{"id":53914,"date":"2026-10-22T10:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-10-22T06:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=53914"},"modified":"2026-10-22T12:06:21","modified_gmt":"2026-10-22T08:06:21","slug":"turkan-nagiyeva-yol-yoldasim-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=53914","title":{"rendered":"T\u00fcrkan NA\u011eIYEVA.&#8221;Yol yolda\u015f\u0131m&#8221; (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/Turkan-Nagiyeva-1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"783\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/Turkan-Nagiyeva-1-783x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-53919\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/Turkan-Nagiyeva-1-783x1024.jpg 783w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/Turkan-Nagiyeva-1-229x300.jpg 229w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/Turkan-Nagiyeva-1-768x1004.jpg 768w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/Turkan-Nagiyeva-1-1175x1536.jpg 1175w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/Turkan-Nagiyeva-1-46x60.jpg 46w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/Turkan-Nagiyeva-1.jpg 1566w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 783px) 100vw, 783px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong><em>Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f redaktor m\u00fcavini.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c7ox h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 idim. He\u00e7 vaxt g\u00f6rm\u0259diyim yerl\u0259ri \u2013 \u00f6lk\u0259ni, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rini qar\u0131\u015f qar\u0131\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259, k\u0259\u015ff etm\u0259y\u0259 gedirdim. Orada m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n dostlar\u0131ma qovu\u015faca\u011f\u0131m an\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim az qala yerind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xacaqd\u0131. X\u0259yal al\u0259mimd\u0259 g\u0259zin\u0259rk\u0259n<a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat.az\/uploads\/posts\/2024-11\/fb_mg_1731491055241.jpg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\"><\/a>&nbsp;pasport yoxlan\u0131\u015f\u0131nda s\u0131ram\u0131n \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yan\u0131mdak\u0131 orta ya\u015fl\u0131 xan\u0131m x\u0259b\u0259r verdi. \u00c7iyin \u00e7antam\u0131, \u0259l \u00e7antam\u0131 da yoxlan\u0131\u015fdan ke\u00e7irdim v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 zal\u0131nda giri\u015f qap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131laca\u011f\u0131 saat\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259dim. Saat 5, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259 israrl\u0131.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u0259hay\u0259t, g\u00f6zl\u0259nil\u0259n an g\u0259ldi, giri\u015f qap\u0131lar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, h\u0259r k\u0259s c\u0259rg\u0259 il\u0259 t\u0259yyar\u0259y\u0259 do\u011fru ir\u0259lil\u0259yirdi. Giri\u015f qap\u0131s\u0131nda biletimi g\u00f6st\u0259rib yerimi tapma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. T\u0259yyar\u0259nin \u0259n arxa c\u0259rg\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n biri \u2013 26A \u2013 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 k\u0259nar\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Art\u0131q ne\u00e7\u0259 ildir ki, t\u0259yyar\u0259y\u0259 minmirdim. T\u0259yyar\u0259 qalxanda v\u0259 en\u0259nd\u0259 hal\u0131m\u0131n nec\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdiyi yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r. \u0130ndi d\u0259 eyni anlar\u0131 ya\u015fama ehtimal\u0131m oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259can ke\u00e7irirdim. O zaman yan\u0131mda kims\u0259 &#8211; valideynl\u0259rim v\u0259 ya dostlar\u0131m olurdu, t\u0259k getmirdim. \u0130ndi m\u0259nim boyda q\u0131z bird\u0259n qorxub a\u011flaya, q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r-ba\u011f\u0131r sala, m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r? B\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259rni\u015finl\u0259r\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar. Yox! N\u0259 panikaya d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259m, n\u0259 d\u0259 qorxacam. T\u0259yyar\u0259di d\u0259, n\u0259dir ki?! H\u0259m d\u0259 \u0259n t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259siz s\u0259rni\u015finda\u015f\u0131ma n\u00f6v\u00fc el\u0259 t\u0259yyar\u0259di, h\u0259r eni\u015fd\u0259n sonra ciddi \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 yoxlan\u0131l\u0131r. Yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131, havaya qalxmam\u0131\u015f m\u0259n yat\u0131m, bir d\u0259 eni\u015fd\u0259 oyanaram. Qulaql\u0131qlar\u0131 taxd\u0131m, mahn\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini ucaltd\u0131m, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi yumdum, ba\u015flad\u0131m yen\u0259 x\u0259yallar al\u0259mimd\u0259 g\u0259zinm\u0259y\u0259. G\u0259z\u0259c\u0259yim yerl\u0259ri, qalaca\u011f\u0131m evi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m, dostlar\u0131mla h\u0259r g\u00fcn ed\u0259c\u0259yim g\u00fcnd\u0259lik i\u015fl\u0259r bel\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259svirolunmaz d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 heyr\u0259tli, maraql\u0131 idi. M\u0259niml\u0259 eyni s\u0131rada, bir oturacaq sonra \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259k olan, t\u0259qrib\u0259n 50-55 ya\u015flar\u0131nda q\u0259hv\u0259yi penc\u0259kli, sa\u00e7\u0131, saqqal\u0131 a\u011farm\u0131\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 adam yerini alanda g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7d\u0131m. N\u0259zak\u0259tl\u0259 salamla\u015fd\u0131q. T\u0259yyar\u0259 qalxanda ke\u00e7ir\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yim hal\u0131m a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259 bir s\u0131rada kimins\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fm\u0259yi h\u0259m m\u0259ni \u015fad etdi, h\u0259m d\u0259 narahat.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">T\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259sizlik m\u00fcf\u0259tti\u015fl\u0259ri qaydalar\u0131 izah etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flayanda art\u0131q h\u0259y\u0259candan aln\u0131m\u0131n t\u0259rl\u0259diyini hiss el\u0259dim. T\u0259yyar\u0259 art\u0131q h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259td\u0259dir v\u0259 qalxmaq \u00fczr\u0259dir. Tez sakitl\u0259\u015fdirici d\u0259rman\u0131m\u0131 i\u00e7dim ki, v\u0259ziyy\u0259timi kontrol alt\u0131nda saxlay\u0131m. Yan\u0131mdak\u0131 h\u0259min ya\u015fl\u0131 adam m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131b x\u0259fif bir g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259 il\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dik saxla, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f \u0259yilm\u0259. D\u0259rin n\u0259f\u0259s al -dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ba\u015flad\u0131m tez-tez d\u0259rin-d\u0259rin n\u0259f\u0259s alma\u011fa, lakin oksigen v\u0259 karbon balans\u0131 pozuldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131m h\u0259rl\u0259ndi. Sonra \u0259ll\u0259rim uyu\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu halda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yan\u0131mda kims\u0259 olanda, \u0259ll\u0259rimi ovmas\u0131n\u0131 xahi\u015f edir\u0259m ki, qan d\u00f6vran\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259rimd\u0259 b\u0259rpa olsun, lakin tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m adamdan bunu xahi\u015f ed\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm birt\u0259h\u0259r v\u0259ziyy\u0259timi ona hiss etdirm\u0259d\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;Qorxma, d\u0259rin n\u0259f\u0259s al, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 rahat uzat, ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k, art\u0131q qalxd\u0131 t\u0259yyar\u0259, bundan sonra, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, qorxusu olmur.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Stabil v\u0259ziyy\u0259tim\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f d\u00f6nd\u00fcm, indi dair\u0259vi p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n buludlar\u0131 seyr edirdim. \u018flimi uzatsam, toxuna bil\u0259r\u0259m, pamb\u0131q yum\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss ed\u0259r\u0259m. Heyr\u0259tamiz bir bulud m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259si var idi qar\u015f\u0131mda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;M\u0259nim yolda\u015f\u0131m da g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;M\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 dediniz? \u2013 musiqinin s\u0259sini tamam k\u0259sib soru\u015fdum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;Yolda\u015f\u0131m da g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi, amma ona viza verm\u0259dil\u0259r. Bu yerd\u0259 &#8211; \u0259li il\u0259 aram\u0131zdak\u0131 bo\u015f oturaca\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k \u2013 o \u0259yl\u0259\u015fm\u0259li idi, amma t\u0259k ged\u0259si oldum \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;Day\u0131, \u00f6z\u0259l sual olmayacaqsa, s\u0259yah\u0259t planla\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131z, ya x\u00fcsusi s\u0259b\u0259bdir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;M\u0259nim o\u011flum m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259lak olub. Rusiya \u2013 Ukrayna m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259. Burdan da Ukrayna ged\u0259c\u0259m. Ail\u0259si orada ya\u015fay\u0131r. (q\u0131sa bir s\u00fckutdan sonra) O\u011flumun m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131 ziy\u0259r\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;Allah r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin &#8211; dedim v\u0259 ba\u015fqa n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yimi bilm\u0259dim. Bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin t\u0259s\u0259llisi d\u0259 yoxdur.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;H\u0259, o da (h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131) g\u0259l\u0259 bils\u0259ydi, bir yerd\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259kdik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;Ka\u015f ki&#8230; \u2013 o \u201cka\u015f ki\u201d &#8211; nin ard\u0131ndan dem\u0259k ist\u0259diyim s\u00f6zl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 bo\u011faz\u0131mda yuma\u011fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tez-tez h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n yerin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Yan\u0131nda olmasa bel\u0259, onunla birg\u0259 gedirdi. H\u0259tta b\u0259z\u0259n ona n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da hiss edirdim.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;Dediniz ki, yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131z niy\u0259 yoxdur?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k: &#8211; Yolda\u015f\u0131m var, sad\u0259c\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;Bildim, y\u0259ni dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m, niy\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259di?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;H\u0259, dediyim kimi, vizaya g\u00f6r\u0259. Bir s\u0259n\u0259din \u0259skikliyi&#8230; Biz g\u0259ncliyimizd\u0259n b\u0259ri onunla tez-tez s\u0259yah\u0259t ed\u0259rdik. Hara getrmi\u015f\u0259ms\u0259, onu da aparm\u0131\u015fam. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yol yolda\u015f\u0131m o olub. Qism\u0259tin i\u015fin\u0259 bax ki, o\u011flumuzu ziyar\u0259t\u0259 t\u0259k getm\u0259li oluram.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;H\u0259\u0259&#8230; qism\u0259t&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">K\u0259d\u0259rini dil\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 bel\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 aczca sezil\u0259c\u0259k d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 x\u0259fif t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm var idi. Ancaq \u00fcz cizgil\u0259rin\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 bax\u0131larsa, hiss olunacaq d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 z\u0259if bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm. H\u0259min ifad\u0259sind\u0259 gizl\u0259nmi\u015fdi onun k\u0259d\u0259ri, dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131, ya\u015fant\u0131lar\u0131. H\u0259min t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcyl\u0259 sakitc\u0259 baxma\u011f\u0131 bel\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ifad\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 yetirdi. B\u0259z\u0259n insanlar\u0131 anlamaq bir bax\u0131\u015f q\u0259d\u0259r asan, b\u0259z\u0259n is\u0259 h\u0259min bax\u0131\u015f q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin olur.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t aram\u0131zda s\u00fckut yarand\u0131. Yenid\u0259n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n boyland\u0131m, adi bir buludlu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi yuxuya verdim. Ay\u0131landa art\u0131q t\u0259yyar\u0259nin eni\u015f etm\u0259sin\u0259 az qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ac oldu\u011fumu hiss el\u0259dim, qulaql\u0131qlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131m, \u00e7antamda g\u0259tirdiyim pe\u00e7enyed\u0259n ona da t\u0259klif etdim, o da \u00f6z h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 buterbrodlardan m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259klif etdi. B\u0259han\u0259 tap\u0131b s\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim. H\u0259r iki c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259 \u2013 Rusiyada, Ukraynada h\u0259lak olan h\u0259myerlil\u0259rimizi, ba\u015fqa-ba\u015fqa mill\u0259tl\u0259rin n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259rini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapa bilmirs\u0259n. Onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn haql\u0131 bir sava\u015f s\u0259b\u0259bi g\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259k insan\u0131 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tirir. S\u0259nin olmayan v\u0259t\u0259nin can\u0131ndan, qan\u0131ndan olmayan insanlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sava\u015fmaq&#8230;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rimi el\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 saxlad\u0131m. Amma o atan\u0131n t\u0259mkini, s\u0259bri, sakitliyi, soyuqqanl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 xo\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. B\u0259han\u0259 il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7ma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m, amma onun ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda m\u0259nim h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259t axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131m yersiz idi. B\u0259s m\u0259n n\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m ki, az da olsa t\u0259s\u0259lli ver\u0259 bilim? Bu suala m\u00fct\u0259nasib bir c\u0259hd a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259di.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n baxd\u0131m, buludlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n yava\u015fca Budape\u015ft hava liman\u0131na do\u011fru eni\u015f edirdik. 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