259c\u0259kdir. Bu dumanl\u0131-\u00e7iskinli havada t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n yolu me\u015f\u0259d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f yol\u00e7ular, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu yerd\u0259 ayaq saxlay\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r ki, bu da\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259s oturmay\u0131b. \u00c7\u00fcnki h\u0259ft\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131nda qalan da\u015f yaman soyuq olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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   C\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131n q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n bu hamar da\u015f, vaxtil\u0259 da\u011flar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndan ax\u0131b \u00e7a\u011flaya-\u00e7a\u011flaya bu yerl\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck bir \u00e7aydan yadigar qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Havalar yax\u015f\u0131 ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f, duman olmayanda, o\u011flan h\u0259r gec\u0259 me\u015f\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lir, bu da\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturub papiros yand\u0131r\u0131r, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, me\u015f\u0259nin h\u0259nirtisin\u0259 qulaq as\u0131r Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, g\u00f6yd\u0259n otlar\u0131n, yarpaqlar\u0131n … <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-53744","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb","latest_post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53744","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=53744"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53744\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":53775,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53744\/revisions\/53775"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=53744"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=53744"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=53744"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}